a letter to the internet DecipheredBun 2024-06-24 | im not sure what to put here other than this is as real as i can be
electric angel (for my honey bun) DecipheredBun 2024-10-07 | I finished sketching it and decided to make the rest a speedpaintmusic usedyoutube.com/watch?v=tjhBHvzO3fMyoutube.com/watch?v=KFGLg-0MQss
BIDEO GAME DecipheredBun 2024-09-13 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbybootaking questions with my partner
BIDEO GAME DecipheredBun 2024-09-13 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbybootaking questions with my partner
party rockers! (speedpaint?) DecipheredBun 2024-08-21 | SUPPPPP I GOT VIDEO EDITNG SOFTWARE AGAIN BOOYYSSits just a sketch but i just did this as a test to see how it'd look, silly i know a.dfvb ihfvsong used is party rock anthem by LMFAO
questions stream DecipheredBun 2024-06-16 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbybootaking questions with my partnerretrospring.net/@kirbybunnzdocs.google.com/document/d/1DZzH7v8Am-_E8Wy1MR_H6ks_KJkLD1BCfGv2cj7iPT8/edit?usp=sharingdocs.google.com/document/d/1Fes3OcCKeG38F3I4TTaZ-EedEUti2Apcm1O6tCP84uI/edit?usp=sharing
Spoken Call Full. Unreleased. DecipheredBun 2024-06-10 | So, this s something I've kept offline for a few years. (this is back when I went by eden regularly. I switch between eden and kirby depending on who it is, it's a weird identity issue thing with my BPD idk)But with recent events I felt it important to finally throw this bitch out and stop being silent. This call was my attempt to get Queen of Mean to back off with mediation....as you can see this didn't happen. Soon after she found an excuse to continue, as she's always done. In the end, I did record but I wanted the call recorded on only my end knowing she would not take certain things out I didn't at the time wanted public. However, she has also posted and revealed my traumas I had not allowed and since these statements are null.She has also had to be told to not bring up my brother who attempted suicide, and seemed callous over the emotional affect it would have on me. This was before the harassment got severe....this was me attempting to bade it off and have her back away. As we can see this hasn't happened. Trigger warnings for lack of regret over transphobia (was caught on kiwi farms after saying she felt sorry for her actions), gaslighting, victim blaming abuse, self victimization, mental abuse, DARVO, and general narcissistic tendencies.thumbnail art by self, any use or reposting of art without consent will be struck. especially if monetized.#ACC #Spokenmind93 #QueenofMean
doodling!!! DecipheredBun 2024-01-01 | throne and ko fi if you wanna donate belowthrone.com/themoonbunniko-fi.com/kirbyboo
alice madness returns DecipheredBun 2023-08-12 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbyboo
bruh picarto crashed DecipheredBun 2023-08-06 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbyboo
art stream, back at it again with the krispy kreme DecipheredBun 2023-07-01 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbyboo
art stream, back at it again with the krispy kreme DecipheredBun 2023-06-21 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbyboomy qpp@UndeadHotMess
art stream, back at it again with the krispy kreme DecipheredBun 2023-06-20 | like what ya see? donate to my ko-fi :DDD ko-fi.com/kirbyboomy qpp@UndeadHotMess
lio call in full DecipheredBun 2021-05-06 | The reason this is being posted is because the call in question was clipped and my admission of the fact I did not thoroughly look into the situation with Ichabod/Zack and have learned to do better was TWISTED to saying I knew he was a predator and dated him anyways.I do not appreciate words being put into my mouth. As stated in the begining, no evidence can be provided of said ex in public but I can provide what is needed in private should those who want it desire. I am putting this in public on youtube as this is my side/response to the lioconvoy video. I have said what is needed to be said.FOR CONTEXT liu the kitty was a p-do who r-ped a 15 year old and made her n-des available to minors in her chatroom. I did not do it but I thought of it then thought against it. comments due to people who wish to spam and troll will be monitored and on review before posting.
