[SynthV Original] heartbreak through an 8-bit unit [Eleanor Forte] TONE 2026-09-21 | [SynthV Original] heartbreak through an 8-bit unit [Eleanor Forte]
gemstones ~TONE ft. Nyaonix Append~ TONE 2025-08-07 | Nyaonix is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @NyaonixStars ^_^To download them : nyaonix.uwu.aimy music commissions (open): tone000music.carrd.cospotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -それが見るだけ[it's all i see]空白の虚無[the blank void]人生みたいな[it's like life itself]キミの髪指で梳きながら、[running my fingers through your hair,]香りを嗅ぐ[feeling your scent]妄想を認めてください[accept me for my delusions]絶望的だ[i'm hopeless]この災害を振り返る中で、[as we reflect on this disaster,]後悔が押し寄せてくる[regrets come rushing back]死よりも悲惨な運命だ[it's a fate worse than death]神様が仕掛けた完璧な罠[a perfect trap set by god]道は後ろ崩れていく[the path crumbles behind]ボクの涙は宝石[my tears are gemstones][* = repeat chorus]開けるカーテンはありませんね[there's no curtains to open]太陽は落ちてた[the sun has fallen]キミの腕の中でも、まだ寒いよ[even in your arms, it's still cold]キミの体がねじれる[your body twists around]目は閉じる[my eyes close]影がキミの首を掴むの見ている[i watch as the shadow grasps your neck]終わりが近づいている[the end is nearing][*]
boxers ~TONE ft. Eleanor Forte~ TONE 2025-07-28 | my music commissions (open): tone000music.carrd.cospotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -at night with no one to holdthe fascination finds me once againoh, to feel the touch of a guy;sure would drive me insanei want to let him make me his everythingto dream with consciousness would fill the void in my hearttake me in a trance to show me some lovehold me tight to your chestand let me feel your boxers touch onto my ownah, help me see what i have been missingwould you please see me for who i am inside?forever & more...[* = repeat chorus]i was left behind; confusedhe never saw me as anything elseoh, to feel his stubble on mine;sure would drive me insanei just want a guy who won't leave me hangingthe warm embrace of his big arms wrapping around methat is all i need to ease this cold heartkiss me with tendernesswipe them away; the tears that fall onto my faceoh, it's no use how i'm being so desperatei know that life just isn't fair; and that's all fine for me, but...[*]
EGOTISTICAL ~TONE ft. Eleanor Forte~ TONE 2025-07-20 | my music commissions (open): tone000music.carrd.cospotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -don't you ever seem to notice you're the only one?constantly saying you don't care; we know it's not truein one corner of the world, repeating the same old thingsi bet you're so exhaustedasking so many questions, trapped inside your headeveryday, you feel entitledyou've become egotisticaleven the most best friend you have is at their own limitburied deep inside of your heartis a truly hateful spiritand i don't know how you do ityou're that person you hate[* = repeat chorus]always hoping & wishing you could reverse the timeit might be too late to say that you have what it takespassing by the field of lies, i bid my goodbyes to youi just hope you'll learn somedaywhy don't you take a moment to look at the sky?[*] (x2)
asexual ~TONE ft. Eleanor Forte~ TONE 2025-07-18 | my music commissions (open): tone000music.carrd.cospotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -i'm able to love, it's just that i don't want to do the gross thingssince you're the only one for me, won't you listen?i have fantasies, but they're all things that i'm ashamed to admityou may call it being shy, but it's all for realoh, why can't we just do simple thingslike hugging, kissing, stuff like thatplease don't force it on me, or i may leave...it's really not my thingif that bothers you, it's not my faultbut maybe, you're still chillso i'll let you love me sojust being by your sideis enough to make my heart flutterwe don't need the weird stuffto feel our true happiness[* = repeat chorus]there's many people who may think my feelings aren't a-okaybut that doesn't matter at all, i'll stay myselfand if you're like me, then i think this love will last us a lifetimebut until i figure that out, i'm not so sure...i'm confident that you won't say no,though i still have doubts in my headthe colors of this heart will never fade[*]
mikiworld ~TONE ft. SF-A2 miki~ TONE 2025-06-28 | a song made for my upcoming album with the same title, "mikiworld" .... coming soon ...^_^ ♪spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45134528my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -歌うべき歌がたくさん[there's many songs to sing]でも、そのほとんど自身のものじゃない[but, most aren't my own]知っている人多くない[there aren't many who know]ワタシの声はアクセスできません[my voice isn't accessible]開発コードはmikiですよ。[the development code is called miki.]音楽体に流れさせてよ[let the music flow through my body]ココロはアナタのために歌います[my heart will sing for you]星に夢中な夢の中で、[in my starstruck dreams,]いつもmikiで満たされた世界見ます[i always see a world filled with miki][* = repeat chorus]ふわふわの雲の中[in the fluffy clouds,]アナタの顔ぼんやりと見えるんだ[i see your face faintly]羊が訪ねてくる[the sheep gave me a visit]そして、泣かずにいられなかった[and i couldn't help but cry]赤い髪が風に揺れるの[my red hair flows in the sky][*]いつもありがとうと言います[i'll always give my thanks]空は決して遠くありません[the sky is never too far for me][*]
so happy ~TONE ft. SF-A2 miki~ TONE 2025-06-21 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45111801my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -ボクはかつて理由があったの[i once had a reason]キミはかつてボクの命[you were once my life]さよならを言うことができなかったの[i couldn't bare to say goodbye]キミは聞いてくれないでしょう[you wouldn't listen]少なくとも少しは安心した[at least i feel some relief]しかし、楽しみにものは何もない[there's nothing to look forward to, though]幸せでした[i was so happy]ほんとありがたい[i'm truly grateful]辛い時、キミはボクにとって全てでした[in the bad times, you were all i had]忘れないよ[i won't forget]いつも助かる[you always helped me]ボクは今頃どこにいたのか分からないな…[i'm not sure where i would've been...]まだキミが大丈夫どうか心配して[i still wonder if you're okay]本当に教えてくれない...[you never really tell me...]それがキミの性格だから仕方ない[i know that's just the way you are]だけど、それが理由なのよ[but, that's why we split up]ボクたちの記憶という虚無の中、[in this void that is our memories,]共有した時間は温かい[the times we shared were warm]幸せでした[i was so happy]ほんとありがたい[i'm truly grateful]辛い時、キミはボクにとって全てでした[in the bad times, you were all i had]忘れないよ[i won't forget]いつも助かる[you always helped me]ボクは今頃どこにいたのか分からない[i'm not sure where i would've been]幸せでした[i was so happy]ほんとありがたい[i'm truly grateful]辛い時、キミはボクにとって全てでした[in the bad times, you were all i had]忘れないよ[i won't forget]いつも助かる[you always helped me]ボクは今頃どこにいたのか分からないな…[i'm not sure where i would've been...]
