All the time that's gone by last I saw you I wasted time waiting for the day Provoked so many thoughts I'd never thought of Planned out every word I'd want to say
I know you probably never meant to cause me all this pain I know I probably rarely cross your mind I know you've got your life to live, this isn't just a game But if I see your face again, it just won't feel the same
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care
I finally started to feel like I was wanted I was starting to feel more welcome in a crowd You gave me hope that there was someone out there But then you turned your back and let me down
I went back to what I did best before everything changed I tried to erase the memories from my life I tried so hard to fill the void that you'd left desolate But every time I hear your name it opens up again
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care So I'll be waiting here When you decide To care
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care So I'll be waiting here When you decide To care _________________________________________________________________
Guuuuuuuuuuuuys school is getting even closer and closer! I'm not ready to go back! Also Titanfall is pretty awesome. And I slept in until 2 pm today. And I'm still tired. Help. /)
When You Decide To Care - Steel Chords ~ (Remember Falling Remix)uhm hazy2015-07-31 | I heard this song and I lost control of my actions. Sorry. _________________________________________________________________
All the time that's gone by last I saw you I wasted time waiting for the day Provoked so many thoughts I'd never thought of Planned out every word I'd want to say
I know you probably never meant to cause me all this pain I know I probably rarely cross your mind I know you've got your life to live, this isn't just a game But if I see your face again, it just won't feel the same
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care
I finally started to feel like I was wanted I was starting to feel more welcome in a crowd You gave me hope that there was someone out there But then you turned your back and let me down
I went back to what I did best before everything changed I tried to erase the memories from my life I tried so hard to fill the void that you'd left desolate But every time I hear your name it opens up again
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care So I'll be waiting here When you decide To care
I clearly wasn't important Because you weren't there So I'll be waiting here When you decide to care So I'll be waiting here When you decide To care _________________________________________________________________
Guuuuuuuuuuuuys school is getting even closer and closer! I'm not ready to go back! Also Titanfall is pretty awesome. And I slept in until 2 pm today. And I'm still tired. Help. /)【MUSIC】not so long agouhm hazy2024-09-26 | chill beats to study and relax to or something like that __________________________________________________________
I really like Moon Dancer and I was just thinking, maybe one day she has a much more chill and calm study time, that's about it really, no secrets or deeper lore here I swear __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazy【MUSIC】AN ACT OF CREATION | full albumuhm hazy2024-09-14 | Just a little video of the full album, each track from the album is played back to back just in case you'd like to experience it this way!
TRACK LIST: 1. hello! 0:00-5:52 2. just another day 5:53-11:30 3. circuits and love 11:31-18:01 4. running away 18:02-21:28 5. hopefully i won't be hoping 21:29-25:38 6. an act of creation 25:39-30:09 7. follow my lead 30:10-33:18 8. here i go now 33:19-28:22 9. goodbye! 38:23-42:14 __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazy【MUSIC】an act of creation | album releaseuhm hazy2024-09-14 | Looking upon the small frame before her, the creator let out a frustrated sigh. Despite everything, it persisted. She was not as kind as she should have been, she saw this creation as a failure within herself, she gazed upon it with an expression of sorrow and repentance. Was it not enough to simply create? To birth into existence an extension of herself? Had she faltered in her understanding of morality and hope? Surely there was more to be found within the resilience and determination of the machine sitting calmly on the table next to her.
Her eyes watered over and began to spill towards the scattered papers that decorated her desk. If this robot was an extension of herself, and yet it endured, what did that say about herself? That she must also endure? That she has the strength within herself to live, to love, to be real, fueled by hope and the desire to find out who she truly is meant to be?
She brought a shaky hoof up to her head and tried to hide her eyes, when she felt a small pressure against her arm, urging her to pause. Her eyes met with the machine, this unnamed entity, this act of creation, and for the first time she saw what it saw, deep within its digital eyes, a spark of something more, a light of self-identity. __________________________________________________________
Thank you for reading this far and for listening to this song, and maybe even the whole album. This song is the culmination of understanding I have been seeking for so long, that I am something more than just another entity, and I can and will create my own purpose in this life I am gifted with.
Looking at the album, it is a journey of self discovery and learning to love and accept myself and what I am, and how to share that love with others. I hope it speaks to others the way it's spoken to me. __________________________________________________________
Does it feel so wrong Born of circumstance Built to be my friend
Do you want to be More than I made you for Oh, tell me, will it end
An act of creation Is rarely something small Is it not enough to simply Give to you this world
Maybe I played god I never had the right To gift you with this life
But now you're here I will take care of you Oh, tell me, it's alright
I am something beautiful I am something more
An act of creation Is never something small It is not enough to simply Give to you this world
I am creation The love within it all Living my truth I'll find my way back to you
My act of creation Will be to share my heart And give myself to this world It's enough to start To try __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazy【MUSIC】circuits and loveuhm hazy2024-09-11 | Another failed experiment, surely. The creator stared blankly at the doll before her, whose eyes had begun to flash error signs, cracking under the stress of existence. Maybe it was cruel to have brought life to something so small and fragile, thrust into a world not meant to house it, while she watched unable to save it.
The machine remained unmoving, aside from slight glitches and tweaks in its stature as the error message in its eye flashed repeatedly. It never asked for this, yet here it was, suffering for the sins of its creator. Yet still it carried an air of hope, resilience, determination, causing the creator to shirk away from its gaze.
Just another failed experiment, surely. __________________________________________________________
This song is fairly personal to me in the sense that it's meant to convey some of my personal experiences with having autism, and my struggle to understand who I am and where I fit into this thing called life. It's not something I can discuss easily as I feel as though I am frequently judged or disregarded by people who attempt to pry into my brain, but I was always better at expressing myself through music.
In a lore sense, the creator struggles to understand her creation cannot save her as she thought it would, and instead she has passed along her struggles to this machine, that looked up to her for guidance and instead found fear __________________________________________________________
Is it already time To figure out my life Feels like just yesterday I was freed by you
The world is mine To roam 'till the end of time Feels like tomorrow I'll have lost my youth
Waiting on you Guide me along A world unknown A hopeful song Nothing inside But circuits and love Tell me how I'm just too much
But after all You can't stand what you see When you're in the mirror Looking back at me
I see your eyes Heavy with the world It's not been kind To you or us
Waiting Always waiting Forever waiting I can't stop waiting for love Hoping Always hoping Forever hoping I can't stop hoping for us __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazy【MUSIC】just another dayuhm hazy2024-09-08 | Perched upon the windowsill, the small robot gazed upwards to the sky, eyes locked with the vast canvas above it. Its creator shuffled over towards it, gently placing herself down to partake in the machine's wonder. How small a thing, so new to life and existence, caught up in the beauty of the world, a beauty seeming to be lost upon the creator, who's eyes only saw a plain, empty expanse. How long had it been like this? At one point she had shared her creation's sense of curiosity and wonder, after all she had created this doll with the hope that it would give her something she had lost many years ago.
