Victory Records
Kissing Candice - Taken (Audio)
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LYRICS
I feel like I’m losing a part of me and everything that kept me moving is no longer keeping me awake.
And I can't keep living this way when everybody that I know went and decided to change. I’ll always be the same old kid while you remain a slave to the same old things.
So tell me why can't you see this isn't how it’s meant to be. Despite the fact you ran away in wake of every mess you made.
Tell me why can't you see this isn't how it’s meant to be. Despite the fact you ran away in wake of every mess you made.
Just give me something to hold on to so I can start to feel the way I used to.
I'm so sick of waking up everyday only to feel the same. Why can't you see (While life goes on) you're stuck in the same old place.
So tell me why can't you see this isn't how it’s meant to be. Despite the fact you ran away in wake of every mess you made. Tell me why can't you see this isn't how it’s meant to be. Despite the fact you ran away in wake of every mess you made.
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LYRICS
Must get so warm with that wool on your eyes
Thrashing around in the dark all this time
But somehow still you caught your thrills and left all of us out to dry
Who would have thought that this day would arrive
I guess you’re ascent is a sign of the times
Changing fast, we can’t go back, and you’re just along for the ride
When all is said and done
You’re never gonna be the same
You’ll have to live with all
The pieces of the hearts you break
I use to dream of a life over there
Til you took your place at the top of the stairs
And down your nose you prey on those you tricked into thinking you care
When all is said and done
You’re never gonna be the same
You’ll have to live with all
The pieces of the hearts you break
When all is said and done
You’re never gonna be the same
You’ll have to live with all
The pieces of the hearts you break
Live like a tower, safe with your walls
Cast out the weary, pray for them all
Live like a tower, safe with your walls
Cast out the weary, pray for them all
When all is said and done
You’re never gonna be the same
You’ll have to live with all
The pieces of the hearts you break
When all is said and done
You’re never gonna be the same
You’ll have to live with all
The pieces of the hearts you break
The pieces of the hearts you break
The pieces of the hearts you break
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LYRICS
Took the long walk home
In another lonely sunset, the light goes out and I forget
When my skin was young
Thicker than the smoke from fires I built myself to burn regret
My conscience is safe here
where at least I know what’s real
If this is my last year
I guess I’m damned and reckless still
I’m reckless still
Leave the past beside
Any open road I travel, cuz I’m still searching for a sound
And where I go from here
Doesn’t have to answer questions, I know my feet will find the ground
My conscience is safe here
where at least I know what’s real
If this is my last year
I guess I’m damned and reckless still
I’m reckless still
Leave and let go
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LYRICS
Listen up we got a live one here
Look at you your speaking up and making it clear
Gotta say it gotta have it right now
You’ve got your head in a cloud
Slow down
Hear me out
can’t you see consequences in these senseless
things you fear
come down
come back down
don’t you remember faces my embrace is
still right here
Got your message coming down the line
You sounded lonely and it seems like you’re flying blind
I can tell I’m gonna like this one
You’re super trendy and fun
You can look at me with filtered eyes
And leave a stinger at the end of all your replies
But when all your clever words are gone
You’ll still be singing along
Slow down
Hear me out
can’t you see consequences in these senseless
things you fear
come down
come back down
don’t you remember faces my embrace is
still right here
As it turns out all your preaching
Only words without any meaning
I see you for who you really are
As it turns out all your preaching
Only words without any meaning
I see you for who you really are
Slow down
Hear me out
can’t you see consequences in these senseless
things you fear
come down
come back down
don’t you remember faces my embrace is
still right here
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LYRICS
Found myself a way out,
Spinning like a satellite
You and I can run now,
Vanish in the dead of night
Circuits in my head fire,
When I get a spark from you
You connect these old wires,
Light me up again brand new
Call for me I’m lost again
Need your voice like a siren bring me in
Wait for me tonight
In the dark like a firefly
Wherever you take me,
Time is just and endless tune
Way out here I can see,
History repeat with you
Each time we start my listless heart
Wakes to find a feeling,
Falling into something true
Call for me I’m lost again
Need your voice like a siren bring me in
Wait for me tonight
In the dark like a firefly
Wait tonight
Firefly
Wait tonight
Firefly
Call for me I’m lost again
Need your voice like a siren bring me in
Wait for me tonight
In the dark like a firefly
Call for me I’m lost again
Need your voice like a siren bring me in
Wait for me tonight
In the dark like a firefly
Call for me I’m lost again
(In the dark like a firefly)
Call for me I’m lost again
(In the dark like a firefly)
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LYRICS:
In the dark the near the far
I’m lost along the way
