Knots Lyrics I've got knots in my hair and knots in my stomach, both thanks to you but for very different reasons. I pretend not to care or act like I'm above it, but it's hard to face the truth when you know all my demons.
You're too far and I'm far too jealous.
History repeats itself just like an old friend who tells the same stories since we were kids, and I purposely chase the hearts I know I'll never win, but I've been down this road before - don't wanna go back again.
It's like pulling teeth to get inside of your head because you've invested time not to say what's on your mind. Now I'm pulling out every strand and you can see every single vein on the back of my hand...
...as I wait for you to tell me you love me.
History repeats itself just like an old friend who tells the same stories since we were kids and I reserve the right to change the ending this time.
Knots Lyrics I've got knots in my hair and knots in my stomach, both thanks to you but for very different reasons. I pretend not to care or act like I'm above it, but it's hard to face the truth when you know all my demons.
You're too far and I'm far too jealous.
History repeats itself just like an old friend who tells the same stories since we were kids, and I purposely chase the hearts I know I'll never win, but I've been down this road before - don't wanna go back again.
It's like pulling teeth to get inside of your head because you've invested time not to say what's on your mind. Now I'm pulling out every strand and you can see every single vein on the back of my hand...
...as I wait for you to tell me you love me.
History repeats itself just like an old friend who tells the same stories since we were kids and I reserve the right to change the ending this time.
LYRICS: Pulled aside as if I was the wrong one, You said it all and you made me the lost one. Elevated by your greatest mistake, now I'm all alone. I bet you couldn't tell that I felt the same way, Struggling just to get to the next day. I'm not force fed lies while I'm by your side.
Shaking your head doesn't change this. Preparing myself for a train wreck, I can't be saved.
So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, But I don't feel invisible, whoa. So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, So I'll hope for a miracle. Yeah, I'll hope for a miracle.
Holidays tend to make me feel whole again. Rainy days make me feel like the dream is dead. I can show you what it's like to be down when you're all alone. I'm quite aligned to your design. What's mine is yours, and that's just fine. I'm finally acquiring the state of mind that everything is gonna be alright.
Shaking your head doesn't change this. Preparing myself for a train wreck, I can't be saved.
So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, But I don't feel invisible, whoa. So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, So I'll hope for a miracle. Yeah, I'll hope for a miracle.
And if you want to be free, I can't be the one to make you believe. You've still got this promise to keep. Step back and wash away the reckless intentions. They're leaving me breathless. Find a way to stay in your skin.
So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, But I don't feel invisible.
So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, But I don't feel invisible, whoa. So tell me why can't you see This is where you need to be? You know, it's taken its toll on me, So I'll hope for a miracle. Yeah, I'll hope for a miracle.Four Year Strong paranoia (Official Music Video)Pure Noise Records2024-10-17 | Vinyl/Merch/CD: purenoiserecs.lnk.to/FourYearStrong STREAM: purenoiserecs.lnk.to/FYSmusic
"I Will Follow You into the Dark" lyrics Love of mine some day you will die, But I'll be close behind. I'll follow you into the dark.
No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white; Just our hands clasped so tight, Waiting for the hint of a spark. If heaven and hell decide, That they both are satisfied, Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:
If there's no one beside you, When your soul embarks; Then I'll follow you into the dark.
In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule, I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black, And I held my tongue as she told me, "Son, fear is the heart of love." So I never went back.
If heaven and hell decide, That they both are satisfied, Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:
If there's no one beside you, When your soul embarks; Then I'll follow you into the dark.
You and me have seen everything to see; From Bangkok to Calgary. And the soles of your shoes are all worn down; The time for sleep is now. It's nothing to cry about, 'Cause we'll hold each other soon. In the blackest of rooms.