She was suddenly snapped out of her train of thought as the robot stuttered out a string of words.
If I had to guess, I'll be releasing one more single after this, and then the next will be the album drop (yes indeed there is an album coming). Normally I might worry about upload schedules or releasing too fast but I just want to prove to myself I can finish a project, since the last full album I released was Monolith about 6 years ago.
I hope you enjoy this track, it's one of my favorites on the album and hits all the marks on what I wanted it to be during production __________________________________________________________
What a world to live in The sun will always shine The moon will guide the night The stars will light your eyes
And I might never notice Cause I'm too lost in thought Thinking of the things that could be
Dreaming, waiting For a sign to take control of my own life Hoping, praying Tomorrow isn't just another day of wasting time
Am I alone tonight Or can you hear me when I cry Is there anybody listening to me
I just want to feel alive I just want to finally know what it's like to fly
Tell me it's not too late If anybody out there feels the same Where do I go from here Overcome with my deepest fear __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazy【MUSIC】hello!uhm hazy2024-09-07 | The frustration builds within her as she struggles to find the right notes, tapping away at her keyboard and getting lost in the "almost" of it all, not quite right, it seems to be missing something. She doesn't even notice when the lifeless machine next to her, crafted by her own hooves, begins to sputter out noises. As the synth drowns out the unmistakable signs of consciousness being born, the ticking clock seeming to grow louder and louder, the doll's eyes flicker to life, and it sits upright with a sudden jolt, stunning its creator out of her haze. A brief moment is shared with eyes locked upon each other, before the small robot finds its voice in four simple words, a smile beaming across its metal exterior:
"Hello! I am awake" __________________________________________________________
So it's been a long time, but I've always wanted to come back and continue making music, maybe this time will be different from the others. This song is the start of a new story I want to tell inspired by events in my own life, kind of recent events to be honest, I feel like I've changed dramatically over the past year, and I want to put that journey into music and share it with you all. Thank you all for still being here so many years later, here's to hoping for many years more
Also after many many years of requests, this and all future music WILL be on all streaming services, just give it like a week __________________________________________________________
Am I alive at last I swear I feel the wind Wires in my chest Circuit boards within
Born of something else I know I'm not like you But will you stick around And teach me all your truths
I know nothing at all But something in me says There's something meant for me I hope you'll be my friend
This sudden gift of life I thank you for this chance To see the world you do To see the world I do
Am I an empty shell Simply a machine Then why do I feel hope And tell me why I dream
Gazing through your eyes I know I'm just like you So will you stick around And teach me what to do __________________________________________________________
Written and produced by: uhm hazy Vocals by: uhm hazy Art by: uhm hazyRemember Falling is now uhm hazyuhm hazy2024-09-04 | just a silly video so hopefully not too many people are confused by the name change【MUSIC】Id Like To Try (2023) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2023-06-23 | gay hors !!!!! ________________________________________________________________________
back in 2019 i released a song about Lyra and Bonnie because god they are cute and it was so nice to have some kind of actual representation in the show after the fandom shipped them for so long, and now here we are in 2023 and i felt the need to revisit one of my favorite songs as a reintroduction to me making pony music again
Lyra and Bonnie will always be my favorite ship, they hold a special place in my heart and it's high time I gave them a little more attention, i think you can expect to see some more stuff about them in the future hehe
This song is sung during the first stages of these two cuties falling in love, the initial realization, the journey from friends to something more as they start to piece together what's before them, opening their hearts up to the other and taking the jump into a new life with new adventures, learning to love and be loved
follow my twitter if you'd like updates on music and art! twitter.com/myth_cryptid ________________________________________________________________________
LYRICS
Well I guess that I found something I wasn't looking for A little glimpse into a world that we Could share together, just you and me
And I'm looking deep inside me Thinking maybe I'm crazy But maybe I'm falling And I'm looking deep into your eyes Thinking maybe I want you And maybe I'd like to try
So come with me We'll rule our world And never be alone again We'll never end
So take a chance And hold me close And watch our hearts begin to grow Just don't let go
So you think that I'm pretty And I'm the one for you Well I think you're so perfect The way you look at me is kind of cute
And I'm looking at our future Thinking I'm so excited And I can't wait But I'll be as patient as you need Thinking I'm just so happy To have you in my life
Take a chance with me I promise I won't let you fall away Won't you take my heart and stay ________________________________________________________________________
this remake is dedicated to my gf for our one year anniversary, i was trying to think of smth to make and honestly? this song just fits so perfectly, so why not give it a fresh coat of paint and a new meaning? To my gf, one year together now, through our ups and downs, a light that helped me see and gave me reason and purpose, i love you, i always will
alright, see u guys in the next video
R/F【MUSIC】[welcome_to_the_new_world] | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2023-06-12 | finally, new music ________________________________________________________________________
i'm so ready to finally be able to share new music with u all! it has been a very long time coming, but i'm (hopefully) back on track now!
i bring to you the introduction to the new album, AUGMENTED_REALITY, the next chapter in the Wayward Star storyline started with the album Monolith, a story following Hollow after she escapes her own mind and "wakes up", now back in a world that feels familiar yet foreign to her, she knows something is off, and she sets off in the hopes of discovering what happened to her, why she was trapped in her mind, and what's happening to the world around her
if you need a quick refresher, Wayward Star is a storyline that takes place in an MLPAU created by myself, focusing on Hollow Mirror, the main character of the story, set in a futuristic, dystopian world. More about this world will be revealed through future songs and the story of AUGMENTED_REALITY
pls bare with me if this sounds a little rusty, it's been a while since i've worked on music so i'm still dusting off my skills here, but i hope this track is enjoyable!!
follow my twitter if you'd like updates on music and art! twitter.com/myth_cryptid ________________________________________________________________________
LYRICS
Now you’re awake But lost within a fog Another page Another memory is gone
Take in the sights Do you remember where you are You don’t belong here You don’t belong here
Welcome to the new world A horror and a blight Welcome to your new home Don’t look into the lights
A cybermagic nightmare A beast you can’t escape Dystopia and despair You better hope it’s not too late
Are they your own? The memories you don’t have Or do you know Is there anything you can grab ________________________________________________________________________
thank you to anyone that listens and still around, i wish i could have been more consistent with music, sadly life had other plans, but i'm still kicking and still trying my best to put stuff out there, and i'm thankful to anyone still around and i hope u enjoy what's coming!
