EStarstruck[!!!!!EPILEPSY WARNING!!!!!] AN BUS DIS PUSSY OPEN IN DA ISLANDS OF WAIKIKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII -breathes- HELLO! I took this MEP slow and was really lax (too lax) so it took like 4 months I was just so lazy w/ it LOL. ANYWAY this mep is the bomb diggity AND THANK YOU FOR 10K SUBS! some of the parts lagged oh my god im so mad
KYOTO A$$ | Homestuck MEP [MEP #32] THANKS FOR 10K!EStarstruck2016-06-04 | [!!!!!EPILEPSY WARNING!!!!!] AN BUS DIS PUSSY OPEN IN DA ISLANDS OF WAIKIKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII -breathes- HELLO! I took this MEP slow and was really lax (too lax) so it took like 4 months I was just so lazy w/ it LOL. ANYWAY this mep is the bomb diggity AND THANK YOU FOR 10K SUBS! some of the parts lagged oh my god im so mad
SONG: youtube.com/watch?v=KQSu59P5umsBob Dylan (HBD BECCA!) | Multifandom MEP [MEP #52]EStarstruck2022-07-13 | aAAAAA HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!!! I love you sooo much you are literally my best friend in the entire world. i cant believe our friendship is old enough to drink in the united states. i pulled together some people you dont know and made this for ya because you deserve it since you are the big 3-0 now. anyway, thank you so fucking much to everyone who helped with this, especially cuz youve never even met becca. you are the real mvps. also doing 45 seconds of editing for this was hell so my parts are violently ok im sorry. GO SHAWTY, ITS YA SQUIRTDAY. WE GON SHITTY FARTY LIKE IS YA SQUIRTDAY:
ART CREDS: docs.google.com/document/d/1ORbTG7F1oAFXInOTBVmpMpoeUbMGfDQUJwkZEkqUCAc/edit?usp=sharing SONG: Bob Dylan ARTIST: Fall Out Boy[OPEN MEP] did you miss me? | [11/12]EStarstruck2022-07-03 | ok so i forgot abt this and idk whos still interested in parts so im reuploading (: villains, characters with smth to prove i guess, or badasses, idc if u think theyre a badass or crazy bonkers feel free to use them
rules: not fanart only but if you use clips at least use a bit of fanart/make it fx gradient map, tritone, quadtone, or tint ur art pls. idc how you do it PARTS IN B/W: 1,2, 7, 8, 9, 10 render in 1080p 30fps follow the color scheme ships r ok i guessz
1. lakiira 2. EStarstruck 3. rhapsodic - Rena (Valorant)
4. gekko - Ban (Seven Deadly Sins) 5. casualnikula 6. Pink2646 - Itto (Genshin Impact) 7. rocksthebeat - Jinx (League) 8. EStarstruck - 9. veronica 10. 11. Eucalypso - Junko Enoshima (Danganronpa)
12. sh4mie - Childe (Genshin Impact) 13/14 cutS★[BB] | Industry Baby/Adore You | Sauljesse (Pride Parts)EStarstruck2022-06-27 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=LwtfcI2Mss0 FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=4uUFsL447Wk Hi. ive been sauljesse pilled. also havent uploaded in a bit. i have parts done to be uploaded im just waiting for meps to go up and to have more parts for a dump. im a breaking bad editor now ♥ and jesse pinkman is trans
SONG: ARTIST: PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14 ART CREDITS: _mirageimage tapeworrmart taricha jadenvargen yokiter krokonoko vltraviolet catsincrime wolfmanrich therustyart tinymintywolf[Genshin] Belladonna | Kaeya/DilucEStarstruck2022-02-27 | no kaeluc discourse on my video you will be removed WOW UM OK what to say. first this took like 30 minutes to render what the hell too much blur this was a big practice project and a labor of love. i tried to emulate some of the insta edit style, with a little ae style. there was a LOT of experimenting and learning involved in this and so its actually been a hugely beneficial video for myself. yay improvement! im also more of a luckae guy but i had to do a kaeluc edit w this song because it fits kaeya so well i could scream. but yeah this took quite a long time to make, i think total working time may have been 20+ hours! which is a lot for me lmao some people probably put way more work in. i was gonna make it longer but realized it wouldnt be nearly as interesting as the chorus bits so i just held off. anyway, enjoy.
