cutting room floor (live) - biz barclay side biz 2024-10-14 | All I do is pet my cat and play cutting room floor live that’s it that’s my life
eat my lovers (live) - biz barclay side biz 2024-08-22 | First time ever playing this song live 👀Lyrics:Maybe I don’t talk too much I just never listen to anyone elseMaybe I’m the only one who’s been brave enough to go f*ck myselfMaybe there’s a version of me in a London sky who doesn’t sleep aloneMaybe I’m no better off taking my time than I ever was chasing ghosts It’s a casual drink inside a casual bar Oh would you tell me, do your friends all know exactly where you are?Cause they’ve heard rumors and they think that I don’t finish what I start And I’ve got throws and throws of angry ghosts that chase me in the dark All the rumors that you heard babe every one of them is true I’ve got a nasty f*cking habit of playing with my food I like to eat my lovers God they just go down like water Ice cold on an empty stomach Tell me have you had enough yet Break my bread I remember you said You said I tasted like the bottle Noah sank into the sea Because I cracked along the bottom and there’s nothing in my You said babe I’ve got a problem I said baby you got threeBecause the monsters in the rear view they are closer than they seem And all the whispers that you heard babe every one of them is true I’ve got a nasty f*cking habit of playing with my foodI like to eat my lovers God they just go down like water Ice cold on an empty stomach Tell me have you had enough yet I like to break my promisesI think it keeps me honestGenerous cause im not kind I justify your blood like holy wineTake my timeYoure all mine Cause i I want you to kiss me with yor eyes closedLike I might fade away
Flowers In the Family Tree: The FULL Dollenganger Family Tree side biz 2024-08-09 | Watch me talk about this family for 4.5 hours here:youtu.be/RykXvaMi-ic
i made a song in 12 hours side biz 2024-06-28 | a vlog - enjoy. watch the video: youtu.be/5gPJllG-bLI?si=9-DFWUkEYf1kDDkRfree download: bizbarclay.bandcamp.com/track/something-lovely
something lovely (wxpn 24 hour songwriting contest) side biz 2024-06-02 | wristbands was a stupid title lol I changed it lyrics:Philadelphia screams in the summer butit’s far too latethese streets are drowning in lovers I’llnever replacenever replaceI keep all my wristbandsfrom bars I don’t rememberthinking I can go backto when we were togetherI keep empty bottlesof gin under my bed frameI’m not an alcoholicbut I’ve been thinking the samething- then I will make theminto something lovelyand someday when I’m famousI swear she’s gonna love meI’ll be on the billboardsmy face at the bus stopsI will not rememberthe winter that she broke us’causePhiladelphia screams in the summer butit’s far too latethese streets are drowning in lovers I’llnever replacenever replaceI keep leaving voicemailsfor people who don’t want meI’m hiding in her gardenthe morning glory’s taunt metell me that I’m lazyand “everybody’s waiting!”“your friends are getting married!”“your sister had a baby!”they said these things will make meinto something lovelyif I stop playing ‘Ring Round the Rosie’ at the clubthen I’ll find someone brand newwith four doors and a guest roomand if I really wantedbe settled by the autumnI keep all my wrist bandsI keep all my wrist bandsin case you come backin case you come backand I would ask her if she wants togo an visit our old hauntsbut I heard that they shut down the grape roomand I’ve still got her mother onall of my social media shesays “Happy Birthday, Hon! We Miss you!”and it’s not true.(I keep all my wristbands)Philadelphia screams in the summer but(I can never go back)I barely lived through spring(The city here is screaming)they tell me to go find another butthere’s just nothere’s no replacing
out of bounds - biz barclay side biz 2024-05-24 | from the end of my pillowtalk on the manic pixie dream girlswritten by melyrics: here we go again on a stitched up ferris wheel you've fallen in love with the way that loving me makes you feel its not your fault your not the first I fall in love with things that burn so ill dress up a bucket of lies andcall it a compromise forthe way you painted me in your head sure, I'm running out of air butafter all fair is only fair so we'll see whose first to call it quits cause I drew my lines on the ground, and you're the one who had to go out of boundsyou conveniently forget all the things that I just said far too busy hanging mirrors in your lions den ohwere I truly just, I'd walk awaybut you're at my neck begging me to stay so I'll dress up a bucket of lies and call it a compromise causeyour took your time looking for a crack pulled the thread on a single tear, well after all fair is only fair andI never warned you that I bite backbut I drew my lines on the ground and all your friends are getting married is that why you're so set on me? or did your parents teach you secrets were just treasures you should seek I never wanted a warbut you ran around and around and wellyou know my comfort zone's not yourgod d*mn fucking playground ill dress up a bucket of lies and call it a compromise for the way you painted me in your head and aren't you getting too old for this?manic pixie bull shityou're gonna squeeze me till there's nothing leftI drew my lines on the ground and you're the one who had to go out of booouunnddsssss
little boy in the story - biz barclay side biz 2024-03-11 | by biz barclay lyrics: they say there's a ghost in the hills where I live twenty-odd years spent walking never once have I found itit's easy to think that it must be mebut if you're quite on a Sunday you can hear him weep they think I'm the little boy in the story but I just come when I'm called out by namethe pastor asks me why I never told themI said his mom would never look at me the same I gave my word at seven then I broke the rules oh, the things they should tell you before they make you chooseso I try to stay awake in between the treesstaving off dreams of a maker that i'l never meet they think I'm the little boy in the story but I just come when I'm called out by namethe pastor asks me why I never told themI said his mom would never look at me the same my mama tells her friends that I'm differentshe asks that they still lay down their handsshe told me not to talk to the preachershe didn't think that he'd understand so now I don't ask any questionsI don't even pray I stay away in the mountainstry and forget my name they think I'm the little boy in the story but I just come when I'm called out by namethe pastor asks me why I never told themI said his mom would never look at me I said his mom would never look at me the same
