feels | theres no stopping time CsillaLoli 2014-03-01 | my boyfriend made me upload this .__.mainly because he wanted to see it...I started this in early January when my step-dad was first admitted - mainly because I've always known hospice as a place where people go when they're going to die. And also so I could keep a brave face for my little brothers and mom like I've always done. Like the idiot I am. When my mom told me that the nurses said he wasn't going to make it, I stop editing to this because it made me break down in tears. After he died, I finished this - sobbing a little here and there.Time is short.Don't forget that.
Somebody Im Proud Of | Nahida CsillaLoli 2022-11-18 | "If you haven't even figured out how to be a caterpiller, how can you be a butterfly?" - NahidaOrignally I wanted to edit the whole song but when days turned into months, which turned into a whole year and still no edit- I still found myself listening to this song often trying to imagine scenes with no luck. pls listen to this amazing song: youtu.be/-7jM1Em2r4cThe other day, I finally got around to the 3.2 Archon Quest and Nahida's quote (and this whole scene with Rukkhadevata) hit me hard because its something I've been struggling with for the past few years and finally found the strength to attempt overcoming recently. My inferior complex. My constant fear of being left behind because I'm not good enough. An awful friend. Not dependable. Easily jealous. Constantly comparing myself to others. Needing to be the "go-to" person. I hate this damn complex- I hate the person who made me like this (but he's dead and I'm left with scars I thought I had healed long ago).I know I may never fully put this damn complex behind me but my goal is have the ability to not let it affect my life or relationships with friends as much as it has in the past ¤tly. I just want to be somebody I'm proud of so thank you @hiraeth. for listening to all my shitty thoughts, my fears and doubts, but mostly for being a pillar of motivation thru your own struggles.
Because You Live ♥ [HACK] CsillaLoli 2022-10-17 | //re-upload// had to fix something, gomen :(hey girlie, it's ya girls Jessie and Yuki comin' at ya with a hack collab full of love for our waifu and fellow member of CsillaWolfStar :3 hope you enjoy the collab! 01 | Yuki (@ShadedStar) - Kyo x Tohru [Fruits Basket]02 | Jessie (@xGalacticWolf) - Asmodeus x Iruma [Marimashita! Iruma-kun]SONG: Because You LiveARTIST: Jesse McCartney
What Dreams Are Made Of | AMV CsillaLoli 2022-08-16 | ❞𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓷𝓸 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓲𝓽𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓷𝓸𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝓮❞[to everyone] I think I gave myself secondhand embarassment just editing to this cover- that hilary duff-fanboy better appreciate the lengths I go for him!! Anyways, I haven't had the most positive attitude towards my editing so bless Ciel for helping everything click (I'm still watching that playlist you gave me and swiping the ones that click for me) &for watching and crying over this edit- it really gave me a confidence boost. For those that know, today happens to mark four years of being married to my best friend/husband (thus why there isn't a date in this edit)audio: youtu.be/j2pchiHHoN4footage: Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso, Fruits Basket (Prelude), Koi no Katachi[for him] I swear if this doesn't make you embarassed enough to say ' i hate you' then you have defeated me. After nearly 13 years of doing edits with the sole purpose of embarassing you- this is everything. This cover came onto my FYP months ago and I knew this would be the perfect way~ And after last month's edit didn't have its intended effect: I had to put everything into this one. Anyways~ happy anniversary! For once, you beat me to the punch in saying it... Pretty sure neither of us expected that when we started dating all those years ago that we would make it this long- hell, I don't think I'll ever grow bored of your reactions when I jumpscare you (mostly accidental) or tease you for the rest of my life. Remember the only thing I promised at our wedding was that I wouldn't steal the remote~ ;3PART ONE: youtu.be/kAXQUmvYnBMPART TWO: youtu.be/V90EGMgbmDU
this is how you fall in love | AMV CsillaLoli 2022-07-22 | "𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤 𝑜𝑙𝑑"Part 2 ♡ [to everyone] I forgot to enable comments when I posted the last one (I realized it later and fixed it) Okay onto this edit, the moment I heard this song I knew I had to figure out a way to do an edit to it!! And this anime was perfect!! Such soft scenes of falling in love!!! media: Sasaki to Miyanoaudio: youtu.be/h8k1VpzM8kI[to the hubby] yo, ready to say you hate me again? -cue my evil laugh- I don't think anyone will understand how much I enjoy embarassing you (or hell, sneaking up on you and scaring the life out of you). Thanks for always making me laugh regardless of the pain I'm in (either mentally or physically) and thank you for giving me a safe place to be myself. You're one of my best friends and I don't care what anyone says: I love saying that my husband is my best friend ♡//also how could I not make you an edit with these adorable af babies?!
Eighteen | AMV CsillaLoli 2022-06-21 | ❞𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓲𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝔀𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷❞[to everyone else] im not dead, lol~ This is only one of four (ye, FOUR) projects for my upcoming #weddinganniversary featuring cheesy otps + cheesier songs so hahaha, enjoy :DBig thanks to Yuki for sending me this movie so I could use the kyoru parts before i actually watched the movie (and for making sure I had no spelling errors) and Ciel for unknowingly helping me learn a coloring.audio: youtu.be/VRpzJabYlQQmedia: Fruits Basket Prelude[to the hubby] So as you know our fourth (geez, fucking christ- we still haven't gotten rid of the other yet after 12 years) #anniversary in a few months and having missed out on the first two- I had been meaning to do something extra special but money is tight because [-redacted-] so why not go old-school. I say like I haven't attempted to do an edit (or several) for you every year since we got together.❞𝓘 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓮 𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓮𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷❞
Kaity | HBBD Kaity CsillaLoli 2022-05-26 | Due to IRL delays, this only got delayed a wee bit~ ;Dbut you're still cool, right? so its okay!also i had everything to do with this sappy song xDbless both kris and shori for replacing emily with kaity~ owobless midna and becca for giving you for nalu fix~ uwu01: Kris w/ Alibaba x Kougyoku (Magi)02: Becca w/ Natsu x Lucy (Fairy Tail)03: Steph w/ Soul x Maka (Soul Eater)04: Midna w/ Natsu x Lucy (Fairy Tail)05: Shori w/ Zeref x Mavis (Fairy Tail)06: Kris w/ Shiki x Rebecca (Edens Zero)07: Steph w/ (probably kuroken and bokuaka)08: Shori w/ Mavis x Zera (Fairy Tail)09: Midna w/ Kousei x Kaori (Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso)10: Becca w/ Natsu x Lucy (Fairy Tail)
Lonely Eyes ★ Vanoé CsillaLoli 2022-04-27 | "𝐼'𝑚 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢"I actually started this right after finishing VnK season 2 because all those damn feels plus Paroxysm Group recently doing a project with this song;; angst nirvana!!! »audio: youtu.be/PQT2z2Y-x7Q»footage: Vanitas no Karte»focus: Vanoé (Vanitas x Noé)»@Paroxysm Group So for those of you who hadn't heard, on the 20th I had major surgery and spent this past week either lying down or reclining because sitting up was too painful- all 3 of my incisions are on my stomach so ye... just doing the coloring and motion for this had me pushing my limits ;A; (pls forgive me ciel!!!!)//also bless Sabry for editing so much that I'm gonna kick my ADHD ass in gear & try and finish some of these unfinished projects (but later because goddamn, I need to rest and take some meds)
