e-girls BlueSkyWolf 2022-07-21 | freak lil bąd høe_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _edit i've made back in december 2020 when I listened to this song on repeat, finally filled the black gaps strong language; but the beats are hittingmasks; trashanimash, AlphaWolfKodi,
Please Wash the Hurt Away BlueSkyWolf 2022-05-05 | There is no one else who can carry me to the end of timeThere is no one left who can wake me up from this fate of mine- - - - - - - - - 0:24 - mask 100% credit to owlcoholik
forever pt 2 BlueSkyWolf 2022-04-13 | made this video back in 2019, added a few clipsleft the coloring how it wasfirst song from themyoutu.be/k0lJPYZ1Pb0Sry for no comments, Im a coward
I got blurry sight BlueSkyWolf 2022-04-04 | [ Ive made this april 2019 - edit from 0:50 to it + effects and lil sound edits ]I have been from the start of december - end of january in inpatient mental health treatment and then changed in a day clinic, one week before ending the therapie I've snatched corona and got 'released' earlier .-.In May I will have 12 grouptherapie dates.., better than nothing! ;^; - I really put everything on one card, for so long and I knew what consequences could come. Still I've put so much emotion and effort into it.I pushed so many away, i acted so dumb or overreactive and now it's just gone? just over like that?? After everything I believed so hard inLast years were pretty rough, some deaths happend, some other over exhausting stuff, and few weeks back got a message that an ex friend [one of the first physically friends ive ever had] lay down on the rails near the first clinic I have been and killed himself 😳.. that was a very weird feeling, my dog getting older [yeahh i know nature!..but im scared], money problems, dont even have health care anymore atm skhi jkeklslfxh kinda really need it in my situation 😬but the thing I struggle the most to cope with is that I saw my best friend killed theyself slowly and I can't do anything about it.It's just, so m u c hIf that's what growning up then I don't want it,, damnHaven't open up here in SO long 😳 maybe take this as dairy thing?wtf is going onWish everyone the best in thesedays!🍀 and always!!💙💙 ;-;
] I dont trust nobody [ BlueSkyWolf 2021-06-13 | I absolutely l💙ve this song!0:00 - 0:22 made september 2020
}falling out the window🍃 BlueSkyWolf 2021-05-25 | Animash from January 2021 Ive just added the half end clips cause got randomly inspired to it lolIve added two clips, made like 2-5hs break and added two clips again, progressWith all my favo shows or well almost all of them.good song:youtube.com/watch?v=kVQL1A7tk7c
please dont go. BlueSkyWolf 2021-04-05 | Manip @ 0:13 I've made a while back for an unfinished video I wanted to edit with The fox and the houndI often try to finish them in one take, but end up taking multiple days, weeks or months almost every time.
Little talks BlueSkyWolf 2021-03-25 | -All that's left is a ghost of you-I made this January and just finished the rest of it cause I don't know what to do, but I think I liteally made it look worse and more rushed with what i added today.In january I realised the meaning of this song and idk deep
[| Honestly |] for raven🦇 BlueSkyWolf 2021-02-09 | [| And I'd do A N Y T H I N G, that you would ask from me! |]0:00 - 0:05 and a few clips where made May 2020, random inspiration came back this yeartramp= sunny🌻buster= uglyass dawgO.c.'s based of off them will follow- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Masks: Thenamelessdoll, owlcoholik, vaxymyangel, mine
[cause everyones an asshole and the whole world sucks balls 🤷♂️] BlueSkyWolf 2020-12-15 | Just finished this, took me two weeks longer then I thought.The colorings is meh I didn't knew what to use, but its not about them coloring! It's about them clipsI really wanted to edit with this audio, I've constandly repeated [ocd says hi] these lines out the show one day at work. Cause they got stuck while I was working and got me inspired for this xdd I just honestly struggled on which characters Ive should use for this and tried out a few different thingsSasha is really a random choosed character lolFunfact: I used to use Boris for my "imaginary best friend" when I was younger, cause I constandly need someone around to not fall into selfpity lolNow he still kinda stands for them, but guess more my "inner friendly voice" I guess🤔 idkThis video is fast, but so is time