hunger ~TONE ft. Meaty-chan~ TONE 2025-06-11 | Meaty-chan is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @jasputing ^_^To download them : mediafire.com/file/dydwu9w0meeqhch/Meaty-chan_CV%252BVV.zip/filespotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45079607my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -どうにもできないんだ[i just can't help it]フォークを取って全部食べるよ[i'll grab a fork and eat it all]アタシの目は反射を避ける[my eyes avoid the reflection]飢えは止まらないの[the hunger won't stop]今日もまた、この体大嫌い[today as well, i hate this body]誰もアタシがかわいいと思っていない[nobody thinks that i'm pretty]さよなら言ったら、[if i said goodbye,]食べ物はいない[there would be no food]アタシ吐き出すまで食べなきゃいけない[i've got to eat until i throw it all up]いつも怒り狂って[i'm always seething]今や他にすること何もない[there's nothing else to do now]この胃は満足していない[this stomach is dissatisfied]心はもう耐えられない[my heart can't take anymore]目を閉じると同じ夢を見る[i close my eyes to see the same dream]自分自身を誇りに思う夢[a dream where i'm happy with myself]注いだ努力[the effort i put in]役に立たくなる[it turns useless]冷蔵庫を開けてもう少し食べよう[i'll open the fridge and eat some more]手遅れのような気がする[it feels like it's too late]涙がアタシの味覚と混ざり合う[the tears mix in with my taste buds]味は苦味を帯びてきているの...[the flavor is becoming bitter...]
harsh ~TONE ft. SF-A2 miki~ TONE 2025-06-01 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45042804my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -ずっと キミはそこにいた[all this time you've been there]ボクは一言も言えなかった[and i couldn't say a word]たとえすでにやったとしても、[even if i already did,]キミに謝りたいと思うよ[i'd like to say sorry to you]涙を堪えながら、まだ[holding back my tears, still]ボクたちの経験は過酷[our experiences are harsh]感情は捉えにくいもの[feelings are harder to grasp]あぁ、もし放置すれば、[aah, if we let it stay,]いつか過ぎ去る[one day it'll pass]目覚めた瞬間から、[from the moment we wake,]同じ苦痛に直面して[we face the same pains]それ手放さなければ、[but by holding onto it,]その傷を自分に負わせた[you let it hurt you]トラウマはまだ残っている[trauma still lingers]手放すのも悪くないよ[it's not bad to let go]そのことはキミの次第だけ[it depends only on you]あぁ、叫んでごめん[aah, i'm sorry for yelling]諦めないで[just don't give up]
lies ~TONE ft. SF-A2 miki~ TONE 2025-05-24 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm45018673my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -今、あなたをアタシのリストにマークするよ[now, i will mark you on my list]それでも、足元には気をつけるつもりんだ[still, i will make sure to watch my step]メガネを拾わないことを願うよ[i hope you won't pick up the glasses]見つけないで...[please don't find it...]いつも一人で笑って[always laughing to ourselves]赤いな嘘がこぼれ落ちるの[the red lies are slipping out]どうしてそんなに一本調子なの？[how can you be so one note?]責任を負うのはアタシだけ[i'm the only one to face the blame]今、 あなたの周りの人たちはひどいすぎて[the people around you are so dreadful]しかし、あなたは彼らを反映しているんだ[but you are a reflection of them]物への憧れ方がいやらしいよ[the way you yearn for things is disgusting]アタシのせいか？[is it my fault?]いつも一人で笑って[always laughing to ourselves]赤いな嘘がこぼれ落ちるの[the red lies are slipping out]どうしてそんなに一本調子なの？[how can you be so one note?]それを知ったらどれだけ怒る？[how angry will you get when you find out?]
to the digital stage ~TONE ft. Nyaonix Append~ TONE 2025-05-02 | Nyaonix is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @NyaonixStars ^_^To download them : nyaonix.uwu.aispotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44939477my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -ブルースクリーン内[within a blue screen]ログインする目が合う[our eyes meet when you log in]汗が頬を伝う[sweat drips down my cheek]カーソルが近づくの[your cursor approaches me]気がつくと、泣いている[and before i realize, i'm crying]ボクの声好きなのに[although you like my voice]心配せずにはいられない[i can't help but worry everytime]辞めたと言わない、[i won't say that i quit,]だけど怖くて失敗できないよ[but i'm too scared to mess up]歌おうかな？[shall i sing?]ああ、毎回、一生懸命がんばるよ[oh, i'll try my hardest each time]すぐに、ボク全力を尽くします[immediately, i'll give it my all]キミのために笑えない日があっても、[on days when i can't smile for you,]ボクのココロはあきらめないんだ[just know that my heart won't give up][* = repeat 1st chorus]俄かに暗くなって[suddenly it's dark]拗ねている自分がいる[and i find myself sulking]いつもがっかりする[i'm always disappointed]力不足なんだよ[i'm just not good enough]キミを思い出すとき、[when i think of you,]孤独に包まれるの[loneliness surrounds me]かすかな幸せをくれる[you give me faint happiness]今は待っている[for now i'll wait]ボクの名前を呼ぶときのために[for when you'll call my name]また歌えるよ[i sing again]デジタルステージの照明が戻る[the digital stage lights back up]全てが星のように輝く[everything shines like stars]今のところ心配はしていないよ[and in the moment i don't seem to worry]ボクのこと誇りに思ってほしい[i just hope you'll be proud of me]いつかアンインストールしているもね、[even if you uninstall me someday,]キミがしてくれたこと忘れない[i'll remember what you did for me][*]
naive tears ~TONE ft. Hatsune Miku~ TONE 2025-04-22 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44902651my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -どこへ行ったのだろう？[where has it gone?]ボクのココロ打ち砕かれた[my heart was shattered]キミを見つけられない[and i can't find you]少しクリアに見える、[i can see a bit clearer,]だけど まだ視界がおかしい[but my vision still feels off]涙がこぼれそう[tears are falling now]ボクのナイーブココロで、[in my naive mind,]キミ探してる[i try to find you]でもみつからない[but i can't]空しく感じる[it feels empty]降参するなと言われた[they told me not to give in]仕方がないよ[i can't help it]ボクの思いは切り離せないの[my feelings can't be seperated][* = repeat chorus]もう一度チャンスを[still wanting another chance]もう気にしないかもしれない、[you might not care anymore,]でも まだ壊れそう[but i still feel broken]ココロがチクチクする[my heart feels prickly]まるで出血しているようだ[it's as if it's bleeding]そして前進しない[and it won't move on][*]ボクはまだ...[i still want...]まだ...[want...]