also they arent brothers you absolute dinguses *facepalm* you have made a ship problematic for fun and it is so obnoxious kaeya/diluc is great you're all just mean
song: youtube.com/watch?v=fqGKZ3fzN1M program: sony vegas 14My Coconuts! HBD KATE! | Multifandom MEP [MEP #51]EStarstruck2022-02-04 | her bday is the 4th but timezones. i have to sleep early, she will wake up early. good enough! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIN FRAU ILYSMMMM you deserve an mep so much you are so awesome and cool and kind and sweet and thank u to everyone who participated! we got it done literally before february. i am not sure how but this was the most competent bday mep ive ever hosted. no "10 minutes before deadline" screaming involved!
ART CREDITS: max_eera cryingkae fiinako_hou kuroshirox nonnecheri runescratch v_0_3 viria13
SONG: fairly local ARTIST: 21p PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14Everybodys Levitating | 12 Years Of Editing!EStarstruck2022-01-09 | EDIT: IT WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY NICO NICO NII BUT I UPLOADED THE WRONG ONE ): hi ive been editing a long time (: theres also some...idk. symbolism with how i lined up some of the edits and also my choice of vids. this is rlly cringe of me to edit with my own parts but i figured i was overdue for a compilation and this seemed like the best way to fit all this shit into less than 4 minutes! been thru a lot in this fuckin place godtdamnd. im not sure what else to write except uh. stan smeps? i was gonna make this video in 2020 for 10 years but that did Not happen! youd also think id be better at editing after 10 years lmao
mashup: youtube.com/watch?v=KOCANx3XkBs[OPEN MEP] did you miss me? | [10/12]EStarstruck2022-01-07 | "Dɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍɪss ᴍᴇ? Dɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ I ᴡᴀs ɢᴏɴᴇ?" PLEASE USE THE GOOGLE DOC TO REQUEST A PART! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ reuploading this with cleaner audio cuts and also because comments are fucky WOW MY LAST MEP WAS UNHINGHED CHARACTERS HEY GUESS WHAT! MORE! villains, characters with smth to prove i guess, or badasses, idc if u think theyre a badass or crazy bonkers feel free to use them
rules: not fanart only but if you use clips at least use a bit of fanart/make it fx gradient map, tritone, quadtone, or tint ur art pls. idc how you do it PARTS IN B/W: 1,2, 7, 8, 9, 10 render in 1080p 30fps follow the color scheme ships r ok i guessz
1. lakiira 2. semilunars 3. yzelphar - Tartaglia (Genshin Impact) 4. Acinit - Therion (Octopath Traveler) 5. casualnikula 6. Pink2646 - Itto (Genshin Impact) 7. rocksthebeat - Jinx (League) 8. EStarstruck - Luckae (Genshin Impact) 9. black senpai 10. bbmai 11. 12.S★[ROCK & RULE] Back In Black | SS for Shelly!EStarstruck2021-12-25 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=yC9DXI38LXE&t=19s i was so excited to get you for my santa because we both like the same music and i was looking forward to editing with this funky old man. i hope you like it! its not as detailed as i wanted it to be because the project was so laggy :/ anyway, happy holidays, shelly! rock and rule is a good movie you're all just mean
SONG: back in black ARTIST: ac dc PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14EAT YOU UP! | Multifandom MEP [MEP #50]EStarstruck2021-11-18 | PRESENTING: TARTAGLIA THE MEP! theres kaeluc in this because ive gone cuckoo bonkers sorry dont discourse on my mep 4 fucking genshin impact parts the brainrot is REAL but this took a year because im so bad at hosting personal meps but ITS SO GOOD WOWEE it was worth the wait thank you to yzelphar for doing 2 parts and saiphy for doing a last minute backup!!!!!!!
