Left to Suffer
Left To Suffer - STFU
updated
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, Noah Sebastian, Joakim Karlsson
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
Yea
This is the end of the line but I’m tryin
To show everyone I’m not dying
I swear I’m alright
(I swear that I’m alright)
I know you feel it on your skin
Every day you start wearing thin
I can tell you don’t know me
From the way you talk slowly
Then it all starts to break
A world of endless suffering
So when you see my ghost
Will you react the most
Or is there emptiness in this exercised host
I just wanted you to remember me
In this unwavering darkness
Breathing in your scent
I’m shakin
Inside my dreams
It’s making me
Feel like home again
(Feel like home again)
I know you feel it on your skin
Every day you start wearing thin
A familiar pain within
But it feels like home again
I can tell you don’t know me
From the way you talk slowly
Then it all starts to break
A world of endless suffering
So when you see my ghost
Will you react the most
Or is there emptiness in this exercised host
I just wanted you to remember me
In this unwavering darkness
Pain is inevitable
Suffering is optional x4
Then it all starts to break
A world of endless suffering
Then it all starts to break
A world of endless suffering
So when you see my ghost
Will you react the most
Or is there emptiness in this exercised host
I just wanted you to remember me
In this unwavering darkness
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, & Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
Will it take my breath
When the world comes crashing down
I have a story to tell
through the ink in my skin
do you remember me?
I’m Growing gray and only starting to see
Now I know I’ve been lied to
Tuned into a Martyr
Kept from my father
Just to make you feel better
Born as a sinner
Then turned to a martyr
Turned into a martyr
Kept from my father
This is what you wanted
Conscious stuck in your pain
I’m haunted by you
Will it take my breath
When the earth comes crashing losing all gravity
Will it take away
When I’m all alone and no one calls out for me
Will it take it my breath
When the world comes crashing down
Will it take my breath
When we lose all gravity
You closed the door and ever since you left me life feels life slow motion,
Now I choose destruction, trading bad habits for oxytocin,
I built this house from suffering,
It'll never be a home but at least it's something,
Cause I was left with nothing!
Nothing but misery and…
I can't make it out of my mind
To save my life
Begin awakening
From my sleep again
It’s suffocating me
To death
Egokiller
never look back
To the way things were
To start the conversation
Lingering in my head for almost an entire generation
Total manipulation
Slithering in my head from my ignorant imaginations
Crucified using me to be your sacrifice
Hiding away down in the shadows where I waste my life,
Blackened foil, empty bottles, sour crooked smile,
There was a time where the light came through the shutters, here I'm broken, so pathetic, fuck this life d-did I stutter?
D-d-die motherfucker as I look into the mirror,
I'm gone! Far gone, well goodbye to you brothers,
I sink!
So tell my shrink
Don't even fucking think,
Of trying to get through to me, this is what I'm destined to be!
This is what you wanted
Conscious stuck in your pain
Im haunted by you
Will it take my breath
When the earth comes crashing losing all gravity
Will it take away
When I’m all alone and no one calls out for me
Will it take it my breath
When the world comes crashing down
Will it take my breath
When we lose all gravity
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
demon noise
I feel so sick
And I’m forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation
I know it’s hard to see the end
Through eyes that make or break the man
Broken and beaten
Resend repeated suffering
My maker is a sinick molded by trepidations.
