Bogren Digital Mega Contest: by Sesiko Sesiko 2024-07-01 | Hello, my name is Sesiko.Sending huge love from Japan to Bogren Digital and Trivium🇯🇵🕊️#bogrendigital #bogrencontest@Bogren.Digital@triviumband@matthewkheafy@triviumpaolo@coreytrivium
Sesiko - Innocent In Indecence Sesiko 2025-01-22 | All the work on this song was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Is this the same old story or another mistake?Am I drowning in love for its own sake?Never knowing how to be adoredJust drifting alone on alcohol flooredShould I scream to be thrown a lifebuoy?Or would I rather drown and be wasted like this?Innocent in indecenceNever wanted to see our feelings weren't mutualInnocent in indecenceNow I'm sinking into the depths of worthlessInnocent in indecenceYou and the naked one, you all treated me cruelInnocent in indecenceStifling, drowning in loving hate Drunk, my thoughts can’t catch upI don’t even know what I’m shoutingThese pointless words have no meaningIf you don’t love me, only my hatred remainsBitch, just show meShow me your love, let it all outWe know alcohol is the cure for doubtInnocent in indecenceNever wanted to see our feelings weren't mutualInnocent in indecenceNow I'm sinking into the depths of worthlessInnocent in indecenceYou and the naked one, you all treated me cruelInnocent in indecenceStifling, drowning in loving hate In loving hate...In loving hate, I drownInnocent in indecenceNever wanted to see our feelings weren't mutualInnocent in indecenceNow I'm sinking into the depths of worthlessInnocent in indecenceYou and the naked one, you all treated me cruelInnocent in indecenceStifling, drowning in loving hate In loving hate, I drown
Sesiko - Drag Me Down Sesiko 2025-01-22 | All the work on this song was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)How low do you want to drag me down?Your vulgarity knows no bottomHow low do you want to drag me down?Even my virtue fall into naughtNow I'm wasting my time for youHave I fallen so low too?I let the pen rub against the paperSame touch as when you made me grip his penThat thick ink tasted on my tongue, bitter and slickThe stain seeps deep into my memoryEvery word that comes to mind feels dirtyBut enough to pleasure the lowest of cravingsHow low do you want to drag me down?Your vulgarity knows no bottomHow low do you want to drag me down?Even my virtue fall into naughtIn your obscene life, originally I have no part You know the world I've lived is vastly higherSo the inferiority resides deep within your heart?Even your hand around my waist, you can't waltzThen grasp my legs, make me crawl on the groundCover me in shame, stir my imagination all aroundFor the likes of you, my music score unfurlsBe grateful for being the muse of my worldMoist pen glides over the music scoreArousing the senses, my notes flow and dripIrrepressible pleasure spills, still a pen won't wiltHave I fallen so low, lost in twisted perversion?No escape from you, I'm caught in obsessionBlurred in disarray, sanity slipping awayNow I'm the rapist in this music-playI let the pen rub against the paperSame touch as when you made me grip his penThat thick ink tasted on my tongue, bitter and slickThe stain seeps deep into my memoryEvery word that comes to mind feels dirtyBut enough to pleasure the lowest of cravingsI'm keep wasting my time for youHave I fallen so low too?In your obscene life, originally I have no part You know the world I've lived is vastly higherSo the inferiority resides deep within your heart?Even your hand around my waist, you can't waltzWatch your stepMy ink spilled, making the floor wetWatch your stepI only take the lead in loving hate Malevolence, a shameful romanceArouse you and me, and the naked oneI obeyed unavoidably till the morning dawnSo hear meHow low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?How low do you want to drag me down?
