grandson
grandson: Despicable [XYZERØ Remix]
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Directed: Brandon Espeleta, Jordan Benjamin
Camera 1: Brandon Espeleta
Camera 2: Isha Shah
Edited: Pierce Pyrzenski
Colored: Quinton Brogran
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LYRICS
Mother was the life of the party
Bottle of white wine for dinner
Father had a little box with a razor blade
To cut up a painkiller
Sister had an eating disorder
All of her clothes didn't fit her anymore
And I made a best friend
Out of the skeleton in the closet
I figured
"Oh, hey, maybe just ignore it, it'll go away
Keep it in the family for today"
Everybody knows
Everybody knows somebody with something to hide
Everybody knows somebody with something to hide
Sister headed out on a Friday
Blacking out, she wouldn't remember
Grandma wouldn't hurt a fly
But back in her day, oh, she had a bad temper
I was getting high in the bathroom
Dark thoughts, I was flirting with surrender evermore
And I made a best friend out of the elephant that's in the room
'Cause I figured
"Oh, hey, maybe just ignore it, it'll go away
Keep it in the family for today"
Everybody knows
Everybody knows somebody with something to hide
Everybody knows somebody with something to hide
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LYRICS
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
Yeah
Another moment passed
look at how
We’ve all grown up fast
Think about it and I get whiplash
Think about it and I get whiplash
Keep moving
don’t know what towards
Not the same as it was before
Dunno how I’m gonna take much more
Dunno how I’m gonna take much more
I Made you cry
Hang up quick because I hate goodbye
Chasing what’s on the other side
Chasing what’s on the other side
Maybe someday this will all make sense
But for now
But for now
I Don’t know
why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
You ask
why I’m running
I’ve got
nothing to say
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
This life ain’t fair
And It’s more fun to be unaware
For Tomorrow I’m not prepared
For tomorrow I’m not prepared
I don’t learn
Repeat the habit it just don’t work
Trust the feeling I still get burned
Trust the feeling I still get burned
So I run
I can’t face that I’ve come undone
But I’ll be back with the setting sun
I’ll be back with the setting Sun
Maybe someday
This will all make sense
But for now
Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
You ask
why I’m running
I’ve got
nothing to say
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #halfmyheart
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LYRICS
If not now when?
What’s it gonna take it just won’t end
I need a savior but if not me who
Will this ever be enough oh ooo
What’s a dead end to a dead man walking
i feel fucking awesome
Hitting that wall everything’s exhausting
I don’t have a problem
Not new to this no I’ve been here often
If I don’t stop then I’ll end up in a
How many last chances will I get?
How many times can I let you down with regret?
How much can I ask for
Til you walk out that door
Speak now or hold your breath
Yeah
if not now when?
What’s it gonna take it just won’t end
I need a savior but if not me who
Will this ever be enough oh ooo
Will this ever be enough
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Will this ever be enough?
It’s about time for a quarter life crisis
Everything’s fine I like this
Stuck inside cuz I’m sick with the virus
Never been better it’s priceless
We been brain washed Civil war is arriving
Ain’t no stress I’m thriving
I know I need help but instead I’m
How many last chances will I get?
How many times can I let you down with regret?
How much can I ask for
Til you walk out that door
Speak now or hold your breath
Yeah
if not now when?
What’s it gonna take it just won’t end
I need a savior but if not me who
Will this ever be enough oh ooo
Will this ever be enough
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Will this ever be enough?
Lies!
(Fuck it)
My life’s falling apart
But I love it
No I should face it
But I’m running
Dont like who I’m becoming
I give in
Drop the disguise
Cuz Who am I kidding?
I need to switch up
the life I’m living
So I’m back at the beginning
Back at bat another inning
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Will this ever be enough?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Will this ever be enough?