My makers repetitions will hold me here forever
Malice
Hold me forever
This is a toxic endeavor
And I have this feeling in my chest
I feel so sick x4
And I’m forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation
I still feel the ghost of you
Shaken awake
And for eternity I’ll follow you
Surrendering me to the darkness
Forever here I sentence thee
Respecting holy intentions
This is where I’ll be
Suffocating into the silence
This is where I’ll be
I’m trapped in this void forever
I just been feeling so depressed with all this guilt draped upon me
This is a toxic endeavor
And I have this feeling in my chest
I feel so sick x4
And I’m forsaken
Slowly losing patience
Wallow in desperation
Searching for my salvation
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
Lost in the dark
For all these years I’ve been standing
On my own two feet without you
Lost in the dark
But I still think of you when I know I'm not supposed to
Starts with a spark
And it fades into the Milky Way
Tear out my heart
Leaving me gutted while I’m lost in the dark
Counting down til I see your face
And there is nothing in this world that can just tempt me to say
That I am lost in the jaws of the beast of despair
And I would rather die than to say that I care
Ratatatah
In case you forgot x2
Lost in the dark
For all these years I’ve been standing
On my own two feet without you
Lost in the dark
But I still think of you when I know i'm not supposed to
Starts with a spark
And it fades into the Milky Way
Tear out my heart
Leaving me gutted while I’m lost in the dark
Ah shit why you fucking did that bitch
When the sun goes down
When the moon comes up
When I‘m in my bed
Then it’s time to fight
Against my head that would not stop talking even when i cry
Fuck I can’t handle this shit anymore but I really wanna get out
Of this nightmare I’m living in
Because you fucking killing me
I’m so fucking pissed and I don’t know what to do
You are the reason i want to forget all the good things that happened to me before I met the devil you carry around in your head that came out to make me the most vulnerable I’ve ever been
Ah fuck
Come on brother it’s time for you to take over again
Come and face me
Die
Your doom will follow you
Home
Surrender into night and
Die
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 16th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, Noah Sebastian, Joakim Karlsson, Lil Lotus, Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I’ll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I’m so alone
(Lil lotus)
I’m a ghost in the night and I don’t exist
Lay me down in the dark give me one last kiss
I’m not here at all
You’re talkin to the wall
Feel the pain in your eyes when you cry like this
But your touch is a knife and you sharpen it
Put it through my heart
Tear my soul apart
(Taylor, Alejandro, and Lotus)
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I’ll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I’m so alone
I feel so cold
I feel so alone
You can’t save me
I’ve been feeling down
Trapped and there’s no way out
At night when I close my eyes
I fight to see your face again
(Alejandro Aranda)
As the pain inside my heart
Grows into a star you see
Watch it fall into earth below
And end my existence
(Taylor, Alejandro, and Lotus)
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I’ll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I’m so alone
It grows inside me
I can’t move forward
Taking my body
Wide awake I feel the pain x2
Wide awake I feel the pain
Powerless
Restlessness
Sedated
(Taylor, Alejandro, and Lotus)
I feel the medicine, the chemicals set in
I’ll go home, let me go home
I feel the madness of depression creeping in
I feel so cold, and I’m so alone x2
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, & Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I lie awake
This feelings suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
cant last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
I’d give up these mortal feelings just to silence my head
Ripping my chest open just to try and feel it again
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
Cause this shits overwhelming
I’ll find no peace in salvation
I’m forced to just Whither away
When the pains just too much to take
And the words are bad to the taste
Please take my hurting
All I can process is pain
Please take this all from me
With all of my love
Is that good enough
Or will it all just be in vain
I lie awake
This feelings suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
cant last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
Darius-
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
Cause this shits overwhelming
I’ll find no peace in salvation
powerless
Suffocating silence
I fight my life to make it out of here alive
Disparity is taking and replacing me
I’ll suffocate
Swallow
Feels like glass going down
I see you cold
Soulless
The room begins to crumble and fall
You left me alone with my heart tied down to the floor
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 30th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, Nick Morzov, Jeris Johnson
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
If you ever fucked over my family
Give them death! Give them death!
For all the people who say they can’t stand me
Give them death! Give them death
Pissed off, stuck up fuckin wannabe
Give them death! Give them death!
Choking down drama as your spreading your negativity
Give me death! Give me death!
I’d give my life for you
It’s all I know
All I know
I’m closer to what you would want
I will walk you to The waters edge
Would you drink with me
And hold our peace
Or would you turn away
If you ever fucked over my family
Give them death! Give them death!
For all the people who say they can’t stand me
Give them death! Give them death
Pissed off, stuck up fuckin wannabe
Give them death! Give them death!
Choking down drama as your spreading your negativity
Give me death! Give me death!
Diex3
Falling apart in the silence
RATATA
We were all taught through the violence
Shed your blood for me
We know the darkness inside us
It’s calloused with malicious intention
Spilling your guts for the famous
You won’t make it out still
I will walk you to The waters edge
Would you drink with me
And hold our peace
Or would you turn away
I will walk
I will walk with you x2
Rip out my broken heart
There’s no way I’ll make it out
You threw me Into the cold
Powerless I start to crumble under your touch I’ve grown to know
Don’t let go, it’s all I need to need you now
Walk with me
Please help me see
Please help me see
'LEAP OF DEATH OUT' 8/16: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
lyric video by Immortal Designs
LYRICS:
I lie awake
This feelings suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
cant last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
I’d give up these mortal feelings just to silence my head
Ripping my chest open just to try and feel it again
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
Cause this shits overwhelming
I’ll find no peace in salvation
I’m forced to just Whither away
When the pains just too much to take
And the words are bad to the taste
Please take my hurting
All I can process is pain
Please take this all from me
With all of my love
Is that good enough
Or will it all just be in vain
I lie awake
This feelings suffocating me
You never stay
They say it will be okay
cant last a day
Without the vision of your face
Floating away
Leaving nothing in its place
Come back to me
Darius-
I know the monster lives within me
But you taught me not to set it free
Somehow I need to connect to feeling
Cause this shits overwhelming
I’ll find no peace in salvation
powerless
Suffocating silence
I fight my life to make it out of here alive
Disparity is taking and replacing me
I’ll suffocate
Swallow
Feels like glass going down
I see you cold
Soulless
The room begins to crumble and fall
You left me alone with my heart tied down to the floor
#LeftToSuffer #MakeItOutAlive #DariusTehrani
full set performance and Live from Red Rocks album coming end of the year.
