Moments erased, slipping out of my hands Drifting in circles I donāt understand. Maybe Iām careless, maybe Iām a fraud Like I wanted to vanish, like I played God.
Blamed for absence, accused of the crime But the truth disappears every single time.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
Hours dissolve like they never belonged A life in riddles, a tape overdubbed. Faces and places collapsing to dust Memoryās thief leaves me alone unjust.
Fighting to hold on, unaware that I'm away The harder the struggle, the more I decay.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
This isnāt weakness, this isnāt a flaw Itās a poison that seeps through it all. No betrayal, no lies, no silence by will Only weight of void that refuses to leave.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
Iām here but so hollow Bleeding down on the seams. Iām lost on autopilot Drowning in unseen realms. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a broken mind gone Fading low, stuck outside time
Here but hollow, living out of reach Lost autopilot, nothingās what it seems Here but hollow, living out of reach Lost autopilot, nothingās what it seems
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N
Moments erased, slipping out of my hands Drifting in circles I donāt understand. Maybe Iām careless, maybe Iām a fraud Like I wanted to vanish, like I played God.
Blamed for absence, accused of the crime But the truth disappears every single time.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
Hours dissolve like they never belonged A life in riddles, a tape overdubbed. Faces and places collapsing to dust Memoryās thief leaves me alone unjust.
Fighting to hold on, unaware that I'm away The harder the struggle, the more I decay.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
This isnāt weakness, this isnāt a flaw Itās a poison that seeps through it all. No betrayal, no lies, no silence by will Only weight of void that refuses to leave.
Iām here but see hollow Living far out of reach. Iām lost on autopilot No voice left to speak. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a breaking in the fog Fading slow, slipping out time
Iām here but so hollow Bleeding down on the seams. Iām lost on autopilot Drowning in unseen realms. A passenger wandering Through an endless night. Just a broken mind gone Fading low, stuck outside time
Here but hollow, living out of reach Lost autopilot, nothingās what it seems Here but hollow, living out of reach Lost autopilot, nothingās what it seems
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Broken Order (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-09-27 | Track : Broken Order
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I built these walls to keep you out See tear them down without a doubt I've mapped the cost of every breath And lies spend it all on stolen death
Hereās the same hands, the same scars The same cold dark behind my eyes
Don't call my name, I won't answer Don't wear my face, it doesn't fit Iām not the same, you're not different Both sides of lesions uphold the split Don't let me fall, don't let me surface Don't make me real, don't make me gone Spread the silence before the fracture The scream when I've held on too long
Own the pretend inside a pretty cage I'm everything in locked away wishes Dare to speak in formulas and lies I bleed out the truth you sterilize
Hereās the same hands, the same scars The same cold dark behind my eyes
Don't call my name, I won't answer Don't wear my face, it doesn't fit Iām not the same, you're not different Both sides of lesions uphold the split Don't let me fall, don't let me surface Don't make me real, don't make me gone Spread the silence before the fracture The scream when I've held on too long
There's no war in between now Only the same old equation Every wall I build you hollow out Every cure becomes contagion I am not your enemy I am not your disease Always the same hands, the same scars The same cold dark behind my eyes
Don't call my name, I won't answer Don't wear my face, it doesn't fit Iām not the same, you're not different Both sides of lesions uphold the split Don't let me fall, don't let me surface Don't make me real, don't make me gone Spread the silence before the fracture The scream when I've held on too long
Broken fragment of holding order One crack and all spilled through Don't make me real, don't make me gone I always knew I always knew
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N āŖļø SC RecordsKAMNOX - Let Me Fall Beneath (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-09-17 | Track : Let Me Fall Beneath
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Thereās a silence sleeping in the hallway Wearing the memories you didnāt take Iām sitting in the wreckage of a promise Too heavy for two trembling hands to break I hear the clock measuring you breathing Like the world around running out of time You look at me with eyes already leaving Donāt ask me if Iām going to be fine
Donāt be gentle just to soothe the guilt Donāt make it kind when the homeās killed
If you have to break my heart, do it all at once Donāt leave me hoping for a rest of your touch Say it loud, let the closed door clear the past Donāt make an art out of what couldnāt last I would rather drown inside the coldest truth Than suffocate on mercy born from losing you Donāt let me down piece by piece Let me fall beneath
You smiled at me like I became a stranger Lying when you tell me that nothingās changed Is that regret, or just the quiet danger Of staying long enough to watch us failed? Iāve turned devotion into an autopsy Tracing all the words where the fracture grew I gave you parts of me no one else could see And now theyāre ghosts that only follow you
Donāt look back like thereās a doubt inside Or leave a sign that you might change your mind
If you have to break my heart, do it all at once Donāt leave me hoping for a rest of your touch Say it loud, let the closed door clear the past Donāt make an art out of what couldnāt last I would rather drown inside the coldest truth Than suffocate on mercy born from losing you Donāt let me down piece by piece Let me fall beneath
Let me fall beneath
Donāt be gentle just to soothe the guilt Donāt make it kind when the homeās killed Donāt look back like thereās a doubt inside Or leave a sign that you might change your mind
Donāt be gentle just to soothe the guilt Donāt make it kind when the homeās killed Donāt look back like thereās a doubt inside Or leave a sign that you might change your mind
If you have to break my heart, do it all at once Donāt leave me hoping for a rest of your touch Say it loud, let the closed door clear the past Donāt make an art out of what couldnāt last I would rather drown inside the coldest truth Than suffocate on mercy born from losing you Donāt let me down piece by piece Let me fall beneath
Donāt let me down piece by piece Donāt let me down piece by piece
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N āŖļø SC RecordsKAMNOX - Legacy [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-09-07 | š Two visions, woven through two intertwined songs. Each tells its own story, yet neither truly stands alone. āļø Don't hesitate to discover the other piece "Sweetest Poison" here : youtube.com/watch?v=6ss9eVQwByU
This place knew our names before we did Dark secret moved through the marble veins Centuries shift when it all burns down And every silent hall recalled the reign. Thereās a line keep searching from distance And recall cuts like a ritual blade Took the crown while the blood ran warm And history woke when the deal's sealed
Destiny entered dressed as an enemy
Let every ruined age still breathe A dynasty wakes under the skin It rises where the mind canāt reach Every lifetime folds when we meet As dawn split open, the old worlds bleed So carry the crown, we inherit the grief What time could never bury Legacy
Bloodline carried what demise spared Royalty rose from fracture and flame This touch gave the broken a language again The future arrived wearing yesterdayās face The banners changed, guidelines thinned The missing died, the oath remained When empires sink beneath the years The pulse still knows what time denies
Let every ruined age still breathe A dynasty wakes under the skin It rises where the mind canāt reach Every lifetime folds when we meet As dawn split open, the old worlds bleed So carry the crown, we inherit the grief What time could never bury Legacy
Erase the record Break the seal Crowns arise from cinder To return to something rea
Destiny entered dressed as an enemy Destiny entered dressed as an enemy
Let every ruined age still breathe A dynasty wakes under the skin It rises where the mind canāt reach Every lifetime folds when we meet As dawn split open, the old worlds bleed So carry the crown, we inherit the grief What time could never bury Legacy
Legacy Destiny entered dressed as an enemy Legacy Destiny entered dressed as an enemy
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N āŖļø SC RecordsKAMNOX - Misfit (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-08-17 | Track : Misfit -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Why's it always feel like I missed my line? Like I showed up late To a life that started fine without me And kept its pace I learned to take up less and less Made an art out of the way I disappear
I got good at being almost Almost easy, almost right Almost somebody's favorite Almost sleeping through the night
So I stopped Waiting on a seat at every table I walked out And the room kept talking like I never came I stopped Praying to be normal, to be able I walked out And I didn't flinch about the way That I'm made
I spent years rehearsing how to laugh Getting it wrong Studied everybody like a second language For way too long Blood knows, I really tried To catch the things I'm supposed to want
I got good at being almost Almost quiet, almost tame Almost worth the introduction Almost answering to my name
So I stopped Waiting on a seat at every table I walked out And the room kept talking like I never came I stopped Praying to be normal, to be able I walked out And I didn't flinch about the way That I'm made
Tell me where I'm supposed to stand When every line was drawn before I came Take the invitation back I don't want it anymore Took me half a life to figure out The lock was never worth the door
I'm done apologizing for the shape I'm in There was never a place with my name on it I'm done apologizing for the shape I'm in There was never a place with my name on it I was always the misfit
I was always the misfit
So I stopped Waiting on a seat at every table I walked out And the room kept talking like I never cameā¦
So I stopped Waiting on a seat at every table I built mine And the wood is ugly but it holds my weight I stopped Praying to be normal, to be able I'm still here And I won't apologize about the way That I'm made
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Manufactured Me [Official Acoustic Lyric Video]KamNox2026-08-14 | Track : Manufactured Me (Acoustic session) / Bonus Track Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Thereās a voice I keep quiet Behind the lights, behind the praise I smile on command, I bleed in silence Iām your miracle on display You say Iām lucky, I should thank you For the air you let me keep But every step I take toward heaven Pulls the chain around my feet
I learned how to glitter on impact How to sell the fall as grace
Iām screaming songs in a gold-lined cell Crowned by the broken, playing well The glass wallās still here, you kept the key And tell me everything I should be I burn so bright it always hurts But powerās thin, can I do my worst? I sing so loud, why should I resist Inside your gilded cageā¦?
