I intellectualize my feelings Then I get high to drown them out I know the hurt is part of healing Wish you were here to hold me now
All I can feel is your indifference Back then I thought that I deserved it There’s nothin’ I could do to fix it I guess I’m still learning how to live with it
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
Drove by your house again last weekend Remember when it felt like home I think a part of me’s still in there Do you ever feel my ghost?
I only see you in my nightmares Sometimes I wish that I could haunt you What if I’m always gonna be scared What if I’m always gonna want you
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
I’m sorry that I wasn’t older Were we ever really friends? I think I’m finally glad it’s over It still hurts but it hurts less
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
I intellectualize my feelings Then I get high to drown them out I know the hurt is part of healing Wish you were here to hold me now
All I can feel is your indifference Back then I thought that I deserved it There’s nothin’ I could do to fix it I guess I’m still learning how to live with it
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
Drove by your house again last weekend Remember when it felt like home I think a part of me’s still in there Do you ever feel my ghost?
I only see you in my nightmares Sometimes I wish that I could haunt you What if I’m always gonna be scared What if I’m always gonna want you
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
I’m sorry that I wasn’t older Were we ever really friends? I think I’m finally glad it’s over It still hurts but it hurts less
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different nowRosie Darling - The Longest Goodbye (Live in Topanga)Rosie Darling2024-03-15 | Stream 'Lanterns': rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
If all these walls could talk You wouldn’t hear a thing ‘Cuz all I do is cry And no one is listening
I don’t know where you stop ‘Cuz you bleed through everything I think this might take my whole life You’re the longest goodbye
Thought that I knew you better Guess nothin’ lasts forever But you still take up all my time The longest goodbye Just ‘cuz I never see you Don’t mean I learned to leave you And all the love we left behind
I find you here and there When I’m tryin’ to forget Even though I’ll always care about you I still wish we never met
And I hope you know I meant it Even though you don’t deserve it But for now my door’s still open wide You’re the longest goodbye
Thought that I knew you better Guess nothin’ last forever But you still take up all my time The longest goodbye Just ‘cuz I never see you Don’t mean I learned to leave you And all the love we left behind
California’s beautiful But I might just let you have it ‘Cuz there’s a whole wide world outside of me and you And maybe in another life we’ll Find out why this happened And why there’s always more of you to lose
Thought that I knew you better Guess nothin’ last forever But you still take up all my time The longest goodbye Just ‘cuz I never see you Don’t mean I learned to leave you And all the love we left behind You’re the longest goodbye Goodbye, hmmm
And it might not look like it But for what its worth I’m tryin’ This might take me my whole life You’re the longest goodbyeRosie Darling - Im Different Now (Live in Topanga)Rosie Darling2024-03-01 | Stream 'Lanterns': rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics: I intellectualize my feelings Then I get high to drown them out I know the hurt is part of healing Wish you were here to hold me now
All I can feel is your indifference Back then I thought that I deserved it There’s nothin’ I could do to fix it I guess I’m still learning how to live with it
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
Drove by your house again last weekend Remember when it felt like home I think a part of me’s still in there Do you ever feel my ghost?
