PengoSolvent
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updated
you can buy it here pengosolvent.bandcamp.com/album/king-deer
You can also listen to each individual song on this album in this playlist as well if you dont want to listen to it on bandcamp youtube.com/playlist?list=PLyQPRDqRJtJtR4vM5D9TDRBz5h9BEOKuX
"THE SECRET IS IT'S ALL IMPORTANT"
everything feels a little like giving up honestly
Lyrics:
Believe true, and know this:
I notice your heart's remiss.
Mine is too, but don't dismiss,
what I've learned wants no kiss.
I know it's not my show,
and i've been last to slow
my hand, yet
god is not who I have found,
and I will not devise
around this.
Believe true, and know this:
I notice your heart's remiss.
Mine is too, but don't dismiss,
what I've learned ...
La sonrisa no se cae,
Como el sol nunca falla...
No importa lo que siento,
ni que sueño...
y así será.
The other song is finished too, but funny how this one got posted first anyway
this video also found many many ways to break so lets hope its fine now
Lyrics:
[glitched out] Memories with you can't be lost...
God stop the seasons,
keep the green on my leaves...
Don't let Spring wither,
and please grant my reprieve...
Ice and water,
cold and cross...
Can't we have it all?
Yes of course, but good is it
if we never reach Fall?
(x2)
[both main sections of lyrics previously playing at the same time]
Memories with you can't be lost...
Lyrics:
(I really want nothing more than to talk to you, to tell you everything i need to say.
I've learned so much! At least I think I have...
The only problem is... what do I need to say?)
If there's feeling still within, I'll know it's true.
The pond sits staring back at me, there's so much left to do.
I don't know if there's something to feel or say,
just know that you're the first one not to laugh him off, to date.
Can I catch up when you've run so far?
Bring angel feathers, and I'll bring the tar.
Being a shadow of a shadow of a dream,
what does it mean to feel or to scream?
Here's a video of me and some friends goofing in FF14.
99none.bandcamp.com/album/tresspass-ep
soundcloud.com/user-143284338
youtube.com/channel/UCfssOm3MbOoP10IwQk_xeXA
Lyrics:
Now, I want the truth.
Eh, leave me alone, will ya?
Come again?
Don't be afraid... Nobody's gonna hurt ya.
Everything's gonna be alright.
Another day to live through... Another day.
I have enjoyed your hospitality more than I can tell you.
Hold your tongue, we're not at the circus.
Very well,
My friend, your wish will be granted!
OK!
Happy days, weren't they? Til we meet again!
We're going to be so happy, Marcus!
Ok!
Now relax, and close your eyes, be careful cuz this is all in your mind...
...What're you doing?
That's enough of your chatter, go on, pour out the wine now.
Lyrics:
We write of eternal things,
for we are not eternal.
We sing out all the thoughts we think,
yet share we not, our journal.
Of greatest joys and lowest woes,
we clench our words and laugh our blows;
Thus we write of eternal things:
for what they are, we shan't ever know.
Lyrics:
In the forest, I did hear a most curious sound...
of martyred mice locked in debate, quite seemingly profound.
"To do or not?" "To die in thought!" the mice went on and on,
and so i sat beneath the crown, watching their time count down.
Lyrics:
What do you do
when the sun goes down
and you never got out of bed?
Why do you say you're all that shit,
when really you wish you were dead?
Todos te pasan, y todo te pasa,
a mi no me importa.
Cuando tu quieres, o cuando tú eres,
allí todos verán.
(What do you do when the sun goes down...?
Why do you say you're all that...?
Todos y todo...
Todos verán...!)
There's no key,
No easy win,
You must finish
what you begin.
Lyrics:
We can't control it, so live side by side
With that which you'd rather deny and hide... (x2)
Mercy, Grace...
Sympathy, Haste...
Good luck and fate
to calculate.
(x3)
Mercy, Grace...
Sympathy, Haste...
Good luck and fate to calculate.
Keep your own visions close,
Yes, balance is not without blows,
But you can't isolate abrupt,
yet expect runneth over your cup.
Is there a point to stay miserable if you have a way to feel better?
What's in a face... that's not in a mask?
