i know you love to fall [tyler joseph] @sUmmerRain810

sUmmerRain810 "how can i create purpose for myself. and i found through art that you can create the beginning of purpose for you. not all of purpose because it’s such a huge thing. but the beginning of purpose can be found by creating something that only you understand."
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my first tyler joseph video 'today we can be invisible' was taken down and i got a strike. i'm still sad because that video meant a lot to me. i made it right after i saw twenty one pilots live back in february 2016, it was my personal tribute to them and i really put my heart into that video. so this video here is really important to me. i could listen to tyler talking about life all day long, it's so inspiring. hope you guys enjoy.
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song: youtu.be/vjXaddTMecc
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/161469521367/how-can-i-create-purpose-for-myself-and-i-found
retweet: twitter.com/ferylana/status/871798311883333632

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updated 9 years ago

i know you love to fall [tyler joseph]

sUmmerRain810 2017-06-05 | "how can i create purpose for myself. and i found through art that you can create the beginning of purpose for you. not all of purpose because it’s such a huge thing. but the beginning of purpose can be found by creating something that only you understand."
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my first tyler joseph video 'today we can be invisible' was taken down and i got a strike. i'm still sad because that video meant a lot to me. i made it right after i saw twenty one pilots live back in february 2016, it was my personal tribute to them and i really put my heart into that video. so this video here is really important to me. i could listen to tyler talking about life all day long, it's so inspiring. hope you guys enjoy.
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song: youtu.be/vjXaddTMecc
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/161469521367/how-can-i-create-purpose-for-myself-and-i-found
retweet: twitter.com/ferylana/status/871798311883333632

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keep the lights on // dean & cas

sUmmerRain810 2020-02-10 | hellooo, anyone still out there?

i know it's a (veeery) long time since i uploaded a video. the last two years were just madness and i didn't find the time to create videos. i didn't even watch the last seasons of supernatural, so you won't find the latest clips in my videos, sorry! i found some videos on my server i've never published. i just came across this one and i still like it. it's nothing special (and very short) but i like the atmosphere of it so i thought i''ll share it with you guys. hope you like it and you're all doing well. thanks for still commenting and liking my videos, you guys are amazing!!

then - now; destiel (chasing cars)

sUmmerRain810 2017-10-08 | okay this video means a lot to me! the cover is produced by my brother maximilian. i told him two years ago that i would love to use chasing cars for a destiel video and asked him if he could make a piano cover for me. this is what i got. and it kinda overwhelmed me and it took me two years to finally start working on this video haha. for me, chasing cars is THE 'destiel song' and i'm so happy i finally made it. thank you maximilian for this amazing cover!

also, today is my channel's 10th anniversary! holy shit. i can't believe it. thank you guys for all the support you gave me over the years. i love you. i love all of you ♥

please check out my brother's chasing cars music video: youtu.be/IdcqQfKnWF8
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/166184758207/the-road-so-far-cover-by-my-brother
retweet: twitter.com/ferylana/status/917074962309156865
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J2M || »Typically, we like to take it just as it comes...« [SPN CAST]

sUmmerRain810 2017-07-09 | Happy Birthday Sarah! I hope this makes you smile ♥

Warnings for this video: Mishalecki (SO so much!), Shipper!Jared, innuendoes non-stop and a lot of touching - so nothing really surprising given the fact that we're talking about Misha, Jared and Jensen :) Enjoy!

Music: youtu.be/b1_B-IKEufg + youtu.be/j0XdqXyb09Y
Reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/162791869527/unicornmish-happy-birthday-sarah-i-hope-these
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When in Rome - Jensen & Misha [Cockles]

sUmmerRain810 2017-05-28 | Jibcon was the best thing that could happen after the SPN finale.
RAWRRR
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reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/161165189842

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destiel; say my name (+12x23)

sUmmerRain810 2017-05-21 | dean has lost cas so many times. so far he always came back to him...

