Crywolf Unplugged Episode 9: tenebrescence Crywolf 2024-03-28 | Filmed live on location in Saxapawhaw, North Carolina with Emalyn and Trevor Kaiwa.New album out May 2024 🤍🕊️~Listen on all streaming services: crywolf.komi.ioJoin the discord: discord.gg/nfujGMP7wHFollow Emalyn:instagram.com/emalynmusicfacebook.com/emalynmusicopen.spotify.com/artist/0bjfA3fylKEZNlOcYp8WSu?si=4qMauh3cSMCFSGrp0An7swFollow Trevor Kaiwa:instagram.com/trevorkaiwa?igsh=MWF5ZG54bWhxdWljdg==open.spotify.com/artist/2C8CyCcUaMSBXsycNLXyai?si=9unYXlFuQryJ2UAvA2LRhQVideography by Ashton Eleazar & Alexander Phillips
I don’t want to be happy, I don’t want to be good… I want to be real. Crywolf 2024-03-06 | The first single from my upcoming album is out now everywhere 🤍🕊️ Listen: stem.ffm.to/tenebrescence
Crywolf - tenebrescence (hushed) (w/ emalyn & Trevor Kaiwa) Crywolf 2024-03-06 | New album out May 2024 🤍🕊️I want to feel it allI want to feel it allListen to the full single here: youtu.be/Tj0ixuOeytAListen on all streaming services: crywolf.komi.ioJoin the discord: discord.gg/nfujGMP7wHFollow emalyn:instagram.com/emalynmusicfacebook.com/emalynmusicopen.spotify.com/artist/0bjfA3fylKEZNlOcYp8WSu?si=4qMauh3cSMCFSGrp0An7swFollow Trevor Kaiwa:instagram.com/trevorkaiwa?igsh=MWF5ZG54bWhxdWljdg==open.spotify.com/artist/2C8CyCcUaMSBXsycNLXyai?si=9unYXlFuQryJ2UAvA2LRhQ~ Lyrics ~StopWith the world around you stillBreathe into meHold Your fingers pressed against your heartbeatxAnd everything that’s here is rising in tone and saturationIt’s an aching, it’s a violenceIt’s a longing to erase the separationxTurn around and shout my name, I need to hear itCome and pour out of my eyes like a floodPull me back to a time when I existedDrown me in those memoriesI want to feel it allI want to feel it allxStopWith the world around you stillBreathe into meHold Your fingers pressed against your heartbeatxAnd everything that’s here is rising in tone and saturationIt’s an aching, it’s a violenceIt’s a longing to erase the separationxI don’t want to be happy, I don’t want to be good… I want to be real. I want to be real.xLooking up at me with hearts around your eyesStretching arms to beckon me back to that bedThis is more than just a memoryIt’s the quiet place where everything that’s warm and real inside of me still livesBreak your crown and throw it tumbling to the earthBurn the gates of heaven down if it’s realSoak me in my mothers bloodShow me that your arms can hold meDive into the dying light and find me here
Crywolf - tenebrescence (w/ emalyn) :: New album out this spring! Crywolf 2024-03-06 | New album out May 2024 🤍🕊️I want to feel it allI want to feel it allListen to the acoustic version here: youtu.be/4ksaQXP7sJwListen on all streaming services: crywolf.komi.ioJoin the discord: discord.gg/nfujGMP7wHFollow emalyn:instagram.com/emalynmusicfacebook.com/emalynmusic~ Lyrics ~StopWith the world around you stillBreathe into meHold Your fingers pressed against your heartbeatxAnd everything that’s here is rising in tone and saturationIt’s an aching, it’s a violenceIt’s a longing to erase the separationxTurn around and shout my name, I need to hear itCome and pour out of my eyes like a floodPull me back to a time when I existedDrown me in those memoriesI want to feel it allI want to feel it allxStopWith the world around you stillBreathe into meHold Your fingers pressed against your heartbeatxAnd everything that’s here is rising in tone and saturationIt’s an aching, it’s a violenceIt’s a longing to erase the separationxI don’t want to be happy, I don’t want to be good… I want to be real. I want to be real.xLooking up at me with hearts around your eyesStretching arms to beckon me back to that bedThis is more than just a memoryIt’s the quiet place where everything that’s warm and real inside of me still livesBreak your crown and throw it tumbling to the earthBurn the gates of heaven down if it’s realSoak me in my mothers bloodShow me that your arms can hold meDive into the dying light and find me here
