Name: My Letter (Omega) | Original Song @Zarkator
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Description: My Letter (Omega) | Original Song

My Letter (Omega) | Original Song

Zarkator 2026-09-23 | My Letter (Omega) | Original Song

STRANGEST OF WOES Goes With Everything | Raiden Vs. Senator Armstrong (max funding)

Zarkator 2025-09-24 | I honestly couldn't tell if this was cringe or not, lemme know lol

WHAT IM MADE OF (Shadow Remix/Studio ver.) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-09-23 | Or you could call it What im made of V2
Back at it again.
Fan-made.

Will We Make It? | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-13 | LYRICS:
Look at ‘em growing up now
Their parents never taught them how
To pay their taxes, file a claim
The parents lash out
Tryna find who to blame-

I write for another one
Someone setting underneath the sun
She holds her hand to her heart...
Is she covering up some part?

I wanted to be a better partner,
I tried to write a hymn, didn't matter
Preludes conclude a wave of inner-fear
I’m here to listen as long as you’re here to hear---

It’s contraceptive
This collective
Hive-mind of the common man...

The common plan
Means to an end
We gotta push to fit
But will we make it?

Some of us will
And some will fall
Some of us are better off
Not to try at all

Will we make it?
Will I make it?
Will you make it?
...(Please just take it)

Time is like a shark
It causes us to start,
Taking for granted, the seeds that we planted,
Yet the failures continue to live...

I tried to tell you about the world I made,
I tried to give you the love that they forbade.
But I was untrained (untamed)
I couldn't find someone to blame...

I wanted to be a famous actor
But time started moving faster
People laughed and acted like
They remembered what their life was like...

It’s contraceptive
This collective
Hive-mind of the common man...

The common plan
Means to an end
We gotta push to fit
But will we make it?

Some of us will
And some will fall
Some of us are better off
Not to try at all

Will we make it?
Will I make it?
Will you make it?
...(Please just take it)

Will I make it,
Will you take it?
My hand reaches for the future

Will they give me something to drink
Or will they puncture me with a suture?

I raise my finger to my head, and I tap it twice
Get the gears turning, you gotta act nice

You have to act like you’re better than you know
“The future is yours, just hope it isn't too slow”

It’s contraceptive
This collective
Hive-mind of the common man...

The common plan
Means to an end
We gotta push to fit
But will we make it?

Some of us will
And some will fall
Some of us are better off
Not to try at all

Will we make it?
Will I make it?
Will you make it?
...(Please just take it)

I’ll try if I can
To prove I am a common man
With nothing more than a basic plan
To walk slowly through life, only if I can...

…
…

I don’t know if-
We will make it...

4 A.M. | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
It’s four… A… M…
I think I know who… I… am…
To sit is to go… in…sane
I stand to appease… my… brain…

But I think of how… you… know
That you can string… that… bow
You have so much… ammo
I stare blindly to the snow

The clock has disappeared
I guess I should have cheered
When you told me I was wrong
To write another song

But it’s too late
Would you like to hear,
About the things in fear,
That draw out the worst things in man,

And can you see the dark
That makes me fall apart
That burning thing in my head
The hatred will go unsaid

Now here… I … am
Wanting to go… to… sleep
I’ll stop just if… I… can
The arbiter has come… to… reap…

How many seeds, does he need
To plant the hallowed tree?
I rhyme and I keep time
Who am I trying to mime?

There was a lightning storm… once
It destroyed every …sconce
We hung to keep ….the …light
Throughout the earth….ly …night

(Light it up with me now!)

The clock has disappeared
I guess I should have cheered
When you told me I was wrong
To write another song

But it’s too late
Would you like to hear,
About the things in fear,
That draw out the worst things in man,

And can you see the dark
That makes me fall apart
That burning thing in my head
The hatred will go unsaid

What time is it?
What time is it?

It's already four, a.m.
It's already four, a.m.
What was it all for? Mayhem,
I'm breaking down the door...
Stay in...

Dear Enemy | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
Dear enemy,
I’ll try to put this politely
It all comes down to you or me
A measure of our human greed
Your words are something i’ll never need

There’s something God’s not telling me
I don’t think he’d let me go free
He’ll throw us down in his killing spree
And we’ll both end up dead on our knees

Dear enemy.

And now i’m throwing everything away
Cuz I never knew what I should say
But i’ve had some years to throw the thoughts your way
And I hate it more when I wake up everyday

So who can I blame?
My father, my mother, my brothers, the others
Myself, my pride, an excuse, and another
Years later, I still can’t bare to deceive other lovers
I bet you’d come back just to blow up my cover
You’d yank me right back just to see how I’d suffer
Just leave me alone cuz I’ll never recover
Just wish i’d been quicker to see your real color
The shit I would do just to be there above her
Say anything about me, but I'm not a runner
I still cling to life, couldn’t be any tougher
The one thing I know is that I do still love her
If I died today, my soul would just hover
They’d bury me down in the dead of the summer
I’m takin these hits with no chemical buffer
given the chance, i'd be a better lover
'cause we both know I wasn't the one who struck her.

Dear enemy,
I’ll try to put this politely
It all comes down to you or me
A measure of our human greed
Your words are something i’ll never need

There’s something God’s not telling me
I don’t think he’d let me go free
He’ll throw us down in his killing spree
And we’ll both end up dead on our knees

Dear enemy.

Strangest of Woes | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | yes, it is a metal gear reference.
LYRICS:
Strange, that my mind
Cannot find
Who is blind,
To the beautiful reality just underneath-

Time, in these skies
All these lies
Won’t unbind
When we find chaos and hatred just behind the teeth

(You know!)
That I-- won’t die—Like this
And I—can’t live when you’re around my neck!
Well these chains confine within me the strangest of woes,
Well I—see now, a bond you have with me...