Bogren Digital Mega Contest: by Sesiko #bogrendigital #bogrencontest Sesiko 2024-07-01 | Hello, my name is Sesiko.Sending huge love from Japan to Bogren Digital and Trivium🇯🇵🕊️@Bogren.Digital@triviumband@matthewkheafy@triviumpaolo@coreytrivium
Sesiko - July 30 Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Unfulfilled, time and time againI'm always hiding in the shadow of conscienceA coward masquerading as a freaking saintI'm but a mere mortal like the hypocriteIn the depths of my heart, there is only myselfHow long do you keep on living?Just die and be done with itWithout words, only groans and criesShe is tormenting me throughout the nightAnd on this night, my voice of weepingWas drowned out by thunder and heavy rainBut her blood and foul odor won't washed awayAs always filling the house with sorrow and painThe bed stained with blood and filthA living dead lies there stillUnless I stop this wretched breathThis agony will never be fulfilledOh, I must end your lifeAnd follow you into the afterlifeEven if we never meet thereWe'll be liberated from this hellish strifeAnd on this night, my voice of weepingWas drowned out by thunder and heavy rainBut her blood and foul odor won't washed awayAs always filling the house with sorrow and painMy body trembles with fearIn my weak hands, a tattered pillowBlinded by tears, I reach outSearching blindly for her faceAnd there she sleepsDeeply, and unawareAllow me this one thing nowI swear, once this endsI too shall diePlease forgive meFor keeping you alive for so longPlease forgive meThe time has finally come for salvationMy body trembles with fearIn my week hands, a tattered pillowBlinded by tears, I reach outSearching blindly for her faceAnd there she sleepsDeeply, and unawareAllow me this one thing nowI swear, once this endsI too shall die(日本語)私は果たせなかったまたもや、そしてまたもやいつも良心の影に逃げ隠れするばかり聖人になりすましたただの卑怯者さ私はあの偽善者と同じ人間だったその心の内には自分しかいないお前はどれだけ生きるつもりなんだもういっそのこと死んでおくれ喋れずとも唸り声を上げては私を一晩中苦しめるんだそしてこの夜に限って私の嘆き声は落雷と豪雨により掻き消されるも彼女の血と異臭は洗い流されず家の中では悲惨さ満ちていた血と汚物が染み付いたベッドそこに横たわる生きた屍こやつの息の根を止めなければこの苦しみは終わりやしないああ、お前を殺さなければそして後を追わなければあの世でお前と会うことはなくとも共にこの地獄から解放されようそしてこの夜に限って私の嘆き声は落雷と豪雨により掻き消されるも彼女の血と異臭は洗い流されず家の中では悲惨さ満ちていた恐怖で震える私弱々しい手には枕涙で前が見えずとも手探りで彼女の顔を探すそして何にも知らない彼女とても深い眠りについている今からすることを許しておくれ 誓うさ、これが終われば私も死ぬどうか、許しておくれあなたを生き長らえさせてしまったどうか、許しておくれようやく救いをもたらす時がきた恐怖で震える私弱々しい手には枕涙で前が見えずとも手探りで彼女の顔を探すそして何にも知らない彼女とても深い眠りについている今からすることを許しておくれ 誓うさ、これが終われば私も死ぬ
Sesiko - Unconscious Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Can you hear me weeping?There's no hope to cure her cancer She's bleeding terriblyDay by day she's getting weakerI curse myself, how I am helplessOnly I can do is to change the bloody bandageGive me courage to free her from painPromise, I'll go after her when it all endsThere's nothing more that I can give her restHold a pillow over her sleeping face There's nothing more that I can give her restShe's unconscious, her tears tell no talesThis living flesh started to rotNursing in the room filled with foul odorHer dark red blood constantly pouring out Enough of this hell, I can't take it anymore Too cruel, no mercy for the poorShe's worthless, a burden of living deadGod I beg you please take this thing awayTake away this, a burden of living deadOr give me courage to end it all by myselfThere's nothing more that I can give her restHold a pillow over her sleeping face There's nothing more that I can give her restShe's unconscious, her tears tell no tales(日本語)私の嘆きが聞こえるかい？