Molten
A book of a life: Reread - Stage 5 (FULL ALBUM)
updated
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
EOMT Discord: discord.gg/zD2aHQEMNu
Edge of my thoughts was the final remaking of Everywhere in my mind, aiming to improve its flaws and iron out the concept of a personal project. The project was heavily inspired by Everywhere at the end of time by The Caretaker. Songs used are not owned by me, ownership goes to the original creators.
MOVEMENT 1 : 00:00:00
00:00:00 - 001 - Headwaters
00:03:55 - 002 - Where are we now
00:08:20 - 003 - The happiest days of my life
00:11:30 - 004 - As the lights shine above
00:14:27 - 005 - Always by your side
00:17:45 - 006 - Melody of a forgotten world
00:20:48 - 007 - With them again
00:22:18 - 008 - Towards the sun
00:25:39 - 009 - Caught between their voices
00:28:42 - 010 - Long I've lived and highly I've flown
00:32:39 - 011 - Under the stars
00:36:14 - 012 - Electrify my heart
00:39:04 - 013 - Pensiveness (Mind's melancholy)
00:41:40 - 014 - Words all carried away
00:45:10 - 015 - Blurring lines
00:48:29 - 016 - World lost to time
00:51:13 - 017 - I will press forward
MOVEMENT 2 : 00:54:41
00:54:41 - 018 - Delta
00:58:30 - 019 - Oceans of dread
01:02:11 - 020 - Ambedo
01:05:22 - 021 - I didn't want this
01:08:43 - 022 - Clock Drawings I
01:11:50 - 023 - You can't go back
01:15:00 - 024 - Cold, lonely world
01:17:55 - 025 - Mourning hours
01:21:11 - 026 - Fleeting sense of familiarity
01:25:58 - 027 - Happy days engulfed by hopelessness
01:29:51 - 028 - When we departed
01:33:41 - 029 - My soul wanted to die
01:37:09 - 030 - I know what awaits me
01:42:32 - 031 - No place left to run
01:46:33 - 032 - I can't stop what has begun
01:49:58 - 033 - Outpouring
MOVEMENT 3 : 01:54:23
01:54:23 - 034 - Clock Drawings II
01:57:16 - 035 - Flower field (Mind's remedy)
02:01:07 - 036 - Messages
02:05:48 - 037 - Can you hear me hiding?
02:07:59 - 038 - In my garden
02:11:50 - 039 - Futile
02:12:42 - 040 - Through shadows I lay
02:14:49 - 041 - Perplexions conceal me
02:16:57 - 042 - Overcast warning
02:18:39 - 043 - Blackout
02:21:11 - 044 - Made up of the wind
02:25:07 - 045 - Isolation I
02:32:16 - 046 - The streets will guide me
02:33:39 - 047 - Wind call
02:36:20 - 048 - Colors of the lake
02:39:12 - 049 - Echo the sea
02:40:29 - 050 - Tidal static
02:43:29 - 051 - Wave
02:44:57 - 052 - Off the pier
02:48:15 - 053 - Picture book
02:50:42 - 054 - Days closing chimes
02:54:25 - 055 - Trail dust fire
02:55:03 - 056 - Lookback
02:58:50 - 057 - The other side
MOVEMENT 4 : 03:01:22
03:01:22 - 058 - The lighthouse
03:06:43 - 059 - Transmission I
03:07:05 - 060 - Shorelines
03:10:05 - 061 - Blinded
03:13:21 - 062 - Again
03:15:14 - 063 - Transmission II/Clock Drawings III
03:17:43 - 064 - Winter lamppost
03:20:30 - 065 - And where are you now?
03:22:35 - 066 - Mind incarnate
03:24:18 - 067 - Wind loop
03:26:55 - 068 - Isolation II
03:30:10 - 069 - Transmission III
03:32:14 - 070 - Arid sea
03:38:41 - 071 - Windows
03:41:19 - 072 - The hourglass
03:44:23 - 073 - Home
03:47:49 - 074 - Sleepless
03:52:38 - 075 - Again
03:55:56 - 076 - Wreathed
04:01:29 - 077 - Transmission IV/Clock Drawings IV
04:03:59 - 078 - Spiral
MOVEMENT 5 : 04:08:29
04:08:29 - 079 - Know hell
04:15:39 - 080 - Dissociation I
04:26:13 - 081 - Dissociation II
04:35:16 - 082 - Agnosia Agony
04:53:39 - 083 - Swimming in circles
05:08:58 - 084 - Isolation III
05:12:32 - 085 - Dissociation III
05:22:51 - 086 - Subconscious Delirium
MOVEMENT 6 : 05:38:29
05:38:29 - 087 - Cerebral Collapse
06:03:20 - 088 - Isolation IV
06:16:29 - 089 - Kaleidoscope
06:32:34 - 090 - Cognizable Impairments
06:53:28 - 091 - Altostratus
07:09:16 - 092 - Into beginnings
07:29:19 - 093 - Ataxia
07:46:32 - 094 - Wandering
MOVEMENT 7 : 08:08:40
08:08:40 - 095 - Standing in silence
08:40:05 - 096 - Watching dust and moonlight
09:13:21 - 097 - A portrait of being
09:36:43 - 098 - Giving itself to subsidence
09:55:43 - 099 - In the embrace of night
10:21:52 - 100 - We became reunited.
Art by Antbonio, Rasarisal, Sniffy, NosiaDeli, Jenosis, PhiSigma, PIFGENBAUM, akylone, Zrofone, and The Holist
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Video made by @wolfytronic
Art by PhiSigma
00:00 - A1
03:24 - A2
05:22 - A3
08:37 - A4
10:41 - A5
13:21 - A6
15:42 - A7
18:32 - A8
21:14 - A9
23:42 - A10
26:53 - B1
29:08 - B2
30:55 - B3
32:18 - B4
34:13 - B5
36:33 - B6
39:15 - B7
42:13 - B8
44:06 - B9
46:48 - B10
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/a-book-of-a-life-reread
A book of a life: Reread (abbreviated ABOAL:R) is a redux of Wilhelm Lyons's "Everywhere at the end again: Reincarnation" aiming to improve the quality of the project and doing more with the concept of a Reincarnation project.
G side and H1 are heavily inspired by TGD V24 by @phi.artifex
STAGE 4 (G+H)
Current Stage: Clinical Stage 5 (EATEOT Stage 4)
By this state, coherent writing has ceased. Their journal was filled with incomplete sentences and blank entries. Every now and again there are names of relatives and friends, barely legible.
00:00 - G1 - Diminishing winds
14:20 - G2 - Imprisoned in the sublime
26:38 - G3 - Meets the sea
36:40 - H1 - Awestruck defeat
40:41 - H2 - The missing destiny
53:51 - H3 - Liberation
Art credits:
”giltsofhagsgraszperz” Antbonio - 2024 (Side G)
"towards my own" Sniffy - 2024 (Side H)
sound by me
stage 4 here: youtu.be/7l2pp9S2yN4
and here: memorianostra.bandcamp.com/album/nowhere-at-the-millennium-of-space-community-remake
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/joyful-defeat-beyond-this-aching-despair-2024-remaster
Joyful Defeat Beyond this Aching Despair (Inspired by The Caretaker's An Empty Bliss Beyond this World) is a book of soundscapes, filled with ripped pages of recollection. Each page has a unique feel to it, from remembering to when times were better to an aching urge to return to our past. No matter what we do, we cannot return to our stories of the past. The best we can do is remember. Remember the memories that made you who you were, you may not live with them forever. Read your stories, and tell others your past. Nothing lasts forever.