decorate ~TONE ft. Hatsune Miku~ TONE 2025-04-11 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -その時はすでに去ったんだ[that time has already ran out]これからもっと厳しくなる[it's about to get harsher]隠れても、結局は見つかる[i hide, but eventually it'll find me]ボクが演技を続けても、彼ら怒るだろう[even if i keep up an act, they'll still be upset]言っても無駄なんだ[it doesn't matter what i say]ボクは彼らが描くボクのままでいるのさ[i'll remain the things they portray me as]見るべきゴールはないよ[there's no goal to be seen]窮地に追い込まれた[i'm trapped in a corner]ああ、これはどうすればいいんだろう？[oh, how should i fix this?]でも、変わってよかったけど、[though i'm glad i changed,]この状態は良くない[this state that i'm in isn't good]帰るときに涙が出ない祈るよ[i hope there are no tears when i leave][* = repeat chorus]自分の人生を飾りたい[i want to decorate my life]嘲笑から目をそらすため[to distract me from the ridicule]目を閉じて色を想像する[i close my eyes & imagine the colors]怒鳴り声の雑音かき消すのに役立つ[it helps me to drown out the noise of the yelling]ピンクに染まる想い[thoughts dyed in pink]ボクの求めていた思い出が詰まっているんだ[filled with all of my sought after memories][*]
gray ocean ~TONE ft. GUMI~ TONE 2025-04-05 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -吸う空気は違うの[the air i breathe is different now]なりふり構っていられない[pretending just won't help]変われない自分苦しい[it pains me that i can't change]前に進むしかない[there's no choice but to live on]空がどんよりして日に、[on days where the sky is gloomy,]灰色の海を見つめ返す[i'll stare back at the gray ocean]家ではないどこかへ帰りたいよ[i want to return to somewhere other than home]ストレスが流れ込んでくる感じて[i'll feel the stress flowing in]砂を踏む足音が消えていく[my footsteps on the sand fade away]振り返らないことしかできないの[there's not much i can do but not look back]どんな表現をしても、[no matter how i express myself,]人の目に無価値になる[i'll be worthless in ones eyes]波が僕の足越える、[the waves go over my feet,]水を乾かすできない[and i can't dry the water out]もうすぐ太陽が沈む[soon i know the sun will go back down]僕の思い出は海に還る[my memories will obscure back in the ocean]時間の概念がまだ曖昧[the concept of time is still hazy]すぐにそのこと忘れてしまうだろう[soon i'll forget all about it]あなたの笑顔、そして青い空[your smile, and the blue sky]振り返らないことしかできないの[there's not much i can do but not look back]
adult ~TONE ft. Kasane Teto~ TONE 2025-03-29 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -はじめまして、大人なんです[nice to meet you, i'm an adult]遊びしない、楽しみもない[i don't play, nor do i have fun]趣味を持つのは子供っぽい[having hobbies is childish]もうそんな時間はないね[there's no time for it anymore]声を上げることができない[i can't ever speak up]君のように惨めじゃないよ[i'm not miserable like you]あなたは敬意を返さない[you don't give back respect]では、なぜそれをあなたに？[so why give it to you?]いつも泣いている[always crying]そばにいるとき[when you're by me]こんなことで怒るのか？[you're getting angry at me over this?]お金なんてどうでもいい[i don't care about money]あなたもどうでもいい[i don't care about you, either]子供っぽいと思われても構わない[i don't care if it comes off as childish]今日もまた、マスクをした[again today, i put my mask on]ここから逃れたい[wishing to flee from here]まだ準備ができていない、大人ではない[i'm not ready, i'm not an adult][* = repeat chorus]本当の私を見たいと言う[you say you want to see the real me]それでもまだ私を辱める[but yet you shame me for it]そして一人になりたいとき[and when i want to be alone]私にスペースを与えない[you refuse to give me space]本当に助けたいのか？[do you really want to help?]いつも私を裏切るから[because you always turn on me]あの子も、かなり怪しいそう[that girl too, she's pretty suspicious]すべてを怠惰と勘違い[mistaking it all for laziness]常に脅迫的[always threatening]そして攻撃的[and being aggressive]本当の気持ちを言うと...[when i say how i really feel...][*]大人ではないよ [x7][i'm not an adult]大人...じゃないから...[i'm...really not...]