もう彼女の癌が治る希望はない酷い流血なんだ日に日に彼女は衰えている自身の無力さを呪うばかりだ血みどろの包帯を換えることしかできない苦痛から解放する勇気を与えておくれ約束する、全て終えれば彼女の後を追うさもうこれしかないんだそして彼女の寝顔に覆い被せた枕もうこれしかないんだ昏睡のさなか、彼女の涙は語らないついに血肉が腐りはじめた世話する私は異臭に満ちた部屋のなかどす黒い血は絶えずに溢れ出すこんな地獄にはもう耐えられない残酷だ、貧しい者に救いはないふざけるな、この価値のない生きた屍め神よ、どうかこれを連れ去っておくれこの生きた屍を連れ去っておくれ然もなくば私が全て終わらせるもうこれしかないんだそして彼女の寝顔に覆い被せた枕もうこれしかないんだ昏睡のさなか、彼女の涙は語らない
Sesiko - Dementia Loves Cancer Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)"She"I don't remember One blink and after they've lost their temperBlink again and there's a trace of angerNow all around me is collapsed into tearsAnd I don't remember"I"She doesn't rememberOf what she has done Don't make me lose my temperOr is she playing me for fun?Can't stop trembling from anger And she doesn't remember"She"Is the time moving too fast?Can't grasp anything but nowTo get across the dark red sea of blood"I"The blood is dripping from her breastShe keeps scratching the wound with interestDoesn't recognize that will kill herselfDespite how hard I tried to tell her and yellMedicine just a few more leftHardly hope to let her be curedTrying to relive pain for her sakeBut she won't listen and rememberAs if dementia loves cancerEven though I laid her under restraint She frees herself with an incredible strengthScratching the wound againStanding bewilderedBelow her dark red sea of blood How hard I tried to stop herEverything I've done went for naughtI can't take her anymoreBut no place to care of her without costNot a damn fake dramaIn fact, no mercy for the poorNo more medicine leftNo hope to let her be curedGave up reliving pain for her sakeLet her embrace the ReaperAs with dementia loves cancer"She"I am scaredDon't know what I shoud do It pulls me from under The dark red sea of blood"I"Cancer never fade away with her memoriesBut will fade her away from my everything(日本語)"彼女"何も覚えてない瞬きすれば彼らは激怒する瞬く間に部屋が荒らされてるなぜ彼らは泣き崩れてるのかそして私は何も覚えてない"私"彼女は何も覚えてない自分が何をしたのかさえ私をこれ以上苦しめないでそれとも私を弄んでいるのか怒りで身体の震えが止まらないそして彼女は何も覚えてない"彼女"時の流れが速すぎるのでは？何も掴めないけどこの血みどろの海を渡らないと"私"彼女の胸から滴る血傷口に興味をもって掻き続ける自覚のない自殺行為いくら叫んでも止めることはない残る薬はあと少し治る希望はほとんどないただただ苦痛を和らげたくても彼女は聞かず覚えもしないまるで彼女が癌を好んでるかのようにいくら彼女を拘束してもそれを解く凄まじい力再び傷口を掻いては呆然と立ち尽くすその下に広がる血みどろの海どんなに私が止めようとも全ての努力は無駄になるもう私の手には負えないだが救いの対価を払えない虚偽まみれの劇とは違う現実は貧しい者を救わないそして薬はもう尽きた治る希望なんてない苦痛を和らげることは諦めたもう彼女に死神を抱かせようまるで彼女が癌を愛するかのように"彼女"怖いどうすればいいのかわからない血みどろの海の底から私をひきづり込もうとする"私"癌は彼女の記憶と共に去らない私の記憶から彼女を拭い去るだけさ