Crywolf - Spirals Crywolf 2024-01-26 | This started as a creative experiment I was documenting on Instagram, but everyone asked for an official release so here ya go 🤍Listen on other platforms: crywolf.komi.ioLyrics:And I'm spinning 'round in circlesI know you know I'm trapped inside my mindTumbling through these dark foldsYou touch me, but never hold meI just wanna feel like I am something more than just the one who makes you cleanOh every night I dream you know meEvery night I dream you know meEvery night I dream you know meAnother spiralPlease let me goI can't contain the violence in this homeAnd when you use me,Do you feel my soul?This heart that aches and longs for so much more
My House Is Singing To Me Volume 1: Spirals Crywolf 2024-01-25 | Started this on my instagram story and decided to take it way too far as per usual. Please enjoy my washing machine’s existential angst.**edit: Everyone kept asking so we released it! Listen here: http://Crywolf.komi.io~Lyrics:And I'm spinning 'round in circlesI know you know I'm trapped inside my mindTumbling through these dark foldsYou touch me, but never hold meI just wanna feel like I am something more than just the one who makes you cleanOh every night I dream you know meEvery night I dream you know meEvery night I dream you know meAnother spiralPlease let me goI can't contain the violence in this homeAnd when you use me,Do you feel my soul?This heart that aches and longs for so much more
Crywolf - videotape (hushed) Crywolf 2023-12-08 | Track 05 of the compilation "not to be here, not to be anywhere" While putting together this compilation, which is an exploration into my own feelings surrounding the Christmas season, the song Videotape by Radiohead kept coming to mind. It’s always been hard to put my finger on the emotions this song makes me feel. Bittersweet longing and nostalgia mixes with contentment, existential dread mixes with serenity. It mirrors the emotions the holiday season brings up for me. Christmas is something that many childhood memories are attached to. It has a way of summing up my life, like watching a montage of myself and those I’ve loved throughout the year. After sitting down on the piano to play it for the first time, I knew it was the perfect companion to this body of work. Listen on other platforms: stem.ffm.to/crywolfLyrics: When I’m at the pearly gates This will be on my videotapeMy videotape Mephistopheles is just beneathHe’s reaching up to grab meThis is one for the good daysI have it all here in red, blue, green.Red, blue, green. You are my center when I spin awayOut of control on videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeThis is my way of saying goodbye Cause I can’t do it face to faceI’m talking to you beforeNo matter what happens nowYou shouldn’t be afraidBecause I know today has been The most perfect day I’ve ever seenThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbye
Crywolf - 12.25.16 [untitled christmas song] (instrumental) Crywolf 2023-12-08 | Track 04 of the compilation "not to be here, not to be anywhere"Listen on other platforms: stem.ffm.to/crywolf
Crywolf - you, at the end of days Crywolf 2023-12-08 | Track 03 of the compilation "not to be here, not to be anywhere"Listen on other platforms: stem.ffm.to/crywolf
Crywolf - videotape Crywolf 2023-12-08 | Track 02 of the compilation "not to be here, not to be anywhere" While putting together this new collection, which is an exploration into my own feelings surrounding the Christmas season, the song Videotape by Radiohead kept coming to mind. It’s always been hard to put my finger on the emotions this song makes me feel. Bittersweet longing and nostalgia mixes with contentment, existential dread mixes with serenity. It mirrors the emotions the holiday season brings up for me. Christmas is something that many childhood memories are attached to. It has a way of summing up my life, like watching a montage of myself and those I’ve loved throughout the year. After sitting down on the piano to play it for the first time, I knew it was the perfect companion to this body of work.Listen on other platforms: stem.ffm.to/crywolfLyrics: When I’m at the pearly gates This will be on my videotapeMy videotape Mephistopheles is just beneathHe’s reaching up to grab meThis is one for the good daysI have it all here in red, blue, green.Red, blue, green. You are my center when I spin awayOut of control on videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeOn videotapeThis is my way of saying goodbye Cause I can’t do it face to faceI’m talking to you beforeNo matter what happens nowYou shouldn’t be afraidBecause I know today has been The most perfect day I’ve ever seenThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbyeThis is my way of saying goodbye