Everytime We Touch | HBD Shori CsillaLoli 2022-04-17 | sorry this is a day late... the days sort of got away from me but BETTER LATE THAN NEVER~ Hope yesterday was filled with lots of cake and amazing gifts ♡ I hope this MEP gives you a second wind of your special day!!! We love you~track 1;; Steph | Senku x Gen ♡track 2;; Kaity | N x Touka ♡track 3;; Midna | Zeref x Mavis ♡track 4;; Kris | Shiki x Rebecca ♡track 5;; Steph | Mavis x Zera ♡track 6;; Kris | Loki x Lucy ♡track 7;; Steph | Shiki x Rebecca ♡track 8;; Midna | Gray x Juvia ♡my collab partners;;Kaity- @kaahthemarshmello Midna- @akaimidnaKris- @mosherocks4
10,000 Hours ♡ Happy Birthday Kris CsillaLoli 2022-04-05 | pls give so much love to this amazing woman (god i forget sometimes that we're not teens anymore)@mosherocks4 on her birthday!!I know life has kept all of us busy but I'm happy that despite that we can squeeze time for small convos/life updates and birthday collabs~ I know I speak for everyone when I saw we love you very much!!!track 1;; Steph | MikaYuu ♡track 2;; Kaity | Black x White ♡track 3;; Shori | TamaHaru ♡track 4;; Midna | KageHina ♡track 5;; Steph | DaiSuga ♡track 6;; Midna | Link x Zelda ♡track 7;; Kaity | Shiki x Rebecca ♡track 8;; Shori | Gruvia ♡my collab partners;;Kaity- @kaahthemarshmello Shori- youtube.com/user/SweetAshori (idk why yt won't let me tag you)Midna- @akaimidna
trying my best | vent CsillaLoli 2022-03-22 | //warning: super simple editidk how to even start this tbha few friends have already seen my tweet about being so mentally and emotionally exhausted and maybe its stupid. maybe no one will understand and maybe someone will- I don't want my birthday to come. I don't want to turn 30 because I feel like when it happens: I've failed myself. Failed to become the person I always thought I'd be by the time I reached this age. Lately I've been angry/emotional/exhausted with everything and everyone- I did take time for myself to admit why I've been feeling this way and its helped. This song is actually in my playlist for when I'm struggling- Anson Seabra's music is such a comfort for me.tbh this is the first edit that just flowed- usually when I want to vent out these shitty feelings: I can't find the right scenes that convey what I'm feeling. I also tend to push people away and even after I've reconnected: I still feel isolated so I guess this edit was my way to let go of this feeling of being a failure and a reminder that I have a support system. I have friends I can ask for help from.dedications: @hiraeth. @ShadedStar @xGalacticWolf @mosherocks4 @kaahthemarshmello @Wrath Reign @Randommirokulover @lunarnightwing @chlorite @kibina97 &Ellen (Selentric) + Shori (SweetAshori)*additionally to these two studios that have become a safe haven: Paroxysm Group [youtube.com/channel/UCgg7Kml3xkhU_fzRYomqSNg]Yaoi Vision Studio [youtube.com/channel/UCtLomqvi_jwQWVp1kYkcU6g]
isnt it lovely | Chloe dApchier CsillaLoli 2022-03-22 | Finally started VnK second season last month &immediately wanted to protect Chloe and Jean-Jacque!!their relationship is so precious ;-;jean-jacque doing anything to protect her- killed me ;A;I wanted to focus on Chloe from her fears to being in a safe place because we all need one./idk what else to write... I'll be posting another video very soon because I haven't been in a good mental space and just want to vent a bit.audio: youtu.be/RaufkMolFakmedia: Vanitas no Karte
winter (angst) collection CsillaLoli 2022-03-08 | [ featuring HanaKou cuteness~ ]- aka the birthday collection -im already feeling much better about my editing after disabling comments on my videos... idk what else to write~ owo;;Already Over | HBD Lunamedia: Jujutsu Kaisenhost: xShadedStarHanging By A Moment | HBD Jessmedia: Umibe, Kaitou Saint Tail, Owari no Seraphhost: meI Got Youmedia: TGCFhost: Paroxysm GroupTrophy Boymedia: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kunhost: TiVoglioBeneOneeChanSavin' Me | HBD Lunamedia: Jujutsu Kaisenhost: meWhat Could Have Beenmedia: Givenhost: noxperpetuaDon't Let Me Downmedia: Horimiya, Umibehost: xShadedStarHeartbeat | OT3 Collabmedia: Free, Dokyuuseiinspo: hiraeth + kibina97host: xGalacticWolfBoy with Luv | HBD Mariimedia: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kunhost: TiVoglioBeneOneeChanMy Universemedia: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kunhost: Paroxysm GroupMontero | HBD Floramedia: Genshin Impacthost: Mia HikariGood Thing | 2 Week ICmedia: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kunhost: Paroxysm Group[ &my original Xiao part for Montero ]omgg, how do I pick between TWO HanaKou thumbnails???
Just My Type | meme edit CsillaLoli 2022-02-28 | I actually wanted to do this two years ago when I saw a super special friend do it but atlas, I lost a lot of my project files due to multiple computer issues so when @ShadedStar (Yuki) tagged me- I was hyped to finish it NO MATTER WHAT!! SV kept crashing on me so at one point: I basically edited to the peaks lmaoher edit: youtube.com/watch?v=Qf9Bfvwvhb0Yuki's: youtube.com/watch?v=0edkabfJzL8Originally I had planned to tag @hiraeth. but my sneaky imouto did it before I had a chance to lol~ so I'm gonna just tag:@xLawdeLover @TiVoglioBeneOneeChan @LillieJuxx @mosherocks4 @kaahthemarshmello &Shori (YT won't let me fucking tag you- LET A GIRL TAG HER TEAM MOM)TIME TO LIST EVERYONE (and totally call myself out lol) IN ORDER OF APPEARANCE- Sukuna (Jujutsu Kaisen) + King of Despair (Kekkai Sensen)- Zack (Angels of Death) + Bakugou (Boku no Hero Academia)- Daki + Nezuko (Kimetsu no Yaiba)- Maki + Kokichi (Danganronpa)- Kyou (Fruits Basket) + Allen (D.Gray-Man) [OG husbandos]- Vanitas (Kingdom Hearts) + Mikaela (Owari no Seraph)- Law (One Piece) + Venti (Genshin Impact)- Zoro (One Piece) + Xiao (Genshin Impact)- Tooru (Hanasaku Iroha) + Anya (Nakahito)- Hyde (Servamp) + Tooru (Haikyuu)- Izumi (Horimiya) + Kakeru (Fruits Basket)- Ishtar + Okita Souji/Sakura Saber (Fate)- Ereshkigal + Mash (Fate)- Mordred + Rin Tohsaka (Fate)- Souma (Food Wars) + Kaito (Magic Kaito/Detective Conan)- Chifuyu (Tokyo Revengers) + Gilgamesh (Fate)- Shirou (Fate) + Vanitas (Vanitas no Karte)- Hua Cheng (TGCF) + Kaori (Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso)- Keith (Voltron) + Erina (Food Wars)- Chrome (Dr. Stone) + Kazuha (Detective Conan)- Dadchi/Daichi (Haikyuu) + Kazuha (Genshin Impact)- Kou (Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun) + Violet (Violet Evergarden)- Hajime (Danganronpa) + Makoto (Free)- Hajime (Haikyuu) + Satsuki (Hirunaka no Ryuusei)- Heiji (Detective Conan) + Kukai (Shugo Chara)&the special ones~ ;)- Jack Hodgins (Bones)- Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)- Han Solo (Star Wars) [I'm a huge fan of Harrison Ford &still have a crush on him lmao]- Jack O'Neil (Stargate) [yeeeeeeeee, imma nerd thru and thru]- Allegretto (Eternal Sonata) [those who know, this is my ALL-TIME FAVORITE game ever]
Ocean Eyes | Vanitas no Karte CsillaLoli 2022-02-07 | spent several hours on this and it became increasingly harder not to just make this as a Vanoe edit because damn- this song suits them so well!!! My only goals were to edit from the two people who seem to love Vanitas the most (Noe & Jeanne) and to highlight his beautiful blue eyes!! happy birthday vanitas~I didn't want to just focus on the pleasant scenes with Vanitas since he has so many sides (and some deserve much more love) that I couldn't even fit them in this super quick edit. (also clearly YT knows that this should have been a Vanoe edit because all the thumbnails are of them)So like I told Yuki, this edit is:1/4 Vanitas x Jeanne1/2 Vanitas x Noe (couldn't help myself)1/4 dedicated to Vanitas's beautiful eyes~ uwudedicated to Ciel (who dragged me into PH and VnK originally) and Yuki who kept me motivated~------in other news, my mep part list is glaring at me and my list of personal projects are threatening to yeet themselves off my computer if I don't stop making random quick edits~ *bows* thanks for hearing me out.
