Indigo De Souza
Indigo De Souza - Come To God (Official Music Video)
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“I wrote ‘You Can Be Mean’ about a brief toxic experience I had with a manipulative and abusive LA model fuckboy. However brief, it had a life-long impact on my understanding of self,” Indigo explains. “Leading up to that experience, I had a history of putting myself in toxic situations and pining for validation from people who treated me poorly. I was stuck in some delusion that I could help abusive people through their trauma and teach them to love me in the way I deserved. I wrote this song when I finally realized that I could choose not to allow harmful behavior into my life, and that there is a deep, deep importance in protecting the body and spirit. I stopped caring about validation from assholes, stopped thinking it was my responsibility to help them, and started caring for myself in a real way. Once I made that switch in my psyche, I began to manifest truly loving, safe, kind, and communicative people into my life. Being loved in the way I deserve begins with loving myself in the way I deserve. Boundaries are so important. The body is a sacred and fragile thing and it deserves every ounce of care.”
CREDITS
Directed, shot, and edited by Indigo De Souza
Starring Indigo De Souza
Written by Indigo De Souza
Produced by Alex Farrar and Indigo De Souza
Recorded and Mixed by Alex Farrar at Drop of Sun Studios
Mastered by Josh Bonati at Bonati Masters
Indigo De Souza - vocals, keyboards
Alex Farrar - guitars, keyboards
Avery Sullivan - drums, whistles
Dexter Webb - guitars, whistles
Dave Hartley - bass
Zack Kardon - whistles
LYRICS
Go past the photograph and take a right
It’s in the hallway under the exit
Thank you for trying to be polite
But, babe, I think we’re already past that
You can be mean to me
I’m not gonna stop you
You can be a dick to me
It’s what I’m used to
I can’t believe I let you touch my body
I can’t believe I let you get inside
You know what you did
You know what you took from me
It makes me sick to think about that night
I’d like to think you got a good heart and your dad was just an asshole growing up
But I don’t see you trying that hard to be better than he is
When will it ever get any better?
When’s it gonna get any better?
When will it ever get any better?
When’s it gonna get any better?
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CREDITS
Director – Indigo De Souza @indigofaraway
Gas Station Patrons – Parker Armstrong, Casey Doran @caseydoran_ , Shantae Gibson @soulowkee , Sarah Louise, Emily Tynan McDaniel @tynanemily24, Kerry Mote
Band - Avery Sullivan @averysullivn , Dexter Webb @dextersdexter , Charlie Boss @chajbo
Producer & Assistant Director – Robby Opperman @robby.opperman
Director of Photography – Kent Willard @kent__willard
Creative Directors – Indigo De Souza and Emily Costantino @indigofaraway @emerald_costantino
Production Managers – Madelyn Anderson and Emily Costantino @mpanders @emerald_costantino
Props - Cat Siravantha @c.siravantha
Editor – Lucas Moesch @lmoesch
Colorist – Kyle Messina @mylekessina
2nd AD – Ricky Anthony @rickyanthony1
1st AC – Trevor Jackson @t.byrumjackson
2nd AC – Ryan Shackleford @ryan.shacks
Steadicam OP – Ari Zysczk @ari.zysczk
Gaffer – Dan Lewis
BBE – Jim Cote @jim.cote.716
Electrician / DMX Board Operator – Jack Barbour @jackthebarbour
Production Assistants – Dexter Webb and Avery Sullivan
Catering - Kenny Clark @roaddogguitars
Indigo's shirt designed by Henry Shearon @henryshearonart
Production Company Summit Collective
Camera Rentals - Summit Camera @summitcamera
Grip and Electric Rentals - Illumination Dynamics
Record Label – Saddle Creek Records @saddlecreek
Written by Indigo De Souza
Produced by Alex Farrar and Indigo De Souza
Recorded and Mixed by Alex Farrar at Drop of Sun Studios
Mastered by Josh Bonati at Bonati Masters
Indigo De Souza - keyboards, vocals
Alex Farrar - keyboards
Avery Sullivan - drums
I talk too much when I’m nervous
I give too much away
And you might think I’m trying to fuck, but I’m really just trying to bang
I don’t think I deserve it
I don’t think anything
I just sit down and shut up
And hope they don’t notice me
Mowing the lawn just looking out through the smog
I’m already gone, you can’t make this shit up
You can’t make this shit up
I come alive in the night time, when everybody else is done
I come alive, it’s the right time – to really start having fun
I don’t know how to turn around if I’m not ready
I don’t know how to tell you that your jokes aren’t funny
I eat too much when I’m lonely
I bury everything
I wanna face it head on
But it’s so easy to turn it away
I don’t think I’m gonna make it
I don’t think anything
I just sit down and shut up, and hope they don’t notice me
Mowing the lawn just looking out through the smog
I’m already gone, you can’t make this shit up
You can’t make this shit up
I come alive in the night time, when everybody else is done
I come alive, it’s the right time – to really start having fun