This time I will find
That the truth is ours to decide
And we can make it out alive (alive!)
If we both avoid the timelines outside (outside!)

The shadows of the future
Rend our broken minds, so pure...
Guarantee that we both make it out alive (alive...)
Should we both heed the words of the wise

(Please understand that-)

I—won’t die—Like this
And I—can’t live when you’re around my neck
Well these chains confine within me the strangest of woes
Well I—see now, a bond you have with me...

I’ve been looking for the wrong things
All this time I’ve wasted thinking
‘cuz I’m a stranger who has found an even stranger way to think
There is a chance that we can fail here if we try to cut the link

(There's never been a way out)

I—won’t die—Like This
And I—can’t live when you’re around my neck
Well these chains confine within me the strangest of woes
Well I—see now, a bond you have with me...

(We)
(Are)
(Infection)
...

Im Glad You Exist | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
The creak of the door
To your front porch
Was colder back then
Than it is now…

I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That you had to go
Out into the snow

There were two men here that night
After you left and gave us a fright
They told me you were gonna be gone
They said that you decided not to see the dawn

And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away

I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who

I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.

The crack of the leaves
Leading to our door
Sound louder and louder
Who are we waiting for

I wasn’t ready
When you told me
That we had to stay
Inside and pray

There were 10 men there that night
When you arrived and picked that fight
They said “little girl you’re gonna be gone”
But I said you’d be strong enough to take them on…

And I ran out into the cold
I tripped on your heart and I rolled
Into the morning sun
Where the snow began to melt
But I could still see the asteroid belt
And in those gleaming stars
Flashed a beautiful stream of scars
I had to bury myself that day
Because you really had run away

I’m coming back to your grave
I brought some flowers my momma gave
Your father told me that he loved you
Your mother loved someone else, didn’t know who

I’m doing fine on the outside
That's what I tell them when I cover my wrist
But I can’t ever mention how glad I am
How glad I am that you used to exist.
How glad I am that you used to exist.

I’ll tell you
I’m glad you exist

I'll tell you...
I’m glad you -

Exist

Make My Nature Natural | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
How many of us are there?
Infinity remembers,
The light of our eyes shines,
Dimmer and dimmer-

The sea level's rising,
The moon drifts away,
The gods that built our sun
They chose not to stay---

FORCE!
I've been tryin' to wake you
BREAK!
If this whole world can't shake you
FACE!
You control the present and future
MAKE!
My nature natural!

We build our own prisons,
We steal from our saviors,
We borrow the future,
Our children are failures...

The taxmen are fuming,
The village is burning,
The homepages light up,
With stock markets turning---

FORCE!
I've been tryin' to wake you
BREAK!
If this whole world can't shake you
FACE!
You control the present and future
MAKE!
My nature natural!

How can you look me in the eye?
Bringing another into this life?
Subjecting a soul to all they'll miss?
Do you feel responsible for this?
(There is no future left!)

FORCE!
I've been tryin' to wake you
BREAK!
If this whole world can't shake you
FACE!
You control the present and future
MAKE!
My nature natural!

More natural than this...

Make my nature natural

Everything You Wanted | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
We took you in, you were cast aside
You dyed your hair, was it a sign?
You felt my eyes up and down your spine
Tell me if my love was a crime…
Like a caste of stars you had touched my mind
Made me wonder if you were alright,
Had to stop by, to check on you
You sat there still, what was I to do? I see blue…

That night you almost died
I can say that I cried
I only wished it was sooner that I told you
The next girl that you tried
She “loves” you every night
I know now that you have everything you wanted

I ran in the garage with a rag
Thinking about the contents of that bag
I could help you out, I could save your life
Not once did I think of you as a wife
One night you decided to pretend to mend the bend
Your friend was there and she told you that she cared
Weeks later you saw that she shaved her hair....
I prayed that help would come soon
I couldn’t be the only one in that room
And soon, you would find that my mind was fine
As long as it had a host to unwind that blood-red twine

That night you almost died
I can say that I cried
I only wished it was sooner that I told you
The next girl that you tried
She “loves” you every night
I know now that you have everything you wanted
Everything you wanted

She hid from her parents for some long years
Through choked up words and held back tears
She told me once that she loved you
And I wonder now if loving is what I'm supposed to do?
I told you something that came too fast
I wanted to make that feeling last
But alas, too fast, I can overhear
Your mind beating to someone else in here

That night you almost died
I can say that I cried
I only wished it was sooner that I told you
The next girl that you tried
She “loves” you every night
I know now that you have everything you wanted
Everything you wanted

Everything-
Everything-
Everything you wanted-

Why hate me…?
Why love him…?
Is this song about you…?
I only wanted you to know

That night you almost died
I can say that I cried
I only wished it was sooner that I told you
The next girl that you tried
She “loves” you every night
I know now that you have everything you wanted
Everything you wanted

Overcome | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
I am Overcome
The waves bubbling and boiling
Rage and confusion give way to execution
I keep it from some
The burning guilt and rust
Clouding my basin with pollution

I am Overcome
So many would walk past me this day
And so many more would dip their toes,
Only to run away, as their anger grows
It becomes normal, the cycle of these waters
So much so, I didn’t notice the slow in slaughter

The white, wispy furlongs of the dress
The calming, cooling waves of distress
I don’t remember the blackness that day
Or even what it was that blew it away

I waited as she stepped in
Never sinking into the steam
She looked scared, confused,
But she looked like a dream

The waves calmed down,
The water cooled to a freeze
Whether it was too cold or not
Silence befell the trees

I am Overcome
And she knew it, too
There would not be another
Another with such power to move

I am Overcome
The ice turning to a jagged edge
Steam shifts into a frozen mist
The air covered in a frigid dredge
And I can’t help but hear the crackling calm of a fire

I am Overcome
And that might sound crazy to you now...
But after all the worlds i've flown above
Stretching from hate and love,
I feel that nonsense breeds nonsense
And violence breeds violence
All these feelings confecting into a chaotic silence
And she dances on the cold, ashen snowflakes
as if they were the pebbles of her driveway
She’s dancing on my head
If she saw me now, what would she say?