If heaven and hell decide, That they both are satisfied, Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs:
If there's no one beside you, When your soul embarks; Then I'll follow you into the dark. Then I'll follow you into the dark.Ben Quad ft. Hot Mulligan Cinco De Mayo Shit Show (Marietta cover)Pure Noise Records2024-10-17 | More Info: http://deadformats.net Stream: lnk.to/deadformats
"Cinco De Mayo Shit Show" lyrics Lately it's been getting late but I'm not tired And no thanks to Sleepless nights spent burning with desire So I'll get in my car We drove to the shoreline With the check engine light on We slept in a spare room Sparing no thoughts for our friends And we're all going Straight to hell For all the lies We tell ourselves Last night Last night, I wanted to leave all my friends out Desperate chance dragged me out of the sand But chance's certain way of getting stuck on One small desperate action robbed me of all my good luck Why did I think I could make it better now? Why did I think I could keep my feet on the ground? If I wake up and accidentally crawl into your arms It's nothing personal Person-hood has always seemed so strange (Oh, oh, oh) Why do things always have to go and change? (Oh, oh, oh) Better off if things just stayed the same If I freak out and I crash my fucking car into your house Of course it's personal Person-hood has made me feel this way (Oh, oh, oh) Why do things always have to go and change? (Oh, oh, oh) Better off if things just stayed the same Oh, I'm getting too old for this shit I'm throwing fits and acting like a kid again Oh, I'm getting too old for this shit I'm throwing fits and acting like a kid again Oh, I'm getting too old for this shit I'm throwing fits and acting like a kid again Oh, I'm getting too old for this shit I'm throwing fits and acting like a kid again Oh, I'm getting too old for this shit I'm throwing fits and acting like a kid againBelmont SSX Trickmont (Brian Lada Drum Playthrough)Pure Noise Records2024-10-16 | Music & Merch: lnk.to/BelmontMerch Apple / iTunes: lnk.to/Belmont/applemusic Spotify: lnk.to/Belmont/spotify
"Juliet Has A Gun (Not A Song)" lyrics ENEMIES OF ENEMIES. IT DOESN’T MAKE US FRIENDS. THERE’S NOT ENOUGH THREAD TO TIE UP OUR LOOSE ENDS. YOUR WALLS WOULD LOOK MUCH BETTER IF THEY WERE PAINTED RED. AND IF YOU SAID YOU’D STAY, I’D HOLD MY BREATH. WHEN THERE’S TOO MUCH TO SAY, I ALWAYS SWALLOW IT DOWN. AND I’LL LET YOU BELIEVE THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW IT SOUNDS. I WISH THAT YOU WOULD WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. I NEED MORE TO REMEMBER YOU BY. I KNOW YOU’RE HOPING I’LL FORGET. BUT I REMEMBER EVERY WORD YOU SAID. WE’RE WAITING FOR THE END. AND DON’T YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH. WHEN THERE’S TOO MUCH TO SAY, I ALWAYS SWALLOW IT DOWN. AND I’LL LET YOU BELIEVE THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW IT SOUNDS. I WISH THAT YOU WOULD WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. I NEED MORE TO REMEMBER YOU BY. THE MIRROR. YOUR LIPSTICK. I’VE BURNED INTO MY MIND. I’LL SINK IT IN MY SKIN. YOUR BULLET’S LULLABY. THE MIRROR. YOUR LIPSTICK. I’VE BURNED INTO MY MIND. AND AFTER ALL THIS TIME, YOU’RE STILL MY LUCKY STRIKE. WHEN THERE’S TOO MUCH TO SAY, I ALWAYS SWALLOW IT DOWN. AND I’LL LET YOU BELIEVE THAT I DON’T KNOW HOW IT SOUNDS. I WISH THAT YOU WOULD WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. I NEED MORE TO REMEMBER YOU BY (THE MIRROR. YOUR LIPSTICK. THE BULLET. I REMEMBER IT. THE MIRROR. YOUR LIPSTICK. THE BULLET TO REMEMBER YOU BY).Stateside Since Last SeasonPure Noise Records2024-10-16 | CD/Vinyl/Merch: lnk.to/StatesideCA Spotify: lnk.to/StatesideCA/spotify Apple Music: lnk.to/StatesideCA/applemusic
"Since Last Season" lyrics I’M ANTICIPATING EVERY WORD YOU SAY ON THE LONG DRIVE HOME. AND I JUST CAN’T STEER STRAIGHT. YOUR WORDS THE BULLET. YOUR MOUTH THE GUN. JUST ANOTHER LOOK AT THE DAMAGE THAT YOU’VE DONE. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE (HATE TO BE THE ONE TO TELL YOU EVERY BAD DREAM’S GONNA COME TRUE). AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE (I’M DEDICATING EVERY SINGLE DEAD END TO YOU). I’M ANTICIPATING EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE. THE TASTE OF BURNING FOIL FROM WHEN YOU CAME AND WENT. INK AND BLOOD JUST AREN’T ENOUGH TO KEEP YOUR TASTE FROM MY TONGUE OR YOUR NAME FROM MY LUNGS. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE (HATE TO BE THE ONE TO TELL YOU EVERY BAD DREAM’S GONNA COME TRUE). AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE. AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BE (I’M DEDICATING EVERY SINGLE DEAD END TO YOU). AND I HIDE IT UNDERNEATH. EVERY BRUISED AND BEATEN PIECE. THAT I REFUSE TO BE SEEN. THERE IS NO SPACE BETWEEN. I FEEL YOU NEXT TO ME (YOUR WARMTH BLISTERING, AND NOW IT’S HARD TO BREATHE).State Champs Critical (Official Live Video 2024)Pure Noise Records2024-10-15 | CD/Vinyl/Merch: lnk.to/StateChampsMerch Spotify: purenoiserecs.lnk.to/kotnaacoustic/spotify Apple Music: purenoiserecs.lnk.to/kotnaacoustic/applemusic