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► coloring: purfectors (adjusted)
► reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/160909363287
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»taste the rainbow« [cockles; shipper!jared]

sUmmerRain810 2017-05-04 | thank you jared, for giving us all these amazing cockles moments ;)

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song: info at the end of the video
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/160306759707

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SUPERNATURAL ► BROTHER (sung by Jensen Ackles)

sUmmerRain810 2017-02-26 | I was hoping Jensen would sing this song and he DID and I'm still really emotional! Like he said, it's about the basic of the show, it's about FAMILY that don't end with blood. So this video is about the SPN Family, about Team Free Will, about these wonderful characters that make SPN keep going and make it special. I wish I could have included all of them like Rowena, Chuck, Crowley, Jody... but yeah, nobody hugged poor Crowley yet, can you believe?! ;)

But this is dedicated to ALL of these amazing characters, and of course to the actors and you guys, the fans. Everyone of you make the SPN fandom feel like family, like HOME, and I'm stunned by this phenomenon every day. I watch SPN since day one and I can't imagine a life without it anymore. 12 years ago I didn't think that SPN would become such a big and important part in my life and I will be forever grateful. So thank you to all of you who watch and read this. Ily ♥
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xxx My video was stolen by The Séries Forever (youtu.be/n-734J576q8), Tudo Geral (youtu.be/3OjsXXjDX_Q), Winchester Forever (youtu.be/Y9RYYMllqw8) and
Yolanda Pérez (youtu.be/QZuxJU4knHE). It would mean a lot if you'd help me to make them take it down xxx
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SONG: I mixed the original song by NEEDTOBREATHE (youtu.be/61Wm_qlVD4Q) with the cover of LOUDEN SWAIN & JENSEN, using this amazing audio version by brielle: youtu.be/BSoWmKlEwAs

VIDEOS
credits for some parts of the con singing montage goes to vwais10 who did such a brilliant job putting the different film records together: youtu.be/1RfwUgn6wM4 (please check it out and give a thumb up!!)

OTHER CON VIDS I USED:
cassandra buss - youtu.be/6fezzluBd9g
dawn shepard - youtu.be/V5i9sN44YZg
fair strife - youtu.be/VLIOuclS-Vo
gonzosgirrl - youtu.be/ANiShmImuyM
kimberly knight - youtu.be/dsJT9ESsl1M
lua james - youtu.be/XXdHDKJau5M

(thank you all for filming and sharing these precious moments with us. and please tell me if i forget to credit someone!)

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/157741443877/a-wise-man-once-told-me-family-dont-end-in

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»lets go home« | destiel (12x12)

sUmmerRain810 2017-02-19 | you're my family. i love you. i love all of you.
i'm dead.

and i know i repeat myself but ALL THESE PARALLELS??!! WHAT IS THIS! ohmygod i'm so happy right now. cas is family. cas is a winchester. cas has a home. and destiel does exist! seriously, if you still can't see that something is really wrong with your eyes lol.

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► coloring: canarycolors (adjusted)
► reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/157440184237/youre-my-family-i-love-you-i-love-all-of-you
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human weakness;

sUmmerRain810 2017-02-05 | Sam and Dean defending Cas... telling him that they care about him... ALL THESE DAMN PARALLELS?!! and DEAN IS CAS' WEAKNESS!!!! Guys, please tell me this wasn't a dream?

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► song: youtu.be/6XQ-wP81uXI
► coloring: purfectors and xfoxyamanda11 (adjusted)
► reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/156843363387/you-know-why-were-meant-to-stay-away-from-them

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i will always love you [destiel; au]

sUmmerRain810 2017-01-20 | wow okay i never thought i would vid this song one day but this cover is soo amazing, i had to do something with it! but please: read first! or just try figuring out what kind of story i want to tell you here lol.

summary: cas has fallen in disgrace and gets punished for what he did to heaven. naomi forces him to return to heaven and threatens to kill dean if he refuses. cas has to leave dean without any explanation. both dean and cas are heartbroken, and cas keeps begging to go back. finally naomi agrees and she sends him back to earth, but without his wings, grace and any memories...

(...i'm really not good with happy endings...)