Have We Met Before...? | Youve Got Mail Edit CsillaLoli 2022-01-25 | So this year, I'm disabling comments on my edits- I have a lot going on in my life and honestly there's so much I'd like to try before I no longer have the free time I currently do~ but then again, maybe the lack of free-time may keep me inspired. I have so many songs I'd like to do, media that I never got the chance to work with in the decade plus that I've been a MV editor, and video styles I never had the courage to attempt outside a few recent meps.I watched someone very close to me disable their comments so I'm hoping that by doing this, it'll give me the same confidence it gave her. This girl is someone I strongly look up to, even though I'm older, because of her strength to keep moving and I know that by saying that: she's getting all emotional. I'm beyond grateful for everything we have in our friendship/sisterhood.Now onto the edit itself: Look at me showing how old I really fucking am! God, I love this movie so fucking much!! Their on-screen quirkiness is just so cute and this movie, imo, as age as well as... well me~ ;pOriginally I wanted to use Sleepless in Seattle (another Meg Ryan/Tom Hanks romcom) but I don't feel as strongly about that movie as I do this one. I feel like I've mentioned to my beloved partner-in-crime (not my hubby) about how much I love this movie- mainly because I'm 99% sure I fangirl'd over a DaiSuga fanfic with this AU...- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -media; You've Got Mailaudio; youtu.be/Ge6IyESTVgc- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -now back to me, this year I don't plan to edit as much outside of personal projects, the two active studios I'm in, and birthday-related projects to those super close to me.
Hanging By A Moment | Happy Birthday, Jess! CsillaLoli 2022-01-03 | ITS STILL THE 2ND SO ITS FINE!! Okay so this was my first time hosting the project for my lovely wifey, Jess!! Thanks to the fellow waifus from our harem and all the people who love you: this project went off without a hitch (okay, maybe there were a few but you still love us~)Thank you both Yuki and Luna for stepping up and helping me out when IRL things kept me busy! You two really were amazing!!audio: youtu.be/EIRsSy42HxYbirthday girl: youtube.com/channel/UCPLib-Tod8PKPUIfdRVsvCg01: Gentlesideoffury | SpiritPact02: mana998 | MDZS03: Rikkie | Toradora04: CsillaLoli | Umibe05: Kousaka | Miraculous06: Kousaka | TGCF07: CsillaLoli | Kaitou Saint Tail08: Marshmallow Musa | Lumine09: travellerofdawn | Life Is Strange10: Gentlesideoffury | Hakkenden11: travellerofdawn | MDZS12: Gentlesideoffury | Banana Fish13: Selentric | Harry Potter14: SilverPrime | Fugou Keiji: Balance:Unlimited15: CsillaLoli | Owari no Seraph16: lunarnightwing | Given17: lunarnightwing | Given18: Selentric | SK819: ShadedStar | Fruits Basket
Editor Appreciation | OTP(lease enjoy my obsessions) Version CsillaLoli 2021-12-22 | So this time I got tagged by one of my waifus, Yuki &I'm too lazy to pick up where I left off last time I was tagged (I gave up after 2016) because ya girl has been around for so long!! XDAnyways, I debated whether to show my growth with my manga editing or using this as an excuse to show my edits with my personal top-tier OTPs!! I MEAN- WHO WOULDN'T TO SEE THIS ADORABLE SHIPS???!! OwOenjoyable edits are the ones that I had so much fun making either because I was super inspired or it was such a unique theme.For the record some of this ships were edited in a personal project before I edited them in a mep/collab but I'm only including non-personal edits. also ye, I'm aware there are a few audio issues but this took 40+ mins to render and I didn't wanna go thru it again only for SV to fuck up another audio... my SV hates collections ;A;KatsuDeku | - | when you simp for Kacchan but marry a Deku, lmaoMikaYuu | - | the amount of times I edited with the scene showing Mika's booty~ no shame ;)Klance | - | I mean- Kaity, did you REALLY expect me NOT to find some excuse to spam your sub box with VOLTRON?! XDDDDFuruba ships | - | As per Yuki's request (bruh, I'm so weak to my friends demands lol) I included all my Furuba otps: Kyoru, HiroKisa, & Yukeru! Sadly prior to these parts, I only made one Fruits Basket amv.... over a decade ago, when my hubby was my boyfriend o-oTomco | - | KRIS!! I HOPE YOU HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN THESE BOYS~ ;DSuzaLulu | - | tbh I included this because I had a super old edit and a more recent one &damn, the difference... oAoHanaKou | - | I LITERALLY COULD NOT PICK MY FAVORITE (ngl all my hanakou parts/edits are my favorites) because this ship took over my life the moment I started shipping them &I feel blessed seeing fanwork of them!! ;w; HOW HAVE I ONLY BEEN EDITING WITH THESE CUTIES FOR A YEAR??? This ship makes me so happy despite all my struggles, this ship is such a comfort... this ship is *chef's kiss*(inspo for that last part was hugely thanks to this amazing bkdk edit: youtu.be/SSTTUJq8LOM)- - - - - - - -also per Yuki's request, I'll do a Gratsu collection since there's so many... also a haikyuu one because precious boysand a manga oneand maybe another otp collection if peeps want them