LYRICS: I’ve always wanted what I can’t have and I’ve been making it a note to feel what’s left to feel and put my shoulder to the wheel Everything about me used to have a mind of it’s own I’ve got what’s left of me, some positivity and no more waiting on a dial tone because I’ve loved and lost a cause and that’s enough to never let you forget me
We’ve been gone for too long to see this happen again Then again, you’re too gone to say that’s not what you meant You’re crying, I’m not trying I won’t let this life get so critical
Remember the time you asked me to let go? Where did you want me to begin? Take a stand You know you haven’t got what you came for and recently, my counter seems to be the place to be at night You were right, I must be wrong for wanting you to know I let go of the old and you don’t deserve to see where it leads me to be and doesn’t that make you question why we were here in the first place?
We’ve been gone for too long to see this happen again Then again, you’re too gone to say that’s not what you meant You’re crying, I’m not trying I won’t let this life get so critical
I’m like a boy lost in a city not wanting to be found Everything is a sight to see until you come back around I’m like a boy lost in a city not wanting to be found Everything is a site to see until you come back around
We’ve been gone for too long to see this happen again Then again, you’re too gone to say that’s not what you meant You’re crying, I’m not trying I won’t let this life get so critical
"SEOUL (Acoustic)" lyrics I’m scared but I can’t move there’s a better place but I can’t go I don’t want to cover up and I don’t want to talk too much
it makes me fucking sick that I used to feel so insecure about my skin tone man it would turn so brown in the summer south
can you figure out how to get rid of the wish to be someone else? you gotta light it up / you gotta burn it down I will find my peace where it’s not allowed
I was faking I tried to mimic them just an exaggerating, tragic copy of a white kid how can I be a white kid? what a strange way to think about it
you gotta light it up / you gotta burn it down I will find my peace where it’s not allowed and I know it’s a lot and it’s heavy on your shoulders and I feel the same way too we both spent our youth confused
do you realize how it shifted it’s a power not a weakness you should take it back, claim it and reuse it can you figure out how to get rid of the wish to be someone elseSenses Fail Shoulder To The Wheel (Saves The Day cover)Pure Noise Records2024-10-10 | More Info: http://deadformats.net Stream: lnk.to/deadformats
"Shoulder To The Wheel" lyrics And I say just go Please, Dave, just drive Get us as far as far can be Get us away from tonight And I say I'm sorry I didn't mean to yell But I'm having a bad week And I miss my mom We drive Dave steps on the gas The world that's flying by is Slick and smooth Big waves of light The radio is playing Queen We're rocking out And we're going now 'Cause, hey, this is it This is where we are Out here where silence is Seventy miles an hour, windows up tight And I am home We drive Dave steps on the gas The world that's flying by is Slick and smooth Big waves of light The radio is playing Queen We're rocking out We drive Dave steps on the gas The world that's flying by is Slick and smooth Big waves of light The radio is playing Queen We're rocking out We drive Dave steps on the gas The world that's flying by is Slick and smooth Big waves of light The radio is playing Queen And we're rocking out And I say just go Please, Dave, just drive Get us as far as far can be Get us away from tonight Seventy miles an hour, windows up tight And I am home We drive Dave steps on the gas The world that's flying by is Slick and smooth Big waves of light The radio is playing Queen We're rocking out We're rocking out We're rocking outSaves The Day Lady In A Blue Dress (Senses Fail cover)Pure Noise Records2024-10-10 | More Info: http://deadformats.net Stream: lnk.to/deadformats
"Lady In A Blue Dress" lyrics Just like the lady in a blue dress You've got cigarettes on your breath Hair spray and some cheap perfume I'll put a little sour in your sweet You've got so much fucking tongue in cheek You want what you could never have You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself 'Cause all that I see right now Is someone who's lost and insecure So you say that I am rated X You suffer from the lack of sex Blackheart and your lipstick smeared Your points are trite and I'm too sober To deal with you running over Your same pathetic cliche lines You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself 'Cause all that I see right now Is someone who's lost and insecure Don't try to be cute with me 'Cause I now know you hate yourself And you'd end your stupid life now But you're, oh you're too spineless Just like the lady in a blue dress You've got cigarettes on your breath Hair spray and some cheap perfume You say that you want respect Well then you better get some for yourself 'Cause all that I see right now Is someone who's lost and insecureCant Swim Worst Aint Over Yet (feat. Nathan Hardy of Microwave)Pure Noise Records2024-10-09 | Music & Merch here: purenoiserecs.lnk.to/cantswimstores Spotify: lnk.to/cantswim/spotify Apple Music: lnk.to/cantswim/applemusic
