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Pills & Good Advice (Lyric Video) - Left at LondonLeft At London2021-06-04 | (cw flashing) OFF OF LEFT AT LONDON'S DEBUT ALBUM "t.i.a.p.f.y.h." leftatlondon.com/tiapfyh
This video was made with analog video mixers: the Panasonic MX-12, MX-50, and MX-70. Mixed and edited by Evan Bobrow in Rochester, NY. Videos provided by fans based on the prompt “Send me a video you or a loved one took.”
Written by Left at London & g.rola Prod. by g.rola Co-prod. by Left at London Mixed by Left at London“That’s Entertainment!” - Left at LondonLeft At London2022-10-15 | prod. g.rola
Soundcloud - on.soundcloud.com/MQzhiLGjg6cxEcA78TSLV3 ANNOUNCEMENT POSTLeft At London2022-03-24 | ...Bloodlust - Left at London (single)Left At London2021-12-16 | Song written by Nat Puff (Left at London) Mastering & Strings by Peter Kuli Cover art by Gabe Howell
LYRICS: I wish I weren’t here, look around like “What’s the time?”
I feel like death & a half, so then a part of me says, I should get over it
So pardon if I seem a bit frustrated, I never wanna cause you trouble
I mourned your loss already, It’s your turn to die (heh)
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
I don’t wanna hurt you But I don’t want nobody else hurting for you Because they adore you
I wish you weren’t here, You had already said goodbye
I feel I did something wrong, so then a part of me says, I should’ve thought of this
So pardon if I seem a bit frustrated, You weren’t supposed to be a witness,
But now you’re here already, It’s your turn to die
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
I wish I weren’t here, But they can’t take me alive
I feel like nobody knows, But then a knock on my door Says maybe otherwise
& I may be a little bit new to this, But I won’t be a bitch about it
So come on in, & welcome, It’s your turn to die…
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justice
What is hell to the god that you pray to? Either way, tell the devil just trust us Don’t expect anybody would’ve saved you Bloodlust Tastes a little like justiceLeft at London - “t.i.a.p.f.y.h.” (FULL ALBUM STREAM)Left At London2021-06-20 | leftatlondon.com/tiapfyh
0:00 Track 1 - Pills & Good Advice 10:13 Track 2 - The Ballad of Marion Zioncheck 14:28 Track 3 - there is a place for you here. 18:20 Track 4 - Out Of My Mind 21:54 Track 5 - It Could Be Better 25:57 Track 6 - Kudzu 30:11 Track 7 - THIS IS A PROTEST FOR YOUR HEART!!!june 3rd.Left At London2021-05-29 | release party june 3rd. more info at leftatlondon.com/tiapfyhI GET KNOCKED DOWN FT JEDWILLLeft At London2021-03-09 | soundcloud.app.goo.gl/8NNETqczbaazKD5r5
LYRICS:
(left at london) I get knocked down Then get worked up about it I get knocked down Then get worked up about it yeah
Forever fuck america, Living in the city What’d you expect?
But if you weren’t selfish for a minute, man, I wonder Who would you protect?
It’s not that likely, But I love the view
I know you’ll never hear this, I barely do
Don’t say shit Won’t be shit Can’t take shit? Get treatment
But the city’s on fire, Cuz I just got too correct, But I feel like i’m the cause, Those reflections of my flaws
I get knocked down Then get worked up about it I get knocked down Then get worked up about it yeah
(jedwill) im sick of seeing people claim to love and only show up when it isn't something labeled under right or left wing you can't look at me as a political decision, i am a life. i'd rather you tell your jaded parents i exist than some troll on twitter and when the masks come off it's full of the word n-
through the fire and the flames it might burn but imma say (i get knocked down) but i get up again and it's all mask off and is it a privilege? coughing on the poor and then you sneeze with the rich if you make us craft angels imma craft em pregnant dont hide your purse again are you compassionate feed the little citizens free mohawk and them see us hurt this moment be a key component and remove the politics that want my black life ended
(left at london) I get knocked down Then get worked up about it I get knocked down Then get worked up about it yeahI have a patreon now!!! (Left at London)Left At London2020-12-13 | If you can, pls help me out! Patreon.com/leftatlondon or just look up “Left at London” on most streaming services!Choke - Left at LondonLeft At London2020-09-27 | Choke Composition, Lyrics & Production: Nat Puff Drums: Nick Villamizar Mixing & Mastering: Stephen Handy
[Intro] Mmm
[Verse 1] If I have to wake up, Could you hold me as I dream? Could you call me “sweetheart” Lighten up my color scheme
[Pre-chorus 1] You say you love me always & I appreciate the sentiment, So pardon me if I am hesitant I can’t believe you some days But it’s because of something wrong with me Is optimistic what I ought to be? So,
[Chorus] Turn the lights off baby Can you heal my heart Can you choke me harder ‘Fore I fall apart? Turn the lights off baby Can I make you come? If I can’t feel pleasure, Can I give you some?