1. kousaka - Fire Emblem 2. Razu - Monogatari 3. yzelphar- Tartaglia/Lumine (Genshin Impact) 4. UniqueMemoria - Bunny (South Park) 5. aymric - Tartaglia again/ Zhongli (Genshin Impact) 6. CasualNikula - Thanatos/Zagreus (Hades) 7. sheeko - Rosemary (Homestuck) 8. yzelphar - Tartaglia once again/Kaeya (Genshin impact) 9. corydalis - Sonic the Hedgehog 10. Charmarii- Cinnabar (Houseki no Kuni) 11a. ivoire - Elliott/Mattie (The Gentleman's Club) 11b. saiphy - Nadja (What We Did in the Shadows) 12. Yixxy - Akalynn (LoL) 13. EStarstruck - Kaeya/Diluc (Genshin Impact)
SONG: the dollars ARTIST: gvcci hvcci PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14 ART CREDS: imyuu - tumblr ivoire - yt juno_bxrry - twitter[S✧S] [SHE-RA] Villain | Catra/AdoraEStarstruck2021-04-27 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=P8AJT-c34SE im a straight up homo straight up homo
SONG: villain ARTIST: k/da PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[RATD] Oh My God | Raya/NamaariEStarstruck2021-04-22 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=UK27RBvnCCQ i love these dumb lesbians. also something to just dust off the channel a tad.
SONG: oh my god ARTIST: g-idle PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14 ART SOURCES: (all tumblr) beedeux, musenilla, thanthea, 5hi0, papurrcat2020 Mini MEP Part Dump [#7]EStarstruck2021-01-13 | hi this is my popcorn chicken mep part dump. all my tiny half parts done within like 2020 basically. i forgot 2 studio intros lol oh well not like i need more. these are backup half parts or parts where i was unable to do the whole part.
15. Song: Talk Dirty Artist: Cody Carson Media: Sailor Moon Full MEP: youtu.be/PdUPEQiZSyMNSM★[HS] Giants | Terezi [International Day of Disabled Persons]EStarstruck2020-12-03 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=qkUyFgisUcQ hewwo! Heres my part for the NSM mep, focusing on disabled characters for international day of disabled persons. terezi is, well, blind so i figured id use her! heres some good causes! National Association of the Deaf nad.org
Autistic Self Advocacy Network (ASAN) autisticadvocacy.org SONG: giants ARTIST: true damage PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[Studio Mascotverse] K/DA - VILLAINEStarstruck2020-11-14 | oh no not another one this is a "solo" for galaxy, ruby, doze and psychie the resident crackhead queens inspired by: youtube.com/channel/UCgJpzP-O-uzOgtGa_hbdDnQ
SONG: VILLAIN ARTIST: K/DA PROGRAM: Vegas Pro 14 Edited by...me.[Studio Mascotverse] K/DA - POP/STARSEStarstruck2020-11-14 | hi. so zin/sundaecoffee got us into making mascots for our studios and so we ended up with a server for them and now we're k/da i guess. inspired by: youtube.com/channel/UCgJpzP-O-uzOgtGa_hbdDnQ
SONG: POP/STARS ARTIST: K/DA PROGRAM: Vegas Pro 14 Edited by...me.JUNE-OCT 2020 MEP DUMP! [#6]EStarstruck2020-11-01 | hewwo.... new mep dump... kinda smol :/ i did a lot of half parts in this time period but those are going in their own dump
SONG: sick ARTIST: barcelona PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14MAY-JUNE 2020 MEP DUMP! | [#5]EStarstruck2020-06-26 | i can finally post this. HI. i edited a lot. enjoy?
song: sweet but psycho artist: ava max media: catra - she-ra host: kyoki full: //
song: american girl artist: bonnie mckee media: love live host: sonyvegaspros full: //
song: bathroom bitch artist: holychild media: catradora - she-ra host: evilgalpalsquad full: youtube.com/watch?v=oM8pUoJubtg[SHE-RA] The Chain | CatradoraEStarstruck2020-06-15 | [WATCH WITH HEADPHONES!!!] wow hi so i did this in one sitting and it was like. 12 hours worth of editing. this is for charlie/randomlysimple, but also like for me as a self indulgent project. i REALLY wanted to try adding sound effects to edits like they do on instagram/etc and this song screams catradora so i had to. i havent had ACTUAL GENUINE FUN editing a video in a long while, so it was nice to enjoy making this. i had so much fun putting in the sound effects/making them 3d/etc. fleetwood mac is one of my favorite bands of all time so it made making this really easy. also i love catradora.