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► song: by the talented chase holfelder youtu.be/_xz10ZNNkoM ♥ (seriously i'm so in love with his voice and his covers and i will probably vid every single one of them. go check out his channel!)
► coloring: canarycolors (adjusted)
► reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/156171591727

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tyrell/elliot ● blindfold;

sUmmerRain810 2017-01-08 | THIS SHOW IS FUCKING KILLING ME!
i finished season 2 a few days ago and i'm still screaming because they didn't explain anything??? now i have even more questions and i really don't know how to survive until june? july? ahh i need answers!! if you haven't watched mr robot yet: DO IT! NOW! this show is so damn good! and this strange pairing got me from the very first episode... i'm so curious how their relationship will develop in the next season.

show: mr robot
pairing: tyrell/elliot
song: youtu.be/q3Y_qh5sRHM

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/155585942497
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DESTIEL ► CRACK #5

sUmmerRain810 2017-01-03 | hello friends, i wish you all a happy new year! i thought there is no better way to start the year with some destiel crack! sorry for the crappy quality of some clips (and the crappy humour lol). hope you like it anyway :) oh and SPOILERS for season 12 if you haven't watched it yet.

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/155491292536
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unspoken | destiel

sUmmerRain810 2016-12-18 | »just because we don't say certain things, doesn't mean we don't feel them.«

a simple (slightly au) video about the many unspoken "i love you"s... and maybe it's okay. maybe it doesn't need these three words.

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(but would I sell my soul to hear them one day from dean and/or cas FUCK YES!!)

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song: youtu.be/mPeZmxa-OHc
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/154633336422/the-most-important-things-are-the-hardest-to

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sherlock/moriarty ● [ill be watching you]

sUmmerRain810 2016-11-20 | »you need me... because we're just alike, you and i.«

seriously, i can't stop listen to this song! it's so beautifully haunting, and these two came to my mind immediatly when i first heard it. so here we go, have some creepy sheriarty everyone. i'm soo looking forward to january ahh!

and please check out this amazing channel: youtube.com/user/chaseholfelder/featured
he's incredibly talented and i'm so in love with his songs i want to vid them all!! ♥

song: every breath you take by chase holfelder
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/153442954802/you-need-me-because-were-just-alike-you-and-i
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Matt Cohen is all »about Jensens lips!«

sUmmerRain810 2016-11-15 | So basically this video is about Matt Cohen (and the rest of the SPN Cast) having a big crush on Jensen, especially his lips... I think we can all relate! :D I thought after the recent events we all need something to laugh about... (also it's my birthday and I'm so old and I need something funny to distract myself from that fact haha) I hope this makes you smile, guys :) please forgive me any spelling mistakes.
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4 signs of attraction ► cockles

sUmmerRain810 2016-10-24 | this started out as a crack video but during the editing process i found myself rather sobbing than laughing and now i'm confused and i really hate these two because they make me and EACH OTHER so damn happy :') also i want to say THANK YOU FOR 4K SUBS! i don't know what to say, i can't believe that you guys enjoy my videos so much. i swear even these days my i'm so nervous when i upload a new video because i'm not sure if you guys will like it... but i'm so fucking happy you do! your comments make me smile every single day and i can't thank you enough for your support. i love you guys ♥
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► music: youtube.com/watch?v=HfLZnE3fIyI (please check out their channel, their music is beautiful!)
► tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/152248556757/because-when-were-talking-to-someone-were

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i will not kiss you || destiel [au]

sUmmerRain810 2016-10-08 | AHH I KNOW I PROMISED MY NEXT VIDEO WOULD BE SOMETHING HAPPY AND FLUFFY AND CUTE BUT--- i finished this video just a few days after twenty one pilots released this cover and i'm dying to upload it finally!! please forgive me... ily ♥♥ oh i promise faithfully that the next video will make you smile because i'm currently working on a cockles video yayyy. // also, exactly this day 9 years ago i created this account. that's such a long time, i can't believe it. but i want to thank you all of you who supported me over the years. your comments means the world to me! i'm so happy you enjoy my videos and i hope i won't disappoint you in the future. love you all very much! ♥
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song (& overlay): youtube.com/watch?v=yw6i1SAHetc
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/151516200582/cause-the-hardest-part-of-this-is-leaving-you
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»when i do picture myself happy... [destiel; au]

sUmmerRain810 2016-09-26 | ...it's with you.«

► storyline: cas is in love with dean, so he decides to give up his life as an angel to live a normal life with dean. in return dean quits the hunting life and they are quite happy for a while. but soon dean is changing. he's drinking every night and one day he loses control and beats up cas really bad. he flees to his brother first, but he feels so much remorse that he decides to run away because he loves cas and he wants him to be safe. after weeks of silence dean leaves a voicemail on cas' phone. it's the last thing cas will hear from him...

aaaand i hate myself ughh.

