MNERVA
Life update since Blurryface: The Musical
updated
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I’d take a bullet to head
Or push you from a bloody wreck
But I’d smile at the end
Cause I gave you everything
I use me up to lock you down
And empty out my bank account
Gotta have you wear a crown
Need nothing more than you around
Take my energy
I’m your giving tree
This is what I want
Cause you know I’d give anything for love
Drive off a Cliff for ya
Too much is not enough
I’d give it I’d give it all
Anything for love
I’d go insane for ya
Too much is not enough
I’d give it I’d give it all
You know I’d give it all for love don’t sweat
I’ll make it happen every test will get my best
Because I worry if I rest that you may jet
I’m obsessed with impressing and set on perfecting the steps
Call it chess cause I’m stressed but come off calm and collected
My head’s working overtime tryna keep you invested
I’m three moves ahead and I’m not gonna stop
Cause worrying about us endings got my stomachs in knots so
Take my energy
I’m your giving tree
This is what I want
Cause you know I’d give anything for love
Drive off a Cliff for ya
Too much is not enough
I’d give it I’d give it all
Anything for love
I’d go insane for ya
Too much is not enough
I’d give it I’d give it all
Anything for love woah oh oh woah oh oh woah
Anything for love woah oh oh I’d give it all
Cause I would do anything to make it right
But I’m scared that it’s a waste of time
I’d do anything to ride
By your side for the rest of my life
Take my energy
I’m your giving tree
Is this what I want
But you know I give anything for love woah oh oh woah oh oh woah
Anything for love woah oh oh I’d give it all
Anything for love woah oh oh woah oh oh woah
Anything for love woah oh oh I’d give it all
- Producer: Andrew Gomez
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Matt Wagner, Kory Shore
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Circles (18 Months)
I worked so hard to get here it’s been over eighteen months
But honestly I’m exhausted from bottling all this up
Cause we do things your way and we don’t compromise
You won’t stay at my place and you can’t make the time
I’m a master at saying it’s cool and I’m fine
But I’m on my last life
I crave the little moments of the bare minimum
I’ve never felt this needy this doesn’t feel like love
I’m not part of your plan and we want different things
There’s a line in the sand over marriage and kids
I knew I took a chance thought we grow into this
But it’s something I can’t fix
I keep running round in circles doing everything I can
But I can’t outrun my feeling and they’re getting out of hand
Every night I dream about you and in all of them I cheat
You were everything I want but I’m not getting what I need
I keep running round in circles doing everything I can
But I can’t outrun my feeling and it’s getting out of hand
Every night I dream about you and in all of them I cheat
You were everything I want but I’m not getting what I need
I keep running round in circles
I keep running round in circles
I keep running round in circles doing everything I can
But I can’t outrun my feeling and it’s getting out of hand
Every night I dream about you and in all of them I cheat
You were everything I want but I’m not
I’m not getting what I need
- Producer: Andrew Gomez
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Matt Wagner, Kory Shore, Andrew Gomez
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I always hold your head up when you’re hungover
I never complain even since I went sober
I burn through my paychecks to buy us more time
Been busy designing a perfect surprise
But you won’t even walk a block to stay over
I beat myself up just to keep you around
And I put you on the highest self just for you to put me down
You never make me a priority
(You never make me you never you never make me you never you never do)
You never make me a priority
(I’m like fuck it whatever I’m so much better without ya I’m telling you)
I’m always settling for us
But your three words don’t add up to much
Takes two to call it love
But one plus you is not enough
You twist conversations to make them circle around you
Too wrapped up in yourself and you don’t care that we’re doomed
You’re always too tired to come onto me
Then shame my libido to go home and sleep
Cause with you I have jacked off more than without you
I beat myself up just to keep you around
And I put you on the highest self just for you to put me down
You never make me a priority
(You never make me you never you never make me you never you never do)
You never make me a priority
(I’m like fuck it whatever I’m so much better without ya I’m telling you)
I’m always settling for us
But your three words don’t add up to much
Takes two to call it love
But one plus you is not enough
You never make me a priority
Here’s why I’m leaving
One oh so much is missing
Two oh I deserve something different
Three oh you just couldn’t learn
For what’s it’s worth you better listen
One oh so much is missing
Two oh I deserve something different
Three oh you just couldn’t learn
For what’s it’s worth
You never make me a priority
(You never make me you never you never make me you never you never do)
You never make me a priority
(I’m like fuck it whatever I’m so much better without ya I’m telling you)
I’m always settling for us
But your three words don’t add up to much
Takes two to call it love
But one plus you is not enough
- Producer: Andrew Gomez
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Matt Wagner, Kory Shore, Andrew Gomez
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Verse I:
I tear myself to pieces to feel completed
Cause believe I need to be with somebody even
When I’m still hurting and defeated
I find my meaning in being needed
I need time to be myself
But I’m as a cold as metal I wrestle with my inner devil
Can’t Hyde from Jekyl cause I’m a puppet he assembled
So when I’m single I’m just a vessel
Lying here in my living my hell
Pre:
I keep on drinking the water that poisoned the well
It drains my system but it’s safer than getting help
Chorus:
I just wanna fucking love myself
But how do I go down that road when I can’t be alone
I need a ghost to fill this empty shell
All I want is to be whole but I can’t be alone
Verse II:
I’m alone again and I’m panicking been examining
My habits and they’re all damaging I’m a manakin
Cause I need to be handled to be happy when I’m not