Crywolf - 12.25.16 [untitled christmas song] (acoustic version) Crywolf 2023-12-01 | Am I the only one who secretly hates Christmas music? It’s always felt like a bit of a spit in the face of the somber emotional palette this season has in my mind. A while back a friend of mine heard me talking about it and they challenged me to write my own Christmas song. I gave it a shot and what came out was, in my opinion, one of the most straightforward and candid songs I’ve ever written. It doesn’t involve complex themes or abstract lyricism. It is just an honest exploration of the gut-wrenching feeling you have when you realize you have lost the place that your soul felt at peace. I recorded this new stripped down version of it with just me and a felt piano for you guys. If you are another person for whom the holiday season is one of reflection on loss, I hope it comforts you and shows you you are not alone 🤍Listen on other platforms: stem.ffm.to/crywolfLyrics:Did it get colder this year?Inside my room I see crystals of iceSuspended pieces covered in glassSnowbanks are falling on the sides of my bedThe sides of my bed But it doesn’t snow here in Los AngelesAbandoned roads, but they’re warm… I’m just losing it. Everyone’s gone back to sweet places they call their homesBut I wander aimlesslyCan’t shake this chill from my bonesCause where could I go to feel home, when my home was you?Surrounded, but always aloneIn this snow I can’t moveI feel that yearning to leave and belong somewhere newBut where could I go? Darling, you took my whole world with you.
What do you guys think of Take This Weight now that you’ve had time to sit with it? Crywolf 2023-11-24 | ...
Crywolf & The Kids - Intro Crywolf 2023-11-17 | Track one from Crywolf & The Kids’ new three-part record, “Take This Weight”~ Lyrics ~No dying sunNo great releaseI held my tongueAnd whispered to the treesTake this weight from me, take this weight from meTake this weight from me, take this weight from me øCrywolf:Instagram: instagram.com/runcrywolfTwitter: twitter.com/runcrywolfFacebook: facebook.com/runcrywolfDiscord: discord.gg/eGff53wRQdThe Kids: YouTube: youtube.com/@ProducedbythekidsTiktok: @producedbythekidsInstagram: instagram.com/producedbythekidsTwitter: twitter.com/prodbythekids
Crywolf & The Kids - it looks like a dream (coda) Crywolf 2023-11-17 | Track three from Crywolf & The Kids’ new three-part record, “Take This Weight”~ Lyrics ~おやすみ夢みたい夢みたい泣かないで目を閉じて泣かないでおやすみおやすみ夢みたい夢みたい泣かないで目を閉じて泣かないで目を閉じて君のそばに[English translation]GoodnightGoodnightIt looks like a dreamIt looks like a dreamDon’t cryClose your eyesDon’t cryGoodnightGoodnightIt looks like a dreamIt looks like a dreamDon’t cryClose your eyesDon’t cryClose your eyes I’m with youøCrywolf:Instagram: instagram.com/runcrywolfTwitter: twitter.com/runcrywolfFacebook: facebook.com/runcrywolfDiscord: discord.gg/eGff53wRQdThe Kids: YouTube: youtube.com/@ProducedbythekidsTiktok: @producedbythekidsInstagram: instagram.com/producedbythekidsTwitter: twitter.com/prodbythekids
Crywolf & The Kids - Take This Weight Crywolf 2023-11-17 | Track two from Crywolf & The Kids’ new three-part record, “Take This Weight”~ Lyrics ~Take this weight from meTake this weight from meFrom meSo sad your old fur was so softAll matted down and tied in knotsI’d write a metaphor to make you like raindrops in the thunderThe current pulls you under Safe inside the water Take this weight from meTake this weight from meFrom meøCrywolf:Instagram: instagram.com/runcrywolfTwitter: twitter.com/runcrywolfFacebook: facebook.com/runcrywolfDiscord: discord.gg/eGff53wRQdThe Kids: YouTube: youtube.com/@ProducedbythekidsTiktok: @producedbythekidsInstagram: instagram.com/producedbythekidsTwitter: twitter.com/prodbythekids