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► song: info at the end of the video
► warnings: alcohol, violence, death, suicide
► tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/150964017902/its-with-you
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i will follow you into the dark [destiel]

sUmmerRain810 2016-09-13 | »love of mine, someday you will die / but i'll be close behind, follow you into the dark...«

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song: by the amazing gavin mikhail
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/150367390797/love-of-mine-someday-you-will-die-but-ill-be

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perfection;

sUmmerRain810 2016-09-03 | »go out and make stuff and be happy doing it and don't worry about being perfect. just create because you love to do it.«
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something non fandom. something important.
YOU ARE ENOUGH!

→ reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/149890802117/go-out-and-make-stuff-and-be-happy-doing-it-and

(list of clips/voiceovers is coming soon)

GISHWHES 2016 | TEAM FAIRIE-FIGTHERS

sUmmerRain810 2016-08-09 | ♥♥♥

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MISHA COLLINS ► LETS GET NASTY UP HERE!

sUmmerRain810 2016-07-25 | SASSY!MISHA IS MY FAV!
(Please ignore any spelling mistakes)

► reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/147955866842/because-sassymisha-is-my-fav
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DESTIEL & COCKLES || POWERFUL [for Sarah]

sUmmerRain810 2016-07-10 | For my wonderful friend Sarah (unicornmish.tumblr.com) whose birthday was yesterday ♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR! Hope you like it :)

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reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/147193375417/for-my-wonderful-friend-unicornmish-whose

the video seemed to be blocked for mobile phones, please try to watch on your laptop/computer or watch it here: vimeo.com/174126975
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something to believe in // destiel

sUmmerRain810 2016-07-06 | who are you, castiel?

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coloring: xXWhisperOfDreamsXx
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/147002759607

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ghost in town [demon!dean/priest!castiel]

sUmmerRain810 2016-05-31 | au: demon!dean + priest!castiel // i heard this amazing song and really wanted to vid it, and somehow this video turned into pretty dark shit... WARNING: torture, violence & blood.

song: ghost in town by foxos
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/145210064122

fire and the flood ♦ cockles

sUmmerRain810 2016-05-28 | @god: thank you for cockles. we are truly blessed.

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/145048097797/god-thank-you-for-cockles-we-are-truly-blessed
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for now i am winter [destiel; au]

sUmmerRain810 2016-04-28 | cas died. dean can't live without him...

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song: info at the end of the video
coloring: vervain cage
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/143535698612

DESTIEL ► CRACK #4

sUmmerRain810 2016-04-16 | umm. this was supposed to be a crack video, i swear! idk what happend... // warnings: a lot of nsfw stuff & really bad humor. including scenes from season 11 and a t&s reference... enjoy? ;-) // reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/142907139342/warnings-a-lot-of-nsfw-ish-stuff-really-bad

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follow your heart [destiel]

sUmmerRain810 2016-03-29 | dean could be so happy if he would just follow his heart...

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/141906882617/dean-could-be-so-happy-if-he-would-just-follow-his
song: info at the end of the video
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friendship can be an excuse... [jensen/misha]

sUmmerRain810 2015-12-29 | »friendship can be an excuse, a cover when there's something you don't want to admit or you're too afraid to explore«

woahhh 2015 was an amazing cockles year (best chemistry award!! boat trip!! sunset pics!!!), let's looking foward to 2016, I'm sure Jensen & Misha will make us happy :D I wish you all a very happy New Year! And thanks for 2k+ subs! Thank you thank you thank you ♥

music: youtube.com/watch?v=cT-HeYARWJw&t=0s
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/136187411502/friendship-can-be-an-excuse-a-cover-for
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SPN CAST || LETS GET UNPROFESSIONAL

sUmmerRain810 2015-09-25 | »...We do have sex. But we try to do it tastefully!«

Helloooo my friends, I was absent for a longer time and it's good to be back:) There was a lot of stuff going on the last weeks, I just graduated from university and I'm incredibly happy right now- I suppose that's why this video has happened ;) I needed to make something light and funny and I hope it will make you smile ♥
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/129850537732/we-do-have-sex-but-we-try-to-do-it-tastefully

