YOVOZOL
my old kentucky home
updated
See the canvases here: open.spotify.com/album/3mK0jqmMbU0qXx0bnkirpU
Get tickets for the tour here: lvjyonline.com
Track 4 "White Shark Cafe"
Track 6 "Perfect Blue"
Track 7 "Foxholes"
Track 8 "Fatal"
Track 9 "Deathbox"
Track 10 "Scoundrels"
music is a slowed down version of Starfall by SALEM: youtu.be/OldLS3YE04Y
#glitchart
i want the final word on darkness
what i want doesn't matter
blacker blacker blacker
audio is slowed version of: youtu.be/W87lrnYoO-A
i want the final word on darkness
what i want doesn't matter
blacker blacker blacker
@RMissing
@SidewalksandSkeletons @cashforgold @Lovejoyonline
instagram.com/tears.in.the.club
Lasers and lights operated by instagram.com/tactile_taters
This edition featured @enjoii @JucheAndBeyond @KTrekMusic @REMNANTexe DJEDI, NMX, and Cybrfly
music in this short: youtu.be/ipLiu7ms5Lc
#hardwave #vjing
#hardwave #vjloops #blenderanimation
Footage captured by Elodie
Edited by me
Music is "Normal People Things" by Lovejoy
youtu.be/Ck9_Fx5DSz4?feature=shared
Check out the vlogs from the "Right Way Up" tour on @LVJYetc here:
youtu.be/bbMoRgKILss
youtu.be/oDkmGtWkTuA
#lovejoy #vj
from @CH1M3RA_ Compilation 1, streamable on YouTube, Spotify, and other platforms.
#sidewalksandskeletons #witchhouse #goth #electroclash
I believe we live in times where symbolism is necessary to consider when making anything you want to call "art." For me personally, purely aesthetic works come off as hedonistic or evasive. This realization is the most significant shift that has manifested itself in my craft over the last year.
Don't get me wrong, having good aesthetics is important, but I believe only to the degree in which it helps support an artwork's message. An "artwork" without a clear or conscious message only facilitates the dilution of meaning and soul-draining atmosphere in algorithmically driven social media.
So in conclusion, I emphasize my ideas, NOT my techniques.
check out the 2+ hours of visuals I created for @CH1M3RA_ Compilation 1, featuring @SidewalksandSkeletons @BarnacleBoi @stealthyatleast @vowlmusic and many more.
Full Visualizer: youtu.be/YHSnbnIQ25U
Spotify Album: open.spotify.com/album/3KrnhmXwIST1jax8Ozhjj4
#symbolism #artphilosophy #antinihilism
yet no matter how hard i try, somebody will come along and interpret them. political events, news headlines, personal traumas, expectations, prejudgements, and even the weather could all create an impression that i was trying to say something. but in reality (at least just this once) any attempt to interpret this would be serious contamination of this post's essence.
music: youtu.be/JVwL3SaUi70?feature=shared
00:00 intro
00:20 Nokia Angel
03:18 Partycja
04:39 NEVAEH
05:41 Barnacle Boi
07:40 Yell. (visual collab w non6ens)
11:00 DJ BDP
11:44 Blanku
#cloudrap #witchhouse #poland
Once you fully wrap your head around what I've explained, you will know how many musical measures and beats your renders are, regardless of what frame rate and tempo you choose. This knowledge is especially useful when using BPM sync on your clips in Resolume Avenue or Arena @ResolumeVJSoftware
For my advanced VJ nerds: here are some useful equations to synchronize your oscillators in Blender & After Effects to a BPM:
Blender
2*pi*1/fps*bpm/60
Paste this into the Phase Multiplier setting of the "Built-in Function" F-Curve Modifier in Blender's Graph Editor view. By default, Phase Multiplier is set to "1.000". After pasting the equation (you typed in your own fps and bpm right?) you can multiply or divide the resulting number by multiples of 2 for faster or slower oscillation that still stays on beat.
After Effects
bpm= "insert bpm";
fps= "insert fps";
amp= "insert amplitude";
mid= "insert middle value";
tempo= "insert tempo (e.g. 1/16)";
phase= "insert phase (e.g. Math.PI/2)";
Math.sin(time*2*Math.PI*bpm/fps*tempo+phase)*amp+mid
Remember that one cycle = 2*pi.
You're welcome.