Timestamps:
00:00 - All I ever am is lost in the past
04:01 - Days of clear recall
07:28 - Somber waves across raging tides
09:12 - Rosenfeld's echo
13:10 - Nevertheless I remain beautiful
15:00 - Joyful defeat beyond this aching despair
18:35 - Simpler times
20:12 - Vacant stage withholding melancholy
22:32 - Those lost to fate
26:00 - Crumbled courts lacking familiarity
29:15 - Down a darkened road
32:15 - Serenade of the past
35:07 - Courts lacking familiarity
36:49 - Beyond this aching despair
40:05 - Scattering thoughts obscured by a mental fog
43:20 - Lone summer night
46:02 - The show is ended
Cover by giegue
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-that-never-were
Collection of unused tracks from Grandiose Recollections & Beautiful Years.
00:00 - lingering-soul (Fading)
07:43 - hurts-your-heart (Fading)
10:00 - all-forgotten (Molten)
13:45 - lovestruck-once-again (The Whatever)
17:37 - so-blue-jesse-crawford (The Desolate)
21:28 - whispering-1954 (Aniball)
23:51 - dreaming-the-lonely-night-through (The Cerebellum)
27:17 - grass-shack (The Cerebellum)
30:21 - alcohol (Salsa)
32:40 - nonexistant-memory (The Cerebellum)
33:10 - my-heart-into (The Desolate, Molten)
36:38 - so-blue-scrappy-lambert (Fading)
40:23 - im-sorry-dear (Molten)
43:47 - falling (Zendio)
47:49 - matthew (Molten, Magnus Clyde)
48:36 - see-you-another-day (Jeztik)
Art: "voyager" by Antbonio
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years was a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, that aimed to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album followed a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grappled with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
Special thank you to Jamtri for providing constructive criticism of Parts 1-3
DESCRIPTIONS + MISSING CREDITS ARE IN A PINNED COMMENT
Part 1
0:00 - A1 - The color of the whole world altered
3:48 - A2 - Living in a kind of daydream
6:11 - A3 - Watching every last falling star
9:47 - A4 - Dreams enfold you
12:46 - A5 - On the tip of my tounge
16:27 - A6 - The night we met
19:07 - A7 - I'll always feel just the same
22:40 - A8 - Your love always shone like a lighthouse to me
25:44 - A9 - Sunshine in the rain
29:01 - A10 - Time marches forward
32:36 - B1 - For a brief moment it all felt distant
35:28 - B2 - An ominous consideration
37:40 - B3 - Golden years
39:37 - B4 - A cherished recollection to remember forever
42:20 - B5 - The slightest sense of perplexion
47:07 - B6 - Drifting out of the daydream
49:35 - B7 - Onset of an unsettling truth
53:19 - B8 - Every rose reminds me of your beauty
55:43 - B9 - Something’s missing that should be here
58:47 - B10 - We’ll face the music together
Part 2
1:02:21 - C1 - Something inside that cannot be denied
1:07:24 - C2 - What's wrong with me
1:11:39 - C3 - My heart shattered into pieces
1:15:15 - C4 - A war of attrition commences
1:19:20 - C5 - Remain calm
1:22:58 - C6 - I have to stay myself
1:26:20 - C7 - How long can I go on
1:30:24 - C8 - Repressing the misery inside
1:33:07 - C9 - Life can’t go on like this
1:36:59 - C10 - I’ll remember you now
1:41:04 - D1 - For as long as I live
1:45:19 - D2 - Let me see them just one more time
1:48:56 - D3 - I’ll always love you
1:52:08 - D4 - Letting the emptiness win
1:56:44 - D5 - Sorrow overflows
2:00:58 - D6 - A sudden updraft
2:05:24 - D7 - Lookback at the golden years
2:09:26 - D8 - The storm awaits
2:12:24 - D9 - Life begins to crumble
2:14:33 - D10 - Only the wind is wailing
2:18:08 - D11 - I will die twice
2:21:48 - D12 - The color drains from life
2:25:24 - D13 - A lonely melody lingers on
2:28:15 - D14 - Downpour
Part 3
2:34:47 - E1 - Reminiscence hurts so much
2:42:06 - E2 - Escalation
2:44:55 - E3 - Sparks become fires
2:47:54 - E4 - And suddenly there was
2:50:23 - E5 - Nothing wrong at all
2:50:37 - E6 - Gaze upon the world beyond
2:52:18 - E7 - The past is impossible to grasp
2:53:57 - E8 - Reality rotting
2:56:17 - E9 - Torn, euphoric universe
2:57:55 - E10 - False sunshine
3:00:22 - E11 - Emotions degrade and crumble
3:02:19 - E12 - Withering recollections
3:05:35 - E13 - Something unfamiliar
3:09:26 - E14 - Crumbling memories shattering misery
3:12:56 - F1 - Disappearing perceptions
3:16:15 - F2 - Vanishing thoughts (Entangled)
3:18:45 - F3 - Why me
3:21:25 - F4 - Whole futile emptiness
3:24:01 - F5 - Life continues to fall
3:26:15 - F6 - The whole world faltering
3:30:25 - F7 - Recollection rotting forever
3:33:19 - F8 - Reanimation
3:36:15 - F9 - Hopeless recursions
3:38:12 - F10 - Losing time
3:40:24 - F11 - Blue seeing dying past
3:42:08 - F12 - Time losses meaning
3:46:44 - F13 - Love ending with all you soon
3:50:13 - F14 - Infinite misery regressing infinitely
3:55:08 - F15 - Universe memories unending
Part 4
3:58:55 - G1 - Futile pleads for safety
4:02:36 - G2 - Self-identity crumbling
4:06:34 - G3 - Years bygone
4:08:35 - G4 - Dying voices in vast delirium
4:13:57 - G5 - Vanishing universe
4:17:18 - G6 - What has been seen
4:19:02 - H1 - Fate led me
4:30:32 - H2 - Into confusion
4:34:03 - I1 - Tranquil precedes horror
4:48:37 - I2 - Rapid decline
Part 5
4:58:38 - J1 - Pure anosognosia
5:11:02 - J2 - Fragmentations
5:26:05 - J3 - Overwhelming apraxia
5:36:54 - K1 - Abrupt cognizance
5:40:53 - K2 - Dissonant mental collapses
6:01:21 - L1 - Secluded thought
6:18:23 - M1 - Cortical decay
Part 6
6:38:17 - N1 - Axonal degeneration
7:00:58 - O1 - Endmost despair
7:42:52 - P1 - 1970
Part 7
8:10:20 - Q1 - Shadows casting shadows | 1/1971 - 7/1971
8:30:22 - R1 - Alexandria | 8/1971 - 5/1972
8:47:47 - S1 - Torpefied heart | 6/1972 - 1/1973
9:09:14 - T1 - Inert in the cold veils of white | 2/1973 - 10/1973
9:24:29 - U1 - Aphelion | 11/1973 - 12/1973
9:43:49 - Part 8
V1 - Perihelion
V2 - Gateway to a world forgotten
W1 - Your little dream
W2 - Peripheral afterlife
W3 - A new yesterday
X1 - Growing vacant expanse
Y1 - Crumbling in peace
Y2 - Call of twilight
Z1 - The clock struck twelve
10:26:16 - Credits
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years was a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, that aimed to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album followed a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grappled with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
Part 8
"The phenomena of terminal lucidity is not entirely understood, nor is it predictable. In the last few days of life the mind can suddenly, for lack of a better term, open up. Neurons miraculously flicker to life and the sufferer is able to recognize people and recall what few crucial memories remain that had no stimuli to trigger their recollection before.
