Mykki Blanco ft. Kathleen Hanna Moment with Kathleen Alexander Applewhite 2014-11-30 | Download the full mixtape here -- http://mykkiblancoworld.com/gaydogfood
I Knew Him (Biblically) Alexander Applewhite 2023-04-01 | I was in love once the algae glowing in the bay and yeah he sold drugs but only acid so it was okay. He said he'd ruin everything that I was and I said, "I already tried but let me know if you find a way. "But for real, I believed in us and thought that love would save the day. He only calls me when He's high on molly and I get so lonely I don't give a fuck Yeah I knew him biblically so hot and hard and holyOnce upon a time When I believed in love. Doe anyone still fall in love?Who doesn't love guns or when the fires turn the sky orange and you pray?Mass extinction, neonazis digging graves We're in a time of mutilation so You gotta ride the waves looks like we're gonna kill ourselves, out here screaming bombs away and maybe that's why I'm stuck on love it's distraction from the end of days.
ASMR BF Alexander Applewhite 2022-10-30 | You swayed so sweet Pacific Ocean drag me deepI died on my feet I was desperate and needed something to believe When I shut my eyes violets burst at the seamsAnd when he said “you’re mine”I never felt so free. The closest to love I could Ever reach Was a digital boy whispering Shit to me My ASMR boyfriend Whisper in my ear til I fall asleep Regard all dharma as dreams We rode from St. James to Haight streetThe flesh and blood man I love liedThrough his teeth and the light of my life Died in the shadow of his grief But at least the boys on the radio Never cheat When I shut my eyes violets burst at the seamsAnd when he said “you’re mine”I never felt so free. The closest to love I could Ever reach Was a digital boy whispering Shit to me My ASMR boyfriend Whisper in my ear til I fall asleep I knew what he’d doBut I really loved him He dragged me way deep In the valley of his problems And I couldn’t find a way To fulfill my needsSo I got lost Inside my fantasies The closest to love I could Ever reach Was a digital boy whispering Shit to me My ASMR boyfriend Whisper in my ear til I fall asleep
LILACS Alexander Applewhite 2021-10-31 | I will bring u lilacs in the spring cuz u make my heart beat so fast I can barely breathe lives live like train wrecks will u run w me? my cloud and black cat orpheus drowned in sweetcream I put his leather on glow like a favorite songs Forever tastes like God when you're away I crawl through barbed-wire I eat stained glass I prove my love w every crash I will bring u lilacs and benzodiazepines cold as creek clayin a midsummer night's dream lies live like train wrecks will u run w me? my cloud and black cat america burns in the visions i've seen I put his leather on I sing a favorite song tomorrow never comes today I crawl through barbed wire I eat stained glass I prove my love w every crash
THE STAR Alexander Applewhite 2020-05-27 | The irises opened and closed While he played dark souls I slid across the bed so stoned And my heart broke like a black hole I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed Of what you stole I'm afraid, I'm afraid To come home
The Orchids in Your Nudes Alexander Applewhite 2020-05-20 | You were the stranger in my messages We started talking and you seemed legit And you inspired that hungry breathlessness You were so sexy I felt ashamed to exist And I was sick of being good I was sick of doing what I should I was sick of being good I was sick of doing what I should You lit up the roomLike the orchids in your nudes A fire in the garbage can, A summer we burned through You lit up the room Like a favorite riff of blues My bad baby from AA I relapsed with through June You lit up the room You lit up the roomYou lit up the room And you laughed despite your heartbreak And you danced with nothing to prove And you rolled hard as thunder baby To that python grooveAnd I was sick of being good I was sick of doing what I should I was sick of being good I was sick of doing what I should You lit up the roomLike the orchids in your nudes A fire in the garbage can, A summer we burned through You lit up the room Like a favorite riff of blues My bad baby from AA I relapsed with through JuneYou lit up the room You lit up the roomYou lit up the room But I liked your plot in the community garden cuz all your pumpkins were fucked up and dead and I liked the way you drove a totaled hyundai and how sweetly you gave head But I knew that you were dangerous And I should probably run there was something in your eyesSo astonishingI said I knew that you were dangerous by how hard you made me cum but there was something in your eyes so astonishing You lit up the room You lit up the roomYou lit up the room
I Used to Have a Boyfriend Alexander Applewhite 2020-05-11 | He said I was God's fated design Cast out to the dogs just to return more divine You call that loveWith stained glass eyes The apple on the windowsill He couldn't wait to bite And I prayed real hard, we didn't have to die Our blood could become the stars in the night of all time And maybe it's sentimental And maybe it's too much to let go But I was there I saw you shine Held on like a roman candle, Baby u were fucking mental You always knew how to get me high Night blooms, bedrooms Naked under the strawberry moon Lay me down in a jungle of stars Cast out from the garden to a pleasure truly ours And maybe it's sentimental And maybe it's too much to let go But I was there I saw you shine Held on like a roman candle, Baby u were fucking mental You always knew how to get me high For years the flowers dieFor years the flowers grow You're still on my mind Maybe it's sentimental Maybe it's too much to let go Maybe you were fucking mental But you could get me high I used to have a boyfriend I used to have a lifeI used to have a boyfriend I used to have a lot then.