Music: downstate.bandcamp.com/track/sega-flash-vol-5
Oh, and if you wanna see a recording from the show I was preparing visuals for, here's that too: youtu.be/JLhUipXlUqg
#resolume #blender #vjloops
music is "mindfulness" by 3-66-7
open.spotify.com/track/2iCpkUM85Uei6hgALF3cvR
#angelcore
the music is "any your love makes me high" by @enjoii and @yellwave which is basically my litmus test for any VJ asset I create
song is ketamine girl by STM, MRJay, and Kittyangel
youtu.be/u8kMITIK8Q8?feature=shared @stealthyatleast
music: Fraunhofer Diffraction - Asphyxia
youtu.be/jkPPmpg8SJY
#witchhouse
*you can see the rendered result as a short here: youtube.com/shorts/x6YsTJ6t420?feature=share
i made a 3D "stained glitch window" of a seraphim using various tools such as a drawing tablet, photoshop, stable diffusion, glitch gear, blender, and after effects
music is youtu.be/PV5iKRiEE1I and youtu.be/qTlpJ_9pxyo slowed down and played backwards
the following music has been lovingly curated by yours truly and mixed for astral projection and telepathic communication purposes. improper usage can have catastrophic effects. YOVOZOL is not held responsible for resulting damages.
TRACKLIST
- Where Swans Will Weep - only in blue dreams nobody will hurt you (intro only)
- NVRLUV - Friendzone
- jessaudrey - Always //
- TIGEREYES - TRANSCENDENCE
- vvspkvd., The Obsidian - Northern Lights
- youji - Complicated
- akiaura - Careline
- ǝțâ ΛЮƂǪɃЬ - Don t ронься
- NVRLUV - CHERRYRIPEE
- Ревность (CRYSTXLMXNE remix)
- Barnacle Boi - U Were Everything 2 Me
- iwilldiehere, DVRKLXGHT, airshade - STATIC
- Senkya - bleed
- sphere - lost souls (akiaura + Willix mashup)
- STM - dance away (TomkillsJerry flip)
- yell. - no more pain
- neith - without you (+ Blue Velvet sample)
- eclipse - Slowly Dying in Heaven
- Sibewest, Asenssia - Лабиринт
- LUNÆ, SIVERNOT - Loneliness
- ÆSTRAL, shxpe - Hypnotized
- aarise - lost in suffering
- enjoii - apathy
- Tomkillsjerry - I Wasn't Always This Way
- Skeler - GŁĘBIA
- LOSTMANE, Re_V - night veil
- Nastya Kazantseva - PΔINKILLΞR
- LONOWN, riserayss - Blind
- △Sco△ - Это все сон у тебя все хорошо
- Crystal♱Angel - Infinite
- Sidewalks and Skeletons, CASHFORGOLD - Eternal Rest
- VSN7, Asenssia - Кровь
- iwilldiehere - and i can't sleep
youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaFYOD4dIpAkcypxpJg3AIIi&feature=shared
soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/astral-projection-mixtape
mixed in FL Studio (sadly I am not skilled enough to DJ this live (yet?)). visuals by yours truly. #trap #wave #witchhouse #hardwave
Check out my first edit for streetwear brand Hidden NY: youtu.be/hUn-8PTMBH8
00:00 Showfile rundown
16:00 Recordings
You can download and use GrandMA3 for free.
malighting.com/downloads/products/grandma3
The only thing is... obviously you need to pay for a console or some other way to connect your computer to DMX lines... which I might try on my own soon...
Music in the background: on.soundcloud.com/PBZq3nEjLGvhQR7s5
PRE-SAVE @CH1M3RA_ COMPILATION I: https://presave.rls.ee/fc75a13c-0cb4-4c16-9459-eb0c91aae192
I created this animation using the following: Blender, Photoshop, After Effects, Stable Diffusion, Resolume, and circuit bent video hardware (namely the HDK-01 for texture). Above all, I am most proud of the concept: after listening to 40 unreleased tracks I came up with "the reflection of Medusa" to use as a visual theme to promote the compilation. I would like to think this exemplifies how my ideas are more impressive than my technical execution.