Anything that has rotted inside plaque-covered neurons cannot be recovered, though temporary recollection and formation of new memories is possible. Mood can vary immensely as the brain is very much dying, only fueled by a fading chemical supernova of DMT and adrenaline. People and places are able to be remembered, even if they no longer exist. Hallucinations are common. Awareness comes and goes.
Their mood and understanding is often that of an infant."
Track list:
12/17/1973-12/20/1973
00:00 - V1 - Perihelion (Molten, Fading)
03:13 - V2 - Gateway to a world forgotten (Molten)
06:14 - W1 - Your little dream (Magnus Clyde)
10:39 - W2 - Peripheral afterlife (Molten)
14:18 - W3 - A new yesterday (Magnus Clyde, Molten)
19:42 - X1 - Growing vacant expanse (Molten)
23:19 - Y1 - Crumbling in peace (Aniball)
26:30 - Y2 - Call of twilight (Fading)
31:36 - Z1 - The clock struck twelve (Molten)
Art is "twilightsport" by Antbonio
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years was a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, that aimed to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album followed a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grappled with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
"Beyond this point nothing is left but an unchanging gray fog.
As the ability to percieve the self ends, so does the ability to express it. Any time that isn't spent staring into nothingness is spent either asleep or numb. Nothing is felt, nothing is recieved. The concept of forgetfulness and aching no longer exists - nothing outside of the last flickering neurons does. Their mouth hangs, their lips droop, they say nothing and recognize nobody. This look develops late into end-stage Alzheimer's and has been coined the 'dementia gaze'.
Disjointed, fragmented pieces of the dead self occasionally rise to the surface, sometimes percieved only by others and unrecognized by the self. These could be as grand as a short conversation or as simple as recognizing the time, a short action, or calling for a loved one. Only the closest and most crucial of memories survive until the end, and when that end is, is uncertain."
Track list:
00:00:00 - Q1 - Shadows casting shadows (Various) | 1/1971 - 7/1971
00:20:02 - R1 - Alexandria (Various) | 8/1971 - 5/1972
00:37:27 - S1 - Torpefied heart (Various) | 6/1972 - 1/1973
00:58:54 - T1 - Inert in the cold veils of white (Various) | 2/1973 - 10/1973
01:14:08 - U1 - Aphelion (Various) | 11/1973 - 12/1973
Credits:
Description by @PXTSERYU_
Track list by @PXTSERYU_ and @phi.artifex
Q1: Coop, Akylone, The Cerebellum, & Jeztik
R1: The Friendly Stranger, Millie, Magnus Clyde, Molten, Fading, Zenyx, Boxed Toast, & Akylone
S1: Sniffy, MissMagenta, REVERIE, Zenyx, Molten, Zawmbbeh, & Millie
T1: OntoTheOceanside, SkyPiez, Molten, & Akylone
U1: Akylone, Zenyx, Sniffy, & The Cerebellum
Art credits will be added at a later date.
pretty goated album i'd say
Timestamps:
00:00 - A1 - The Lamp Is Low
03:32 - A2 - Moon Love
06:27 - B1 - Tonight We Love
09:18 - B2 - My Reverie
12:21 - C1 - Full Moon And Empty Arms
15:17 - C2 - On The Isle Of May
18:24 - D1 - I'm Always Chasing Rainbows
21:16 - D2 - Our love
for easier sampling: archive.org/details/the-lamp-is-low-carmen-cavallaro
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/a-book-of-a-life-reread
A book of a life: Reread (abbreviated ABOAL:R) is a redux of Wilhelm Lyons's "Everywhere at the end again: Reincarnation" aiming to improve the quality of the project and doing more with the concept of a Reincarnation project.
Stage 3 is heavily inspired TGD V21 and V22 by @phi.artifex
STAGE 3 (E+F)
Current Stage: Clinical Stage 4 (EATEOT Stage 3)
"I keep forgetting to write in here."
00:00 - E1 - I shall have no end
03:52 - E2 - Longing oceans hold
07:15 - E3 - Forever days erased
09:23 - E4 - Life endlessly apart
12:03 - E5 - All the trouble and the pain
14:58 - E6 - Bounds of reality
18:51 - E7 - Sensations escaping this World
22:51 - E8 - Moonlight embers unfolded
26:51 - E9 - Strains in time
30:02 - F1 - Faded reverie
33:58 - F2 - Tar angel
52:32 - F3 - And then there were none
Covers are by Sniffy and Mr Bolder
F1 and F2 were made by Magnus Clyde
Special thanks to @youwerethere for making an enhanced version of the sample used in E9
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/a-book-of-a-life-reread
A book of a life: Reread (abbreviated ABOAL:R) is a redux of Wilhelm Lyons's "Everywhere at the end again: Reincarnation" aiming to improve the quality of the project and doing more with the concept of a Reincarnation project.
STAGE 2 - (C+D)
Current Stage: Clinical Stage 3 (EATEOT Stage 2)
"I know what's happening to me. Day after day, it gets harder to navigate around my own home, and I forget things I shouldn't. I don't want to tell my family but I feel like they already know."
Track list:
00:00 - C1 - Revelation
04:34 - C2 - The clouds gather above
07:53 - C3 - Just longing to feel again
10:59 - C4 - Winding endlessly
15:10 - C5 - All seems blue and dark
19:22 - C6 - Downfall
24:33 - D1 - Resurgence
29:15 - D2 - Pushing against the strain
32:35 - D3 - Days forever lost
36:53 - D4 - Entranced
40:31 - D5 - Letting myself fade
44:13 - D6 - The world falling apart
48:04 - D7 - Trench
Art is "selecting your own urn is tiresome" by Antbonio
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/a-book-of-a-life-reread
A book of a life: Reread (abbreviated ABOAL:R) is a redux of Wilhelm Lyons's "Everywhere at the end again: Reincarnation" aiming to improve the quality of the project and doing more with the concept of a Reincarnation project.
STAGE 1 - (A+B)
Current Stage: Clinical Stage 2 (EATEOT Stage 1)
"It was such a beautiful day. We went for a walk by a river that we've been to many times, but for some reason, I couldn't remember where it was. It felt as if I had never been there. That strange moment has stayed in my memory even since it happened, and I still don't know what caused it."