R/FUpdate | New Music?uhm hazy2023-05-21 | sorry i sound stuffy my nose is in fact stuffy
i'm trying to get back into making music again and, specifically, hoping to actually create the second album in the Wayward Star storyline that started with Monolith, i was working on a second album for it called Dawn Into Dusk but given that was so long ago, and i've since lost all the project files and also don't like the direction it was going, i'm starting fresh with a new album, named AUGMENTED_REALITY, which i think tells a much better story and lines up with the direction i want to take this thing
thank you for watching and reading, if you've stuck around after my years of inactivity or barely making music, i very much appreciate you and thank you, i'm sorry it's been such a struggle for me to actually create stuff, but hopefully whatever i put out next is worth the wait
also i have a new twt if you wanna follow that! twitter.com/myth_cryptid【MUSIC】Maybe | Remember Falling [EXPLICIT]uhm hazy2021-07-10 | Look, I made you some content :) ________________________________________________________________________
Here I have for you Maybe, a song that I originally started some 3 years ago, and after many revisions, retakes, and lost files, it is now finished, and contains some of my favorite vocals I've done!
Maybe is sung from the perspective of Celestia, who has lost her sister to a darkness she knows she could have prevented had she paid more attention and been there. Sadly, she is wrought with feelings of grief and regret, wishing she had done anything at all, wishing she had been a better sister. Even after Luna returns and is "saved", Celestia still feels as though she failed her, and laments upon days that never came to pass, hoping one that maybe one day, everything will be okay again.
This is the first single that will be released from my upcoming project, a collection of old songs I never got around to finishing, as well as some new ones, an album packed with various genres, themes, and inspirations, so I hope you enjoy and are excited for more! ________________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album) ________________________________________________________________________
LYRICS
It's been a while I don't know what to say I guess I should start by saying I don't think I'm okay Yea I hope that you've moved on And you're living the life But I can't stop thinking about you God, I wish that I'd tried
How could I do this What in the hell was I thinking by walking away I'm glad that you learned to look after yourself But dammit I wish I could still say your name Where did you go I know it was me But that doesn't help me to feel any better In fact it just makes me feel weak
I'd hope that never forget me But honestly that's kinda cruel Maybe one day I'll be able to move on And forget of world that we knew I don't know what I'm saying I guess I'm just losing my mind But I gotta say, I lost that a while ago When I finally lost what I forgot was mine
Honest to God, I hope you forget me I hope don't even remember my name Then it'd be easier to deal with pain Of knowing I fucked up, it's too late If you don't remember I even exist Well honestly I think I deserve that After how many times I walked out your life And then acted like I could just walk back
You were my everything You were the best that I've known You were a light in the dark But I chose the dark and now I'm alone And I can't get all these voices outside of my head Like maybe I'm trapped here forever I mean if I fucked up that many times Did I ever learn, will I ever grow stronger
What if I'm doomed to repeat my mistakes, huh? When I think about that I start to feel like I might lose my own sanity But there's no going back I hope that you're doing okay I hope you were able to heal But healing's not in it for me So I'll reminisce, hoping that this isn't real
Okay so what do I say I've already said it all so many times But it's just been playing repeat in my mind Over and over until I die Man I feel weak, I feel like I'm just a failure I guess that it's true When I was holding a beautiful treasure A wonderful gem, the gift that was you
And listen I'm sorry, I wish I could try again Be given a second chance But I know that at this point the second is gone It's more like I'd be on my last So maybe you'll come back, is this the end A nightmare from which I will never redeem I guess I'll go back to bed And when I awake, maybe it'll all be dream
Maybe, maybe it'll all be a dream ________________________________________________________________________
As I said before, I'm focusing on making what I want to make, this song happens to be MLP inspired, but future songs might not be, who knows! I hope you enjoy it all for what it is, music that I've made and wish to share! Have a wonderful day!
R/F【MUSIC】Strangers (ft. BearSlayer & Cerridwen) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2020-02-03 | It's way too warm outside right now ________________________________________________________________________
More album music!! Apparently not ALL progress i made before losing my hard drive was lost, so that's such a blessing an encouragement. This was one of the more fun songs to make, and I love how it ended up sounding!
Strangers comes from a place in the story when Hollow and Infinity are "safe", but don't feel safe, as if the ones they are currently residing with may have ulterior or even sinister motives.
Art by me! ________________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) ________________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
Are we not welcome in this land Of strangers we all know So give me reason to believe That we’re not captives of our saviors
Marching through the streets And paraded like the key To a prophecy I can’t seem to believe I’m just a stranger to them all
I’m just a stranger (x2)
Were we saved from doom Or now are we just destined to fall From light into the dark Tomorrow seems so far
I'm doing my best to get this album finished up, I've let so many previous projects wither and die and I refuse to let that happen again, especially given how massive this album is. I don't know when it will be finished, but it'll get done!
R/F【MUSIC】Queen of Misfits | Vylet Pony (ft. Cabi & Namii) [R/F Remix]uhm hazy2020-01-22 | trixie is trans __________________________________________________________________________
I was supposed to only wait 2 weeks after Vylet uploaded her song to release this remix but then i kinda forgot about it for a bit?? finished it up and now here it is! Beyond the (very true) meme of trixie being trans, the message of this song resonates with me and i adore it, it was awesome being given the chance to remix it before even hearing what the original song sounded like, only going off of vocals. It led me to create a song that i'm very proud of and i hope you all enjoy!
It's a very long song, but there was so much to work with and so much i wanted to do! The size of the project file, how many tracks there are, the amount of work i've put into this song is unmatched by anything else i've ever created.
I got lucky with this song, because the last time I had worked on it was before I switched to my new hard drive which ended up dying on me, so I didn't lose any progress when I switched back to my old drive. I also wanted to challenge myself to create this song without using PlayVST or Serum, both of which are paid subscription VSTs that I am currently unable to pay for, so I was able to continue working on this song despite not having access to them.
Art by Esmeia! Check them out down below! __________________________________________________________________________
I hope you all enjoy!! Be sure to check out Vylet's original version as well as her new album she released, it's a complete gem and very much worth the listen!