The compilation visuals for 40 tracks will be by yours truly and the musical artists include:
Pictureplane, Pearl White, sidejoy., Nobodyinfact, Nevaeh, OLDFLOP, neith, Catslash, Chaaan, Sophia Nothing, bow church, Do Vstrechi, Emprisencia, LOST OCEVN, HXARFRXST, Vanix, Blood Wolf, DesireLust, CROSS COFFIN, cosmic wildling, WEB, Writhing, D3SIST, Brothel in Belize, Full of Scorpions, yyycry, Sidewalks and Skeletons, CASHFORGOLD, barnacle boi, throwmance, STM, LOSTMANE, vowl., keelse, anodyna, recluze, Juche, MRJay, Oak&Koa, CRYSTXLMXNE, Ritualz, Teaching in Trips, Noire Antidote, Portwave, Tomkillsjerry, Empathy, STRFLL, Peter Crane, Twa Maszyna
Promo audio: neith - "Cursed" (track 5 of the compilation)
for more from my purplenoia project, which was active 2022-2023, check out my playlist that includes unlisted videos: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaG9YlLkBwSdB9DeMzjK_Ih1&feature=shared
the track is also on soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/heartbehindawindowinstrumental
#purplenoia
In the left half of the screen is me talking in a reflective stream of consciousness while walking around the docklands of Tallinn, Estonia on January 14, 2025. The right half of the screen is a chronological edit of most of the photos and videos I captured on my phone, starting from the end of May 2024 to mid January 2025. The music is an edit of this track on soundcloud: soundcloud.com/anjooooo/sexprimer
I know I am kind of tired and low energy in my talk. This is honestly because there was never a time in my life where I was more tired than this past December & January. But it was a good kind of tired, a truly deserved tiredness. I hope that by watching this video to the end you will understand why. I really look forward to what 2025 brings and I am facing it with new energy.
Did you have no idea about all this? Then you really need to turn on notifications for this channel and follow my instagram @ yovozol. Otherwise you should just unsubscribe. You never know what I might be doing in the future. Trust me, I don't either.
Until next time,
Misha
#glitchvlog
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dutch guy: what kind of music do you listen to?
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me: i haven't been listening to much music lately, but when i do it's usually kind of cold and dark, maybe melancholic. i'm often in that sort of headspace.
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dutch guy: aw but you know you shouldn't listen to too much dark music right? it will make you sad and depressed.
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me: well... i don't feel like a depressed or unhappy person... do you really think music can define your mood?
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dutch guy: i mean there's a reason nobody here is partying to sad music right? when my roommate moved in, she showed me her music and i realized just how slow and sad my music was in comparison, so i stopped listening to those songs and felt better.
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me: but i think there's nothing wrong with listening to so called sad music as long as you're self aware about it.
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dutch guy: maybe that's true... but wouldn't you rather be listening to something like ABBA during the day than something depressing?
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me: man i love ABBA but i'm not gonna listen to them 24/7. does it not occur to you that some people find happiness in dark music because it makes them feel less alone? to feel that somebody out there understands what they're going through?
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dutch guy: yeah but then some people get stuck there, listening to their sad music over and over again, wondering why they're sad.
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me: maybe you just don't have many dark emotions to process. if that's the case then i'm happy for you.
00:00 Sad Madona (live)
03:31 Goodnight Lavender (live)
06:35 CVPID (live)
08:36 FRITZ (DJ)
10:24 STUGATS (DJ)
12:28 ALKASIS (DJ)
Spacebunker party on instagram: instagram.com/spacebunker_
See the previous time I VJ'd for this party on my channel here: youtu.be/OSU7O2QemZs?feature=shared
#goth #vj
Tentacles Events:
instagram.com/tentacles_events
couldn't tell you why i thought i had to leave so soon
i'm not really sure if i am good at reading cues
i kinda feel like something unusual is happening between us two
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
from all the things you've told me
there's a lot that you've been through
and i can only watch you speak
as i don't know what to do
i don't even know if what you need is a lover or a friend or who
i don't even feel differently, i am happy just to listen to you
at least one of us is broken
not sure if it's me or you
but if it might be both of us
does that the mean the love is true?
when i hear you tell your secrets
i feel your pain like it's my own
why am i so scared to tell you
without you i'd feel alone?
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
i can't explain it, words might not do
is it a vehicle that i can use?
we're separated, i'll use it to reach you
universe, send these words out to her
reaching out to you, do you hear my words?
reaching out to you, do you hear my song?
how do i get to you? a sign you can feel
would you be listening? would you think that it's real?
how will i know you got the memo?
tell me you'll hear, if you're the one i know you will
universe, send these words, out to her
reaching out to you, do you hear my words?
reaching out to you, do you hear my song?
reaching out to you, do you hear my words?
reaching out to you, do you hear my song?
universe, how it hurts at my worst
i find things at strange times
always what i need in my life
when i don't try and find it
it always somehow happens
i'm often in that space
between the lost and found and
my last thought before is:
could this be everlasting?
reaching out to you, do you hear my words?
reaching out to you, do you hear my song?
reaching out to you, do you hear my words?
reaching out to you, do you hear my song?