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #enough
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LYRICS
Step one gotta find a way to get the fuck out of bed
Step two gotta find a way to get the fuck out my head
Step three gotta wake up do this over again
Every day
Every night
I would trade in a
How the hell is everyone on autopilot
They Make it look so easy but the closer I get
The more I feel like I could scream and start A riot
I’m In dismay
I’m Not alright
Hate to say but
If i could switch
On the count of three
I would do it but I am
Stuck here with me
Oh I Wish there was someone
Else I could be
I would do it but I am
Stuck here with me
Spent spring in the worst depression of my whole life
Spent summer in a cloud of smoke way up with the kites
I became a version of myself I don’t like
Winter fall
I would trade in a heartbeat
Through the screen I’m watching everybody I grew up with move on
On the stage I black out forget the words to all of my own songs
In the corner feeling like I just don’t belong
No way out
In a daze
Hate to say but
If i could switch
On the count of three
I would do it but I am
Stuck here with me
Oh I Wish there was someone
Else I could be
I would do it but I am
Stuck here with me
Beautiful people
Living in the palm of my hand
They make it look easy
Tell me why I can’t understand
Stuck here with me
Stuck here with me
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #StuckHereWithMe
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LYRICS
I will be here when you’re ready to wake up
I will be here when you’re ready to wake up
When you’re ready to wake up
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #ilyit
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LYRICS
I Keep letting you down
There’s no denying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I said it gets better
We both know I’m lying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I love you, I’m Trying
Another day another time zone
No sleep
In the morning catch a plane for the flight home
missed calls come with misunderstandings
Plane crash when we hit sudden landings
This is my limit
Made this bed I guess that we lie in it
The side that I hide has made a surprise visit
The luck ran out
I can’t help it
I Keep letting you down
There’s no denying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I said it gets better
We both know I’m lying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I been on the road doing shows for like 6 months
Dealer at the door tell me it’s only a quick bump
Groupie at the tour and I didn’t let her hit once
Says it isn’t cheating if I only get my dick sucked
I ain’t gonna throw this shit away for a quick fuck
Selling out my fanbase trynna make a quick buck
If I only had one call would you pick up?
I Keep letting you down
There’s no denying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I said it gets better
We both know I’m lying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
I love you I’m trying
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #ilyit
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LYRICS
2017
The First time you messaged me
First fan I ever had
Put me on when you were sad
Said you hated growing up
But You were sure that I’d blow up
Shared my songs with all your friends
I could barely pay the rent
Singing to an empty room
I knew what I meant to you
You Got the Xs tattooed
Reminding me I have you
Never got to thank you
So thank you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
2021
Told me that you’ve come undone
Lost your job and lost your dad
Your biggest fan Hes all you had
X’s covered up with scars
On your arm from self harm
Message me I don’t reply
Wish I knew it was goodbye
Singing to a crowded room
Saved a seat I look for you
I made it to youre hometown
guess I’m on my own now
Wish I could have saved you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
This is dedicated
If you put me on your playlist
If you showed up to the stages
If I never get to say this
I’m proud of you
For all the shit that’s drowning you
All the noise surrounding you
Hope you find what I found in you
I hope that you grow old with me
And we turn up til we’re seventy
And you play me at your wedding
And you never leave if you ever need
Anything and I don’t pick up well you still got a friend in me
Wish I said all that to heather
Now I just hope she rests in peace
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #heather
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LYRICS
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
I just wanna be a
rockstar
With a million people following
Need you to like me
So I keep bottling
Bad thoughts swallowing
Pills and still wallowing
Thrills feel hollow
Obsessed with success
made a next up list got a song going viral
I’m backstage at a show with my rival
But I’m a phony I’m a psycho
My Ego follows me wherever I go
Sign the dotted line on the contract
Half a million advance giving me a chance
And I want it so bad it takes all control of me
Nobody from back in the day can get a hold of me
Now
Mom and dad totally proud
I Come home to toronto it’s a sold out crowd
Wow
But there ain’t nobody showing me how
When you’re this high up it’s a long way down
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
Second song flops get dropped thought that I was on top now i watch as all of these kids pass me
He’s more young he’s more handsome
I get mad I through tantrums
i was the man last week!
The algorithm is against me
My content ain’t getting seen it upsets me
“Didn’t you know all of this pop punk sells?”
I wanna unload all of these shot gun shells!
if Sean Evans doesn’t let me onto hot ones
Imma give him hell
Kill him and kill myself
I don’t know how to heal myself
Shit I don’t even know if I’m still myself
YUNGBLUD and MGK they better give me a feature
Or they’ll be coming with me to the reaper!!
Travis, you didn’t share the song neither
Thought I was in the game I was sitting in the bleachers
Well, I’m sick of being underrated
I’d rather be the one that faded
I’m the best of a generation
Guess I gotta die to get my celebration
Cuz I’m sick of this pretend alternative
Don’t care if I offend conservatives
This the rock album of the year I’m sure of it
So why the fuck hasn’t anybody heard of it
sad to reflect on the lack of respect that I have for the things that I have I’m a wreck
And it ain’t gonna change for a bag or a cheque
The hole in my soul keeps wracking up a debt
Its Too late for me shoulda learned earlier
Mom gotta bury her son she’s such a worrier
Send a message to my fans direct courier
Tune in live for suicide I’m a murderer
I got sunshine when you’re near
All my problems disappear
When you’re gone I’m back to blue
Tell me what’s the point of living
In a world so unforgiving
What’s the point of living without you?