stupid ~TONE ft. Natalie SynthV~ TONE 2025-03-23 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -when i glance over at him& see his big beady eyesi feel something within meit might be a new found loveeven though he's just so dense,& always wears that dumb hatthere's just something about himthat fills my heart up with joyoh, i just can't tell anyone else my true feelingsi know that i'm too good for him, but he's just soso very cute...nobody else in this place even likes himnot even his girlfriendand i know that inside of me i can't help but feel kinda bad..even though he sometimes gets right on my nerves,i don't mind so muchbut i've got to make sure that no one knowsthat i do love stupid[* = repeat chorus]sometimes i hurt his feelings& i act like i don't careit makes me a bit upsetthat i can't confess to himthe girl who he's with right now,always scolding & lyingthe way she plays with his mindis something i can't acceptoh, but i just know he still kinda...loves her somewhathow could i have fallen for a guy who can't even count to three?[*]la la la ...i love my stupid guy
fake it ~TONE ft. Natalie SynthV~ TONE 2025-03-13 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -the growth of dismay just won't seem to fadethe look on your face, that too just won't fadeand every time that i ask my questions,you're never in the mood to answerso what is it that makes you so angry?your lack of patience is not an excuseif you continue to hold things against me,i won't stand to still be your lovebroken inside of me is the vision of you that i once believed in mindlesslyif you really know what's good for you,you'd better go awaywhen i look in the mirror,i'm reminded of all the merciless things that you saidyet you still want me to smile for youi just can't fake it anymore[* = repeat 1st chorus]tissues pile up, they drop to the floorhow is it that you cannot feel a thing?you talk to family, like it's nothing at alloh, you just make me feel so sicki get out of bed & look at myselfbottom of my eye, it's a deep purplefaintly i can see the tears seeping outwhat once was a beautiful woman...broken inside of me is the vision of you that i once believed in mindlesslyi knew i should've trusted my gutinstead of giving upwhen i look in the mirror,i'm reminded of all the merciless things that you saidand i know that this won't last so long;because i'll soon inflict my pain[*]
mean so much ~TONE ft. Natalie SynthV~ TONE 2025-02-12 | spotify : open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -across the world, away from youi rest within the silenceand i don't know what i should dotrapped in with the things that i can't standas i stare outside my windowi think of how i could reach youthe road just feels so far awaythe walls start to close in onto mewhen i leave this place,will there be anywhere for me to go?if i could, i would grow a pair of wings...to be held by you in your arms,that's all i have wanted for so longeven though it's so small,it would mean so muchif you could wipe away the tears;and be the reason why i'm still here,it would just mean so much to me[* = repeat chorus]yelled at for almost my whole life;about how useless i amit's like they can't be satisfiedwith the things i do everydayit's hard to ever force myselfi'm not the one to care so muchabout the issues taking placeuntil it's too late to make a changetell me you will bethe one who'll make it easier for me'cause i can't, and i won't make it alone...[*]i'm the one who makes my future,i'm the only one to save myselfthough this is true, i still need you by my side[*]
composure ~TONE ft. Natalie SynthV~ TONE 2025-02-04 | here is my first song with natalie synthv . . .^o^spotify : open.spotify.com/album/7qax0B2pEE42wXAqeaMPIz?si=47I-LGClQfGymwLH4lti-Qmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -i don't blame you for being disappointed in meeverything that i have; all of it belongs to youeven if i do apologize, i'll still detest youand that's just fine, because we'll always love each otherhatred fills up my heartit overflows inside of you, tooshould i even say anything?maybe i was the one in the wrong,but at least i kept my composurewhat's on your mind?are you mad? do you feel like you've lost it all?in a tiny room that you don't see,i will stay here as long as you careis this the end? are you through? is it really worth it to throw me out?[* = repeat chorus]sometimes i wonder if you want me to disappeari know it's not the truth; but i still am not quite surei do appreciate that you truly do care that much,but your temper is just something that i can't bare withif you can hear me now,my feelings are complicatedbut i don't think its a big deal[* x2]
i love you ~TONE ft. Eleanor Forte~ TONE 2025-01-24 | spotify (Single) : open.spotify.com/album/1A0FvOaAub5GP9QlC1tzocmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics -our love, i couldn't bare to see you mad at methis time, i'll make sure that i won't be the one goneone kiss is all it took to make you forgive what i didi'm sorry honey, even though i am, you don't seeyou said that i could never run awayi'm still not sure why you would say that, thoughit's almost as if you're trying to slowly hint at something i don't knowi started to finally understandwhat sort of consequences there will beas long as i move quietly, you won't notice, right?i love you so much,i love you so much, babe[* = repeat]your face, everytime i look i feel uneasyit's strange, how you look so stoic when i'm cryingi was blinded by your touch, everything that you told mewhen the time comes, i'll do something that you will forget[*]running out the door, i head down the roadbut somehow you already have found memy shrieking voice echoes throughout, but it still didn't reach anyoneyou hug me from behind, and i stain redthe memories start flashing inside your headand i just can't help but fall in love with you againi love you so much,[x2]standing upon my blood