Back From the Edge of my Wilderness Alexander Applewhite 2020-01-26 | Back from the edge of my wilderness I cherish this gift Starlight survived the dark night suicide and I'm happy I still exist But whenever I give up againhey that's okay tomorrow is a new day lord let me return to the earth hands and knees in the dirt I am of a love that doesn't hurt from the eye of the storm came a heart so fierce it burns What a secret moonbeams indigo love is primordial every kingdom will be overthrown from the beaches to the catacombs but when we come it makes the roses grow in the valley where we die slow that is why love's all i sought to truly know from the the beaches to the catacombs high priestess turn seeds to marigoldslook inside feel inside you the world's soul don't forget you are powerful from the beaches to the catacombs from the beaches to the catacombs (as above, brought below) from the beaches to the catacombs (let it come, let it go)
awaywithwords Alexander Applewhite 2020-01-19 | awayawayawayawatwithwordsI star-walk. I doubletalk between two worlds. and it's true, i loved u first. To the pigs I cast my pearls Red and blue, make them sirens whirl Bump through the night, hagride him like a hearse, too identified with useless forms awayawayawayawatwithwords3 6 9 i kept pulling swords we got to high to die stayed up until the bats were birds awayawayawayawatwithwordswe laid skin-to-skin and eye-to-eye the love I bled for was a lie when desire guides the left hand smear the mirror in black lipstick crayon full bloom in the dead of june now i spell doom Y-O-U and if it weren't for words how could u cast your curse? Poison boy, you loved me the worst. awayawayawayawatwithwords
Applewhite Virgins Alexander Applewhite 2019-03-30 | Holy, holy, holy, holyHolier than thou You think you're holy, holyHoly, holy How come your church can burn down? Watch this blood flowCuz it's getting biblical Can you see babyI got the passion in me Guardian angel on skid row Burning for your haloJust as the pigs come Screaming down the street But if it were up to me I would name a star For every part of your body If it were up to me I would trade it allFor the daze when you Still loved me The heaven's fixed Virgins in Alabaster chambers You'll never see What I see So now I run wild Run free Holy, holy, holy, holy Holier than thou You think you're holy,holy, holy, holyI am the church you burned down. I had enoughYou fucked me upI had enough I won't get stuck Wasting away, anorexic graceYou put this ache, deep enough to slay And I searched the dark night for a wayWhere I could find my faith Lit a candle and prayed The bitch is back from the grave Cuz if it were up to me I would name a star For every part of your bodyIf it were up to me I would trade it allFor the daze whenYou still loved me The heaven's fixed Virgins inAlabaster chambers You never believed in me Now I write my own mythology Holy, holy, holy, holyHolier than thou You think you're holy, holyHoly, holy Burn it all to the ground.
The Sea Will Tell Alexander Applewhite 2018-07-28 | You're always out there In some distant time and space. I wish I could take back my love,I wish I could erase the daysIn your bed,In your arms just like a cage. Can't kiss awayThe darling buds of may.And the sea will tell,And the strings will swell.No more love left in his bones. And the sea will tellAnd the strings will swell.I chased sirensFar from home. What you meant to me,Is this my destiny?The love we buried bloomedA poison apple tree.1, 2, 3, 4, no love at your door5, 6, 7, 8, die alone, and violate1, 2, 3, 4 no love at your door.5, 6, 7, 8, die alone, contaminate. And the sea will tell.And the strings will swell.And the sea will tellOn me. And the bones will glow,When they wash ashore,And you will knowWhat I love you means. And the sea will tell.And the strings will swell.And the sea will tellOn me. And the bones will glow,When they wash ashore,And you will knowWhat I love you means. You're always out there in some distant time and space;Eternal returnAnd constant change.I am my loveBurned pure from years of pain.How I ache,With the dead eyes of a saint. And the sea will tellAnd the strings will swell.And the sea will tell,How I walked through hell. And the bones will glowWhen they wash ashoreAnd you will knowWhat I love you means.
Venus in Pisces Alexander Applewhite 2018-06-28 | Baby's spun in stinging nettle Kisses just like heavy metal Turn my tears to diamondsIn his Chernobyl wake And love's fickle as bad weatherShredding violets petal by petal Lock me in your tower But you won't forget my name Because I made youStiff as a board Light as a feather Venus in Pisces, mi amor Get your shit together Corn-fed in Italian Leather Wish we could have slept togetherThe blowflies growing louderIn the remains of the day Now I wish I was never bornbut from the stem the rose is severed And I look good in my crown of thorns The brightest angel given rise to the devil Because he made me Stiff as a board Light as a feather Venus in Pisces, mi amor I got my shit together By the pricking of my thumbSomething sickening this way comes Bodies dancing in setting suns He has returned from sea foamSo take the cropTake the bloodDrift awayThe year is one Take the cropTake the blood Drift awayThe end has begun Yeah he sworeHe swore he'd neverBut time is a relative endeavor The stained glass growing smaller As his hears pulls awayAnd he lays there stiff as a boardBut his heart weighs less than a featherVenus in Pisces, mi amor We go on and on forever