R/F【MUSIC】Dead In The Water | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-11-03 | More pieces to the story ahaha _________________________________________________________________
Hey howdy hey, time to unveil another part of the journey that Hollow undergoes through the upcoming album. Alone and scared, she is left to reflect upon her own thoughts as the comforting darkness of the water around her pulls her towards the next step of her journey, whether she's ready or not.
The album is undergoing massive progress right now, and even though i won't name a release date yet, it will most certainly be before the end of the year, very exciting!
Just to note, the vocals during the chorus are intentionally muffled by the instrumental, to reflect how Hollow feels suffocated by her own thoughts, while also by the water carrying her body. I promise it's not just bad mixing ; u ;
EDIT: apparently the video only rendered in 360p, I'm horribly sorry for the poor video quality, I had to reinstall my video editing progam and forgot to double check all my settings were still there ; n ; _________________________________________________________________
Oh, is this what it means To feel alive again Coughing up my dreams A new life will begin
Take me far from here Yet I will still return To save the great unknown To keep them from the throne
So where do I go from here I'll pick up my past and fears The shores of my sins Masking what's within If I can't go farther I'll be dead in the water Left to be reclaimed By a sun too harsh to name
Oh, yesterday returns To haunt my every move The truth will ever burn No matter what they do
Perhaps I'm wrong But what's the purpose Of fighting for so long When everyone deserts us _________________________________________________________________
I can't believe Halloween is over already, October went by so fast. I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving and after that, Christmas, it's going to be the first time I'v spent the holidays with a romantic partner, so I'm very very looking forward to that! I hope you all have a wonder holiday season as well!
R/F【MUSIC】The Sun Is Dark | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-10-24 | It's so good to be back _________________________________________________________________
Finally, after almost 6 months of not being able to really work on music, I'm back. Dawn Into Dusk is back in production and everything is set to be underway and I can finally finish the second album in the Equestria: Wayward Star story line.
The Sun Is Dark brings us to the point in the story when Hollow is beginning to doubt everything, unsure of what her future holds and who her real friends are, she no longer feels safe in a world that seems to want her locked up forever. On one side, the sun seems to provide no light with which to guide her path, and on the other side, the moon is equally as dark.
I hope you enjoy this song! I say this with almost every single song I release but this is my best work yet! The album is packed with songs that I know you're going to enjoy and I cannot wait to share them all with you! _________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
It’s so far away It’s so far away It’s so far away It’s too close to me
I gotta say, I haven’t been feeling okay It feels like I’m lost In a world where the sun is dark And the moon is gone
Am I destined to wander aimlessly With you by my side Or would you leave me if you had the chance I wouldn’t dare you to try
Lost, can you find me, can you find me Lost, will you save me, will you save me Lost, am I safe here, am I safe here Lost, is there hope here, Is my home here
I only ask for a chance To save them from their hate To do the things I know I can
I only ask for a chance To resurrect my life To be the one they think I am
I only ask for a chance _________________________________________________________________
I finally have a job and a steady flow of income now, so I'm able to renew my plugins and get back to work on music and I am STOKED. Ideally, the album should be finished now before the end of the year, and the next chapter of Hollow's story will finally be revealed in full. I hope you're all as excited as I am!
R/F【MUSIC】Dream Life | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-04-06 | Purple-haired horse time _________________________________________________________________
Time to take a break from the album music and get back to the fun of the show. I was walking home from work and I had this idea pop into my head so I threw everything together when i got home like five days ago and polished it up since then, and now here it is!
I wanted to take a look at Rarity's view towards her "haters" or other ponies who try to bring her down. She's started from almost nothing and made it to where she is now, and she's sure to show off that she found great success in life, but not at the price of an ego. Anyone could do what she does if they'd put away their attitude and stop complaining, but they won't, and Rarity couldn't care less.
Art is by mirroredsea! _________________________________________________________________
I don’t really care If I’m living like I can I know they’re hating on me But I’m living like I just don’t care
Wishing they were me As I’m showing off The diamond in my heart Is beautiful, so I don’t care
Livin' the glam life Have a great time Struttin' my stuff across the streets And turnin’ heads like “Oh my gosh, who is she?” Never givin’ up my dream Of being the number one Yeah, I don’t miss a damn night
Every day, it’s the same routine Wake up, get ready Yeah, you know I’m clean As [whoops] when I own This game, no mess, all fame And I’m working until everybody Knows my name
‘Cause I’m a diva Don’t let me see ya Grovel at me ‘Cause I’d hate to be ya Get off your knees Try to be like me Maybe make something of your life And then talk to me, ha
I’m so tired of these fools Chasing me around “Who does she think she is?” Well you’ll learn now I’m the girl everybody wants to be So feel free to watch me ‘Cause you know that I’m owning this scene
Tomorrow is a new day coming But I’ll never let my light stop showing I’m a beacon for the world to see I guess that the high life was made for me Showin’ off in the world I made No tricks, no games, no [uh oh] masquerades Just livin' my life for generosity’s sake Giving more to the world, yeah I made my fame
Let me guess Life isn’t fair for a simple girl? Struggling to pave the way For fortune untold Let me say Life isn’t fair to anyone So pick your chin up, dear All this hate is so old
So keep trying, that’s all I can say Or keep crying, and throw it all away You only get one shot to be as fabulous as I So keep trying to succeed, and live the dream life
One last thing that I need to say Before I go home and dine on my creme brulee Listen closely, I don’t have an easy escape This life is tough, but I’m cut out to do it my way Never forgetting the place I started in debt to my friends A faceless nobody dreaming of one day succeeding And I fought my way up to the top, society can never stop Me from living my dreams and being the number one queen _________________________________________________________________
That's all folks! I hope you enjoyed the song, it's a weird twist from what I normally do but I mean let's be honest, my entire music scene is based on trying new things. Personally I love how this turned out, and making happy rap songs is always a blast!
I hope you have a great day and thank you for the support!
R/F【MUSIC】Change the World (ft. BearSlayer & Cerridwen) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-03-30 | It's never too late to change the world _________________________________________________________________
Heya! Today I bring to you, Change the World, the first release to ever feature voice acting! This song was so much fun to produce and the VA's are both super nice to work with. Huge thanks to BearSlayer and Cerridwen, who voice Hollow and Infinity respectively, they are both super friendly and super fast workers and I very much appreciate their participation in this project!