TONE ON SPOTIFY . . . ~link down below !!!!~ TONE 2025-01-21 | open.spotify.com/artist/2Rq0fb51rEt46DJ7mVoY8Rmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com
expression ~TONE ft. SF-A2 miki~ TONE 2025-01-16 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44546095piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -いろいろなことをやれと言われてきた[i've been told to do many things]キミはワタシの恨みにまだ気づかないね[you still don't notice the grudge i hold]その声のトーンだけ泣ける[just the tone of that voice is enough to make me cry]電気が消えれば、ワタシの自信は回復する[when the lights go off, my confidence is restored]ワタシを理解したいようなふりをするな[don't pretend like you want to understand me]わたしたちふたりは 真実何であるか知ってる[the both of us know what the truth really is]いつか混乱から抜け出す[i'll escape this mess someday]星空の下、キミの知らないどこかへ行く[under the stars, i go to somewhere you won't know]まろやかな光が 何十ものスポットライトのように照らす[mellow light illuminates like dozens of spotlights]でもワタシはまだ キミの前に戻ることを恐れてる[though i still dread returning back to your presence]だけど今は、心に残るものをすべて忘れようと思う[but for now, i'll just try to forget everything that lingers inside]ワタシのか弱い指は 冷たい空気の中で震えてる[my frail fingers shake as i run them through the cold air]
TONE - UTAU theme songs series ~mini album~ [album crossfade] TONE 2025-01-12 | !! tone000.bandcamp.com/album/utau-theme-songs-series-mini-album !!very special thanks to @qu_eefan , @jasputing & @NyaonixStars for creating Domone-kun, Meaty-chan & Nyaonix respectively !!!!!!!!! ;_; they all sound wonderful .......my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.com
TOJI ~TONE ft. TOJI~ [UTAU release] TONE 2025-01-11 | TOJI is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by me!!!! ^_^To download Him : tojixutau.carrd.co~P.S. this will be the last song for my UTAU theme songs series ,, thanku to the ppl's UTAU's that i used and thank u guys 4 listening to the songs !!!~my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44526237piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -泣き出せば涙は落ちるだろう[as long as i cry it out, the tears will fall away]怖かった時期は過ぎ去っていった[the times when i was scared passed me by]一秒一秒が幸せなんだよ[every second that comes is something to be happy for]一瞬のうちに、その慌ただしさ消える[at a fleeting moment, that rush will disappear]何をすべきか学ぶ容易ではない[it's not easy to learn what to do]だから時間を置く必要[that's why you have to give it time]ららら…[lalala...]時は永久に消えゆく[time is forever fading]とりあえず、好きなものみつけ[for the time being, find the things you love]すべて悪夢ように思える だけど、[it all may seem like a dreadful nightmare but,]自分を信じて[believe in yourself]終わりまで…[until the end...][* = repeat chorus]目が覚めたら 何もなくなってたら、[if you were to wake up and everything was gone,]気負ってもしょうがないんだろう[you can't just get overwhelmed about it]自分で立ち上がるしかないね[you'll have to pick yourself back up]いつも誰かにいると限らないから[because there won't always be someone there]ありったけの愛込めて、[with all the love you have,]君は君覚えて[remember that you're still you]狂気の概念は実在しない[the concept of insanity isn't real][* x2]
ニャオニクスくん ~ TONE ft. nyaonix ~ TONE 2025-01-08 | Nyaonix is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @NyaonixStars ^_^To download them : nyaonix.uwu.aimy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44516187piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -軽蔑するこの世界で、[in this world that i despise,]ボクは秘密の場所に隠れている[i'm hidden in a secret place]愛情を求めて探しる[i search around for affection]でも同時に、欲しいとも思わない[but at the same time, i don't even want it]猫耳がピクピクして、ボクまた外に出るよ[my cat ears perk up, and i'm outside again]人工心臓で、意図せず涙が出るの[with an artificial heart, i cry without intention]もう、どうしよう？[jeez, what should i do?]決心することができない[i can't ever make up my mind]届かないところ潜むもの望む[i desire what lurks where i can't reach]かつての情熱は消えゆく[the passion i once had is fading]この演技を続けられるだろうか？[will i be able to keep up this act?]荒涼とした町に手を振って別れ告げる[i wave my hand goodbye to the desolate town]そして未知の場所へと旅に出る[and go on a journey to an unknown place]ひとこともいわずに...[without saying a word...]自分を自然に表現できない[i'm unable to express myself naturally]( できないよー )[i can'tー...]気持ちの混乱が止まらないよ[the confusion towards my feelings never stops]そしてまた 繰り返すの...[and once again, it repeats...]猫耳がピクピクして、ボクまた外に出るよ[my cat ears perk up, and i'm outside again]人工心臓で、意図せず涙が出るの[with an artificial heart, i cry without intention]もう、どうしよう？[jeez, what should i do?]ニャニャニャ[meow meow meow]ニャオニクスでした[and that was nyaonix]
みぃーてぃちゃん ~ TONE ft. meaty-chan ~ TONE 2025-01-06 | Meaty-chan is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @jasputing ^_^To download them : mediafire.com/file/dydwu9w0meeqhch/Meaty-chan_CV%252BVV.zip/filemy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44510382piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -アタシの目はキミに惹かれるんだよ[my eyes are drawn to you]キミのそばにいるとワクワクするのよ[i feel excited when i'm around you]キミを閉じ込めておいたその部屋[the room that i've kept you inside in]今は誰もいないみたい、どこに行ったの？[it seems to be empty now, where did you go?]キミがそんなに騙されやすい人じゃないと知っておくべきだった[i should've known you weren't that gullible]どうしよなら、どうしよう[what shall i do, what shall i do]今夜は香ばしい食事がしたいね[i'd like to have a savory meal tonight]でも、キミは食べることはできないよ...♥[but you won't get to eat any of it...♥]キミについた嘘はすぐに戻ってる[the lies i've been telling you will soon come back]冷凍庫にキミのため場所があるよ[there's a spot for you inside my freezer][* = repeat chorus]アタシのところに戻ってきてくれない？[won't you come back to me?]プレゼントを手にキミを探してるの[i go outside looking for you with a present in my hand]ごめんなさいって言えば許してくれる？[if i say i'm sorry, you'll forgive me, right?]キミの世界ではそうなんだろうかな？[isn't that how it works in your world?]キミいつも愛していると言ってくれたことを覚えてる？[remember when you used to tell me you loved me all the time?]覚えてるんでしょう？！[you remember it, right?!][*]