Track list:
00:00 - A1 - Oceans of bliss
03:35 - A2 - Traveled the world over
07:09 - A3 - Solemn eyes and southern skies
09:46 - A4 - Parting is such sweet sorrow
13:18 - A5 - It happened again
15:16 - A6 - On the haunted dancefloor
19:16 - B1 - A moonlight reverie
22:50 - B2 - Life flowed like a river
26:07 - B3 - In vernal tranquility
29:32 - B4 - Unfolded all my dreams
33:20 - B5 - My only regret is that you're gone
35:32 - B6 - Let me be heaven bound
Art is "process" by Rasarisal
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/recurring-rephrasing-of-wording-2024-remaster
Recurring Rephrasing of Wording (inspired by The Caretaker's Persistent Repetition of Phrases) takes us through 10 distant and haunting tracks, each one distinctly different from the last. Throughout the hallway with doors of locked-away memories lies an aging house where these journeys rest. These rooms may be very small, cavernous, or lying somewhere in between, never revealing it's full palm. The house may be slowly losing its charm, but these adventures may never truly fade away, even if they can't be grasped onto anymore. Que l'esprit repose dans ses pensées heureuses.
Track list:
00:00 - Transient global amnesia
03:54 - Recurring rephrasing of wording
08:37 - Blissful ignorance
13:33 - Childhood trauma (Virtual)
17:43 - Poor pronunciation
21:38 - False mental perception
26:48 - Reversion to an earlier existence
31:37 - Retrospective bliss
34:38 - Simon's variation
37:35 - New world
=Credits=
Art by Sniffy
04 by Sniffy
06 by Axel
09 by Sniffy
sample boxes made using https://sampleboxgenweb.streamlit.app/ by @FortuneEight__
listen to graby on bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
EOMT Discord: discord.gg/ubadnnN3Kn
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
CURRENT STAGE: Clinical Stage 7 (EATEOT Stage 6)
Movement 7
We often align loss with grieving, and start wondering why the universe is so cruel. We beg for change, even knowing that it can't be undone. Everyone deals with it differently. We fear death, and even knowing that we can end at any moment, we usually take life for granted. It's human nature to focus on other things, but that doesn't mean we shouldn't live our lives. After years, the realization that "you will only get older" is one of the most important moments one can experience. Taking things for granted is natural. But try to appreciate what you have. We continue to live. We waste so much time thinking about death, and when it comes, it's almost as if this moment that's been building up your whole life, that made you who you were, is a lot less scary than we thought. We start to see the value in existence, in life.
We live, and we live.
In the end, we can't describe what we see and feel, but we're always happy when it arrives, one way or another.
The universe will remember you. Even if you don't think so.
It's your choice to decide what you should do with it.
00:00:00 - 095 - Standing in silence
00:31:57 - 096 - Watching dust and moonlight
01:05:12 - 097 - A portrait of being
01:28:35 - 098 - Giving itself to subsidence
01:47:35 - 099 - In the embrace of night
02:13:41 - 100 - We became reunited.
==Credits==
Artwork:
"bounded walls" by PhiSigma (with edits by Molten) (2022)
"aphelion ending rotation" by Aubreynl (2024)
"pure equilibrium" by Aubreynl (2024)
"styrofoam deep sea landfill" by Antbonio (2024)
"blank form no.400" by Zrofone (2024)
"only in good fortune can dreams change the world and when memories become dreams we can only hope to remember" by PhiSigma (with edits by REVERIE & Molten) (2023)
"geo" by The Holist (2024)
Tracks:
095: (Solo work)
096: Molten, OntoTheOceanside, Fading, & REVERIE
097: Retrograde & Molten
098: (Solo work)
099: Molten & Zrofone
100: (Solo work)
Contact reestablished.
CURRENT STAGE: CLINICAL STAGE SEVEN (EATEOT STAGE 6)
YEARS REMAINING: 0
00:00:00 - Y8V1 - 劣化した (Degrassé) (Various)
00:40:57 - Y9W1 - キーフレーム (Keyframe) (Various)
01:20:12 - Y10X1 - 無膜神経症 (Ameneurosis) (Various)
Credits:
V1: REVERIE, Zrofone, OntoTheOceanside, Molten, AeughTime, The Monominee Station, Afrocity, Zendio, The Friendly Stranger, Paintball, & Skypiez
W1: The Friendly Stranger, OntoTheOceanside, Molten, Fading, Afrocity, Zendio, BradyAUS, Crude Macaroni, Aniball, Magnus Clyde, & The Desolate
X1: OntoTheOceanside, Molten, Zrofone, The Caremaker, & PhiSigma
Main Discord (Can sub here too): discord.gg/NvtA8GArf2
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years is a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, aiming to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album follows a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grapple with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
"We continue to descend further into the night. The disease has taken such a toll on the patient that their connection to the outside world is almost entirely severed, as life blends together, and coherency of time worsens. Their state of living can barely be considered human by this point, as menial tasks become increasingly difficult and drawn out.
Moments of calm can appear from the most unlikely places, and eventually, the patient can no longer perform tasks, leading to round-the-clock care from multiple people."
Track list:
MARCH 1968-DEC 1968
00:00:00 - N1 - Axonal degeneration (Various)
1969
00:22:40 - O1 - Endmost despair (Various)
01:04:34 - P1 - 1970 (Various)
==Credits==
Artwork:
"undistrial normary sacrazed astfors laimul vetous akatameinous" by PhiSigma, 2024
"estonuskrodu querothagedeli" by PhiSigma, 2022
"give me give me a chance to" by PhiSigma, 2023
"completely immobilized, completely muted" by The Holist, 2022
"counamphereunwisencuringablevagigeminahup fortio" by PhiSigma, 2022
Cover edits by Zrofone, Turlz, ZenyX, REVERIE, & Molten
Tracks:
N1: Paintball, Molten, AeughTime, The Tunemaker, Crude Macaroni, Zrofone, MissMagenta, Fading, The Desolate, Coop, & The Cerebellum
O1: The Tunemaker, Molten, The Desolate, Paintball, AeughTime, MissMagenta, Inkie Delva, PhiSigma, ZenyX, REVERIE, Ben's Fractals, & Aubreynl
P1: OntoTheOceanside, Ortherner, Molten, REVERIE, The Tunemaker, lemonadeshark, Zrofone, Brasileiro, & Aubreynl
GR&BY Discord (Can sub here too): discord.gg/Xtn5U6vDHr
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
This is the final version of Part 3. Part 6 will come after this.
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years is a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, aiming to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album follows a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grapple with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
PART 3
"The third stage of the disease is marked by the last fragments of a truly lucid mind being snuffed out as a fog begins to descend upon the imagination. The mood is unstable, shaky, and rapidly changing. Plaque buildup continues, choking neurons and rendering them lifeless. The final coherent memories are the ones held most dear - the connections made and reminisced upon so often that they have survived the decay. Neurons start to misfire as conscious recall becomes difficult - singular memories even less so."
