Albertable
the Last Stand a short animatic - Attained Heaven (35 sub special)
updated
Featuring: Gavb
Featuring: Gavb, Jteller, DJ, shnaojdojshdosajdhjshjd
Track 04 "Worst Song Ever" From the Clovers For June EP
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/clovers-for-june
Bandcamp (Incomplete): albertable.bandcamp.com/album/clovers-for-june
Discord: discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
An EP following up April In The Sun, Clovers For June moves the plot both in the meta-narrative aftermath of DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE and the continuum within fiction from April In The Sun.
Made by: Albert Guy
Vocals for track 1 by: Markie
Intro: (Spoken)
This is a terrible song.
/ Act 1 "I..."
Verse:
What can I do
What can I do
This love goes nowhere now
I can't think of the sounds
When did it start?
No, when should it end?
The cave dream sheds the light
So I would like to stay in bed.
Verse:
Look I'm afraid
But I left me no choice
I wrote it on the page
Use my last breath to whisper the name:
Pre-Chorus:
June, June, June, June I...
I don't know why.
I..!
Chours:
I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME CLOSE INTO OYUR ARMS
WHILE I GNAW AT YOUR BONES
WHILE I BITE OFF YOUR SKIN
Verse:
Sweating on your bed
Don't take me out of this nightmare
Sweating on your bed
Beads of sweat
Beads of sweat
Verse:
I'm the problem, you see
You clearly see.
...No you don't.
You're not real.
You're not real.
Verse:
What can I do
What can I do
Why do you make me unable to move?
I'm afraid of you?
(Recording 11/03/2024 begins to play)
Bridge:
I want you to hold me close into your arms
My patched-up heart
I want you to know that I'm not dead
That time you saw my exploding head
Oooh-oh
Oooh-oh
Oooh-oh
Oooh-oh
Pre-Chorus:
I...
I..!
Chorus:
I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME CLOSE INTO YOUR ARMS
I WANT YOU TO HOLD ME CLOSE
IF I FEEL THOSE BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH
THEN I KNOW YOU FEEL DREAD
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Coda:
What can I do?
I keep passing through you
What can I do?
I could wake me and wake you too.
/ Act 2 "The Terrible Songs"
Refrain:
It's a terrible song, I know it so much
It's a terrible song, I know that much.
Chorus:
YOU'RE A TERRIBLE SONG
YOU'RE A TERRIBLE SONG
Verse:
I kill myself everytime I sleep
Give up my hopes and dreams
Give up the earthly things
To make myself feel whole again
Whenever I could wake up from my bed.
Chorus:
YOU'RE A TERRIBLE SONG
YOU'RE A TERRIBLE SONG
I'M A TERRIBLE SONG
I'M A TERRIBLE SONG
Verse:
I hate it when I write a song
Cause it just comes back to talking about you
It's what kept me alive
But now I'm livid
And tired
And sick of it.
Coda:
So what can I do?
I keep passing through you...
...I know what I'll--
/ Act 3 "Last Word"
Intro:
I WILL LOOK AT THE SUN!
Track 03 "Glass Hour" From the Clovers For June EP
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/clovers-for-june
Bandcamp (Incomplete): albertable.bandcamp.com/album/clovers-for-june
Discord: discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
An EP following up April In The Sun, Clovers For June moves the plot both in the meta-narrative aftermath of DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE and the continuum within fiction from April In The Sun.
Made by: Albert Guy
Vocals for track 1 by: Markie
Verse:
And the dust had settled
I await for the love you'd send back.
My heart beating hard in my chest
Please take your time while I run out my head.
Cause I can't believe it so!
Now, it's all over
I know you're not head-over-heels.
...Then I heard a yes.
Chorus:
This is the day that I'm all yours
You're all mine!
All of the littlest things amount to this moment.
My dreams' come true
I'm so into you!
I held hope for once...
Middle 8:
Grass in the field, flowing like waves.
The willowing wind is calling my name
But I want to stay right beside you.
Love that had fallen, love that subsided
And this love that has risen again!
It's worth all the pain of patience.
Verse
I... I feel so numb
Yet I feel all of the lines in your hand
You look at my face
I look at you with a smile of embrace
And I can't believe it so!
You tell me your side of everything
You pull on my heartstrings...
Then I say:
Chorus:
"This is the day that I'm all yours
You're all mine!
All of the littlest things amount to this moment.
My dreams' come true
I'm so into you!" (So into you)
I held hope for once..!