Directed and animated by Scott Gordon and Sherise Seven (www.halola.tv)
"Sunny Side" lyrics Every time I'm border line I hide behind Stray pieces of my past life Takin' time to realize what's locked inside And I know I shouldn't wait Open up this flooded gate
I keep my sunny side up and my dirty side down Keep kicking this life around And I know I'm not the same 7 years since I changed my name Keep my sunny side up and my dirty side down Burn everything to the ground Cause there's no one else to blame Certain feelings shouldn't last forever
If I decide to sever ties with days gone by Those feelings wash away I wonder why it takes your time away from mine And I know I shouldn't wait Open up this flooded gate
I'm not running away Don't wanna close the door on my past Instead I'm moving on to exactly who I am
I try, deep down, I know I try I try, deep down, I know I try
"Ephemera" lyrics This world is what you give and take, And I have given everything
(Why) does every flower wilt away (I watched you) I watched you ruin everything (I feel) stuck inside the mess you made
Spill me open and see my future Leave me here to clean my sutures
What do you want me to say If you won't even look at my face Why would you want me to stay If my life all burns up into flames What do you want me to say If you won't even look at my face Why would you want me to stay If this all burns up
Ephemera (We were made to throw away) Ephemera (We were made to throw away) Ephemera (We were made to throw away) Ephemera (We were made to throw away) Ephemera
"Peer Review" lyrics Atlanta bus station I'll do my best to paint a picture It's women who spit when they smoke It's men who ask to borrow your phone There's a young guy he's wearing no shoes There's an old lady who's partially nude Everyone mutters and everyone yells It's a shit dipped concrete annex of hell I'm tasting the smells and chewing the sounds I wait for my bus but I'm wondering how I find myself here at home with misfits When I'm so supposed so much better than this Eye to eye with people I've judged I can't reach my perch from this place in the mud Shoulder to shoulder with total scum Can't they see I'm nothing like them? Lifeboat we're in is starting to sink My high horse seems to be adding the weight A sense of entitlement lodged in my mind But if they're here and I'm here then who the fuck am I? A prison visiting room I'll do my best to paint a picture Killers they whisper traffickers cough It's a dim grey limbo god forgot I'm tasting the smells and I'm chewing the sounds I'm here for my dad but I'm wondering how He finds himself here at home with convicts When he's supposed to be so much better than this (He says) Eye to eye with people I've judged I can't reach my perch from this place in the mud Shoulder to shoulder with total scum Can't they see I'm nothing like them? Lifeboat we're in is starting to sink My high horse is just adding weight Entitled attitude lodged in my mind But if they're here and I'm here then who the fuck am I? You can't feel superior to people you're in it with These are your peers and you just gotta deal with it These are your peers, man, you just gotta deal with it Too much time inside your own head you lost sight of what it is
LYRICS: Won’t ya take a good hard look You’ll see more than you really should When you’re falling back to earth they’re gonna rewrite all the history books
Don’t you look at me that way It feels as good as tooth decay If its about the other day my bad I think I just got carried away
What’s it gonna take Maybe it’s me
You wanna move to tokyo Or somewhere that you barely know But you’re lying to yourself cuz you could never leave your mother at home
We’re so full of bad ideas We could make em last a hundred years But they’ll start to rust and turn to dust it’s never enough you’re never enough i’m never enough
Maybe it’s me if I can’t see what I wanna see when I wanna see it Maybe it’s me if I can’t feel what I wanna feel when I wanna feel it Maybe it’s me if I can’t be what I wanna be when I wanna be it