I only see you in my nightmares Sometimes I wish that I could haunt you What if I’m always gonna be scared What if I’m always gonna want you
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now
I’m sorry that I wasn’t older Were we ever really friends? I think I’m finally glad it’s over It still hurts but it hurts less
If I was still an optimist I would just move on from this But I, I'm different now Forgave your broken promises Yeah, I loved you though all of it But I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different now Oh, I hope one day I’ll love again another away Cuz I, I’m different nowRosie Darling - Only Fools (Live in Topanga)Rosie Darling2024-02-16 | Stream 'Lanterns': rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
Last night’s blood moon, thought I saw you It was just a dream Same old cross streets I walk in my sleep Where everything still leads To a parallel place where I can twist fate And I still feel like your’s But once I fall back down to earth I have to close the door
And leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
Learn the hard way how to be brave And take my own advice I tried everything and anything To let you go and set me free But there’s no easy way to say goodbye
And leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
I know better, I know better I know better this time I know better, I know better I know better
For the first time I feel alright Guess I’m learning how
To leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
I know better, I know better I know better this time I know better, I know better I know betterRosie Darling - Boxes (Live in Topanga)Rosie Darling2024-02-02 | Stream: rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
I’m always fitting into boxes Got used to doing what you wanted I guess I mistook you for belonging Now all that's left is something haunting
I cried the whole way home from London You changed the locks, I kept my key Had to explain it to my family All of the hurt they couldn't see
Oh, you used to say you wouldn’t leave
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven but I'm here I'm still here I’m still here
Your brother tried to call me He didn't know that it was over How could you offer me the whole world And never give me any closure
Oh, you used to say you wouldn’t leave
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven, but I'm here I'm still here
I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me
I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven, but I'm here I’m still here I’m still hereRosie Darling - Overthrown (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2023-11-10 | Stream the 'Lanterns' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
(Ooohh) (Ooohh) (Ooohh) Everything is overgrown (Ooohh) Where do good intentions go? (Ooohh) Tripped over some steppin’ stones (Ooohh) We fell into the undertow
(Ooohh) I know two halves can make a whole (but we fell through) (Ooohh) And I don't want conditional (Ooohh) There's nowhere else for us to go (Ooohh) There’s death in everything we sow We’re overthrown
Why do castles feel so cold? (set a fire to it) Watchin’ solid walls unfold Standin’ in this hell-ish home (we’re the last ones) Though I don’t wanna let you go We’re overthrown
Last night’s blood moon, thought I saw you It was just a dream Same old cross streets I walk in my sleep Where everything still leads To a parallel place where I can twist fate And I still feel like your’s But once I fall back down to earth I have to close the door
And leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
Learn the hard way how to be brave And take my own advice I tried everything and anything To let you go and set me free But there’s no easy way to say goodbye
And leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
I know better, I know better I know better this time I know better, I know better I know better
For the first time I feel alright Guess I’m learning how
To leave it all behind Stop lookin’ for signs Only fools would do the same thing twice I found out sometimes, love ain’t worth the price Only fools would do the same thing twice I know better this time
I know better, I know better I know better this time I know better, I know better I know betterRosie Darling - I Dont Want It Anymore (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2023-11-10 | Stream the 'Lanterns' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
I don’t relate to the way that you hate To let anybody get close Already forgave you ‘cuz trying to save you Only made me feel alone You had a way with affection You could make hell feel like heaven
For all of the ways I felt weightless Could still feel the fault line was breaking I followed you ‘til I was faithless I didn’t know love could be dangerous And all of this pain left me shapeless If that’s how you love, then just take it Take it all, I don’t want it anymore
I’d say we’re even, but I broke in pieces When you sunk your teeth into me And I started healing, but I can still feel it Like it's still happening You had a way with affection You could make hell feel like heaven
For all of the ways I felt weightless Could still feel the fault line was breaking I followed you ‘til I was faithless I didn’t know love could be dangerous And all of this pain left me shapeless If that’s how you love, then just take it Take it all, I don’t want it anymore (Ooohhh) I don’t want it anymore
You had a way with affection You could make hell feel like heaven
For all of the ways I felt weightless Could still feel the fault line was breaking Followed you ‘til I was faithless I didn’t know love could be dangerous And all of this pain left me shapeless If that’s how you love, then just take it Take it all, I don’t want it anymoreRosie Darling - Burden (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2023-11-10 | Stream the 'Lanterns' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/lanterns
Lyrics:
I thought about movin’ to Portland Learn to exist outside your orbit I won't pretend you weren’t important It was my loss, I watched you forfeit
I still go watering the garden You pulled the roots I poured my heart in You cut me out like I was poison When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden?
Dug up the ground I used to worship There's nothin’ left out here that’s sacred The truth came back up to the surface When did my love become your burden?