hard to read the space between
all these words I’ve tried but could not say
in this wild mind
quiet hard to find
clouds may come without silver lines
here I am, looking up
eyes are open wide
somewhere high in a golden sky
memories, broken dreams
burning in the
like a ghost I live below
with all of my belief
how can I come back to life
and dig up from this dirt that’s crushing me
in this wild mind
quiet hard to find
clouds may come without silver lines
here I am, looking up
eyes are open wide
somewhere high in a golden sky
memories, broken dreams
burning in the light
in my
in my wild mind
quiet
quiet hard to find
in my
in my wild mind
quiet
quiet hard to find
clouds may come without silver lines
here I am, looking up
eyes are open wide
somewhere high in a golden sky
memories, broken dreams
burning in the light
clouds may come without silver lines
here I am, looking up
eyes are open wide
somewhere high in a golden sky
memories, broken dreams
burning in the light
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS
As I look down the hallway here
All the doors holding back my fears
In my head I wanna keep them there
I get tired when I’m running scared
Never mind all the noise outside
It’s loud enough here in my mind
Broken records that are left behind
It’s hard to hide
I’m stuck inside alone
Is this all just an endless fall
I don’t want anything more
All I need is the hope I’m living for
Don’t want to let go
All the loves and losses I have known
Doesn’t matter that the moments gone
I know I’ll always be holding on
Even when I oughta shut it out
Put the past
behind the glass and go
Is this all just an endless fall
Can’t make clear if the end is near
I don’t want anything more
All I need is the hope I’m living for
Don’t want to let go
All the loves and losses I have known
Nothing matters anymore
Can’t see what I’m reaching for
Walls are closing in
Search myself for anything
Any words that I could sing
Save myself again
Walls are closing in
Save myself again
Walls are closing in
Save myself again
I don’t want anything more
All I need is the hope I’m living for
Don’t want to let go
All the loves and losses I have known
Nothing matters anymore
Can’t see what I’m reaching for
Walls are closing in
Nothing matters anymore
Can’t see what I’m reaching for
Walls are closing in
Search myself for anything
Any words that I could sing
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LYRICS
Calling out across this lonely world
Strike a chord and sing for days before
When there was hope to see you give us more
Remember the lessons the last words connections to you
Even when you lost yourself
In your darkest hour
Even when you felt yourself
Giving in you still carried us through
And from these ashes we will rise for you
For you live on
Light a candle let it burn away
Rest a flower in this sacred place
All the words these painted pictures say
Remember the lessons the last words connections to you
Even when you lost yourself
In your darkest hour
Even when you felt yourself
Giving in you still carried us through
And from these ashes we will rise for you
For you live on
you live on
you live on
Even when you told yourself
You did not believe
Somehow you still gave yourself
And loved relentlessly
Even when you lost yourself
In your darkest hour
Even when you felt yourself
Giving in you still carried us through
And from these ashes we will rise for you
Knowing that you still carry us through
And from these ashes we will rise for you
For you live on
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LYRICS:
This old heart has lost It’s war
I can’t stay here anymore
You see everything brand new
Eyes that carry me with you
We will be gone tonight,
Leaving the world behind
Empty Room with broken doors,
You came, pulled me from the floor,
You hold me with innocence
Hands that make me hole again
We will be gone tonight,
Leaving the world behind
We will become love running to the light,
Leaving the world behind
This is where it dies
The hurt I feel inside
You bring me to life
This is where it dies
The hurt I feel inside
You bring me to life
You bring me to life
We will be gone tonight,
Leaving the world behind
We will become love running to the light,
Leaving the world behind
We will be gone tonight,
Leaving the world behind
We will become love running to the light,
Leaving the world behind
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Lyrics:
I’m just another lonely heart here in the lions den
you’re just another pretty face that I lied to again
Time and time again
You’re just another weak link in the chains of all my sins
I’m just another little taste of what life might have been
Pictures of something
Time and time again
Everything I see is digital belief
Choose my destiny and I can get a life
Carefully describe what you feel inside
look into my eyes and you can get a life
I’m just another snap shot in your pixelated mind
You’re just a little bit less than I hoped I would find
Get the timing right
Where are you tonight
Everything I see is digital belief
Choose my destiny and I can get a life
Carefully describe what you feel inside
look into my eyes and you can get a life
You can get a life
Try and wright it down
You best be honest now
Try and wright it down
You best be honest now
Everything I see is digital belief
Choose my destiny and I can get a life
Carefully describe what you feel inside
look into my eyes and you can get a life
You can get a life
get a life
#getalife #liketorches #lovesandloses
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LYRICS
Verse 1
Well what’s left of me?