Track 02 "Before You Go, Hear My Word:" From the Clovers For June EP
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/clovers-for-june
Bandcamp (Incomplete): albertable.bandcamp.com/album/clovers-for-june
Discord: discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
An EP following up April In The Sun, Clovers For June moves the plot both in the meta-narrative aftermath of DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE and the continuum within fiction from April In The Sun.
Made by: Albert Guy
Vocals for track 1 by: Markie
Intro:
And everythin is alright.
And everythin is alright.
Verse:
Hear my word
Before you go
Love ain't so
Let's not roam
Hear my word:
We're all prone
Lest we know
How it goes
Spoken: (Overlapping with repeating verse)
I'm guilty
And you're guilty.
Both young and confused, and that's okay.
You're still the friend I know for twelve years.
And I'm glad we're still friends after what I did,
Does the audience know?
Of course not, maybe some of them,
But now they know what's outside of the fiction.
And I hope they understand that what happened should be left in the past.
And that these new songs shouldn't be taken with reality in mind.
It's been fun writing a story without being ambitious
- I don't need ambition right now.
This is the edge of reality, looking out into the mirror reflecting the fiction.
So before you go, let's see what Abby's dreaming about...
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/clovers-for-june
Bandcamp (Incomplete): albertable.bandcamp.com/album/clovers-for-june
Discord: discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
An EP following up April In The Sun, Clovers For June moves the plot both in the meta-narrative aftermath of DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE and the continuum within fiction from April In The Sun.
Made by: Albert Guy
Vocals for track 1 by: Markie
Tracklist: TBA
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/clovers-for-june
Bandcamp (Incomplete): albertable.bandcamp.com/album/clovers-for-june
Discord: discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
An EP following up April In The Sun, Clovers For June moves the plot both in the meta-narrative aftermath of DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE and the continuum within fiction from April In The Sun.
Made by: Albert Guy
Vocals for track 1 by: Markie
Tracklist:
00:00 - Say It (ft. Markie)
04:08 - Before You Go, Hear My Word
06:29 - Glass Hour
11:44 - Worst Song Ever "I..."
23:02 - Worst Song Ever "The Terrible Songs"
28:32 - Worst Song Ever "Last Word"
Starring
Markie as June
Albert as Abby
Vocals & Character (June) by: Markie
Production (Footage, animation, music) by: Albert Guy
Original Song by: Yorushika (suis on vocals & n-buna on production respectfully)
English captions sourced from:
shiguremachi.tumblr.com/post/173731251680/say-it-english-lyrics
#yorushika #clovers4june #coversong
Tracks 05 and 06 from my latest EP, April In The Sun.
Itch page - albertable.itch.io/april-in-the-sun
Bandcamp - albertable.bandcamp.com/album/april-in-the-sun
Discord - discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
Full EP: youtu.be/aXm_KUWeH9A
Everything made by: yours truly, Albert Guy
Spoken:
The special number, 255, brings messages from the angels and the universe and holds powerful meanings that can have a positive impact on all areas of life.
In numerology, Angel number 255 is 2 with two 5s combined.
The number 2 resonates with balance, harmony, adaptability, and serving your soul mission in life. The number 5 symbolizes change, transformation, individuality, and freedom. The number 5 being shown twice cements its symbolism even more.
Together, 255 represents a time of significant change and opportunities for growth and expansion.
So Be careful, and don't fuck it up.
...Because I did, just right now I did.
Verse:
Innocence begone.
Maybe it has already gone.
I have one year left to be
Now that I'm far from being me.
Pre-Chorus:
Flew so near the sun
Flew so near the fun of living a life.
It was too much to bear
But the opposite is worst
So what's the point?
Chours:
What's the point of living
In April, in the sun?
What could I even do?
All I see are dreams
All my charred dreams..!
Post-Chorus:
BURNT ALIVE!!
BURNT ALIVE!!
Verse:
I'm aging even faster every day
I look so old
I look so weak and frail.
(BURNT ALIVE!!)
The sun is me, the sun is life.
And I harm, and I harm, and I harm myself to fight.
To force my way out of this terrible time
To feel so free, that's all I need.
(BURNT ALIVE!!)
Refrain:
Cause it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me.
Yeah, it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me, A STUBBORN BITCH!!
Bridge:
BURNT ALIVE!!
BURNT ALIVE!!
BURNT ALIVE!!
Pre-Chorus:
Flew so near the sun
Burnt myself to imitate feeling alive!
It's just too much to ask
But the opposite is worst
So what's the point?
Chorus:
What's the point of living
In April, in the sun?
What could I even do?