I’ve never seen this before.

It’s like it’s her core
Life woven ashore
She slips and fades
She plays charades
Atop the surface
Of a lake imperfect
It may sound dumb to some
But I am simply Overcome

She’s come to a slow...

She’d dreams to sow
There were tears and fears
There was a fist after a kiss
There was a melting sublimation
That contradicted her conjugation
And in that psychosis
We found a mental osmosis

I am Overcome
Maybe one last time
As I struggle to live with this crime
Held back by language
And plagued with anguish
All I can say
On this love-forsaken day
Is simply this: I am Overcome

I am overcome...
I am... (everything happened for a reason)
Overcome... (Why couldn't she see it?)
You're simply beautiful... (My one purpose)
Yet I am nothing... (To save you from yourself)
Will you reach me again? (Come back to our kingdom)
Or will I remain like this? (oooh...)

Quietly | WE ARE INFECTION

Zarkator 2025-09-10 | LYRICS:
I sprouted from the ground...
(was I a seed or a fallen stone?)
Is someone gonna help?
(They tell me it was me alone)
I drifted far into reality...
(And now I'm trapped in this old haunt)
And now my body quits on me

(Ooh----) Don't repeat the numbers back to me---

We conquered land and sky and sea--- (oh no)

So why can't I just live quietly----?(Quietly...)

I just wanna live-

Quietly...

(Oooh-----...)

Just follow the rules,
And keep your head low

Trust nobody else,
Don't know their struggle...

Just give me your time,
I'll give it all back---

For just a piece of your life,
And a payment pack...

(Ooh----) Don't repeat the numbers back to me---

We conquered land and sky and sea--- (oh no)

So why can't I just live quietly----?(Quietly...)

I just wanna live-

Quietly...

Why would I participate
In a country that forgot the state
Demanding all my waking hours
Eating up so much power...

I'm gonna lose my mind
I'm gonna break my bones
If someone else tells me
That I just don't know...

(Ooh----) Don't repeat the numbers back to me---

We conquered land and sky and sea--- (oh no)

So why can't I just live quietly----?(Quietly...)

I just wanna live-

Quietly...

Vandalize by ONE OK ROCK | Cover | Zarkator

Zarkator 2025-09-01 | LISTEN ON SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/78ZB7osbhdzZaZ9qAHqiWe

Or you could call it vandalize shadow remix v2 (need to clickbait a little bit yk)
fan-made.

Unawakening Float (Shadow Remix) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-07-13 | Fan-made.

Listen on Spotify: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/zarkator/unawakening-float-shadow-remix

LYRICS:
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
As far as I know
Nothing is for sure right now
For all I've known
Unpowered in the light of now
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
The fault is mine
For it is I who gave this heart
Much has dawned
In this place that has no sun
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
As far as I know
Nothing is for sure right now
For all I've known
Unpowered in the light of now
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
The fault is mine
For it is I who gave this heart
Much has dawned
In this place that has no sun
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?
Must I float away?
Will I ever awake?...

NIGHTMARES | Original Song

Zarkator 2025-06-20 | Single.
LYRICS:
These words mean something different to the people i’d write them for
They’d take them as an anthem for rescinding madness, i’m sure

I follow faith as closely as you follow human honor
The things you did to yourself have made me a helpless goner

You say you’ll stay alive but you keep tieing that rope
You can’t rely on your life being filled with baseless hope

Help me find a way to deal with you
You left me gasping for air
I need to get you out of my mind
I’m having so many nightmares...

I’ll shave my head, feel like i’m dead, i’ll even do more
Just so that you can leave from my mind’s bleeding front door

I’ll see you again, and again, I don’t know how to sleep
How to eat, how to treat myself with any kindness

I tried to warn you of the dangers you incurred
The way you acted, don't you know it was absurd

But I can’t help it, what goes on inside my heart
Please stop doing these things, you’re tearing my mind apart

Help me find a way to deal with you
You left me gasping for air
I need to get you out of my mind
I’m having so many nightmares...
So many nightmares...

I used to see sleep as a tool
To skip the hours when my thoughts pool,
It was so uncool
I’m just a fool
That thinks you know how to tell the truth,
I feel your touch
I use it as a crutch
My mind remembers your scent
I can use it as a vessel to repent
I have spent
So much more time
Living in a painted world
Killing myself just to live without that golden girl...

Help me find a way to deal with you
You left me gasping for air
I need to get you out of my mind
I’m having so many nightmares...

THE CHOSEN ONE (Shadow Remix V2) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-06-08 | Fan-made.
People still tell me this was my best remix, so why not hit the lab and touch it up? Hope you enjoy.

How Much It Matters Goes With Everything | Nero Vs. Vergil

Zarkator 2025-06-07 | You'll have to forgive me, i'm very out of practice with nero due to dmc3 crimson. This is an amv first and a combo mad last.

How Much It Matters (Shadows Theme) | SONIC ADVENTURE 3 OST

Zarkator 2025-06-05 | Fan-made. yeah its clickbait so what.

Got some requests for It doesn't matter, and trying to make it sound like shadow, I was just like "nah man that's sonic's song" and so... I just wrote a whole different one for shadow by accident lol.

LYRICS:
(Where are you?!)
(Where are you?!)
Come back to me!

My blood is burning,
My blood is burning,
My blood is burning,
My blood is burning...