Inside your gilded cage Inside your gilded cage
By the time you walked into my ruin With this sweetness I couldnāt name For a moment it felt like rescue Like life was more than just pain You make me trust you, said āIāve got youā And I believed it with my skin I wasnāt aware of the line between us Where delusion starts to thin
And I keep mistaking your attention For a sign that you still care
Iām screaming songs in a gold-lined cell Crowned by the broken, playing well The glass wallās still here, you kept the key And tell me everything I should be I burn so bright it always hurts But powerās thin, can I do my worst? I sing so loud, why should I resist Inside your gilded cageā¦?
Inside your gilded cage Inside your gilded cage Inside your gilded cage
If I stop⦠I disappear If I fall⦠you wonāt be here So I bleed where you canāt see Maybe I bought your version of liberty
You donāt need me whole or real Just controlled and hard to kill
Iām screaming songs in a gold-lined cell Crowned by the broken, playing well The glass wallās still here, you kept the key And tell me everything I should be I burn so bright it always hurts But powerās thin, can I do my worst? I sing so loud, why should I resist?
Iām screaming songs in a gold-lined cell Loved so hard for all I never tell You donāt free me, you donāt stay you're just holding me in place I stand alone beneath the lights A star that burns to keep its space So I raise my voice, I donāt resist Inside your gilded cage
Inside your gilded cage
If I stop⦠I disappear If I fall⦠You wonāt be here Inside your gilded cage
A.N.: To the ghosts in the office who thought "having your back" meant lying, stealing and silencing. You locked the cage, skipped responsabilities but forgot who burns free. š¦āš„ Thanks for the fuel.
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N āŖļø SC RecordsKAMNOX - Die to Love You (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-08-09 | Track : Die to Love You
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You... You unsettle that part of me That has never been able to choose Between burning the world And being damned in it for a single flame The dark doesn't ask for a reason Devouring asks for no permission but imposes And we just let it swallow us whole
I can feel the gravity pulling us down I long for you as one swallows a soul on the edge As one claws at a memory already lost too often
I would die to love you a second time To end love where everything's done Where nothing owes anything to anyone Only the moment, the merging, the bitter end In the wreckage of the blaze we made I would die to love you a second time
We pretend it's peace, but we're just bleeding out Skin against skin, choking on the doubt Tenderness... Tenderness is just another name For the unbearable cruelty of watching you fade away Slipping like water... without a trace.
I would die to love you a second time To end love where everything's done Where nothing owes anything to anyone Only the moment, the merging, the bitter end In the wreckage of the blaze we made I would die to love you a second time I would die to love you a second time
I would die to love you a second time I would die to love you a second time
I long for you as one swallows a soul on the edge... As one claws at a memory already lost too often Tell me youāre staying ! Say it ! Or Iāll take it from the depth to hear you speak⦠Make me pay if you wish Drag me down into the filth But never leave without me...
NEVER LEAVE WITHOUT ME
I would die to love you a second time To end love where everything's done Where nothing owes anything to anyone Only the moment, the merging, the bitter end In the wreckage of the blaze we made I would die to love you a second time
Dwell within me until my final breath So we may burn together what time would erase I would die to love you a second time
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Die to Love You #shorts #music #alternativerock #altrock #metal #metalcore #2026 #songKamNox2026-08-06 | "Die to Love You", the next single of the KamNox project, will be released soon. Be prepared for the lyric video the 10th august.
#newsong #newmusic #lovesong #dark #love #rock #lyricvideoKAMNOX - The Disease [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-08-01 | ā ļø Content Warning : The following track explores toxic psychology and the mechanisms of manipulation within an abusive relationship, written directly from the abuser's perspective. If you or someone close to you is experiencing emotional control, blackmail, physical or psychological abuse, you are not alone. Please don't hesitate to reach out to someone you trust or contact support organizations. Remember that the blame is never yours. Take the first step and seek help.
You crawled inside my brain, I made you a place Played savior, played victim, fucked my sense of space You loved me when I was breaking just for you, right? Why you act shocked that I donāt heal nice? You fed the fire, you stayed in too long To learn my weak spots, then sang them along Now you tell me itās ānot working outā Like you didnāt screw my life around your mouth
Donāt dare look at me crazy After everything you pulled If you light the fuse like that Donāt complain when shit explodes
You fucked my head, now you say itās done? You said, āus foreverā, so donāt try to be the one Who walks away clean like Iām the disease You made me do it, stop lying like this If you donāt want me, nobody will If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill Every future where youāre not mine Swear youāre not leaving, this shitās for life
You carried my scars when it was cute When I was smiling just enough for you You liked me playing nice, you loved me loud Now youāre scared cause I wonāt calm down You say ānow itās overā, you say ājust let goā But itās funny how you never said no When I was tearing myself apart on overdose To be the one who truly holds the other close
You fucked my head, now you say itās done? You said, āus foreverā, so donāt try to be the one Who walks away clean like Iām the disease You made me do it, stop lying like this. If you donāt want me, nobody will If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill Every future where youāre not mine Swear youāre not leaving, this shitās for life
If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill
You think this is me losing control? This is me remembering everything You really think Iām begging? Iām warning you. You left a bomb inside my heart Whatever happens will be caused by you
You fucked my head, now you say itās done? You said, āus foreverā, so donāt try to be the one Who walks away clean like Iām the disease You made me do it, stop lying like this If you donāt want me, nobody will If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill Every future where youāre not mine Swear youāre not leaving, this shitās for life
If you donāt want me, nobody will If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill If you donāt want me, nobody will If I donāt get you back, I swear Iāll kill
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Stated Anomaly #shorts #music #rock #newmusic #metal #song #lyrics #metalcore #altrockKamNox2026-07-24 | The final track of "Addicted to the Panic" album's here ! š„š¤ #alternativerock #newsong #2026KAMNOX - Stated Anomaly (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-07-23 | Track : Stated Anomaly Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
It's starts by Calculating the geometry of my collapse Left my past as debris in the structural gaps An autopsy of a soul thought lost and broke But trauma is just kinetic energy cloaked Fed my furnace with such cold disdain Watch the alchemy turn poison into reign
The silence never was a white flag waving Just the blueprint of a systemic takeover The pressure climbs, the unsaid starts cracking
Lay verdicts down, they form my pedestal Iām irreversible, the anomaly stated lethal Break the marrow, letās rewrite the design The dust is settling, the empire is mine The casualtyās taking over, spitting out the mud Witness how I unlocked the apex in my blood!
Now itās getting A quiet mutiny formed under the veneer I weaponized every syllable of secret fears No compliance, rejecting delayed response I am the builder of this renaissance Played me as a puppet on a severed string A flawed catalyst to unearth the reckoning
Lay verdicts down, they form my pedestal Iām irreversible, the anomaly stated lethal Break the marrow, letās rewrite the design The dust is settling, the empire is mine The casualtyās taking over, spitting out the mud Witness how I unlocked the apex in my blood!
Step into the crucible What's the basis for thinking I'm fragile? Who said I really would fold? Every scarās a tag no one can afford
I do not bend⦠Dictate the end I do not bend⦠Dictate the end I do not bend, I dictate the end
Lay verdicts down, they form my pedestal Iām irreversible, the anomaly stated lethal
Lay verdicts down, they form my pedestal Iām irreversible, the anomaly stated lethal Break the marrow, letās rewrite the design The dust is settling, the empire is mine The casualtyās taking over, spitting out the mud Witness how I unlocked the apex in my blood
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Anything out of Everything (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-07-15 | Track : Anything out of Everything Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
I've been digging my own grave with a smile on my face One more hit, one more night, just to kill the quiet space Pointing fingers at the mirror, but the reflection never breaks I'm the master of my chaos, building walls around escapes Yeah, you know Iām the typical type Dancing with the darkness, never sleeping through the night Self-inflicted wounds, but I call it "feeling right" It's a countdown to collapse, I'm running out of fight
I keep saying it's under control But the fire's in my soul, and it's burning through it all
I don't know how I turned into this ghost This someone so fucking mental, under overdosed I never planned to torch everything I loved the most I crave the pain, chase the high, believed the lie I told. And how I hate it, but I need it I really need anything Anything before I bleed Bleed out of everything
It crashes like a blackout, no warning, no goodbye One second I'm standing, next I'm kissing concrete skies I tell myself tomorrow I'll finally say no But tonight the monster's hungry, and it won't let me go Yeah, you and I know the script Best friends with the poison, never asking why it sticks Self-destructive habits, embracing scars that never fix It's a heartbeat from the edge, I think I'm losing grip
I keep pretending I can walk away But the decay calls my name, every single day
I don't know how I turned into this ghost This someone so fucking mental, under overdosed I never planned to torch everything I loved the most I crave the pain, chase the high, believed the lie I told And how I hate it, but I need it I really need anything Anything before I bleed Bleed out of everything
Bleed out of everything
I really need anything
Yeah, cause I know me Laughing while I'm drowning, never asking to be free Self-inflicted prison, throwing away the key It's a matter of seconds 'til the flatline screams at me Can I be saved? Or am I damned? Is there still a pulse left underneath? Is there still a pulse left underneath?