"Business Ethics" lyrics My cousin had an idea He needed money for drugs He went missing for days Called his mom please pay They got me in chains They're gonna hurt me with knives He was home the whole time He was home smoking ice Kidnap yourself You're the hostage here Kidnap yourself Let's disappear I had an idea I needed time off of work Boss told me don't ask So I called that jerk They got me zip ties Say they'll take my life I was home the whole time And here's your invite Kidnap yourself You're the hostage here Kidnap yourself Let's disappear When your loved ones are burnt And all your friends hate you Enterprise put your brain to work devise a plan to scam them one last time My cousin is full of ideas He needs money for drugs He found a scheme to rely on Now he works in finance
"Mad Care" lyrics Lost in Vallejo your engine died Work bussing tables every night Sleep in your truck bed getting high It's dumb but here we are Met at the swapmeet friendly face Romance takes hold rapid pace She's in love and you need a place It's dumb but here we are This is your situation This is your circumstance This is your fork in the road This is where pathways branch You've got your options here You can keep on your mission But now when you crash She's in that collision Those expectations aren't easy And your excitement is fleeting So you go and start cheating Moron here are you are There's something wrong you Something broken at the source Nice things come your way But you want something worse You want something worse
"Yankee Trails" lyrics From a farm in New Hampshire To a share house in Boston You worked in a kitchen You sold trees at Christmas A stint in Philly A minute in Vegas You're doing the circuit Of drug sunken faces You wash out to Reno With the best of intentions You apprentice at drywall But the devil makes a suggestion He says hey why don't you Get yourself new trouble He says hey why don't you Have yourself some struggle A summer in Memphis Kansas City in winter Jacksonville calling So you go and answer You crash out in Mesa And there's nothing worse You start at a warehouse But the devil offers this curse He says hey why don't you Get yourself new trouble He says hey life is long Why not spend it fucked up And so ends your world tour When you get left in Fresno Another check into rehab The bus pulls off without you
"Hey Listen" lyrics Antelope valley Walmart A bulletin board of missing teens Runaways and kidnaps CPS and tragedies One photo it grabs my eye It's blurry and grey and indistinct No more recent image That tells me something clear They forgot about this kid Years before he disappeared No more recent image Those words say it all He never had a home Just black mold and four walls Thin mustache and greasy hair Looks like half my high school friends Band shirt and baggy pants His skin is pale his eyes are red No more recent image All the questions it invites It's tough to find an upside In what seems like a cursed life No more recent image I'm still thinking of this kid And how some folks are lucky And other folks are him
"The Bitters" lyrics broad brush painter overstuffed folder you've got it labeled enemies i need to crush It's a bit much Big umbrella everyone sits under make it a target while you prime missiles for launch Alright that's enough Wishing failure on a stranger eating shit until you choke Even parasites have the foresight not to kill their hosts Cold touch handshake you've got a hang up you just can't seem to break I'll just wait Green eyes chapped ass curled lip you hiss the same bullshit list of tired complaints it's getting late bedtime for jealous assholes Wishing failure on a stranger eating shit until you choke Even parasites have the foresight not to kill their hosts Staring through fogged windows and calling it a microscope It's not healthy it's just control Picking through each other's trash gnawing at each other's bones It's not righteous it's just control Wishing failure on a stranger and getting what you want Wishing failure on a stranger but you're still who you are
"There Is A Light That Never Goes Out" lyrics Take me out tonight Where there's music and there's people And they're young and alive Driving in your car I never, never want to go home Because I haven't got one anymore Take me out tonight Because I want to see people And I want to see life Driving in your car Oh, please, don't drop me home Because it's not my home, it's their home And I'm welcome no more And if a double-decker bus crashes into us To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten ton truck kills the both of us To die by your side Well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine Take me out tonight Take me anywhere, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care And in the darkened underpass I thought, oh God, my chance has come at last But then a strange fear gripped me And I just couldn't ask Take me out tonight Oh, take me anywhere, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care Driving in your car I never, never want to go home Because I haven't got one, la-di-dum Oh, I haven't got one Oh, oh And if a double-decker bus crashes into us To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten ton truck kills the both of us To die by your side Well, the pleasure, the privilege is mine Oh, there is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes out There is a light and it never goes outBearings Motivation (Sum 41 cover)Pure Noise Records2024-10-03 | More Info: http://deadformats.net Stream: lnk.to/deadformats