As I lay there silent with a blank stare,
I forget to breathe.
Now I’m grinding my teeth and I can’t sleep,
Overthinking and feeling bitter,
As all of my patience slowly wears thinner.
You’ve taken the best of me,
Now I lay here fighting all your fake fears,
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
Prechorus
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
Chorus
You do this every time,
Now there’s no one by your side,
But it’s your fault when you fall for your own lies,
And you make your issues mine.
Verse 2
You’ve changed far from what you were,
And I gave everything I could,
Now we’ve both got problems, I know it,
But you let yours build up and surface.
Bridge
I’ve seen this through too many times,
You look at me and say you’ll try,
But your eyes still don’t meet mine,
Then we pretend everything’s fine.
You hold your hands against my face,
You pull me in then push away,
And no matter what I say,
It’s still me that takes the blame.
Outro
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
And I hate what’s left but you know
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS:
Funny how things always change
When I recollect that day
Is it over am I sober
I can always feel this heat
Like it’s chasing after me
But it’s over, I am sober
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I keep having the same dream, and it burns like gasoline
All my missteps were my first steps
On a journey far and long
Making right what I got wrong
I’m evolving I’m resolving
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I Will not lose hope
In myself I know
I Will not let go
I Will not lose hope
In myself I know
I Will not let go
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
If my past comes looking for me
I’m not hiding
There’s a future taking shape here
I’ll keep fighting
I’ll keep fighting
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS
Perfect
Perfection is not in the cards
Not by miles or a couple of yards
That may be real
That may be true
But that doesn't mean
I'm not perfect for you
I’m not bragging’ just stating a fact
I’ve made up my mind and it’s time to act
Just open those eyes and realize
Standing right here is your perfect guy
Perfect, perfect, baby I’m perfect
Yeah I used to like running around
I didn't think I'd ever settle down
I’m messed up yeah it’s true
But I love you so much I'm perfect for you
Perfect, baby I’m perfect
Yea, I’m perfect
Like Roy, perfect
Those days are gone because of you
I got a new lease on life and things to do
I'm in your cards
And a family
And baby you too are
Perfect for me
Perfect, baby you’re perfect
Yea you’re perfect
Yea I’m perfect
Like Roy, perfect
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Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS:
Lose control if it’s what makes you feel whole
Overthrown by the voice inside your skull
I’m losing my control
I waited in my kingdom for a message
I settled for the silence I betrayed
I never questioned my commitment
To fixing these faulty transmissions
But it still doesn’t hurt at all
The way you always make me fall for you
If I make it through a maze of contemplation
I’d find out just how much that I can take
I’d never give in to these demons
But I still receive their transmissions
Like you and your lies
It happens all the time
You’re always right
You’re always right
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS:
How many times can we repeat the same phrases
So many lines sung by familiar faces
Wait my whole life for this priceless moment
Count all the stars to see if they still show it
Can you hear me shaking?
Shaking the thought that we’re lost from it all
Clock on the wall with it’s hands both broken
Tells me a time but its too distorted
Can you hear me breaking?
Breaking the silence instead of my fall
I’m flawed
I’m not perfect
My thoughts make me nervous
Move slow, Move slow
I can’t take this coal burning in my soul
Move slow, Move slow
I’m letting this go
Wound like a clock and your face still shows it
Hard to explain with these words unspoken
Can you hear me saying?