I don't know how I turned into this ghost This someone so fucking mental, under overdosed I never planned to torch everything I loved the most I crave the pain, chase the high, believed the lie I told
I don't know how I turned into this wreck A shadow of the person I swore I'd never let I burned the bridge, I cut the rope, no turning back I want the rush, hate the cost, swallowed every trap I fucking hate it, but I need it I really need anything Anything before I bleed Bleed out of everything
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Made of Ice (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-07-06 | Track : Made of Ice Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
You watch me like a problem to solve Like Iām noise in a perfect system But you came anyway So donāt tell me this is nothing I dream of running You dream of containment Somewhere between the two We keep almost touching
You say itās not love You say itās a structure Like that makes it clean Like that means it canāt hurt But if Iām just a system failure Why do you still own my name When everything else gets erased?
You didnāt save me Yeah you designed me Made a war on the love you wanna see die And I hate how I feel inside You say Iām a dependency But youāre the reason Iām still here If this isnāt love, then tell me why Youāre the only thing I canāt survive
You donāt have to raise your voice No, you only adjust my silence You donāt touch the wound You map it, register, then close it I try to breathe in exits To laugh my pain like itās armor But you stand still long enough For the joke seizes up in my mouth
You say you canāt go back Like I ever moved forward You say this is necessary Like necessity ever felt like this But if Iām just another cost Why does your voice shake When you let yourself say my name?
You didnāt save me Yeah you designed me Made a war on the love you wanna see die And I hate how I feel inside You say Iām a dependency I say youāre the only gravity If this isnāt love, then tell me why Youāre the only thing I canāt deny The only thing I canāt deny The only thing I canāt survive
I punch walls, burn every night I drown so low just to feel alive But one word from you and I crawl back Youāre still the shadow of my tracks If this isnāt love Donāt ever name it Just keep standing there Iāll be the one to take it and keep it
You didnāt save me Yeah you designed me Made a war on the love you wanna see die And I hate how I feel inside You say Iām a dependency But youāre the reason Iām still here If this isnāt love, then tell me why
You didnāt save me Yeah you designed me Made a war on the love you wanna see die And I hate how I feel inside You say Iām a dependency I say youāre the only gravity If this isnāt love, then tell me why Youāre the only thing I canāt deny
Then save me You're the only thing I canāt deny
You didnāt save me Yeah you designed me You didnāt save me The only thing I canāt deny If this isnāt love, then tell me why Youāre the only thing I canāt survive
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - In the Deep (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-24 | Track : In the Deep Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
I systemize the edges like a fault line in the stone Parasites tell a story you were never meant to own Youāre something feral that forgot it could be tamed Must be writing the reasons youāre dancing around I don't collect things I can't use I don't keep what doesn't serve So tell me why I buy what ties you here Tell me why you learn to watch my work
This isn't warmth, it's a controlled burn I let you close enough to see the scar Told you once this ground was poisoned You're still here, and so am I This isnāt falling, itās just chemistry You're a noise I haven't filed away I shouldnāt speak it into something real Even I'm learning every word you say
You wanna see through what I spent so long polishing clean Named the things I buried under method and routine Finding the light inside the wounds I'd learned to wear The worst isn't that you see it, but that you don't look away I don't grieve things I never claimed Don't quote back what fades with time So tell me why I'm bracing for the end Tell me why youāre counting every sign
This isn't warmth, it's a controlled burn I let you close enough to see the scar Told you once this ground was poisoned You're still here, and so am I This isnāt falling, itās just chemistry You're a noise I haven't filed away I shouldnāt speak it into something real Even I'm learning every word you say
I know the weight of every silence I know the shape of every lie I know exactly what I'm doing Which is the part I can't survive
I know the weight of every silence I know the shape of every lie I know exactly what I'm doing To throw away what I canāt survive
This isn't warmth, it's a controlled burn I let you close enough to see the scar Told you once this ground was poisoned You're still here, and so am I This isnāt falling, itās just chemistry You're a noise I haven't filed away
This isn't warmth, it's a controlled burn I let you close enough to see the scar Told you once this ground was poisoned You're still here, and so am I I keep the debt because it's cleaner Than confessing what it keeps I built this cage around the fracture But you're already in the deep
I keep the debt because it's cleaner You're already in the deep I built this cage because it's cleaner But you're already in the deep
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - The Light You Gave (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-22 | Track : The Light You Gave
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In the dark where I was breaking There was a light I couldnāt lose Small hands covered in colors And you laughing at my moves
Sunday mornings, kitchen silence Cream on my lips, you let me steal Simple moments, quiet kindness You made everything feel real
And I didnāt know back then What you were to me But I felt it in my chest Every time I could breathe
You were the light in the tunnel When I couldnāt see the end You were the calm in commotions More than a presence, more than a stand You held me tight when I was falling And never asked me to be strong If Iām still here, if Iām still breathing Itās only cause you carried me along
City lights and carousel spinning Water walls and endless skies You had the patience of an angel While I played in your quiet life
Painted clouds across your ceiling You were an artist all along Spices, wood and something sacred Like a place where I belong
We could talk for hours About the world outside Somehow you always knew How to soothe my mind
You were the light in the tunnel When I couldnāt see the end You were the calm in commotions More than a presence, more than a stand You held me tight when I was falling And never asked me to be strong If Iām still here, if Iām still breathing Itās only cause you carried me along
When I was lost in the silence When I was drowning in pain You never turned away from me Never looked at me with shame No anger, no disappointment Just a hand that I could hold You saw me when I was shattered And you never let me fold
I shouldāve told you more often How much you saved my life You were the safety I needed In the middle of the fight
You were the light in the tunnel When I couldnāt see the end You were the reason I kept going Again and again and againā¦
You were the light in the tunnel When I couldnāt see the end You were the calm in commotions More than a presence, more than a stand You held me tight when I was falling And never asked me to be strong If Iām still here, if Iām still breathing Itās only cause you carried me along
You were the light in the tunnel You were the calm in commotions Just know Iāll carry your light now
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Out of Oxygen (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-18 | Track : Out of Oxygen Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
A quiet riot lives under my skin Fragile violence dressed in discipline I trace my shape in uneven lines In something wrong, never defined
I donāt break down, just drift aside Every thought dances to survive Hold my life like it might decide If Iām still here or just passing by
Itās as if Iām running out of oxygen Wasting my gas racing the wrong direction Still trying to reach the sun and then I end up drowning in my own delusions And Iāve got nothing left to scream Lost the compass of my dreams Iām running out of oxygen Iām running out of oxygen
It all looks composed, plays it right But everything leans out of the light I know to stay intact in broken ways After all, Iām tracing my own delays
Every step I take feels out of place Like I am here but thereās no space All this noise I tried to outrun Was just me chasing what Iād undone
Itās as if Iām running out of oxygen Wasting my gas racing the wrong direction Still trying to reach the sun and then I end up drowning in my own delusions And Iāve got nothing left to scream Lost the compass of my dreams Iām running out of oxygen Iām running out of oxygen
Iām running out of oxygen
I kept running to feel it start Now I donāt even feel the part Breaking point, unclear collapse Just a shade fading in the gaps If I stop now, would it even show? Or would it pass like I never slowed? Seems the fire left with the undertow What remains when it all overflows?