"Motivation" lyrics What's the difference of never knowing at all When every step I take is always too small? Maybe it's just something I can't admit But lately, I feel like I don't give a shit Motivation's such an aggravation Accusations, don't know how to take them Inspiration's getting hard to fake it Concentration, never hard to break it Situation never what you want it to be What's the point of never making mistakes? Self-indulgence, such a hard habit to break It's all just a waste of time in the end Don't care, so why should I even pretend? Motivation's such an aggravation Accusations, don't know how to take them Inspiration's getting hard to fake it Concentration, never hard to break it Situation never what you wanted Nothing's new (everything's the same) Keeps on draggin' me down (It's getting kind of lame) Falling further behind (there's nothing to explain) No matter what you say, nothing's gonna change my mind Can't depend on doubt until the end It seems like leaving friends has become this year's trend And though I can't pretend, afraid to be this way It's not the same, but who's to blame for all those stupid things I never said? Motivation's such an aggravation Accusations, don't know how to take them Inspiration's getting hard to fake it Concentration, never hard to break it Motivation's such an aggravation Accusations, don't know how to take them Inspiration's getting hard to fake it Concentration, situation never what you want it to be Never what you want it to be Never what you want it to beKnuckle Puck Stick Season (Noah Kahan cover)Pure Noise Records2024-10-03 | More Info: http://deadformats.net Stream: lnk.to/deadformats
"Stick Season" lyrics As you promised me that I was more than all the miles combined You must have had yourself a change of heart like Halfway through the drive 'Cause your voice trailed off exactly as you passed my exit sign Kept on drivin' straight and left our future to the right Now I am stuck between my anger and the blame that I can't face And memories are somethin' even smoking weed does not replace And I am terrified of weather 'cause I see you when it rains Doc told me to travel, but there's Covid on the planes And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do So I thought that if I piled something good on all my bad That I could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad No, I am no longer funny, 'cause I miss the way you laugh You once called me forever, now you still can't call me back And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Oh, that'll have to do My other half was you I hope this pain's just passin' through But I doubt it And I love Vermont, but it's the season of the sticks And I saw your mom, she forgot that I existed And it's half my fault, but I just like to play the victim I'll drink alcohol 'til my friends come home for Christmas And I'll dream each night of some version of you That I might not have, but I did not lose Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes And I'm split in half, but that'll have to do Have to do
"Forgive Me" lyrics All of a sudden I forgot how to breathe Along with all of the ways that you left me depleted It’s always the little things that stick in your brain Like the tears on your face when you said you had finally found your place
Now choked up at home You spend hours on your phone You’re just going through our photos You’re scrolling through the motions It’s there that I wonder if you feel it in your core The deep sense of remorse where those butterflies fluttered before
Maybe you’re better off now Walking this world by yourself I’m sorry for slowing you down Won’t you forgive me my love?
There’s a restaurant on State St. It’s where you first asked me You said “Do you love me?” Then looked at me blushing I said “I think I do” But I lied to you Because I knew I did Just like I know I do
But now it’s all different There’s a trail of transgressions And it’s paved with resentment From the stones we were throwing But we could venture off Haven’t you had enough? Go back to Santa Barbara Maybe fall back in love
Maybe you’re better off now Walking this world by yourself I’m sorry for slowing you down Won’t you forgive me my love?
Your car ain’t outside, tell me baby where you sleeping? You must be doing fine if you took it there already And you’re well in your right, I just don’t think I was ready I guess I just needed more time
Maybe you’re better off now Walking this world by yourself I’m sorry for slowing you down Won’t you forgive me my love?