stream/download 'Forever' now: https://onerpm.link/Forever_LTS
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 16th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, & Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something that I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
Without you
I can’t live
Without you
Why did we go our separate ways
Choosing self harm to medicate
Just another fleeting thought in your head space
Pushed aside as I’m taken and displaced
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’m on my knees
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’ve said my piece
I won’t be here forever
These ties begin to sever
I’ll spill this beating heart for you
Just tell me the truth
Do you see me
I’ve made myself numb
I hate the person that I’ve become
Ill fall short
You’ll carry on
This stage I’m weak but im better off
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 16th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
tour dates: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
Video by Nox Nohi
Drum mix by Alex Vavra
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new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 16th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, & Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something that I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
Without you
I can’t live
Without you
Why did we go our separate ways
Choosing self harm to medicate
Just another fleeting thought in your head space
Pushed aside as I’m taken and displaced
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’m on my knees
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’ve said my piece
I won’t be here forever
These ties begin to sever
I’ll spill this beating heart for you
Just tell me the truth
Do you see me
I’ve made myself numb
I hate the person that I’ve become
Ill fall short
You’ll carry on
This stage I’m weak but im better off
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
#LeftToSuffer #Forever #ScaryPoolParty
stream/download 'Forever' now: https://onerpm.link/Forever_LTS
new album "Leap of Death" out everywhere August 16th: https://onerpm.link/LeapofDeath
merch: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer, Morgoth Beatz, & Alejandro Aranda
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
artwork by Mike Cortada
visualizer video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something that I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
Without you
I can’t live
Without you
Why did we go our separate ways
Choosing self harm to medicate
Just another fleeting thought in your head space
Pushed aside as I’m taken and displaced
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’m on my knees
Please answer me
Could I still be
The one you need
I’ve said my piece
I won’t be here forever
These ties begin to sever
I’ll spill this beating heart for you
Just tell me the truth
Do you see me
I’ve made myself numb
I hate the person that I’ve become
Ill fall short
You’ll carry on
This stage I’m weak but im better off
I can breathe with no oxygen tonight
I wanna say that I’m following the light
And I know I’m not over you
Is it something I’ve gotta choose
Either way I’m gonna lose
Forever is never enough, is never enough without you
#LeftToSuffer #Forever #ScaryPoolParty
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credits:
Drummer - Alex Vavra
Video by Nick Chance
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer & Morgoth Beatz
produced by Morgoth Beatz
mixed & mastered by Matt Thomas | Ashtone Audio
video by Sam Beck | http://instagram.com/sambekc
lyrics:
Lost in the dark
For all these years I’ve been standing
On my own two feet without you
Lost in the dark
But I still think of you when I know I'm not supposed to
Starts with a spark
And it fades into the Milky Way
Tear out my heart
Leaving me gutted while I’m lost in the dark
Counting down til I see your face
And there is nothing in this world that can just tempt me to say
That I am lost in the jaws of the beast of despair
And I would rather die than to say that I care
Ratatatah
In case you forgot x2
Lost in the dark
For all these years I’ve been standing
On my own two feet without you
Lost in the dark
But I still think of you when I know i'm not supposed to
Starts with a spark
And it fades into the Milky Way
Tear out my heart
Leaving me gutted while I’m lost in the dark
Ah shit why you fucking did that bitch
When the sun goes down
When the moon comes up
When I‘m in my bed
Then it’s time to fight
Against my head that would not stop talking even when i cry
Fuck I can’t handle this shit anymore but I really wanna get out
Of this nightmare I’m living in
Because you fucking killing me
I’m so fucking pissed and I don’t know what to do
You are the reason i want to forget all the good things that happened to me before I met the devil you carry around in your head that came out to make me the most vulnerable I’ve ever been
Ah fuck
Come on brother it’s time for you to take over again
Come and face me
Die
Your doom will follow you
Home
Surrender into night and
Die
#LeftToSuffer #LostInTheDark #Zelli #PaleFaceSwiss
new 3 Song EP "Noah" out everywhere August 4th, 2023
listen to Noah here: ffm.to/ltsnoah
tour dates w/ Distant, Justice For The Damned & Cabal: http://bit.ly/LTStourdates
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer and Johnny Andrews
produced by Howard Benson and Neil Sanderson