Itās as if Iām running out of oxygen I swear I feel it closing in my chest again Still trying to reach the sun and then I dissolve into my own delusions
Itās as if Iām running out of oxygen Wasting my gas racing the wrong direction Still trying to reach the sun and then I end up drowning in my own delusions And Iāve got nothing left to scream Lost the compass of my dreams Iām running out of oxygen Iām running out of oxygen
Iām running out of oxygen Iām racing the wrong direction Iām running out of oxygen
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Mend Not (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-12 | Track : Mend Not Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Peer through the fracture where reflection splits Two faces now, neither one forgives Painted saints on walls that bleed in reverse Every haloās hanging like a noose in verse You fed the silence until it learned to bite Whispers turned teeth in the dead of night The echo answers before you call my name The aftertaste corrodes, steeped in your blame
I'll wear the absence like a second breath Iāll take the recoil, the debt you suppress Let the resonance swallow what you confess I'll rise in the static where your signals rot Sparked the blackout, now watch what you've got I wear the blight you swore to mend not
Your tongue spit runes on skin you never owned Incantations of innocence, overthrown To swallowed the frost you labeled as cure Till the veins rewrote themselves in cursive blur Cast off the genuflection at altars built to forget The gods you invoked already left Letās afterimage burned behind your lids The ghost in the socket where mercy once hid
I'll wear the absence like a second breath Iāll take the recoil, the debt you suppress Let the resonance swallow what you confess. I'll rise in the static where your signals rot Sparked the blackout, now watch what you've got I wear the blight you swore to mend not
Feel it rest under your tongue Left the husk still breathing on its own For all the lies you swallowed young For the resonance you tried to mute
Feel it rest under your tongue Left the husk still breathing on its own For all the lies you swallowed young For the resonance you tried to mute
I'll wear the absence like a second breath Iāll take the recoil, the debt you suppress Let the resonance swallow what you confess. I'll rise in the static where your signals rot Sparked the blackout, now watch what you've got I wear the blight you swore to mend not
I wear the blight you swore to mend not I wear the blight you swore to mend not
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Copycat (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-06 | Track : Copycat Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Yeah... you wear my skills like a cheap suit Rewriting the story on your mirror But the reflection is a lie
You scroll my life, hit copy-paste Steal my flow, my pain, my taste Oh sweet little thief in the dead of night Spreading my words like theyāre yours, alright? Fake vibe, same pose, same damn songs Inside itās empty, just an echo gone wrong
No, you know you just duplicate Parasite soul in a borrowed state
What do you gain when the inflow fades? Are you proud of the masquerade you parade? Every move you make is fucking imported You bleed my ink, but it can't be reread No sparkle in your veins, just stolen heat Does it ever feel empty when you repeat? Yeah, you scream too loud for a void like that You copycat
You chase the high, it's nothing more than a clone Summon ghosts in the code Iāve already grown Each look that you beg, every thought you claim Just another reminder youāre playing my game I suck the page dry, you screenshot the rain Then twist it up like itās yours to explain So how does it feel when the cover falls down? Youāre king of nothing in this world of your own
What do you gain when the inflow fades? Are you proud of the masquerade you parade? Every move you make is fucking imported You bleed my ink, but it can't be reread No sparkle in your veins, just stolen heat Does it ever feel empty when you repeat? Yeah, you scream too loud for a void like that You copycat
You copycat Copycat
Must be exhausting, waking up every day Knowing the best thing youāll ever do Is stepping in my light Like a cute tribute act A pretty budget reboot Maybe one day... you might even get it right You copycat
What do you gain when the inflow fades? Are you proud of the masquerade you parade? Every move you make is fucking imported You bleed my ink, but it can't be reread No sparkle in your veins, just stolen heat
What do you gain when the inflow fades? Are you proud of the masquerade you parade? Every move you make is fucking imported You bleed my ink, but it can't be reread No sparkle in your veins, just stolen heat How long till you break from the shit you repeat? Yeah, you scream too loud for a void like that You copycat
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Milk and Cyanide (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-06-02 | Track : Milk and Cyanide Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Sugarcoat the warning signs until they taste like nothing Call sedation peace of mind, want drowning to becoming Everything isnāt enough, right, to slip beneath the skin? So let in the perfect poison with a pleasant way in
All calm. All sweet All numb. Repeat Too late. Just fall Step blind. Enjoy
Milk and cyanide, sweet over homicide Youāll never taste it coming But youāll know it when you die Milk and cyanide, last supper in your eyes This isnāt cruel, darling, itās ritual Served with a lullaby
Donāt want truth, want something swallowed to swallow Something sweet to make the consequence shallow Every choice wrapped tight in bigger lies and delay āTil the debt shows up, asking what youāre craving to pay
Hands tied. Eyes wide No shame. Consume Too late. Too soft Too proud. Enjoy
Milk and cyanide, sweet over homicide Youāll never taste it coming But youāll know it when you die Milk and cyanide, last supper in your eyes This isnāt cruel, darling, itās ritual Served with a lullaby
Too late. Just fall Hands tied. Eyes wide No shame. Enjoy Too late. Too soft Stay calm. Stay sweet No pause. Just spin Stay numb. Repeat
Perfume over gasoline Rise a toast to what you need Keep smiling through the kerosene SPREAD IT SPREAD IT SPREAD IT Now smile while you burn on the screen
Milk and cyanide, sweet over homicide Youāll never taste it coming But youāll know it when you die Milk and cyanide, last supper in your eyes This isnāt cruel, darling, itās ritual Served with a lullaby
Youāll never taste it coming Milk and cyanide SPREAD IT Youāll never taste it coming
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - You Belong to Me (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-05-28 | Track : You Belong to Me Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Darling, close your eyes, I drive the scene And breathe you in ways that stay unseen I stitched your silence to my tongue To let every secret weigh a ton I donāt play remorse, donāt fake decay Youāre only safe cause I let you stay Itās not just love, itās something worse It feeds, it lures, oh god how it hurts
Your voice lives inside my head I warned you once, now itās all been said
Iāll keep whatās making you alive Every thought you hide is mine If you crawl, Iāll follow the sound When youāll break, Iāll pull you down You can throw it away, Iām still inside You canāt escape what you confide Cause baby, your heartbeat still replies You belong to what you leave behind
You can think you always have a choice But look how your words still sound like mine I led you from within, traced your pulse once And now it beats on my selfish crime You can move away, you already know Every step, every breath and lie, are my owe If you lock your doors, I find the key I swear youāre safe from everything, except me
Keep still, I swear Iāll make you see No one will ever love you quite like me
Iāll keep whatās making you alive Every thought you hide is mine If you crawl, Iāll follow the sound When youāll break, Iāll pull you down You can throw it away, Iām still inside You canāt escape what you confide Cause baby, your heartbeat still replies You belong to what you leave behind
Every road you take, I paved it for you Every look you fake, I see right through I canāt control the way you make me feel You can run, but you run under my skin
Iāll keep whatās making you alive Every thought you hide is mine
Iāll keep whatās making you alive Every thought you hide is mine If you crawl, Iāll follow the sound When youāll break, Iāll pull you down You can throw it away, Iām still inside You canāt escape what you confide Cause baby, your heartbeat still replies You belong to what you leave behind
You belong to⦠me Watch you leave me behind You belong to⦠me Watch you leave me behind
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Not the One (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-05-22 | Track : Not the One Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
I hate when the voices in my head go silent Cause I know what those fuckers planning next Theyāre throw me in the dirt and then put me alone Struggling in an ocean with your calls of false siren But stillness doesnāt consume deeper than regrets
The biggest lie I tell is respect my own decisions What goes around comes right to your throat
So, donāt tell me youāre here to fix me Iām not the kind you bring back home Iām the quiet that turns into screaming The kind of ache that blooms alone You talk about us like itās salvation I call it noise and bad medication You want a light? Then go find your sun Cause Iām not the one, Iām not the one
I stay quite while these wars start raging inside me While I only crave never ever to feel like a shit Iām my worst āwhat ifā and your best āIāll never knowā Donāt you think Iām weird? You can say it though The blackest part of me is the one you canāt leave
I make my life a wildfire, to practice burning in hell Like when you want me above everything else
So, donāt tell me youāre here to fix me Iām not the kind you bring back home Iām the quiet that turns into screaming The kind of ache that blooms alone You talk about us like itās salvation I call it noise and bad medication You want a light? Then go find your sun Cause Iām not the one, Iām not the one
Open your eyes, Iām not the one
Beautiful souls recognize my monsters inside Even when I try to hide, still Iām weaponized You stare so damn close, to see so deep far And donāt even know what my limits are
So, donāt tell me youāre here to fix me Iām not the kind you bring back home Iām the quiet that turns into screaming The kind of ache that blooms alone You talk about us like itās salvation I call it noise and bad medication You want a light? Then go find your sun
No, donāt tell me youāre here to fix me Donāt try to heal what canāt connect I live on fucked-up flaws you canāt correct Donāt waste your heart, Iām past repair You talk about us like itās salvation I call it noise and bad medication You want a light? Then go find your sun Cause Iām not the one, Iām not the one