This song is again from the perspective of Infinity, Hollow's new found friend, who has grown attached to Hollow and wants to see her succeed, but it worried that Hollow might not have what it takes to make it through the conflict that they are set to cross paths with. Infinity doesn't want to fail her goal in protecting Hollow, who she sees as unable to truly defend herself, but she knows what they're up against isn't going to be easy, far from it. Perhaps they'll be okay, and maybe with enough determination, they can change the world.
Art by me! _________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
Can you hear me out, just one time I’m feeling lost, trying to figure this out And we could see a brighter future It’s all for nothing if we doubt
So would you guide me back to our home It’s too far for us to go alone There’s still something that’s not quite right I can’t place it but we have to go
I’m not sure if I can find the words To say to you but I will find a way Out -*+of this place I’m not sure if we’ll survive The night is long but days are rolling by It’s so hard to keep the pace
So run with me Run with me It’s not too late to change the world
I’m second guessing myself no matter What you try to tell me I’m scared to let you down There’s no reason I should feel defeat Before we even started to be A voice to stir the crowd _________________________________________________________________
The album is nearing completion, at least the music side of it. I've almost got a release date worked out, and I'll be announcing it in a trailer that I am working on right now. I hope you are enjoying the ride so far! Thank you for the continues support, of both music and non music videos, and I hope you're excited for what's coming next!
R/F【Q/A】where do i record my music?uhm hazy2019-03-26 | Welcome back to the second Q/A video! I'm really enjoying doing these and I apologize for how laaaaaate this one is but hopefully you enjoy!
If you have any questions you'd like to ask, feel free to leave them down below and I'll answer them in a future Q/A! Nothing is off limits (except for questions of a sexual nature), so go ahead and hit me with your craziest questions if you so feel like it.
Sorry my Spanish is bad, I'm still in the learning stages and I'm physically unable to roll my r's because of a birth defect, but i tried my best!
Looking for VA's is just about finished so expect some big progress to be made on the album and some BIG songs to come out soon!
Thank you everyone for watching, and I hope you have a great day!
R/F【MUSIC】Wings | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-03-09 | Wings got the most votes in the poll, so here it is! _________________________________________________________________
Here we are! I put up a poll a bit ago asking which short song you'd want to see next, and Wings won by far (although i kinda wanted to release Drifting or Strangers, but oh well, they'll come later).
This song comes from near the beginning of the album, as Hollow is escaping confinement, she's understandably filled with fear and confusion, unsure of where she is or how she will escape. As she stealthily flees through the halls of the compound, she hopes that she will be able to make it out. The thought of returning to the Mono-L1th fuels her with panic. Amidst all this, her hazy mind, only recently awoken, still feels muddled with memories of her slumber. Who will rescue her? Who will make sure she will be okay? She's unsure if she can provide these comforts for herself.
I hope you enjoy this single, it's one of my favorites vocally, I spent a lot of time working on the harmonies and stuff and I think they turned out incredible!
Art by me! _________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
I don’t feel the same I don’t know what changed Running through these halls I’ll keep it inside
Something that they did To master who I am Echoes in my empty soul I’ll keep it inside
Am I condemned to never awake My eyes are open yet I feel like I’m dreaming For now I run With wings made out of fear And no one hears me screaming Help me _________________________________________________________________
I'm going to (be attempting to) release a trailer for the album soon, don't quote me on that but if not soon, sometime within a month or so. I've almost got the release date ironed out and everything's coming together wonderfully!
As always, thank you for the support and interest in my music and the story behind this album, it means the world to me! I hope you have a wonderful day!
R/F【MUSIC】Infinity | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-03-02 | A new challenger approaches! _________________________________________________________________
Brand spankin new song, fresh out the DAW, come get it while it's hot!
Everyone, say hello to Infinity, a new character who joins the Wayward Star storyline! Without spoiling too much, she is a dragon who fights for a group of rebels know as the Dawn. In this song, we take a look at things from her perspective as she attempts to help Hollow escape the grasp of the Imperium, who seek to imprison her within the Mono-L1th once again.
This is easily one of my favorite songs from the album so far, I'm so happy with the vocal work I did here. Originally this song was going to be something else entirely, but when I produced the instrumental for the chorus I knew this one had to be it. I hope you enjoy it!
Art by me! _________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
Were you torn away from home Were you lost and alone How do you feel now Was the flash of danger bright Was the hope within your eyes Filled with doubt
Oh, it feels like We’re so far away from home Oh no, it feels like It feels like
Their coming closer And we have nowhere left to go So we’ll move further Away from what we hold so close Infinity doesn’t feel so far
It’s not our time It’s not our time to go Take my hand We’ll make it out alive We’ll make it out alive together Take my hand, I’ll carry you out
It’s not our time to fall apart yet Don’t give into the fear when The wolves are at our throats keep On moving, I will find us A way to escape A way to escape from the wolves I know you’re scared but i promise That we will make it out alive
Can you feel it The fear inside your heart How do you escape I will guide you I can’t promise safety But I can promise a way _________________________________________________________________
I hope you all are even more hyped for the eventual release of the album!! It's coming together nicely and, contrary to my previous 4+ month projection of completion, it should be done in as little as a 2 months!
Thanks to everyone for their support and interest in not only the music, but the story behind it as well! I'm having the time of my life working on something as massive as this project, and it's only going to get better from here!
R/F【MUSIC】Wayward | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-02-23 | At long last, the day has come _________________________________________________________________
It's been a long wait, but today the silence is over! I proudly present to you, Wayward. This song is the spearhead of my next full length album, and is one of my favorites by far.
Wayward comes at a time when Hollow is feeling unsure if she is making the right decisions, and must come to conclusion to either continue with those around her or change her path and take drastic action. The inner conflict between her fear and her desire for freedom is a harsh one, and she is unsure what the right choice is.
I really hope you guys enjoy this, and I hope the (small amount) of hype I built up pays off here, the album is packed with music as explosively emotional and vocally driven as this one, it's going to be amazing!
Art is by me! _________________________________________________________________
Download: (coming with album release) _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
It’s time to rethink all we don’t know We don’t know the life that we’ll be forced to carry out It won’t show
Take me away Into my fears again
It’s hard to be okay When the ones who keep you safe won’t speak It’s hard to see the way Through this wayward dream
I’ll fall away from their chains Am I insane To want to be free from their pains
Yesterday we were scared to breathe Tomorrow feels the same But I know there’s something more To the words they won’t say _________________________________________________________________
Music is back! The album is coming along far enough that I should be able to return to at least bi-weekly uploads. If you enjoyed, please consider supporting me on Patreon, or join my Discord server for more frequent updates as well interaction with me and this community!
