Hillhaven OfficialOfficial Music Video for "Temple & Tomb" Released October 16, 2024 Copyright Hillhaven, 2024
Music Written by: Chris Kelly Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Chris Kelly
Video Directed by: Adam Reed, Chris Kelly Director of Photography: Adam Reed Edited by: Chris Kelly
I always wondered when this would start When I would finally feel the filth I’ve wrapped around my heart Thought fear and shame could motivate But in the face of change, habit regenerates I’m afraid of my own health S’this an addiction or do I just want to kill myself? It should be easy to make the right choice But weakness is a deafening voice
All alone, shouting into the void A cry for help forever lost in the noise Just devour everything in sight Everyone knows that’s a perfect way to live your life
I’ve done this on my own
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free Don’t wind up like me
This fucking sucks; the thing I hate’s the one thing I can’t hide Can’t run away from yourself, god knows I’ve tried “Hard times make hard men” it’s often said But I’m merely a madman among the mad
A failure in the flesh
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free I’ve wanted to be someone else Created distance when I needed help I’ve fought, but I lost and the times I’ve won were not for long enough to break away
All these feelings can be consumed Your body’s a temple, but mine is a tomb
I think I might be fucked This doesn’t end well for anyone Might as well be circling the grave I can’t ignore the signs Time to choose to live, or choose to die
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free I’ve wanted to be someone else Created distance when I needed help I’ve fought, but I lost and the times I’ve won were not for long enough to break away
Hillhaven - Temple & Tomb [Official Music Video]Hillhaven Official2024-10-16 | Official Music Video for "Temple & Tomb" Released October 16, 2024 Copyright Hillhaven, 2024
Music Written by: Chris Kelly Produced/Mixed/Mastered by: Chris Kelly
Video Directed by: Adam Reed, Chris Kelly Director of Photography: Adam Reed Edited by: Chris Kelly
I always wondered when this would start When I would finally feel the filth I’ve wrapped around my heart Thought fear and shame could motivate But in the face of change, habit regenerates I’m afraid of my own health S’this an addiction or do I just want to kill myself? It should be easy to make the right choice But weakness is a deafening voice
All alone, shouting into the void A cry for help forever lost in the noise Just devour everything in sight Everyone knows that’s a perfect way to live your life
I’ve done this on my own
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free Don’t wind up like me
This fucking sucks; the thing I hate’s the one thing I can’t hide Can’t run away from yourself, god knows I’ve tried “Hard times make hard men” it’s often said But I’m merely a madman among the mad
A failure in the flesh
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free I’ve wanted to be someone else Created distance when I needed help I’ve fought, but I lost and the times I’ve won were not for long enough to break away
All these feelings can be consumed Your body’s a temple, but mine is a tomb
I think I might be fucked This doesn’t end well for anyone Might as well be circling the grave I can’t ignore the signs Time to choose to live, or choose to die
I’ll never change enough to forgive myself I’ve been falling apart for long enough to see It’s crazy to think this vice would ever set me free I’ve wanted to be someone else Created distance when I needed help I’ve fought, but I lost and the times I’ve won were not for long enough to break away
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Lyrics:
Tell me, what do you think of me? Will the truth turn into ashes in your mouth?
Tell me, what did you think I’d say - Thought I’d understand you? When you sold me to your butcher, did it take a little push for you to…
…for you to show yourself
No one ever prays for bloodshed But one of these days it’ll be your turn To live a life that’s haunted To watch your love become a curse You are my parasite I don’t want you dead, cuz dead doesn’t hurt
I hope you wind up in a grave for this In a casket, shallow just enough to breathe
Try to save face, want me to blame myself You’ll point a finger at anybody else
Capacity, audacity or just a way to manipulate me?
No one ever prays for bloodshed But one of these days it’ll be your turn To live a life that’s haunted To watch your love become a curse You are my parasite I don’t want you dead, cuz dead doesn’t hurt
But I’m learning to let go Cuz I know it’d kill us both
Hatred’s inefficient Call it a premonition But I think you’ll break on your own
So fuck around and find out
I think you’ll break on your own
Hatred’s inefficient Call it a premonition But I think you’ll break on your own
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