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Twist and Shout || See you then. {Destiel}

sUmmerRain810 2015-07-05 | OMG I'm sorry for this?! I wasn't even sure if I should upload it...
Ok so I’ve finally read the Destiel Fanfic "Twist & Shout" a few months ago… and it took me some time to recover from that!! Afterwards I felt sooo sad and kinda empty -and totally stupid because COME ON IT'S JUST A FIC?!! what the hell?? After I've listened to "Can't help falling in love" for DAYS and teared up every time again I decided to make a video. For me it's always a good way to cope with feelings. and DAMN THOSE FEELS!!! Now I finally understand why so many of you break out in tears when they listen to Elvis or go to the beach or drink a glass of milk or … ughh ok I finally got it. I'm finally one of you :p

If you still haven’t read it but want to, let me give you a good advise: don’t be stupid like me and read it in public, like… in the train…!! God I was crying so hard during the last pages, and I knew people were already glancing over to me but I couldn’t stop the tears, and usually I’m really not comfortable with showing emotions (especially in public!!!) but at that moment I really didn’t care because FUUUUUCK this fanfic is so sad and heartbreakingly beautiful! :')

So... this is it. Me trying to deal with all the painful T&S feelings. I mainly did this for myself but I thought maybe there are still people out there who likes to cry with me over this wonderful fic again :3

As you will notice, I was inspired by Castiel's letter (gross sobbing) and this video is told from Cas' POV (at least the first part...).

► Voiceovers:

„Dear Dean. I was thinking about shells today. I was thinking about shells, and I was thinking about that day at the beach and I can remember sitting on the blanket, looking at the water, and you asked me what I was thinking. I was thinking about how afraid I was that I was never going to love you as much as I did then.

You never really came home, and I understand that now, and I know it wasn’t your fault or mine or anyone’s. It was just circumstances we couldn’t avoid, but I’ve realized that just because we ended the way we did doesn’t define what we were before.

You don’t – you don’t have to be guilty, and I know you are, and I understand why everything happened the way it did. It just happened. We just – it just happened, Dean, and it’s alright. I’m alright. I’ll be okay.

I don’t think I can stop loving you. I think it’s a part of me now, and it’s never leaving. It makes me who I am…

Once, you told me it didn’t seem right to say goodbye. Not really. I thought I’d have to. I thought I’d have to let go of everything I loved about you, but I don’t, and you were right…

The truth of it has never been clearer to me, my darling.
And you are, always, my darling.

Yours, Cas

See you then…”
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► Song: youtube.com/watch?v=-AD6omp0t3E
► Fic: http://archiveofourown.org/works/537876/chapters/955176?view_adult=true
► Reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/123374029932/dear-dean-i-was-thinking-about-shells-today

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we might not make it home tonight (thorin x bilbo)

sUmmerRain810 2015-06-27 | OMG what happend? I vidded something non-spn??!! Whaaat??

Actually I started this video months ago but totally forgot about it. A few days ago I watched a Hobbit fanvid and it reminded & motivated me to finish my (very first) ThorinxBilbo video. This song always reminded me of these two... I hope that there isn't already a video with this pairing/song combination. I searched for it but youtube said nope, there isn't :p Anyway, hope you like it :)
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Fandom: The Hobbot
Pairing: Thorin x Bilbo
Song: youtube.com/watch?v=d96kIUdtdh8
Coloring: InevitableDarkFlames (with some changes)
Reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/122605049167

the mark never quite let go (dean winchester)

sUmmerRain810 2015-06-25 | [watch in hd please.]