Everything that you wanted and screaming what I’m not
I’m strong
And I’m worth it
I have scars and I know I deserve them
But I found my purpose
I finally feel like this course was worth it
Chase me down
Keep giving me the runaround town now
No one’s ever gonna change your mind
I was blind
Now I’m mindless
Too focused on the time passed
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LYRICS:
Now I’m just a part of it
That was then and this is the start of it
And my mind is the heart of it
Pushing airwaves in your face since the eighth grade
You should think with your mind a bit
To resolve what your brain resists
Using words that you frame to depict
The truth and lies on the airwaves
All I really want from you is a little bit of truth
I calculated every move
I love the idea of you
It’s the little things you do
I’m calculating every move
Trying to get to you
Now Im still the ace in this
Deck of cards that you can’t resist
Play your hand in this game a bit
Foldin facedown on your face flat every day
You should walk on the line a bit
To forget what your mind insists
Using lines that don’t rhyme, instead
Find truth that hides on the airwaves
Except when it’s not you and I’m seeing straight you
The mood is all Blue-Prints in my eyes in my eyes while I’m staring at the skies
I hardly even see we
Even though you used to be what could complete me
With all of these obscenities , I’ve gotta leave the scenery to focus on a new me
Talk all this talk about futures and destinies
But I know how you’ll be , you’ll never Rest In Peace
Another life maybe see you in Hell prolly another chapter I’ll tear out and burn the key
Warm in this cold bloody murder of my feelings
I’m not the enemy that you pretend I be
Still at my funeral you’ll read my eulogy
Not every fairy tale ends without Prince Charming
You will lose
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LYRICS:
After everything, you can’t even look at me
The thought of me leaves you trembling
I’m a monster
An imposter
I held you too close and I lost ya
I’m Sick
I’ve always been lost in the head
And your bed feels better when we’re a mess
It’s the best
We live it out like a movie
I confess
It’s my quest for you to pursue me
But you can’t even look at me
The thought of me leaves you trembling
I’m a monster
An imposter
You say you don’t know after everything
And you can’t even look at me
Did my best to give you my energy
I’m a monster
An imposter
I held you too close and I lost ya
I lost you
I quit
Forgiving when you never forget
The regret
Feels worse than I’d ever expect
It’s the best
We live it out like a movie
I confess
I wish you really wanted to choose me
But you can’t even look at me
The thought of me leaves you trembling
I’m a monster
An imposter
You say you don’t know after everything
And you can’t even look at me
Did my best to give you my everything
I’m a monster
An imposter
I held you too close and I lost ya
After everything, you can’t even look at me
The thought of me leaves you trembling
I’m a monster
An imposter
I held you too close and I lost ya
I lost you
I break everything I touch
I held you close and felt you turn to dust
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LYRICS:
It’s hard to replace the feelings you make me feel when I’m with you
It’s hard to describe the way I already knew, I think that my hands the right fit for you
I’m taking the time to make sure your mine
My heart’s covered in glue
You got me clearing my head space
I’m making room for you all ways
Your body’s my shelter and I’m praying heaven will lead me in
…I need you here
It’s hard to resist the taste of your kiss
Your lips they make me quake
The back of my head starts to ache for you
I think that my bed’s the right place for you
I don’t know why I don’t have to try to force my love on you
You get my guard’s down
You’re making my heart pound
It’s hard to explain the impact on my brain your love has had on me
Feels like you’ve changed who I’ve hoped I could be
Now when I dream I only see you and we
I’ll be taking the time to make sure you’re fine with taking my last name
Do you like how that sounds babe?
Can you promise me always?