SONG: the chain ARTIST: fleetwood mac PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[CLOSED] SHE-RA MEP! | Warriors [0/12]EStarstruck2020-06-13 | yes heellllllo i love she ra, this song, and being gay. so this mep will cover the whole show! its to tell the whole story (: each part covers certain episodes, and i can link you two cartoonraws to download the episodes! (:
★★★RULES:★★★ -you can ONLY use the episodes listed above your part!! for example you can only use episodes 1 through 4 in part one! you dont have to use ALL of them, but you cannot use any others. -dont render in 60fps -raw editing but please use a little text/maybe mask if u want? put effort into it!!! -i will ask you to fix your parts if they dont work or use wrong episodes
★poc ladies only!!!!!! no non-human characters please. i may make exceptions for heavily poc coded characters such as garnet from steven universe. art of human characters drawn as poc if they have no canon race (i.e. poc homestuck charas) is fine. ★ships are ok as long as the focus of the part is a woc ★render in 30fps (no 60fps) ★ render in 1080p 30 fps mp4 or wmv, 720p if you need to ★ i will ask you to fix your parts if they dont fit the theme! ★ media can repeat 2x but not characters ★ nsfw is fine, just censor FEMALE PRESENTING NIPPLES ★ fanart only ★ i may make small changes to your part if it's nothing major and not worth making you go back and re-render for ★ leave a minimum of 10 extra frames at the end of your part to transition
color palette is pink/black/blue with a little glitter and all black/white when indicated on the signup!
★★FORM★★ USERNAME: PART: MEDIA/CHARACTERS(3):
9. lilacie - Michiko (Michiko and Hatchin) 13.
XElectrica - Mirko (BNHA) 14.5 PokeLSouma - Illaoi (League of Legends) 15. rikuwu - Kida (Atlantis)[OC] BO$$ BITCH | MiloEStarstruck2020-05-31 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=nFml9e9logc&t=0s its like half a part but its still rlly good so w/e
SONG: boss bitch ARTIST: doja cat PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[MEME] Just My Type!EStarstruck2020-05-02 | thanks gagameps for starting this meme also i have teal hair now and the lipsync took forever picrew i used: picrew.me/image_maker/109049
list: Maxie, Nessa Kris, Shelly Jasper, Karen Opal, Clair Symmetra Hanzo D.Va Sailor Star Fighter Goro Akechi Akira Kurusu Nick Valentine Axel Catra Ushijima Wakatoshi Nishinoya Yuu BLONDE SQUAD: Ryuji Sakamoto Eli Ayase Mercy Roxy Lalonde Elsa Sailor Moon Ann Takamaki Cynthia Oleana
SONG: just my type ARTIST: saint motel PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[S◇S] One Woman Army | Sailor Moon/Love LiveEStarstruck2020-04-23 | FULL: youtu.be/81EljXZ2Mt4 owa wa owa wa i want a coffee from wawa, they have this really good cookie dough frappuccino thing but apparently its limited edition/seasonal so after that's gone idk what i'm gonna order when my boyfriend is like lets go to wawa at 5 am because their sandwiches
SONG: one woman army ARTIST: porcelain black PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14𝒟♕𝒫 [SHE-RA] Mothers Daughter | CatraEStarstruck2020-04-21 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=kzSJDReEEiw nyasty
SONG: mother's daughter ARTIST: miley cyrus PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[CLOSED] Black Barbies MEP [10/16] JUNE 1EStarstruck2020-04-21 | hi so, im reuploading this signup because i posted it a long while ago and idk who still wants their parts hehhahah if you previously had a part lmk
rules: ★poc ladies only!!!!!! no non-human characters please. i may make exceptions for heavily poc coded characters such as garnet from steven universe. art of human characters drawn as poc if they have no canon race (i.e. poc homestuck charas) is fine. ★ships are ok as long as the focus of the part is a woc ★render in 30fps (no 60fps) ★ render in 1080p 30 fps mp4 or wmv, 720p if you need to ★ i will ask you to fix your parts if they dont fit the theme! ★ media can repeat 2x but not characters ★ nsfw is fine, just censor FEMALE PRESENTING NIPPLES ★ fanart only ★ i may make small changes to your part if it's nothing major and not worth making you go back and re-render for ★ leave a minimum of 10 extra frames at the end of your part to transition
color palette is pink/black/blue with a little glitter and all black/white when indicated on the signup!
