Pull me out of this hell Sitting withering away In my self pity I decay What I would give Just for new life to live As I suffer You still Watch me as I Beg For Hope I can’t see the Light Open up my eyes
The walls are closing in (closing in) echoes of despair I slowly drown within Screaming a silent cry (silent cry) This melody of sadness that I sing is goodbye.
(Watch me as I waste away from this place) Oh god I’m sinking into my bitter end
With no will to go on another day I self medicate to erase this pain
The walls are closing in (closing in) echoes of despair I slowly drown within Screaming a silent cry (silent cry) This melody of sadness that I sing is goodbye.
(Watch me as I waste away from this place)
Someone, Anyone Help me I’m drowning in the earth
If only I Could find myself again There’s not much time Left for me fucking around with this pain called my Life
I’m broken down from the the way that I feel I’ve got to make a change Or this pain is all over nothing
Life's getting away from me I'm so confused I don't wanna start a trend but I'm falling apart again I'm falling out I'm breaking down
Can anyone feel this Or is still only me It feels like I’m alone right now and I can barely breathe
I’ve fallen down like this But never like this before It’s like my thoughts have wrapped me up and tied me to the floor
Falling farther And farther away I’m at my lowest low Where did all my hope go? Is this a dead end Or the end the rope What I would give Just for a sign of hope
I’m Falling out can’t stand myself right now I’m Breaking down I can’t find my way out Is it you is it me Is no one else at peace Im Falling out Im breaking down
I’m always callin out mayday Whenever I feel this way I just can’t losing grip on my mental state Now I’m feelin that panic Another lesson in self decay I just need to find my way back to better days
I’m Falling out can’t stand myself right now I’m Breaking down I can’t find my way out Is it you is it me Is no one else at peace Im Falling out Im breaking down
If this is all that I am And all that I’ll be Why am I even here When there is nothing left for me
Is this a dead end Or the end of the rope This is my dead end I’m starting to choke
I’m Falling out can’t stand myself right now I’m Breaking down I can’t find my way out Is it you is it me Is no one else at peace Im Falling out Im breaking down
#secretsband #secrets #newmusic #fallingout #thecollapseSECRETS - The Collapse (Official Lyric Video)SecretsOfficial2022-04-29 | SECRETS - The Collapse (Official Lyric Video)
Breathe in Fill my lungs with toxin I won’t stop til they bury my coffin
Lately You’re all that I’ve been missing My friend The one They call addiction
Give up It’s not like you can kick this Give in Until your submissive
Breathe in Fill my lungs with toxin I won’t stop til they bury my coffin
It’s a feeling that I’ve never known now I just can’t let it go Dependency is plaguing me Now it’s just an awful feeling I don’t think it’s ever gonna set me free
Give in
Again again, I feel withdrawal As my eyes roll back I feel my skin start to crawl
Leave me Alone with my own thoughts And then Watch me collapse
I needed substance for this empty space convince myself it’s for my mental state how’d I let this gets so far from me I let my sickness get the best of me
I’m so done with life So when you see me tonight Fuck me up fam
Breathe in Fill my lungs with toxin Breathe in I am the fucking problem
#secretsband #secrets #newmusic #thecollapseSECRETS - Hold On (OFFICIAL VIDEO)SecretsOfficial2021-01-09 | SECRETS - Hold On (Official Video)
I’m barely hanging onto myself anymore Cause all I see is the darkness ahead It’s staring back at me
When I tried my best to find my place in this life I’ve been bestowed upon
For the past three years of life I’ve never felt this way before Everything That I’ve done has left me feeling torn And I tried oh I’ve tried To find the meaning and the purpose in my life But all I ever found was a blind light
Don’t wake me if I’m dreaming Cause life feels like a weight tied to my ankles in the Deep end
Is this what you call sinking Help me find the ground beneath my feet before I hit the f* concrete
(Im starting to disintegrate)
We’re ticking at this pace There’s no where to retrace At this pace I’m starting to disintegrate So much for so much more Close every open door At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
Hold on I’m going round and round in circles Chasing the wind they tell me just hold on If they only knew how much I’ve been through they’d probably bite their tongues
They always tell me that I’ll feel better if I Just hold on a little longer But I’ve grown tired of waiting Anticipating What will go wrong next I need a savior now
We’re ticking at this pace There’s no where to retrace At this pace I’m starting to disintegrate So much for so much more Close every open door At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
There’s no afterglow And nothing feels like home When your stuck in the undertow So much for so much more Close every open door At this point there’s nothing left worth fighting for
They always tell me that I’ll feel better if I Just hold on a little longer But I’ve grown of waiting anticipating What will go wrong next I need a savior now