Sesiko - On the Edge Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Toward the edge, step by stepI'm carrying a burden of living deadHer rotten body is lying on the bedI'm carrying a burden of living deadShe would not let me freeI'm all tied up with her memoriesShe would not let me freeOn the edge, I beg her to fall Toward the edge, step by stepI'm carrying a burden of living deadHer rotten body is lying on the bedI'm carrying a burden of living deadShe would not let me freeI'm all tied up with her memoriesLet me free, die for meDon't let me throw you off the cliffShe would not let me freeI'm all tied up with her memoriesShe would not let me freeOn the edge, together we fall (日本語)淵に向かって、一歩ずつ私は生きた屍を背負っている彼女の腐った身体は横たわり私は生きた屍を背負っている彼女が私から奪った自由記憶の中に私を縛りつける彼女が私から奪った自由崖の淵、望むは彼女の身投げ淵に向かって、一歩ずつ私は生きた屍を背負っている彼女の腐った身体は横たわり私は生きた屍を背負っている彼女が私から奪った自由記憶の中に私を縛りつける自由にしておくれ、死んでおくれ私に崖から突き落とさせないで彼女が私から奪った自由記憶の中に私を縛りつける彼女が私から奪った自由崖の淵、共に身を投げよう
Sesiko - Unfulfilled Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)How long will it persist?Anguish clings to my existenceShould I flee? Where to?Should I flee? Where to?Even if I seek refuge in deathAnguish pursues beyond my fleshUntil he delivers me awaySuicide would never let this endUntil he delivers me awaySuicide would never let this endSo tell me why I'm hereWas I born a failure?Everything in my life is tortureIt forces me to sufferIs my existence even wrong?Give me a reason not to die for...And my neck with a rope wrappedA belief in you is worse moreUntil the god delivers me awaySuicide would never let all endUntil the god delivers me awaySuicide would never let all endEven though I try to tell myself thatIt makes me more sickA fanatic words of nothing He never reveal himself to meAll of my prayers go unansweredOr at least, the god had never loved meSo tell me why I'm hereWas I born a failure?Everything in my life is tortureIt forces me to sufferIs my existence even wrong?Give me a reason not to die for...And my neck with a rope wrappedI don't want this anymoreIs even that too much to desire?All I wanted was your deliveranceWhy weren't you there when it mattered?I've sinned horribly without resiliencegod, you surely could have saved her aliveNo more, speak not of cruelty I pleadFor the will to live has forsaken meNo more, speak not of cruelty I pleadFor even the will to die has departedSo tell me why I'm hereWas I born a failure?Everything in my life is tortureIt forces me to sufferIs my existence even wrong?Here I should never have been bornThe hell is warmer for meOnly place I'm allowed to beI must fulfill(日本語)いつまで続くんだ？苦痛が私にまとわりついているんだ逃げればいいのか？一体どこへ？逃げればいいのか？一体どこへ？自ずと命を絶ったところで苦痛は肉体を超えてまでついてくるんだ奴の救済が訪れない限り自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない奴の救済が訪れない限り自殺は私に終焉をもたらさないだからお願いだ、教えてくれ私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？この人生の全てが拷問なんだいつまでも苦痛を強いられるここに存在してはならないのか？私はただ、死ぬべきではない理由が欲しいそんな私は首に縄を結んでいるお前ごときに縋ったのが間違いだ神とやらの救済が訪れない限り自殺は私に終焉をもたらさない神とやらの救済が訪れない限り自殺は私に終焉をもたらさないなんてことをいくら自分に言い聞かせても余計に気分が悪くなるだけだ狂信者のくだらない戯言でしかない奴は私に姿を現してはくれない私の祈りは無慈悲にも放置された少なくとも、奴は私を愛してなどいないだからお願いだ、教えてくれ私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？この人生の全てが拷問なんだいつまでも苦痛を強いられるここに存在してはならないのか？私はただ、死ぬべきではない理由が欲しいそんな私は首に縄を結んでいるもうこれ以上は無理だそんなにも私は求めすぎたのか？私はただ、お前の奇跡を信じていたなぜお前は然るべき時にいなかった？見捨てられたゆえに、私は大罪を犯した神よ、お前なら彼女を死なせずに救えたこれ以上、残酷なことを言わないでおくれもう生きる気力はないんだこれ以上、残酷なことを言わないでくれもう私には死ぬ気力すらないんだだからお願いだ、教えてくれ私が生まれてきたのは間違いなのか？この人生の全てが拷問なんだいつまでも苦痛を強いられるここに存在してはならないのか？私など生まれてくるべきではなかったむしろ地獄の方が暖かい私はここにいることを許されていない終えなければ