JAN 1964-FEB 1964
00:00:00 - E1 - Various* - Reminiscence hurts so much
FEB 1964-APR 1964
00:07:18 - E2 - Fading - Escalation
00:10:07 - E3 - PXTSERYU - Sparks become fires
00:13:06 - E4 - Jeztik - And suddenly there was
00:15:36 - E5 - PXTSERYU - Nothing wrong at all
APR 1964-AUG 1964
00:15:49 - E6 - Molten - Gaze upon the world beyond
00:17:31 - E7 - Molten - The past is impossible to grasp
00:19:09 - E8 - Eccojams - Reality rotting
00:21:29 - E9 - Fading - Torn, euphoric universe
00:23:07 - E10 - Aniball - False sunshine
00:25:34 - E11 - Molten - Emotions degrade and crumble
00:27:31 - E12 - Ben's Fractals - Withering recollections
00:30:48 - E13 - Ortherner - Something unfamiliar
00:33:21 - E14 - Various* - Crumbling memories shattering misery
AUG 1964-NOV 1964
00:36:50 - F1 - Attractor - Disappearing perceptions
00:40:09 - F2 - Aniball - Vanishing thoughts (Entangled)
00:42:39 - F3 - Molten - Why me
00:45:19 - F4 - VAV-31 - Whole futile emptiness
00:47:55 - F5 - Ben's Fractals - Life continues to fall
00:50:10 - F6 - Fading - The whole world faltering
00:54:20 - F7 - Skypiez - Recollection rotting forever
00:57:14 - F8 - Molten - Reanimation
01:00:09 - F9 - Aniball - Hopeless recursions
01:02:07 - F10 - Context Switch - Losing time
DEC 1964
01:04:19 - F11 - Molten - Blue seeing dying past
01:06:11 - F12 - 1583637 - Time losses meaning
01:10:48 - F13 - ZenyX - Love ending with all you soon
01:14:17 - F14 - Anon - Infinite misery regressing infinitely
01:19:12 - F15 - Aniball & PXTSERYU - Universe memories unending
=Credits=
*E1: The Whatever, PXTSERYU, ZenyX, & The Desolate
*E14: Aniball, Ortherner, & ZenyX
Artwork:
"tear apart" - PhiSigma, 2023 (E1)
"death spiral (migramermise morrins)" - PhiSigma, 2022 (E2-E4, E6-E14)
"daydream demise" - PhiSigma, 2022 (E5)
"corrosive world (prairtairsated con vinter)" - PhiSigma, 2022 (Side F)
EOMT Discord: discord.gg/ubadnnN3Kn
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
CURRENT STAGE: Clinical Stage 6 (EATEOT Stage 5)
"The sixth movement, in the sense of what we can view, is the peak of our protagonist's reality. Nearly all sense of identity and sensation start to fade out. At this point, they must have others help them with nearly every task they attempt, and physical pain becomes more apparent. They see other people in their home every day, but don't recognize any of their appearances, and the sounds that come from them. It's as if they're experiencing the most vivid visions of their life. Turned to a husk, as we approach the final movement."
Track list:
00:00:00 - 87 - Cerebral Collapse
00:24:49 - 88 - Isolation IV
00:37:59 - 89 - Kaleidoscope
00:54:06 - 90 - Cognizable Impairments
01:14:59 - 91 - Altostratus
01:30:45 - 92 - Into beginnings
01:50:49 - 93 - Ataxia
02:07:47 - 94 - Wandering
==Credits==
Artwork:
"maw" by PhiSigma (with edits by PXTSERYU, Molten, & REVERIE) (2023)
"scraping my face on the sky" by Antbonio (with edits by REVERIE & Molten) (2024)
"errceptadæsistio" by PIFEIGENBAUM (with edits by Airporter, REVERIE, & Molten) (2024)
Tracks:
87: REVERIE & Molten
88: Zrofone, OntoTheOceanside, REVERIE, & Molten
89: OntoTheOceanside, Zrofrone, Molten, Small Man, Rasarisal, & REVERIE
90: Laniakea, Molten, The Friendly Stranger, Zrofone, REVERIE, & Ortherner
91: Molten, Ortherner, Retrograde, & OntoTheOceanside
92: Molten, Fading, Ortherner, & OntoTheOceanside
93: Laniakea, Molten, Small Man, OntoTheOceanside, REVERIE, & Ortherner
94: Molten, Ortherner, Small Man, REVERIE, & Zrofrone
Sampled artists:
Nine Inch Nails, Tally Hall, Lena Raine, Pedro Silva, King Crimson, Forever///, Paul Godwin, Yellow Swans, John Frusciante, Tim Hecker, Daniel Lopatin, Aphex Twin, Scott Lloyd Shelly, Martin Walls, C418, Layton and Johnstone, SAINT PEPSI, Peter Bjorn and John, Miracle Musical, Oneohtrix Point Never, PopularMMOS, Wishing, Cristobal Tapia De Veer, Toby Fox, Captainsparklez, Alan Silvestri, Queen, Phil Collins, The Caretakers (The Carebear, Jordan Keuring, Aniball), Jack Stauber, Swans, Pink Floyd, Sewerslvt, Russ Morgan, Yotta, Amedeo Tommasi, Johnny Cash, Boards of Canada, Kikkiyama, Jay Wilbur, Monia Liter, Harry Berly, Al Bowlly, Andy Iona, Mark Bernes, rdrgyeah, Sid Phillips, The Three Ginx, Buddy Cole, Mafumafu, Kagamine Len and Rin, Sunbeam Sound Machine, cflake, xxwhispers, Hybrid, Keiichi Suzuki, Hirokazu Tanaka, Grouper, korewakosu, Gorillaz, Fortress Films, Retrograde, Ted Fio Rito, Manama Kataoka, Yasuaki Iwata, Hajime Wakai, Kumi Tanioka, Reo Uratani, the Meatly, Ray Gould, The Gayakas, Walt Ribeiro, Tim de Man, Squimpus McGrimpus, Bert Kaempfert, Rousseau, OK Go, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, A Silver Mt Zion, Yuki Kajirua, Jhove, Rafael Anton Irisarri, Julia Kent, Casino Versus Japan, Mart Kenney, Akira Yamaoka, Chipzel, William Basinski, De La Soul, Yves Tumor, & The Good, the Bad, & the Queen
art: "first encounter"
GR&BY Discord (Can sub here too): discord.gg/Xtn5U6vDHr
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
This is the final version of Part 2. Part 3 will come out soon.
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years is a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, aiming to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album follows a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grapple with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
PART 2
"Unease sets in as the creeping realization that something is amiss enters the mind. The patient self-advocates and seeks doctors and clinicians, leading to a diagnosis of late-onset Alzheimer’s Disease. Their entire world is shaken by this revelation - and the stress of such a fact leads to denial, attempts to mitigate the symptoms, and a forceful push to remember.
Past a certain point, symptoms and memory loss begin to become impossible to ignore - forcing the patient to accept that their condition is real, present, and worsening. This leads to an extreme depressive slump as memories slowly start to warp and relationships start to strain."