Cry Baby [unfinished 2016 vent] BlueSkyWolf 2020-12-01 | A vent edit I did back in sommer 2016, the second half of the song were supposed to be with scamp but I've never got the motivation to finish it.This is kinda cringy thoI remember 17year old me crying so hard to this, I couldn't see the screen xdd and also crying that I didn't had the energy to finish it and telling myself what a failure I am, that I am not even able to finish videos xdddThis video reminds me of the time when I was around 15. People yelled at me in gymclass for being so bad in soccer and "I dont help at all" and laughed about me being fat while running, while my 'teammates' tried wayy less than me and some where even just standing around. Then I had to cry so Ive went to the bathroom and everyone complained i am lazy and just want to skip class and then alot of them laughed at me when they saw me cry. And the Teacher just keeped agreeing with them all. I've liteally sayed face covered with tears "I'm trying so hard! ;-;" and she just sayed something like "well you trying not enough" I remember I've REALLY tried harddd to keep running after that ball, since then I absolutely DISLKE to play soccer or any kinda sports with others. Honestly, never liked it since I've started school. It stresses me the fuck out when people watch me while moving my body. Cause MOSTLY everyone complains why I am so bad at it... cause I hate it¿¿¿ and I am nervous af to get yelled at about it¿¿But this video is not based purely on that event haha just remembered it
I want to be a baby again BlueSkyWolf 2020-11-21 | Oh, I want pure thoughts in my headToo weak to understand what will come
🌸 I n e e d y o u 🥺🖤💙 BlueSkyWolf 2020-11-15 | [started this 03.Nov. and finally finished it ;//u//;]With you, everything feels like a fresh start! 🥰💕💙This were kinda hard to edit at the start, cause I've only seen a few episodes of she-ra but youtube and instagram already spoilerd me alott of catradora clips😹 so I knew some and kinda 'blindly' edited this fitting to the music hahaI just reallyyy wanted to make raven a gift🥰 cause they deserve it with alll my heart🥺💙 she dessserves sooo much more😭 and since she-ra aka. catra & adora mean aloooot to raven [and by now also to me🥰] I just reallyyy wanted to make something of them! I jusst reeeally want to contine watching she-ra with raven sooo baddd🥺🥺🌻💙💙And they kindaa remind me alot of us 🥰 they simular to us and grew up together and told eachother they always going to keep watch out of eachother so idk sgthjssg it just fits dhsffYou mean the Universe to me sun! 🥺🥺🥺💙💖💕💘🖤💙🖤💙🍀💫 You have no ideaa ilu sooo muchhh!! 💙💕🥰💖🌻💘🖤🖤🖤💙🖤💘🌻🍀💕💖💙💙💙💙- - - - -also... I just kinda 'grewn' to know catra and adora through drawings.. so actually editing with the series seen that little of it, I thought there were more "catradora scenes" and I kinda got dissapointed through out editing.. that there wasn't more then I thought there was 😹
Take me far away from here BlueSkyWolf 2020-11-09 | cause i don't like what i seereally it's a nightmareThis video looks stupidBeautiful song...youtube.com/watch?v=pPDMe2APDzA
] save my soul [ BlueSkyWolf 2020-10-29 | This edit didn't worked with rendering in mp4 or wmv so I've had to render it in mxf and idk what this is,,, so it has this weird "lines" inbetween scenes ._. But could be added glitches so meh🤷♂️I'm still not comforable enough to answer comments sjjsdksd cause of anxiety, but I read and appreciate them!
I hate moving on BlueSkyWolf 2020-10-14 | Can you hold my hand when I can't breatheEverybody wanna talk when I can't speakWanna be everything that I can't beEvery feeling coming at me like a stampedeGotta slow downI'mma move onGetting fadedI am too goneThey are too quickTo say I'm uselessI can't disprove itI'm too confusingThey mess up, but it's not my faultBut I'll take that blameAnd I'll make that callIf I feel that painGotta brace myselfWhenever I'm the problem, I gotta face myselfGod damnEverything getting too difficultStuck in my mind and I'm miserableI know moving on is so pivotal likeIt's about time I was moving onSee what's next for me
[🌺 like maybe I am somebody 🌸] BlueSkyWolf 2020-09-09 | I am veeeeery scared atm soo I just had to do something to feel a tiiny bit calmer skskljsdgs
I know Im the fickle fucker BlueSkyWolf 2020-09-02 | Listened to Crywank at work the whole morning over and feeled like venting. So I worked the whole day on this hahaTimes are hard, lets see what will comeIt's amazing to see what we can create with our favorite childhood movies and characters we relate to. Expressing our emotions through music and animated movies that we love and appreciate. I am very sure that I never stop editing fully. Maybe it will get less with times, but it really helps me to compare, understand and reflecting things in my life and I find a way to do something with the music that holds and explain my emotions!