I don't care about the carvings on these walls,
I just can't bring myself to heed the call,
In the shadow of your light, I cannot die.
But I'm stronger than before, now watch me-

Fight through all the heartache,
My will to carry you on cannot break.
I can see just how close we've come to making it shatter,
Under the pale light...
My fading memory of you, we know how much It Matters.

Piercing the verdant sky, I fly too fast
The future's unknown, stay in the past.
Stayed up reading your notes, just one more night
I'm at peace with my strength, now watch me-

Fight through all the blood rain,
My promise to you will never be stained.
I can see just how close we've to come to making it shatter,
Under the pale light...
My fading memory of you, we know how much It Matters.

[Guitar solo]

Those politicians, they took you away
And in my daydreams I can still hear you say
How much it matters to you and me,
That we protect our promise that you left me.

Don't watch me-
Fight through all the heartache,
My will to carry you on cannot break.
I can see just how close we've come to making it shatter,
Under the pale light...
My fading memory of you, we know how much It Matters.

My blood is burning,
My blood is burning,
My blood is burning,
My blood is burning...

Who I Am (Shadow Remix/Studio Ver.) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-06-04 | Fan-made. Original by Magna-Fi.

Knight of the Wind (Lancelot Remix) | SONIC x SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-05-08 | Fan-made.
LYRICS:
Whoa! Woah oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa!
Oh no... (Oh no)
You've stumbled into the King's Domain
I know (I know)
You have endured so much pain...
and I (And I)
I will be your Final Foe...
I'm here (I'm here)
Here to prove that you're... too... slow!

Like my fate
(I'll skate)
I'll skate
(I'll skate)
Like the flash from night to day...
As a knight (a knight)
I'll fight (I'll fight)
Until the fight is won...
In a rage (A rage)
I'll wave (I'll wave)
Each and every, each and every
Each and every blow... So much more power than you know...
And I live... (I live)
to serve... (to serve)
by the Crown (the Crown)
Blasting through the every inch of the power,
The power in you...
as I shift...
as I planned
By the Chaos in my hand...
my kingdom...
I'm the kniiiight, that will win.

Whoa! Whoa oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa!
Watch out... (watch out)
Welcome to the end, it's near...
i know (I know)
I will bring you pain and fear

On the ground... (The ground)
to the sky... (The sky)
Faced with you and I...
In a flash... (A flash)
I'm gone... (I'm gone)
Holding your crown high...
In a rage... (A rage)
I'll wave... (I'll wave)
Each and every, each and every
Each and every blow...
So much more power than you know...
And I live (I live)
to die (to die)
by my pride... (my pride)
Blasting through the every inch of the power
The power in you...
as I shift... (I shift)
as I planned (I planned)
By the Chaos in my hand...
my Rival...
I'm the kniiiiiight... that will win.
Sir knight of the wind!
I'm the knight that will win-

My scabbard is a massive force
My heart a well of power!
My armor stays unbreakable,
In battle every hour!

Woah! Woah oh! Woah, woah, woah!

Like my fate
(I'll skate)
I'll skate
(I'll skate)
Like the flash from night to day...
As a knight (a knight)
I'll fight (I'll fight)
Until my life is done...
In a rage (A rage)
I'll wave... (I'll wave)
Each and every, each and every
Each and every blow... So much more power than you know...
And I liiiiiive... to seeeeerve...
by the Crown... (the Crown)
Blasting through the every inch of the power,
The power in you...
as I Shiiiift, and I plan...
By the Chaos in my hand...
my Rival...
I'm the kniiiiiiight that will win...

Sir knight of the wind...

SONIC THE HEDEGEHOG AMV | [A GOD THATS GONE INSANE]

Zarkator 2025-05-07 | Fan-made.
Like & Subscribe rn plz
More on the way.
SONG: youtu.be/HmqMiHfXoNY

A GOD THATS GONE INSANE | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-07 | Original song, with an obvious inspiration :)
ALBUM AVAILABLE NOW: open.spotify.com/album/1Nc3D2qp5aVNRi1R3qa4JR?si=11WbhXtWTvaQ9Exc95Plxw

Lyrics:
The Sky has fallen!
The Sky has fallen!
The Sky has fallen!
The sky is falling down...

We are the only ones left,
Who keep returning from death,
So many blades left unleashed,
Now I gotta show you my teeth!

This Fire! (This fire...)
Blazing through the rain... (the rain)
Empires! (empires...)
That have fallen still untamed (untamed...)
I can fly! (I can fly...)
Straight into your brain (your brain...)
Now I'll fight! (I will fight...)
A God That's Gone Insane!

The Sky has fallen!
The Sky has fallen!
The Sky has fallen!
The sky is falling down...

You are too slow,
When I have the golden glow
Those that I love will not lose.
I have but one path
And after this is done
I have the power to choose.
I gotta speed up (Go faster!)
I gotta speed up (Go faster!)

This Fire! (This fire...)
Blazing through the rain... (the rain)
Empires! (empires...)
That have fallen still untamed (untamed...)
I can fly! (I can fly...)
Straight into your brain (your brain...)
Now I'll fight! (I will fight...)
A God That's Gone Insane!

The people of Earth
And my people beyond
I have to protect them
And see your evil gone,
In the palm of my hand
The flames of disaster
But the blaze in my heart
Helps me to go faster...
(Faster!)

