I fear the people I love most And a disappointed face My unconditional blindfolds And a life that I could waste (Ah) Now I never sit up straight And I don't fit the mold (Mold, mold, mold) Crying all over ivory was never my goal
I cut my fingers right off And you told me to reach out But I'm all alone in my head, so I've married my doubts Now I need someone to trust while I lie to myself No strings attached, I need a thread It's like I'm dead
Lone wolf Thought I'd do better on my own (Ah) Lost in a survival TV show And it's so manufactured, my brain's getting louder Rejecting the flowers Memorizеd all the smells of my bed's living hеll Now my pillow is missing a cold side
I cut my fingers right off And you told me to reach out But I'm all alone in my head, so I've married my doubts Now I need someone to trust while I lie to myself No strings attached, I need a thread It's like I'm dead
Ethan Bortnick - cut my fingers off (Official Lyric Video)Ethan Bortnick2022-02-09 | PRESAVE NEW MUSIC - ethanpiano.com Official Lyric Video for "cut my fingers off” by Ethan Bortnick.
I fear the people I love most And a disappointed face My unconditional blindfolds And a life that I could waste (Ah) Now I never sit up straight And I don't fit the mold (Mold, mold, mold) Crying all over ivory was never my goal
I cut my fingers right off And you told me to reach out But I'm all alone in my head, so I've married my doubts Now I need someone to trust while I lie to myself No strings attached, I need a thread It's like I'm dead
Lone wolf Thought I'd do better on my own (Ah) Lost in a survival TV show And it's so manufactured, my brain's getting louder Rejecting the flowers Memorizеd all the smells of my bed's living hеll Now my pillow is missing a cold side
I cut my fingers right off And you told me to reach out But I'm all alone in my head, so I've married my doubts Now I need someone to trust while I lie to myself No strings attached, I need a thread It's like I'm dead
#EthanBortnick #cutmyfingersoffi nearly lost it at the end 😂 #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-21 | ...The Teletubby hat is..... #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-20 | ...Best reaction yet! 😂 #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-19 | ...What city is next? #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-17 | ...My Story - This is how it started #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-12 | ...Ethan Bortnick - happy f***ing birthday (Official Video)Ethan Bortnick2022-12-09 | Official Video for “happy f***ing birthday” by Ethan Bortnick
Director: Mallika Chandaria Colorist: Mary Perrino Art Direction by Alexa Meade DP: Zach Cooper Post Production: The 98 Art Collective Editor: Thomas Leacu Home videos by Bortnick Home Movies
Lyrics: you’re the only gift I want I am just the afterthought blowing out the candles wishing for his spot
I know I’ll never be the one be the one you're looking for someone hung No amount of songs I've sung could change your mind
So if you want me I’ll be in the corner crying my eyes out
Happy fucking Birthday to me One more number Till the slumber
Thinking of my final ruse Only way to talk to you Invite you to my party for the Final time
Pictured you’d be standing here But you brought my greatest fear Sing me happy birthday while you hold his hand
So if you want me I’ll be in the corner crying my eyes out
Happy fucking Birthday to me One more number Till the slumber
Open up wide force feed you cake till u die (die) Open up wide force feed you cake till u die
if you want me I’ll be in the corner crying my eyes out
Happy fucking Birthday to me One more number Till the slumber
#EthanBortnick #happyfingbirthdaya 3 song narrative coming next year ab my toxic relationship in quarantineEthan Bortnick2022-12-07 | Special thanks to Alexa Meade and Wonderland Dream LandPlanning 2023. What cities should I come to? #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-12-05 | ...December 9th!Ethan Bortnick2022-12-01 | ethanbortnick.lnk.to/presave
Post Production Company: The 98 Art Collective Director of Post Production: Mallika Chandaria Editor: Joey Doyle Colorist: Alton Stephens Pyrotechnics + SFX: Ottoworks/ Orlandospfx
Lyrics: Something about you already hurts Already know we will crash and burn I know you’ve been holding back
You feel familiar in all of the worst ways you’re double booked on valentine’s day I know you’ll never want me back the same way
That i do That i do I know you Better than you
Here’s to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can’t break Here’s to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh I’d kill to be an arsonist and burn bridges without shame you flipped a coin I’m second choice
You spilled your guts on the counter While I cooked whatever you wanted, bitter deja vu Guess it didn't matter anyway
Fuck this no one to blame but myself You’re doing exactly what I would do Everyone’s a hypocrite
I know you Better than you I know you Better than you
Here’s to us being left in the dust And a cycle we can’t break Here’s to us being left in the dust I just can't go back that way Oh i’d kill to be an arsonist Burn bridges without shame