Sesiko - Curse Me Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Will you curse me or not?Not the tears but the musical notes pouring outLike a breast bled terribly from your cancer This figura of catabasis, a passus duriusculusThat I wrote in grief beside your funerary urnDo you curse me or not?My music flares up from your demiseAnd the melody that is you, it never diesDo you curse me or not?As I sing to soothe my tearless criesInstead of your voice, vanishing to the skiesDeath ignites my imaginationSo let it burn as like your cremation More of a roaring flames in the chamber How it sounds like relief from sufferingNo, I can't resist myself from writingThose musical notes on the rampageForgive my audacityI'm no longer sanitySo let the instruments roars in fortissimoMoreover it make the sound screeches Of its beauty amidst the miseryForgive my audacityI'm no longer sanityWill you curse me or not?Do you curse me or not?My music flares up from your demiseAnd the melody that is you, it never diesDo you curse me or not?As I sing to soothe my tearless criesInstead of your voice, vanishing to the skies(日本語)お前は私を呪うか？涙こぼれずとも音符は溢れ出す まるで癌からの出血のごとくこの譜面が示す私の苦悶と嘆きお前の骨壷の傍で書き綴った呪われるか否か喪に服さずとも舞い上がる音楽その旋律だけはあなたを死なせぬ呪われるか否かあの美しい歌声は空へと消え去るも似つかぬ私が泣かずして歌おう死が私の創造性を煌めかせるならばその火花を散らして燃やせさらには燃えたぎる焼却炉のように安らぎもたらすあの轟音唸らせああ、もう自分自身を止められない音符がひたすらに暴れ狂っている私の冒涜を許しておくれもう正気ではないんだならば全ての楽器に轟音を鳴らさせろかくなる上は哀しく気高い悲鳴を悲劇のなかにも儚い美しさを私の冒涜を許せもう正気ではないお前は私を呪うか？呪われるか否か喪に服さずとも舞い上がる音楽その旋律だけはあなたを死なせぬ呪われるか否かあの美しい歌声は空へと消え去るも似つかぬ私が泣かずして歌おう
Sesiko - Devoid of Mercy Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)God, you never have mercy at allA black shadow clings to meStirring up the unease and pain within my heartThose feelings creep out from within meNow it's devouring me from the outside And I realize it that a razor is in my handWatching myself bleed from my left armAs physical pain gradually emergesEverything resided within my heart have vanished Is this the relief that has been given to me?Or are you loving seeing me covered in wounds?God, you never have mercy at all You must be watchingAs I tie a rope around the doorknobWrapping it around my own neckAnd you're watching me with a smile on your faceNo matter what choice I make nowThey all become elements that only bring you pleasureIs this the relief that has been given to me?God, do you want me to hang myself in here?Answer meIf I lie facedown with my neck hanged hereI could surely die without sufferingBut what will happen next?You will surely punish my soul with delightEven though I want to die but I can'tI've suffered enough In the world you createdI've suffered enough God, please kill me deadJust kill me deadThe feeling of hatred wells upNo matter how much I resent youI am beneath youMerely enduring pain, crouching in agonyNo matter how much I desire to be savedAs a mere mortal, I can't even grasp your feetGod, you never