How To Build A Great Live Show Crywolf 2023-05-02 | A lot of people were asking about what goes into building a live set like mine. I decided to make a little series where I show you the process of making it + the ins and outs of how the live rig works. I hope it's informative and gives you a cool glimpse behind the scenes!Get tickets for the upcoming tour: http://www.runcrywolf.com
INTO OBLIVIØN Visual Set Crywolf 2023-04-28 | Currently putting the finishing touches on the brand new live visual set right now, which features footage from incredible creators like Alter., Everett Lee-sung, Roniit, Shelby Parks, and Montana Martz.Come see it at any of the dates on the upcoming spring tour with AWAY 🤍5/4 Denver5/6 Atlanta5/12 Chicago5/13 Brooklyn5/19 Seattle5/20 Austin5/25 Los AngelesGet tickets here: http://www.runcrywolf.com
INTO OBLIVIØN TOUR Crywolf 2023-02-23 | Have you been *dying* to watch a psychotic guy who kind of looks like he wants to kill you scream at you from a stage and then comfort you with a mother's embrace? Well you're in luck, cause after a three year hiatus from playing live, I am going to be hitting the road again for a limited US run and bringing one of my all-time favorite producers, AWAY.Tickets are live now at runcrywolf.comSee you all in the void 🖤
INTO OBLIVIØN SPRING TOUR - Tickets available now! Crywolf 2023-02-23 | Have you been *dying* to watch a psychotic guy who kind of looks like he wants to kill you scream at you from a stage and then comfort you with a mother's embrace? Well you're in luck, cause after a three year hiatus from playing live, I am going to be hitting the road again for a limited US run and bringing one of my all-time favorite producers, AWAY.Tickets are live now at runcrywolf.comSee you all in the void 🖤
The Vastness Of The Creative Mind Crywolf 2023-02-12 | Your creative mind is so much more than just your conscious thoughts. If you are willing to do the work, you can discover encounter that vastness inside of you. #creativetheory #creativity #depthpsychology
[i touched her face like the ark of the covenant, like someone expecting to be smitten by god] Crywolf 2023-01-27 | ...
[skototropism] Crywolf 2023-01-20 | Track 03: [skototropism]I was really happy to finally give this piece a place to live on the new album. #spokenword
It Happened Quiet by Aurora (Livestream Performance) Crywolf 2023-01-19 | Love is wild. Clip from the DDDNNNAAA livestream performance. #music #cover
The Hunger In Your Haunt (Unplugged) Crywolf 2023-01-16 | Guitar? Check. Glockenspiel? Check. Ferry in the middle of nowhere? Check. #music #songwriting #acoustic
Halloween, 1987 (Livestream Performance) Crywolf 2023-01-13 | In a world full of light, we can live in the dark.Clip from the Smoke And Water livestream performance. #music #songwriter
Why Is Creativity So Mysterious? Crywolf 2022-12-20 | Some of you know this, but during the pandemic I finally took this company Daw Nation up on their request to make a Masterclass revolving around the creative system I use to write albums. It ended up essentially being the system I would give someone if I were training them to take over Crywolf after I die. Close to 35 hours of instruction, on the creative system itself, writing techniques, and production techniques.They are doing a 40% off Xmas sale + you get access to the Exuvium expansion pack that we are filming next year sometime + the song-a-day challenge I’m going to be leading everyone through. Just wanted to give you guys a heads up in case you had been eyeing it for a while!www.dawnation.net/crywolf
INTO OBLIVIØN, EPISODE 4 // OUT FRIDAY Crywolf 2022-12-15 | The fourth and final episode of the INTO OBLIVIØN documentary comes out Friday. This one was especially emotional for me, because I open up about a lot of things I’ve never talked about publicly before. It was very worth it. We’re going to be doing a watch party + Q&A on Discord at 3PM EST where we’ll watch through the whole thing and then you can ask me whatever you want.Hope to see you there