Have a great day everyone!
R/FRemember Falling Live Streamuhm hazy2019-02-11 | ...【UPDATE】uploads, next album, and discord!uhm hazy2019-02-01 | Some updates about the upload schedule, the next album that's coming up, and my new discord server! be prepared for what's coming next, it's going to be big!
If you want more frequent updates and looks into my life, check out my twitter!
Hey everyone! Today I am so happy and proud to present to you this (sort of) secret project, a collab between Wubcake and myself! This track was SO much fun to work on and tbh big shout out to Wubcake for choosing this WIP I sent her, because I was super unsure what I wanted to do with it until we picked it up as a collab and started fleshing it out. It turned out amazing, and I learned a lot about this style of music I think, as it's quite different from what I normally produce.
The song is based on a fan fiction about Sunset Shimmer turning into a vampire. I won't spoil any details in case you want to read it for yourself, but here we take a look at Sunset's conflict within her mind, and her unquenchable desire to turn her friend.
The amazing art is by The-Butcher-X, go check them out! _________________________________________________________________
Falling, laughing, giving in I'll unleash the dark within Sleeping, dreaming, I will be In your head, so come with me
I feel an itch inside my head I need to scratch it before I lose my mind I'm just feeling hungry tonight Come a little closer, I'll change your life
Crazy for a little drop of you It's just a bite, it's just a little temptation Maybe you'll grow to like it too Just give in, I'll show you desperation
Perhaps I'm nothing more than a monster But I'm just feeling so drawn to you Sink my teeth into your body, watch me Collapse into my arms, I will convert you
I tried to stop it but I'd rather give into the dark Just go to sleep now Just close your eyes _________________________________________________________________
I hope you all enjoyed the song, it was very experimental for me, but i absolutely love how it turned out! Wubcake was a pleasure to work with and I'm sure we'd both love to collab again at some point!
Since I had to delay the posting of this song because YT was bugging out yesterday, I'm probably going to post the next song on Sunday instead of Saturday, however I'll still be trying to do a stream on Saturday, so just keep an eye out.
Written by: Remember Falling & Wubcake Produced by: Remember Falling Lyrics Written by: Remember Falling Vocals by: Remember Falling & Wubcake【MUSIC】Id Like To Try | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-01-19 | The project file's name was soap because the song is bubbly uwu _________________________________________________________________
Alrighty, I threw of my uploading schedule a bit this week so I could release my coming out video (which got so much support I honestly want to cry because you all are amazing), but now we're back to music and here is a project that's been in the works for a long time.
I'd Like To Try is a love song from Lyra to Bon Bon, as she finds an unexpected yet welcome home in her secret agent gf. Lyra is so excited and happy to see what the future holds, and this song is just a cute, bubbly representation of her feelings for their future together.
Art is by dekuloid, please go follow them they are an amazing artist! _________________________________________________________________
Well I guess that I found something I wasn't looking for A little glimpse into a world that we Could share together, just you and me
And I'm looking deep inside me Thinking maybe I'm crazy But maybe I'm falling And I'm looking deep into your eyes Thinking maybe I want you And maybe I'd like to try
So come with me We'll rule our world And never be alone again We'll never end
So take a chance And hold me close And watch our hearts begin to grow Just don't let go
So you think that I'm pretty And I'm the one for you Well I think that you're so perfect The way you look at me is kind of cute
And I'm looking at our future Thinking I'm so excited And I can't wait But I'll be as patient as you need Thinking I'm just so happy To have you in my life
Take a chance with me I promise I won't let you fall away Won't you take my heart and stay _________________________________________________________________
I have another ship song that'll be coming out hopefully soon, as well as a big collab and the next project that is the continuation of Monolith, so there is plenty of content to come!
I feel like 2019 is going to be a very good year, so much good has already happened and it's only going to get better from here! I can't wait to see where we can take this channel and what the future holds in store!
R/F【coming out】i am a girluhm hazy2019-01-16 | This is my coming out video, because I'm done with feeling like I need to hide who I am. I shouldn't be ashamed of being me, so this is my first step in taking back my self confidence and living my life as I should have been this whole time. I apologize for the awkwardness in my voice, I'm not good at talking about these things, but I have to say this.
To further explain some things..
I've always had a sense of something being not right with my gender expression since I was a kid. I was always drawn to the more "girly" stuff, examples being when I played dress up with my siblings I always wanted (but never got) to wear the dresses, in teen years I was never comfortable being called a guy or a man, etc, but I just chalked it all up to simply being a more feminine male because that's what I was taught to believe, that being a girl was just not at all an option. It was thanks to the help of some people I met online that I was able to finally understand who I am, about two years ago, but I was still so scared of rejection I kept it a secret. Up until the release of this video, only my mom, siblings, and a handful of close friends know about me, and of those people, even fewer are actually supportive. I'm working hard to put myself in a better place so I can live the life I'm supposed to be living, but it's a long journey.
I had stopped making music for a while because I was so scared of my voice, I saw it as a sort of "no matter what you do, your voice will betray you" sort of thing, and it felt like I was being trapped into not releasing anything because I just couldn't bear to be reminded of my current state. It was thanks to a small group of people that I am able to overcome that, and also learn how to separate my music and singing voice from me, as a normal human. I'm so thankful to them, and I would like to name them specifically.
Namii, Vylet, Izzy, and Rayne.
You all have helped me feel so much more accepting and comfortable with myself, instead of living in constant confusion, worry, denial, and even anger. It's thanks to you that I'm now able to express myself again without the self loathing I experienced before. Thank you so much for all you do for me.
I wanted to address this topic because I've seen some places (HMH and EQD) using my preferred pronouns (which makes me so happy), and I figured now's as a good a time as any to finally make it all known. I haven't exactly been "hiding" it, since my twitter profile, which is linked to my youtube channel, has my pronouns in them, but still not many people know so I wanted to make a public statement here on youtube, for you all to see.
I've found so much love and support in this community, it blows my mind that just 6 years ago I was introduced to the fandom, and now here I am, making music for a large audience of people and coming out as a girl. It's so crazy, the journey I've been on to get to where I am now, and I can't wait to see where I go from here.
Lastly, thank you to everyone on this channel, for supporting me and what I do here, and I hope you will continue to support me in my endeavors as I bring the silly ideas in my head to you. This channel is my safe place, and the fact that, after all that's happened, it's still here and you're all still here, it's incredible.