AARON FOREVERSECRETS - Iron Hearted (Official Lyric Video)SecretsOfficial2020-08-28 | SECRETS - Iron Hearted (Official Lyric Video)
I’ve heard it all Heard it all before You’ll say you’re sorry then you promise me no more
No more deceit No more will I cheat Every time I hear these lines I know I’m done believing
I’ve been getting used to feeling useless Finding comfort in the abuse I guess Ive been counting to ten while holding my breath but it never seems work like they said I guess I’m out of step
Out of sight out of mind Why can’t I just leave you behind would you even notice if I was gone
Cause you Don’t talk Don’t try You don’t stress And you don’t cry I don’t believe you You’ve lied Many times
So is this done Have you won Did I lose Will I run Will I be able To live On my own I’m just the
Unfortunate one You’re gonna lose in the long run
I’m not iron hearted I feel everything in ways uncharted Always unguarded cause I’m not iron hearted
Don’t you Test me I’m on edge and I’m over it You made your point You only want me just for the hell of it Knocked down You’ve left in the dust to get up again I’ve tried & tried to fall out of love I guess I’m just the
Unfortunate one You’re gonna lose in the long run. Unfortunate fate I’m always out of place
I’m not iron hearted I feel everything in ways uncharted Always unguarded cause I’m not iron hearted
Everything’s distorted I can’t see a way out of the darkness I just disregard it Cause I’m not iron hearted
Is this where we say goodbyeSECRETS STUDIO SESSIONS EP. 01SecretsOfficial2020-06-10 | Today we’re working on a new song & eating pizza There’s clips and teasers in this video so pay attentionSECRETS - Comedown (Drum Playthrough)SecretsOfficial2020-05-30 | SECRETS - Comedown (Connor Allen Drum Playthrough)
Stay another night So I can have you when I want you Cut another line Do something just get me high cloud my mind
Looking for a substance to make me feel some more
Make me feel something more
I am always searching For something that can take me Take me away from reality Change me from the way I think Erase my thoughts make my mind blank
Everybody else can see A side of me I’ve never seen They think that I can change (I have to disagree) I’m comfortable inside this hole Thats why I dug it after all I built my own hell (I’m not coming out)
Stay another night So I can have you when I want you Cut another line Do something, just get me high, cloud my mind
I am always searching For something that can take me Take me away from reality
Erase my thoughts make my mind blank
Everybody else can see A side of me I’ve never seen They think that I can change (I have to disagree) I’m comfortable inside this hole Thats why I dug it after all I built my own hell (I’m not coming out)
Was it all a dream I can’t figure out Blame it all on a black out Did I make a scene Was I freaking out Blame it all on a blackout
Now it’s in my veins I feel the angst I feel my heart racing Most would be ashamed Call me insane Tell me to face this pain
I Won’t Change (Believe me) I Can’t Change
I’m not coming down
I Won’t Change (Believe me) I Can’t Change (Dont let me) I Won’t Change (You heard me) I Can’t Change
Video by Thomas Helvenstine #Comedown #SecretsbandSECRETS - My Mind, Myself & I Play ThroughSecretsOfficial2020-02-14 | SECRETS - "My Mind, Myself & I" Play Through
#Secrets #PlayThrough #MyMindMyselfandISECRETS - My Mind, Myself & I (Official Video)SecretsOfficial2019-12-20 | Official music video for original single "My Mind, Myself & I" by SECRETS. Video directed by Thomas Helvenstine - thomashelvenstine.com
So help me god To fall asleep at night Cause every night feels like I’m losin a fist fight
I’m Gone, Feels like there’s something wrong Cause I can’t escape from these prison walls
That I’ve built myself, If you can hear me can you please come free me Time, Feels like I have none left Can you check my pulse if it’s beating
Sometimes it feels like I’m heading In the right direction, then I turn, I knew that it was too good to be true cause I’ve learned, this suffering lasts forever. It always takes me in It pulls me under farther, Does everybody else just walk on water, Breathing in and breathing out I suffer So help me god, can I recover
It’s so tough to get up these days There’s no where to go when your minds a cage,
I’m stuck treading water slowly drowning in this pain, can’t seem to get much sleep,
when I close my eyes I just overthink about everything I’ve done and will do
am I born to lose
Immobilized, I’m petrified I can’t run and i can’t hide
Am I paralyzed, Is this my life, Anxiety has got the best of me tonight
Feels like I can’t unwind My chest restricted and tight It’s like I’ve lost all sight
all darkness without a sign of light I guess I’m stuck here waiting for anything
It’s so tough to get up these days There’s no where to go when your minds a cage,
I’m stuck treading water slowly drowning in this pain, can’t seem to get much sleep,
when I close my eyes I just overthink about everything I’ve done and will do am I born to lose
I can’t run,
I can’t hide,
I guess I gotta just stand and fight tonight
I’m stuck in a cycle it’s repeating
Help me out of this hole I can’t keep bleeding.
