Ekoh
Ekoh x Lø Spirit- GOOD THINGS
updated
I always said this is a song I would never touch. But when Nate reached out I had to give it a try. Hope you enjoy our Linkin Park remix 🔥
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LYRICS-
Verse 1
One thing,
I don’t know when
I found myself lost in the story again,
Lookin to try to find hope hidden within,
Don’t even know where to begin
To pick up the pen
And all I did when I tried to be better for you
Is add another piece of me to the things that I’ll lose
Following the trauma buried down in the roots,
Got me stuck tryin to move,
And All of it is so unlike
The way I was before I feel this,
Pull at the soul and it’s too much to deal with
Hard to see pain when the cuts Kept Concealed right underneath the skin and going deep within and all of the intent that I had at the start, doesn’t matter now when it’s all fallin apart,
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory
of a time I tried so hard
Chorus
I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter
Verse 2
One thing,
I don’t know what it takes to find the strength to be the one finally walkin away
So I’m writing this to look at and remind of the way
You had me Feelin like a walkin mistake,
And I’ve been lying awake,
lying to myself thinkin bout a past life,
find my way thru the dark with your gas light,
lookin back at all the things that I have tried,
I’m surprised that it got so far.
It’s like you only want what I won’t be,
Got a space in your heart for the old me,
I don’t even think you knew him well,
Like how can you be with someone that you love and feel lonely?
I should’ve known at the start,
It doesn’t matter now when it’s all falling apart
What it meant to you eventually will be a memory too,
When we tried so hard
Chorus
I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter
Bridge
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this, there’s only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this, there’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all but in the end it doesn’t even matter
#linkinpark #remix #intheend
Lyrics:
Chorus-
Mayday
I feel like I’m broken lately
And I don’t know if you can save me
I’ve been tryin to tell ‘em this is not a drill,
not a cry for help
Baby call it in
Verse 1
I Keep my head down a lot lately,
It’s not the shoes,
Im a dude who has never been used to a lot of safety,
I feel the floor shaking
Tryin to figure out an exit strategy thats got the least amount of heart breaking,
Cuz all the damage done,
I can live with but I can’t stand to look at you while crying knowing I’m the one,
That could’ve let you know when I began to feel the fall
When every color in my painting started getting dull
When every substance indulged in,
And the darkenss I’m pulled in I don’t even try to fight it I just let it win
The Work is getting compulsive
Every action impulsive
Obvious and All you want is me to let you in
I just wish it didn’t take this much,
Hard to be authentic when you’ve been afraid to love
Flyin high didn’t think of how to land it safe,
And now im finally callin out but its just to say
Chorus-
Mayday
I feel like I’m broken lately
And I don’t know if you can save me
I’ve been tryin to tell ‘em this is not a drill,
not a cry for help
Baby call it in
Verse 2
I Think I’m lonelier than most,
Living in my head it’s hard to find somewhere to go
So im treating all these songs like its therapy in hopes to find the reason that i sabotage and tell you that I dont
Like I Start to build a life and when everything lookin wonderful
I stopping it at the scaffolding only cover what's vulnerable
An orphan mentality family makes me uncomfortable
And closer that i get to you the more i can deflect its so crazy
Never know the role im expected so i project and feel crazy
yea I know it’s true but I do it still
If you can’t help me now i know nothing will
analyze trying to manufacture something real
Using anything just to change how I feel, now
All I feel is broken
Heart made of porcelain
Tryin to put the pieces together Without forcing it
Faking to fit what I think a perfect person portrait is,
But you deserve the world not an emotional contortionist,
Yea.
Bending the truth a true art,
So they love what you paint but don’t know who you are,
And i only show you when its far too late,
When theres nothing left, theres nothing at risk to say
Chorus-
Mayday
I feel like I’m broken lately
And I don’t know if you can save me
I’ve been tryin to tell ‘em this is not a drill,
not a cry for help
Baby call it in
#ekoh #mayday
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Ekoh x Nate Vickers - Hurt Myself (Official Music Video)
Lyrics-
INTRO-
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
VERSE 1-
I been tryin to hide but I know it’s just a matter of time until I break down
All the stress that I hold too much weight now
Got these pills I don’t really wanna take
But it feels like I walk in the devils playground,
Rain clouds in the head too often
Brain dead in the bed that’s a coffin
Havin thoughts of the head blown off every time that I close my eyes, NO STOP IT
I don’t think that anyone gets it so I don’t wanna tell anybody what really goin on in my head I just wanna be alone and listen to the music and let it tell me the way I need to feel so I don’t think I’m defective,
it’s getting worse everyday that’ll pass,
Getting too high I just wait for the crash
Started when I met my dad and then he left again abandonment the only thing I expect and can’t dream when I’m in a nightmare,
Everything goes wrong, what do I care?
Tryin to grab happiness cuz it’s right there
But I slips thru the grip and it’s gone in an instant, a misfit, insisting on always tryin to fit in
Got a need for the love but for me I don’t give shit
Enemies wanna see me fall and i feel like i’m at the last resort and bout to give in..