All I see are dreams
All my charred dreams..!
Refrain:
Cause it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me.
Yeah, it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me, a stubborn bitch...
Cause it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me.
Yeah, it's all gone, death by some.
But not for me, a stubborn kid.
Track 03 from my latest EP, April In The Sun.
Itch page - albertable.itch.io/april-in-the-sun
Bandcamp - albertable.bandcamp.com/album/april-in-the-sun
Discord - discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
Full EP: youtu.be/aXm_KUWeH9A
Everything made by: yours truly, Albert Guy
Verse:
I wake to see the things I love
They fade away and then begone
I'll try to tread the thin, thin rope
And stay away, I'm not someone you really know.
Refrain:
SO PLEASE...
SO PLEASE...
Verse:
I can't explain, but something's missing.
A part of my soul, a memory reaching.
Get down from there
High on a tree
Get down from there
Lost in a dream
Lost in a dream...
Lost in a dream...
Refrain:
SO PLEASE...
SO PLEASE...
Bridge:
DO YOU THINK THAT ALL THE THINGS YOU DO ARE ALL FORGIVEN AND WE LOOK AWAY?
FORGET YOUR TOUCH, FORGET YOUR FACE...
I LOST MYSELF FOREVER-LONG AGO, DO YOU BELIEVE ME AT ALL?
A BROKEN HEART, A BROKEN MIND...
(THE SCREAM.wav)
Verse:
I live a life without fair wells
No say to leave, friends just begone.
I float, a ghost - A ghost to them
But not to you.
I'll make you see me too.
Refrain:
SO PLEASE...
SO PLEASE...
SO PLEASE..!
SO PLEASE!!!
Track 02 from my latest EP, April In The Sun.
Itch page - albertable.itch.io/april-in-the-sun
Bandcamp - albertable.bandcamp.com/album/april-in-the-sun
Discord - discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
Full EP: youtu.be/aXm_KUWeH9A
Everything made by: yours truly, Albert Guy
Pre-Chorus:
In the trees
No one will ever see me
Way up high with the birds
Cause no one ever looks up anymore
One day they'll be like me
Chorus:
In the trees
In the trees
Way up high with the birds
One day they'll be like me!
(Of course it's a joke)
(Why would you think of it any other way?)
Verse:
Of course it's a joke
I'll never be a thing
A thing that hangs around
I'll be the best I'll be.
Wala ng pagasa
Walang kaunlaran
Subukin mo nalang
Kumain at tumawa...
Verse:
Hope is for survival
But dependence on a faith
I'll never want to think that
But I'm hoping anyway.
Ang lahing na limutan
Ligaw na pagkawala
Sobrang namumutla
Payat, ka-awa-awa...
(Ka-awa-awa)
Pre-Chorus:
IN THE TREES
BEGONE INTO A LIMB OF DREAMS
I'LL SING THIS SONG UNTIL THE ROT AND FLEES
I HOPE TO GOD THIS WON'T BE ME
SO ONE MORE TIME, AGAIN!
Chorus:
IN THE TREES (In the trees!)
IN THE TREES (In the trees!)
WAY UP HIGH WITH THE BIRDS (With the birds!)
ONE DAY THEY'LL BE LIKE ME!
Track 01 from my latest EP, April In The Sun.
Itch page - albertable.itch.io/april-in-the-sun
Bandcamp - albertable.bandcamp.com/album/april-in-the-sun
Discord - discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
Full EP: youtu.be/aXm_KUWeH9A
Everything made by: yours truly, Albert Guy
Intro:
This record is nothing but fiction.
Verse:
It all ends here
It all ends here
Tonight
Let us feel many things
Let me feel love
To be loved...
Chorus:
Ooh
The clock ticks for penance, for you...
Verse:
Into the woods, out of the cave
Run wild and free
Free me...
From the shackles of illusion
Clouds my eyes to see
The real you
Chorus:
Ooh
The clock ticks for penance, for you...
Keep yourself away from me
I will run to you
I have surfaced out of hell to see you...
Itch page - albertable.itch.io/april-in-the-sun
Bandcamp - albertable.bandcamp.com/album/april-in-the-sun
Discord - discord.gg/BNRtezAgkQ
Check out the previous effort: youtube.com/watch?v=A_xFlnhfqOM&t=14s
Everything made by: yours truly, Albert Guy
Tracklist:
00:00 - Disclaimer
02:30 - Please Look Up
05:30 - Something Missing
08:32 - Fleeting Love
11:44 - 255 / Interlude
12:56 - April In The Sun
See you at the premiere!