have mercy at all Seated on a throne in a realm beyond this worldOh God, you mock pitiful foolsInflicting further suffering Upon those seeking salvationFinding delight in their writhing formsHow you treat the mortals Living in the world you createdIs entirely within your freedomGod, you are an evil monsterAnd I can no longer do anythingAbout living or dyingI'm nothing but the living deadYou leave me wandering nowhere(日本語)神よ、お前には慈悲の心などない不気味な影が私にまとわりつき心奥に潜む苦悩や不安を掻き立てるそれらが私の外に這い出てきては不気味な影と共に私を飲み込む気づけば私の手には剃刀があり私の左腕は血を垂らしている徐々に身体的な痛みが現れるも心奥に潜む苦悩や不安は消え去ったこれが私に与えられた救済なのか？お前は傷だらけの私を見て愛しく思うのか？神よ、お前には慈悲の心などないお前は見ているはずだ私が扉の取手に縄をくくってる姿をそれを自身の首に巻き付けているところをお前は何処で笑みを浮かべながら見ている今から私がどんな選択をしたところでどれもお前を愉しませるだけであろうこれが私に与えられた救済なのか？お前はここで私が首を吊ることを望んでいるのか？答えろここで首を吊ったままうつぶせに寝ればきっと苦しむことなく死ねるだがその後はどうなる？お前は喜びをもって私の魂を罰する自ら命を断ちたくても断てないんだもう十分だお前の世界で苦しんだもう十分だ神よ、早く私を殺せ私を殺せ憎しみが込み上げてくるばかりだどんなにお前を恨もうとも私はお前の足元にも及ばない場所でただただ苦痛に耐えて蹲ることしかできないどれだけ必死に救済を求めても人間の私にはお前の足を掴むことすらできない神よ、お前には慈悲の心などないこの世ではない何処にある玉座に座り神よ、お前は哀れな愚者達を嘲笑う救いを求める者達にはさらなる苦痛を与え彼らが悶える姿を愛しく思うのだろうお前が創造した世界で生きる人々をどう扱うかはお前の自由なのだ神よ、お前はただの怪物だそして私は生きることはおろか自ら死ぬこともできないもはや生きた屍だどこにもない場所を彷徨うだけでしかない
Sesiko - You Never Know Sesiko 2024-07-01 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.(Lyrics)Don't you dare call yourself part of the family With avarice you disgrace her death terriblyDon't you dare forget that you abandoned her I'll tell you she suffered from cancer, died poorA burden you imposed on me And I carried it for you insteadWhile you were hiding in comfort I was nursing her in the ruthlessAnd now she is deadDeceive myself, believing that a doll with red paint Putting her bandage, my hands are bloodstainedWhile you're buying for your lovely kids a presentI had no money to put her into hospital for treatmentAnd now she is deadYou never knowUnder her white robe how fresh and blood rottedYou never knowThe madness of hurting own wound with interestYou never knowWhen the only hope to relive her was the deathYou never knowAlways you centered on self and left her aside Always your conscience towards you as hypocriteThe face of your mourning how insincerelyMy hatred towards you increased immenselyI'll make you sufferYou never knowHow agonized to watch her dying and not cureYou never knowI've tried to kill her and myself for deliveranceYou never knowAs much anguish and my rancour you deserveYou will soon knowMake you feel her pain, my pain Now is your payment for sinI'll make you sufferNever let you meet the Reaper easilyLook me in the eyes, fear meI'll end your everything above meThe foundation is now collapsedNow watch your lovely kids suffer to deathThe innocents falls to bottom from their headsSpread their sea of blood and inside you'll drownWith your lungs, taste the bitterness of anguishIt's sweeter than I've tastedI was the foundation of your comfort Fear me collapsed by her death You will soon