Music is Story Within, by KLRX klrx.bandcamp.com/album/stories-within【MUSIC】Going Down (pt. 2) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-01-12 | It's going down! Again! _________________________________________________________________
I've been working on this project for like a month so I'm super happy to present to you Going Down, part 2!I was entertaining the idea of making a sequel to the first Going Down, but after I saw Space Oddpony's animation for the first one I knew I had to make this. I put extra effort into it to make it even better than the first, I hope you enjoy it!
We've heard the Mane Six's side, and how they want to save the world, but what about the villains? Going Down pt. 2 gives us a look from the perspective of those who want to destroy the world, such as Tirek, to those who want to rule the world, such as Nightmare Moon. This includes a wide array of MLP villains, including those who have been reformed (like Starlight), just to see what they thought while they were still evil. _________________________________________________________________
[CHORUS] I'll take you away from home Away from everything you've ever known (It's going down!) Be ready for the end Now there's nothing left I will spell the ruin of your friends (It's going down!) I'll rule the world again
[CHRYSALIS] Return of the Queen, and this time I won't be beat You're pathetic as a worm, and the dirt is where you'll be When you think your world is safe, I'll return in due time Taking every last drop of the light from your eyes Crawling through your head, creeping up into your mind We survived, growing wild, feasting on your love tonight I'm growing ever stronger, nothing stops me, I'll go farther Want a fight? I'll oblige, just give in and join the hive
[SOMBRA] Crystals, gems you wear to harness ancient power I was weak, but this time, your whole world I will devour I'll enslave every race, from the ponies to the yaks When the darkness finds you sleeping, then I'll launch my grand attack Fools! Grasping, gasping, choking, laughing Worthless, nasty, no one's getting past me Fear for your lives, this is my time to shine The shadow of the King will return, I will rise
[DISCORD] Well gosh, look at the time, I got so caught up in, uh Well I forgot, but since I'm here, let me show your new home, ah Oh yes! Just a dash of chaos, yes that's brilliant I'm having so much fun lets add more, maybe a million! You're crazy if you think you can defeat me I'm Discord, the god who's making history When your world is turned inside and out, join me in laughter The only happy ending is a total disaster!
[STARLIGHT GLIMMER] Welcome to our little town, everyone in line! Let us show our new guests that they're in for a good time You will not escape when I take away your mark They look so lovely here with me, now shut your mouth and play your part Equality! That's the word that best describes your new home Everyone is just the same! Stop asking, you don't need to know Escaping? I don't think so, where else will you return to I've already won, now the whole world will know our truth!
[NIGHTMARE MOON] Behold! I arrive! Kneel before your Queen or die I've no time for petty squabbles, it's time for the moon to rise I was caged, trapped away, by my sister, left betrayed You failed me once, but look at me, my glory is unveiled No matter where you are, I will smother you in night Can you see the sun is waning, while the moon is shining bright I don't need to be redeemed, in the darkness I can see! Bow before me, lowly peasants, bow before your Queen
[TIREK] Step aside you freaks, let me show you how it's done When the world is at peace, it will all be undone Started from the bottom, now I'm standing at the top You can beg, you can plead, but I'll never stop I'm a world ender, try to remember I'm not the message sender, I'm the god from under Chained like a beast, but it's finally my time Your world will burn, your world is mine
[ALL] One by one, you fall, there's no way to stop us all Strike one down, two more rise, we're the key to your demise Finally a world where the strong will rule the weak No more worthless fantasy filled with harmony and peace So come and try, you will fall, nothing left to say This is where it ends, not in smoke but in a blaze And at least, with you gone, there is nothing left to stop us So it's time, say goodbye while you crumble to dust _________________________________________________________________
I hope you all enjoy this song! It's one of my favorites right now, and I'm content with saying the quality of this one far surpasses the quality of the first, although I love both. It's always so much fun to do character specific voices and raps, maybe I'll be tempted to do a part 3~
R/F【MUSIC】Like Me | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-01-09 | Okay last sad song for a bit I promise _________________________________________________________________
Here we have an happy sad song, one of my favorite styles tbh. I've had an idea to do this sort of "genre" for a while but for some reason I kept putting it off??? No more! This turned out better than I had hoped it would so that makes me happy.
Like Me is a song from the perspective of our favorite misfit, Trixie, as she feels like everyone "supports" her and wants her to be a better pony but at the same time, no one is really there for her. They all say the right things and tell her what a great job she's doing but no one wants to actually take the time to get to know her and be her friend, leaving her feeling like their words are hollow and empty.
(Yes this is before she meets Starlight)
The art was made by ddere, one of my favorite artists rn, please go check them out! _________________________________________________________________
I've been feeling like I'm lost Where am I to go now And I know it sounds crazy but I've just been feeling so lonely, so lonely
They all say I'm special and I'm brave Yet nobody's there when I can feel my heart Collapsing under the weight
They all say one day I'll find the one But nobody wants to be with someone Who's broken like me
Because nobody asks me how I've been Nobody cares to see the hurt I feel within When I'm falling apart Falling apart _________________________________________________________________
And that concludes my soft and gentle streak with music, back the big fun stuff! Like I've said before, I have a couple very big projects on the way that I know you'll all love, coming over the next two weeks! Keep an eye out for them!
Also, thank everyone so much for the support on the Q/A video! I wasn't expecting such a positive reaction but I'm blown away by it all! You're amazing, thank you~
R/F【Q/A】the reason behind my name changeuhm hazy2019-01-08 | Hey everyone! I gathered some questions you had for me and answered them for this video! It was really fun, and I feel like this is a way I can interact with you all a bit more, so I hope to keep this as a recurring thing! I also really enjoyed using my OC to show me talking and give it a bit more emotion, so I'm probably going to start doing that for future videos as well.
If you have any questions you'd like to ask, feel free to leave them down below and I'll answer them in a future Q/A! Nothing is off limits (except for questions of a sexual nature), so go ahead and hit me with your craziest questions if you so feel like it.
I have some very big projects coming within the next couple weeks, so stay tuned, you won't want to miss them!
Thank you all for supporting me, I hope you have a wonderful day!
R/F【MUSIC】Tomorrow Is A Dream | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2019-01-06 | I'm a little late today whoops _________________________________________________________________
Sorry about the wait today, I forgot to prepare anything last night and then I had work all day, but better late than never I guess?