Used To Be | HBD Ciel CsillaLoli 2021-12-20 | “🇹🇭🇮🇸 🇹🇭🇮🇳🇬 🇾🇴🇺’🇷🇪 🇦🇹🇹🇪🇲🇵🇹🇮🇳🇬... 🇮 🇼🇦🇳🇹 🇹🇴 🇸🇪🇪 🇮🇹 🇹🇭🇷🇴🇺🇬🇭 🇹🇴 🇹🇭🇪 🇪🇳🇩! 🇸🇴 🇪🇻🇪🇳 🇮🇫 🇾🇴🇺 🇵🇺🇸🇭 🇲🇪 🇦🇼🇦🇾, 🇮’🇱🇱 🇩🇴 🇦🇸 🇮 🇵🇱🇪🇦🇸🇪. 🇦🇳🇩, 🇳🇴 🇲🇦🇹🇹🇪🇷 🇼🇭🇦🇹 🇾🇴🇺 🇼🇦🇳🇹 🇮’🇻🇪 🇩🇪🇨🇮🇩🇪🇩 🇮’🇲 🇸🇹🇦🇾🇮🇳🇬 🇼🇮🇹🇭 🇾🇴🇺, 🇻🇦🇳🇮🇹🇦🇸.”Am I late? Yes. Will my lovely precious imouto care? Not one bit but bruuhhhh, I have shit luck at getting personal shit done when I plan to- I always end up recovering from something.Anyways back to the more important topic: my precious imouto who deserves all the success she's been working so hard for! Ciel, I really wanted to do something without forcing myself and this is the result: an edit I started mere hours before your birthday and only finished today. I know we've said it so many times in the past but I really do love you so much! As if we were sisters. There were many times in the past, I'd get caught looking at round-trip flights to Italy so I could just hug you, remind you how loved you are, and how much I've been rooting for you to find everything you're looking for. You always listen to my ramblings about kids &it seriously means the world to me that I can come to you and you're willing to understand my desire to be a mom. Anywho~ when I was looking for songs that meant a lot to you, I saw this song and it reminded me of something you said to me about my struggles with getting back into writing... about what I may want to write being a higher caliber than what I'm used to writing (or something along those lines) uwuIf we can't go back then I want to keep moving forward with friends like you~btw this wasn't supposed to be a simple vanoe edit- I wanted to use so many others who reminded me of us!! And before I knew it I had put in so many vanoe moments that I couldn't stop &why would I? I know how much you love Jun Mochizuki's work~ &I think (from what I've seen since I fell so behind in the manga- life, oof) Vanoe is us -///-pls be my adorable noe???I wanna be your vanitas o//o
Innocence | Meimi x Asuka CsillaLoli 2021-10-27 | I've been really depressed this past week due to some really awful news and then some more. It made getting out of bed a chore but after starting Kaitou Saint Tail and Yowamushi Pedal for my MAL anime watching challenge: I started feeling a little better- I blame the KaiShin vibes that this anime gives me!!! owoI'm still not over my bad news and I know it'll depress me again when either more bad news comes or December when I have to face the second set of crappy news I got a week ago. At the moment, I'm still scared to talk about it because for the VERY few (there's only 2 of you) that know understand that I'm very terrified of things not working out.Anyways, I really recommend this anime to anyone who either loves KaiShin, cute adorable ships, kamikaze kaitou jeanne, or all of the above. I'm really enjoying this anime and I'm hyped to watch the rest of it!!! Info is at the end.
new beginnings | 2021 Collection CsillaLoli 2021-09-26 | /im not dead, just stressed//spoiler warning for the latest Violet Evergarden movie;;///queen gets to be the thumbnail #RinThighSupremacy- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - This year has been much better mentally for me so I hope its been the same for everyone else~ I've been able to reconnect and mend all the relationships that I nearly lost after my last major depression spiral. Enjoy this little collection of parts (only left out 3 parts that I didn't like)next collection will have my parts from the amazing project, Last Editors Hurrah that I'm so hyped to not only be a part of but also allowed to help moderate!!! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - #1; Replay- it was one of my last parts before I went on hiatus and took time to take of my mental health. Thank you for those that took my depression in strides and stuck by me, I couldn't have pulled through without all of you~#2; Void- I had no intension of editing at all on my hiatus but when Tiz hosted this, I had a surge of inspiration especially with the newest Violet movie. I had just seen a clip of it on Youtube &so many feels!!!#3; Call You Mine- bless Jess for making such a beautiful part &also putting up with me and Yuki being slow~ lol#4; Eurovision- I had always wanted to join this and again, I wanted to edit with this beautiful movie!! Bless this adorable ship for inspiring me!!!#5; Eyes Off Of You- THIS SONG! Its such an adorable song and again, the inspiration just flowed NOT ONCE BUT TWICE!!! ;A; AND I LOVE BOTH OF THEM#6; Accidentally In Love- heyyy its 2014 again!!! I randomly started thinking about this ship and thus this was born~ uwu#7; I'm With You- it was Avril and Sabry's MMV mep so what can I say? HanaKou just fits her songs so much!! owo (I did have to remake all these renders again which sucked but worth it because its so cute)#8; Keep Holding On- I don't think I've ever edited anything as quickly I did this... basically a blast of inspiration plus this ship = perfect!#9; The Baddest- this was born mostly from wanting to reconnect to a studio I stepped away from to focus on overcoming the awful negative thoughts that my depression fucked me up with. Also Rin &her thighs ❤#10; Infinity- thanks to Yuki, I was dragged back into the Genshin hole and after waaaaaaaaaaaaay too much time watching fan animations: I have so many Lumine ships~ uwu ❤ Xiao x Lumine ❤ (pls come home, I need to protect all the anemo boys)#11; Pied Piper- what can I say? The first time I edited with BTS, it was with KaiShin and now another adorable gay ship ❤ it was just meant to happen~#12; Meant To Be- I finally started feeling like I was in a much better mental state and why not celebrate it with a cute af HanaKou edit?#13; No Shame- I ended up scrapping my original project file today &made both of these today over a span of a few hours this morning... gotta say even though these are both raw af, I really like how they both turned out especially the last one: such a sinful ship!!! owo
Do It Again | KageHina Month CsillaLoli 2021-09-13 | Week One: FluffDedication: SabryI wanted to post this on the 10th (its KageHina day, ofc) but some major life changes are happening so better late than never XDEach week I'm gonna do my best to edit a smol amv for these two dorks (each dedicated to one of the kagehina-crazed fangirls I know and love)~ Sabry is first because her birthday recently passed and I wasn't able to do anything for it so I hope you enjoy this lazy edit (im sorry, inspo left when life happened) ;w;audio: youtube.com/watch?v=vpp_nl7A3V4footage: Haikyuuartist: bubunhanten(Why is it any time I plan to do something IRL stuff gets out of control??)