YEAH, RIGHT (Studio Ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-07 | Again, I didn't know Joji had a song of a similar title prior to my writing this lol.
Also yes, I do enjoy The All American Rejects, how could you tell
LYRICS:
This is the final transmission
I'm stuck in your vision
Your pawns will seek shelter
I felt her beneath my breath
But I just can't seem to let go of the past, huh?
Yeah i'm a stalker
A creep
Watched you from the old locker
And I sneak
Rubbing my hands
Because i've got so many plans
And so many people to turn to
They know everything
They know everything, yeah right.
So what i'm not allowed to reach down into the unsound
Pull out a dream and throw it at the ground
Hoping a seed will make it this far down
And build a new life in an old town?
Do I love you, do I hate you?
Do my words still berate you?
When all i've done is hang from the gallows
I'm sorry you think i'm oh so shallow.
This isn't yours, this is mine
Can't believe you waste your time
Siccing dogs to kill the songs
When all I can do is sleep.
But i'm a creep, yeah, i'm a creep.
So keep your torment
Keep your eyes
All I want is to be untied.
This is the final transmission
I'm stuck in the past
if you're not gonna dig me out
Then leave me down here, leave me down here, yeah.
Yeah, i'm such a stalker
I'm such a creep
Watching you since the rain got her
And I sneak.
Rubbing my hands
Because i've got so many plans
And so many people to turn to
They know everything
They know everything, yeah right.
Do I love you, do I hate you?
Do my words still berate you?
When all i've done is hang from the gallows
I'm sorry you think i'm oh so shallow.
This isn't yours, this is mine
Can't believe you waste your time
Siccing dogs to kill the songs
When all I can do is sleep.
But i'm a creep, yeah, i'm a creep.
This isn't yours, this is mine
Can't believe you waste your time
Siccing dogs to kill the songs
When all I can do is sleep.
But i'm a creep, yeah, i'm a creep.
Everything has worked out so far
Yeah right, yeah right.
Cuz i'm the one keeping track of the wastelands
Yeah right, yeah right.
Maybe i've still got a heart
Maybe i'm still willing to restart
With or without you
I'm gonna die tonight.
Do I love you, do I hate you?
Do my words still berate you?
When all i've done is hang from the gallows
I'm sorry you think i'm oh so shallow.
This isn't yours, this is mine
Can't believe you waste your time
Siccing dogs to kill the songs
When all I can do is sleep.
But i'm a creep, yeah, i'm a creep.
Yeah, right.

DICHOTOMY (Studio Ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-06 | LYRICS:
The devil slipped his hand
Through the shifting sands
He threw you out, gave you his demands
I’ll tell you my story of...
Of what I felt inside
That devil made me cry, that devil made me cry

I feel so much colder than ice
Sorry for being nice
I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved in time

But no, it's sacrilegious
Is that your word for “lord”?
My hands are falling in this,
I have this modern sword
My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…

I’ve never tried to run,
I’ve never been more strong,
Was I that bad a son?
Everything I did was wrong
Things you two did to me
Too much for you to see
Need to decide on just one
From this dichotomy
I am blinded by my mind
Can’t find my way back to you

I feel so much colder than ice
Sorry for being nice
I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved in time

But no, it's sacrilegious
Is that your word for “lord”?
My hands are falling in this,
I have this modern sword
My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…

I’ve never tried to run,
I never said so long,
Was I that bad a son?
Everything I did was wrong
Things you two did to me
Too much for you to see
Need to decide on just one
From this dichotomy
I am blinded by my mind
Can’t find my way back to you

I feel so much colder than ice
Sorry for being nice
I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved in time

I cared so much so soon
I won’t be saved in time

But no, it's sacrilegious
Is that your word for “lord”?
My hands are falling in this,
I have this modern sword
My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…

My hands are falling in this,
My hands are falling in this,

My mind went to the deep
And it’s not coming back
I can’t remember much
From all that lifeless black…

MY LETTER (Studio Ver.) | Zarkator

Zarkator 2025-05-05 | LYRICS:
Stay right where you are...
Stay right where you are...
Infinite clouds hide the shameful yell
Wonder who I'd be if I stayed in hell
Scars so pale, but they feel so new
The falling shards of glass, they run me through...
Shaking myself down looking for patterns again.
I have to let them know this rage is not my friend.
When the father twists reality, the sons will come to end.

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...

The beginning of our hatred
Started way before my life,
No telling how this will wound me,
All my friends, my kids, or my wife.
I'm fighting every day now
To find a cure for myself.
Too often all I can do is watch
The rapid decline of my health...

Can you imagine
The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...

In the folds of our golden order
Hard to see what I'd feel was shorter
In the darkness of this place...
Your memory's all I can replace...
I'll be free from this wretched curse
I have the same solution for you
Why don't we end the bloodshed here and now
This cannot ever begin anew...

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter...
My letter...

This is your fault
No matter what you were taught
Learn responsibility
For the wars you think you fought

You bastard.
You bastard.

The man I would be without you
If only I had someone better,
The mountains I'm climbing to spite you
So without calling my name,
Consider this my letter...
My letter(x6)

YOURE A GEM (Studio Ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-04 | LYRICS:
I won’t try to save your life anymore
And I can’t lie to keep you outside my door
Please won’t you just leave my dreams?
I’m sure you are tired of my screams
Here I am again writing about how you were always my only friend
And now I take a bow and I give chase now to the house around the bend
Hello dear friend, I
Don’t believe you’ve met the sunset set on killing both of us before we’re let
out of our rooms tomorrow afternoon to go down where i’ll be safe and unsound
We’ll let our minds wander and ponder in somber confusion in a fusion of fear and our tears
Will stream down our cheeks for years,
I died for different reasons than what i’ve told you, I sold you on the idea of a soldier
Waging his wars above his throat and saving his lore behind his turncoat, oh no
He’s having another one of his flashbacks
Your life means so much more
To me, and I can’t be sure
I see just what I won’t believe
Right here, around me
You won’t be able
To see what I’ve put on the table
You’ve spent so much more time
With them, they don’t know you’re a gem
You’re a gem, you're a gem

I can’t stand to see you do this to yourself
You told me that this was good for your health
Won’t you go to someone else’s sleep?
You called me psychotic, you called me a creep!