Let go of all my expectations Vacate the space I once felt safe in I guess some wounds are left wide open When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? When did my love become your burden? (Burden, burden, burden)Rosie Darling - Villain (Official Video)Rosie Darling2023-08-25 | Stream 'Villain: rosiedarling.ffm.to/villain
Lyrics:
Wish I could relate To the way that you take By mistake I gave more than I had to offer I hope you find peace In your house by the beach
I don't wanna forgive you It will kill me if I don't I’m not doin’ it for you Just thought you should know
It’s okay if you hate me I used to hate me, too It’s okay if you blame me I used to blame me, too It's alright if you paint me as the villain in your story If you think that I destroyed it where’s the glory in that It's alright if what you want is to ignore me Puttin’ everyone before me At last, I can live with that
I think I'm out of the woods I don't look over my shoulders I went out with lanterns I saw what it was
I couldn’t be your reflection We’re one in the same But you just couldn’t face us
(No, I) I don't wanna forgive you It will kill me if I don't I’m not doing it for you Just thought you should know
It’s okay if you hate me I used to hate me, too It’s okay if you blame me I used to blame me, too It's alright if you paint me as the villain in your story If you think that I destroyed it where’s the glory in that It's alright if what you want is to ignore me Puttin’ everyone before me At last, I can live with that
Can you? Can you? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do? Can you find somebody who will love you in the way that I do?Rosie Darling - Boxes (Official Music Video)Rosie Darling2023-07-21 | "Stream 'Boxes': rosiedarling.ffm.to/boxes
Lyrics:
I’m always fitting into boxes Got used to doing what you wanted I guess I mistook you for belonging Now all that's left is something haunting
I cried the whole way home from London You changed the locks, I kept my key Had to explain it to my family All of the hurt they couldn't see
Oh, you used to say you wouldn’t leave
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven but I'm here I'm still here I’m still here
Your brother tried to call me He didn't know that it was over How could you offer me the whole world And never give me any closure
Oh, you used to say you wouldn’t leave
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven, but I'm here I'm still here
I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me
I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me I’m still right here where you left me I’m still right here, come get me
I’m walking down the street Wet clothes, grieving Yea, God knows you’re not a healer What did you want from me I gave you everything I paid for heaven, but I'm here I’m still here I’m still here"“Boxes” out tomorrow! Please presave 🤍 https://rosiedarling.ffm.to/boxesRosie Darling2023-07-20 | ...“Boxes” video premiers tonight! See ya there 🤍🕯️✨ #newmusic #fyp # shorts #boxesRosie Darling2023-07-20 | ...Rosie Darling - Justify (Official Music Video)Rosie Darling2023-06-09 | Stream 'Justify': rosiedarling.ffm.to/justify
Lyrics:
I don’t know if I’m okay You’re not asking either way Because of you I’m always testin’ the brakes So if you leave ‘least I was playin’ it safe
If I fall and you don’t catch me I still take the blame Out of all the reasons to leave me I thought you would stay
I’m so sick of gettin’ so blinded From always tryin’ to look where the light is I’m so sick of your silver linings And always tryin’ to justify why you leave me this way
Maybe I should move away Think that somethings gotta change Sometimes I wonder if it’s me or this place Who would I be if I got out of LA
If I fall and you don’t catch me I still take the blame Out of all the reasons to leave me I thought you would stay
I’m so sick of gettin’ so blinded From always tryin’ to look where the light is I’m so sick of your silver linings And always tryin’ to justify why you leave me this way
Change my mind, I give up This time I’m letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know Change my mind, I give up This time I’m letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know
Change my mind, I give up This time I’m letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know Change my mind, I give up This time I’m letting you go Close the blinds, call it off This time I want you to know
I’m so sick of gettin’ so blinded From always tryin’ to look where the light is I’m so sick of your silver linings And always tryin’ to justify why you leave me this way“Justify” out tomorrow! Please presave 🤍Rosie Darling2023-06-08 | rosiedarling.ffm.to/justifyJUSTIFY | presave Justify plz !!! 🤍Rosie Darling2023-06-06 | rosiedarling.ffm.to/justifyJustify #newmusic #fyp #shorts #justifyRosie Darling2023-06-06 | ...Justify #newmusic #fyp #shorts #justifyRosie Darling2023-05-31 | So grateful to have a team that supports me and allows me to step away from the creative space when necessary for my mental health.