[Verse 2] If I have to wake up Please don’t leave me in my sleep I can hear the door close I can hear the floorboards creek
[Pre-chorus 2] & you said you’d never leave me & I appreciate the sentiment But even love can be indefinite you said, “babe, please believe me” But I’m accustomed to the mess I’ve made I tend to blame it on the retrograde Yeah
[Chorus] Turn the lights off baby Can you heal my heart Can you choke me harder ‘Fore I fall apart? Turn the lights off baby Can I make you come? If I can’t feel pleasure, Can I give you some?
[Outro] Oh No, noMy Friends Are Kinda Strange (ft. Chuck Sutton) - Left at LondonLeft At London2020-09-26 | My Friends Are Kinda Strange (ft. Chuck Sutton) Composition, Lyrics, Production: Chuck Sutton & Nat Puff Mixing, Mastering: Chuck Sutton Additional Vocals: Aren, Saul, Lil Rob, Alex Anderson, Adria, Roleplaying, Marcosa, Micky Leigh, Michi, Vera Much, VALENTINE, yer grrl, Under the Aspen Tree, Sapwood Special Thanks: William Crooks
[Verse 1: Left at London & Chuck Sutton] Sometimes i close my eyes to talk to you when i can’t make up my mind since you make it up, too one in the same one in the same, it always felt so real lemme hold your hand, hold our hand, so you can feel what i feel
[Verse 2: Chuck Sutton] familiar you look so familiar from earlier have we ever met before familiar you look so familiar from earlier have we ever met before
[Chorus: Left at London] My friends are kind of strange I think they’re awf’ly sweet If you ever would be interested, I think you all should meet My friends are kind of strange I guess that so are we, Cuz it’s only ever normal folks That other me
[Verse 3: Left at London] & it’s wonderful to have you near, & it’s almost unreal So it’s easy to be caught in the feeling, How’re you feeling? Our souls are the scripture No faith in our frame The difference is others Might think we’re the same They’re wrong; ‘Cause a friend is nothing more than a feeling Love is a feeling I know you feel
[Instrumental break]
[Verse 4: Left at London] No makeup on my arms, No shame in feeling crazy Nobody’s life makes Perfect sense to everyone
Yes, we’ve been doing fine Will I get through this? Maybe. Survivin’ isn’t just how fast That you can run
[Chorus: Left at London] My friends are kind of strange I think they’re awf’ly sweet If you ever would be interested, I think you all should meet My friends are kind of strange I guess that so are we, Cuz it’s only ever normal folks That other me
[Chorus: Left at London & Friends] My friends are kind of strange (woo!) I think they’re awf’ly sweet (no no no no no no) If you ever would be interested, I think you all should meet (My friends are kind of strange) My friends are kind of strange I guess that so are we, Cuz it’s only ever normal folks That other me
(Whoa) My friends are kind of strange I think they’re awf’ly sweet If you ever would be interested, I think you all should meet (My friends are kind of strange) My friends are kind of strange I guess that so are we, Cuz it’s only ever normal folks That other me (No no no, no no no, no-hoh)transgender street legend vol. 2 (the whole thing)Left At London2020-09-25 | By left at london. i’ll put more info abt this later im sleepy
0:00 - 1. Do You See Us? (feat. Nobi) 2:39 - 2. 6 Feet (prod. Dylan Brady) 5:16 - 3. Choke 8:22 - 4. Safety First (feat. Vera Much) 12:29 - 5. T-Shirt 15:39 - 6. My Friends Are Kinda Strange (feat. Chuck Sutton)Left at London - T-Shirt (Official Music Video)Left At London2020-09-09 | OWN ONE OF THE T SHIRTS WORN IN THIS VIDEO: http://leftatlondon.limitedrun.com/products/691840-t-shirt-video-lyric-shirt
Transgender Street Legend Vol. 2
Director: Nat Puff (@LeftAtLondon) Camerathey: Kay Harris (@tangledfur) Editor: Duncan Kastner (@kuncandastner) Animators: Lindsay Small-Butera (@SmallBuStudio), Matt Cummings (@EiffelArt) Special Thanks: David Tovar (youtube.com/channel/UCEFWJPZyd9bmuh9FiOKH6cw)
[Pre-chorus: Left at London] If i could go outside again & i could be like any other girl I’d dress in a face mask & walk on the beach till my feet hurt
If i were twelve years old again & i had all the money in the world, I’d buy me a pool pass & drown myself in a t shirt
[Chorus: Left at London] oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh needed for the world not to turn no more Tried it but the bridge won’t burn oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh needed for the world not to turn no more Tried it but the bridge won’t burn
[Verse 1: Left at London] I prayed, (pray) Seems as if god & the devil have been fighting over me I let whoever take over the motions supposedly I don’t remember a lot of the way that it felt before But I know that it must be better cuz I Cry So Much more But at least it feels more like healing Than It Did Before But i still can’t shake this feeling that