It was a mid summers day, raining steadily
When the came to reclaim the disgraced celebrity
Toxicology found medicated heavily
OxyContin and weed, cocaine amphetamines
Friends and family horrified
But online he was glorified
With More plays on his Spotify
Some even thought that he was still alive
Couple copycat suicides that was ill advised
We ignored his cries and pleas
Until we posted his RIPs
It’s ironic
Cuz that attention, he got high for it
To live forever he had to die for it
Or so he thought, cuz a couple of months go on
Forgotten for the new kid in town, so forth so on
Another sob story when a star can’t handle it
lost angel fallen in Los Angeles
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #murderer
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LYRICS
I was thinking
About that day last summer
We were
Like little children at play
Standing in the pouring rain
Watching the sun go down
From the top of a lonely hill
With the world all around
That was the day your heart was mine
And we two stood as one in time
Just two along their way
I Love You, I’m Trying
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #TwoAlongTheirWay
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LYRICS
Tried medication and therapy
They only seem to help Temporarily
Only one thing takes care of me
Self sabotage only way to find clarity
Baby
I know that I been acting strange lately
Maybe
Im not crazy as what it may seem
If you with me Step right up
pop one light up
For the ones that are just like us
We are not alone
Can you keep a secret?
Cuz you never know
When the bomb goes
We are not alone
Can you keep a secret?
Cuz you never know
When the bomb goes
Yeah
It’s An army of lost souls
Stuck in the pot holes
Live at the cross roads
Walking on hot coals
Cuz we were not told
Pyrite is not gold
We can’t be Bought sold
Let’s lock load
On the Inside felt like an outcast
Was Ready to give up and deep down started to doubt that
If I spoke too loud my voice might crack
Shout into the void and the void shouts back
We are not alone
Can you keep a secret?
Cuz you never know
When the bomb goes
We are not alone
Can you keep a secret?
Cuz you never know
When the bomb goes
I’m isolated and overstimulated at the same time
Struggling to make sense of these thoughts trapped in my mind
It’s all coming to a head in my head I could explode
I’m running out of options
And then the bomb goes
When the bomb goes
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #whenthebombgoes
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LYRICS
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
Yeah
Another moment passed
look at how
We’ve all grown up fast
Think about it and I get whiplash
Think about it and I get whiplash
Keep moving
don’t know what towards
Not the same as it was before
Dunno how I’m gonna take much more
Dunno how I’m gonna take much more
I Made you cry
Hang up quick because I hate goodbye
Chasing what’s on the other side
Chasing what’s on the other side
Maybe someday this will all make sense
But for now
But for now
I Don’t know
why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
You ask
why I’m running
I’ve got
nothing to say
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
This life ain’t fair
And It’s more fun to be unaware
For Tomorrow I’m not prepared
For tomorrow I’m not prepared
I don’t learn
Repeat the habit it just don’t work
Trust the feeling I still get burned
Trust the feeling I still get burned
So I run
I can’t face that I’ve come undone
But I’ll be back with the setting sun
I’ll be back with the setting Sun
Maybe someday
This will all make sense
But for now
Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Take a good thing
Throw it away
And I end up Back at the start
With half of my heart
You ask
why I’m running
I’ve got
nothing to say
I Don’t know why I’m running away
If I end up back at the start
With half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
Half half of my heart
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #halfmyheart
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LYRICS
Hopscotch
On the sidewalk
Dodging landmines
Next to the
Zombie
On the corner
Who got cast out
Forgotten
Life is cruel and unforgiving
I swore
To look out for
All the darkness
inside me
I will
not fall in I’ll
Close my eyes cause
I know that
This won’t end so I’ll pretend that
DRONES UP IN THE SKY
LOOK LIKE PAPER KITES
BOMBS LIGHT UP THE NIGHT
BURN LIKE FIREFLIES
TELL ME ONE GOOD LIE
SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT
HURT ME ONE MORE TIME
I WANNA FEEL ALIVE
Tragedy
I’m caught up in a fantasy
Temptation wanna dance with me
The devil really wanna cancel me
I gotta be the man you see
To take care of my family
I swear I never wanna
Let them down
People really wanna
Cut me out