recorded at West Valley Studios
engineered by Mike Plotnikoff
mixed by Matt Thomas
mastered by Niels Nielsen
video shot by Joshua Thompson
video edited by Sam Beck
lyrics:
No where to hide. Can’t see the shore
Cause the worlds gone overboard
Some people just shouldn’t see the light of day
The flood is over due so pray for rain
Yea
Fuck it
If you had a second chance now would you take it? (Would you take it)
Or would you stand at the edge cause you can’t take it. (Ugh)
Cause you know that wed find a way to sink
now we have to find our own way out and think
Noah drown out the voices x2
And if you had to do it all over again
I bet you wouldn’t think twice, you wouldn’t think
You leave us drowning in a sea of your sin
No you wouldn’t twice, you wouldn’t think
Noah, Noah drown out the voices x2
You only get once chance
So jump ship
Cause we found a way to sink this
Holes in the hull
God save us all
Thrash in the waves
Cause no one will save us
Now I guess we’ll find how far we fall
Let’s break it down
First you try to swim and then you’ll drown
But no one will hear you when you can’t make a sound
You’d leave us all to suffer
No where to hide. Can’t see the shore
Cause the worlds gone overboard
Some people just shouldn’t see the light of day
The flood is over due so pray for rain
Hoo
Noah Noah, I bet you won’t twice
Noah Noah, drown out the voices
And if you had to do it all over again
I bet you wouldn’t think twice, you wouldn’t think
You leave us drowning in a sea of your sin
No you wouldn’t twice, you wouldn’t think
Noah, Noah drown out the voices x4
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produced by Matt Thomas
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assisted by Mike Skinner
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lyrics:
Put out the fire
That burns it’s hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go
Tear out the stitch
Why is it coming to this
Slowing writhing inside I’m desperate now to feel alive
Woah
Now I’m losing control
Left in the cold I’m all alone
Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself
Cause there’s no help for anyone else
But I’m starting to look at myself
As the problem cause I know how it felt
I’m starting to suffocate
And it leads to being irate
Spit it out
Words from your dirty mouth
As if you know the people you all seem to talk about
Ahh
This seems so trivial yet effortless
Free formed words for another ass to kiss
This feeling isn’t going away
My life now is broken
I wish I left it unspoken
You left me to die here
And now it’s a constant reminder
I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you’ve caused
You can’t fix my fucked up mind
That burns it’s hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go
Consistent Suffering
Built only from pain
As I’m counting down the days
And nothing feels the same
A never ending fucking elegy
A full syringe into the heart of animosity
And just to make the matters worse
I only look to you for validation first
Leaving me feeling insecure
Cause you know how to hurt me
I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you’ve caused x2
Consistent suffering
#LeftToSuffer #ConsistentSuffering #Feral
Original song mixed and mastered by Ashtone Audio
Guitar tone in video is a mix of Neural DSP Archetype Abasi (pre effects: Compressor and Drive) and Modern Metal Song Writers Clairvoyant Amp Suite (Lite cranking of lows and mids and tilt at 200%)
Video shot by Nick Chance/ Chance Visuals
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
Put out the fire
That burns it’s hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go
Tear out the stitch
Why is it coming to this
Slowing writhing inside I’m desperate now to feel alive
Woah
Now I’m losing control
Left in the cold I’m all alone
Doomed, as the cycle repeats itself
Cause there’s no help for anyone else
But I’m starting to look at myself
As the problem cause I know how it felt
I’m starting to suffocate
And it leads to being irate
Spit it out
Words from your dirty mouth
As if you know the people you all seem to talk about
Ahh
This seems so trivial yet effortless
Free formed words for another ass to kiss
This feeling isn’t going away
My life now is broken
I wish I left it unspoken
You left me to die here
And now it’s a constant reminder
I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you’ve caused
You can’t fix my fucked up mind
That burns it’s hole
Inside my soul and is swallowing me whole
I know the pain is insufferable
And off to hell I go
Consistent Suffering
Built only from pain
As I’m counting down the days
And nothing feels the same
A never ending fucking elegy
A full syringe into the heart of animosity
And just to make the matters worse
I only look to you for validation first
Leaving me feeling insecure
Cause you know how to hurt me
I know you feel me now
Locked in the mess I made
Too busy searching for answers
To fix the damage you’ve caused x2
Consistent suffering
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
GR GR GR
wake up
Is this the life that I’ve made
Built upon the life that I’ve changed
Seemingly just going insane
But I cannot block out the bad days
Round and round we go in the darkness
We push and pull until someone gives way
I know nothings changed
We wake up with bloodshot eyes
So desperate to find peace of mind
Ive seen you ghost
Parade around in my head
On repeat because of my dread
Doubting whether or not that I’m dead
Cause you forced me to listen