[Pre-chorus: Left at London] If i could go outside again & i could be like any other girl I’d dress in a face mask & walk on the beach till my feet hurt If i were twelve years old again & i had all the money in the world, I’d buy me a pool pass & drown myself in a t shirt
[Chorus: Left at London] oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh needed for the world to not to turn no more Tried it but the bridge won’t burn oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh needed for the world not to turn no more Tried it but the bridge won’t burn
[Outro: Valeria Espinal] “As long as i just keep my breathing steady, & as long as i just keep moving my legs, things’ll just... eventually be fine. I kept wanting to find dangerous things to climb on or walk on or... do whatever on, because it was like... it was a kind of danger that i could feel for myself without it being a danger that was produced by other humans. Just seeing human bodies be extremely resilient or human bodies just having all these impulses in the things that they do to keep themselves safe. Theres just so many little things at play. It’s just taking care of everything in the background.”
Composition, Lyrics, & Production: Nat Puff Mixing: & Mastering: Stephen Handy Additional Vocals: Valeria EspinalLeft at London - Safety First (ft. Vera Much) LYRIC VIDEOLeft At London2020-08-28 | Off the upcoming EP: Transgender Street Legend Vol. 2 leftatlondon.com
[Verse 1: Vera Much] I know I should be glad you found me (glad you found me) that’s why i’m glad you found me (glad you found me) I just want you safe and sound (safe and sound) I just need your arms around me I just need your arms around me (arms around me) I just need you around me I hope that you get there I hope when you get there I hope that you’ll ask about me (ask about me) I hope you find out about me everything you wanna find I hope they can tell you bout me I hope that you have time I know you need your time You know i’d never lie, Except for when i lie on you in the night I know it’s alright cause you say it’s alright
[Chorus: Left at London] I write for no one in particular I sing for someone I may never meet, but I would like to smile again, I would like to kiss somebody & cry
[Verse 2: Left at London] I give my heart out only for it to break I fell in love It’s a beginners mistake she told me “you can paint your anger, But try to get my good side as well,” But I’m running out of things to say I don’t need you, (I don’t need you) But I need you, (but I need you) If this the new you, What did I teach you? (What did I teach you) Saw you at the party, but I couldn’t reach you (couldn’t reach you) Said I missed you, you said “good to see you” & I wish I could recover, I don’t love you anymore, yet I don’t know if I can love again But the crowds want a love song But It doesn’t feel honest now the love’s gone
[Chorus: Left at London] I write for no one in particular I sing for someone I may never meet, but I would like to smile again, I would like to kiss somebody & cry I write for no one in particular I sing for someone I may never meet, but I would like to smile again, I would like to kiss somebody & cry
[Verse 3: Left at London] But I haven’t felt that way in so long & a love like ours was such a pleasant one, But honestly my trust in love has faltered, & now all I have’s regrets & gratitude & if falling in love is all that it takes To make you love the world You’ll be bitter when they go Because even infinity in it’s entirety Still can turn to nothingness When it’s multiplied by zero
[Outro: Left at London] I should be patient I should be kind But I don’t have energy anymore I shouldn’t envy, I shouldn’t boast, But I don’t have energy anymore I shouldn’t seek The love for myself But I don’t know how I could call it a day I guess my love is conditional I guess it’s harder to give it away I should be patient I should be kind But I don’t have energy anymore I shouldn’t envy, I shouldn’t boast, But I don’t have energy anymore I shouldn’t seek The love for myself But I don’t know how I could call it a day I guess my love is conditional I guess it’s harder to give it away (I write for no one in particular) I should be patient I should be kind But I don’t have energy anymore (I sing for someone I may never meet, but) I shouldn’t envy, I shouldn’t boast, But I don’t have energy anymore (I would like to smile again,) I shouldn’t seek The love for myself But I don’t know how I could call it a day (I would like) You knew your love was conditional, Why did you promise to stay?