know(日本語)ふざけるな、お前などもう家族ではない彼女の死をも冒涜するその貪欲さにはうんざりだふざけるな、お前は彼女を見捨てたくせにお前がいない間に彼女は貧しく癌で死んだのさお前が私に背負わせた重荷これを背負うべきはお前だったお前が幸せを堪能している一方で私は残酷さのなか彼女を看護していたそして彼女は死んだ絵の具が付いた人形だと自分に言い聞かせながら包帯を交換する私の手は血にまみれていたお前が子供達にプレゼントを買い与える一方で私には彼女を入院させる費用すらなかったそして彼女は死んだお前は何も知らない死に装束の下にある血肉の腐敗お前は何も知らない訳もわからず傷口を掻きむしる狂気お前は何も知らない彼女を救う唯一の希望だった死お前は何も知らないいつも自己中心、彼女を傍に追いやるばかりいつもお前の良心はお前自身にしか向かないその喪に服す表情がどれほど腹立たしいことか私のお前への憎しみはさらに酷く増すばかりだお前に苦痛を味わわせてやるお前は何も知らない痛々しい瀕死の姿を見続けた毎日お前は何も知らないできなかった無理心中に憂悶した私お前は何も知らない彼女の死と私の恨みを晴らすべき時お前は知る彼女の痛み、私の痛みを知れお前の罪への対価を知れお前に苦痛を味わわせてやるそうすぐには死神に会わせないこの目をよく見ろ、恐れるがよい屍の上に築いたお前の幸せ全て壊すお前を支えた私という地盤は崩壊したそしてお前に見せるは子供達の死無邪気な彼らを底へと頭から落とすそして広がる血の海のなか溺れるお前その肺を血の苦みで浸して存分に味わえこれも私が味わった苦痛よりかは甘いんだお前の幸せを支えた私という地盤今や崩壊した、彼女の死と共にお前は知る
Sesiko - A Burden of Living Dead (Full Album) Sesiko 2024-03-25 | All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.0:00 You Never Know5:02 Devoid of Mercy9:30 Curse Me13:38 Unfulfilled18:06 On the Edge22:39 Dementia Loves Cancer26:39 Unconscious32:29 July 30
SESIKO - DEVOID OF MERCY (pre-production) Sesiko 2023-08-01 | [Full Album Released] youtube.com/watch?v=19iL1PPqdag&t=1121sSesiko: Vocal, Guitar, Programing, Composing, Mixing, Mastering, Lyrics, Artwork, Everything#metal #deathcoremusic #symphonicmetal #dsbm #blackmetal
SESIKO - ON THE EDGE (pre-production) Sesiko 2023-03-15 | [Full Album Released] youtube.com/watch?v=19iL1PPqdag&t=1121s
SESIKO - YOU NEVER KNOW (pre-production) Sesiko 2023-03-15 | [Full Album Released] youtube.com/watch?v=19iL1PPqdag&t=1121s
SESIKO - DEMENTIA LOVES CANCER (pre-production) Sesiko 2022-06-25 | [Full Album Released] youtube.com/watch?v=19iL1PPqdag&t=1121s
SESIKO - LAMENT Sesiko 2022-04-08 | Artist: SESIKOLocation: Japan, KobeRelease Date: 2022.4.8Genre: Deathcore, DSBM, OrchestralTwitter: mobile.twitter.com/cecil_loveartSoundcloud: soundcloud.com/sesikoSesiko: Vocals, Guitars, Programing, Composing, LyricsBokuden Z: Mixing, Mastering(Lyrics) How long I've been waiting to be given a rest.This enduring time of inexistece, it's killing me again.The place I've been sent wasn't heaven nor hell.I keep suffering from this unknown, I'd rather kill myself again.Hear my scream, I am here.The sun lights up, and wild roses are so red.While no shadow of myself, withering and dead.My soul tied up in here so tight.I'm trapped in this nowhere, despite my life has ended by a suicide.I cut my throat to be free from the agony.But what I saw was my dead body.How long I've been waiting to be given a rest.This enduring time of inexistece, it's killing me again.The place I've been sent wasn't heaven nor hell.I keep suffering from this unknown, I'd rather kill myself again.Hear my scream, I am here.The sun glared down on my dead body, spilling blood so red.While no shadow of myself, rotting and dead.Kill me, just let me fade away.
[Gothic Dubstep] Dream Eater (by Sesiko) Sesiko 2016-03-15 | My original dubstep.Hope u guys enjoy it!NEW EDM SONG HERE↓youtu.be/YSssVuHPE6E
[Gothic Dubstep] The Blood Moon (by Sesiko) Sesiko 2015-08-31 | My original dubstep song.new orchestral dubstep→youtube.com/watch?v=k3B2z4y6wdE
[Brostep] Motionless In White - Abigail Remix (FIRST ON YOUTUBE) Sesiko 2014-08-29 | I hope u guys like it and... PLEASE SUBSCRIBE my CHANNEL!