This world is not perfect yet our gardens grow,
what we do and what we make,
keep us light when we
feel
low
posted early on patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
Lyrics:
I know I love you x2 (fade in)
Let's enjoy the view x4 (fade in)
I know this to be true, x2
Let's enjoy the view x2
I know I love you x2
Let's enjoy the view x2
I know I love you x4
I know this to be true x4
Let's enjoy the view x6 (fading out)
here's the game's kickstarter: kickstarter.com/projects/942266458/summer-knights
dropbox.com/s/bf74wzz8lgcm613/Suburban%20Knights.zip?dl=0
link to supplementary game
huh? who's this?
Lyrics:
You left me when I
needed a hand by
the lamp post.
Evenings turned to days,
Evenings turned to nights...
(x4, fading out)
A job is a job is a
way to pass time,
but when passing time
passes you by, tell me why
No light doesn't phase me,
no home doesn't graze me.
No horns is no problem
for I will not be
a conundrum.
Evenings turned to days,
turned to nights,
turned to face me...
(x6)
(Evenings turned to days,
Evenings turned to nights...)
The light from the light switch isn't the same
as the light from true kindness,
when accepting blame
I'll walk into sunshine,
and you can keep the post.
If you catch up you can join me,
I know you know you need it most.
(evenings turned to days,
evenings turned to nights...)
video image: deviantart.com/pengosolvent/art/Snow-Sky-Swan-music-786047908
this song was made in 2010? 2011
it's a mix of two songs:
Bending Sky - Peter Adams
What The Snowman Learned About Love - Stars
VIDEO IMAGE HERE: deviantart.com/pengosolvent/art/Toymaker-s-Intent-song-784965157
patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
I first started this song on feb 11th 2018... I told myself I wanted to finish the song and image before a year passed lol....... barely barely made it
Lyrics:
How do you know what you coulda been?
It's never quite clear in this palace of sin,
Layered deep in the colors of an old leather smile,
you can't help but dance with this old crocodile.
It's never a burden, and it's never a trouble,
to sit back, relax, and dance with a double,
but even if this moment you live in won't last,
you know it's much better than to die in the past.
Let the magic trick be pulling the wrong card,
never let them see what they force to be true.
It's going to be hard in the iron grip,
but you're the only one who can promise to stay you.
Let the magic trick be saving yourself,
piece by piece by piece, you will soon mend all the tears.
Ragged doll kept locked away, I promise freedom calls;
Recov'ry and happiness are always within reach.
and, god, i know... sometimes her hands roam
and sometimes you cant say no ...
to that I say
there's nothing that's changed:
you're still not to blame.
it's not your fault.
Posted early on Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
Surgery went well though I've been away for a bit
I hope everyone's new year went well!
Lyrics:
vamos, vamos a...
vamos juntos a...
vamos, vamos a mirar
al narcisista y su alfombra...
Close, but no cigar! Hahaha!
"And when he laughs, it's like memories of a home you never knew, but always dreamed of..."
"And when he laughs, it's like-- when he laughs, it's like-
memories of a-- memories of a
home you never knew-- a home you never knew but
always dreamed of-- always dreamed of..."
vamos, vamos a...
vamos juntos a...
vamos, vamos a mirar al narcisista y su alfombra...
Sin pensarlo, lo pisa asi y asa,
un narcisista a su alfombra.
Ni tiene su propia sombra... ese alfombra!
Pero el sabe la realidad:
sus colores al otro asombra.
vamos, vamos a...
vamos juntos a...
vamos a olvidar
al narcisista; no su alfombra
el que no ayuda,
el que nunca pida perdon,
no sera mas que sus pasos
enterradas y olvidadas en alfombras
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2015
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2017. asked twitter for more samples to make a simple warm up with
originally posted here pengosolvent.tumblr.com/post/155810426240/another-twitter-doodle-4-out-of-5-mystery-ocean
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2016... i asked twitter for samples to make a warm up doodle with
pengosolvent.tumblr.com/post/144451996075/i-have-to-work-on-a-music-commission-today-so-i
i extended it slightly
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2013
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2012 (?)
made because i tried to put a sega dreamcast CD into my computer as a kid just to see what would happen and got greeted by a stern voice telling me that the games only belonged in sega dreamcasts
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2015
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2012
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2014
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2018
lyrics:
I don't know if you would want to hear me,
I don't know if you are even there...
I don't know if you will even listen
to the remnants of a prayer.
Call and cry, but can you say you're ready?