JUN-JUL 1962
00:00:00 - C1 - PXTSERYU & Molten - Something inside that cannot be denied
00:05:02 - C2 - Molten & PXTSERYU - What's wrong with me
AUG 1962-1963
00:09:17 - C3 - ArtOfLemons & PXTSERYU - My heart shattered into pieces
00:12:54 - C4 - Kohencidence & Molten - A war of attrition commences
00:16:59 - C5 - Jeztik - Remain calm
00:21:46 - C6 - Molten & Aniball - I have to stay myself
00:26:06 - C7 - Jeztik & Molten - How long can I go on
00:29:48 - C8 - ZenyX - Repressing the misery inside
00:34:00 - C9 - Momentumofbruh & Aniball - Even nostalgia has lost its appeal
00:37:48 - C10 - NAMELESS ONE - I'll remember you now
1963-1964
00:42:27 - D1 - Molten - For as long as I live
00:48:13 - D2 - Aniball - Let me see them just one more time
00:51:51 - D3 - The Desolate & SVR - I’ll always love you
00:54:59 - D4 - Molten - Letting the emptiness win
00:59:37 - D5 - Molten & Eccojams - Sorrow overflows
01:03:50 - D6 - VSV - A sudden updraft
01:08:17 - D7 - Aniball - Lookback at the golden years
01:12:18 - D8 - Aniball - The storm awaits
01:15:16 - D9 - The Tunemaker & Aniball - Life begins to crumble
01:19:20 - D10 - Molten & PXTSERYU - Only the wind is wailing
01:22:56 - D11 - ZenyX & Jeztik - I will die twice
01:26:36 - D12 - Molten & 1583637 - The color drains from life
01:30:11 - D13 - Jammer - A lonely melody lingers on
01:32:59 - D14 - Molten & PXTSERYU - Downpour
=Credits=
Artwork:
"knoccircase" - PhiSigma, 2022 (Side C)
"kymavekii peola sväkensi" - PhiSigma, 2022 (Side D)
The rest of the manager team and everyone else who contributed.
eomtcord: discord.gg/5YqP8srwEn
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/nostalgic-memories-in-a-fading-universe-year-7-reinterpreted
THIS IS MEANT TO REPLACE AND DEGRADE THE ORIGINAL, GOD I HATE IT SO MUCH.
Nostalgic Memories in a Fading Universe is a more ambitious take on the concept of Everywhere in My Mind, which was using samples personal to the creator. This reinterpreted version of the project's 7th year is meant to take a much more original approach to clinical stage 6, while also improving on some parts of the original year 7.
"By the seventh year, the last remnants of memory are nearly snuffed out. The patient needs assistance in doing the most basic of tasks and everything is new to them. With this, they experience sudden changes in their mood, often lashing out in anger. Degradation perpetually deepens into the eighth year, with even the names of those held close finally slipping away."
CURRENT STAGE: CLINICAL STAGE SIX (EATEOT STAGE 5)
YEARS REMAINING: 1
Track list:
00:00:00 - Q1 intro
00:00:33 - R1 - Various - Reversal Period I
00:25:53 - R2 - Various - Reversal Period II
00:47:54 - S1 - Various - Shifting emotions
01:05:35 - T1 - Various - Reversal Period III
01:30:13 - U1 - Various - Anarchia
01:58:32 - U2 - Various - Figure
Credits:
R1: Context Switch, Fishy, Molten (The Crafter), OntoTheOceanside, The Shattered Sky, The Messenger, Superkirby, 1583637, Telkar Corianders, Cetiblue, Ben's Fractals, Shocker, Alba Momo, Jeztik, The Friendly Stranger, & Small Man
R2: Alba Momo, Small Man, OntoTheOceanside, The Messenger, SingNO2, Molten (The Crafter), The Whatever, Ben's Fractals, The Friendly Stranger, The Shattered Sky, Retrograde (Magnus Clyde), Fading, & Shocker
S1: Retrograde (Magnus Clyde), The Desolate, NAMELESS ONE, The Shattered Sky, Ben's Fractals, 1583637, Brasileiro, & Molten (The Crafter)
T1: Bluesquare, OntoTheOceanside, Molten (The Crafter), Zrofone, Brasileiro, The Shattered Sky, Shocker, Fading, 1583637, & The Monominee Station
U1: 1583637, Molten (The Crafter), Aniball, Rasarisal, OntoTheOceanside, Brasileiro, Rune, The Monominee Station, Alba Momo, The Cerebellum, & The Shattered Sky
U2: The Friendly Stranger, The Shattered Sky, Molten (The Crafter), Cinnimin, Rune, Retrograde (Magnus Clyde), Fading, 1583637, Bluesquare, Alba Momo, & OntoTheOceanside
"unwhitara homeph blizatestlovisairson (ceaseless agony recursion)" by PhiSigma
"demosalized insconisugavolvenors (bands played on)" by PhiSigma
Description rewritten by Rasarisal and Fading
trailer video by @BradyAus and trailer audio by NeverAlwaysAverage
Main Discord (Can sub here too): discord.gg/NvtA8GArf2
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
This is the final version of Part 1. Part 2 and 3 will follow later this week.
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years is a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, aiming to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album follows a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grapple with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
"The grand years slowly start to draw to an end as plaque buildup begins. Confusion is almost non-existent - drifting thoughts are mistaken as daydreams as fond recollections of years past flow through the mind. The patient is as peace - having lived a fulfilled life full of wonderful experiences.
Later on, more recognizable indicators begin to show. They begin with forgetting to lock the door, or neglecting a crucial part of your daily routine. These warning signs are ignored as the normality of old age, and are invisible to both clinicians and family alike…until these symptoms slowly begin to worsen."
Time stamps:
1958-1960
00:00:00 - A1 - Molten - The color of the whole world altered
00:03:48 - A2 - ArtOfLemons - Living in a kind of daydream
00:06:09 - A3 - Jeztik - Watching every last falling star
00:09:42 - A4 - Aniball - Dreams enfold you
00:12:36 - A5 - Aniball - On the tip of my tongue
00:16:17 - A6 - The Cerebellum - The night we met
00:18:56 - A7 - Molten - I’ll always feel just the same
00:22:29 - A8 - Molten - Your love always shone like a lighthouse to me
00:25:32 - A9 - Aniball - Sunshine in the rain
00:28:49 - A10 - Eccojams - Time marches forward
1961, JAN-JUN
00:32:23 - B1 - Molten - For a brief moment it all felt distant
00:35:11 - B2 - 1583637 - An ominous consideration
00:37:22 - B3 - Aniball - Golden years
00:39:18 - B4 - Skypiez & PXTSERYU - A cherished recollection to remember forever
JUL 1961 - MAY 1962
00:42:00 - B5 - Molten - The slightest sense of perplexion
00:44:57 - B6 - Molten - Drifting out of the daydream
00:48:22 - B7 - Aniball & ArtOfLemons - Onset of an unsettling truth
00:51:58 - B8 - Molten - Every rose reminds me of your beauty
00:54:20 - B9 - Eccojams - Something’s missing that should be here
00:57:22 - B10 - Aniball - We’ll face the music together
=Credits=
Artwork:
"another daydream" - PhiSigma, 2022 (Side A)
"phommato gransforted" - PhiSigma, 2022 (Side B)
The rest of the manager team for providing feedback and assisting me in mastering tracks.
had this finished since around July of this year, so glad I can finally release this :)
the rest of M5 will recieve a sample guide sometime in the future. the process of making these (for me) takes a long time.