december fog (carried away) side biz 2024-02-23 | written 01/24 - lyrics: go hand yourself inside the cave with the others welcome to my collection, Herodotus’ eight wonderits never my fault you don’t have to say it it’s all in the timing and you wish things were differentOh I was born to understand My blood turns salt into stained glass So lay your secrets at my feet and God behold the mercy of me Cause you got carried away They say I’m a prophet but I’m the one I can’t trust I sleep in barrels with the things I can’t touch You’re out in the water and I’m safe on the shoreGuess we know which one of us has been here before Oh I was born to understand My blood turns salt into stained glass So lay your secrets at my feet and God behold the mercy of me Cause you got carried away You got carried away You got carried away Did you get carried away by the way that I sang somebody else’s name? Did you get caught in the current, and crushed under the burden of your fingers crawling up my ribcage?Was it far too distracting all the sounds of me lapping up your leaking heartache? Did that December fog just make a losing dog look like a saving grace? Guess I might have made the same mistake Oh I was born to understand My blood turns salt into stained glass you were drowning, you needed breath And what’s a few kisses between friends? Oh I was born to understand My blood turns salt into stained glass So lay your secrets at my feet and God behold the mercy of me God behold the mercy of me God behold the mercy of me
a live show side biz 2023-10-05 | this is not technically an official announcement so side biz subscribers you are in the know let’s keep it a secret
solo trip to Montréal side biz 2023-09-10 | Last year I took a trip to Montreal and haven't gotten around to editing the footage until now. Enjoy! main channel: YouTube.com/@UCoqIBihDRUbZW1tK7gQZ-6g patreon: patreon.com/user?u=89360073instagram: instagram.com/upinurbiztwitter: twitter.com/upinurbizTikTok: TikTok.com/upinurbizmusic I used: Track: "Hope", OveruMusic provided by https://slip.streamFree Download / Stream: https://get.slip.stream/OaQwGbListen on Spotify: https://go-stream.link/sp-overuTrack: "Halfway There", by.YaoMusic provided by https://slip.streamFree Download / Stream: https://get.slip.stream/ZbMKCbListen on Spotify: https://go-stream.link/sp-byyaoTrack: "Kindness In Mind"Music provided by https://slip.streamFree Download / Stream: https://get.slip.stream/4hVIgsTrack: "Journey Home", Call It KismetMusic provided by https://slip.streamFree Download / Stream: https://slip.stream/tracks/4c83196f-f477-438e-ba25-f24c32569a53?utm_source=attributionTrack: "Cranefidence"Music provided by https://slip.streamFree Download / Stream: https://get.?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?
cutting room floor (live) - biz barclay side biz 2023-08-01 | from a living room in west Phillywritten by melyrics: all the lights go outand the room goes dark all the powers down where your fingers brushed my arm all the lights go out and there's no one leftjust me, you, and your palmwhere you're holding all my breath these feelings always turn me into the worst version of meyou need a light? lets watch the whole damn block burn you fill me up with your scattered debris nobody make a sound cause I would run to the ends of the earth for youfashion all of my bones into something brand new I'd raise an army of gods I'd follow you into war, I'd leave all the best pieces of me on the cutting room floor do you see it now? why I'd never tell?everything about me, would be bad for your healthI'm not a labor of love, I'm a cautionary tale these feelings always turn me into the worst version of meI would open up all of my old wounds if you're the type who likes watching me bleedwhen the lights have gone out and I'm out of my mindI hope you don't find the nerve to start asking me whycause all the best pieces of methey don't wanna lie and I would run to the ends of the earth for yougod I would've done anything you asked me toand the person I build she would cease to exist cause you needed a light and I lit the match on my skin and I say that it's fine, cause I was so gold beforeand we're never quite safe from the things we adore I would've torn apart worlds, and left their scraps on your porch, I'd leave all the best piece of meon the cutting room floor
flawless - biz barclay side biz 2023-07-01 | from the notes app 03/25/2021lyricsoh the place out the corner of my eyes is till blurredwith the pages and bridges and things that I've burned and the facts and the figures chip away like the paint that I spilled overtop of all the messes I madetake me back to the winter I knew who I was I was 19 and flawless and falling in loveoh the things I would give to go back to the days when a drink and a bath made it all wash away when did my room become a roadside motel? was it around the time I started playing myself ?my body's a word that's been said so much that it no longer means all the things it did oncetake me back to the winter I knew who I was I was 19 and flawless and I didn't knowall the things I would lose when fate came to collect all the pieces I hated, I want them all back are there pieces of me, I continue to kill? like a bitch walking Isaac right onto the hillwill I wish that I'd love the empty shell that I'm in? cause I never thought I was flawless back thenno I never thought I was flawless back then