Not Projecting At All, Nuh Uh!
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/track/fleeting-love
Lyrics:
You have no idea
I need your touch
I need your noise
To fill my void
I know it's the worst
I know it's bad
But just this once
Give me the love that I gave you
Give me the love that I gave you
Keep it together
So down bad for this
It's kinda sickening
It's cliche yet it's so real
I need you to be mine now, now
I need you to be mine now, now
Give me the love that I gave you
Give me the love that I gave you
(Repeat, fade out)
(Fade in acoustic guitar transition to AiTS)
(Shhh you're not seeing this.)
#valentinespecialsong #lyricvideo #queermusic
A story that parallels and goes back into the roots of the unescapable story of the channel.
Timestamps:
0:00:00 - BUSKING
0:26:28 - EXPERIMENTATION
1:19:51 - HOMESICKNESS
2:46:02 - FILLER
3:03:03 - SEQUALITIS
4:16:30 - REFLECTION
4:45:22 - GIVE UP THE GHOST
Read the webcomic! albertable.itch.io/homunculi-inferno
Play the game this comic is for! albertable.itch.io/radial-woods
Everything made with love by: Albert Guy
BGM: Superliminal - I Wonder
#webcomic
Play the game this comic is for! albertable.itch.io/radial-woods
Everything made with love by: Albert Guy
Tracklist:
00:00 - Inferno (Torment)
02:17 - Fallen To Propaganda
06:14 - My Predecessor
08:47 - Abandoner
13:58 - Life In The Device
17:45 - Human Inhumans
#experimentalmusic #webcomic #originalsoundtrack
For DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
The Actual Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
Timestamps:
00:00 - Car Seat Headrest, My Boy
02:51 - Radiohead, Weird Fishes / Arpeggi
08:04 - Tyler The Creator, I THINK
11:37 - Joji, SANCTUARY
14:26 - Friends Without Faces, Tulpa
18:53 - Radiohead, Bodysnatchers
22:49 - Muse, Map Of The Problematic
27:06 - Yabadum, Winter
31:44 - Friends Without Faces, Zeitgeist
39:47 - Tyler The Creator, ARE WE STILL FRIENDS?
44:12 - Albertable, Epilogue
Album this animation is based on: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
#experimentalmusician #animation
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
I was making a different animated blip, but this will establish some foreshadowing so I did this first.
Sources for BG's Live Footages:
Car Seat Headrest: youtube.com/watch?v=S78CFDMFeJg&t=3055s&pp=ygUWY2FyIHNlYXQgaGVhZHJlc3QgbGl2ZQ%3D%3D
Radiohead: youtube.com/watch?v=DWuAn6C8Mfc&t=2685s&pp=ygUJcmFkaW9oZWFk
Friends Without Faces: youtube.com/watch?v=7N5jlTb5-Kw&t=125s
Arctic Monkeys: youtube.com/watch?v=1tWFk8ojF4M
Muse: youtube.com/watch?v=akBkj9DPN0g
Yonkagor: youtube.com/watch?v=KF85writnPg&t=539s
#experimentalmusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
This is a little teaser for HOMESICK ALIEN NOV/DEC/JAN, this is a very awesome clip of doing a very different version of Heads Or Tails since it doesn't really translate well onto acoustic without an effect pedal (Which I don't have)
#experimentalmusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
This was supposed to be a full MV but I was short on time and very busy, but here's the chorus at least!
#experimentalmusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
Closer track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Verse:
He deserves the world.
I don't deserve a thing.
I let myself indulge in all my talents and skill
I don't deserve a thing.
Verse:
He is out of reach.
I am far away.
Let everything be settled with a coin toss this afternoon.
Any answer helps, to my dismay.
Chorus:
Get me out of my head
Get him out of it too.
Let them go on a walk with each other.
Toward the past that never moves.
(Reversed, distorted Chorus as Post-Chorus)
Verse:
The action of talking to him
It makes me feel so ill.
I feel so dreadful, fearful for my life.
Why did I go confess my love that time...
Bridge:
I don't want to risk my life
I don't want to risk my life
I don't want to risk my life
I don't want to risk my life
Chorus:
Get me out of my head
Get him out of it too.
Let them go on a walk with each other.
Toward the past that never moves.
Get me out of my head
I don't know who I'm talking to.
Please help me out of this grave I'd dug for myself.
I'd like to be gone...
Post-Chorus: (With reversed chorus)
I'd like to be gone!
I'd like to be gone!
I'd like to be gone!