CHORUS-
Churches start to feel like prison cells
Cuz everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
VERSE 2-
Just tell me I'm okay
Tell me this is life and it’ll all work out in the long run
if it's not true, lie to me cuz i need some hope to help me out when the hearts shut,
Detached i barely feel alive
Tell me this is all worth the pain and time,
I been slippin now, barely got the grip
Where is all the friends who said they would stick by me?
look into the eyes, see, right into the soul weighed down so heavy but im highly emotional, but never vulnerable the bandwidth too much bout to overload or overdose, no one close when I got something inside i really hate and wanna cut and let it bleed out,
Hard to let in the light, when there’s a critic inside, that won’t stop speaking up, bringing me down
Feeling like I’m in a battle with 2 different people inside of me
The ones who been trying to hold me together is not the one who’s in the drivers seat
I’ve got this need to escape to the point where i’m sick of my f’n sobriety
Losing my footing, and I wish somebody would tell me that I'll be okay if i try to be
CHORUS-
Churches start to feel like prison cells
Cuz everybody'd rather judge than help
I can't make you pray for me now
Don't need your sympathy, I
Just want the love that I deserve when
All I do is Hurt Myself
#ekoh #hurt #natevickers
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LYRICS-
VERSE 1:
I don’t really care about the fame and the lights
You know that it’s fake as f when everybody's nice
I dont gotta be the one that anybody likes
Im already on my lonely get the f out of my face like
I've been doin better when operating alone
S*** up in my head i been living with tryin to cope
I burnt every bridge that would ever lead to a home,
And I said I’d build em back like I really mean it but don’t
I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again
Therapy don’t work if you don’t do the work, I tried but then I
Took the plight to paper, painted pictures started poppin
with the pain projected pried the piece and put it thru the process,
plus i prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential
now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils,
pressure peaking and they’re judging every move that I been makin
all these counterfeits pretending that I’m not the one you hate
I know that you want to forget
I’m the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end
I’m the lost innocence
Hello, I’m the hole in your head
CHORUS:
Watch me, Watch Me
Like you’re trying to forget
Living inside I am the hole in your head
A constant reminder while you’re all on my sh**
I am the one that’s getting under your skin
And you can try but you will never be whole again
Watch me, Watch Me
Like you’re trying to forget
I’m not a thorn in your side I’m the hole in your head
VERSE 2:
So give me no applause
Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest but I know you’re not
I think I know the plot
Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building while you take your shot
Never subtle I turn a city to rubble
I’m stepping down where I want to
and never concerned about who wanna talk
cuz I’ll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble
consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double
Yea I did this on my own and I don’t need the love
You keep watching me do it i know it eats you up
So keep on doubting I know it’s gotta be gettin old
Seeing me in your thoughts when you’re alone
I know that you want to forget
I’m the little poison in your veins brining you to an early end
I’m the lost innocence
Hello, I’m the hole in your head
CHORUS:
Watch me, Watch Me
Like you’re trying to forget
Living inside I am the hole in your head
A constant reminder while you’re all on my sh**
I am the one that’s getting under your skin
And you can try but you will never be whole again
Watch me, Watch Me
Like you’re trying to forget
I’m not a thorn in your side I’m the hole in your head
VIDEO DIRECTED BY: ROOK
Lyrics Written & performed by Ekoh
Produced by Cvrt Martin
#ekoh #holeinyourhead
I’m not a THORN IN YOUR SIDE, I’m the HOLE IN YOUR HEAD 🔥
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Lyrics Written & performed by Ekoh
Produced by Cvrt Martin
#ekoh #holeinyourhead
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LYRICS-
Born in darkness I’m Bane so get your night lights
Y’all ain’t nothing compared to the shit that I write
I’m 5’11 but yall aint reaching my height
I’ve got a couple houses and a whip so fuck ur 5 mics
I’m Glad I did it my way, that’s frank sinatra,
Whatever the fuck i wanna do yea that’s my favorite genre
Vegas raised I made a name and now i need some beautiful naked big tittied women fallin from the sky like I’m Jay in Dogma
A Plate of pasta with the main ones while these haters gossip
Sober but the fuckin homies blowin smoke like rastas
Sick of hangin with these lows, I gotta change the posture
Fuck the club i’d rather skate with hopsin
Crazy how a life so unexpected became expected I came correct and gave a message truly impressive enough to make connections with the hearts of men when I’m cracking open the hardest head, I sparta kick these fuckin artist dead, the flow is arsenic
An arsonist
I’m Peter Parker when his arm was bit
& Goin miles around you, I’m Miles Morales when I start to thwip
Dont even push to start the whip,
And I don’t listen to a has been who’s album has been up in that bargain bin
The lines is heavy.
I charge the battery, Everready
The Pressure building
Your hand is shakin, but mine is steady
I’m ready with a machete October 31st
What kinda cut you want? An emotional, raw, or nerdy verse?