Money earned from this single will be going to the National Police Accountability Project nlg-npap.org
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Cover Art
Photography: West Smith
Editing: Nat Puff
Do You See Us? (ft. Nobi)
Composition: Nat Puff, Marquise Green & ROLEPLAYING
Lyrics: Nat Puff & Marquise Green
Production: Nat Puf & ROLEPLAYING
Mixing & Mastering: Stephen Handy
[Verse 1: Left at London]
Do you hate us?
Do you see our opposition, & relate us?
You’re incapable of empathy
(Ay yeah, ay yeah)
Do you see us?
Did you send the pigs who love you to defeat us?
You’re a product of supremacy
(Ay yeah)
so I say,
[Chorus: Left at London & Nobi]
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
This song’s
For the people you killed
(ah-ah-ah-ah)
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
(You are cordially invited
to the riots of the workforce)
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
This song’s
For the people you killed
(ah-ah-ah-ah)
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
(But I’d rather be united
than indicted by a third source)
[Verse 2: Left at London]
Do we scare you?
If you’d like for peace of mind, well then, how dare you? You were never on our side before
(Ay yeah, ay yeah)
We’ve outgrown you,
Are you frightened of the day that we’ll dethrone you?
Is that all that you been fighting for?
Oh, oh
[Verse 3: Nobi]
Blood on the leaves
Strung us from trees
Blood on they knees
Losin my breath
noose on my neck
but there’s blood on your hands
And they got it on cam, huh
You don’t police, police
that’s why the homie can’t breathe
Where the fuck is the peace?
Where the fuck is the justice?
All I see is corruption
always changin the subject
You been duckin the public
Saw your cops was corrupted
need to chop up the budget
How the fuck do we trust you?
No respect for your leadership
No arrest for Charleena’s death
Why the fuck ain’t it done yet
Why the fuck ain’t it done yet
Why the fuck ain’t it done yet
[Chorus: Left at London & Nobi]
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
This song’s
For the people you killed
(ah-ah-ah-ah)
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
(You are cordially invited
to the riots of the workforce)
Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
This song’s
For the people you killed
(ah-ah-ah-ah) Fuck you,
& the slavers that you work for
(But I’d rather be united
than indicted by a third source)as blue as a bruiseLeft At London2020-06-08 | tw police violence
Money earned from this single will be going to the National Police Accountability Project. nlg-npap.org
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i wrote and recorded this song as i could hear police sirens & people faintly screaming some ways away. seattle, like most populated american cities right now, is showing symptoms of blind patriotism to authority in ways i’ve feared before. as we reach this new era, may we protect & take care of each other as to make sure we end this era as better people than we started. i only show you this song as a form of release; i do not wish to talk over the Black revolutionaries that have felt this way long before i have. thank you all for listening.
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as blue as a bruise (lyrics)
Blue Is a color that is God to me For blue’s the color Of the sky & lesser men, Those avid fans of blasphemy, Will never Wonder Why
So blue is the color of their uniforms, For God is who they’d prefer to be & God is a rather different shade of blue That they will Never seeLeft at London - Blacknwhite (Lyric Video)Left At London2020-01-14 | Blacknwhite (Radio Edit) - From the upcoming /@/ album, "You Are Not Alone Enough" Stream here: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leftatlondon/blacknwhite-radio-edit
Mixed by Caleb Confer Drums by g.rola Mastered by Lilian Davis
Animation for Pt. 1 done by Sam Carey (aka planttdaddii)
LYRICS [Spoken] /@/: Oh hey, look, it’s Santa’s sleigh! SonicFox: Oh wow! /@/: & he’s coming towards our house! I wonder what he’s gonna- SonicFox: Huh? /@/: Wait a sec... He just flew right past us... Oh god, not this again. Im gonna have a panic attack. SonicFox: What’s wrong? /@/: Whats wrong?! Santa’s not gonna give me gifts again this year! SonicFox: Why? /@/: I guess he just doesn’t like us gays.