Outro: (Supposedly What I Needed To Say, But Improvised For The Final)
This is what I call the "Schrodinger's Coin"
You flip a coin with a declared side in mind (Heads or Tails) on a prediction of the future.
When the coin lands, neither when you win or lose - The future is not answered. Except you can bend reality, and believe in the result.
One time I thought this and flipped a coin; I declared tails that I'd die 4 seconds later. It landed on heads. Flipped again and declared heads on dying at an early age. It landed on heads. I whole heartedly believe I would die early, even before this coin flip, but the belief is strengthened by such a superstition.
One time I'd ask if I'd be with him in the future, declaring heads. Flipped it, and it landed on tails. Again, my belief was already worsened after reading the stories of Will Toledo and the coincidental parallel of his behavior and mine. It only got strengthened by such a baseless coin flip.
Then again, we don't talk anymore so...
I guess that's answered.
I'll stop singing these silly songs about him now.
I'm sorry.
#experimentalmusic #queermusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Verse:
The gauge tells me nothing
Pressure increases as a first
Low blood and high in thirst
This split second of fear
The red lights turn on
The cracks have bursted with tears
Chorus:
Wash me off my body
Leave me with my soul
The strangling sensation
Drowning in the cold...
Verse:
The fishes came to my life
Darkness comes to my side
I wish my family goodbye
It's all over now
It's time to rest
The others are waiting...
Chorus:
Wash me off my body
Leave me with my soul
The strangling sensation
Drowning in the cold
Coda:
Drowning in the cold
Drowning in the cold
Drowning in the cold...
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
#orchestralmusic #experimentalmusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Chorus:
You got nothin' on me, fool!
You got nothin' on me, fool!
You're full of your head
Lashing hate out on death
Fate is sealed to the lead pool.
You got nothin' on me, fool!
We fight in this tight room
First fist hit on the chest
Second fist to the left
Wreaking havoc, a wrecked room!
Verse:
Who do you think you are?
A technician with those bars?
You shouldn't be working here
Hot headed heat
Buried six miles underground
In a cage devoid of sound
You should've known better...
(better)
You're the roller of this train
sheets metallic in desdain
Working over time for gain
But you pushed us all away...
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
I'll fight for what it's worth
(For the better...)
Chorus:
You got nothin' on me, fool!
You got nothin' on me, fool!
You're full of your head
Lashing hate out on death
Fate is sealed to the lead pool.
You got nothin' on me, fool!
We fight in this tight room
First fist hit on the chest
Second fist to the left
Wreaking havoc, a wrecked room!
x2
Coda:
...
Third fist hit on the wall
Fourth one cracked the windOWW!!!
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Intro:
...
Drilling to the ground~
Giving me a frown~
Still, repeating sound~
Verse:
Stop giving me the job
I operate the subs
You have to be nuts to order me to clob'
Clobber the sea floor, clobber the sea for
Something other than the oil that-you-swore.
Chorus:
There's voices starting in my head! (I'm losing myself again!)
I wouldn't want to tell you what they said...
Post-Chorus: (Chant, whispery murmurs)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us)
Middle 8:
(Chant here too)
It beckons me to itself
So we're drilling to a cave
AND THEY HAD LIED TO MY FACE..!
Verse:
But they have me by the neck!
Those bastards trapped us in
I bet they got a grin
On their dripping chins
A mischievous gun-point
We cannot win~!
Don't listen to the noise
Turn to static than the voice
Why can't the others hear?
Why do I live in fear?
Trapped in this iron box
I'm running out of luck
Under a billion tons
My thoughts are running, amuck
MY THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING, AMUCK!
MY THOUGHTS ARE RUNNING, AMUCK!
I HAVE TO KEEP MYSELF IN LINE
I'D RATHER DIE THAN KILL ALL LIFE
...BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT THEY SAY
NO, THAT'S NOT WHAT THEY SAY
I NEED TO GO TO THAT CAVE..!
Pre-Chorus: (Chant, loud shouting)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us!)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us out!)
(You got to break us!)
Chorus:
There's voices starting in my head! (I'm losing myself again!)
I wouldn't want to tell you what they said!
And those voices want us lead by them! (I'm losing myself again!)
And I can't tell you what they all said...
Post-Chorus: (Chant, murmuring again)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
(You got to break us out)
#experimentalmusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Chorus:
Countless summers
Countless unproductive days
Lying around, hanging about
As the heat burns my love away
Countless summers
Counting down my days in place
Rotting today, decaying tomorrow
Crushing on you has charred my taste!
Verse:
...Yes, you!
You were the one I thought to be brave in confessing to.