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LYRICS:
I waited around all day just for you to tell me I should wait
I knew you never really wanted to see mes
Accepting truth isn’t always that easy
You’re ghosting me
You’re ghosting me
I am just an optimist when you find me at my best
Desperately scratching the surface of my bulletproof vest
Like I can find a flaw and fix it
My mind is becoming so damn twisted
I wish that I could resist it
You twist your words like you twist my arm
Like I bleed this heart, now you sound so absurd
The way you flaunt your missing puzzle pieces
I’m at a loss
Breaking down because we’re breaking apart
I’m dying to know
Dying to know
How everyone else can see
Im dying to know
Dying to know
Why you’re no good for me
I search with a fine tooth comb and listen
To noises that make me wish that
I wish that I could resist this
Trapped in my cell
Please let me out
Holding on to you is like sinking til I drown
You’re ghosting me
You’re ghosting me
I am just an optimist when you find me at my best
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LYRICS:
Victory repeats for me
I see through you so easily
You’re just wasting my time
I’m never giving up if I never get it right
I threw away all of the thoughts I had left of you and I together
You ignore me
My life gets so boring
Waiting and patiently pacing
So hastily to feel complete
But without you here
Theres not much left of me
The truth is Im ready to find what it is lying deep inside my skull
Subconscious knows all
Subconscious knows all
I’m crazy baby
The way you make things hard to know where we stand
I guess there never really was a plan
I’ve made mistakes but through the storm I think I’ve found my buried treasure
You support me
Shine me in glory
Make me blindly play Kindly
Constantly reminding me to feel compassion despite their reactions
The truth is I’m ready to find what’s lying deep inside
I’m invisible to you
That much I know is true
I’ve been replaced
I’ve been replaced
I’m invisible to you
That much I know is true
I’ll be replaced
I’ll be replaced
Fading out like a siren driving away
Fake from your perspective so no one gets the point of what I say
I miss you hating me
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LYRICS:
Caught sleeping with the lights on again
Bare naked ladies chillin
Toking weed in the living room
Headphones blasting on the bong while I’m missing you
Roll some keef
Count my values
Ace my interviews
Don’t care what they say about me anymore
Fell asleep with my jaw on the floor
Sail on
Until this heart breaks
I’ll stay the same
Gotta sail on
Gotta sail on
We’re gonna make it to eternity
And make this heart change the melody we sing
I hear you talking ‘bout your four-post bed again
Now I don’t even care anymore
You’re reality’s becoming a bore to me
Why can’t you change your beliefs?
Don’t have time to give in to deceit anymore
Stay awake every night trying to find something more
I click in
I clock out
I check in to the clouds
My mind’s on you and your love that I doubt
All I’ve been doing without
Time
Ticks
By Slow
When
I’m
All
Alone
I won’t let this bother me
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LYRICS:
I’m searching for closure with you
Gold is still sewn in the thread holding my soul
I’m good at exposing the truth
Youth can’t be sold when I hold love as my hope
Tell me lies
All the time
But it just feels right
Shake me awake
I can’t feel anything
‘Cause I’m running in place
‘Cause I’m running in place
Take me away
I can’t be where I’m staying
‘Cause I’m running in place
‘Cause I’m running in place
I still see the solider in you
Cold to the bone and resisting when I call
I’m bad at concealing the news
So many thoughts that I tried to rely on
Shake me awake
I Can’t feel anything as I’m running in place
Show me the way so I can do it for my father’s sake
Feel nothing now because I’m running in place
So Show me the way back home
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Lyrics:
The voice inside my head is saying stay down
stuck inside a circle with no way out
All I wanted was to share my pain
there’s pieces of me dyin
but I never wanna lose my name
don't pray for me
don't wait for me
I'm such a mess
I’ve lost all control
Erased all I know
So go an live it up
Rotting here alone
live it up
Paradise of bones
I’ve lose all control
Silence in my head is getting louder now
feels like I'm running through a prison with the lights out
paranoia mixed with white clouds
but darlin just let me breathe
don't pray for me
don't wait for me
I'm such a mess
I’ve lost all control
Erased all I know
So go and live it up
Rotting here alone
live it up
Paradise of bones
Cause I’ve lost all control
I gave my very best to you
shed all my greys to paint them blue
now I’ve lost all control
erased everything I’ve known
I’ve lost all control
Erased all I ever known
So go an live it up
Rotting here alone
live it up
Paradise of bones
Cause I’ve lost all control
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Lyrics
Such a fool for the moment
we were golden
you’re a setting sun
Picture perfect
you know it
losing focus
where did we go wrong
do you wanna fall in love
knowing that we’ll fall apart
cause I don’t wanna talk about
how you got me feelin so empty
and I don’t wanna be alone
I’m a mess when I’m feelin empty
so where did we go wrong
vacant smiles on the bedroom floor
breathing you in my lungs
I need air
cause girl you got me feelin so empty
they sing along to the chorus
that I wrote us
you were on my heart
I sleep alone on our mattress
with my sadness
I just play my part
Do you wanna fall in love
knowing that we’ll fall apart
So what’s the point of falling in love
when you always fall too hard
cause I don’t wanna talk about
how you got me feelin so empty
and I don’t wanna be alone
I’m a mess when I’m feelin empty
so where did we go wrong
vacant smiles on the bedroom floor
breathing you in my lungs
I need air
cause girl you got me feelin so empty
I dont want to talk about
how you got me feeling so empty
I don’t wanna be alone
cause I’m a mess when I’m feeling empty
so where did we go wrong
vacant smiles on the bedroom floor
breathing you in my lungs
I need air
cause girl you got me feelin so empty
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LYRICS:
Lose control if it’s what makes you feel whole
Overthrown by the voice inside your skull
I’m losing my control
I waited in my kingdom for a message
I settled for the silence I betrayed
I never questioned my comittment
To fixing these faulty transmissions
But it still doesn’t hurt at all
The way you always make me fall for you
If I make it through a maze of contemplation
I’d find out just how much that I can take
I’d never give in to these demons
But I still receive their transmissions
Like you and your lies
It happens all the time
You’re always right
You’re always right
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Lyrics
Verse 1
Well what’s left of me?