Id Come For You | Happy Birthday Wrath CsillaLoli 2021-08-10 | Surprised? Crying? Still Alive? All the above?pls be all the above!! ;A;So Steph and I were talking about your birthday and I know because of your health you miss out on a lot but that never changes how important you are to our little Digi-Destined group~ owoSo thanks to a friend, I have been on a bit of a Nickelback binge so tadaaa~ a beautiful Killua/Gon edit for the biggest Hunter x Hunter fan I know!! I made sure I picked this specific part of the song because its true, not just for me but for the rest of our group chat: 'best boi' Nate, 'dictator princess' Steph, 'bloodlust' me, and Teresa (who really needs a proper title lol)Happy Birthday, sweetie!! Thank you for being born, I'm so happy to have a friend like you!! You're someone we can all depend on to make sense when there's fighting (especially between the Stephs lmao) We love you so much!!! (Yeah, I'm dragging the rest in even though they didn't know about this except Steph)
[OPEN] Only Everything | MMV YPIV CsillaLoli 2021-07-11 | gonna try something a little different than a typical ypiv;;rules--choose a pairing (either one from the list or suggest one) docs.google.com/document/d/1gTDoyQDJ88yRMAugm7i4SUrPJ-59WXzTtn-zW17teI8-pairings cannot repeat (but you can request a different ship from the same media)-manga or doujinshi (or a medium similar in style) onlypairings claimed;;- Kyo x Tohru (Fruits Basket)- Heiji x Kazuha (Detective Conan)- Bakugou x Izuku (BnHA)- Hanako x Kou (Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun)- Kou x Mitsuba (Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun)- Athy x Lucas (Who Made Me A Princess?)- Katsuya x Kyouko (Fruits Basket)- Mika x Yuu (Owari no Seraph)- Kageyama x Hinata (Haikyuu)I make no guarantees since finding manga/doujinshi/inspo for ships can be difficult ;w;
[Pride] Call You Mine || CsillaWolfStar Collab CsillaLoli 2021-06-15 | a smol pride collab from the lovely ot3 known as CsillaWolfStar~ ;D1; Jess - Umibe no Etranger| Shun x Mio [ Gay ]2; Yuki - Fruits Basket | Kyo x Tohru [ Bi ]3; Steph - Asagao to Kase-san | Kase x Yamada [ Lesbian ]p.s. Yuki, your part is cute! don't fight me on it~
Two of Us | Dedication CsillaLoli 2021-06-06 | ❜𝕥𝕒𝕥𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕖𝕕 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕧𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕘❜So after hearing that a friend lost a family member, it reminded me of how I felt when I lost my stepdad 6 years ago. How much I cried. How hard I threw myself into work so I didn't have to face the reality that he was no longer around. Death never gives any of us any warning and I've watched others grieve- many of us realize we are still grieving when that 'special date' comes around. I could tell anyone that it gets easier with time but that's not always the case. What does get easier is remembering all the positive things they gave you. Those precious memories will never leave you... They will continue to make you smile and strengthen you so please always take whatever time you need to grieve. Be it years or a lifetime. Dedicated to anyone and everyone who has ever lost someone/something- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - audio: youtu.be/4i1zUYkUlb8footage: Violet Evergardenfocus: Oscar + his daughter, Olivia (feat. Violet)time: approx. 4-5 hours (mostly spent debating on how to use more than one story)
Never Felt So Good | Happy Birthday Kaity CsillaLoli 2021-05-23 | Finally its here~ Kaity's birthday (aka the day to spam KageHina and NaLu)Absolute pleasure to work with these girls (again) for the nth time in the span of two months... for the nth year. Lord we've been friends for so lonnngggg xD &also having Becca join us this year~ owoIn respect for the birthday girl, please unload ALL THE SAP!!! FRIEND? FOE? STRANGER? Please leave a cheesy/sappy message because Kaity absolutely love the sap *cough* ;D1: Kris w/ Toronto Maple Leafs & 9-1-12: Steph w/ Haikyuu3: Kris w/ Haikyuu!! & Inuyasha4: Becca w/ Fairy Tail5: Shori w/ Fairy Tail6: Becca w/ Breath of the Wild7: Steph w/ Nanatsu no Taizai8: Midna w/ Fairy Tail9: Midna w/ Fairy Tail10: Shori w/ Fairy Tailcollab partners;;Kris - youtube.com/user/mosherocks4Becca - youtube.com/user/superzelda5Shori - youtube.com/user/SweetAshoriMidna - youtube.com/user/akaimidna
Billie Jean | IC Collab CsillaLoli 2021-04-20 | Happy Birthday, Sarah!! Suprise~ Me and Luna did a smol collab just for you with your precious ships!!Birthday girl;; youtube.com/channel/UCAGdMIkqlOnKbrwDHQfbc_QA;; Steph - HorimiyaB;; Luna - SK∞audio;; youtube.com/watch?v=oSeCNSRq43A
Here to Mars | HBD Shori CsillaLoli 2021-04-16 | First off, Shori- Is your favorite color purple? This is an important question!!! Not just Steph being crazy/weird (even if I clearly had to be the ONE weirdo who didn't use Fairy Tail or Eden Zero for either of her parts, lol)Second, Happy Birthday to the bestest Team Mom for our lil group of crazies!!! Seriously the amount of crazy you put up with *cough*primarilyfromme *cough* anywaysss, hope today was all about you because you deserve a day for yourself!! And ofc time with the hubby~ ;DKaity suggested this song &even tho there wasn't any theme: apparently we mostly associate you with the color purple so if you don't like- TOUGH! SHORI NOW EQUALS PURPLE!!! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - awesome annual collab partners;;Midna-Kaity-Kris-1: Midna | Fairy Tail - Zeref x Mavis2: Kaity | Eden Zero - Homura & Valkyrie3: Kris | Fairy Tail - Loki x Lucy4: Midna | Fairy Tail - Gray x Juvia5: Kaity | Fairy Tail - Mavis x Zera6: Steph | Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles - Kurogane x Fai7: Kris | Eden Zero - Shiki x Rebecca8: Steph | Dr. Stone - Senku x Kohaku- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - audio; (just check the end screen at the bottom right) ;3
Stay | Yuki x Kakeru CsillaLoli 2021-04-14 | (aka shy gay meets chaotic bi)#shipthemsohardsupposed to be on hiatus but this ship- THIS SHIP! I didn't ship them when I read the manga but the anime- THIER RELATIONSHIP!! THEIR BROMANCE!! My heart~ uwuthis isn't a serious edit, just a silly edit for my newest ship :DI wanted to focus on scenes that were far from serious until the very last one ;w;THESE TWO NEED MORE EDIT!! Like how isn't there moreeee??-audio: youtu.be/uQk_KyRTuHkanime: Fruits Basket (2019)ship: Yuki Souma x Kakeru Manabe
Stuck | Happy Birthday, Kris CsillaLoli 2021-04-05 | Its that time of year again!! messages for the amazing birthday girl;;bday girl: youtube.com/user/mosherocks4"Happy birthday, Kris~ I hope it's a day filled with sweet things, sweet pairings, and just overall the good vibes! Just don't do anything illegal (or at least, don't get caught!)~" - Shori"Happy birthday Kris!!! Party hard today and have lots of fun!!! Eat all the treats and relax after partying hard! Don't let anyone tell you what to do :P" - Midna"Happy Birthday~ I know I told you this recently but I really can't even imagine how differently my time spent editing & writing would have been if we never met... Or if we didn't become such great friends/partners-in-crime!! How boring would that be? Who else could have helped you harass Kaity with our beloved Voltron?? XD Love you so much" - Steph (the honorary Candian)(ehhh, Kaity's not one for sap but I'm sure she'll say something to you)1: Steph w/ Keith x Lance2: Kaity w/ Victor x Yuuri3: Midna w/ Zelda x Link4: Shori w/ Shiki x Rebecca5: Kaity w/ InuYasa x Kagome6: Midna w/ Kageyama x Hinata7: Steph w/ our OG ships ;D8: Shori w/ Mavis x Zera