I'm a little 'much for you
And you're a little 'much for me.
Don't try to fake it
There's no lost hope within our souls.
Don't try to hide the facts that
You had never even known.
Time, time, time...
Patience really is a virtue.
But I didn't have such a virtue that very day
Maybe I should've waited more days
I tried to fight it
Suppress my bursting feelings
Fool, I was a fool for you
And it could not be helped to lose-
Chorus:
Countless summers
Countless unproductive days
Lying around, hanging about
As the heat burns my love away
Countless summers
Counting down my days in place
Rotting today, decaying tomorrow
Crushing on you has charred my taste!
Post-Chorus: (Layered with chorus)
I understand your concerns
I don't know much about you too
But we can change that!
Stay hopeful about it!
Let us walk in the dirt
Let me touch your face for real
I can't wait to
My hope is losing its magic!
Bridge:
(Repeat Post-Chorus)
...I~ feel so fucking bad!
I~ I feel like I'll regret this!
Verse:
It's been a while of this;
Not even talking to you.
A whole summer wasted
So busy, but I never was.
I won't try to hide it
I was avoiding you
But my love is still infected by your
Face, your face, your face, your face...
Type, type, type...
School has started and love is hurting yet again.
I want to see you here and now
I have a song to play.
A whole summer wasted
And now I'm reeling back to you
Why do I feel this love
It only really kills the fool..!
Repeat Chorus
Chorus+Post-Chorus
Post-Chorus (Isolated)
#experimentalmusic #queermusic
Full Album: youtu.be/A_xFlnhfqOM
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
A track from my album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Intro:
I'd rather dissolve it than cut ties
Still, it's so awkward both ways
Confessions in the worst way of expression
Where you can't even see my face
Verse:
In the internet, it goes
I sent a jumbled mess of words
I hate texting, it's so transactional
But I'm restless and uncontrolled.
You were the only one I know
That feels quite the same
And after I found that you're still there
My heart began to race...
(Interlude)
Verse:
I don't really understand
Is it the way you talk?
Is it the times we spent?
I know it's not something to recall
Refrain:
The treatment you get from other people back then
I tried my best to help
But I don't know if it really was helping
Those times, I started crushing on you...
Interlude/Middle 8:
...And it's just me and you
Two sides of the same coin.
Both wants to be included and fit in
Refrain:
I can't tell you many things at best...
At worst, you'll hear this song
But I want things to lay to rest.
Valentines day, invited to my house to jam away
And in the end I'll sing a song I wrote that says:
"I love youuuuuuu"
...I love you.
-BUT!!
Coda:
I don't want to risk my life!
I don't want to risk my life!
I don't want to risk my life!
I don't want to risk my liiiiiife!
But I think I really should (Overlayed)
I think we could make it through
I just want to wrap my joints
Around you and your torso parts
x2
#experimentalmusic #queermusic
(B-side only downloadable on Itch)
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
Made by: Yours truly, Albert Guy
"Going Schizo" samples 21st Century Schizoid Man by King Crimson, all rights reserved. Reasons why I didn't include these B-side tracks on Bandcamp and instead I'm giving it for free.
Tracklist: TBA
#electronicmusic #experimentalmusic #album #queermusic
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/damned-in-love-and-life
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/damned-in-love-life
Made by: Yours truly, Albert Guy
Tracklist:
00:00 - Down Down Down
02:30 - Summers
06:26 - Inmania
10:44 - Troubled (Losing Myself Again)
14:26 - I Don't Understand Love
18:35 - Such A Shame
22:40 - Tidal Roll
25:25 - All My Love, All My Life
27:13 - Wash Me Away
30:00 - Heads Or Tails
#electronicmusic #experimentalmusic #album #queermusic
Originally Released 2022
Made by Albert Guy
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Tracklist:
00:00 - Ruthless
02:05 - Till Fate Does Its Part
04:12 - Everything Is Better When
05:14 - Sleep Deprived
07:30 - Primal Shores + Modernity Beach
10:26 - Take Your Time
12:53 - Lemonade Stand + Shop Of Crowns
19:49 - It's Okay
22:48 - Fine For Me + Cold Dead Hands
#letitallout #experimentalmusic #music
Originally Released 2022
Made by Albert Guy
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Tracklist:
00:00 - Houses Atop Their Rooftop
01:45 - Get Out Of My Head
05:26 - I'll Do It Again
07:28 - Everything Is Fine
10:24 - Burning Down The House
13:10 - Forceful
17:33 - Everything Is Connected
21:50 - Why Do I Even Try
26:33 - Overwork At Best