I don’t know how to turn around if I’m not ready
I don’t know how to tell you that your jokes aren’t funny
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Share your cover of "Younger & Dumber" to Youtube (shorts or full video) by March 17 with hashtag #youngerdumberindigo
I will share a compilation video of some of my favorites ~~~
Excited to hear y'all singing with me
Watch official music video: youtu.be/DJq6BgrEivY
Karaoke Lyric Video by Emma Headley
New Album: All of This Will End out April 28th on Saddle Creek
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'All of This Will End' out April 28th on Saddle Creek
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New Album: All of This Will End out April 28th on Saddle Creek
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CREDITS
Director – Indigo De Souza @indigofaraway
Producer & Assistant Director – Robby Opperman @bobography
Director of Photography – Kent Willard @kent__willard
Creative Directors – Indigo De Souza and Emily Costantino @indigofaraway @emerald_costantino
Production Managers – Madelyn Anderson and Emily Costantino @mpanders @emerald_costantino
Editor – Matt Carter @matt_carter
Colorist – Kyle Messina @mylekessina
2nd AD – Ricky Anthony @rickyanthony1
1st AC – Trevor Jackson @t.byrumjackson
2nd AC – Ryan Shackleford @ryan.shacks
Steadicam OP – Ari Zysczk @ari.zysczk
Gaffer – Dan Lewis
BBE – Jim Cote @jim.cote.716
Electrician / DMX Board Operator – Jack Barbour @jackthebarbour
Key Grip – Ben Griffith Jr. @crushgrips
Best Boy Grip – Chris Herbert
Grip – Kyle Hutson
Set Photographer & VHS Videographer – Eli Freireich @space_magic
Art Directors – Cat Siravantha and Kimberly Oberhammer @c.siravantha @kimoberhammer
Costume Design – Indigo De Souza and Kimberly Oberhammer @indigofaraway @kimoberhammer
Mask Artist - Henry Shearon @henryshearonart
Production Assistant – Avery Sullivan @averysullivan
Production Assistant – Sepe Williams
Catering – Shannon Daum & Wyatt Roper @your_venous_return @wyattroper
Production Company Summit Collective
Camera Rentals - Summit Camera @summitcamera
Grip and Electric Rentals - Illumination Dynamics
Record Label – Saddle Creek Records @saddlecreek
Written by Indigo De Souza
Produced by Alex Farrar and Indigo De Souza
Recorded and Mixed by Alex Farrar at Drop of Sun Studios
Mastered by Josh Bonati at Bonati Masters
Indigo De Souza - vocals
Avery Sullivan - drums
Dexter Webb - guitar, piano
Zack Kardon - bass guitar
Alex Farrar - guitar, keyboards
John James Tourville - pedal steel
LYRICS
When I was younger
Younger and dumber
Built like a flower
You came to pick me, from out of the city
You turned me sour
When I was younger
Younger and prouder
I was nobody
You came to hurt me in all the right places
Made me somebody
Which way will I run when I want something new?
I don’t feel at home in this house anymore
Which way will I run when I’m over you?
I don’t feel at home in this town
Sometimes I just don’t wanna be alone
And it’s not cause I’m lonely
It’s just cause I get so tired of filling the space all around me
And the love I feel is so powerful it can take you anywhere
And the love I feel is so very real that it’ll drag you down
Which way will I run when I want something new?
I don’t feel at home in this house anymore
Which way will I run when I’m over you?
I don’t feel at home in this town
When I was younger
Younger and dumber
I didn’t know better
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From Any Shape You Take out on Saddle Creek
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Video Filmed at Drop of Sun Studios - Asheville, NC
Indigo De Souza - vocals
Avery Sullivan - drums
Dexter Webb - guitar
Zack Kardon - bass
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Directed by Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
Director of Photography Daniel judson / @danosphere
Produced by Madelyn Anderson
A cam - Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
B cam/Steadycam - Daniel judson / @danosphere
C cam - Evan Anderson / @evan.anderson
1st AC - Peter Lutz / @thepetelutz
Edited by Andrew Anderson / @andrewandersonfilms
Colored By Evan Anderson / @evan.anderson
Engineered and mixed by Alex Farrar
LYRICS
When pain is real, you cannot run
You can cover, but come undone
And love might go, but is not gone
I still know you, I still know you
When love is real, you cannot sit
You can hover, but never quit
And carry on, as you were
I still feel you, I still feel you
I don't believe the things I've done
I don't believe the weight I've been
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
Going
I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it
I wanna kick, wanna scream, I wanna know it's not my fault
I wanna know it's not my fault, I didn't mean it
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Buy on Bandcamp: indigodesouza.bandcamp.com/track/ivy-frank-ocean-cover
Mixed and mastered by Michael Matsakis
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Featuring Dan Wriggins (end song)