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
it never occurred that i maybe have thoughts she's never heard
i see so much of myself in her
but i can't keep up anymore, i've turned
into a slow talker, i lost her
i can't keep up with all her
impatience, can't reflect
distraction is her reflex
slow talker, i lost her
she moves so fast, can't spot her
can't focus, on details
that's why this all got derailed
independent woman, or a party girl, living in her world
after years go by, and she's short on time, will she wonder why
she still feels alone, alone
she still feels alone, alone
i can't be someone i'm not
just to please you and then be forgot
i can't be someone i'm not
but at least i know what i want
i'm a slow talker, i've lost her
i can't keep up with all her
impatience, can't reflect
distraction is her reflex
slow talker, i've lost her
she moves so fast, can't spot her
the meaning has been missed
one day she'll know why i wrote this song
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
off to such a bad start somewhere i haven't been before
well i feel like i walk a tightrope, but i won't fall
and i know that i am a good one, so i don't go low
i won't tell you how to treat me, you should already know
'cause it's basic manners and good nature, don't judge people you don't know
and i feel like i walk a tightrope, but i won't fall
one misstep can trigger the fall, try again and you might not be wrong
one misstep can trigger the fall, try again and you might not be wrong
in your wildest dreams, 'cause you don't know me at all
you don't know me at all...
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
if you want to start all over
i'm not complicated, you will find
i can be the mirror for your mind
i'm certain what you need is some radio silence from someone who doesn't speak
i'm the best candidate, don't you see i'm a blank page you have in your diary
what will our story be? i don't know i'm a blank page with nothing that you can read
i don't need anything, other than a kind author who will write nice things over me
'cause i'm just like a tiger who was whipped and caged
now i'm out in the open and i'll take your bait
so just turn the page
i'm a blank page you can turn to
if you want to start all over
i'm not complicated, you will find
i can be the mirror for your mind
i'll wait for eternity until somebody writes my name
i'll wait for eternity until somebody writes my name
i'll wait for eternity until somebody writes my name
i'll wait for eternity until somebody writes my name
'cause i'm just like a tiger who was whipped and caged
now i'm out in the open and i'll take your bait
so just turn the page
you're the author, i'm the book, you're the author, i'm the book
you're the author, i'm the book, you're the author, i'm the book
you're the author, i'm the book, you're the author, i'm the book
you're the author, i'm the book, you're the author, i'm the book
#slowcore
One of five demos I recorded on January 5th, 2025 in Amsterdam, reflecting on some interpersonal experiences from 2024.
Performed and written by Misha Lozovoy
Audio Recording: Thomas Sap
Audio Mixing: Misha Lozovoy
VHS Camera: @hiddenbehindmist
Video Editing: Misha Lozovoy
Playlist: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLVXeP7jCqoaGzetA9p5_cRmH8RK2M-dOs
Bandcamp: yovozol.bandcamp.com/album/5-demo-songs-2024
Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/yovozol/sets/5-demo-songs-2024
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with the algorithmication of people's minds i feel myself more and more like a sleeper agent, part of multiple scenes and cultures, yet not fully captured by any. i can only watch myself become more and more misunderstood, as the effort required to understand who i am becomes too difficult for most, and i am easily dismissed as an antithetical person, because it is the most convenient explanation. such is the curse of being an artist who follows only his heart.
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but allow me to deliver one direct clue: i am here to help resolve the generational trauma which exists in my origins.
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no, i'm not talking about small scale family trauma. i'm talking about the deep & large scale trauma which runs through the veins of history, that which explains my existence. there are near countless people like me worldwide. most have not been activated.
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consider this to be the most useful angle for truly understanding me, that which i endorse in my own writing.
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this video is a sequel to: youtu.be/VV8NqauQxp4
@CH1M3RA_ https://linktr.ee/ch1m3ra
For this edition, I gave my custom made VJ assets to Wickie (@wickie.art on IG) to be mixed live, since I couldn't be there due to a conflicting tour.
Footage captured by Aurelie Habert (@aureliehab_ on IG)
Lighting by Kiana (@cxlxrsfade on IG)
Music: SPEEDQUEEN by Brothel & VAVN
youtu.be/mzSgmiuxZyk
#witchhouse