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#secretsband #mymindmyselfandI #hopeforthedaySECRETS - The End (Official Music Video)SecretsOfficial2019-04-25 | SECRETS - The End (Official Music Video)
04.26 San Diego, CA - Soma 04.27 Anaheim, CA - Chain Reaction 04.28 Las Vegas, NV - Eagle Aerie Hall 04.30 Mesa, AZ - Underground 05.01 Albuquerque, NM - Jamspot 05.03 San Antonio, TX - Jack's Patio Bar 05.04 Fort Worth, TX - Tomcats 05.05 Houston, TX - White Oak Music Hall 05.07 Margate, FL - O’Malleys 05.08 Orlando, FL - Soundbar 05.09 Atlanta, GA - The Masquerade 05.10 Chapel Hill, NC - Local 506 05.11 Richmond, VA - Canal Club 05.12 Easton, PA - One Centre Square 05.14 Toronto, ON - Hard Luck Bar 05.15 Ottawa, ON - 27 Club 05.16 Providence, RI - Alchemy 05.17 Hartford, CT - Webster 05.18 Brooklyn, NY - Goldsounds 05.19 Trenton, NJ - Champs 05.21 Lakewood, OH - The Foundry 05.22 Pontiac, MI - The Pike Room 05.23 Dayton, OH - Turnbuckles & Brews 05.24 Berywn, IL - The Wire 05.25 Minneapolis, MN - Lee's Lounge 05.26 Omaha, NE - Lookout Lounge 05.28 Denver, CO - Marquis Theater 05.29 Salt Lake City, UT - Loading Dock 05.31 Sacramento, CA - Holy Diver 06.01 Fresno, CA - Full Circle Brewery
Guitar and Clean Vocals: Richard Rogers Vocals: Wade Walters Guitar: Connor Branigan
Lyrics -
I never knew my father was so broken inside our home Until the day I found my mother crying on the floor alone She said how could he do this to me How could he do this to us I thought we made a promise But instead he broke my trust Now I'm left with these questions Have you ever been left alone in a broken home Have you ever had to mediate for your parents' sake When we talk about love talk about giving it up Why are we innocent raised within conflict I never knew that hearts could shatter just like broken glass Til you proved to me that love is fragile and cracked yours in half I just hope there's hope for me to stay home So go ahead and call it off go ahead and call it off It's not just the fact that you're splitting up It's that you're teaching me about giving up Have you ever been left alone in a broken home Have you ever had to mediate for your parents' sake When we talk about love talk about giving it up Why are we innocent raised within conflict So I'm moving along now and I'll carry on trying the best that I can Because of my father's sin You blame your actions on him Fighting a war within I'm so afraid of whats to come and all i haven't learned yet on the other side I'm finally free with no concern You always sheltered me from being me and now I see All my potential that you hid from me at age fourteen Have you ever been left alone in a broken home Have you ever had to mediate for your parents' sake When we talk about love, talk about giving it up (Now I'm left with these questions) Have you ever been left alone in a broken home Have you ever had to mediate for your parents' sake When we talk about love, talk about giving it up Why are the innocent raised within conflictSECRETS - Chemical Reaction (Official Audio)SecretsOfficial2018-02-25 | SECRETS - Chemical Reaction (Official Audio)
we had the world, held it in our fists, but couldn't keep a grip, so now we're losing it, so this is where we're at, fucked up and both on the attack, two screaming lovers stuck and only wishing they could take it all back, only cynical, sympathy's a trait we learned to let go, spilling guts to make a mess these words have weight they're not just threats, the only way that this could possibly end is with two strangers who can’t even try to pretend they’re friends and I’m not your friend, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, I'm no good for you and you're worse for me, but we're both too scared to leave, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, we always fix it up just to fuck it up, resent repent repeat, so this is all that's left eight wasted years we can't get back, I only wish we could revise our time spent to avoid all this regret, but what's done is done, the past is dead except you won't