Here I am again writing about how you were always my only friend
And now I take a bow and I give chase now to the house around the bend
Hello dear friend, I
Don’t believe you’ve met the sunset set on killing both of us before we’re let
out of our rooms tomorrow afternoon to go down where i’ll be safe and unsound-
Your life means so much more
To me, and I can’t be sure
I see just what I won’t believe
Right here, around me
You won’t be able
To see what I’ve put on the table
You’ve spent so much more time
With them, they don’t know you’re a gem
You’re a gem, you're a gem...

IN OUR SKULLS (Studio ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-03 | LYRICS:
I’ve got a little heater on but it is still too deadly cold
I ponder of the times we dreamt of when we would be old
We stand in concert singing of how many tickets sold
And in time
We might find

Skies are filled with lies, and only those who really care will lend their eyes
Crash into the dawn, we have won, at the setting of the sun
Our souls are cold and broken; our blades are withered and dull
We’re told by every teacher
To ignore the things in our skulls

I’m learning how to drive, the cold dead fingers back from life
I find the air is cold when I turn anger to strife
Can someone help me now, turn this cursed heater off
You are the one who caused me to have this burning cough
And though I’m speaking for another
I’ll never call him brother…

Skies are filled with lies, and only those who really care will lend their eyes
Crash into the dawn, we have won, at the setting of the sun
Our souls are cold and broken; our blades are withered and dull
We’re told by every preacher
To ignore the things in our skulls

It’s trying to jump out of my head
So many things are left unsaid
And maybe we can come up with an artistic way to pay the day to wash away all of this pain
And maybe they can come and stay and keep us clean, our minds will dream
I had to find the words to say “I love the end of every day”
But all the way, I can’t explain the torture of my cranial vein
It might contain some Novocain, amalgamations of my brain
I fight against your true campaign, ignoring that red bloodstain
I can’t complain, in your domain… yet have I to go insane?

Ignore that thing in your skull…

Ignore that thing in your skull…

BLOOD IN THE SKY (Studio Ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-02 | LYRICS:
Fuckin on the floor again, it’s me
Been a lotta time since last i’ve seen
Two hearts stuck in darkness, I
Don’t know when I’ve ever been this blind
I run farther and farther
Screamin’ to my father
That he is like others
And others are keen
On killing me with animosity
But can you see the emptiness in me
The temperature dropping
With no sign of stopping
I can hear them all talking
About sins and your hopping,

My chest is so cold,
What were you told?
I emptied my heart,
I emptied my soul

There’s blood in the sky
Can you guess why?
You watch from the Earth
The sky and its worth
And down came a weapon
It’s shaped like succession
And what have we stepped in?
The difference is shocking

My father was bothered
all of my slaughter,
He turned to his daughter
He told her to lie
About all of the blood
Painting the sky,
Painting the sky, he didn’t know why
Blood in the sky, I wanted to cry
Empty disguise
We wanted to die

You are an apparatus
My status is stable
Laid out on the table
I made up this fable
Just so I am able
To feel like I'm glacial

I’m dead in the eyes
Blood loss in the sky
My chest has stopped bleeding
And I don’t know why

There’s blood in the sky
Can you guess why?
You watch from the Earth
The sky and its worth
And down came a weapon
It’s shaped like succession
And what have we stepped in?
The difference is shocking
My father's so shocking...

There’s blood in the sky
Can you guess why?
You watch from the Earth
The sky and its worth
And down came a weapon
It’s shaped like succession
And what have we stepped in?

The difference is shocking...

my father's so shocking...

There’s blood in the sky
Can you guess why?
You watch from the Earth
The sky and its worth
And down came a weapon
It’s shaped like succession
And what have we stepped in?

The difference is shocking...
My father's so shocking...
There’s blood in the sky
Can you guess why?
You watch from the Earth
The sky and its worth
And down came a weapon
It’s shaped like succession
And what have we stepped in?
My chest is so cold,
I punched such a hole
I emptied my heart, I emptied my soul...

CONFESS (Studio Ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-05-01 | LYRICS:
Down here in this hell full of fears,
how I waited for the day I could disappear.
My patience dissipated as I sat up off the floor
And I found I couldn't breath anymore (Hey!)
The reaper slid in from the cracks in the wall
I couldn't hear the words he said at all
But he sold me all the things you paid in trade
And I never forgot about the pain that day
He held his scythe with precise dedication
I shut my eyes to the ample hesitation
He swung his blade and I joined the undead
"Live no more, young one" he said.
Now I am the headless, my skull is on the floor
I can't see, I can't hear anymore
My soul is lifted up now, free from the core
And now I come to haunt you,
I'm waiting at the door
oh yes.
Confess
(yes...)
The world has changed so much, it's insane
No way they remember all my pain
the kingdoms that have risen
and fallen from the stars
The people that remember
The blood and the scars
My spirit is so blinding
I flew across the sky
And I feel this urge to grip your eyes
I've found where you came from
I won't live anymore
With the hate tempered in the flames of a whore
And now I come to haunt you,
I'm waiting at the door
oh yes.
Confess
Your sins are your own
I have mine as well
But I've come to take you back to hell
With a grasp and a pull
I free you from the earth
You'll pay back all that debt in full
Now I am the headless, my skull is on the floor
I can't see, I can't hear anymore
My soul is lifted up now, free from the core
And now I come to haunt you,
I'm waiting at the door
oh yes.
Confess