For my answer, are you thus prepared? :
"Patience is a virtue but can too be
used to delay your fair share"
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2013
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2017, for the first bytedoll album! bytedoll.bandcamp.com/track/versimilar60602
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2018
lyrics:
You're concerned about me... is it my heart?
if i die before mother... you're a stranger.
if i die, there's nothing in it for you!
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
Patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
like most free albums it will have a mix of recent and old music!
song done in 2011
video image: deviantart.com/pengosolvent/art/Hylsjest-Prison-song-756384347
I didn't add the s to the apostrophe in the title because "hylsjest's" sounded like too many s's... i really did not like the way it sounded when pronounced, so i decided to only use the apostrophe on its own
lyrics:
[occasionally]
Days are long but not far-gone,
it's all kept with me...
Happiness and melodies,
torn friendship and misery...
[main chorus]
Buried deep in the folds and the forests of old
in my silently crumbling mind,
there are words upon words that I know I could find
if I only had the time...
Lost in the haze of long winter-wed days,
I go off and along on my own.
No one to hold me, or scold, or disown me,
with me, I've only my tombstone.
video image: pengosolvent.deviantart.com/art/Plural-Imposture-song-742538471
(i drew the image cuz i couldn't think of anything, but that's the same character in the art for mr.florid sings his song. i dunno anything about their story)
here's a song for the next free album which i'm still working on. which is the finished version of the song in youtube.com/watch?v=afBPLI3rXFI this video at 11:22
started 2015 finished 2017... posted 2018. Cool!
main first sample is from jojo's bizarre adventure (it's really obvious haha)
second is from an old horror movie called dementia 13
"lyrics" at the end:
20 years, how wonderful!
you must have been here then when- um-
shhh... shhh...
there's something in this house...
like music in the hallway...
like a child's music,
asking for something...
begging for her mother to listen to her
posted early on patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
i kept forgetting to post this one on time oops i didn't what to draw for the image
video image: pengosolvent.deviantart.com/art/I-Need-To-Do-It-Myself-song-739934127
just the song from this pengosolvent.tumblr.com/post/163223990670/venty-warm-up-doodle
happy new year!
video image: pengosolvent.deviantart.com/art/Devil-Horns-music-722943487
it is the finished version of this : pengosolvent.tumblr.com/post/160729042085/why-do-that-when-you-already-have-horns
video image:
pengosolvent.deviantart.com/art/MrFlorid-Sings-his-Song-music-719649979
Lyrics:
Flower petal,
left behind strewn
amongst metal,
I have a question just for you.
Were you "loves me," or
were you "loves me not," or
were you never thought of at all?
Flower petal,
I'll tell you a secret
kept hushed between
you and I, alone:
"Loves me", or "loves me not"
has no bearing; all I want
is a while to sit with you...
Other flowers made intact,
shall never know our toll...
They'll never know of how it feels
to fill the weathered hole.
We've found the other,
we're now complete,
so pardon if I may
admit so true, when I'm with you,
my troubles fade away.
And with our days, if I turn grey,
steadfast I'll choose to stay,
for what is there to do if not
to spend my time with you?
The only qualm I know quite well
is worry of the wind.
If you're the petal, I am the stalk:
once you fly, it is goodbye.
Flower petal,
I am your black
kettle,
and I bring a question just for laughs.
Guisards are we
to crave applause much long gone;
shall you be my claque,
and I yours in turn?
(Flower petal,
I'll tell you a secret-
-all I want
is a while to sit with you...)
Derivative Moment is an album of 9 songs! it's made up of songs already previously posted, that were united based on the characters in them or the feelings each song had.. its hard to explain other than that! its kinda personal
you can buy it here pengosolvent.bandcamp.com/album/derivative-moment
You can also listen to each individual song on this album in this playlist as well if you dont want to listen to it on bandcamp youtube.com/playlist?list=PLyQPRDqRJtJsabWnb3QbCwyal4xgrFJa6
song posted early on patreon: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
video image: pengosolvent.deviantart.com/art/Melliflower-Chiliad-song-713016122
a little song done in april posted now
its also the final in an album that contains other songs like LAUGHED AND LAUGHED and Puzzleboy Parthennial!