leave it alone, spilling guts to make a mess, these words have weight they're not just threats, if time was all it took for us to grow apart, then I guess you never really cared for me like you said at the start, it’s clear you lied you lied you lied, but this is the last time, say your goodbyes this is my last line, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, I'm no good for you and you're worse for me, but we're both too scared to leave, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, we always fix it up just to fuck it up, resent repent repeat, someday you’ll see I’m the enemy, I tried, you lied it’s time to leave this fucking love behind, back the fuck up off me cause I’ve had it, I’ve had enough but you can’t seem to stop it, you’re only trying to hold onto us, because you don’t know, where you would go on your own, you’re just a lost soul, we had the world, held it in our fist, but couldn't keep a grip, so now we're losing it, we're holding on to what's already gone, fighting a war that we've already lost, I know it hurts, know it hurts, I know it hurts to be alone, but I think it's time it's time to move on, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, I'm no good for you and you're worse for me, but we're both too scared to leave, we're not meant to be (NO) we're not meant to be, we always fix it up just to fuck it up, resent repent repeat.
I've had enough of you Running your mouth Swallow your tongue before I rip it out Are you really that blind Oh can you not see I've had enough of your fucking games I'm done with all the madness Why should we keep this up when all we know is sadness
We don't speak we only shout Raise our voices to drown the other out Back and forth is all we know But we're both too proud to let it go
Loosen up Your wasting so much time You're breathing down on my neck And it's safe to say I don't care if you're leaving Loosen up It's always me Call me the enemy Don't you forget when you start this fight Two wrongs don't make it fucking right I've waited around for too long
We're holding on To nothing Correct me if I'm wrong Moving along We're too far gone I think I'm finally ready
Why, why would you always deny When I know you lie Because this isn’t the first time We’ve been here before Always the same fight Turning into war I’ve had enough so
Loosen up Your wasting so much time You're breathing down on my neck And it's safe to say I don't care if you're leaving Loosen up It's always me Call me the enemy Don't you forget when you start this fight Two wrongs don't make it fucking right
We're holding on To nothing Correct me if I'm wrong Moving along We're too far gone I think I'm finally ready We're holding on To nothing Tell me where did we go wrong Moving along We're too far gone I think I'm finally ready to move on
Something tells me This isn’t the last time The last time I’ll ever leave you again I pray to god that he can grant me the courage to drown out all the words that you’ve said
You won’t hold me back again Can’t you see this is dead Don’t test me I’m at wits end You’ll never have me never ever again
We're holding on To nothing Tell me where did we go wrong Moving along We're too far gone I think I'm finally ready We're holding on To nothing Tell me where did we go wrong Moving along We're too far gone I think I'm finally ready to move on
Guitar and Clean Vocals: Richard Rogers Vocals: Wade Walters Guitar: Michael Sherman Bass: Connor Branigan
(Special thanks to Tyre Outerbridge on drums)
Video Directed by Mathis Arnell
#Secrets #FiveYears #SecretsBandSECRETS - Incredible (Official Music Video)SecretsOfficial2017-09-01 | SECRETS - Incredible (Official Music Video)
Guitar and Clean Vocals: Richard Rogers Vocals: Wade Walters Bass: Connor Branigan
Lyrics:
I spent 8 years down inside a hole To convince myself where I was was home (oh no) But the better part of giving up was awoken in you
Mistook comfort for love I lost myself and gave the searching up (f***) You found me at my worst from there You got me seeing things brand new.