"No Thoughts" lyrics It's hard to move in a generation Though it's all planned out It's hard to hear what you're trying to say when Words are fucked around New creeps gonna rule the nation I don't like that sound Can't stop but nothing changes Do you need it now
You don't even seem to care I don't even talk about it
"Psychic Trauma" lyrics You'll never be here, it's hard to explain Psychic trauma, returns with age There's nothing new here, no room to relate I don't know what you're trying to say Try to stop it, try to feel something But nothing happens, I stay the same Is it alright to end up this way? Life gets boring, it fades away
I can't believe what you're telling me is true My mind is always wasted listening to you
"Now Here In" lyrics I go outside and see all these things that should be real Go on, you're a part of it, can you breathe or can you feel? You're not the same as me but I know we share a thing No use remembering how it used to be serene
But I can feel your pain, and I feel alright about it
We're moving quickly to the same I feel there's nothing left to say A simple life could be so strange If we're just living here today
"Quieter Today" lyrics I think I know you lied I've known a thousand times We must be hiding it so I'll stay sleeping There's nothing wrong with life I just don't have it right I just can't tell myself that nothing's real
Every time I feel okay my heart moves forward Thinking of the one today that I get over Every time I feel okay my head moves forward Figure out the one today and I get over
No one wants to hear the same complaint Even if it's holding me insane No one listens, no one hears it Say what you want but I'm not gonna need it Try to keep it quieter today
"Just See Fear" lyrics Rearrange another part of me There's nothing you can do to make me whole Look inside and know the perfect time There's always something there to make it known
I'm not going to move forward I don't need you here I need a reason, I don't hear it Now I just see fear
Words you said always sound the same I need a little time to take alone
"I'm Not Part Of Me" lyrics It starts right now, there's a way I was before But I can't recall how I was those days anymore I'm learning how to be here and nowhere else How to focus on what I can do myself
I'm not telling you all I'm going through I feel fine
Leave it all to memory of what we did when we were young and Now you could just leave me on my own Moving toward a new idea, you're not what I really need and Now you could just leave me on my own
I'm not, I'm not you You're a part of me
It's over now, there's a way I was before But I can't recall how I was those days anymore I'm learning how to be here and nowhere else How to focus on what I can do myself
"Ten Digits Away" (Deluxe) lyrics I shouldn't think like this But I know that you're not driving home without the same thoughts goin through your head I don't want to be the one to Bring this to its natural end to say nothing Is self destructive Your phone is ringing, don't you crawl into bed I know it's easier to say Let's keep it simple, safe, mundane Went through the motions of our needs Now you look through me We can live our separate lives But if there ever comes a time Just know I'm 10 digits away from what you wanted to say To me You shouldn't think like this But you know It gets harder to decipher when there's feelings involved Do we smother or uncover? Or just let it dissolve AND yea I want to be the one to Bring this to its natural end No more bluffing or saying nothing Your phone is screaming don't you crawl into bed I know it's easier to say Let's keep it simple, safe, mundane Went through the motions of our needs Now you look through me We can live our separate lives But if there ever comes a time Just know I'm 10 digits away from what you wanted to say To me You know it all meant so much more to me My favorite alibi? You were a want and not a need And in this ballad about dignity You're a lullaby That's been singing me to sleep I know it's easier to say Let's keep it simple, safe, mundane Yea I saw it in your face When you were pushing me away Just know I'm 10 digits away From what you wanted to say To me
LYRICS: I can go to the boardwalk Without a reminder in the waves Drive up to Woodstock And know that you won’t get in my way Listen to matchbox And won’t let the day waste away while I’m thinking about you again But now it’s 3am
It looks like I’ll be sleeping in Deja vu keeps creeping in But I surrender, nothing I can do
Cuz damn I get so Lovesick from light blue You know I just get Constant notes of you Was it all worth it? Seems like just yesterday It’s so intoxicating Never faded Hate the way that I’m still Lovesick from light blue
I can tap in a rebound With somebody new in your old seat Order a few rounds Still manage to shake these memories, yeah But I know when we’re face to face Something always would fill the space What could’ve been wore off to what might never be
It looks like I’ll be sleeping in Deja vu keeps creeping in But who am I to think that I’m immune
Cuz damn I get so Lovesick from light blue You know I just get Constant notes of you Was it all worth it Seems like just yesterday It’s so intoxicating Never faded Hate the way that I’m still Lovesick from light blue
Play back that weekend in soho that soon we would outgrow I relive it in slow-mo But we both know
It looks like I’ll be sleeping in Deja vu keeps creeping in It looks like I’ll be sleeping in Deja vu keeps creeping in But who am I to think that I’m immune
God damn I get so Lovesick from light blue You know I just get Constant notes of you Was it all worth it Seems like just yesterday It’s so intoxicating Never faded Hate the way that I’m still Lovesick from light blue