Ugh
Listen to me x3
Now I lay me down to sleep
Pray your mind my soul to keep
If I die before I wake
Pray your peace of mind I take x2
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
Falling asleep trying to fucking die
It’s been a while since I’ve felt alive
Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me
It’s in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning
But I’m still breathing
Rip the knife out of my back
Falling further
Trapped here forever
My mind set to attack
Here we are again, same excuses and the same old story
Mix it up cause it’s starting to bore me
And I starting to hate myself
Ignorance is bliss no matter the cost
Spiraling down around
It would depend how you feel
I always told myself to oppress my demons
Every time that I lie awake
I don’t know how much more of this that I can take
Snap out of it everyone’s after me
They try to lull me to sleep
But I won’t concede
It tears me apart
That I have to feel this pain again
Feel this pain again
They try to break me down
And disregard suffocation
The anomaly has become a phenomena
Bring it back
But I’m still breathing
Rip the knife out of my back
Falling further
Trapped here forever
My mind set to attack
Inevitable demise
I’m sick of all your lies
You turn your back and close your eyes
Trying to put on your best disguise
You think you’ve got it all figured out
But you should go and see the look on your face
Spit it out how bad does it taste
When you walk around so fucked up can’t remember your name.
And I’m counting down the days
But you threw it away in the first place
Spiraling down around
It would depend how you feel
I always told myself to oppress my demons
Every time that I lie awake
I don’t know how much more of this that I can take
Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me
It’s in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning
Demon noise
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
So give it up there’s no time to regret
And in this world is there supposed to be an ending
I see it clearly now
They build me up just to break me down
But why’d it hurt so bad
When we all seem to be so sad
And I’m fighting every day with depression
When societies answer is suppression
And I’m getting so damn tired
Of living alone with my past mistakes
So pick it up pick it up pick it up
The world just never going to give a fuck
So come on
And I’ve been fighting with it every day
Trying come up with solutions try to numb out the pain
Yea
And I’m dizzy and spinning trying to throw up unwilling
To give it up and out last the day
I sink to the floor and I stare at the ceiling
And it makes me sick
I twist this cap and I take these pills just trying to
SWEAT OUT THE ILLNESS
Built only from pain
And I’m counting down the days
Fear me, do you feel afraid
Genuinely, viciously sick
Slowly sedating me you bitch
Oof
So give it up there’s no time to regret
And in this world is there supposed to be an ending
I see it clearly now
They build me up just to break me down
But why’d it hurt so bad
When we all seem to be so sad
And I’m fighting every day with depression
When society’s answer is suppression
Genuinely, viciously sick
Slowly sedating me you bitch
Throw me under the weight
But I’ll just stay above it
Blegh
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Scott Rudd
LYRICS:
I’m not made to fall apart
As I sticking my fingers into my skull
Play dead as I sever the lifeline
Where is your comfort now
Becoming a beggar and stuck here forever
They hold my tongue as they insert the tether
And I, I play dumb to the stories they tell me
I lie down until it gets boring
This has become a subject of conflict
And I digress
Paralyzed it sets
Beg take to take it back
Pulling out my hair I’m breaking out of this artificial mold
I’m a slave to death
And it hurts
I stand for nothing
Please save me
Pray for death
This pain I can not describe
And I know everything’s in the hands of my torment
No one’s left to comfort me
This is never as good as it gets
No one’s left to comfort you
I guess this is as good as it gets
And your company is a personal threat
Imagine a life that you could think for yourself
And not push someone personal agenda
Inside here forever I’m pulling the lever and I’m
So sick of being a personal martyr for you
Wipe me down and leave me to dry
I’m so sick of all your lies
Hold me down as your sacrifice
You need me but ignore it and push it away
I’m not made to fall apart
As I sticking my fingers into my skull
Play dead as I sever the lifeline
Where is your comfort now
Becoming a beggar and stuck here forever
They hold my tongue as they insert the tether
And I, I play dumb to the stories they tell me
I lie down until it gets boring
I play dumb to the stories they tell me
I’ll lie down until it gets boring
You thought you could forget about me
new album "Feral" out everywhere May 12th: https://onerpm.link/feral
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produced by Matt Thomas
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mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Eric Dicarlo
lyrics:
(Taylor)
Vengeance
Bound and tied and forced to submission
Already know, that this is effort for you to listen
Slithering in and out my life
I guess there’s no way out
I will see the fear in the eyes of my abuser
Torturing me
It’s been my duty to escape
I’ve lost everyone I once loved
And now I’ve got to take my life back
It’s all coming to life
(Kim Dracula)
......