30:06 - Cosmic Comedy
#letitallout #experimentalmusic #music
Originally Released 2022
Made by Albert Guy
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Tracklist:
00:00 - Dreamless Son
03:10 - Six Days Before Christmas
05:10 - Badassery Theme
06:56 - Who Is Jteller
09:10 - Harmful Mischief
11:39 - Trust Issues
15:10 - A Christmas Move-On
#letitallout #experimentalmusic #music
Originally Released 2022
Made by Albert Guy
Bandcamp: albertable.bandcamp.com/album/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Itch.io: albertable.itch.io/let-it-all-out-definitive-edition
Original Releases:
Disc 1: youtube.com/watch?v=bGbCgydN580
Disc 2 : youtube.com/watch?v=s6Px17n4Vdw
Disc 3: youtube.com/watch?v=mWtNK5haedc
Tracklist:
0:00:00 - Ruthless
0:02:05 - Till Fate Does Its Part
0:04:12 - Everything Is Better When
0:05:14 - Sleep Deprived
0:07:30 - Primal Shores + Modernity Beach
0:10:26 - Take Your Time
0:12:53 - Lemonade Stand + Shop Of Crowns
0:19:49 - It's Okay
0:22:48 - Fine For Me + Cold Dead Hands
0:25:56 - Houses Atop Their Rooftop
0:27:43 - Get Out Of My Head
0:31:25 - I'll Do It Again
0:33:26 - Everything Is Fine
0:36:21 - Burning Down The House
0:39:08 - Forceful
0:42:30 - Everything Is Connected
0:47:47 - Why Do I Even Try
0:52:30 - Overwork At Best
0:56:02 - Cosmic Comedy
0:59:45 - Dreamless Son
1:02:55 - Six Days Before Christmas
1:04:55 - Badassery Theme
1:06:43 - Who Is Jteller
1:08:55 - Harmful Mischief
1:11:24 - Trust Issues
1:14:56 - A Christmas Move-On
#letitallout #experimentalmusic #music #album #queermusic #remastered
Original Demo here: youtu.be/x-2jYP856rM
A single for my upcoming album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE releasing December 24th
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Verse:
Hi hello, welcome to the mind of a troubled child
He can't speak yet understands the language of his friends.
He stumbles his words in his mother-of-a-tounge
He's a son-of-a-bitch
She's such a son-of-a-bitch
And he's adopted by the internet
-broken into shattered forms:
Many, many forms,
Many, different, more
They don't know their way to escape 'out the door.
Out of his own room that had got her fucked up so much.
Refrain:
It's a cycle of love
It's a cycle of life
It's a cycle of joy
And a cycle to fight
But to fight is to try
Since she didn't even try
So he suffers by living in the darkest light.
Verse:
Her days kept repeating
-Like a loop of sadness
Strange swells of love
That inches him to madness
A cycle of rain
A cycle of pain
He'll die in vain
It's such a shame.
Refrain:
It's a cycle of love
It's a cycle of life
It's a cycle of joy
And a cycle to fight
But to fight is to try
Since she didn't even try
So he suffers by living in the darkest light.
Bridge: (Girl voice)
And I didn't even notice you
At the corner of my room.
You know who I am
You know what it feels to be in my skin
You know it's all coarse and rough
But it feels like it's never been...
Chorus:
I don't feel right
I don't care to see light
I don't feel right
And I don't care to see light
I don't feel right
And it's just the course of my life
I don't care to feel right
But that's how it feels fine
Coda:
Wiping the memories of the past
Trying to be a new man
Trying to be a new man
This is such a big mistake
I made such a big mistake
I just want to take a break
I don't want to make mistakes
I JUST WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
I JUST WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
AND I KNOW I'LL TREAT YOU RIGHT
BUT I KNOW IT'S NOT THE TIME
AND I KNOW THE RISK IS HIGH
AND I KNOW THAT HOPE'S A LIE
BUT I JUST WANT TO TALK IN
FACE TO FACE TO FACE TO FACE!!
#experimentalmusic #vent #queermusic
A single for my upcoming album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE releasing December 24th
Originally title "Down" from the May It Be Swift EP
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Intro:
You know, it's time
This time we can't go by
Yeah, you know, it's time
This time we can't go by
You know, it's time
This time we can't go by
Yeah, you know, it's time
This time we can't go by
Chorus 1:
We're going overtime
We're going overtime
We're going overtime
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Verse:
And we're going down
Going down, loud sounds
With our oceans proud
(With our caution drowned)
This cave below our feet
An elevator fleet
With our two teams of three
(We're deep below the sea)
Pre-Chorus:
We're deep below the sea
We're deep below and going
Down, down, down, down
Down, down, down, down
Chorus 2:
I CAN'T KEEP UP WITH THIS JOB
DOWN WITH ALL THESE WICKED WORKS
I CAN'T KEEP THIS FACE THAT SMILES
DOWN WITH ALL 'THE WICKED WORLD
Chorus 1, 2 at the same time.