[ JK ] BlueSkyWolf 2020-08-29 | Started this project a few weeks ago, just added the last clipsNot feeling very good lately.I think I have alot of unprocessed traumas and they really do show in my behavouirMy anxiety is alot again, not having a great time.But trying my best tho💫..
Only Dirty Things | P4 & 10 BlueSkyWolf 2020-04-28 | Full MEP: youtube.com/watch?v=9XgZCTbbeTEMasks: unknown, Mine
[ I want to BlueSkyWolf 2020-04-25 | I know I'm blessed in every which way.But I'll be lightin up the world and remembered when I'm done- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - This is a project I worked all this week over, whenever I feeled depressed And I just finished itMasks: [MAY] xSA, chancegiven, unknown, Mine
💙💖💕💘💫I trust u💙💙💘💫💖💙💙 BlueSkyWolf 2020-04-12 | come and be my best friend — trust in the process 💙💕💖please be what you see in your dreamsthat’s the only key to achieving the peace- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -I've spead alottt of hours on that project and it's finally done skojkhsfsk
] And if it werent for you💙 BlueSkyWolf 2020-03-18 | I don't understand how I'm still alive- - - - - - - -I woke up at 2am from to many nightmares, so I wanted to do something to calm me downAnd since there is only one person that can make me feel better, I've made this the whole night [it's 2pm now lol]Masks: Mine, wasted, owlcoholik
sing for the moment BlueSkyWolf 2020-03-09 | This is a unfinished thing I made back in June 2016This is inspired by my own life as a kid, but not based on.[Rant TW swearing, abuse, whatever]I HATE my ex Stepdad more then anyone, YOU pussy motherfucka are the reason I am the way I am. I want you to feel the pain I feeled all these 17 years since the day I knew you. Without you I wouldn't had big trust issues in Woman, I wouldn't fuck up every realtionship I've had/have whether romantic or friendship, I wouldn't treat my mother like shit, I wouldn't be so SELFHATING and destroying, I wouldn't think love is shown through insults and rudeness, I would have been better in school, I wouldn't been so stubborn my whole life and blocked all my chances, I WOULDN'T HAD SO HUGEEE AGGRESSION PROBLEMSYou piece of disgusting shit... you think it's FUNNY to call a 6 year old "Asshole", "King of idiots", "You never gonna make it in life cause you are rude and lazy" JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T HAVE ANYYY KNOWLEG OF RAISING A KID... THEN DON'T FUCKING GET A GF WITH A CHILD YOU STUPID MOTHERFUCKER. And you call yourself a "policemen"? Bulling a child till he get's suicidal thoughts of the age of 7 and say it's ALL his own fault and then giving you guilty conscience because you spend so much money for one. Calling him fat all his life, while being WAY MORE overweight then this kid. I THOUGHT YOU WERE SOOOOO SMART?? LIKE YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME??? THEN WHY YOU DON'T KNOW CALLING A CHILD A ASSHOLE HIS WHOLE LIFE WILL FUCK HHIM UP MENTALLY LATER ON.I hope you suffer, I hope you feel all the mental and physical pain you gave me all this years. You MENTALY manipulated me to think you loved me with all your heart.. and the second mom left you I NEVER heared from you again and whenever I've saw you, you just asked "How is mom?"...I HATE you.. I HATE YOU I HATE YOUI hate myself, because of you and it will never change cause I am the worst. And everything you told me will happen in my future happend. I hate that you were right... cause you don't deserve it.I want your blood on my hands, for all the pain you gave me and that I gave you love and to thank me, you shaped me to be the monster I am today. I remember you yelling at me at the age of 8 or 9 on your birthday that my selfmade present is shit and I should have get you something that you REALLY could use, because you spend sooo much money on me. [While you later on didn't even got me ANY presents, just my mom did and she lied that it's also from you aswell.]You made me believe my whole childhood that you loved me and that IIIII was the one hurting you, while you just lied to me to get my mom.YOU destroyed my family, because of you I have NO connection to them and you put my dad through a long suffering depression.I hope you are PROUD now... you made my mom's and my life to hell. And destroyed me as a person. Now I am a multipersonality fucked up mess fighting EVERY day against myself.I have SO MUCH to say to you, but I know you wouldn't be intrested to hear and blame it all on me for existing.I hate you and I hate myself even more.I never really like to opened up to anyone about ALL my past experience [I have wayyy more but whatever], but my mom. Because she's the only one who went through the same thing as me.But growing up being mentally HUGE manipulated, let you grow into a FUCKED UP mess with double moral and being selfish, but also HUGE selfhating.I am a mess and I don't deserve to liveNoone is really intrested to hear my story, because they mostly talk over me whenever I want to open up, but I don't care. I don't care, trust or believe in anything. I am braindead and no human.