[Vocaloid Original] year in time [TONE ft. SF-A2 miki] TONE 2025-01-01 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44492510piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -この心は夜のように暗い[it's as dark as night in this heart]今度こそ、違うものを頼むよ[this time, i'll ask for something different]もっと心をオープンにしたい[i want to become more open-minded]早く達成したいんだね[i hope i'll achieve it soon]問題がある限り、がんばってみよう[as much as i encounter issues, i'll try my best]今夜その時来たら、[when the time comes tonight,]あることを決めておく[i'll decide on certain things]問題を消してほしい、[as much as i'd want the problems erased,]そのこと置いていかない[those things won't ever leave me]疲れていてもね、[even when i'm exhausted,]まだあきらめない[i still won't give up]年は時間をくれる[the year will give me time][* = repeat]目の前にあるのがボクの人生[right in front of me is what my life holds]それがないと、閉塞感がある[without it, i feel trapped]対処するためにしていたこと[those things i used to do to cope]もう何の役にも立たない[they hold no use for me anymore]とにかく不健康だった、[it was unhealthy anyway,]それよかった...[i'm grateful...][*]
[UTAU Original] どーも音くん [TONE ft. Domone-kun] TONE 2024-12-30 | Domone-kun is an UTAU voicebank created&voiced by @qu_eefan ^_^To download him : sites.google.com/view/queefan-utaus/domone-kun?authuser=0my edit of Domone-kun's oto.ini file: mediafire.com/file/0xu1xwkql8tya1n/oto.ini/filemy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44481910piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -価値のないその夢の中で[inside those worthless dreams,]オレは周囲に理解されたかった[i wanted to be understood by those around me]圧倒される日々が重なる[the underwhelming days pile up]腹が立って仕方がないんだね[and i can't help but be angry]ドウモ、 オレはどーも音くん[hello, i am domone-kun]行動は少し極端だ、[my behavior is a bit much,]だけどね、悪い人じゃない…[that's so, but i'm not a bad person...]同名のキャラクター、[by the character of the same name,]新しい友達を増やしたい[i want to gain new friends]鋭い歯は怖くない[don't be scared of my sharp teeth]オレは何も変わらない、[i'm not any different]これがオレの情熱なんだ[this is just what i'm passionate about]だからね、そばにいててね[so please, stay by my side][* = repeat chorus]今思えば、惨めだったね[when i look back now, i was miserable]この変更以来、気分が良くなった[ever since this change, i've felt better]最近、歌を歌い始めたんだ[recently, i've even tried to start singing]まだまだ先は長いけれどね...i still have a long way to go, though...だけど、これ放さない、プッシュし続けるの[but, i won't let this go, i have to keep pushing]信じて、より良い人間になるさ[believe in me, and i'll become a better person][*]
[SynthV Original] holidays [TONE ft. Eleanor Forte] TONE 2024-12-20 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal dl] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [eng] -the moon rises up againthe clouds turn into shadowsand i can't see a thing, but the light in front of methinking about past memoriesit makes my room feel colderand i just can't stand that breeze brushing on my shoulderilluminated throughout; are the glowing beams abovethe emptiness that i feel just makes no sense,'cause the holiday is sooneven if there's no snow,it still won't change the way that i feel insidei used to love the presents,but now i just feel bad getting anything that i want(* = repeat)the life that i used to have,it won't help to think aboutfinally i get it, what it's like to get olderi should've took what you said as an important warningthe days just get sadder, and i can't turn back the timeat least i enjoyed myself; in those times of youth i hadi'll never think the same way ever again,and i'm slightly fine with thatthat figure who wears red,he wouldn't had cared for my feelings anywaylife isn't a fantasy,although i wish that it was sometimes, it won't become true(*)
[SynthV Original] heart extension [TONE ft. Eleanor Forte] TONE 2024-12-17 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal dl] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [eng] -these words of mine flowing outi can't help but express them when i crycan you hear the beat pounding?hurry up and answer before i lose itall the lights shine right on methere's no way to turn back, what's there to do now?any way, i'll be stuck herei wish it was possible to extend my heart(* = repeat)everything that surrounds methe untreated pain makes it all seem unsafethere's no way to reset thisthe next couple years that await will come soonthe sudden trembling won't stopno matter how many times i cut it offit won't, and it's not okayall there's to do is pray for a heart extensioni'm the only one who can save meit's not as easy as it may seembut i just won't stand to give it up;forever, i'll protect my heart(*)
[UTAU Original] painful moments [TONE ft. Kasane Teto] TONE 2024-12-11 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44414382piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -誰も心配してくれない世界で、[in a world where no one cares for you,]そんなことで悲しみに暮れるの？[would you let that bring you to sadness?]あなたの眠る部屋は寂しく寒い[the room you sleep in is desolate]他みんなはいい夢を見ている[everyone else is having sweet dreams]心は不幸と嫉妬に満ちている[the heart is full of misery and jealousy]大変よね...[it is tough...]夜、街が静まり返ると[at night, when the city is quiet]星あなたのため輝く[the stars above shimmer for you]泣いている最中に、自分自身を探して見るんだ[in a midst of crying, you look for yourself and see]道はどこまでも続く[the path never ends]この世を去ろうが去るまいが[whether one leaves this world or not]涙が止まらなくても、生き続けなければならないんだ[even if the tears won't stop, you have to keep living](* = repeat)ずっと、あなたは痛みに耐えてきた[you've endured pain all this time]つまり、みんなと同じということ[that means you're the same as everyone else]どんなケガにも、癒し時間ある[for every injury, there's time for healing]嫉妬は苦しみを増すだけだ[being envious only adds to the suffering]息をするたびに、もっと強くなれる[with each breath you take, the stronger you'll be]泣かないで...[don't fret...](*)