hello (rest in peace robert) DecipheredBun 2020-01-04 | My brother Alex and I share the same mother and have different fathers. He has many siblings with their mother that while are not mine have happily taken me as their sibling..my older adopted brother was found a two days ago, having overdosed on heroin. He would often play video games with me and help care for me as a child when my mother was at work on the weekends. It was so shocking too. I talked to him just on Christmas Eve and hugged him and played Mario party. Then he walked out and I said see you laterAnd then two days ago my other brother camr home snd told me to sit down. That Robert had many bad habits that no one wanted me to know about for years because I had enough to deal with being in foster care. And those bad habits and escapes went too far this time. That they founf him hours earlier. I remember the feeling of the world stopping and also hitting me in the face all a the same time.he died on New Year's Eve but they found his body on January 2nd.Before Christmas Eve. I saw him when I was 12 before I went to foster care.And now I will never see my big brother againEvery time i go to sleep i have dreams he faked his death or was somehow still alive. That it was a test kf love or a bad joke. That he's ok. And I wake up and the reality. The true nightmare that he's not there anymore sets in and i cry and beg the world to give me back my brotherA piece of me is lost. Growing up I was abused and ha to grow up too early. Going over Roberts hoise was the few times i was just a child. Who could play video games and hug someone and not worry about why daddy tells me him not being around is my fault while trying to be in my life to get money off me for child support. Why certain things were done to me i didn't understand. Why I wanted to cry and felt nighting at the same time. A ten year old little girl who had to constantly wonder if she had worth. Who had to care for her sick mother. Robert was my childhood. What little childhood I hadHe was my brother. And he's goneMy childhoodThe innocenceThe fhnmy ball of sunshine brother who taught me mortal Kombat and stayed up till 2 am to help me best a level in donkey Kong 64Nothing feels right and everything feels wrong. I wanted more time. I loved him so muchHe protected me from evils. And then his mind slowly went away wjth the drugs he took. And I wasn't allowed to see or speak to him. Until this Christmas eve. Since i was 12.I'm 22 nowOne last timeAnd the last thing i said to him was I'll see you laterBut I won't. I won't ever see him againLike a snap of the fingersHe's goneCherish everyone you have. You never know when they'll be ripped from yousong used-hello by evanescence
Alastor makes a porno hunicast moment DecipheredBun 2019-12-06 | the original stream and channel respectivelyyoutube.com/watch?v=5Eqgtyysggg&t=3275syoutube.com/user/ashleygirl1493#hunicast#alastormakesaporno#angeldust
Escaping my abusive ex, Fox DecipheredBun 2018-08-20 | trigger warningsDDLG/Mommy/daddy playmolest(the term)sexual abusechild abuse (mentions)mental manipulationemotional manipulationgas lightingmisgenderingeating disorderpedophiliastalkingharassmentvictim shamingI needed to get this off my chest, names will stay hidden and no one's actual alias will be revealed but I feel I have the right to vent about this seeing as the harassment and stalking are still occurring to this day. Also that was our actual IRL difference in size in the drawing, he's 6'2 and I'm 4'10, and met him offline a few times so I remember how big I was compared to him. Again, this is for venting and teaching purposes of what manipulation and predatory behavior is, I've also design an oc not even close to his actual one (trust me he's not a furry) so you can't even find who he is by the oc I drew. If you feel wary of your situation, unsure or don't feel respected or like you have to change or even that you're wrong for saying no cuz of how you're being treated? GET OUT AND SEEK HELP ASAP. I had the luxury of it being only online but I know offline abuse is not as easy to escape or as safe, so take care and safety measures when trying to escape should it endanger you. I hope my video helps someone out there in need of validation or something, and I learned from the experience for certain. Never date someone with reasons based on a fetish or sexual in general. here are some videos by professionals to see the signs of manipulation, a toxic relationship and even being targeted by a sexual predator and or psychopath by Psych2go. They're a very good and credible source and I recommend their work, seeing their work after I escaped helped me realize the patterns I brushed off in the relationship. youtube.com/watch?v=qkbQ0dt-38I(ten signs a psychopath is targeting you)youtube.com/watch?v=HDNMvuQrcGk(7 early signs of a toxic relationship)youtube.com/watch?v=j5AOp93S1F4(ten types of emotional manipulationn)youtube.com/watch?v=5JVVhKP9XP4(10 traits of a psychopath)youtube.com/watch?v=sv3VqM2fj0M(9 signs you're dating a sociopath)youtube.com/watch?v=NMDJkWl7E2A(red flags of abuse-this one is very important)like I always say, let's continue to inspire each other.