Open your eyes, Iām not the one Open your eyes, Iām not the one
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Addicted to the Panic (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-05-22 | Track : Addicted to the Panic Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
You wear a neck brace every time the truth comes up Got a story locked and loaded, tear duct on a pump Build a crime scene out of feelings you never felt Then you cry real loud when the spotlight melts You trip over alibis you forgot you sold Change the script when the room gets cold Every mirror you pass, you flinch a bit Cause you know that face donāt buy your shit
Turn pain into currency, cash it in for clout Bleed just enough to bleed me out You donāt want help, you want witnesses Donāt wanna save you, I want distance, bitch
How can you rest With a conscience full of broken glass? Say youāre cursed But you lit every match you had You rehearse that innocent look automatic You donāt lie for survival You lie cause youāre addicted to the panic
Addicted Yeah, youāre addicted
Oh dear, every loss you take is a marketing plan Every tearās got a timestamp, ready for the fans You sell it as traumas, brand it as a design So funny how you heal when the cameras die You keep all these receipts for sympathy Fucking never for the damage you did to me You still screaming hard āaccountabilityā
And how can you rest With a conscience full of broken glass? Say youāre cursed But you lit every match you had You rehearse that innocent look automatic You donāt lie for survival You lie cause youāre addicted to the panic
You donāt want love, you want leverage Affectionās just a hostage message You fake regret like itās fashion Then blame the crash you imagined Every promise got a loophole Every āsorryā got a mute code I donāt hate you, thatās the point I just stopped buying what you sold
Turn pain into currency, cash it in for clout Bleed just enough to bleed me out Yeah, you monetize collapse Call it fate when it snaps back
How can you rest With a conscience full of broken glass? Say youāre cursed But you lit every match you had You rehearse that innocent look automatic You donāt lie for survival You lie cause youāre addicted to the panic
Addicted Yeah, youāre addicted Yeah, youāre addicted Addicted to the panic
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Chosen Damage (Official Lyric Video)KamNox2026-05-19 | Track : Chosen Damage Album : Addicted to the Panic -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
You walked into my noise like you didnāt hear the rot Didnāt flinch, didnāt kneel, but claimed the shot Everybody here is starving, shaking for a taste You just stood there like this place was a waste I live on the edge of a chemical lie I burn so I donāt have to ask myself why Then you smile at me like I wasnāt loud enough Like you saw the crack and called my bluff
You donāt get it, I just react If something hurts, I cut it back
Donāt fucking look at me, like me like that Like Iām not just the wreck I make Donāt fucking look at me like that Like Iām not already half erased You donāt get to see me breathing Under all this gas-engine Iād rather be a fucking nightmare Than the quiet leaves me dead
Yeah, I own the room when the lights go red I sell my sins just to stay right ahead They love me loud, they need me cracked They crave me best when I donāt look back You donāt let shit get you, you donāt shake You donāt worship hard, you donāt fake You stand here calm inside the fire Like you donāt give a damn if this expires
I know exactly where to aim And let the damage do the rest
Donāt fucking look at me like that Like Iām not just the wreck I make Donāt fucking look at me like that Like Iām not already half erased You donāt get to see me breathing Under all this gas-engine Iād rather be a fucking nightmare Than the quiet leaves me dead
You think Iām dangerous Cause I scream, cause I bite? Oh cute⦠The way you dared to hook me Thatās the shit that keeps me up at night And I fucking hate that
Go to hell ! I donāt need saving Go to hell ! I donāt need truth Go to hell ! Donāt need someone Who sees through
So donāt fucking look at me like that Like Iām not just the wreck I make Donāt fucking look at me like that Like Iām not already half erased You donāt get to see me breathing Under all this gas-engine Iād rather be a fucking nightmare Than the quiet leaves me dead
Donāt fucking look at me like that Like I could still stand straight Donāt fucking look at me like that Like you wonāt lose this game If you stay, Iāll tear you open They all want the fire ātil it looks back Iāve turned into a fucking nightmare To keep away what leaves me dead
So donāt fucking look at me like that They all want the fire Dead Donāt fucking look at me like that Everybody loves the fire No, donāt fucking look at me like that They all want the fire Until it looks back
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. / Jonah A. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Chosen Damage #shorts #kamnox #alternativerock #altrock #music #metalcore #chosendamageKamNox2026-05-10 | The wait is almost over. Step into the panic... "Chosen Damage", the first single from the upcoming album "Addicted to the Panic", drops on 05.19.26.
I stare at the cracks in this fucked-up face Devil grinning back, blood on the lace I beg for the collar, then smash it to dust Crave the chokehold, crave the thrust Skin's screaming for scars I already own I'm the blade in my throat, cutting alone Pulse hammering like a junkie's last hit Every breath tastes like razor-bit shit
I'm the cage I rattle, the key I swallow Drowning in the high I refuse to follow
I wanna choke on my chains, then rip 'em apart Be the god in the gutter, the slave with the heart Make my blood boil till it burns through the vein I'm fucking addicted to the sweet fucking pain Yeah I'm spiraling hard, yeah I'm coming apart Loving the rot at the core of my heart I'm the plague I drink, I'm the fever that kills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills
Mirror's a warzone, fist through the glass Bad guy staring back, laughing at the crash I flip from the throne to the floor in a blink King of the fallās here, begging to sink Rough hands on my neck, they're my own grip I'm the monster I fuck, the high I can't quit Fever's climbing, safety's long gone Rough touch on myself till the feeling's withdrawn
I can't fucking stand it, I'm manic as hell Yeah, I'm a bit broken, and I love how it smells
I wanna choke on my chains, then rip 'em apart Be the god in the gutter, the slave with the heart Make my blood boil till it burns through the vein I'm fucking addicted to the sweet fucking pain Yeah I'm spiraling hard, yeah I'm coming apart Loving the rot at the core of my heart I'm the plague I drink, I'm the fever that kills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills
Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills
No clean break, no fucking mercy I'm too loud, too fucked, too alive in the dirt Every cut's a reminder I don't deserve Let it fucking burn, let it fucking climb
I wanna choke on my chains, then rip 'em apart Be the god in the gutter, the slave with the heart Make my blood boil till it burns through the vein I'm fucking addicted to the sweet fucking pain
I wanna rule the collapse, crawl out black and blue Be the tyrant, the bitch, the end coming true Drag my soul through the fire just to feel the sting I'm psycho inside, and Iām bad in everything Yeah I'm spiraling hard, yeah I'm coming apart Loving the rot at the core of my heart I'm the plague I drink, I'm the fever that kills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills
Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills Screaming "give me more" till my sanity spills
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.N āŖļø Published under Funfair RecordsKAMNOX - Against The World [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-04-23 | Track : Against The World -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
We move like shadows in a place that never forgives Breathing through the cold of days we didnāt choose Weāre carrying ashes from a past that still persists And you stand, unshaken, in the disorder of the truth I see it in your silence, that wreckage you never name The weight that kept you walking when the others ran Iām right there behind you, even bleeding all the same Cause we donāt get redemption, just learn not to bend
Stand or fall, no path to sway All that we are survives the fray
Itās you and me against the world Thereās no turning back, no regret If everything collapses around us Weāll keep breathing through the breaking Yeah, you and me against the world Our scars are why we wonāt forsake And when the sky will fall on us Weāll face the ruins anyway
You drag me from the edges when my mind keeps slipping Call me out with one look, cause you always know the cost Iāll steady you in silence when your pulse starts dipping Weāre both built from the fractures of what we couldnāt stop And maybe thereās a meaning buried somewhere in the dust A reality sharing that neither one of us is willing to define But every time you catch me, every time you tell me ātrustā It hits me as the only truth here: your hand always has mine
Itās you and me against the world There's no turning back, no regret If everything collapses around us Weāll keep breathing through the breaking Yeah, you and me against the world Our scars are why we wonāt forsake And when the sky will fall on us Weāll face the ruins anyway
Itās you and me against the world You and me against the world
When they try to take all weāve known When the ground beneath us breaks Iāll hold you up, youāll keep me strong Weāll hold the end before it claims
Itās you and me against the world You and me against the world
Itās you and me against the world There's no turning back, no regret If everything collapses around us Weāll keep breathing through the breaking Yeah, you and me against the world Our scars are why we wonāt forsake And when the sky will fall on us Weāll face the ruins
Itās you and me against the world There's no turning back, no regret If everything collapses around us Weāll keep breathing through the breaking Yeah, you and me against the world Every scar we hold tells why we stay So when the world breaks down on us Weāll⦠face the ruins anyway
Weāll face the ruins anyway Weāll face the ruins anyway Itās you and me against the world
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Made to Give In [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-04-16 | Track : Made to Give In (Marc ft. Soley) -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
You donāt know what you walked into But I knew you the second you breathed So, try to stand like youāre in control Cause, baby, your body already speaks You move, little prey, pretending calm Waiting to beg, yeah, waiting for the fall You know, I donāt chase what doesnāt shake And you⦠youāre shaking through it all