[Vocaloid Original] smaller [TONE ft. SF-A2 miki] TONE 2024-12-08 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44408126piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -キスする価値のある人だったらいいのにな[i wish you were someone worth kissing]キミの顔を見ると、惑わされた気がするよ[when i look towards your face, i feel mislead]だけれど、ベッドに横になっているときはね、[yet when i get to laying in bed,]今でもキミのこと考える[you're still all that i think about]ボクの愛を取り戻してくれる？[won't you please let me take my love back?]ほんとの気持ちは出せない[my true feelings can't show]見かけより小柄であってほしい[i wish you were smaller than you appear]そうすれば、そんなに怖くはない[then maybe i wouldn't be so afraid](* = repeat)キミがそばにいると、自分が嫌になるんだ[i feel disgust towards myself when you're around]私を幸せにしてくれたものを捨てた[you threw the things that made me happy away]だけれど、もし今 「サヨナラ 」を言うとしたら、[but if i were to say "goodbye" now,]過去のように嘘をつくだろう[you'll make lies like you did in the past](*)
[SynthV Original] unemployed [TONE ft. Eleanor Forte] TONE 2024-11-28 | hiiii happy thxgiving yall ,,, heres a new song .hope yall r eating gudmy social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal dl] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [eng] -morning... just kidding, it isn'tit's 3 p.m. at noon; everyone in the house is so damn loudi get my ass up out of bed, my stomach starts to hurt real badso i head down to the pantryi step one foot in the kitchen,& i get asked if i've been job searching... no, momi'd rather be broke as i amever since i was a little girl,i hated being told what to doat my own pace, i just let the days pass me by slowlythe only time when i go outsideis when i feel like stuffing my faceyeah sure, i'm a loser; but at least i'm not the one with a sucky jobno food, no food i want to eatyou say there's food at home, but that's a f*cking liethere's really not...so yea, imma go out to eat with my money that i got from choresheading out the door, see you laterriding my bike down the main road,the people driving always in my wayfor god's sake, watch the f*ck where y'all going...heading to the local mcdonalds,i can already smell their french friespedaling down, i'm almost at the parking lot, but thena group of high schoolers block my waywhy the hell do they walk so damn slow...?i get tempted to hit them, but y'know, i must keep my composure.with my stomach full of junk food,i decide to cruise around the townthe pure blue sky, the sun radiates its heat on my helmetwish it could stay like this forever,but someday; i'll have to start working...but that time isn't right now, so i can keep living my unemployed life.....for now
[SynthV Original] passion [TONE ft. Eleanor Forte] TONE 2024-11-25 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.compiapro [offvocal dl] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [eng] -i always yearn for something new,something that'll keep me from stressing all the timeplease show me; is it possible to find?those things that linger in my head,why is it that i know they aren't worth a thing,yet i can't help but give them attention?even though i have gone this farmy little heart still achesit's as if my life can't go any further on from this pointthe 8-bit sounds echo throughout,i sit here humming to myselfwhen i start making the music i want to hear, my passion rushes backso even though i have those times,where i feel nothing can be donei remember that the passion i have for all my music won't leave me(* = repeat)when i wake up, it hasn't changedeverything that bothered me yesterday is here,but that does not mean i'll leave it all behindreminiscing won't help at all,what will help is if i get back up on my feetand realize that there's a reason why i'm still hereso i reach out for my headphones,& make a simple song...it's not much; but at least i'm doing something that i enjoy(* x2)
[Vocaloid Original] blind love [TONE ft. Hiyama Kiyoteru] TONE 2024-11-19 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44339941piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -これだけ長い付き合いだ、[i've known you for this long,]だけど、ボクの本心見せられない[but i can't even show my true feelings]恥ずかしくて言えないの[telling you would be embarrassing]キミに批判されそうな気がする…[i feel like you would judge me...]高校はもうすぐ終わっちゃう、[high school is just about to end,]ボクたちは同性だけど、聞いて…[i know we're the same gender, but please listen...]友達以上の関係になりたい[i want us to become more than friends]気に障ったのなら、ごめんなさい[if that upsets you, i'm sorry]キミとの思い出はたくさんあるの、[i have too many memories with you,]すべてを手放したくないよ[i don't want to let it all go]まあ、それでボクをきらいになるなら、[well, if that'll make you hate me,]ボクのこと好きだった？[did you ever even like me?]自分で決めたわけじゃない、[it's not like i decided it myself,]キミと同じように、それがボク[just like you, it's just who i am]いつの間にか時間が過ぎていた[before i know it, the time will run out]このままでは前に進めない…[i'll never be able to move on if i don't...]ここを見るのは今が最後なんだ、[now is the last time i'll ever see this place,]急がないとチャンスを逃す[if i don't hurry, i'll miss the chance]廊下でキミに駆け寄り名前を呼ぶ[i run up to you in the hallway & call your name]..でも、ボクの声聞こえなかった…[..but somehow, you didn't hear me...]
[Vocaloid Original] stubborn [TONE ft. Hiyama Kiyoteru] TONE 2024-11-17 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44330406piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -壁のそばで頭を休めた、[resting my head beside the wall,]大切なことを考える[i think of the things that are important]人生は答えをくれないよ[life doesn't grant me any answers]自分で探すのは難しい[it's difficult to find them by myself]もうあきらめたような気分だ[i feel like i've already given up]数年後、僕はどこにいるの？[when the next couple years come, where will i be?]トラウマで頭がぼーっとする[my mind fogs up with trauma]一向に晴れる気配がないよ[it never seems to want to clear up]僕が頑固でさえなければ、[if only i wasn't stubborn,]冷静に考える時間があったのにね[i could've had time to think straight](* = repeat)今は何もする必要がない、[now nothing needs to be done,]月日の経つのは早いもので[every day goes by swiftly]なぜまだ疲れを感じるのか？[why do i still feel tired?]それは僕が何でもできるから？[is it because i can do anything i want to?]変化を求めるのは簡単だ、[it's easy to want change,]でも望む変化を得るのはムズイ[but it's hard to get the change i want]すべての闘いを通して、[through all that struggle,]僕はできる限り我慢したよ[i put up with it as i could]あの時、命を絶たなくてよかったね、[i'm glad I didn't take my life then,]だけど、僕はこれからどうすればいい？[but, what am i supposed to do now?](*)