just smile for me CsillaLoli 2021-02-11 | a lil edit for the hubby because eleven years ago, we got together &neither of us expected something like this~ uwuokay so I know we agreed that we weren't going to celebrate this day since we're married and have our anniversary in August BUT I wanted to do this super quick/super simple edit because we're trying to save up for [-redacted due to personal reasons-]. I know we both show our love in different ways so please never forget for a second that I'm just as crazy about you that you are are for me. I love you. You're my lobster, lolBUT BRUHHHH, ELVEN FUCKING YEARS!! what's even after OTP status for a ship??? xD.audio: youtu.be/9OgYNzNlnxc.media: Bones.ship: Booth x Bones / Booth x Brennan
Lullaby | DaiSuga Day 2021 CsillaLoli 2021-02-02 | so this was a super quick one day edit (aka this took me all day)I realized in the middle of January that I hadn't edited anything for these two since my collab with my fellow DaiSuga-crazed fangirls LAST January ;w;Stepping away from editing has been a strange experience so far- I'm still finding myself, trying new things (albeit awkwardly), and there's still a part of me that misses being a part of a studio that leaves me with a million notifications on discord but at the same time, I don't think I deserve to go back to them. I isolated myself so what right do I have...?? Anyway, back to this cute ship because no one clicked on this video to read me ramble o_o- most of the video info can be found towards the end so pls don't ask -doujin artist: Neko no Karintou (Suzukawa)#daisuga #mmv
Dancing With Your Ghost | HanaKou MMV CsillaLoli 2021-01-20 | an older project of mine that I finally touched again yesterday &finished up today~ owookay so I struggled so much finding a song for this project where instead of Mitsuba who died, it was Amane... please no one come for me for how I killed him ;A;also why does this ship and angst go together so well???? TT^TT/sorry for ramblingmanga: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kunaudio: youtu.be/Qzc_aX8c8g4
Wonder ☆ Horimiya CsillaLoli 2021-01-10 | Its been way too long since I felt this giddy/obsessed watching an anime- especially one where I HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK FOR THE NEXT EPISODE!!!I had always plan to read the manga but after watching the first episode, I literally started reading it &so cute!! I'm gonna read more between episodes~ owoThis show really related to me hard because I always had 'another' side of me that I kept hidden to avoid being hurt more so than I already was; whether it was from losing long-term friends, emotional abuse, or the weight of always needing to be "the strong one"... I pushed down a lot of shit throughout the years and it has led me to distance myself from friends and people who care simply because I had a moment of doubt that spiraled out of control. I quit pretty much all the studios I was in and stepped away from the one I led- the one place that was meant to be a safe place away from the stress that editing can bring.I've had a lot of people ask me over these past months about how I'm doing and I'm grateful for those messages because its a lovely reminder of how wrong my depression is. Although at the same time, I still can't give an answer I can fully stand behind... I don't know who I am anymore. I feel so lost because I knew exactly who I was years ago but I can't find the spark I used to have towards the things I love. I used to love writing and I've hardly written anything since 2016 and it kills me on the inside.I want 2021 to be a new beginning, not just for me but for everyone who struggled to make it through 2020 (because I sure as fuck did)my #vent not vent for #horimiya
Dont Wanna Spend Another Christmas (without you) | Merry Christmas, ya filthy animals CsillaLoli 2020-12-25 | why did I do this?I heard this song while I was Christmas shopping &the damn thing STAYED in my head!! Let me be a Grinch, dammit!! So enjoy this very raw and quick edit with some old school Amuto because its only been 4 years since the last time I edited with them~ owoDedications because 2020 has been downright awful;;-the two Christmas-crazed Canadians-my best friend, Michi because the 24th was her birthday and her present is gonna be late~ uwu-any remaining Amuto fans-all my friends&all my former friends...my next upload will probably be a vent
Endlessly ● Hanako/Amane x Kou CsillaLoli 2020-11-13 | so anyone who has seen the collab I did with Jess and Yuki will recognize the first half of this &I ended up extending it because tbh I still had so much inspiration left for this song... which is really crazy (if you know me well enough, you should know the answer)anyways about this edit-bless Jess for this beautiful coloring she created for our collab &it ended up suiting these two cuties so much!! I LOVE THEM EVEN MORE!!! AND IT SUITS THE SONG SO MUCH IN MY OPINION!!!dedicated: Kris, Kaity, Ciel, Jess, and Yuki(why tf are all of you so patient with my depressing/isolating-prone ass??}also dedicated to: Flora, Wrath, Marii, Julia, and the peeps I've met in the Daisuki server (who have given me something to do EVERY DAY & ALL DAY, without even knowing it //god, I hope none of them find this)//btw no hate because there's enough of it &I don't want anyone's toxicity~ ;)#HanaKou #edit
Rush | KageHina Week 2 CsillaLoli 2020-09-17 | As mentioned in my previous KageHina video I will be away for the rest of September but I didn't want to leave this adorable ship hanging so instead I'm murdering myself to finish the first 3 weeks of KageHina month in four days ;w;I promise that either the fourth or fifth one will not be rushed~ uwu-So this is actually my second time editing with this song... with this ship!! Sadly tho, the original host of the project seems to have taken it down but this song just fits these two &their relationship that I couldn't get it out of my head!-audio- link will be posted latercolor scheme- coolors.co/5b5f97-ffc145-fffffb-ff6b6c
Tip Toe | KageHina Week 1 CsillaLoli 2020-09-11 | KageHina month is here!! *literally remembered two days ago*So last year, I just chose songs &gave myself free-range to edit whatever KageHina related but this year (at last minute) I decided TO DO A COLOR SCHEME for each edit &just choose songs that the scheme matches (in my opinion, ofc)-story;; Kageyama is basically avoiding how he feels about the lil ball of sunshine (aka Hinata) but let's face it: he's so far gone so instead of ACTUALLY acting on his feelings, he tip toes the line between teammates and something more intimate- /yeah, I can't write stories for video ;w;credits;doujin: myreadingmanga.info/tag/bubunhantenfanart: pixiv.net/en/users/1435383color scheme: coolors.co/ba7ba1-c28cae-d0aba0-dec4a1-edcf8e-Since I'll be away for the rest of the month, I gotta post my next two KageHina edits in premieres- enjoy~ owo
