FontesLYRICS
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updated 15 years ago
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts shift through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but I'm so tired of this deceit
every time I try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all I ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause I swear
for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
trying not to break
but I'm so tired of this deceit
every time I try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all I ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause I swear
for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
you
you
waste myself on you
you
you
you
Ahh..
take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause I swear
for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
everything from the inside
and just throw it all away
cause I swear / for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
you
you
you
like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
you all assume
I'm safe here in my room
unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
cause inside I realize
and I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
so I'm
breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breathe again
I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
the battles always choose
cause inside I realize
that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
so I'm
breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
or why I have to scream
but now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
so I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
tonight
little bit of loneliness
a little bit of disregard
a handful of complaints
but I can't help the fact
that everyone can see these scars
I am
what i want you to want
what i want you to feel
but it's like
no matter what I do
I can't convince you
to just believe this is real
so I let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that I'm not
but I'll be here
cause you're all I got
I can't feel
the way I did before
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
time won't heal
this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am
a little bit insecure
a little unconfident
cause you don't understand
I do what i can
but sometimes I don't make sense
I am
what you never want to say
but I've never had a doubt
it's like no matter what I do
I can't convince you
for once just to hear me out
so I let go
watching you
turn your back like you always do
face away and pretend that I'm not
but I'll be here
cause you're all I got
I can't feel
the way I did before
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
time won't heal
this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
now
hear me out now
you're gonna listen to me
like it or not right now (2X)
I can't feel
the way I did before
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored(2x)
time won't heal
this damage anymore
don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored
time won't heal
don't turn your back on me
i won't be ignored.
and I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
and I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
but all the vacancy the words revealed
is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
just stuck, hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
and I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
looking everywhere only to find that it's
not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I)
what do I have but negativity
cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
(nothing to lose)
nothing to gain, hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
I will never know
myself until I do this on my own
and I will never feel
anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
anything 'til I break away from me
and I will break away
I'll find myself today
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've held so long
(erase all the pain till it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel
like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
somewhere I belong
everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
when I pretend
I can forget about the criminal I am
stealing second after second just cause I know I can / but
I can't pretend this is the way it will stay / I'm just
trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
so I'm
lying my way from you
[no / no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[no / no turning back now]
let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause I can see
[no / no turning back now]
the very worst part of you
Is me
I remember what they taught to me
remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
remember listening to all of that and this again
so I pretended up a person who was fitting in
and now you think this person really is me and I'm
[trying to bend the truth]
but the more I push
the more I'm pulling away
'cause I'm
lying my way from you
[no / no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[no / no turning back now]
let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause I can see
[no / no turning back now]
the very worst part of you
the very worst part of you
Is me
this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what i said
would have you running from me
like this
this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me
like this
this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me
like this
this isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
would have you running from me
like this
you
[no turning back now]
I wanna be pushed aside
so let me go
[ah / no turning back now]
let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
[no turning back now]
anywhere on my own
cause I can see
[no / no turning back now]
the very worst part of you
the very worst part of you
Is me