I read every tension in your spine Every step you take toward me Is permission written in time
So⦠On your knees, donāt look away Throw away your fear, I want your need Thatās right, I wonāt touch until you break Then Iāll show you the only way to bleed Donāt run anymore, I'll take your crave to the core Look at you, you give in like you were made to Bend a little more, now your body learns my rules You can feel it, I build the hunger inside you
You thought desire was a trap, making you die Something that kept you under your skin Youāre mine now, I teach you how to open wide Keep your eyes on me, and let the dark get in
You tense when I say your name Babe, itās a command, not a sound Every touchās made to hit your pulse To drive you deeper to the ground
Let me decide when you breathe Every inch you give to me Is another part I keep
So⦠On your knees, donāt look away Throw away your fear, I want your need Thatās right, I wonāt touch until you break Then Iāll show you the only way to bleed Donāt run anymore, I'll take your crave to the core Look at you, you give in like you were made to Bend a little more, now your body learns my rules You can feel it, I build the hunger inside you
You donāt ask what comes next Thereās no need to understand I shape your want, ātil it fits my hand
Now say it⦠Say youāre ready Say you love it⦠Say youāre craving me
Good
So⦠On your knees, donāt look away Throw away your fear, I want your need Thatās right, I wonāt touch until you break Then Iāll show you the only way to bleed
Yeah⦠On your knees, stay right there Hands still, your pretty mouth open slow Cause, I donāt rush whatās already mine When I love so hard watching you let go Donāt run anymore, I'll take your crave to the core Look at you, you give in like you were made to Bend a little more, now your body learns my rules You can feel it, I build the hunger inside you
You donāt leave, you donāt hide You donāt need to be saved You wanted the dark to teach you So behave
Throw away your fear, I know your need Iāll show you the only way to bleed
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Ink and Gunpowder #shorts #alternativerock #altrock #kamnox #music #newmusic #lyrics #songKamNox2026-04-12 | Ink and Gunpowder is out now - Stay tuned. #rock #epicmusic #lyricvideo #arcane #newsongKAMNOX - Ink and Gunpowder [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-04-09 | Track : Ink and Gunpowder -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
I came from a place that never knew my name Wrote myself a life and burned it in the rain They called me a ghost, just ink on a shelf But I bled in the dust to become someone else
I aināt a hero, I aināt your son Iām a Deadeye with nowhere to run
So I load my sins in a six-shot rhyme Fire 'em off just to feel alive Call me heathen, call me gone Every stepās a line I write in bone There's no savior in this town of liars Just ink and gunpowder
I met a man who looked like my own hand Like crawled out the page that I never planned He said āYouāre not real,ā but he couldnāt see I built this hell, now itās burninā me
I aināt your mirror, I aināt your fate Iām the price you pay that you see too late
So I load my sins in a six-shot rhyme Fire 'em off just to feel alive Call me heathen, call me gone Every stepās a line I write in bone There's no savior in this town of liars Just ink and gunpowder
And if I fall, donāt read me a prayer Just toss my name in the midnight air A shadow with a pen and bullet to his chest Tryna rewrite pain into something less
I load my sins in a six-shot rhyme Fire āem off, try to buy some time Call me heathen, call me done Call me whatās left when the writingās gone There's no heaven in this town of liars Only ink and gunpowder
Yeah, I load my sins in a six-shot rhyme Fire 'em off cause I canāt feel alive Call me heathen, call me gone Every stepās a line I write in bone There's no savior in this town of liars Just ink and gunpowder
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Cant End Loving You [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-04-02 | Track : Can't End Loving You -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
Iāve swallowed centuries like cheap whiskey Burnt my tongue on every war, every scream Learned to breathe smoke instead of air And call it living Then you walked in smelling of wet sand And bad decisions, gold eyes like coins Someone forgot to bury
I shouldāve turned the lights off Watch the dark in you just eat you whole Instead I put neon on, and let the light glow
I donāt do fragile things I erase them before they break my name But you keep arriving with new bruises And the same stupid, stubborn lips That say āsorryā like itās currency
Youāre the only wound that refuses to scar over I hate how quiet the room gets when youāre not in it Iāve got empires in my back pocket Rivers of sulfur on speed dial And still⦠Your heartās the only thing making my hourglass tick
If I would, I could end every soul breathing but couldn't end loving you even if you disappeared
I told myself it was about feeding hunger, old lie Demons lie best to mirrors, thatās right Itās not your sweet obedience I want anymore Itās the second right after that When you really decide to stay by my side That second costs more than any life ever claimed I keep the receipt in my ribs, just to prove I paid
You know, when you leave, silent as the wind And the air still smells like absence and regret Something ancient inside me practices dying
Youāre the only wound that refuses to scar over I hate how quiet the room gets when youāre not in it Iāve got empires in my back pocket Rivers of sulfur on speed dial And still⦠Your heartās the only thing making my hourglass tick
If I would, I could end every soul breathing but couldn't end loving you even if you disappeared
I could end every soul breathing Not stop loving you, even if you disappeared
I never pretended the words āI love you,ā would be pure and soft It just sounds like gravel in a throat That hasnāt prayed in ten thousand years It tastes like ash, and the ghost of every door I slammed Before you open the last one, I had condemned
Youāre the only wound that learned how to bleed forward I hate how the silence tastes like copper When youāre goneā¦.
Youāre the only wound that refuses to scar over I hate how quiet the room gets when youāre not in it Iāve got empires in my back pocket Rivers of sulfur on speed dial And still⦠Your heartās the only thing making my hourglass tick
If I would, I could end every soul breathing but couldn't end loving you even if you disappeared
I could end every soul breathing Not stop loving you, even if you disappeared Stay cause of all what you know I could end every soul breathing Not stop loving you, even if you disappeared Stay cause you already know If you disappeared.
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Worth Something [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-03-26 | Track : Worth Something -------------------- š„...For a better sound quality experience, don't forget to disable the "stable volume" in your settings...š„
I watched my past go up in smoke from every cigarette I lit Held on to fading memories I could never seem to grip I tried to walk away from all the ones who only ever made me ache Stopped looking in the mirror cause the face I saw was never mine Just all the words and every line they drilled into me all my life Too much, too gone, too heavy, too wrong for a heart this tight That drifting feeling, being unreal, trapped in a life I canāt survive And I thought⦠I thought I could make it through somehow
I stopped believing, stopped looking for a sign Started drinking, but I dropped it just in time Even my sorrow doesnāt want me, wonāt let me fall apart So what nowā¦
I wanna know what I did so damn wrong For every night to choke me while Iām crying alone I just wanna believe⦠tell myself I can trust After all Iāve been through, Iāve already faced the worst. And Iām not scared of the ending, just that I wonāt finish Stuck in a present that don't wanna give a future in it And itās dumb, I know, but I just wanna hear this thing That I am still worth something.
I keep chasing love but I pull away with every step I take Cause inside thereās that voice saying I donāt deserve a taste I spend hours rewinding everything Iām never gonna be All I said, all I did, not enough, or not like youād want from me I only sleep when Iām too drained to hold my eyes awake Daydreamingās easier than keeping quiet for my own sake I wanna spill everything, I wanna stitch up all my wounds But somehow Iām the one who put myself to the ground
I wanna know what I did so damn wrong For every night to choke me while Iām crying alone I just wanna believe⦠tell myself I can trust After all Iāve been through, Iāve already faced the worst And Iām not scared of the ending, just that I wonāt finish Stuck in a present that don't wanna give a future in it And itās dumb, I know, but I just wanna hear this thing That I am still worth something
Tell me Iām worth something Even if I canāt believe it Tell me Iām worth something
I wanna know what I did so damn wrong For every night to choke me while Iām crying alone I just wanna believeā¦
Wanna stop searching for what I did so wrong For every night to choke me while Iām crying alone I just wanna believe⦠tell myself I can trust After all Iāve been through, Iāve already faced the worst. And Iām not scared of the ending, just that I wonāt finish Done stay trapped in a present with no future in it And itās dumb, I know, but I just wanna hear this thing That I am still worth something.
Am I still worth something? Am I still worth something?
Welcome to the show Where you master the law You've been waiting for Now the wait is over Welcome to the show I was looking for Your soul Your soul Oh I've been looking for
And the fun's about to start When red lights fall apart And the dark devours the day And the sinners start to play
Tonight Tonight You and I Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds Tonight Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds
Oh Let me show you what I want I'm all you need So give me please That I don't regret Put your begs on scene Take my dirty secret And the time has come
The fun's about to start When red lights fall apart And the dark devours the day And the sinners start to play And the sinners start to play
Tonight Tonight You and I Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds Tonight Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds
And the walls start shaking As the night begins to rise Feel the freeze taking over You're made for the disaster
Step in closer I hear your heartbeat To get away it's all over over Over...
Tonight Tonight You and I Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds Tonight Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds
Gonna Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds Gonna Gonna lose our minds You and I Gonna Gonna lose you minds Tonight...