EOMT Discord: discord.gg/W4PrNcgqRN
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
CURRENT STAGE: Clinical Stage 5 (EATEOT Stage 4)
"The fifth movement is a complete pitfall into confusions and delirium. Our protagonist makes efforts to cling onto reality, coherency and activity, but to no avail. These attempts almost always result with nothing to show for, only rarely can calm appear. Slow progression towards the next movement is steadily made. Mental reversal begins here, marking a point of no return. We exist, but we do not live. We are inactive as time goes on. We remain, wandering."
Track list:
00:00:00 - 79 - Know hell
00:07:10 - 80 - Dissociation I
00:17:44 - 81 - Dissociation II
00:26:47 - 82 - Agnosia Agony
00:45:09 - 83 - Swimming in circles
01:00:29 - 84 - Isolation III
01:04:03 - 85 - Dissociation III
01:14:00 - 86 - Subconscious Delirium
==Credits==
Visuals by BradyAUS, I can't thank him enough for making them.
Artwork:
"above the dusty winds" by PhiSigma
"street ahjmemo 71 30k plural 6" by PIFEIGENBAUM
Tracks:
79: (Solo work)
80: Fading, Molten & REVERIE
81: (Solo work)
82: (Solo work)
83: Molten, Fading, REVERIE
84: (Solo work)
85: (Solo work)
86: Molten & REVERIE
Sampled Artists:
Sophie Sanina, C418, Toby Fox, Alex Kister, Cinnimin, Prowler, Sewerslvt, Burial, Martin Walls, Boards of Canada, Squimpus Mcgrimpus, Pedro Silva, Bert Kaempfert, King Crimson, Gas, Tim Hecker, Tally Hall, SAINT PEPSI, Peter Bjorn & John, Nine Inch Nails, Keiichi Suzuki, Hirokazu Tanaka, Pearl Jam, Rousseau, OK Go, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, The Caretakers (Jordan Keuring, Aniball), Cristobal Tapia De Veer, ミラクルミュージカル, Forever///永遠に, Mafumafu, Buddy Cole, Tim de Man, Manaka Kataoka, Hajime Wakai, Yasuaki Iwata, the Meatly, Ray Gould, The Gayakas, Walt Ribeiro, Nightmargin, SuriOokami, Yuki Kajirua, Tyler, The Creator, Layton & Johnstone, Aphex Twin, Jesse Crawford, Team Radiance, Andreas Rönnberg, A Silver Mt. Zion, The Claypool Lennon Delirium, Casino Versus Japan, Jhove, Symphony Of Dreams (pot8o, 1583637, PXTSERYU, Skypiez), David Szymanski, Scott Lloyd Shelly, and Lena Raine
Main Discord (Can sub here too): discord.gg/NvtA8GArf2
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/grandiose-recollections-beautiful-years
Grandiose Recollections and Beautiful Years is a fan-made remake of Dante Timberwolf’s “All The Grand Memories Of All The Lovely Years”, with elements of Vanpassinby's Everywhere In A Different Universe, aiming to pay homage to the original while refining the original’s execution, concepts, and tracks. The album follows a married individual born in the late 19th/early 20th century, as they grapple with Alzheimer’s Disease and its encroachment on the mind.
"Here we slip into a state of total delirium. Awareness of oneself and the outside world is rare, and obscured when present. Thick brain fog settles in and encompasses us, slowly destroying the mind as recollections are fragmented repeatedly, scattered about and flowing together. The mind's broken state may occasionally give way to a dissociative bliss, emblematic of rotting cognition.
The patient can no longer live by themselves, needing a caregiver to help with basic daily tasks. They may get abnormally frustrated at their failing mental state, prompting outbursts. These slowly regress and become more internal as agnosia worsens and furthers the rift between the real world and their mind."
Track list:
JUN 1966-DEC 1966
00:00:00 - J1 - Various - Pure anosognosia
JAN 1967-APRIL 1967
00:12:23 - J2 - Various - Fragmentations
00:27:27 - J3 - Various - Overwhelming apraxia
MAY 1967-NOV 1967
00:39:28 - K1 - Various - Sudden shifts in mood
00:54:30 - K2 - Various - Dissonant mental collapses
DEC 1967-FEB 1968
01:14:47 - L1 - Various - Built up frustrations release
01:30:24 - M1 - Various - Cortical decay
==Credits==
Artwork:
"straellievat kapelakev besilklayety" by PhiSigma
"corpus centrum" by PhiSigma
"mind ablaze" by PhiSigma
"infernal bindings of sol" by PhiSigma
Tracks:
J1: Fading, Ben's Fractals, Anonymous, Molten, Coop, The Desolate, & ETOT
J2: The Friendly Stranger, Molten, The Cerebellum, Paintball, Eccojams vol2, Jeztik, Blazepug, NAMELESS ONE, Small Man, & Aniball
J3: Jeztik, Blazepug, MissMagenta, Molten, REVERIE, cbgbgbcgbg, & Fading
K1: The Friendly Stranger, MissMagenta, Small Man, The Desolate, Ortherner, Retrograde, Eccojams vol2, Anonymous, Jeztik, & The Cerebellum
K2: The Cerebellum, Molten, MissMagenta, The Desolate, The Tunemaker, & Retrograde
L1: The Tunemaker, Molten, MissMagenta, Ortherner, & Fading
M1: ZenyX, The Tunemaker, MissMagenta, Molten, Fading, & Coop
Additional:
Special thanks to ZenyX and Turlz for helping me finish this part.
This mix was originally intended for memoryfest 2023, but I'm likely never getting in so I've decided to repurpose this for the second anniversary of the original eimm.
A lot of layers from this will re-appear in eomt. This serves as a taste of some of the sounds you will hear in eomt's later movements.
Artwork made by myself, title made by REVERIE.
EOMT Discord: discord.gg/W4PrNcgqRN
Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
CURRENT STAGES
First half: Late Clinical Stage 4 (EATEOT Stage 3)
Second half: Early Clinical Stage 5 (EATEOT Stage 4)
Spiral. Loop. Wind loop. No direction. Showers. Harbor. Shoreline. No midpoint. Stars. Road.
Track list:
00:00:00 - 58 - The lighthouse
00:05:21 - 59 - Transmission I
00:05:42 - 60 - Shorelines
00:08:42 - 61 - Blinded
00:11:58 - 62 - Again and again
00:13:51 - 63 - Transmission II/Clock Drawings III
00:16:20 - 64 - Winter lamppost
00:19:07 - 65 - And where are you now?