Missin you like crazy BlueSkyWolf 2020-02-01 | FuckEverytgings so diffrenta nöwYou just waqht Iwam missingf novwIknöw I €ant hãvë ÿôú bâ©k Ï gû맧 Î ©âñt hàvé ÿõù bã©k Í gú觧 Í mÿ trîppìñg ñôw. : .
Enjoy my Hypocrisy BlueSkyWolf 2019-12-31 | Act like I'm suffering, there's no suffering in this- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -I always loved Crywank... cause his songs did always described me 100% Like this one or Leech boy or Memento Mori and so on I am the real life version of Bojack HorsemenI hurt everyone I love, if it's because they worry about me or cause I am a fucking dickIn the end I hurt them either way, theres no way around
/Ill be your reason BlueSkyWolf 2019-12-24 | I made this high on drugs af this morning, I K-holed so hard while making that sht. So I finished this from 11:00 o'clock till 16:00 o'clock without a break lolI don't know what I did.. I've just let my body work without thinking idk and I don't care merry fucking shitmas
| Dont wanna waste your time | BlueSkyWolf 2019-12-04 | I did half of this sht high on Ketamin Nevermind.Said Hachiko each day.Here I wait. For my friend whos late.I will stay. Just to walk beside you for one more dayMen come, men go,Trains come and go,The little girl brought me something to eat,But my eyes stay fixed to a spot,For a familiar glow,That smell, that smile andthe caring hands of my masterI stand covered in snow,I will wait for him till the very end- Hachiko It's been a year, hasn't it? I wake up sometimes in the middle of the night and think about Parker. He was a good friend. I understand how you feel. Hachi, my friend, Parker is never coming home. But if Hachiko wants to wait, then Hachiko should wait. You want to wait for him, don't you? Have a long life, Hachi. – Ken
Moonlight [ Animash ] BlueSkyWolf 2019-08-29 | I loveee this song alot and I wanted to do something night, moony feel with it sjustsjje and my love for Lady and the tramp movies of course❤All I want is to be romantic and lay with a specificc person in the grass by night and watch the stars
Are you tired of me yet? /for Jen BlueSkyWolf 2019-07-20 | I actually had another video for you in the making but it's soooo longgg and you know how LAZY I am sjddhsds sooo it's still not done after weeks and made this nowThank you for being my friend❤I love you alottt and your support means a assmuch to me sjfskhsWe are sad and hopelessly loving sad alone in the corner missing them [99% of the time being drunk tbh], so we fucking understand eachother.And BICH I LOVE YOU AND I'LL FIGHT FOR YOU OKAY IF ANYONE HURTS YOU AGAINYou always have to hear my bullshit emos that are stupid and hopeless anyways shTesgsd and me fearing on what people think about me that doesn't even know me... yah must be annoyed af boii 😫👌But gayboi I love your stupidsupportivefunny ass okay💙💙 AND yah talented afff so ACCEPTE ITAnd I appreciate it especially in this time where I am very lonely with not the greatest/supportive people around me that YOU here trying to be there for me and show me I'm not ALL alone💙I don't know what to say, but you a god damn friend to my ugly sad depressed ass YOUR TOILETBOI LOVES YOU SO MUCH OKAY -----------------------------Masks: Mine, AlphaWolfKodi, Dolphiiin
Rest in pieces BlueSkyWolf 2019-06-25 | I don't wanna live today, I don't think that will ever change. I'm so sick of everything.Got motivation to finish something I started friday.