THE LOST PRISON (Studio ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-04-30 | LYRICS:
I used to live with purpose
I used to be sane
I used to live somewhere
where everyone's the same...
They filled up their coffers
with tax from the people
They lined all their mansions
With minions of evil
I stepped to the coast where I found some peace
I got too close to the waves and they took me
Now i'm fighting for breath in this infinite depth
I washed up underground, I just can't accept
This lost prison is where I found my life
I lost my whole country, my home, and my wife
The taxmen were scared i'd do something to them
They took out my eyes and I was condemned
The lost prison...
The lost prison...
Down here it's so dark
I can't see
They chained me up with tree bark
And sent up the key
They filled up the doorway
with stone from the mountains
They left me down here
I'm the source of the fountain
Now i'm fighting for breath, in this infinite depth
I washed up underground, I just can't accept
This lost prison is where I found my life
I lost my whole country, my home, and my wife
The taxmen were scared i'd do something to them
They took out my eyes and I was condemned
The lost prison...
The lost prison...
How long have I been here
it seems like forever
The last time I saw the sun
The birds, and their feathers
I'm stuck on a pike of such breakable steel
But I can't die now, I continue to heal...
Now i'm fighting for breath in this infinite depth
I washed up underground, I just can't accept
This lost prison is where I found my life
I lost my whole country, my home, and my wife
The taxmen were scared i'd do something to them
They took out my eyes and I was condemned
The lost prison...
Now i'm fighting for breath in this infinite depth
I washed up underground, I just can't accept
This lost prison is where I found my life
I lost my whole country, my home, and my wife
The taxmen were scared i'd do something to them
They took out my eyes and I was condemned
(This god-damn place!)
(What a fucking disgrace!)
The Lost Prison...

Now i'm fighting for breath in this infinite depth
I washed up underground, I just can't accept
This lost prison is where I found my life
I lost my whole country, my home, and my wife
The taxmen were scared i'd do something to them
They took out my eyes and I was condemned
(This god-damn place!)
(What a fucking disgrace!)

I'm all alone...
All alone...
All alone...
All alone...

THIS IS NONSENSE (Studio ver.) | ZARKATOR

Zarkator 2025-04-29 | As mentioned recently on my channel post, i've found a friend with a small studio that has slightly more capable equipment than my house. All of the instruments in this song were recorded and edited live. Still, neither of us can sing, so i've also re-made the vocals using signif. This won't be a perpetual upgrade, but once in a while hopefully I can work in this studio more. I hope you like it, more on the way.
LYRICS:
Another world, another realm
Still they think they can handle the helm
No one's told them what costs they'll see
In the end, it all comes back to me
But i'm not staying, I can't live in there
I'll lose my eyesight, and i'll lose my hair
No one asks for this, No one cares
When you hear the unsound, it strips you bare

Why can't we settle for this
Why do they raise their flags?
When billions of years later
It'll be nothing but crags?
This is nonsense, everyone is cursed
The only thing they'll need in the end (in the end) is a hearse.

Another job, another shift
Our systems will blow and then they'll drift
Into the unsound, where nothing exists
It'll be far too late by the time we desist
There's just too many people
There are too many lives
There's only a single solution
Or else we run out of time.

Why can't we settle for this
Why do they raise their flags?
When billions of years later
It'll be nothing but crags?
This is nonsense, everyone is cursed
The only thing they'll need in the end is a hearse.

Our time is over
Our time is over
Our time is over
Our time is over

Why can't we settle for this
Why do they raise their flags?
When billions of years later
It'll be nothing but crags?
This is nonsense, everyone is cursed
The only thing they'll need in the end is a hearse.
The only thing they'll need in the end is a hearse.

BEFORE MY BODY IS DRY (Shadow and Maria Remix) | FEARLESS YEAR OF SHADOW

Zarkator 2025-04-28 | I know its no longer 2024, but this is to celebrate.
Fan-made.
I hope you like this one.
Subscribe for more.

LYRICS:
In the dusty basement where we met
You surprised me, so much.
Because you weren't afraid...
I gotta find the truth to why I fight,
But I'm all alone (all alone)
You're the only one, who can help me now
We'll be as one.
I'm ready to fight
For those who care,
They tried to kill us, the scars (the scars)
Our bond was so much stronger than all yours...

Don't lose your way, in your mind...
We have to be, as one (as one)
Don't be afraid, my sweetheart.
This is the way to move along...
Harbor my deep, secrets
Deep in the cold blue...
Run through this shame, before... my body's dry...

I wanna be complete
It's not in me to retreat
I could lose on my own, so I really need you with me...

I gotta find out who created me...
I hear the voice of you in my dreams...
I gotta find out who created me...
I hear the voice of you in my dreams, now...
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My blood is pumping,
I'm ready to fight when you are, (when you are...)
No one can ever break the bond that is ours. (ours, as one...)
Show them what it means to be a shining star,
You have my body... let's fight as one.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Can't move my feet, in the dark...
I don't wanna be all alone...
Can't feel the heat, in my blood...
Do you remember what she said?

Don't lose your way, in your mind...
We have to be, as one
Don't be afraid, my sweetheart.
This is the way to move along...
Harbor my deep, secrets
Deep in the cold blue...
Run through this shame, before... my body's dry... (Chaos... Blast!)

Can you beat Blue Prince with crippling connection issues? (Day 1-2) | Zarkator

Zarkator 2025-04-26 | no gems?

Find Your Flame (Mystery Remix) | SONIC X SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-04-26 | Fan-made.

Just wanna see how much i can get away with straying from Shadow.

LYRICS:
We won't back down
We won't...

I'm here to go beyond my limit,
not to compromise
And you can tell me if I mean it looking in my eyes
'Cause I've been waiting for my moment to strike.
The future's so close, let me show you what it's like.
You can try to stand in my path, but my powers will end it.
I'll be the one who lives longer in the temporal exit.
because this is only for the strong of heart, you just won't get it.
And no matter what the outcome, you will not surpass it.
I can levitate steel, I can bisect a plane.
So you've got one second, just get out of my way (out of my way).
You slip, and you slide, I'm not letting it go.
So take this as a lesson, because that's all that we know.

