Full ramble about why I really don't like school: I was doing fine in all my classes this time, but I hate writing essays, I hate reading about stuff in textbooks and then hearing every single thing repeated in the lectures, I hated this pretense that I was there to learn and develop skills when I felt like I could learn any of this way faster if they just gave me the textbook and left me alone. I don’t really have any career ambitions besides being a Youtuber, and I realized that if I stayed I don’t even know what I would study, so the only real reason to keep going would be to get a degree. I was doing a bunch of random tasks that weren’t producing anything of any real value to anyone, and if I was learning anything at all I was doing so at a stupidly, artificially slow rate, while making negative money, all for the vague promise that this degree they’re offering me will open various, poorly defined doors in my future. Even if it makes rational sense to go through with that, it feels miserable in the moment.
Full ramble about why I really don't like school: I was doing fine in all my classes this time, but I hate writing essays, I hate reading about stuff in textbooks and then hearing every single thing repeated in the lectures, I hated this pretense that I was there to learn and develop skills when I felt like I could learn any of this way faster if they just gave me the textbook and left me alone. I don’t really have any career ambitions besides being a Youtuber, and I realized that if I stayed I don’t even know what I would study, so the only real reason to keep going would be to get a degree. I was doing a bunch of random tasks that weren’t producing anything of any real value to anyone, and if I was learning anything at all I was doing so at a stupidly, artificially slow rate, while making negative money, all for the vague promise that this degree they’re offering me will open various, poorly defined doors in my future. Even if it makes rational sense to go through with that, it feels miserable in the moment.SUB 3 MINUTES! WOOOO!!!!Xidnafs Secret Channel2023-07-05 | i wonder if setting this to public will make this channel's sub count go downDWHTT 3: Rise of the Audio QualityXidnafs Secret Channel2023-07-02 | new micDWHTT2: Return of the Zoom LectureXidnafs Secret Channel2023-06-06 | In this thrilling sequel to xidnaf's first ever livestream, will Xidnaf finally figure out how to stream a video game????Do we have the technology?Xidnafs Secret Channel2023-06-05 | in which xidnaf tries to figure out what a livestream isa couple quick thoughts about vaush and contrapointsXidnafs Secret Channel2023-04-19 | my head hurtsXidnaf Rambles 12: Fame and FriendshipXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 11: Africa = The Moon???Xidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 10: Would Meat Eaters Ban Meat?Xidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 9: Pan, Bi, and Queer TerminologyXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 8: Fighting MisinformationXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 7: What Counts as Atheist?Xidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 6: Fun History StoriesXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | editing this video i realized i got a few details wrong, so like, don't treat me as a credible source or anything.Xidnaf Rambles 5: [number] Alternatives to CapitalismXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 4: Screens and Mental HealthXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 3: Self Indulgent AutobiographyXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 2: How We F ed Up the Smart KidsXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...Xidnaf Rambles 1: I’m a Teleological FailureXidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | none of you will have seen this in your subscription box because i told youtube not to send them there. i didn't want to flood peoples' feeds.Xidnaf FAQ: more linguistics? bowl on head?Xidnafs Secret Channel2019-09-28 | ...a love letter to dwkXidnafs Secret Channel2019-08-31 | my brain is 95% contrapoints referencesxidnaf rambles about brony music for ten minutesXidnafs Secret Channel2019-08-31 | this video is exactly what it says on the tin.
My sibling agreed after the fact to let me leave their voice in the video.
World Happiness Report 2018: http://worldhappiness.report/ed/2018/Origins of Democrats and RepublicansXidnafs Secret Channel2018-10-11 | In a way, our system goes back at least five hundred years.
I promise I'll start making real videos again once I get my shit together, but what's the point of having this alternate channel if I don't get to upload stupid crap like this every now and then?A Rant About CalendarsXidnafs Secret Channel2015-09-16 | I decided to experiment with a video with a bit of a different tone from most of my stuff.ExplanationXidnafs Secret Channel2015-06-25 | So yeah.