00:21:12 - 66 - Mind incarnate
00:22:55 - 67 - Wind loop
00:25:32 - 68 - Isolation II
00:28:48 - 69 - Transmission III
00:30:51 - 70 - Arid sea
00:37:16 - 71 - Windows
00:40:00 - 72 - The hourglass
00:43:00 - 73 - Home
00:46:26 - 74 - Sleep
00:51:15 - 75 - Again (Enclosed)
00:54:33 - 76 - Wreathed
01:00:06 - 77 - Transmission IV/Clock Drawings IV
01:02:36 - 78 - Spiral
Credits:
"It's over" by NosiaDeli
"nowhere mind ochatetwinolograch" by PhiSigma
Alba Momo for making track 72
Aniball for making a layer in track 76
Godspeed You! Black Emperor (Sampled artist)
Sweet Trip (Sampled artist)
Alex Kister (Sampled artist)
King Crimson (Sampled artist)
Forever///永遠に (Sampled artist)
Casino Versus Japan (Sampled artist)
Boards of Canada (Sampled artist)
Peter Bjorn & John (Sampled artists)
Amanda Dresch (Sampled artist)
Toby Fox (Sampled artist)
C418 (Sampled artist)
Jack Stauber (Sampled artist)
øneheart & reidenshi (Sampled artists)
Alan Silvestri (Sampled artist)
_ Boisvert (Sampled artist)
Tim Hecker (Sampled artist)
Pedro Silva (Sampled artist)
The Caretakers (Turlz & Jordan Keuring) (Sampled artists)
Cristobal Tapia De Veer (Sampled artist)
fact: this is my favourite section from part 5
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"it's over" by NosiaDeli
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CURRENT STAGES
Part 1: Late Clinical Stage 3 (EATEOT Stage 2)
Part 2: Early Clinical Stage 4 (EATEOT Stage 3)
Part 3: Mid Clinical Stage 4 (EATEOT Stage 3)
The third movement shows us a further descent into fear, confusion, and isolation. Slipping becomes more and more common until it is the norm for the subject.
Track list:
00:00:00 - 34 - Clock Drawings II
00:02:52 - 35 - Flower field (Mind's remedy)
00:06:46 - 36 - Messages
00:11:25 - 37 - Can you hear me hiding?
00:13:35 - 38 - In my garden
00:17:26 - 39 - Futile
00:18:18 - 40 - Through shadows I lay
00:20:25 - 41 - Perplexions conceal me
00:22:43 - 42 - Overcast warning
00:24:25 - 43 - Blackout
00:26:58 - 44 - Made up of the wind
00:30:53 - 45 - Isolation I
00:38:03 - 46 - The streets will guide me
00:39:25 - 47 - Wind call
00:42:06 - 48 - Colors of the lake
00:44:58 - 49 - Echo the sea
00:46:15 - 50 - Tidal static
00:49:15 - 51 - Wave
00:50:44 - 52 - Off the pier
00:54:01 - 53 - Picture book
00:56:27 - 54 - Days closing chimes
01:00:11 - 55 - Trail dust fire
01:00:48 - 56 - Lookback
01:04:36 - 57 - The other side
Credits:
"hang from hooks" by NosiaDeli and Jenosis
"in the final hours of light" by PhiSigma
"into the cold shadow of now; nexus of worlds" by PhiSigma
Departure, REVERIE, Zrofone, and Turlz for feedback
Zrofone for track titles
REVERIE for making the last half of track 45
Fading for track 50
Retrograde for track 51
Aniball for track 56 and 57
Tim Hecker (Sampled artist)
Casino Versus Japan (Sampled artist)
Aphex Twin (Sampled artist)
Sewerslvt (Sampled artist)
Tally Hall (Sampled artist)
Pedro Silva (Sampled artist)
Martin Walls (Sampled artist)
Godspeed You! Black Emperor (Sampled artist)
King Crimson (Sampled artist)
C418 (Sampled artist)
Whitewoods (Sampled artist)
Alan Silvestri (Sampled artist)
Boards of Canada (Sampled artist)
"dream sanctum" by phisigma
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Main Discord: discord.gg/sfG7AVdSkQ
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CURRENT STAGE: Clinical Stage 3 (EATEOT Stage 2)
In this movement, we are shown the realization that something is wrong. As a result, a desperate attempt is made to hold onto moments before they slip from remembrance. Periods of 'slipping' start to become more reoccurring due to this.
Track list:
00:00:00 - 19 - Delta
00:03:48 - 20 - Oceans of dread
00:07:28 - 21 - I didn't want this
00:11:15 - 22 - Clock Drawings I
00:14:23 - 23 - You can't go back
00:17:18 - 24 - Cold, lonely world
00:20:28 - 25 - Mourning hours
00:23:44 - 26 - Fleeting sense of familiarity
00:28:30 - 27 - Happy days engulfed by hopelessness
00:32:24 - 28 - When we departed
00:36:13 - 29 - My soul wanted to die
00:39:41 - 30 - I know what awaits me
00:45:04 - 31 - No place left to run
00:49:06 - 32 - I can't stop what has begun
00:52:30 - 33 - Outpouring
Credits:
"manalor" by Rasarisal
"Sunken Beyond Doom and Gloom" by The Holist with edits by Molten
Track 20 made by Retrograde
Sampled artists:
Pedro Silva, Kikkiyama, Jay Vincent, Mike Kramer, Casino Versus Japan, C418, Cristobal Tapia De Veer, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Grouper, Nine Inch Nails, A Silver Mt. Zion, & Forever///永遠に
Discord: discord.gg/Ry5HMZsy3S
Bandcamp: molten546.bandcamp.com/album/edge-of-my-thoughts
CURRENT STAGES
First half: Clinical Stage 1
Second half: Clinical Stage 2 (EATEOT Stage 1)
In the first half of this movement, we are presented with nearly perfect memory of the past and the present. Our protagonist is completely unaffected in this half. The second half is where we start to see the signs of something being off. Words are forgotten before they are spoken, objects begin to be where they shouldn't, and focus begins to struggle. This is the start of a long, long decline.
Track list:
00:00:00 - 01 - Starting to fade away
00:03:10 - 02 - Where are we now
00:06:00 - 03 - The happiest days of my life
00:09:28 - 04 - As the lights shine above
00:13:01 - 05 - Always by my side
00:15:49 - 06 - Melody of a forgotten world
00:19:46 - 07 - With them again
00:23:09 - 08 - Into our eyes
00:26:59 - 09 - Caught between their voices
00:30:41 - 10 - Long I've lived and highly I've flown
00:34:41 - 11 - Under the stars
00:38:17 - 12 - Electrify my heart
00:41:07 - 13 - Minimal drop in quality
00:43:43 - 14 - Words all carried away
00:47:14 - 15 - Blurring lines
00:50:33 - 16 - World lost to time
00:53:17 - 17 - It's not happening to me
00:56:11 - 18 - I will press forward
Credits:
"ebt-a" by PhiSigma
"bellthing" by The Holist
Video editing by BradyAUS
Feedback provided by REVERIE, Turlz, BradyAUS, Retrograde, and Kristopher Kaedlus (Ortherner).
The Claypool Lennon Delirium (Sampled artist)
C418 (Sampled artist)
Pedro Silva (Sampled artist)
King Crimson (Sampled artist)
Daft Punk (Sampled artist)
Pink Floyd (Sampled artist)
Toru Minegishi (Sampled artist)
Jack Stauber (Sampled artist)
Tyler, The Creator (Sampled artist)
Alan Silvestri (Sampled artist)