Crywolf - ULTRAVIOLENT [adrenochrome] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:Your heart is torturing me A thousand miles an hour againAnd all that stays with meIs the fear inside my gutYou’re the fear inside my gut You’ve been my reason to breathe The gravity that pulls me in I can’t escape the weight Of your ultraviolent heart Of your ultraviolent heart I’ve been splintering apartBreaking open from the startGates of heaven are closing What did you do in my head?Weren’t you laying in my bed,Telling me I was chosen?Now I don’t even know you and that’s the best part of itAll I knowYou’re the only thing that I see in colorThis heart is torturing me The only pain I understand I can’t escape the weightOf your ultraviolent heart It’s a poison in my gut I’ve been splintering apartBreaking open from the startGates of heaven are closing What did you do in my head?Weren’t you laying in my bed,Telling me I was chosen?Now I don’t even know you and that’s the best part of itAll I knowYou’re the only thing that I see in colorThis heart is torturing me The only pain I understand I can’t escape the weightOf your ultraviolent heartIt’s a poison in my gut You’re the only thing that I see in color
Crywolf - [52hz] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor Phillips
Crywolf - [annihilation at 30,000 frames per second] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor Phillips
Crywolf - FAR LIGHT (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:Pass overheadI’ve forgotten what’s it like To feel weightlessness, my strings untied My arms are longStrong enough for flight But can they push away this heavy silence?øøBut maybe if you're tongue-tied I could walk you through it all Find you in the lowlight Fight your battles through this war Broken on my doorstepYou were falling through the seams Breaking every finger Thinking it would make you clean øøAnd I knowIn the far light In the lightning There are pieces of myself You’re setting off You’re setting offI’m frailAnd I’m poured out But I told you There are parts you’ll never seeAnd they’re aligning in the stars [the stars, the stars, the stars, the stars]øø Pass over my headWith your wings extended wideI can taste the way you terrify me Grow towards the sunLeave me far behindTill you extend into this pale horizon øøBut maybe if I’m tongue tied you could walk me through it allFind me in the low light, let your body break my wallsI’ll be on your doorstep sorting through my empty dreamsBreaking every finger praying that it makes me cleanøøAnd I knowIn the far light In the lightning There are pieces of myself You’re setting off You’re setting offI’m frailAnd I’m poured out But I told you There are parts you’ll never seeThey’re all aligning in the stars [the stars, the stars, the stars, the stars]øøMaybe if you take time, we could still escape this placeOur pearly gates are burning and yet somehow fire feels so safeIf I told you jump now, would you let it all erase?Join me in the far light, blooming in a fiery blaze ➰Written by Justin Taylor Phillips and Alex PhillipsProduced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer
[i touched her face like the ark of the covenant, like someone expecting to be smitten by god] Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:Last night I woke up and saw you againSuspended, as you so often are, three feet above me, staring down and… simmering Fingers wet and glistening, your eyes static and void You part your lips and all at once I’m filled with a vast sense of space and incredible saturationBestial pangs paired with syrupy weightlessness My body floating up slowly towards your beckoning fingersI thought we promised to be honest with each other… when were you going to tell me you’d become the reaper?➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsPiano by Jeff Feldman
Crywolf - EXUVIUM [beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, that we are still able to bear] Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:A thousand lines throughout your bodyI’ll eat you bit by bit From the insideMy finest prizeMy hara-kiriExuviumExuviumExuviumøøNo exquisite pleasure feels like The amaranthine gaze in your eyes Spasmodic womb and trembling childLay waste to everything with your lightøøWhat is your soul made of?BeautyAnd what is beauty?TerrorøøExuvium…Exuvium…Exuvium…Exuvium…➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer
Crywolf - THE LAZARUS OF WESTLAKE (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:No survivor And nothing survivedI touch the souls of dead men Here from my forgotten life Wrap me tight in these swaddling clothesThe newly born savior King and lord of the void øøAnd the red sea is parting now I’m trying to save this but I don’t know howTongues of angels suspended in time A forgotten voice deep inside øøAnd though we’re touching skin to skin Laying in threads of goldYou softly whisper in my ear“Darling you’re still alone.”Butterflies of white and grey Rustling up silent storms“Darling you’re still alone.”“Darling you’re still alone.”“Darling you’re still alone.”➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor Phillips
Crywolf - [the veil, eternal] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:I saw you last night, you know. In the backyard, staring up into the treesWho were you talking to?Was it her again?Was she crying?➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsFeaturing Charity Vance
Crywolf - DREAMING OF ME // IN COLORS OF WHITE (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:I’m falling against your grace Folding inside your love You never reveal your faceCold in a silent blood øIn my dreams I’m swallowing your eyes and mouth Your sibilance like strings untied This isn’t feeling right, it never wasI don’t even need thisI hope you can see itI’m dying to leave this world behind You peel with a purpose You love who deserves it Been holding the kill switch to my mind All along ➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsStrings by Michelle PackmanMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer
Crywolf - [i see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyes] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:I feel myself unraveling Suspended and strangeListen. No matter what you see here, no matter what erupts from my depths, no matter what ruin comes of us, promise me…Promise me when you sleep, when you dream of me… it will be in colors of white.➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsFeaturing Charity Vance
Crywolf - [skototropism] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:And I fell like lightning from the skyI was lostRibbons in the void I looked up at the blackness around me and realized it was everything I had feared since I was a boy.Day star, son of dawnWhere is redemption?I got on my knees that night to pray and saw you in a vision Your face shrouded, foreboding, brilliant and beautiful The blackness seemed to pour in through my eyes as you walked towards meYou came close, and whispered my nameAbbadonAbbadonAbbadon ➰
Crywolf - ABBADON [love lets you know you are safe, but violence lets you know you are pure] Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:Burn the saints inside youLeave their bones behind youTurn all your warnings inside outSpit them like soil from your mouthøøBurn the saints inside you Leave their bones behind youBurn in rage, oh lion!Storm the gates of Zion!øøBurn the saints inside you Leave their bones behind youBurn in rage, oh lionStorm the gates of Zion➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer
Crywolf - AMARANTHINE [better an apocalypse] (Lyric Video) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:Deep in the ground, I am breathingTendons extending to the molten core of the earth like rootsYour amaranthine gaze falls upon me Time and space freeze and spontaneously bloomThe finest light could never reveal the softness with which you hold meBetter a symphonyBetter an apocalypseøøAnd he floats above the earth, a spectreSoil to dust and roots to ashDestroy, divine destroyer!Destroy, oh destroy!The seasons shift with the angle of your glance Laws of nature rendered frozen in your pathFrom where have you come?You ruin us with dearth and famine Yet you cradle us like a childMore than anything else that lives and breathes and calls our name Patron saint of the void Oh terror!Oh exuvium!Destroy!Destroy!Destroy!➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer
Crywolf - exuvium [OBLIVIØN Pt. II] (Full Album Stream) Crywolf 2022-11-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsMastered by Austin Seltzer Strings by Michelle PackmanAdditional production by AWAYAdditional writing by Alex PhillipsAdditional instrumentation by Jeff FeldmanVoiceover acting by Charity VanceOriginal artwork by Dustin HollywoodVisualizer by Spenser WilliamsCrywolf:http://www.instagram.com/runcrywolfhttp://www.facebook.com/runcrywolf
Crywolf - DATURA [paroxysm] (OFFICIAL VISUAL) Crywolf 2022-10-21 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinylListen on streaming services: crywolf.komi.io ➰I have something to show you. A world that exists behind our minds,seeping through the cracks in our faces. Vast, filled with beautiful malevolence, seething with gravity. It pricked me one day, a thorn in my foot. Something subtle, yet spreading through my frame, cell by cell, splicing into my RNA,making my belly swell with its potent malice.Two years later it emerged from my womb, opened its mouth, and screamed with a voice like thunder. Poor, angry little god. Welcome to the hell that saved meThe demon that died for my sinsThe frenzy of the ancientsDivine, fractalized madnessWelcome to EXUVIUM. ➰LYRICS:I see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in your eyesDatura yellow gazing through my mindDatura yellow gazing through my mindDatura yellow gazing through my mindDatura yellow gazing through my mindDatura yellow gazing through my mindA p-p-purring with it’s poison should I let it lay or p-p-pluck and pull it down a willing throatTo lead me to the place where I have shatteredOooooA question that I find is harmlessBut at night it seeps in through my eyesArresting and caressing every fold and strand I leave to looseI feel it pull and I unravel OoooSlither through my soilOoooBring me to a boilOooo Feel my atoms risingOoooTerminal velocityI see the birth and death of the universe swimming around in her eyesEternal monoliths of storms pastYou have my attention.Haunt me in all of your ways.I see her fingers bending backwards twist and turn and tie themselves together Beckoning behind her back with fingers dripping rainbow puddles singing to me “come and drink of many waters”Oh God I am dissolving disapperating folding flying feeling every color swarming slipping past my skin like snakes they hear me waiting Skin abuzz with weight under their gravitation I see her fingers bending backwards twist and turn and tie themselves together Beckoning behind her back with fingers dripping rainbow puddles singing to me “come and drink of many waters” Sings “I’ll look into the wind I’ll look into the flame I’ll dig into the earth and swallow it againI’ll find you in the safe and quiet place inside your mind and expose all the beauty in your terror”The void is awakingCreating, degrading Eternal, unfadingThe siren is waiting The void is awakingCreating, degrading Eternal, unfadingThe siren is waiting ➰Written and produced by Justin PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin PhillipsOriginal Art by Dustin HollywoodVisualizer by Spenser Williams
INTO OBLIVIØN, Episode 03: Cherufe Crywolf 2022-10-14 | "No tree can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.” This new documentary, surrounding the creation of the OBLIVIØN double album, chronicles my decent into depths I was previously unaware of. It’s my guidebook to the underworld. My love letter to the vast galaxies that exist beneath the iceberg surface of our conscious minds. A dive into parts of the ocean so deep that light never penetrates them. A world inhabited by the beasts we thought we banished from our minds. This isn’t a happy story. This is a story of grief, of loss, of fire and fury. It’s the story of a boy who knew nothing, and something outside of him that pulled him into a shadowy place beyond good and evil to show him his darkness, his malice, his vastness, and ultimately, his real self. This is the story of OBLIVIØN.