who I am | vent CsillaLoli 2020-07-24 | audio: youtu.be/xqZME0u3scofootage: koe no katachitime: 3 daysIf you want to read the vent portion, keep reading &if not, you can stop :)- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - What's the point of living? Why am I even alive?I don't ask this because I want to end my life, not one bit! I wonder this because I don't know what makes me happy... I have moments that I feel the sparks of joy but its short-lived. I just feel so alone despite knowing logically that I'm not. I know that there are other people like me who are suffering like this or worse but I can't seem to convince myself. There's still that darkness that creeps into my mind and its getting harder and harder to argue with it. I know people may chalk it up to deployment blues but it isn't- these are thoughts that have been on my mind for almost a year and have only gotten worse in the last few weeks.I started therapy back in April and something my therapist said in our FIRST meeting has recently clicked for me: I live a very depressing life.- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - (the hashtags are what I suffer from) #clinicaldepression #PTSD
Fairy Fabled Studio | 2020 Revamp Auditions CsillaLoli 2020-07-14 | As many of us know, the Fairy Tail fandom has died off since the completion of the manga & anime. Due to this, our Studio has started to become inactive &our members are finding it harder to enjoy editing our meps. After a bit of discussion between the leaders, we have decided to change Fairy Fabled Studio from a FT only studio to a Multi-Fandom Studio! We hope you all continue to support us in this change! ♥Please come and audition: youtube.com/watch?v=IXrz1l85yXIyoutube.com/watch?v=IXrz1l85yXIyoutube.com/watch?v=IXrz1l85yXIOr subscribe:youtube.com/user/FairyFabledStudioyoutube.com/user/FairyFabledStudioyoutube.com/user/FairyFabledStudio#openauditions #loveus
kill this love with one conversation | Collection CsillaLoli 2020-06-02 | so I had a little poll on my channel over whether I should post the next part of the editing challenge, a garbage mep collection, or my best 2020 parts thus far-- well, the good shit won so enjoy~all mep/collabs can be found here: youtube.com/playlist?list=PL9248A084B2F63181- - - - - - - - - - - - - - credits:kaito x shinichi;;myreadingmanga.info/prism-shino-tomodachi-ja-nakute-ii-yo-detective-conan-dj-engmyreadingmanga.info/prism-shino-start-over-again-detective-conan-dj-engmyreadingmanga.info/pinkch-sawori-shiro-ao-yoru-asa-sorekara-no-detective-conan-dj-engpixiv.net/en/users/1504084pixiv.net/en/users/122348akai x amuro;;pixiv.net/en/users/1185313pixiv.net/en/users/1504084sabito x giyuu;;pixiv.net/en/users/16752975pixiv.net/en/users/2369321pixiv.net/en/users/906479
Attention IC | Happy Birthday, @ShadedStar CsillaLoli 2020-05-25 | Happy Birthday, Yuki!!hope today is filled with lots of amazing things~!!!even I got dragged into this IC (jk, I was happy to join) by Lulu❤)I know we haven't talked much (and we keep missing each other in SHS's chat) but I care so much about my Kyo-twin!! ilySo this edit started out serious but at that pause... with Mika and his sword, I couldn't find it in me to take it out so it ended up super silly/playful at the end ❤ HOPE YOU STILL ENJOY IT!anime;; Owari n(all the fucking gays)o Seraphsong;; youtube.com/watch?v=5gBeLN2Jkng
Rocketship | Happy Birthday Kris ♡ CsillaLoli 2020-04-05 | This is quite a crazy time of year for us (4 birthdays in 2 months) for the greatest friends any of us could ask for ♡Today is Kris's birthday~!!! The bestest sister/friend/partnerin-crime/shidge shipper we are all blessed with!! ♡my lovely annual collab partners-Kaity | @kaahthemarshmello Midna | youtube.com/user/akaimidnaShori | youtube.com/user/SweetAshoriCiel | @hiraeth. intro: Steph01: Kaity02: Midna03: Steph04: Shori05: Kaity06: Shori07: Steph08: Ciel09: Midna10: Ciel//anyone else think this thumbnail is perfect??
Dont Give Up On Me | Dedication MEP CsillaLoli 2020-03-21 | [ ɪ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴍʏ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴏᴜᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀs ᴛᴏ ɪɴᴛᴇʀʟᴏᴄᴋ, ɪ'ʟʟ ᴡᴀɪᴛ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ]So the theme of this MEP was friends/family/soulmates (platonic or romantic) etc who continue to support us in our dark times and 'refuse to give up on us' ☆ so each part is dedicated to all the amazing people who keep us from giving into our negative thoughts.Let me end this by saying, everyone's parts are so beautiful! I hope that everyone who you dedicated your parts to know how much you appreciate them~ ;w;[ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ɢɪᴠɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ... ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɪғ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʟᴀsᴛ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ sᴏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴍᴇ ]01;; hiraeth ☆★ dedication: my angelic onee-chan, Steph02;; SweetAshori ☆★ dedication: Kris, Kaity, Steph, Angel, Timid03;; TiVoglioBeneOneeChan ☆★ dedication: Joy, Julia, Sara and my brother04;; xEliichanx ☆★ dedication: My boyfriend, Julia, Flora, Haibara, Kenny and Audrey05;; kaahthemarshmello ☆★ dedication: Kris, Steph, Shori, Midna06;; HaibaraLoverx3 ☆★ dedication: Nici, Anna, Flora, Meli, Vera, Julia07;; Starlertovo98 ☆★ dedication: Bre & Val08;; CsillaLoli☆★ dedication: Teddy09;; Melete ☆★ dedication: Kenny, Sabry, Vera, Julia, Yuki, Thea, and Steph10;; CsillaLoli ☆★ dedication: Ciel, Kris, Kaity, Michi, Stella, and Shori11;; mosherocks4★ dedication: Kaity, Steph, Midna, & Shori ♥
cant help but love you | MMV CsillaLoli 2020-03-20 | [ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏ ɪ ᴛʀʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛᴏ...]- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - I FELT SO ALONE SHIPPING THEM UNTIL CIEL TOLD ME SHE SHIPS THEM TOO!! I love you so much!! Now I wait for Kris to ship them too~ =w=WHICH SHE WILL BECAUSE SHE'D NEVER LET HER PARTNER-IN-CRIME DOWN!!also I slightly blame Rissi for sharing that OS is doing a public mep to this song- DIDN'T REALIZE HOW PERFECT THIS SONG IS FOR THEM!! xDDD- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - song/artist: (see end credits)manga: Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kuntime: 8 hoursship: HanaKou / Amane x Kouinspiration: youtu.be/SXYGIVDoGVo- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - [btw anyone who tries to give me shit for this beautiful ship will get their comment deleted immediately (friend or not) - i get it: you ship mitsukou/hananene &save your breath, I'm not going to stop shipping them kthx]