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Favorite Bad Decision #shorts #alternativerock #lyrics #altrock #kamnox #music #metalcoreKamNox2026-03-14 | š„ Favorite Bad Decision is out now š„ #rock #song #officialKAMNOX - Favorite Bad Decision [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-03-13 | Track : Favorite Bad Decision
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Yeah⦠keep smiling like that, asshole Makes it easier to hate how much I want you
You strut around like the world owes you rent Perfect hair, perfect teeth, perfect little dent In my sanity every time you glance my way I roll my eyes so hard I see yesterday But fuck if I don't chase that condescending smirk Like it's the last cigarette before the world quits work You play untouchable, I play the silly soul You and I already know we're both going down
I tell myself "this time I'm out, I'm done" Then your shadow hits and I'm back on the run Pathetic? Sure. Hilarious? Even more. Iām laughing while I bleed all over the floor
I love the prick behind the mask The one who fucks me up and never asks Who dangles hope like it's a loaded gun And I keep falling, gameās begun You're my sweetest āfuck youā, my favorite curse The high I chase when it only gets worse Yeah I love the prick behind the mask And fuck me, I still come back
I'm not safe, never claimed any crown I'm just the idiot who won't back down You ruin me slow, I ruin me faster Call it love? Nah, call it disaster
I love the prick behind the mask The one who fucks me up and never asks Who dangles hope like it's a loaded gun And I keep falling, gameās begun You're my sweetest āfuck youā, my favorite curse The high I chase when it only gets worse Yeah I love the prick behind the mask And fuck me, I still come back
Go on, feed me insane, make me weak Tell me to leave before I hit my peak Of pathetic desire to your golden throne But we both know you'd miss the way I moan Your name like a curse I keep on repeat I'm hooked on the hurt, on the incomplete So keep your walls, keep your pretty disguise I'll keep showing up just to watch myself die
And yeah, I'd do it again I'd do it smiling
You beautiful, arrogant bastard
I love the prick behind the mask The one who fucks me up and never asks Who dangles hope like it's a loaded gun And I keep falling, gameās begun
I love the prick behind the mask Who breaks me clean and never cracks Who plays god while I'm on my knees And still won't admit canāt stop needing me You're my sweetest āfuck youā, my favorite curse The high I chase when it only gets worse Yeah I love the prick behind the mask
I love the prick behind the mask I love the prick behind the mask I keep falling, gameās begun
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - On the other side #shorts #altrock #alternativerock #lyrics #kamnox #song #music #metalcoreKamNox2026-02-16 | On the other side is out now everywhere ! #rock #metal #anime #mangaKAMNOX - On the other side [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-02-13 | Track : On the other side
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The lights go out but I still see Shadows moving where I used to be My voiceās trapped between two breaths One for the living, one for death Thereās nothing left to carry on Wonāt say goodbye without a sound If this is grace, it feels like stone Iāve never felt so close, alone
Donāt call my name, it wonāt reach through The echoās dying, yeah it sounds like you
Iāll walk the line where ashes burn Where silence hums and pages turn No angels to wait on higher strands Just debts unpaid and uncalled names Iām not afraid, Iāve set the score Weāll settle what was left before You want reckoning, bring your pride Weāll meet again on the other side
The air is thin, it hums like glass Memories still bleeding but never pass Your face is proof of every lie I kept it close to watch you die I traded my faith, dissolve my heart in rain Every sin spelled out my name So try to bruise me but stop pretend Some payback are written to the end
If I sleep now, I sleep prepared And leave below the ones who dared
Iāll walk the line where ashes burn Where silence hums and pages turn No angels to wait on higher strands Just debts unpaid and uncalled names Iām not afraid, Iāve set the score Weāll settle what was left before You want reckoning, bring your pride Weāll meet again on the other side
Bury the noise, keep your lies Iāll take the ledger, take back the price If you thought cold silence would erase Iāll greet you where thereās no more grace Take your breath, count your days: be warned The end you feel is just the storm
Iāll walk the line where ashes burn Where silence hums and pages turn No angels to wait on higher strands Just debts unpaid and uncalled names Iām not afraid, Iāve set the score Weāll settle what was left before You want reckoning, bring your pride
Iāll walk the line where ashes burn Where silence hums and pages turn Iāll cross the void, Iāll find the gate Where silenceās home and justice wait Weāll finish what you started before Iām not afraid, Iāll stand the war So let's face what has come with time Weāll meet again on the other side
Weāll meet again on the other side Weāll meet again on the other side
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Bury What You Found in Me [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-02-05 | Track : Bury What You Found in Me
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Swallow the ashes of your promise Scattered where the truth once lay You made a shelter out of silence Words as excuse of a self-defence And itās crawling through my nerves All these nonsenses turn like rust Sell redemption when youāre scared I still donāt owe you any trust
Your grace was just a clever threat Which ghost are you trying to resurrect?
Go bury what you found in me Iām not your fucking tragedy You entered loss inside my doubt Watched the waves just pull me out Bury what you found in me Erase all you think about reality Iāll dig the frame to the underground Before I break, Iāll tear it down
You talk in riddles made of distance You praise the hurt, ignore the weight You keep your preach like a weapon Hide traces behind delusion bathe I bit my tongue to keep the shape Of all the words I never meant Now every line you tried to save Just folds beneath its own intent
Go bury what you found in me Iām not your fucking tragedy You entered loss inside my doubt Watched the waves just pull me out Bury what you found in me Erase all you think about reality Iāll dig the frame to the underground Before I break, Iāll tear it down
Go bury what you found in me Iām not your fucking tragedy You entered loss inside my doubt Watched the waves just pull me out Bury what you found in me Erase all you think about reality Iāll dig the frame to the underground Before I break, Iāll tear it down
Stop believing in fast escapes You only heal in crooked ways No grand reveal, no curtain call Just facing how to stand at all
Go bury what you found in me Iām not your fucking tragedy
Go bury what you found in me Iām not your fucking tragedy You entered loss inside my doubt Watched the waves just pull me out Bury what you found in me Erase all you think about reality Iāll dig the frame to the underground Before I break, Iāll tear it down
Before I break, Iāll tear it down Not your fucking tragedy Before I break, Iāll tear it down Not your fucking tragedy Bury what you found in me.
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Bleed Me Slow #shorts #altrock #alternativerock #lyrics #kamnox #music #song #metalcoreKamNox2026-02-02 | My favorite kind of end š„ #rock #darkromance #booktok #viralKAMNOX - Out of Consequence #shorts #alternativerock #kamnox #music #rock #song #lyrics #altrockKamNox2026-01-30 | Out of Consequence is out now ! #metalcore #2026KAMNOX - Out of Consequence [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-01-30 | Track : Out of Consequence
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I move wrong when youāre nearby Every step feels misaligned Like furniture shifted in my chest Something living where it shouldnāt rest
I keep your violence in my mouth Chew it slow, spit nothing out You left fingerprints in my blood I scrub my hands, it doesnāt come off
I donāt miss you like people do I malfunction, I lose the use Of simple things like breathing air When youāre not threaded everywhere
Take me where I know nothing more Press your weight into my lungs Donāt correct it, even if itās wrong I don't wanna keep feeling secure Just pull me under, bring me close You shut me down to comatose Youāre in my brain like interference Never wanted so hard defaillance
You breathe in damage that I translate You open doors that I canāt forget Now nothing else feels just perfect You donāt stay, you recalibrate
I keep your language in my mouth Sink in it slow, spit nothing out You left fingerprints in my brain My feelings learned you as a stain
Take me where I know nothing more Press your weight into my lungs Donāt correct it, even if itās wrong I don't wanna keep feeling secure Just pull me under, bring me close You shut me down to comatose Youāre in my brain like interference Never wanted so hard defaillance!