Ill be posting about it soonish
LINK TO PATREON: patreon.com/PengoSolvent
NOTE: this isnt a tutorial of any kind as my process is incredibly haphazard!! i 100% do not know what i am doing. it's also really fast cuz the original took maybe 8 hours
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recently made a patreon, and some people suggested i make art video related goals for it, so this is an example of that! previous example is here youtu.be/u8-8i4J7Ovc
about patreon: patreon is a place where you can financially support your favorite artists in return for rewards or just the satisfaction of helping them out... the reason i have finally started one is because i want to work on my own projects more consistently. usually, i cant focus on my work as much because i have to work on OTHER things first to get money to live, so i want patreon to be a place where people who want to support me and my art/stories/music can do so and i can work harder on what i love
having a patreon does NOT mean i will be posting less publicly... in fact, Most of what I will post there will be thoughts on work i've done, and previews of art/music/projects i will be doing and want to do. finished artwork, comics, and music will still be posted on my regular sites as usual!
any and all support is appreciated, thank you!
LINK TO COMIC: morethangrateful.tumblr.com
LINK TO FIRST PAGE: morethangrateful.tumblr.com/post/123620995514/start
NOTE: this isnt a tutorial of any kind as my process for these pages is incredibly haphazard!! i 100% do not know what i am doing. also, the digital editing portion of the recording failed, hence why its just the traditional part of the comic... the full traditional part took about 3 hours, while the digital took an additional 2 more maybe
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recently made a patreon, and some people suggested i make art video related goals for it, so this is an example of that! there will be one more art timelapse video test thing that will be of art for a song
EDIT: here it is youtu.be/rfNG4FdbB8E
about more than grateful, my comic: it is "a Choose Your Own Adventure (CYOA) comic starring someone with too many arms. She does not know much about the world she lives in as she’s been kept in a box her whole life for reasons unknown." you can submit prompts on what to do next, so the comic itself will change based on the audience input! it is a side project without a consistent update schedule currently (though there is a patreon goal to make it consistent) and so i try to update it whenever i can until it is finished
there is a more detailed explanation on how it all works the comics about page: morethangrateful.tumblr.com/about
about patreon: patreon is a place where you can financially support your favorite artists in return for rewards or just the satisfaction of helping them out... the reason i have finally started one is because i want to work on my own projects more consistently. usually, i cant focus on my work as much because i have to work on OTHER things first to get money to live, so i want patreon to be a place where people who want to support me and my art/stories/music can do so and i can work harder on what i love
having a patreon does NOT mean i will be posting less publicly... in fact, Most of what I will post there will be thoughts on work i've done, and previews of art/music/projects i will be doing and want to do. finished artwork, comics, and music will still be posted on my regular sites as usual!
any and all support is appreciated, thank you!
Video starts talking about song specifically at: 1:03
LINK TO PREVIOUS VIDEO: youtu.be/akdXryjD4uY
LINK TO BRIDGEFALL: youtube.com/watch?v=0G8MGtQRats
NOTE: I AM NOT FORMALLY TRAINED IN MAKING MUSIC! nothing said or written in the video is advice or smart probably
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recently decided to finally make a patreon, and got an idea to maybe make some music progress things like this as a long term goal, since people ask about music things sometimes! I learned a lot making this video
first off: having a patreon does NOT mean i will be posting less publicly... in fact, the reason i have finally started one is because i want to work on my own projects more consistently. usually, i cant focus on my work as much because i have to work on OTHER things first to get money to live. i want patreon to be a place where people who want to support me and my art/stories/music can do so... Most of what I will post there will be thoughts on work i've done, and previews of art/music/projects i will be doing and want to do. finished artwork, comics, and music will still be posted on my regular sites as usual. Also, there are only three reward tiers, which are all relatively cheap specifically so its easily accessible even to people who DO want to support me but can only spare a buck.
with that said, IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS FOR REWARDS/GOALS ON PATREON READ THIS:
as mentioned above, i want patreon to help me get my work done, which means that rewards or goals need to be relatively low-pressure. on my patreon page, you can read the rewards and goals i currently have as examples
Rewards
rewards cannot take too long in comparison to the amount given, as they would eat up a lot of time, and result in me working even less.
Example:
- sending a button to every patron, even if patrons paid shipping, would take a large amount of time (making the button, getting all the addresses to ship to, packaging them, shipping them)
Goals
when suggesting goal ideas, keep in mind that even though goals are more longterm, they can add-up timewise.
for example, if every goal is doing something new once a month (posting a song once a month, a comic once a month, a video once a month, etc etc) there will eventually be a point where i'll have no time at all left to do anything because im rushing to finish 50 things in one month
any and all support is appreciated, thank you!