[Vocaloid / UTAU Original] silencer [TONE ft. SF-A2 miki, Kasane Teto] TONE 2024-11-08 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44302719piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -一度でいいから、外に出てみたい[just once, i would like to step outside]恥を感じないようにしたい[i would like to feel less shame]でも、挑戦するたびに失敗する[but every time i try, i fail at it]涙を流したって止まらない[the tears i cry won't make it stop]命がけのような気がする、[i feel like i risk my life,]通りの近くに出るたびに[every time i step out near the street]そこには多くの脅威がある、[there's so much threat out there,]これ以上、何もいらないよ[i don't want any of it, anymore](* = repeat)この部屋には僕の不安がある[this room holds my insecurities]束の間の幸せをくれるもの[the things that give me short-lasting happiness]誰も見ることはないだろうね、[no one else will ever see it,]それでも、恥ずかしくて仕方がない[but still, i can't help but be ashamed]僕一人の時でもね、[even when it's just me,]自分を隠す必要がある[i feel the need to hide myself]歪んだ現実にはうんざりだ[i'm sick of my twisted reality]でも、変える努力もできないよ。[but, i can't even make an effort to change it.](*)
[Vocaloid Original] close to snowfall [TONE ft. SF-A2 miki] TONE 2024-11-04 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44288878piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -灰色の空を仰ぐ[i look up at the gray sky]何度も見てきたよ[i've seen it many times]ただし、それは違う[except, it's different]雪に覆われた道路[snow covers up the roads]霧が視界を妨げる[the fog interferes with my vision]街灯が上を照らす[the streetlights shine above]手が震えている、[my hands are trembling,]いい思い出を考えても、どうにもならない[thinking of good memories won't help]きれいだけどね、[although it's pretty,]評価できない[i can't even appreciate it]外は寒すぎて何もありがたくない[it's too cold out to appreciate anything at all]降りしきる雪を見つめていても、何も感じない[standing here staring at the snowfall, i feel nothing]悲しいけど、泣くほどじゃないね[it is sad, but i don't care enough to cry](* = repeat)凍える体を車が通り過ぎる[the cars pass by my freezing body]暖かいことだけを考えているんだ[warmth is the only thing i think about]それは決して意味をなさない、[it never made sense,]自分の家がこんな近くにあるなんて、[how is it that i'm this close to my own home,]しかし、厳しい天候のせいで見えにくい？[yet the harsh weather makes it hard to see?](*)
[UTAU Original] pick-me [TONE ft. Kasane Teto] TONE 2024-10-26 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44254719piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -みんな私のかわいいところが好き[people love my pretty side]私がしゃべらないと、みんな喜ぶんだ[people love when i don't speak]私はすべてでなければならない、[i have to be everything,]そうでないなら、私はかわいくない。[if i'm not, then i'm not so pretty.]スカート嫌いだ、 メイクも嫌い[i hate skirts, i hate makeup]私は男性に好かれたくない[i don't want men to like me]でも、そういうことを言うと、[but when i say those things,]娼婦と呼ばれている[i'm called a wh*re for it]もう分からないよ[i don't get it anymore]決して故意ではないよ[it's never on purpose]何を言っても、[whatever i say or do,]男性が話題になる[men get brought up in the conversation]もう分からないよ[i don't get it anymore]挑戦するのをあきらめようかな[maybe i should give up trying]同情はいらない、[i don't need sympathy,]だれにもいらない[not from anyone]愛なんていらない、[i don't need love,]自分を愛すればいい[i just need to love myself]もううんざりだよ、[i'm so damn sick of it,]釈然としない[having to explain myself]私のことおかしい思うなら、くたばれ[if you think i'm weird for that, then f*ck you]わかった、私くさ女だ、そうなる[fine, i'm a b*tch, i'll be that]勝手に誤解していいのよ[go ahead and misunderstand everything]世界中の女の子に、[to all the girls in the world,]臆することなかれよ[don't be afraid to speak up]なりふり構っていても仕方がないよね[it isn't worth it to pretend to be something]人と違っていい[it's fine to be different]心配事は他にある[there's other things to worry about]自分に忠実であること、君はピックミーじゃない。[be faithful to yourself, you're not a pick-me.]ななな．．．[nanana ...]
[UTAU / Vocaloid Original] precious [TONE ft. Kasane Teto, Kaai Yuki] TONE 2024-10-24 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44247949piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -物音ひとつしない、この小さな町で[not a sound can be heard, in this small town]昨日に引き続き、今日も平和そうだね[looks like it'll be peaceful today, just like yesterday]窓の外を眺めながら静かに休む[i rest silently, looking out my window]ボクの目はまだ光に慣れていないんだ[my eyes are still adjusting to the light](* = repeat)ボクを取り巻いているものは貴重だ、[the things that surround me are precious,]いつまでも手元に置いておきたいよ[i'd like to keep them with me forever]さよならを言わなければならない日に、[on the day where i'll have to say goodbye,]君たちにボクの思い出を残しておくよね[i'll leave you all something to remember me by]ボクが悩みのために泣きながら過ごしたあの年月、[all those years i spent crying over my worries,]ボクは笑顔で彼らを忘れるよ。i'll forget them with a smile.鳥たちが冬に旅立つときのように、[just like the birds when they travel for winter,][もっと居心地のいいところに行くよね。]i'll end up somewhere cozier.ららら．．．[la la la ...](*)ららら．．．[la la la ...]
[UTAU Original] my future [TONE ft. Kasane Teto] TONE 2024-10-18 | my social media links : https://linktr.ee/negiwave2000support me on bandcamp : tone000.bandcamp.comniconico : nicovideo.jp/watch/sm44226974piapro [offvocal + lyrics] : piapro.jp/tone0000-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------lyrics [jp w/ eng translation] -月日が経つのは早いものだ[the days pass me by far too quick]もうほとんど何も処理できない[i can barely process anything anymore]自分のために歌うしかない[all i can do is sing for myself]まわりに聞く人はいないだけれど[although there's no one around to hear it](* = repeat)空虚な午後のひととき、[sitting here on a blank afternoon,]寒い部屋で歌詞を書く[i write lyrics in a cold room]現実認識がゆがんでいる[my perception of reality is warped]すべては自分の考えで決まる[it's all determined by my own thoughts]空は隠されて、[the sky is hidden,]シーツに包まれる[i'm engulfed in sheets]暖かさが増してきたよ．．．[the warmth's getting more intense...]ボクが何をしても、何言っても、[no matter what i do or say,]不安を感じずにはいられない[i can't help but feel unsure]ボクのすべてが汚れているの[everything about me feels unclean]だから余計に隠れたくなるんだ．．．[it just makes me want to hide even more...]今はプレッシャーが強すぎる、[it's too much pressure nowadays,]自分の心配をすること[having to worry about myself]長い未来が待っている、[a long future awaits for me,]ボクがあきらめないかぎりよね．．．[just as long as i don't give up...]この画面しかない、[this screen is all i have,]目的を持って[to have a purpose]ボクの歌を聴いてくれない？[so won't you listen to my song?]*
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