Coda:
You know, it's time
This time we can't go by
Yeah, you know, it's time
This time we can't go by
You know, it's time
This time we can't go by
Yeah, you know, it's time
This time we can't go by
#breakcore #experimentalmusic #downtempo
A single for my upcoming album DAMNED IN LOVE & LIFE releasing December 24th
Made with care by: Albert Guy
// Lyrics
Verse:
We keep quiet of this
We can't risk such things
Pre-Chorus:
I'm getting restless
Now and everynight...
Chorus 1:
4/8
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
6/9
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
(INSTRUMENTAL)
Spoken:
Like the storms that hits our country ever so often
The feeling just bubbles and grows out of nowhere
I don't really know how I got here to be honest.
I just know to follow my gut and crush on you.
Verse:
We keep quiet of this
We can't risk such things
I don't think you had felt my love...
I'm so in love
Pre-Chorus:
I'm getting restless
Love just hurts and fights...
Chorus 2:
4/8
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I WANT TO TREAT YOU RIGHT
YEAH, I WANT TO BE WITH YOU
AND I'LL TREAT. YOU. RIGHT.
CAN WE MEET SOME DAY
I JUST REALLY MISS YOUR FACE
AND I JUST CAN'T HELP BUT THINK
THAT YOU THOUGHT OF ME TODAY
CAN WE PLEASE GO MEET SOME DAY
I COULD CRASH INTO YOUR HOUSE
I'M A CAR WITHOUT MY TIRES
I JUST WANT TO HELP YOU OUT
6/20
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
I WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT
#breakcore #experimentalmusic #damnedinlovenlife
Music: Stonehead and Deep Energy from Rain World OST
DISCLAIMER: Some parts of this vlog tell a fictional story. I am okay.
OST: youtu.be/Dk4qa3T3ISA
This is a very sudden "Finale" to the story, but it must be done.
Timestamps:
0:00:00 - Previously on HMSKAL
0:00:33 - PRELUDE
0:03:20 - Willowing (SEPTEMBER)
0:09:20 - Breather
0:11:13 - Recording 3
0:24:15 - Camping
0:28:47 - DAWN OF OCTOBER
0:32:54 - Urbex & Chill
0:55:20 - Flowers & Chat
1:03:56 - Toledo & Trauma
1:15:23 - Bangers N' Mash
1:16:42 - Insect
1:18:59 - High To Death
#vlog #longformcontent #homesickalien
OST: youtu.be/Dk4qa3T3ISA
With everything I do piling up and overwhelming me, it gets hard to focus on making a better story for HMSKAL.
Timestamp:
0:00:00 - Previously on HMSKAL
0:00:53 - Fear (JULY)
0:05:41 - Return
0:07:06 - Airbag
0:09:30 - Terminal
0:11:50 - Real
0:13:07 - No Substance
0:14:59 - Boy In Town
0:26:41 - Wow (AUGUST)
0:28:38 - Wow (2)
0:32:46 - Haircuts For Men
0:33:10 - Puberty 2
0:37:07 - Harm-onica
0:51:04 - Return (2)
0:57:00 - Recording 2
1:10:53 - Capo Bending
1:11:40 - Painting
1:13:33 - I'm Sane
1:18:18 - Final Bang
1:37:36 - Beach Life-In-Death
#vlog #experimentalmusic #longformcontent #homesickalien
MAYBEEEEEEE
WHERE I NEED TO GOOOO
So yeah, Homesick Alien July will be joined with August, Homunculi Inferno and all the works would be slowed down by school. Yeah.
#homesickalien #news #homunculiinferno
JUNE VLOG: youtu.be/G3PFEdos0K8
MAY VLOG: youtu.be/KmyUAX_8KuI
APRIL VLOG: youtu.be/Ym3hoInlPG0
Timestamps:
00:00 - Intro
00:36 - Father's Day
05:50 - How To Sound Check
08:05 - Ragdoll
09:05 - Recording
11:25 - Homesickness
13:11 - Megalomania Frustration
16:45 - Outro
#vlog #homesickalien