Especially in this industry it is essential to put your mental health first. If you’re in the music industry and are looking to further take care of your mental health, follow @backline.care for available resources. 🤍🤍🤍Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Nail in the Coffin #fyp #shorts #newmusicRosie Darling2023-05-31 | ...Rosie Darling, Boy In Space - Nail In The Coffin (Official Music Video)Rosie Darling2023-04-21 | "Stream the 'Nail In The Coffin': rosiedarling.ffm.to/nailinthecoffin
Lyrics:
It was cold felt like home running into your arms Tried to hold on to hope but it’s falling apart Picked up all of your clothes packed them into a box Mhhmmmm
Out of respect for Whatever’s left, I Need to put it to rest
Just put the nail in the coffin, we’re all out of options You left but you’re in my subconscious We traded caution for chaos, but it never paid off I fought, yeah I stayed, while you gave up
Thought I was like you but I’m not Cause I would never watch you fall A never ending paradox I still feel you but you’re lost I still feel you but you’re lost
I remember the part you were walking me home It wasn’t far when you stopped I was scared to let go And I don’t know how we got here How am I supposed to not care?
Out of respect for Whatever’s left, I Need to put it to rest
Just put the nail in the coffin, we’re all out of options You left but you’re in my subconscious We traded caution for chaos, but it never paid off I fought, yeah I stayed, while you gave up
Thought I was like you but I’m not, Cause I would never watch you fall A never ending paradox I still feel you but you’re lost I still feel you but you’re lost
Just put the nail in the coffin, we’re all out of options You left but you’re in my subconscious We traded caution for chaos, but it never paid off I fought, yeah I stayed, while you gave up
Thought I was like you but I’m not, Cause I would never watch you fall A never ending paradox I still feel you but you’re lost"lost on you - new song out now :) #fyp #newmusic #grief #healing #loveRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Witness live be hitting different 🤍Rosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...I don’t know how to heal from you #fyp #lostonyou #shortsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Writing a lot these days 🤍 #shortsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...you can keep all my friends and ill keep my distance 🛫Rosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Say Less 🫶🏻 #fyp #newmusic #k18results #shortsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Ooooof this one hurts #fyp #newmusicRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...lost on you out now :) #fyp #newmusic #grief #healing #love #shortsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Witness 🤍🥲Rosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...#coping #shortsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...still coping #fyp #StemDrop001 #fypシ #songwritersoftiktok #midnightsRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Remember my first show ever in Seattle 😭 🫶🏻 @Caleb Hearn #fyp #love #tour #vlogRosie Darling2023-03-13 | ...Rosie Darling - Lost On You (Official Music Video)Rosie Darling2023-03-03 | "Stream the 'Lost On You': rosiedarling.ffm.to/lostonyou
Lyrics:
I don’t know how to heal from you I have all this love, but it’s lost on you Every breath feels like deja vu How can I move on if it’s not with you
What if the world ends What if you forget Please don’t let me go I have so much left
I don’t know how to heal from you I have all this love, but it’s lost on you I have all this love, but it’s lost on you I have all this love, but it’s lost I have all this love, but it’s lost on you I have all this love, but it’s lost I have all this love, but it’s lost on you I have all this love, but it’s lost "Rosie Darling - Mistletoe (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-10-19 | Stream Mistletoe: rosiedarling.ffm.to/mistletoe
Lyrics:
It's the most beautiful time of the year Lights fill the streets, spreading so much cheer I should be playing in the winter snow But I'ma be under the mistletoe
I don't wanna miss out on the holiday But I can't stop staring at your face I should be playing in the winter snow But I'ma be under the mistletoe
(With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Under the mistletoe
Everyone's gathering around the fire Chestnuts roasting like a hot July I should be chilling with my folks, I know But I'ma be under the mistletoe
Word on the street, Santa's coming tonight Reindeer's flying through the sky so high I should be making a list, I know But I'ma be under the mistletoe
(With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Under the mistletoe (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Under the mistletoe
Ayy love, the wise men followed a star The way I followed my heart And it led me to a miracle
Ayy love, don't you buy me nothing 'Cause I am feeling one thing, your lips on my lips It’s a merry, merry Christmas
It's the most beautiful time of the year Lights fill the streets, spreading so much cheer I should be playing in the winter snow But I'ma be under the mistletoe
I don't wanna miss out on the holiday But I can't stop staring at your face I should be playing in the winter snow But I'ma be under the mistletoe
(With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Under the mistletoe, yeah (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Shawty, with you (With you) Under the mistletoe (Under the mistletoe)
Kiss me underneath the mistletoe Show me, baby, that you love me so-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh Kiss me underneath the mistletoe Show me, baby, that you love me so-oh-oh, oh, oh, ohRosie Darling - Golden Age (GOLDHOUSE REMIX)Rosie Darling2022-09-23 | Stream Golden Age (GOLDHOUSE REMIX): rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-goldhouseremix
Lyrics:
I don’t get outside enough I’ve never really been in love Before And I stare at my phone too much When did we fall out of touch?