i'm currently working on so many projects at the same time that i hardly finish any of them. so i'm glad that i could finally upload this thing here. it's a simple review of deans fight against the mark during the last season (damnnn i miss demon!dean!!) i really hope you like it :)
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coloring: mine
song: youtube.com/watch?v=MejvKklh4KI
tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/122443611412

one day i hope you say... (destiel; au)

sUmmerRain810 2015-05-14 | It’s been a while since I uploaded my last video. In the meantime I reached 1000+ subs OMGGG! Thanks so much for your support ♥ Your comments, likes and subs really mean a lot to me. This video is dedicated to all of you, but especially to those who are sticking around with me for a really long time now and never getting tired of leaving me some kind words (- I hope you lovely people feel addressed rn!!! :3 )

♦ About the video ♦

Basically, Dean is in love with Cas, but he also has a family he doesn’t want to leave… In the end he has to make a decision.

This video was some work and I really hope you like it, even when the storyline isn’t very original lol. It was fun to play with the voiceovers though

♦ Voiceovers ♦

Cas: “Dean! I love you…”
Dean: “I can’t, Cas. I’m sorry…”
Cas: “I know…”

Cas: “What’s the matter?”
Dean: “I’ve changed my mind. I’m going back for Lisa and Ben. I don’t have a choice.”

Dean: “I need you to come back!”

Dean: “It’s good to see you, Cas!”
Cas: “I still love you!”

Sam: “I heard you, on the phone that night. You’ve got a family, Dean! And they need you to come back!”

Cas: “We need to talk. I’m asking you one last time. You have to tell me! You have to give me … a sign. Because if you don’t, I-“
Dean: “We just can’t be together.”

Dean: “I need you!”
Cas: “It’s just another lie!”
Dean: “No!”
Cas: “I’m sorry, Dean…”
Dean: “Cas?!”

Lisa: “Who’s the guy, Dean? He called you six times, Dean! … You don’t wanna be here, Dean.”
Dean: “Yes I do!”
Lisa: “Okay, but you also wanna be there! … I need you to go.”

Cas: “I miss him!”

Sam: “Dean, look man, I made mistakes… Maybe … it has to be Cas!”

Cas: “Dean!”
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► Song info: at the end of the video
► Reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/118957413277/until-we-meet-again-i-hope-this-letter-never

im not brave anymore, darling (dean winchester)

sUmmerRain810 2015-04-11 | [WATCH in HD please! believe me, your eyes will thank you for it]

i started this project some time ago, changed it all over again when the latest episodes aired and finally finished it today. i wanted to try something new but i'm not sure how it turned out, what do you think? also, thanks for 900+ subs! when did this happen omg? :D
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song info: at the end of the video
coloring: xXWhisperOfDreamsXx
inspiration: http://ropesburg.tumblr.com/post/114744757577
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/116118011137/im-not-brave-anymore-darling-im-all-broken

Misha & Jensen // Only Love

sUmmerRain810 2015-04-03 | It's spring! Cockles is in the air! ♥
If it's blocked in your country → vimeo.com/138665924

reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/115409616952

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http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/131746236062/i-wasnt-ready-for-11x03-im-an-emotional

addicted to love; destiel

sUmmerRain810 2015-03-29 | »and you like to think that you're immune to the stuff, oh yeah, you do / it's closer to the truth to say you can't get enough / you might as well face it, you're addicted to love«

yet another destiel video... but i'm currently working on a few non-destiel videos ;) i just fell in love with this cover and had to do this video first! hope you enjoy :)

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pairing: dean & cas
song: info at the end of the video
coloring: livart
tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/114953559947/and-you-like-to-think-that-youre-immune-to-the

DESTIEL ► CRACK #3

sUmmerRain810 2015-02-21 | hey guys :) a lot of you asked for another crack video, so there you go, hope you enjoy my silly humor // click here for crack #4: youtube.com/watch?v=OQgPAsTdNno
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reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/111667777372