Then I’m lost when I got to be my own boss
I get caught up in others and never focus on myself
Run a search you’ll discover I got virus in my cells
I don’t excel at self help I’m propelled to find somebody else
To fill the void instead of living in my shell so
Pre-Chorus
Chorus
Bridge:
Don’t know who I am when I’m on my own
I’m losing my mind cause I’m all alone
Don’t know who I am when I’m on my own
I’m losing my mind cause I’m all alone
Chorus
- Producer: Andrew Gomez & Palmer Hooks
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Matt Wagner, Kory Shore, Palmer Hooks, Danny Hidalgo
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We made a promise to move on and laugh
About when we were more than friends
But I didn’t realize you’d move on so fast
When I just dreamed about you lying in my bed
We’ve got strings attached
When I run the tension pulls me to the past
I can’t do this forever
Just give me one more night
So I can say goodbye
I can’t leave you behind
Unless I get more time
This doesn’t feel over
And I need some closure so
Just give me one more night
I tried to rebound but I can’t bounce back
I shouldn’t step out on the court
I can’t throw out everything that you left
No matter what I do the longing’s getting worse
We’ve got strings attached
When I run the tension pulls me to the past
I can’t do this forever
Just give me one more night
So I can say goodbye
I can’t leave you behind
Unless I get more time
This doesn’t feel over
And I need some closure so
Just give me one more night
All I need is one more night with you
We can put a pin in it when I leave your room
Cause I really been missing what we used to do
If I get a big finish maybe then I’ll feel like this is finished
Cause when I said goodbye I didn’t know it was the last time
That’s why I’m praying for a portion of a past life
I don’t mean to ask twice but I’m running out of moves
I’ve tried everything to get through losing you so now I’m begging you to
Just give me one more night
So I can say goodbye
I can’t leave you behind
Unless I get more time
This doesn’t feel over
And I need some closure so
Just give me one more night
We’ve got strings attached
When I run the tension pulls me to the past
I can’t do this forever
We’ve got strings attached
When I run the tension pulls me to the past
I can’t do this forever
- Producer: Andrew Gomez
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Alexander Frieden, Kory Shore, Anthony Amorim, Matt Wagner
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LYRICS:
I’m sick of all my friends cause they treat us like John and Yoko in a band
And they won’t give you a chance
They say they want the best for me but they won’t even look you in eye
See Twenty Twenty but they’re blind
But I don’t care if no one gets it
All my friends don’t like you
They don’t see what I do
They wish that they were happy too
(All my friends don’t like you)
All my friends don’t like you
God this feels like high school
Guess we got nothing left to lose
(All my friends don’t like you)
They’re tryna ruin all our dates they hate how our spark turned into a flame
They keep misspelling your name
They think I can do better but I won’t give into pressure
Cause I know you’re the answer to alone
But I don’t care if no one gets it
All my friends don’t like you
They don’t see what I do
They wish that they were happy too
(All my friends don’t like you)
All my friends don’t like you
God this feels like high school
Guess we got nothing left to lose
(All my friends don’t like you)
All my friends wanna erase you
But all my friends wanna be me too
All my friends all my friends
All my friends don’t like you
All my friends don’t like you
They don’t see what I do
They wish that they were happy too
(All my friends don’t like you)
All my friends don’t like you
God this feels like high school
Guess we got nothing left to lose
(All my friends don’t like you)
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh Oh Oh
All my friends don’t like you
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh
Na Na Na Na Woah Oh Oh Oh Oh
All my friends don’t like you
- Producer: Andrew Gomez
- Mixing: Matt Arcaini
- Mastering: Sam Moses
- Writers: Matt Wagner, Kory Shore, Alexander Frieden, Nick Guttman
Huge shout out to Anastasia Elliot for directing, Spade Creative for shooting the video, and for all of the actors who brought my vision to life
Lyrics:
I’m so sorry that you loved me
One day you’ll see you’re better off without me
I said I loved you so freely and thought that I did
Looking back now I see I was only a kid
You were out there wrestling with your demons
I know made them worse by up and leaving
I never told you it hurts me to see like this
But I can’t take back all the mistakes that I made
And change the past so there’s just one thing to say
I’m so sorry that you loved me
One day you’ll see you’re better off without me
I’m so sorry you still want me
You lost me and it haunts me
So please forget about me
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry so please
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry forget about
All the time we spent inside my basement
Wasting time on us I needed a vacation face it
I was never it in the same way that you were
Now I lost a friend and I hate that you got hurt
I was naive and it cut deep
Now I can see that you lost sleep over me
And you should be angry at me
But you still dream about getting back with me
So I’m guilty and always will be
You deserve somebody that’ll make you happy
But that’s not me and you taught me
I shouldn’t play with peoples feelings cause it cost me
I’m so sorry that you loved me
One day you’ll see you’re better off without me
I’m so sorry you still want me
You lost me and it haunts me
So please forget about me
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry so please
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry forget about me
But I can’t take back all the mistakes that I made
And change the past so there’s just one thing to say
I’m so sorry that you loved me
One day you’ll see you’re better off without me
I’m so sorry you still want me
You lost me and it haunts me
So please forget about me
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry so please
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry forget about me
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry so please
I’m so sorry I’m so sorry forget about me
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