It’s hard to feel anything these days Watching the news get stuck on replay I never thought it’d turn out this way Feels like my youth is Going to waste
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I get anxious in a crowd Can we turn the music down? I don’t wanna miss connections I’m afraid of missing out I can’t see through all the clouds Staying high to figure out I should probably stand for something But my feet don’t reach the ground
I don’t wanna feel this way when I’m older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I don’t wanna feel this way when I'm older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to wasteRosie Darling - Say Less (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-09-23 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
My intuition’s hard to listen to so I go missing My friends are high and we’ve already had this conversation I’m getting tired but it’s the product of a generation Self medicated on the thought of someone’s validation
I read a different definition of what love is I wish somebody would’ve told me what it wasn’t cause I try to fix it, fought and quit it Either way I spin it, I wasn’t in it
I’m going through it, tryin’ to find the meaning I talk about it all the time but I’m not healing I couldn’t help it, help what I’m feeling You find the chaos if that’s what you believe in You find the chaos if that’s what you believe inRosie Darling - What A Convincing Illusion (Official Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
Maybe this is all just a projection Maybe there was never a connection We were always walking in two different directions I was just an option, not your object of affection Dancing at your older sister’s wedding We drank too much but I can still remember I was getting dizzy And all at once it hit me Something bout the way it felt was so disorienting
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid
What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
Maybe you were bad at being honest Maybe I took the whole thing out of context I tried my best to blame you And I hate that I can’t hate you It’s nobody’s fault you couldn’t fall the way I wanted
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
Sometimes I wish that you’d still call me up Say that I don’t but I still give a fuck about you When I’m not around you
Sometimes I wish that you’d still call me up So I can pretend like I don’t give a fuck about you Cause I’m not around you
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
I wish I never let you in my life I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusionRosie Darling - Always Almost (Aura Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
I notice red flags and stop signs before I see green lights I try to slow down and think twice when it’s alright Finding new reasons it won’t ever work Avoiding the hurt so I always leave first I never get past the start cause I break my own heart every time
It’s always almost Always getting so close I always have so much I wanna say But I don’t It’s always my fault I never get to fall in love By the time that I get brave enough I miss out and it’s too late for us Could’ve been, should’ve been something good But I guess we’ll never know
I do my best to pretend that we’re friends and nothing else I don’t wanna be selfish so I hold back Cause you look so happy with her on your shoulder Baby we’ll try this again when we’re older Promise I’ll be right there when it’s over But right now
It’s always almost Always getting so close I always have so much I wanna say But I don’t It’s always my fault I never get to fall in love By the time that I get brave enough I miss out and it’s too late for us Could’ve been, should’ve been something good But I guess we’ll never know
It’s always
I’ll always hold out for us Hope that some day it’s enough You’ll always be the one that got away
It’s always almost Always getting so close I always have so much I wanna say But I don’t It’s always my fault I never get to fall in love By the time that I get brave enough I miss out and it’s too late for us Could’ve been, should’ve been something good But I guess we’ll never know
I’ll always hold out for us Hope that some day it’s enough You’ll always be the one that got awayRosie Darling - Golden Age (Aura Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
I don’t get outside enough I’ve never really been in love Before And I stare at my phone too much When did we fall out of touch?