★★PARTS★★ EXT 1. RandomlySimple - ? ♥2. Kisharushu (OCs) 3. EStarstruck - Galaxy (Studio Mascotverse) ♥4. yzelphar - Zooey (GBF) EXT 5. starrix ♥6. robbiez - Pharah (Overwatch) EXT 7. SMG123 ♥8. interplanetjanet - Uhura (Star Trek) 9. EStarstruck ♥10.
deideloo - Meenah (Homestuck) ♥11. Kousaka - Mermista (She-Ra) ♥12. sheeko - Angie Yonaga (DR3) ♥13. XElectrica - Mirko (BNHA 14. nekomimi ♥15a. kxrry - Urbosa (TLOZ) ♥15b. PokeLSouma - Illaoi (League of Legends) ♥16. rikuwu - Kida (Atlantis)FIRST DATE | Multifandom MEP [MEP #49]EStarstruck2020-04-20 | oh god okay so this mep ....this mEP was due literally about a year and a month ago and i just kept forgetting about it and i ended up losing half the parts and couldnt get all of them back which set me back MORE and its kinda hard to edit to so i had trouble getting FILLS and it was a ride but anyway its actually really fucking cute and worth the wait and my first non birthday mep in ages!!! WOW! so anywho thank you to sheeko, iggychan, purpleshyguy, aimyuu, and yixxy for getting your parts in over a year ago, to sheeko and purpleshyguy once again for doing a backup, and to the others for helping me finish this fucking thing
SONG: pop/stars ARTIST: kda PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[HS] Moshi Moshi! | Vriska/TereziEStarstruck2020-04-10 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=gYDvFV5NpgQ hAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAIIIIR!
SONG: moshi moshi ARTIST: poppy PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[OW] Ferrari | SombraEStarstruck2020-04-10 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=cYD6qDMQL2Q Belated upload but happy birthday lauren i wuv u
SONG: ferrari ARTIST: the neighborhood PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14Moshi Moshi! | Multifandom MEP [HBD BLAIR!] [MEP #48]EStarstruck2020-04-08 | EEEEEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLAIR!!! I hope you like this! I also hope you like Chiaki cuz this mep is half her!!! Everyone went "oh pink? Okay. chiaki nanami!" so now you understand why i asked you that question! anyway i love how this turned out its soooo pink and pretty! we... probably got some of the japanese text wrong but we tried our best... but yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY WE LOVE U
SONG: moshi moshi ARTIST: poppyFERRARI | Multifandom MEP [HBD LAUREN!] [MEP #47]EStarstruck2020-04-08 | i literally only host bday meps on my channel now jfc HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!!! I decided to host this kinda last minute cuz im like. well im getting a bday mep and so is blair so it totally wasnt fair that you didnt get one. you're a bit of a cryptid and i kinda only knew what u liked from ur twitter/past edits youve done so i dont even know if you like this stuff anymore but hey!!! its the thought that countz right?! anyway, we love u, happy birthday to us, and we hope u like it!! ♥♥♥
SONG: ferrari ARTIST: the neighbourhood[HS] Touch Tone Telephone! | NepetaEStarstruck2020-04-07 | maybe epilepsy warning!!!!!!!!!! FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=SqYb2Mb7MkE&t=0s HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAN BOY
SONG: touch tone telephone ARTIST: lemon demon PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14「𝒟♕𝒫」[LL!] Nails, Hair, Hips, Heels! | Eli AyaseEStarstruck2020-03-25 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=jp_5JV3Yhws&t=0s this took like a month holy fuck
SONG: telephone ARTIST: lady gaga PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14S★[P5] Smilin | Futaba SakuraEStarstruck2020-03-20 | FULL: youtu.be/hy_WOVG8RxA some people? kin and drink pee? to cope?