♪ song list ♫

how to check if you are gay, lesbian or bisexual (dominic davis)
river flows in you (violin cover) - daniel jang
bella notte (german version) - lady and the tramp
in the arms of an angel - michael lane
shake it off (taylor swift cover) - cimorelli
i won't say (i'm in love) - andrew samonsky
bromance - chester see
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Destiel || Death Of Me [NSFW]

sUmmerRain810 2015-02-13 | about this vid: ...umm, sorry not sorry? o.O

warnings: dark!cas; dom!cas; explicit
song: info in the end of the video
coloring: livart
reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/110910400602/umm-i-did-a-thing-sorry-not-sorry

if the video is blocked in your country: vimeo.com/119626653

When The Rain Falls [Dean & Cas]

sUmmerRain810 2015-01-22 | »I’ll show you how to live again
and heal the brokenness within
Let me love you when you come undone«

THIS SONG IS DESTIEL OMG MY HEART :’)
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Song: Right here – Ashes Remain
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If you want to reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/108829759357/ill-show-you-how-to-live-again-and-heal-the

Supernatural ► Never Surrender

sUmmerRain810 2015-01-16 | »They will see, we'll fight until eternity.
Come with me, we'll stand and fight together.
Through our strength we'll make a better day
Tomorrow we shall never surrender.«
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Dedicated to my lovely friend Sophie, who recommended this amazing song to me. Sophie, it probably didn't turn out exactly the way you had imagined, but I hope you like it anyway ♥

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Song: youtube.com/watch?v=iSSv4bokOH8
Reblog: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/108274992567/they-will-see-well-fight-until-eternity-come

»castiels heart was always in the right place«

sUmmerRain810 2015-01-02 | happy new year, guys ♥

ok why didn't i make a cas video before?!! how is that even possible? he's my precious bby my poor little child my EVERYTHING okay???! god i love him so much how did this happen :')
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music: youtube.com/watch?v=XKIrR_TLCnQ
if you wanna reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/106912444717/am-i-doing-the-right-thing

High Hopes [Dean Winchester]

sUmmerRain810 2014-12-05 | ✘Watch in HD please :)
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I love this song so much and it reminds me of Dean, so this is the result. I have so many Dean-feelings recently, it's really really bad. Someone (and with someone I mean Cas, shh) has to hug him very tightly and stroke his head and tell him that everything will be okay again. please?? :') ok, sorry. enjoy the video ♥
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If you want to reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/104422413142

how i met your mother || blue skies (for maximilian)

sUmmerRain810 2014-11-25 | ✿ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BRO :D you know that i always wanted to make a himym video, and finally here it is: your birthday video ♥ just a look back at all the sad and funny and wonderful moments of this amazing show (can't believe we'll finish the series for the second time soon...) but i think these guys will always be a part in our lifes u.u
anyway, hope you all have some fun with the video :)

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if you want to reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/103816257427/my-tribute-to-this-amzing-show

peter/lydia ✖ walk with me

sUmmerRain810 2014-11-23 | »you've taking all the space inside my head, inside my dreams, nothing is what it seems«

creepy song, creepy pairing - working on this video was so much fun! ;) hope you like it
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if you want to reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/103362421897/youve-taking-all-the-space-inside-my-head

Carry On My Wayward Son {SPN | 200th Episode}

sUmmerRain810 2014-11-16 | This musical version is so freaking beautiful, I can’t stop listening – and I couldn’t resist to make a short video (never thought I would vid this song one day -.-)
I’m still not over this amazing 200th episode. I didn’t expect it would really turn out as a “love letter to the fans” – but IT WAS definitely a love letter to us and I’m still so happy :D
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reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/102884376182/this-musical-version-is-so-freaking-beautiful-i

Total Eclipse Of The Heart | Dean & Cas

sUmmerRain810 2014-10-17 | i could vid every single song of sleeping at last! they are all so beautiful! ♥
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reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/100241132112

Sam & Dean | Dark Night Of The Soul

sUmmerRain810 2014-10-03 | Yes, that’s right: I vidded Sam and Dean. I can’t believe it either ;)

This took me a lifetime but finally I finished it today and I'm so happy because I always wanted to make a video about the brothers. I really tried my best and I hope I don't disappoint you. I wanted to show the change of their relationship through the years and how Deans "job" (to protect his brother) makes them slowly drifting apart.
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song: youtube.com/watch?v=JSymJl1czYs
reblog on tumblr: http://freckledwings.tumblr.com/post/99335380222/i-just-wish-you-would-drop-the-show-and-be-my