Will the whole world remember your name
When we dance with destiny?
I've been there, and I've been back
I'm never gonna stop the attack
You'll find your flame
Ohhh, we can save the day...

We won't back down
We won't fall down...

It's like I'm seeing double vision
Take a seat, I'm on a mission
We know what will come to pass (come to pass)
To become everything you're not
You just give it all you got
And take the future with the past. (with the past)
I can feel my fire awaken, no time for being complacent.
There's a dream on the horizon, you know I'm gonna chase it.
And when we get to where we're going, then we start a new future.
Best me? Huh, yeah sure.

You know I'll turn you into rust, and I'll settle the dust
You thought you were the best, well, you haven't met us
I'll bring the psychokinesis, it's just the start of my thesis.
I'm not letting it go, 'cause it's all that I know!

Will the whole world remember your name
When we dance with destiny?
I've been there, and I've been back
I'm never gonna stop the attack
You'll find your flame

Oh no no, here we go, the only end that I know
Hear them, they're calling your name
In the future that I send, it's not hope that will end.
You'll find your flame (go!)
Now, here we go, I got the future in tow
Hear them, they're calling your name
'Cause in the end, it's me and my friends
You'll find your flame

CHAOS (Original theme song) | SONIC X SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-04-23 | Fan-made.
Lyrics and music written by myself.

LYRICS:
Bow your heads low,
Bow your heads low,
You will never know (Never know)
How much I hate this ultimate power...

I was whisked away,
From another day
Created from the cosmos, I run
Until I see my revenge, is done.
Here I am, skating on the border of everything
I cannot comprehend this hell,
I'm a force of nature, can't you tell?

The monster I've become without you
If only I were somehow stronger,
The power I've gained since I lost you (Never again!)
So lookout for me when I leave,
At the end of the chaos (the chaos)

Bow your heads low,
Bow your heads low,
You will never know (Never know)
How much I hate this ultimate power...

Another faulty machine,
It all ends the same way,
I won't try to save your life anymore,
You throw yourself into the fray.
Here I am, skating on the border of everything
I cannot comprehend this hell,
I'm a force of nature, can't you tell?

The monster I've become without you
If only I were somehow stronger,
The power I've gained since I lost you (Never again!)
So lookout for me when I leave,
At the end of the chaos (the chaos)
The chaos!

Chaos control! (Chaos control!)

[A twisted chasm, fallen from the sky
excavated from a 30 million year-old geothermic rock layer
This power could be ours, we could create new life.
Readings are off the charts, chaos energy is pervading the quantum space.
Yes. We will call this one... Shadow.]

The monster I've become without you
If only I were somehow stronger,
The power I've gained since I lost you (Never again!)
So lookout for me when I leave,
At the end of the chaos (the chaos)
The monster I've become without you
If only I were somehow stronger,
The power I've gained since I lost you (Never again!)
So lookout for me when I leave,
At the end of the chaos (the chaos)

Bow your heads low,
Bow your heads low,
You will never know (Never know)
How much I hate this ultimate power...

Chaos control...

The Most Beautiful Game Of All Time...

Zarkator 2025-04-22 | Sure is sleepy in here honk mimimimi
Mods used: Hatsune Miku over chip, and Soap Shoes for day sonic

Dont Let the Party Die (Shadow Remix) | SONIC X SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-04-21 | Fan-made.
Sorry there's been a lull in uploads lately, new xenoblade came out, it's out of my hands. I finished it tho, so we out here.

LIVE AND LEARN (Shadow Remix V2) | SONIC X SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-04-20 | Fan-made.
Got some negative feedback on the vibe of the original, felt I should come back to this one.

Happy combination Easter and Weed day everyone ❤️

Another Obscure Sonic Unleashed Fact...

Zarkator 2025-03-31 | There are even other spots in chun-nan where you can do this.

Let the Speed Mend it (Shadow Remix) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-03-09 | fan-made.

The Best Sonic Unleashed Mod...

Zarkator 2025-03-08 | Like a Werehog: gamebanana.com/mods/578931

This mod no longer crashes very easily, making it the best and most diverse overhaul to the werehog out there.

How Sonic Unleashed Should Have Always Felt...

Zarkator 2025-03-06 | mods used: Smooth Boost Bar, pupsi's 4k UI redraws, Unleashed fixes (color correction)

I bet none of you knew about this in Sonic Unleashed...

Zarkator 2025-03-05 | they kept the spirit of the jiggling noise in mad space alive, we didn't believe them.

My reaction to sonic unleashed recompiled

Zarkator 2025-03-02 | ...

The State of Gaming in 2025

Zarkator 2025-02-21 | Don't play dauntless it's really bad, I checked.

Weight of the World (Shadow Remix) Goes With Everything | Super Sonic vs. SUPREME

Zarkator 2025-02-15 | inspired by the mod that already does this with the bentley jones version

Without You (Shadow Remix) | Shadow Generations

Zarkator 2025-02-13 | Fan-made.

Devil May Cry Player Tries Ninja Gaiden Black II

Zarkator 2025-02-05 | idk why i made this

HOW TO DOWNPATCH SONIC FRONTIERS | Modding Tutorial

Zarkator 2025-02-02 | press win+r
type "steam://open/console" (enter)
type "download_depot 1237320 1237321 8298095458733243070" (enter)
wait 45 minutes (until it says done)
copy contents of "\steamapps\content\app_1237320\depot_1237321"
to frontiers install location
UNCHECK "use launcher" option in hedge mod manager (if using it)
MOST IMPORTANT STEP: Subscribe to Zarkator DON'T FORGET THAT PART

BLOODBORNE ON PC | graphicsmaxxing

Zarkator 2025-01-31 | oops i shouldnt have locked on.
Setup guide on the way...

The Weight of the World (Shadow Remix) | SHADOW GENERATIONS

Zarkator 2025-01-21 | Fan-made.