Credits: Produced by: The 98 Art Collective Co-directed by: Mallika Chandaria and Zach Cooper Producer: Cameron Morton Cinematography by: Zach Cooper Steadicam Operator: Austin Schwichtenberg 1st AC: Aaron Zimmerman 2nd AC: Sebastien Prudent Gaffer: Chase Shamlian Key Grip: Steve Szmed Grip: Gleydi Santana Production Designer: Daniel Prosky Art Assistant: Vaughn Cummings Art Assistant: Yasemin Bilgen Wardrobe Supervisor: Samira Frias HMU: Tish Ferguson Intimacy Coordinator: Stephanie Castillo Production Coordinator: Dana DePirri Truck PA: Karlo Corona Production Assistant: TJ Butzke Production Assistant: Yessmeen Moharram Edit: Jacob Panzer Color: Mary Perrino Talent: Ethan Bortnick & Lucia Zambetti Columbia Video Commissioners: Nia Andrews & Alexa Zeliger Columbia Marketing: Hannah Friedland Columbia Digital: Sarah Flanagan & Drew Schieffelin
Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
#EthanBortnick #EngravingsI Think They Liked My Song... #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-08-11 | ...How to Play My Song Engravings... #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-08-10 | ...Use This Sound... Horace did you should too... #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-07-23 | ...I Think They Liked My Song... #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-07-22 | ...Ethan Bortnick - engravings (Official Lyric Video)Ethan Bortnick2022-07-20 | Official Lyric Video for “engravings” by Ethan Bortnick
Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
#EthanBortnick #Engravings
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Lyrics: Eyes blood bones Stuck in your rainbow clothes Rest my case, If it’s not rearranged
Trading panic attacks you finally threw it all back Then told me how he abused you
You had to gut out the truth But I already knew That you’ve got nothing left to lose
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Not one bite Stomach knots from our fight Can’t do shit The puzzle pieces don’t fit
You warned me of other guys And then you told me you lied you schemed to see my reaction
I had to throw up the truth But you already knew That In a month we’d be strangers
Strip for me Took off everything except your sleeves all the pain is underneath I’m listening To everything Please tell me everything I’ll put my hand up on your chest So you forget your engravings
Lyrics: I never had a prom Instead i broke down in my car I guess it took 20 To know that i cared all along
We never went on a date Quarantine made sure that i was too late Now ur with other guys, I didn’t know it was a race
Wish it could all fucking slow down Speeding up knowing i've missed out Finding out i'm just your rebound
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase How the hell did i end up in my parents house Everybody my age has already moved out
I never learned to drive I didn’t break down in my car, that’s a lie I wrote just to feel like I’m living a normal teen’s life
We never went all the way I said I move slow and you said that’s okay but it’s not when my youth feels like class and I’m falling behind
Wish it could all fucking slow down Don’t even know my own Home Town Two senior years and a fallout
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase
How the hell has this year already flown by And will i be the last of my friends to die
#EthanBortnick #prom
http://vevo.ly/oHkaNdWhen Do I Release This Song??? #ShortsEthan Bortnick2022-05-23 | ...Should I Finish Writing This Song??? #ShortsEthan Bortnick2022-05-22 | ...Should I Release This Song??? #shortsEthan Bortnick2022-05-21 | ...Ethan Bortnick - prom (Official Behind the Scenes)Ethan Bortnick2022-05-19 | Official Behind The Scenes Video for “prom” by Ethan Bortnick
Director: Scott Felix Producers: Miranda Pacheco, Nia Andrews, and Leonard Williams Director of Photography: Cory Gehr Assistant Director: Adi Haliwa 1st AC: Kyle Summers // Johnny Mau Gaffer: Trevor Hollander Key Grip: Shane Sackett Grip: Will Grossman Production Designer: Deepti Kingra Set Dresser: Elsa Mickelsen Stylist: Lindsey Hartman Wardrobe: Noam Fetaru HMU: Asia Cataldo PA: Kyle Starr Editor: Cory Gehr Colorist: Connor J. Bailey BTS: Ashley Osborn Rep: Yvette Lang Einczig Label: Columbia Records The Girl: Yulia Bliznyukova The Ghost: Leanna Ashton Production Company: The Sunflower Pictures
Lyrics: I never had a prom Instead i broke down in my car I guess it took 20 To know that i cared all along
We never went on a date Quarantine made sure that i was too late Now ur with other guys, I didn’t know it was a race
Wish it could all fucking slow down Speeding up knowing i've missed out Finding out i'm just your rebound
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase How the hell did i end up in my parents house Everybody my age has already moved out
I never learned to drive I didn’t break down in my car, that’s a lie I wrote just to feel like I’m living a normal teen’s life
We never went all the way I said I move slow and you said that’s okay but it’s not when my youth feels like class and I’m falling behind
Wish it could all fucking slow down Don’t even know my own Home Town Two senior years and a fallout
Why can’t i just change I’m so sick of the chase
How the hell has this year already flown by And will i be the last of my friends to die