Crywolf - SMOKE AND WATER [the chthonic mother] (OFFICIAL VISUAL) Crywolf 2022-09-23 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰it was dark // but it was the dark I tried to show you // to bless you // to anoint you // when i shot it down your throat and blew it into your nostrils and drove it into your skin and screamed it in your ear with a madness // the spectrum of your vision opened up // to see me crouched over you // for the very // first // time //infernal beast at the upper range of ultraviolet // 666 etched on my forehead // my wings spread wide // stretching around your house // enveloping it like a dyson sphere from hell // brilliant shades of purple rarely seen // teeth upon teeth upon teeth // claws and heaps of richness and depth and death and depth and death // piled in layers and tight binding // burning // screaming like a bansheeall at once, you knew me.yet you look at me like its the most normal thing in the world and i find that beautiful in a certain way andit warms me in a certain way butyour eyes are a little too blank for comfort in a certain way and no human is supposed to look at such a creature without at least a little terror in their eyes➰Listen on streaming services: crywolf.komi.ioOBLIVIØN Pt. II :: THIS FALL➰LYRICS:I breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded roomDark liquor and bad vibrations, babyAll I need is you øPull meBlack holeYou know you’ve always wanted to be the darkness I’m notHurt meI’m close to the edge and I’ve been holding my breath for so long øI breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded roomDark liquor and bad vibrations, babyAll I need is you øHit meThick rain, a rolling boiling delugeLike everything that I wantFear meI’m set to destroy and you’re fit to be the prey that I huntSink down into this holy soilKeep spiraling into my voidDrip on me with your bloody smileA communion of the sickest kindøI breathe you in like smoke and water in a crowded roomDark liquor and bad vibrations, babyAll I need is you➰Written and produced by Justin PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin PhillipsOriginal Art by Dustin HollywoodVisualizer by Spenser Williams
INTO OBLIVIØN, Episode 02: Wangulén Crywolf 2022-09-16 | "No tree can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.” This new documentary, surrounding the creation of the OBLIVIØN double album, chronicles my decent into depths I was previously unaware of. It’s my guidebook to the underworld. My love letter to the vast galaxies that exist beneath the iceberg surface of our conscious minds. A dive into parts of the ocean so deep that light never penetrates them. A world inhabited by the beasts we thought we banished from our minds. This isn’t a happy story. This is a story of grief, of loss, of fire and fury. It’s the story of a boy who knew nothing, and something outside of him that pulled him into a shadowy place beyond good and evil to show him his darkness, his malice, his vastness, and ultimately, his real self. This is the story of OBLIVIØN.-Videography: Johnny Adams, Charity Vance, Roniit AlkayamEditing: Wayne HarveyArt Direction: Johnny Adams
Crywolf - DDDNNNAAA [the most fun a boy can have without ripping his skin off] (OFFICIAL VISUAL) Crywolf 2022-09-02 | Get Limited Edition OBLIVIØN Double Vinyls: runcrywolf.com/collections/exuvium-vinyl➰This song is my “invocation of the muse”. My tribute to the terrible, bloody, beautiful experience of being an artist, of dissecting yourself, screaming and suffering, for the enjoyment of others. Of showing the masses your darkest pain and hoping it somehow makes the whole fucking mess inside of you finally mean something.This is controlled psychosis. You’re seeing my viscera. Does it give you a thrill? Does it make you uncomfortable? Do you still love me, filthy and bleeding?Listen on streaming services: crywolf.komi.io➰LYRICS:I wanna show you somethingRainfall in my headI’m lost again I’m lost againI’m lost againThunder and souls and sobbing She’s getting in my DNAI swear you lost meI swear you lost me I swear you’ve lost itøøUnder my skin you’re unwrapping all that I am, I swearI wanted to keepI wanted to stayDeep in your head forever I wanna show you somethingMelting through my brainEvery time you’re around you’re assaulting meI swear you lostI swear you lost meFloating away forever ohI wanna show you somethingRainfall in my brainI’m lost againI’m lost againI’m lost againAgainThunder and souls and sobbingShe’s getting fasterDNAI swear you lost meI swear you lost meI swear you lost meøøI wanna show you somethingRainfall in my brainI’m lost again I’m lost againI’m lost againThunder and souls and sobbing She’s getting in my DNA I swear you lost meI swear you lost meI swear you’ve lost itøøEgo nihilitas non quaesivit Scinditur mihi apertis Ardebatur omniaApocalypsis animae (x4)(To touch her is to become a child, to love her is to be buried)Ab meum oris effund, O Anime Apocalypsis!Ab meum oris effund, O Deluvium Ruina! (X8)I wanna show you something (Floating away forever, oh)Thunder and souls and sobbing(I’m lost again, I’m lost again, I’m lost again)➰Written and produced by Justin Taylor PhillipsMixed by Austin Seltzer and Justin Taylor PhillipsOriginal Art by Dustin HollywoodVisualizer by Justin Phillips