(Taylor)
The devils in broad day he’s right before your eyes
Fuck it, I wish that they’d drag me down
(Kim Dracula)
I’m so sick of suffering
(Taylor)
There’s no easy way out
(Taylor and Kim)
THEY’VE TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME
(Taylor)
Vengeance
Bound and tied and forced to submission
Already know, that this is effort for you to listen
Slithering in and out my life
I guess there’s no way out
There’s no way out
Non est exitume x2
#LeftToSuffer #ArtificialAnatomy #Feral
New album "Feral" out everywhere May 12th: https://onerpm.link/feral
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LYRICS:
Vengeance
Bound and tied and forced to submission
Already know, that this is effort for you to listen
Slithering in and out my life
I guess there’s no way out
I will see the fear in the eyes of my abuser
Torturing me
It’s been my duty to escape
I’ve lost everyone I once loved
And now I’ve got to take my life back
It’s all coming to life
(Kim Dracula)
N/A
(Taylor)
The devils in broad day he’s right before your eyes fuck it
(Taylor)
I wish that they’d drag me down
(Kim Dracula)
I’m so sick of suffering (low talk)
(Taylor)
There’s no easy way out
(Taylor and Kim together)
THEY’VE TAKEN EVERYTHING FROM ME
Vengeance
Bound and tied and forced to submission
Already know, that this is effort for you to listen
Slithering in and out my life
I guess there’s no way out
There’s no way out
Non est exitume x2
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Played on Dingwall 5-string NG3 through Neural DSP DarkGlass and Parallax plug-ins
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer
produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Toddi Babu
lyrics:
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I’m still here thinking about it every day
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
Why can’t you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you’ve chosen
So make up you’re fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
We’re living in a lie
I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me
A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
Why can’t you ever fucking look me in the eye
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I’m still here thinking about it every day
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
Why can’t you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you’ve chosen
#LeftToSuffer #DisappointMe #Feral
new album "Feral" out everywhere May 12th: https://onerpm.link/feral
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credits:
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produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
LYRICS:
I’m sitting while spinning in silence
I’m suffocating on the air we breathe
Rebuild, repent
The thoughts in my head are a fucking disease
And now they’re absent
I hear the disembodied voices screaming at me in the past tense
Slowly losing control
And now I know that I am all alone
Slowly counting down
While I’m losing my head with my feet on the ground
Fell in love with what it is
Silently judging me but you don’t know how to live
Now die
Cause I’m feeling alive
And manipulating others is just part of your time
And now you’re dead set, on trying to justify
The only form of self punishment is on the inside
So sick of people trying to tell me how to live
And I can’t decipher what box I’m fucking in
Makes it hard breathe
Even harder to believe
And my feet are tired from walking through hell
NOW REST
new album "Feral" out everywhere May 12th: https://onerpm.link/feral
Vinyl: left-to-suffer.myshopify.com/products/feral-vinyl-preorder
listen to Disappoint Me here: https://onerpm.link/disappointme
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credits:
written by Left to Suffer
produced by Matt Thomas
recorded at Ashtone Audio
mixed by Matt Thomas
assisted by Mike Skinner
mastered by Joel Wanasek
video by Toddi Babu
lyrics:
Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I’m still here thinking about it every day
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
Why can’t you ever fucking look me in the eye
Why am I the one that you’ve chosen
So make up you’re fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality
Blegh
There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah
Cause we’re not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we’re all going to die
We’re living in a lie