As I lay there silent with a blank stare,
I forget to breathe.
Now I’m grinding my teeth and I can’t sleep,
Overthinking and feeling bitter,
As all of my patience slowly wears thinner.
You’ve taken the best of me,
Now I lay here fighting all your fake fears,
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
Prechorus
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
Chorus
You do this every time,
Now there’s no one by your side,
But it’s your fault when you fall for your own lies,
And you make your issues mine.
Verse 2
You’ve changed far from what you were,
And I gave everything I could,
Now we’ve both got problems, I know it,
But you let yours build up and surface.
Bridge
I’ve seen this through too many times,
You look at me and say you’ll try,
But your eyes still don’t meet mine,
Then we pretend everything’s fine.
You hold your hands against my face,
You pull me in then push away,
And no matter what I say,
It’s still me that takes the blame.
Outro
And I hate what’s left but you know I can’t let go.
And I hate what’s left but you know
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LYRICS
Where do I begin pain finds a way in
Every-time I think that I have found the words to say
Bumps raised on my skin, oxygen gets thin
Even when those words come out my voice just seems to shake
Has my mind hit a wall or is this natural
I guess I’ve never faced something that made me feel so small
Am I against the wall does it get easier
I guess I’ve never lost someone that made me feel so whole
Chorus
And I know they say that time will heal my wounds
but I’m only feeling bitter without you,
time has no friends, time has no friends
Can I find my place in a world that your not in
I can’t hear you but I know you’re there
Giving me strength to stand
The dream we had, the life we shared
For you we’ll see this through until the end
Verse 2
You’re the thought when I am trying to fall asleep
This sinking feeling in my chest I try to breathe
Stop asking if I’m fine, how could I be ok?
What I wouldn’t give for me to take his place
Bridge
From the pain that I feel I know our love was real
Directed by Brian Raida
Performances Shot by Colin Jeffs
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS:
Remember when I used to know you?
I was too busy being into myself
Took a long time for me to see truth
That I became somebody else
Now it hurts and your absence makes it worse
Still trying to forget you
It’s the worst how your actions are perverse
They’re always blurring out the truth
Guess this is the way that you always want it
Keeping my ghost trapped inside your closet
You lock me out
You Lock me out
When the rain is pouring down you always try and lock me out
Remember when you used to know me?
You were too busy putting me on the shelf
Took a long time for you to change views
To see me as somebody else
And it how your actions are perverse
Still trying to forget you
I’ve learned I’ve got to find a new home turf-
The only way I’ll accept you
I’m searching for permanence
Displace and erase all that I have left
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS:
The harder I try
The easier it gets to believe you
The longer I wait
I think about it less and less every day
The joke is on you
I don’t care if you sue
You’re a shoe with no sole
Completely out of control
Woah oh. What is your goal?
Uh- oh . What is your goal?
When you leave me all on my own
Baby, I used to like it when you smiled
But baby, I haven’t seen you in a while
The higher I fly
The easier it gets to receive you
The longer I stay
I stress about it less and less every day
The code is in view
We can’t go to the moon
You assume with no soul
Completely voiding the toll
Feels like ecstasy with you sleeping next to me
And I don’t know why you don’t want to be in my life
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS
Verse 1
Heard you were looking for a way out
I wonder if you counted the cost
The morning my brother was lost
Heard you were looking for a way out
All the thoughts I can’t hold in
In my head it’s still only him
Chorus
It was the worst of you, That took the best from me
And now I’m left paying for your mistakes
The life you took we were a family
Does you keep up? I hope that there’s no peace
Verse 2
Does it keep you up? I hope that there's no peace
When you had 50 more years in a life where he had belonged
Bridge
What I once loved now just brings pain
And what brought pain has become my escape
Directed by Brian Raida
Performances Shot by Colin Jeffs
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2019
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FAR AWAY
It’s hard enough for me
watching you deplete
I see you everywhere
my biggest fear
time has done us in
the end where it begins
I will say a prayer up to nowhere
‘cause time will always win
and I’m so sorry
You’re so far away, I’m here to stay
I wait for the day that you will say
darlin’, I’m coming home
you’re not alone
I save myself for you
my faith is way passed due
there is no remedy for a better me
no song that I can write
that’ll bring you back to life
I’ve tried and I have failed
to no avail
Time will always win
I’m so sorry
Directed by: Dustin Smith
© Victory Records 2019
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LYRICS
Are you still waiting? I guess I’ll just set the tone.