When I’m with you Theres a freedom That I know me And it deepens who we are I feel stronger That I know you Had to break myself just to show you But it feels so
Incredible
Getting off my feet was pulling teeth Losing everything to gain everything (my god) 50 stories down to cold concrete It was worth it for you
So confused but content Sick inside but I got over it
You got me feeling like brand new
When I’m with you Theres a freedom That I know me And it deepens who we are I feel stronger That I know you Had to break myself just to show you But it feels so
Incredible
Through the pain and all the guilt You’re all I needed to rebuild We never knew but it was so inevitable You brought to life inside of me The man I never thought I'd be A place I know that I can call
Incredible
Broken down I was all alone Stuck in a hell hole I called home I never thought I could be saved But then By grace You found me down in a dark place Pulled me out of all my old ways Since then I've never felt anymore shame
I feel stronger That I know you Had to break myself just to show you But it feels so
Incredible
Through the pain and all the guilt You’re all I needed to rebuild We never knew but it was so inevitable You brought to life inside of me The man I never thought id be A place I know that i can call
“Shape of You” – originally by Ed Sheeran Written by: Ed Sheeran, Steve Mac & Johnny McDaid Published by: Sony ATV Music Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing & Universal Music PublishingSecrets - Waste Away (Acoustic)SecretsOfficial2016-06-17 | Richard Rogers performs "Waste Away" acoustic.
See the song performed live on SECRETS WORLD TOUR 2018
2/22 – San Diego, CA @ Soma 2/23 – Mesa, AZ @ Underground 2/24 – Anaheim, Ca @ Chain Reaction 2/25 – Henderson, NV @ Eagle Aerie Hall 2/27 – Berkeley, CA @ Cornerstone 2/28 – Sacramento, CA @ Holy Diver 3/1 – Portland, OR @ Analog Cafe 3/2 – Spokane, WA @ The Big Dipper 3/3 – Seattle, WA @ El Corazon 3/4 – Vancouver, BC @ 333 Secrets - Waste Away (Acoustic) 3/7 – Edmonton, Canada @ The Starlite Room 3/8 – Calgary, Canada @ The Gateway 3/9 – Saskatoon, Canada @ Amigo’s 3/10 – Regina, Canada @ The Exchange 3/11 – Winnipeg, Canada @ The Good Will 3/12 – Saint Paul Park, MN @ Amsterdam Bar & Hall 3/13 – Berwyn, IL @ The Wire 3/14 – Ferndale, MI @ The Loving Touch 3/15 – Windsor, Canada @ Windsor Beer Exchange 3/16 – London, Canada @ Rum Runners 3/18 – Hamilton, Canada @ Club Absinthe 3/19 – Kingston, Canada @ Overtime 3/20 – Montreal, Canada @ Bar Le Ritz 3/21 – Ville De Quebec, Canada @ L’anti Bar & Spectacles 3/22 – Ottawa, Canada @ Maverick’s 3/23 – Toronto, Canada @ Hard Luck 3/24 – Dayton, OH @ Rockstar Pro Arena 3/25 – Wichita, KS @ Rock Island Live 3/26 – Denver, CO @ Marquis Theater 3/27 – Salt Lake City, UT @ The Loading Dock 3/29 – Tijuana, Mexico @ You Revolution 3/30 – Monterrey, Mexico @ Cafe Iguana 3/31 – Guadalajeara, Mexico @ Palindromo 4/1 – Mexico City, Mexico @ Gato Calavera 4/13 – Johannesburg, South Africa @ Sundowners 4/14 – Pretoria, South Africa @ Arcade Empire 4/21 – Capetown, South Africa @ Mercury Live 5/5 – Manila, Philippine @ Pulp Summer Slam 5/11 – Adelaide, Australia @ Crown & Anchor Hotel 5/12 – Melbourne, Australia @ The Evelyn Hotel 5/13 – Sydney, Australia @ The Bald Faced Stag 5/17 – Islington, Australia @ The Small Ballroom 5/18 – Brisbane, Australia @ The Brightside 5/19 – Auckland, New Zealand @ Whammy Bar 5/20 – Wellington, New Zealand @ Valhalla Tavern