I’ve come too far to give in now
And I don’t wanna hit the ground
Imagination is all I got now
God don’t let me grow up quick
Cuz It’s a trap I know that shit
Yeah I know that
This won’t end
So I’ll pretend that
DRONES UP IN THE SKY
LOOK LIKE PAPER KITES
BOMBS LIGHT UP THE NIGHT
BURN LIKE FIREFLIES
TELL ME ONE GOOD LIE
SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT
HURT ME ONE MORE TIME
I WANNA FEEL ALIVE
I wanna feel alive
Drones up in the sky
Bombs light up the night
Tell me one good lie
Hurt me one more time
I wanna feel alive
#grandson #drones #iloveyouimtrying
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LYRICS
Hopscotch
On the sidewalk
Dodging landmines
Next to the
Zombie
On the corner
Who got cast out
Forgotten
Life is cruel and unforgiving
I swore
To look out for
All the darkness
inside me
I will
not fall in I’ll
Close my eyes cause
I know that
This won’t end so I’ll pretend that
DRONES UP IN THE SKY
LOOK LIKE PAPER KITES
BOMBS LIGHT UP THE NIGHT
BURN LIKE FIREFLIES
TELL ME ONE GOOD LIE
SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT
HURT ME ONE MORE TIME
I WANNA FEEL ALIVE
Tragedy
I’m caught up in a fantasy
Temptation wanna dance with me
The devil really wanna cancel me
I gotta be the man you see
To take care of my family
I swear I never wanna
Let them down
People really wanna
Cut me out
I’ve come too far to give in now
And I don’t wanna hit the ground
Imagination is all I got now
God don’t let me grow up quick
Cuz It’s a trap I know that shit
Yeah I know that
This won’t end
So I’ll pretend that
DRONES UP IN THE SKY
LOOK LIKE PAPER KITES
BOMBS LIGHT UP THE NIGHT
BURN LIKE FIREFLIES
TELL ME ONE GOOD LIE
SO I CAN SLEEP AT NIGHT
HURT ME ONE MORE TIME
I WANNA FEEL ALIVE
I wanna feel alive
Drones up in the sky
Bombs light up the night
Tell me one good lie
Hurt me one more time
I wanna feel alive
#grandson #drones #iloveyouimtrying
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LYRICS
Do I exist if I don’t exist on the internet?
How can I relax? The end is imminent
12 shots fired on a man that’s innocent
Growing up ain’t like how I pictured it
The guinea pig generation
For social media stimulation
I can’t even hold conversation
We got adhd and anxiety
If you get too high come hang glide with me
Everyday the headline seems worse
We’re going down I just hope that we land feet first
I can feel winter setting in after the fall
I’m not sure that anything matters at all
This the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
I contemplated suicide in that days inn
I Can’t promise I won’t think it again
Little grandson just broke out of his play pen
If you want it all why you halfway in?
Rest In Peace to my positivity
All it’s given me
Is false hope
I thought bitterly
Shots hitting me
It’s all fake
Made it to the lions den
And found out it’s all snakes
Everybody wants a hot take
Well here’s one, I hear that shit
I think about death I don’t fear that shit
I’m Cinderella right after the ball
I’m not sure that anything matters at all
This the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
#grandson #eulogy #fueledbyramen
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LYRICS
Do I exist if I don’t exist on the internet?
How can I relax? The end is imminent
12 shots fired on a man that’s innocent
Growing up ain’t like how I pictured it
The guinea pig generation
For social media stimulation
I can’t even hold conversation
We got adhd and anxiety
If you get too high come hang glide with me
Everyday the headline seems worse
We’re going down I just hope that we land feet first
I can feel winter setting in after the fall
I’m not sure that anything matters at all
This the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
I contemplated suicide in that days inn
I Can’t promise I won’t think it again
Little grandson just broke out of his play pen
If you want it all why you halfway in?
Rest In Peace to my positivity
All it’s given me
Is false hope
I thought bitterly
Shots hitting me
It’s all fake
Made it to the lions den
And found out it’s all snakes
Everybody wants a hot take
Well here’s one, I hear that shit
I think about death I don’t fear that shit
I’m Cinderella right after the ball
I’m not sure that anything matters at all
This the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
For you and me
Might be my only opportunity
If you wake up and I’m gone
I just hope you sing along
To the eulogy
#grandson #eulogy #fueledbyramen
Directed & Edited by Anthony Tran
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"In 2020, as the COVID-19 pandemic raged on and kept us locked in our homes, I brought the band together to perform a secret set in front of a small video and audio crew.
It was a single day performance of my debut album “death of an optimist” in chronological order, for the only time ever.