notice me | Haikyuu CsillaLoli 2020-03-17 | I swear more and more people are figuring out how to motivate me to do shit o___otho usually its Kris, lolnow Sabry has mastered the artwelp, guess I should hide forever- owo-three days ago-Steph: Today is a good day to chill and do noth-Sabrina: WHY STEPH IS NOT IN YAOI TRASH SHS chat: *starts war* Steph: Imma edit gays- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -this is why I'm so quiet in chat... omggg, I blame Sabry & Flora for this!! TALKING ABOUT THE PRECIOUS HAIKYUU SHIPS!! now I can die in peace, lol XDbut heyyyy, got to edit with some hq ships that I never edited with before~ =w= plus ukai x takeda, that ship needs so much more love!! NOW IF ONLY I COULD EDIT SOME MATTSUN X MAKI (but maybe I'll stick to writing them as a dorky side ship)VEGAS REFUSED TO LET ME FIX ANYTHING WITHOUT FREEZING UP BUT Sabry was cheering for me so I kicked SV's ass and fixed what I wanted to! uwusong&artist: at the end of the videoanime: also in the end credits owodedications: literally all the shippers for each &all of these ships!!credit- daisuga fanart (at the end) electricprince.tumblr.com
Editing Challenge | PART THREE (end me pls) CsillaLoli 2020-03-06 | okay idk what to say-the miss you paradise mep is such a special mep &forever happy to the amazing people who helped make it possible ;w;Gratsu was such a huge part of my life- EH WHO AM I KIDDING? I still love those two~THE FIRST HAIKYUU COLLAB WITH THE MOST AMAZING PARTNER-IN-CRIME!! Still loving themi fact we both did KageHina at the end~ uwuI blame Ciel for introducing me to Oreimo &some incest ships =w=I still don't know if Kaity likes Soma x Erina to this day, lol XD (im an awful friend/forcibly-adopted sister)CUE THE ANGSTY MIKAYUU (THAT I TOTALLY DID ONE PART RIGHT AFTER THE OTHER LOL)as much as I love Mika, Allen was my first anime crush ;w; still special to meMORE KAGEHINA (Sabry, Kaity, and Ciel- be proud of meeee!!!!)totally forgot I edited to that ship but I really love the part xDhey look Detective Conan before I joined SHS xDwow, Haikyuu took over my life =w=oh look MORE GAY VOLLEYDORKSme: -totally forgot about the sih & jr parts until recently-my mmv editing has come far but also not reallyCROWN!! I have to blame/thank Ciel for her Your Name mep that made me find this beautiful songanyone tired of the haikyuu edits yet?rip stellar love studioSURPRISE SUZALULU EDIT that I forgot to upload almost 5 years ago~ owono one judge me, I think Shirayuki x Ryu is CUTE AFhaha, more angsty mikayuu (do i ever edit happy mika-)nvm... i guess that's somewhat happy xDLOOK ITS THE PARTS FOCUSED ON MIKA'S BEAUTIFUL BOOTY!!! 8D#thatmomentwhenyoufindoutyearslateryoujoinedafuturefriendsmep, hi JessIM FOREVER MAD WE COULDN'T DO THIS SONG FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY KRIS BECAUSE MY PART WAS SO GAY AND BEAUTIFULKaity's lucky I love her so much, all those darn parts (one that I forgot to use more than one anime) but it was worth it =w=KatsuDeku 2k16me: this mep was so worth doing so many parts ;A;also me: *sees spelling error* fuck me, im not rendering this again, nopemore angsty mikayuu ;-; I avoided showing mika's red eyes until that editTHE COLORING ON THIS PART- i love it!!haha, the gay volleydorks aren't done yet lol-casually slips in cheer dorks-what is with me shipping teenage boys with demons? xDKRISSSS, OUR KLANCE COLLAB!! I LOVE OUR PARTS FOR THIS!!! I STILL REWATCH IT!studios: yaoi/yuri/crossovers allowedme: CHALLENGE ACCEPTEDwelp, did anyone expect happy mikayuu from me?apparently 2016 is when I was learning magicbullet lolanother mep of mine that was never finished loltime to murder Kukai &hide from angry mobs #KukAmu4everSteph & Ciel's first (and currently only) collab ;w;
i like me better | DaiSuga Collab CsillaLoli 2020-01-02 | So this was a collab originally for December but the evil one got sick so we delayed it until the first DaiSuga day of 2020 =w=SPREAD THE DAISUGA CUTENESS!!Kudos to my two favorite people (even if one of them is evil) for their beautiful parts:@kaahthemarshmello @mosherocks4 audio: youtube.com/watch?v=a7fzkqLozwAfootage: Haikyuu!!- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - --apparently in the new upload screen we at @ people, wtf-
Editing Challenge | PART TWO CsillaLoli 2019-12-20 | thoughts for this collection;;-OH LOOK FIRST YURI EDIT-more Shugo Chara, omg lol-PANFAM, MY BABY!! ;A; KRIS!!-proof of Laven obsession-past Steph trying so many things that future Steph doesn't do XD-&&&&&&MORE MT-that Gentleman part makes me love Kukai more-I had such a strong love for Ro-Kyuu-Bu in 2013 uwu-more eX parts (i miss that studio so much)-HAHA, THE JERZA PART WAS BORN BECAUSE OF MISTAKEN IDENTITY LOL (someone thought I was another Steph)-OH LOOK CIEL, MORE KIRINO EDITS-I love editing with Lavi way more than my ACTUAL dgm favorite character, lol-cue the random FT ships for shits&giggles-tbh i only really love the Free portion of the your love is a lie-i think that's my only hetero Gray edit-Suzume x Satsuki ;w; wish they had stayed together-EVERYONE LOVING THE GRATSU LOVE??-tfw you accidentally put Rin alone in a part- oops, lol-IM STILL HAPPY WITH THE UTA-PRINCE EDIT!! So cute ;w;-more yaoi ;3-Laven obsessed, much?-cue SV glitching audio. fuck me-Yatone :3-CHISAKI!!-TOMOKA!!-before I found out Zeref and Natsu are brothers... owo-SoMa-back when Gratsu made an appearance IN EVERY BIRTHDAY EDIT we did for each other ;D-ooof, that Tomoya and Ushio made me cry so much-HEY LOOK MORE STUTTER-AND LAVENNNN, YASSS-Gratsu was seriously my life in 2014-past Steph pls show present Steph how to do text (esp that burn parts)-Chocolate, if anyone wants to read a lovely manga: PLS READ IT-our friendship is so OLD like us!!! xD-when i used to be able to do voiceovers before SV took away my audio fx-Kaito (cir. 2014)-angst HxH babies-first liveaction edit~ uwu-the start of the memorial edits ;A; (2014 was rough)-SuzaLulu :3- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - LoLu manga colored by SteIIaGeilOne
Guerriero | MEP #2 CsillaLoli 2019-12-18 | - - - - - - - - "ɪ ғɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ɪ ғɪɢʜᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪs" - - - - - - - - Surprise! Two MEPs because you're seriously the greatest friend any of us could ask for ♥Happy Birthday, Ciel/Luisa! I hope today gives you nothing but happiness and smiles because you deserve it!! Bless noxperpetua for suggesting this song &TiVoglioBeneOneeChan for making sure we all got the lyrics right ♥- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tracks-01;; Xiera | Hak x Yona | Akatsuki no Yona02;; MeguriNoTsubasa | Nisaka | Koi to Uso03;; CsillaLoli | Naruto x Sasuke | Naruto04;; Laura Edogawa | Akko x Diana | Little Witch Academia05;; newaviator | Varian & Rapunzel | Tangled, the series06;; TiVoglioBeneOneeChan | Kousuke x Kirino | Oreimo07;; TizAMV | Kirito x Sugha | Sword Art Online08;; noxperpetua | Touko & Komaru | Danganronpa09;; TiVoglioBeneOneeChan | Break x Sharon | Pandora Hearts- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - art credit-NaruSasu: pixiv.net/member.php?id=3550655