Well maybe I’m jaded, Or maybe I just feel numb.
Or maybe it’s all her fault, she left my heart alone.
Or maybe it’s personal and no one needs to know.
But what was I saying? I guess I’ll just take it slow.
You said that I gave in, Or maybe I just let go.
But you wrapped your hands around my neck and said I choked.
Well maybe it’s all your fault, you left my heart alone.
Let this fill your soul, do what you have to do to make yourself feel whole.
Let me feel your heart, I only ever tried to love you from the start.
I’m full of regret and I can’t forget the way you could.
If I only meant as much as you said I always would.
After the hell that you’ve put me through, I guess I’m a fool for not knowing it’s true,
But now that I see the proof, Your love only shows when it benefits you.
I can’t say that I feel nothing for you, because the truth is I still try.
But I can’t feel any sympathy for you, when you keep pushing me aside.
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LYRICS:
Should old acquaintance be forgot
And never brought to mind
Should old acquaintance be forgot
And the days of Auld Lang Syne
Chorus:
For Auld Lang Syne my love~2
We’ll take a cup of kindness yet
For Auld Lang Syne
Oh we have wandered many a mile
Since we were young and fine
But the sea between us broad has roared
Since the days of Auld Lang Syne
Chorus
So surely you will take a glass
And surely I’ll take mine
Wherever you may be tonight
And remember Auld Lang Syne
Chorus
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LYRICS:
Merry Christmas to you
To all of the well heeled
In your fancy clubs
To all my friends and cronies in the pubs
To all of the people
And the kids down in the street
Who ain’t got nothin’
Not a poxy thing to eat
Chorus
To all of you thieves and men who have waged an endless war
While you were safe behind a bolted door
To those who have fought
And to those who have died
And to every one of those
Who was on our side
Chorus
Oh the hungry, thirsty, sick and cold
And strangers now to you
And as you have done
To the least of men
You have done this to me too
And may you all
Sleep warm at night
And may you all
Have all your hearts delight
And may God bring
Each one of you
Every God Damned thing
That’s always been coming to you
Chorus
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LYRICS
Got a hog tyin’ woman
Got a hog tyin’ woman
Hog tied, Hog tied
Got a hog tyin’ woman, cause she’s hog tied me
She’s an itsy bitsy baby
An itsy bitsy baby
Not big
But she can hog tie a pig
She’s an itsy bitsy baby
Won’t set me free
Even when I gotta be away from my girl
Even when I’m everywhere around the world
I got her in my heart and I hope she sees
I love her so much she’s got a rope around me
(repeat)
She’s a hog tyin’ woman
Got a hog tyin’ woman, cause she’s hog tied me
A hog tyin’ woman
(repeat)
Directed by Brian Raida
Produced by Andrew Melzer
© Victory Records 2018
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LYRICS
Got It In My Pocket
Words and music by James C. Heath
If anybody ever has a problem with me
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
In the deep dark night you need a light to see
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
A whole bunch of stuff that no one knows
But one little thing that I wanna disclose
I gotta diamond ring and I'm gonna propose
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
I got some keys and a pocket knife
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
And one little item's going to change her life
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
A heart shaped box with a golden ring
A great big diamond with maximum bling
There's a song in my heart and I've got to sing
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
In my pocket got it in my pocket (3x)
A heart shaped box with a diamond ring
I got it in my pocket, got it in my pocket
Solo
I'm so excited to see her eyes
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
When I unveil my big surprise
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
I'm all cleaned up and looking my best
I'm real nervous but nevertheless
It'll all be worth it when she says yes!
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket
It'll all be worth it when she says yes!
I got it in my pocket
Got it in my pocket