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Week 1
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Directed by:
Honey Simone / @OHHNOHONEY
Garnet Fisher / @GARNETFISHER
Assistant Director: Bobby Opperman / @BOBOGRAPHY
Producer: Nico Guerra / @GUEY_GUEVARA
Executive Producer: Different Wrld / @DIFFERENTWRLD
Production Company: Summit Collective / @SUMMITCOLLECTIVE
Director of Photography: Kent Willard / @KENT__WILLARD
Art Department Head: Roxanne Snider / @SOXYRIDER
Camera Operator: Gray McClamrock / @GRANDMA_CAMERA
Steadicam: Bryce Denton
1st Assistant Camera: Ryan Shackleford / @RYAN.SHACKS
2nd Assistant Camera: Trevor Jackson / @T.BYRUMJACKSON
Gaffer: Greg Hudgins / @ALTGREG
Key Grip: Ross Dillin
1st Electric: Marco Guerra / @MEMBERS_LONELY
2nd Electric: Ricky Anthony / @RICKYANTHONY1
Post Producer: Kent Willard / @KENT__WILLARD
Editor: Matt Carter / @MATT_CARTER
Colorist: Justin White @VAFLZ
Color Producer: Scott Salamon
Color House: Company 3 / @COMPANY_3
Camera Rental: Summit Camera / @SUMMITCOLLECTIVE
Grip + Electrical Rental: Asheville Camera Grip + Lighting Rental
3D Photography: Charlie Boss / @CHAJBO
Leatherware: Naassene Studio / @NAASSENE_STUDIO
Production Assistants:
Sofi Campins / @SOFICAMPINS
Kitty Tilman / @KITTYMAKESRUGS
Julianna Chioma / @FROOTINGBODYSTUDIO
Megan Brennan / @MEGGYBRENNAN
Hunter Savoy Jaffe / @NAASSENE_STUDIO
Wardrobe: Kitty Tillman, Megan Brennan
Makeup Artist: Z / @CLOWNTOWNRODEO
Special thanks to Spike / @ISPYSPIKE
and all our friends and community
we love you
LYRICS
You are a good thing, I’ve noticed, I’ve noticed
And I want a good thing with you
You are the best thing, and I’ve got it
I’ve got you
And I would do anything for you
And I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
And I will hold you
I will hold you
You are a good thing, I’ve noticed, I’ve seen it
And I want the best things for you
I am a good thing, and I promise, you’ve got me
And I would go anywhere with you
And I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
And I will hold you
I will hold you
I’m not the only body
I’m not the only one
I’m not the only body
I’m not the only one
Hold me, hold me, hold
And I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
I will hold you
And I will hold you
I will hold you
#IndigoDeSouza #HoldU
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Director: Jordan Alexander
Story: Emily Costantino & Jordan Alexander
Production Company: Gummy Films
Produced by: Luca Balser & Jordan Alexander
Supervising Producer: Rachel Walden
Director of Photography: Hunter Zimny
1st AC: Greg Howard
Gaffer: Conner Schuurmans
Grip: Alex Lu
Steadicam/B-Cam Op: Aaron Brown
Swing: Eli Freireich
1st AD: Neil Sauvage
Production Designer: Madeline Sadowski
Art Director: Kaili Corcoron
Costume Designer: Emily Costantino
Wardrobe Assistant: Victoria Cronin
Art Hands: Charlie Robinson / Colin Phelan
Production Team: Dave McVeigh / Dakota Caulfield
Cakes: Ryan Freeman
Editor: Galen Core
Colorist: Luca Balser
Photographer: Britni West
LYRICS
Kill me slowly, take me with you
Down to the garden where magnolias bloom
Baby darling devil, I love you
I love you, I love you -- kill me in the morning
Call your mother, tell her you love her
Call my mother and tell her the same
You write good things, I clean up
When the party is over, you're plastered I’m fine
And I know you’ll follow
I know that you’ll follow
Kill me, kill me
No one asked me to feel this fucked up, but here I am fucked up
Dirty the dishes, stack them higher
We’re not gonna wash them, we’ll thrown them away
Kill me slowly, outside that diner that we liked to go to when things were okay
And I know you’ll follow
I know that you’ll follow
I know you’ll follow
I know I know
No one’s hearing what I’m saying
You are, but you are so far away
Fuck me till my brains start dripping
Down to the second floor in our home
Kill me and clean up, and if they ask you
Where I am, well tell them that I was all done
Tell them that I wasn’t having much fun
Tell them that I wasn’t having much fun
(repeated)
Pictures are so painful for me.
I love them, but it also just crushes me to have such vivid representations of the past.
Goodbye to these pictures — they die with my computer and I move forward.
I love all the people who showed up throughout these 7 years of my life —
Wherever you are, I love you.****
"Good Heart" is available on Indigo De Souza's album "I Love My Mom" out now!
indigodesouza.bandcamp.com/album/i-love-my-mom
Videography: Brandon McClain
Editing: Indigo De Souza
Official Audio: youtu.be/YyZwxgoNRPQ
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INDIGO DE SOUZA
sang/wrote/directed vid
ETHAN BAECHTOLD
composed music
JOSH FINCK
shot & edited vid
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© Cement Hotel Records
Released February 20, 2016
Ryan Lassiter - Produced/recorded/mixed/mastered/drums
Andrew Costantino - Keys/concept
Michael Libramento - Bass
Video by Indigo De Souza