Certain songs were edited out due to time constraints on the project.
As the DOAO era comes to a close, I wanted to air the performance on YouTube, as a thank you to everyone listening to the album and returning to live music.
Thank you.
This is part 3 of that performance."
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"In 2020, as the COVID-19 pandemic raged on and kept us locked in our homes, I brought the band together to perform a secret set in front of a small video and audio crew.
It was a single day performance of my debut album “death of an optimist” in chronological order, for the only time ever.
Certain songs were edited out due to time constraints on the project.
As the DOAO era comes to a close, I wanted to air the performance on YouTube, as a thank you to everyone listening to the album and returning to live music.
Thank you.
This is part 2 of that performance."
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#grandson #DOAO #DeathOfAnOptimist
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"In 2020, as the COVID-19 pandemic raged on and kept us locked in our homes, I brought the band together to perform a secret set in front of a small video and audio crew.
It was a single day performance of my debut album “death of an optimist” in chronological order, for the only time ever.
Certain songs were edited out due to time constraints on the project.
As the DOAO era comes to a close, I wanted to air the performance on YouTube, as a thank you to everyone listening to the album and returning to live music.
Thank you.
This is part 1 of that performance."
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#grandson #DOAO #DeathOfAnOptimist
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Credits:
Director: Andrew Sandler
EP’s: Andrew Sandler, Connor Gould
Producer: Abi Perl
Concept: Andrew Sandler & Morgan Freed
Production Supervisor: Alisha Tallarico
DP: Brian Beckwith
1st AD: Izzy Hameed
2nd AD: Nate Negron
1st AC: Dima Shorin
2nd AC: Garrett Hoffman
Gaffer: Jordan Brodie
Key Grip: Bevis Tran
BBG: Sergio Nava
BBE: Ryan Silver
Grip/Swing: Rob Padilla
PD: Francesca Maldonado
Art Director: Perry Powell
Set Dec: Bradley Dickinson
HMU/Wardrobe: Lizzy Bee (Elizabeth Arroryo)
HMU/Wardrobe Assist: Lizzy Bee
Key PA: Margot New
PA: Spencer Trow
PA: Dimetrius Bacellia
CCO: Pete Capella
Editor: Cal Laird
Edit Company: Digital Sword
Colorist: Dylan Hageman
VFX: Kawika Banis
BTS: David Avalos
Director Rep: Hart Representatives Underwonder Content
Monster: Ross Rebenneck
Label: Prim8 Music
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LYRICS
coming soon...
#grandson #OhNo!!! #thesuicidesquad
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LYRICS
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Cuz That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
It’s ok I’m not ok
I feel the disarray of yesterday, oh my
I need to feel the raindrops on my head on my head
I know I know nothing so (no nothing so)
I embrace what I cannot control, oh my
Trouble walks beside me til my end, til my end
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
It’s better to have loved and Lost
But the feeling it comes at a cost, oh my
My poor heart is my only friend, only friend
And I’ve come to love a heavy sky (a heavy sky)
The lightning couldn’t beat my shine, oh my
Trouble walks beside me til my end
Til my end
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
Hand on my heart
I swear I made peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Now I dance with the pain
Yeah
Hand on my heart
I swear I made peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Now I slow dance with the pain
But that’s when roses bloom
Roses
Roses
Roses
That’s when roses bloom
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
that’s the only way
That’s the only way the roses bloom
#grandson #rain #thesuicidesquad
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LYRICS
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Cuz That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
It’s ok I’m not ok
I feel the disarray of yesterday, oh my
I need to feel the raindrops on my head on my head
I know I know nothing so (no nothing so)
I embrace what I cannot control, oh my
Trouble walks beside me til my end, til my end
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
It’s better to have loved and Lost
But the feeling it comes at a cost, oh my
My poor heart is my only friend, only friend
And I’ve come to love a heavy sky (a heavy sky)
The lightning couldn’t beat my shine, oh my
Trouble walks beside me til my end
Til my end
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
That’s the only way that the roses bloom
Hand on my heart
I swear I made peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Now I dance with the pain
Yeah
Hand on my heart
I swear I made peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Peace with the rain (peace with the rain)
Now I slow dance with the pain
But that’s when roses bloom
Roses
Roses
Roses
That’s when roses bloom
Oh
I do not mind
The rain sometimes
Oh That’s the only way the roses
Bloom
In my mind
When I cry
When I cry
that’s the only way
That’s the only way the roses bloom
#grandson #rain #thesuicidesquad