Never wanted so hard defaillance Never wanted so hard defaillance
And Iām stuck running diagnostics You move⦠out of consequence Wanna drown, even if I'll regret it Think I donāt really need coherence
Take me where I know nothing more Press your weight into my lungs Donāt correct it, even if itās wrongā¦
Take me where I know nothing more Press your weight into my lungs Donāt correct it, even if itās wrong I don't wanna keep feeling secure Just pull me under, bring me close You shut me down to comatose Youāre in my brain like interference Never wanted so hard defaillance
Never wanted so hard defaillance Never wanted so hard defaillance Think I donāt really need coherence Think I donāt really need coherence
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - The Vessel [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2026-01-23 | Track : The Vessel
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You slipped into my system like a glitch I didnāt catch Threading through the cracks, the code I never patched You mirrored all my hunger, every fracture, every strain Till I canāt tell the difference with your pulse and my pain You opened up a signal, dragged me under with your pull A frequency that redraw every limit in my skull I let you in too easily, now you move beneath my skin Rewriting all my damages, to make a home within
And I know what this becomes Two ghosts learning how to breathe in one
Look, youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Calling every shadow that my heart brings If you dive this deep, you get what bleeds you get what breaks, you get what feeds You know, the deeper that your voice rings The more it wakes the parts I keep caging You wanted to find what lies in my wiring Seek the night, nothing hereās what it seems
You trace my faults like youāre decoding every bruise Picking at the secrets that I swore I wouldnāt use You work at the edges where my nightmares like to live And tell me itās a promise every time you take and give You pull me like a riptide, drag me through static noise And I dive in you in ways that feel too holy to destroy Iām tangled in your orbit, in the chaos that you sling A love corrosion, a craving made of soul and skin
Look, youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Calling every shadow that my heart brings If you dive this deep, you get what bleeds you get what breaks, you get what feeds You know, the deeper that your voice rings The more it wakes the parts I keep caging You wanted to find what lies in my wiring Seek the night, nothing hereās what it seems
Seek the night, nothing hereās what it seems Youāre the vessel for my dark wrings
Signal bleeding into signal, you corrupt and I comply Two systems in collision, breaking soft and breaking sly If the overload can take us, let it tear the world apart Weāre built for the implosion, the share of haunted hearts
Look, youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Calling every shadow that my heart brings If you dive this deep, you get what bleeds You get what breaks, you get what feeds
Look, youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Calling every shadow that my heart brings You wanted more than what the light gives Break into the core and spark the springs You know, the deeper that your voice rings The more it wakes the parts I keep caging And you opened the doors in my wiring Into the night, nothing hereās what it seems
Youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Youāre the vessel for my dark wrings Seek the night, nothing hereās what it seems
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NSpecter of You - KAMNOX #shortsKamNox2026-01-16 | Nothing more than a Specter of a soul. #alternativerock #kamnox #music #metalcore #booktok #lovesong #altrockKAMNOX - The Never End #shorts #alternativerock #music #kamnoxKamNox2026-01-12 | Some nights are more tense than others, right? . #altrock #song #rock #metalcore #thenerveend #lyricsKAMNOX - Confessions Interlude [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2025-12-16 | Track : Confessions Interlude
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The fact is : I struggle with depression, dissociation Called for a God intervention but the only conversation Is the voice that keeps pushing me into wrong directions Maybe I gotta keep the line, keep watching my time Step behind, try not to rewind every vision in my mind But Iām cursed, Iām done, yeah, I'm fucking going down All I do is hold on on my own, writing all day long Hoping someone fixes up my heart before itās gone
But itās true⦠thatās right⦠Iām not even alone Iām digging my own grave while youāre catching up my tone Really, what could I ask for more ? Maybe Iām ungrateful Or maybe Iām too fuckedāup to figure out the point
The truth is : I never learned to shout back at violence Parents threw guilt like weapons, taught me laws of silence I grew up dodging anger, turned myself into compliance Now every time I shake, I blame my own defiance Therapy hit me with the same hollow questions āTalk about your painā, like itās some kind of lesson But the deeper I dug, the less I felt progression Wounds screaming like theyāre fighting for possession
So yeah⦠inside Iām alone but Iām used to the weather Cold nights, dark thoughts they always fall together Still reaching out for more, holding onto every piece of love Cause losing what I get is something Iām tired of
I keep fighting with the noise tearing holes inside my head Running laps around my traumas like I'm chasing down the dead I shut down, let me go, get out, tear me apart No wait⦠help me survive this hell that keeps leaving marks I drown in all the stories I never learned to face Crash through all the moments that I wish I could erase Iām hopeless, let me scream, let it echo through the space Whyās the pain the thing that tells me Iām alive in this place ?
So here I am, writing it down again just to leave a trace Of whatās burning in my brain, hoping maybe it resonates Cause maybe souls like mine can hold on to this amend And see that in this world⦠we all struggle with the pain
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - The Never End [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2025-12-09 | Track : The Never End
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Keep my eyes wide just to feel the static Clock hands twitch like theyāre laughing at it Bite my tongue, taste salt and shame Guess Iām addicted to my own bend Four in the morning, canāt stop pacing Walls breathe slow, the airās erasing Iām vanish like a ghost, half awake Still waiting for my heart to break
And itās loud and black in the mess Iām in Every thoughtās got teeth and skin
Stay, Iām trying not to fade This hollow hour wonāt wait My pulse is stalling, over again Yeah, Iām not alright tonight Donāt let me cross that line My hands start shaking Say my name before I slip again
Thereās something in my glass breathing Whispers sound like theyāre agreeing I ripped the calm right off my chest Now all thatās left is what wonāt rest Five in the morning, mind keeps spinning Every truth starts to look forgiving Iām not okay, but I play pretend See, I think I just want it all to end
And itās dark where my hope should be Guess I maybe trust whatās killing me
Stay, Iām trying not to fade This hollow hour wonāt wait My pulse is stalling, over again Yeah, Iām not alright tonight Donāt let me cross that line My hands start shaking Say my name before I slip again
Before I slip again
Every breath feels counterfeit Guess I never learned to land If mercy lives, itās out of reach I talk to walls, they never preach Wake me from this never end
Stay, Iām trying not to fade This hollow hour wonāt wait My pulse is stalling, over again Yeah, Iām not alright tonight Donāt let me cross that line My mind still screwing Say my name before I slip again
Iām trying not to fade This hollow hour wonāt wait Over again Iām trying not to fade This hollow hour wonāt wait
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - Dark has a Name #shortsKamNox2025-12-02 | Dark has a Name is out everywhere.
#kamnox #alternativerock #alternativerock #music #lyrics #song #dark #darkromance #darkromancereaders #darkromancebooks #darkromancetropeKAMNOX - Dark has a Name [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2025-12-02 | Track : Dark has a Name
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So, youāre here⦠and wanna be mine With your taste of a slow-burning crime Niceā¦
Pull you in, make you beg Teach you, break you open Make you remember, claim, ruin Rewrite, own, mark, unravel Pull you in, make you beg Teach you, break you open Make you remember, claim, ruin Command, trace, feed, breathe you in
Thereās no line I canāt redraw Youāre here for this⦠now take it raw
You wanted this, say it, donāt lie to me Look at me babe, I know what you crave You asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠I⦠You donāt get to leave, this is what sins feel like You can run, Iāll still find you, you canāt hide Yeah, you asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠Iā¦
Pull you down, make you wait Bend you, test your limit Make you surrender, moan, shiver Confess, ache, fall, lose your rhythm Pull you down, make you wait Bend you, test your limit Make you surrender, moan, shiver Devour, haunt, drag, step right through it
Thereās no line I canāt reshape You love how you feel when you break
You wanted this, say it, donāt lie to me Look at me babe, I know what you crave You asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠I⦠You donāt get to leave, this is what sins feel like You can run, Iāll still find you, you canāt hide Yeah, you asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠Iā¦
Your pulse is mine, electric skin You lose yourself where I begin Donāt blink, youāll miss my mercy You reached dark? I am the meaning
You wanted this, say it, donāt lie to me Then look at me babe, I know what you crave You asked for it, you always come back
You wanted this, say it, donāt lie to me Look at me babe, I know what you crave You asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠I⦠You donāt get to leave, this is what sins feel like You can run, Iāll still find you, you canāt hide Yeah, you asked for it, you always come back You like it when I... I⦠Iā¦
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - The Last Dawn [Official Lyric Video]KamNox2025-11-26 | Track : The Last Dawn
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Itās always the same old void and this is not fine It burns so hard sometimes I die a thousand times I know you want me to try my best, not cross the line But whatās the point if youāre not here to see me shine? I wish I could hear you say that life can still be gold But Iām falling again, even close to the floor Maybe I should find my way back home But that word means nothing now Iām losing control
I saw what was left of your shadow, I hid inside But it's time to leave, to run from what you left behind I turned into the living dead, my soulās in ashes Youāre gone, your lightās the one thing that never passes
I keep rewinding all the things I didnāt do And if I could, Iād start again for you Would the future change its view? Iām sorry for the fall, thereās no one left at all The truth is, you were my world, you were it all
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right Thereās really nothing left to make it right
Guess I should heal, I burn every little trace Buried them deep in your sand, no one to replace Now in the silence, my mindās breaking apart Our memories blur , theyāre just stains in the dark Flashes in my eyes, fire vanish now under the ice Beneath my skin, the iron grows and hides my heart But my veins remember what the wires canāt start Tell me⦠would you forgive me if I stopped the fight?
I donāt know where to go, Iām lost inside this nightmare There are pieces of our life drowning in my face Iām tired of letting them fall, cause each one disappears Soon, thereāll be nothing left but a blacklist in my tears
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right
My dreams have turned to hollow Iāve sunk too deep, Iām lost in limbo Hope is gone, thereās just the end I fight my ghosts but itās all pretend
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right
You know, Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again I live my life without your nights And thereās nothing left to make it right Thereās really nothing left to make it right
You know⦠Iām counting every second Waiting for the dawn to break again
āŖļø Lyrics compositions: Kam.N āŖļø Vocal personas: Reid W. / Soley M. / Marc L. āŖļø Music: directed by Kam.N, assisted by A.I āŖļø Arrangements / Mixing / Mastering: Kam.N āŖļø Music and Video productions: Kam.NKAMNOX - IDGAF (Feat.April) #shortsKamNox2025-11-20 | New track "IDGAF" is out now everywhere