It’s hard to feel anything these days Watching the news get stuck on replay I never thought it’d turn out this way Feels like my youth is Going to waste
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I get anxious in a crowd Can we turn the music down? I don’t wanna miss connections I’m afraid of missing out I can’t see through all the clouds Staying high to figure out I should probably stand for something But my feet don’t reach the ground
I don’t wanna feel this way when I’m older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I don’t wanna feel this way when I'm older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to wasteRosie Darling - Say Less (Aura Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
My intuition’s hard to listen to so I go missing My friends are high and we’ve already had this conversation I’m getting tired but it’s the product of a generation Self medicated on the thought of someone’s validation
I read a different definition of what love is I wish somebody would’ve told me what it wasn’t cause I try to fix it, fought and quit it Either way I spin it, I wasn’t in it
I’m going through it, tryin’ to find the meaning I talk about it all the time but I’m not healing I couldn’t help it, help what I’m feeling You find the chaos if that’s what you believe in You find the chaos if that’s what you believe inRosie Darling - Fucked Up Summer (Aura Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
Back seat, taxi Takin’ me away from you My bracelet, shoelaces I stole from your combat boots Reckless, restless I count the exit signs to get you off my mind, my mind
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you Cause I can’t stop thinkin’ about you Kissing your tattoos, smokin’ in your room I let my guard down, I never meant to
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you I’m not the same when I’m not around you Cryin’ in Malibu, drunk in the bathroom tryin’ to call you It’s gunna be a fucked up summer
Headphones, alone Our goodbye is on repeat False hope, quick smoke Thinkin’ I’ll get some sleep
Your ghost follows me A new city every night I still count the exit signs
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you Cause I can’t stop thinkin’ about you Kissing your tattoos, smokin’ in your room I let my guard down, I never meant to
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you I’m not the same when I’m not around you Cryin’ in Malibu, drunk in the bathroom tryin’ to call you It’s gunna be a fucked up summer
Fucked up summer Fucked up summer Fucked up summer It’s gunna be a fucked up summer
If you said six months back we’d be here I’d just laugh Thinkin’ that we’d never wanna run from this We were wrong
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you Cause I can’t stop thinkin’ about you Kissing your tattoos, smoking in your room I let my guard down, I never meant to
It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you I’m not the same when I’m not around you Cryin’ in Malibu, drunk in the bathroom tryin’ to call you It’s gunna be a fucked up summer
Fucked up summer Fucked up summer Fucked up summer It’s gunna be a fucked up summer
Summer Fucked up summer It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without you Fucked up summer It’s gunna be a fucked up summer without youRosie Darling - What a Convincing Illusion (Aura Visualizer)Rosie Darling2022-08-12 | Stream the 'Golden Age' EP: rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage-ep
Lyrics:
Maybe this is all just a projection Maybe there was never a connection We were always walking in two different directions I was just an option, not your object of affection Dancing at your older sister’s wedding We drank too much but I can still remember I was getting dizzy And all at once it hit me Something bout the way it felt was so disorienting
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid
What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
Maybe you were bad at being honest Maybe I took the whole thing out of context I tried my best to blame you And I hate that I can’t hate you It’s nobody’s fault you couldn’t fall the way I wanted
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
Sometimes I wish that you’d still call me up Say that I don’t but I still give a fuck about you When I’m not around you
Sometimes I wish that you’d still call me up So I can pretend like I don’t give a fuck about you Cause I’m not around you
I wish I could get back all of that time I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusion
I wish I never let you in my life I wish I never found out what it’s like To love someone and lose em I feel so fucking stupid What a convincing illusion What a convincing illusionRosie Darling - Golden Age (Official Video)Rosie Darling2022-06-24 | Stream 'Golden Age': rosiedarling.ffm.to/goldenage
Director: Laura-Lynn Petrick
Lyrics:
I don’t get outside enough I’ve never really been in love Before And I stare at my phone too much When did we fall out of touch?
It’s hard to feel anything these days Watching the news get stuck on replay I never thought it’d turn out this way Feels like my youth is Going to waste
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I get anxious in a crowd Can we turn the music down? I don’t wanna miss connections I’m afraid of missing out I can’t see through all the clouds Staying high to figure out I should probably stand for something But my feet don’t reach the ground
I don’t wanna feel this way when I’m older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste
I don’t wanna feel this way when i’m older Older I just wanna feel okay when it’s over Over, over
So where’s my golden age? And my greatest heartbreak and all my cliches And all of my stories that bleed off the page They all got taken away so Where’s my golden age? I lost my chance to make a stupid mistake This isn’t living It’s just taking up space Feels like my youth is Going to waste