A Comic book kid who wilin n shit
And got a
model like chick who riding the dick
And never
thought I would get a life that’s like this,
I guess I’m
kinda my own Fuckin hero and shit,
Deniro in, damn, anything with mob ties,
Whip it till I pop like
huffing nitros oxide
To be up in the top 5, i just gotta not die
Keep it pushing Flexing heavyweight like it’s the rocks life
Wish that i could see the world thru Pacs eyes just preaching fearless
Listen to the lyrics let it influence the spirit,
Lotta music playin i dont think yall really hear it,
A Lotta people watching still been Judging my Appearance
Yea I’m White
so whoevers poppin currently
I guess i’m like,
Ron burgundy diversity
the way you see me, right?
Put me in a box the labels easy, this industry indecline like the devil stencils in vegas they graffiti
So watch how you speak on me
I got some dudes with the heat to keep the heat off me,
You got some incels who play too much COD,
I Prey on y’all I ain’t talkin talk to GOD
It’s E
K-O-H
learned to deal with more hate,
Learned the more you get the more you grow and fill up your bank
Learned when people wanna get ahead they steal from your tank,
And dont confuse somebody for a friend just because they dont hate,
I’m like a lawyer in recovery how i pass the bar
I dont have to spazz this hard
How you get ur act this far?
Spoiler i just crash the car,
Mushrooms in a candy jar
I’m Ali like muhammad and the Prince of fuckin agrabah
So Keep all the shade,
Im no one you’re cool with
Off of the chain, and into the game
Sick of the bullshit
Never the fame, and never the dough
It’s Always the music,
Didnt take care of me, Started the therapy dont wanna lose it
PRODUCED BY: Kato On The Track, Wyshmaster, & Matty Beats
Lyrics Written & Performed by- Ekoh
#ekoh #freestyle #bane
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LYRICS-
Born in darkness I’m Bane so get your night lights
Y’all ain’t nothing compared to the shit that I write
I’m 5’11 but yall aint reaching my height
I’ve got a couple houses and a whip so fuck ur 5 mics
I’m Glad I did it my way, that’s frank sinatra,
Whatever the fuck i wanna do yea that’s my favorite genre
Vegas raised I made a name and now i need some beautiful naked big tittied women fallin from the sky like I’m Jay in Dogma
A Plate of pasta with the main ones while these haters gossip
Sober but the fuckin homies blowin smoke like rastas
Sick of hangin with these lows, I gotta change the posture
Fuck the club i’d rather skate with hopsin
Crazy how a life so unexpected became expected I came correct and gave a message truly impressive enough to make connections with the hearts of men when I’m cracking open the hardest head, I sparta kick these fuckin artist dead, the flow is arsenic
An arsonist
I’m Peter Parker when his arm was bit
& Goin miles around you, I’m Miles Morales when I start to thwip
Dont even push to start the whip,
And I don’t listen to a has been who’s album has been up in that bargain bin
The lines is heavy.
I charge the battery, Everready
The Pressure building
Your hand is shakin, but mine is steady
I’m ready with a machete October 31st
What kinda cut you want? An emotional, raw, or nerdy verse?
A Comic book kid who wilin n shit
And got a
model like chick who riding the dick
And never
thought I would get a life that’s like this,
I guess I’m
kinda my own Fuckin hero and shit,
Deniro in, damn, anything with mob ties,
Whip it till I pop like
huffing nitros oxide
To be up in the top 5, i just gotta not die
Keep it pushing Flexing heavyweight like it’s the rocks life
Wish that i could see the world thru Pacs eyes just preaching fearless
Listen to the lyrics let it influence the spirit,
Lotta music playin i dont think yall really hear it,
A Lotta people watching still been Judging my Appearance
Yea I’m White
so whoevers poppin currently
I guess i’m like,
Ron burgundy diversity
the way you see me, right?
Put me in a box the labels easy, this industry indecline like the devil stencils in vegas they graffiti
So watch how you speak on me
I got some dudes with the heat to keep the heat off me,
You got some incels who play too much COD,
I Prey on y’all I ain’t talkin talk to GOD
It’s E
K-O-H
learned to deal with more hate,
Learned the more you get the more you grow and fill up your bank
Learned when people wanna get ahead they steal from your tank,
And dont confuse somebody for a friend just because they dont hate,
I’m like a lawyer in recovery how i pass the bar
I dont have to spazz this hard
How you get ur act this far?
Spoiler i just crash the car,
Mushrooms in a candy jar
I’m Ali like muhammad and the Prince of fuckin agrabah
So Keep all the shade,
Im no one you’re cool with
Off of the chain, and into the game
Sick of the bullshit
Never the fame, and never the dough
It’s Always the music,
Didnt take care of me, Started the therapy dont wanna lose it
PRODUCED BY: Kato On The Track, Wyshmaster, & Matty Beats
Lyrics Written & Performed by- Ekoh
#ekoh #freestyle #bane