[Sung] Dear Santa, when I was younger You’d send me gifts every year But Santa, since last December I wanna make some things clear I asked for
A new pair of doc’s, & a sword, & some poppers But nothing is under the tree
So where the hell are my presents? Santa, help me out I can’t do without Is this some sick kind of vengeance You have out for me just because I am LGBT
Dear Santa, what is the deal? Have you since found out I’m gay? My proof may be circumstantial But It’s what I gotta say I asked for
A Nintendo switch Even though I’m a bottom, But no presents are to be found
So where the hell are my presents? Santa, help me out I can’t do without Is this some sick kind of vengeance You have out for me just because I am LGBT
Santa’s ho-ho-homophobic (Ah!) Santa’s ho-ho-homophobic (You know it you know it) Santa’s ho-ho-homophobic (& he’s probably transphobic too!) Santa Claus hates the gays
[Spoken] Santa: Ho ho ho! /@/: Wait, Santa? Santa: Yes! It is I! The one & onl- /@/: Oh, shut the hell up you homophobe! Santa: Ho-ho-hold on just a sec! I’m not homophobic. Homophobes go on the naughty list! /@/: Then why didnt i get any gifts again this year? Santa: Well, did you register your change of address? /@/: Wait, you’re supposed to do that? Santa: Well, congratulations, you twit. Everybody thinks i’m homophobic now... You have to understand, this is some serious naughty-list type behavior. /@/: Oh god... what have i done? I’ve cancelled santa... Santa: Now if you’ll excuse me, I guess I have to take your gifts back to the north pole /@/: Wait a sec! Don’t take back my gifts- hold on, is that Frank Ocean vinyl? Santa: Yup! Blond. First pressing. /@/: Oh god... Santa: But it’s going back up on discogs. /@/: Oh.... Santa: Happy holidays, Left at London! Ho ho ho! /@/: Wait wait wait no!
Crowd vocals by: Aardy Wolf Marcosa Opulencia Elise Alexa Berriochoa Olive Dwight Fruitless Worship Mousey Neva Swindle Joy Carter Mary Sprague Jeane Robles Maria San Eric Moon Ellis Younts Coughing Up C ;) Shailohe
LYRICS Oftentimes I scare my reflection Sometimes I don’t like what it sees I will find myself alone often It’s common I’ll talk to myself But it wasn’t my own voice that told me
"Don’t scream One word & I’ll crash this car I know that you don’t know me But I know just who you are" (Hey ya) "Don’t cry Weep for who I’ll make you hurt You don’t get to go to hell Till you’re 6 feet in the dirt"
I will try to love myself better (Hey!) I don’t want to die in this way Maybe I’ll be like this forever And I don’t mind the voices much But I still can’t disregard what they say
"Don’t scream One word & I’ll crash this car I know that you don’t know me But I know just who you are" (Hey ya) "Don’t cry Weep for who I’ll make you hurt You don’t get to go to hell Till you’re 6 feet in the dirt"
Don't scream One word & I'll crash this car I know that you don't know me
Oh oh oh No no no no Oh oh oh Ooh-ooh Ahh-oh Hah Ooh (Hey ya)I Really Like You (Left at Londons Swordsbian Remix) - Carly Rae JepsenLeft At London2019-11-24 | i didn't mix or master this because fuck y'allOh Maker (Janelle Monae Cover) - Left at LondonLeft At London2019-03-27 | Performed at Nice House in WA
filmed by @TheGirlNamedSigI Split My Ribs Open ft. Open Mike Eagle - Left at London (Lyric Video)Left At London2019-01-31 | From the EP "Transgender Street Legend Vol. 1"
Special thanks to Bek @Bekstwatter for making the lyric video projected onto the backgroundWaiting on a Ghost - Left at LondonLeft At London2019-01-11 | From the EP "Transgender Street Legend Vol. 1"
LYRICS Hollow kids In daycare made of dirt holes As we plead the 5th To those who dropped us off there & we wait for God To give us all a bus we can repair
You there?
So we Learn a little more from our Suicidal anger You raise yourself up But you don't lift a finger that's our job, It's awful
But I wanna Drag you down, drag you down, drag you down I need you more than you Do So I'm gonna Drag you down drag you down drag you down drag you Drag you down drag you down to keep a half of me alive Oh why
There you were The third to last one tryna make it Out alive Your fingernails clinging to the Exits edge But I demand some justice just for me
Why me
I spent 20 hundred hours just Knowing bout a problem & You deserve all you got from taking just an awful half a week Don't leave, though
Guess I'm gonna Drag you down, drag you down, drag you down I need you more than you Do So I'm gonna Drag you down drag you down drag you down drag you Drag you down drag you down to keep a half of me alive Oh why
Baby girl, she's pretty but she's thinking Every harmful thought While me & someone else I know Are underground We're chanting It's not easy being green
How mean
First we Break a couple tables to Make a little ladder & I'm brought above The space where I had had her Long ago
One left, though.
But he didn't Drag me down, drag me down, drag me down, Was he humble or weak, Please Now I'm begging Drag me down, drag me down, drag me down, drag me Drag me down, drag me down, But I can't see him coming out