SONG: smiling ARTIST: hi rez PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14ᶫʷˢ [HS] High Road | Latula (HBD LEE!!)EStarstruck2020-03-08 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=cVjK4HTZkcQ HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEEE I HOPE U HAVE A VERY GREAT ONE
SONG: high road ARTIST: kesha PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14GM♡[FO4] Heavy Metal Lover | Nick ValentineEStarstruck2020-02-21 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=BUvmYaCantA ghgnhhhhhh me like robot man
SONG: heavy metal lover ARTIST: lady gaga PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14S★ Givin N Takin | Elastigirl/EvelynEStarstruck2020-02-17 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=4flR6Ij2tSg i like editing with kinda out-there stuff ok and these two ARE lesbians fuck off
SONG: Givin N’ Takin ARTIST: The Neighbourhood PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14[HS] Infinitesimal | Eridan [HBD KATE!]EStarstruck2020-02-05 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=b4RnmAYsDPc HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE ILUSM YOU ARE SO FANTASTIC, TALENTED, KIND, SNAIL, FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY
SONG: infinitesimal ARTIST: mother mother PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14ᶫʷˢ [HS] The Dame Says! | NepetaEStarstruck2020-02-03 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=n3DobO8KOMM im so excited to reopen lws again cause i really missed it. when it closed, the previous leader gave it to keev and i when they stepped down as leader. a little while later i decided to reopen it. either way, here she is, back and hopefully just as good!
SONG: the dame says ARTIST: ivy levan PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14S★[SPIRIT] Wow Wow!EStarstruck2020-01-28 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=Rf62pQ69rLs howdy nyall 24 hour ics are fun BUFFALO BUFFALOLOLOLO-
SONG: wow wow ARTIST: neil cicierega PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14Q♔T [HS] Shut Up and Drive | TereziEStarstruck2020-01-10 | FULL: youtu.be/YtAmhi9jY8E i learned how to edit, i guess
SONG: shut up and drive ARTIST: rihanna PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14GM♡[PKMN] Nothing Else I Can Say! | Kris/SilverEStarstruck2020-01-05 | FULL: youtube.com/watch?v=xxSi9ppSsFg&t=0s reasons im alive: redemptionshipping
SONG: eh eh (nothing else i can say) ARTIST: PROGRAM: sony vegas pro 14★2019★ Editing Highlights!EStarstruck2020-01-01 | heres my best parts of 2019! dedication after part info!!!
dedications and suicide mention: . . . 2019 was a wild year for me. i was homeless at the very beginning of it, moved to a new place, all the while enduring a very absuive relationship both physically and mentally. that led to me attempting suicide in june. i made it out okay clearly but i ended up moving back home because of it. i met a new guy, his name is ryan, and honestly hes shown me what ive been lacking in my previous relationships which were all very abusive and had unfaithful partners. i wanna be with him for the rest of my life tbhh? anyway um. tbh if it wasnt for smeps idk where i'd be. you guys are all so kind and supportive of me even when others arent, and im so happy to have you guys. i also just kinda dont give a fuck about eople who dislike me anymore! i used to care so much and now im just like, well if the youtube algorithm doesnt care about dislikes why should i? like im so done with all that. dumbasss confidence babey!
and i owe the fuckshack bois my life!!! you guys are my best friends!! big shoutout to aimyuu, kxrry, roenais, dragonfucker2000, keevangoliath, intentionalterminaton, summersuns, ivoire, and del0ra for being the best buds an editing community could offer. to ryan the love of my life, and becca my best friendo of fuckin 19 years.