Here I bring you a soft, gentle song about the stress the future might bring to us. Lying awake at night, wondering why you can't sleep as thoughts of what is to come race through your head. Sometimes we need to just take a step back and realize that tomorrow hasn't happened yet, and our future can be anything we want. The unknown doesn't need to strike fear into us, it could in fact inspire awe and peace. _________________________________________________________________
Darkness is falling Upon this cold earth Nowhere to go but inside
Today is over Tomorrow is a dream Who knows what beauty you'll find
So pull your heart away I promise you, you will be okay
I know it's hard To tame your thoughts But when you awake The fear will be gone _________________________________________________________________
I hope everyone's doing well today! with the new year I've been beginning some plans for this channel to make it more fun and interactive for all of you. That being said, I'll be doing a Q/A video soon (as soon as i have enough questions lol), so feel free to ask me anything you want in the comments! You can do multiple questions, but no spamming please.
Hello friends, on this fine afternoon I bring to you Let You Know, a collab with Namii (who basically co-owns my channel at this point lets me be real), and one of my favorites that we've done. It's always such a pleasure to work with her, her vocals work so well no matter what I throw at her, it's awesome.
This song is about Marble Pie, who lives a lonely life, stuck out on the rock farm. When fate chances that she meets someone knew, as she gets to know him she falls in love, yet the feeling is sadly unrequited. He is already in love with someone else, but that doesn't stop Marble from wishing, hoping, that she could have found what she's been missing. As she watches him leave, she's somehow left feeling more empty than before, wondering if she will ever be able to find love. _________________________________________________________________
I used to feel like I Was stranded in a world Far away, alone from love
Then I saw you and Something changed inside But I fear I'm not enough
This is a strange place To feel so strongly For somepony I've never felt this way I know I want to Let you know, my dear Would you maybe stay I love you
I want to try I want to hold you close tonight But she's so much closer to you
Her lovely eyes I guess I can see why She outshines my dull hue
Don't leave me (I must leave) Don't leave me (She needs me here) Don't leave me (I must leave) Don't leave me here alone (I will hold her dear) _________________________________________________________________
I hope everyone's having a good new year, and I hope you're all ready for the content that's coming to this channel. I plan on doing stuff to interact with you all more, maybe a live stream or a Q/A video, I'm not entirely sure yet. What I do know is I'm hella excited and I appreciate you all for being amazing and supporting me. Thank you so much!
Produced by: Remember Falling Lyrics Written by: Remember Falling & Namii Vocals by: Remember Falling & Namii【UPDATE】fan animation, new music, and new yearuhm hazy2019-01-01 | New year, new upload schedule, this marks the start of bimonthly update videos! As I mentioned before I had finally written out a schedule for this channel and with the start of 2019 I'm going to be working hard to put that schedule into practice!
Don't forget to check out Space Oddpony's animation and their channel please!
Happy New Year everyone! Here's a seeing where this channel goes in 2019!
R/F【MUSIC】Alone | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-12-30 | Thank you Kanye, very sad. _________________________________________________________________
Time for a sad song, I haven't done one of these in a looooooong time so I feel it's well over due.
The theme of this song is our beloved Luna, feeling like, no matter what she does, she will always feel alone. She knows she has friends, she knows that she's actually in a very good place as far as her life is concerned, yet inside she feels.. empty. An aching hole in her heart that can't seem to be filled drags her down, leaving her feeling like there's no escape from her own fear.
This song is reflective of me, and I wrote it in one night during a sleep deprived high, pouring all the emotion I could into it. Life can suck, and it's hard to see any hope when you feel so profoundly hopeless. Everyone says "One day you'll be okay" but that day seems so far away, what's one to do when they don't have the energy to fight a battle they've been losing for too many years to count? To me, there's a big difference between being lonely and being alone.
Art is by the very talented AquaGalaxy, please check them out. _________________________________________________________________
Can you hear it in my heart I'm so lost, I'm falling apart Waiting here, waiting for something I'm so broken, don't know where I am
I'm not saying that I'm lonely I'm just saying that I feel no hope All my friends are here with me But they seem so happy Without me, and I'm so cold
This is reality I can't seem to find peace I'm searching for my home Why do I feel so alone
In a world apart Held down by the fear of finding truth Maybe I will never find Maybe I will never find you _________________________________________________________________
I'll be okay, I'm sure, this isn't like a "help I'm at my wits end" cry for help, it's just a vent for how I feel right now. Life sucks, but in the end the hope that things will be better keeps me moving forward, and I pray that anyone who feels as I do right now finds the light they've been searching for. You're strong, you can make it, I promise.
R/F【MUSIC】From Winter To Home | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-12-25 | Merry Christmas! _________________________________________________________________
I hope you all are having a merry Christmas, and happy holidays! I hope everyone is having an amazing day and maybe this surprise gift will make it just a little better.
I present to you, From Winter To Home, a song about a pony we all know and love, Starlight Glimmer, who used to feel alone and without hope, an outcast, but with Hearthswarming, she realizes that her friends really do care about her, and for once she finally feels safe.
This song is dedicated to my friends, who have shown me so much love and acceptance, I love you all and thank you for making my life a little less scary to face. Whatever happens I know I'm not alone.
Specifically, I would like to thank Namii and Vylet, for not only welcoming me back, but making me feel more included and loved than I ever have been. I made mistakes, but I learned and improved myself and they've forgiven me, and I can't thank them enough. It's thanks to you two that I'm able to find my creative drive for music, and more importantly, I'm able to start forgiving myself, and for that I am thankful.
Now it's time to face that time of year Winter is drawing ever near But inside I will find warmth and hope Running from the cold, but now I'm home
I used to be so alone I felt so lost and scared But now I feel like there's a way for me fly away When everything was wrong You picked me up and helped me see You built a home for me and you chased all my fears away
I can see the snow falling I can hear the wind calling But I won't let the cold slow me down I will travel the world with the friends I've found
Hearthswarming Eve is tonight For the first time I know that everything will be alright
Inside I will find warmth and hope Running from the cold, but now I'm home _________________________________________________________________
It's a special time of year, and if you've made it this far, I'd like to take a moment to remind you to show your loved ones that you appreciate them. If you can help it, don't spend it alone, and if you can't help it, then I hope that you can find a way to spend it in happiness. You might feel alone, but you're never truly alone, and one day, you'll have a Christmas or whatever holiday you celebrate where you finally feel safe. I promise.
After much work, anticipation, and just a dash of tears, I am proud to present to you the release of Monolith, the first full length album I have produced in well over a year. You can find the link below, check it out and I hope you enjoy it!
I just want to thank you all for keeping with me for so long. I know I haven't made it easy with the past inactivity and indecision with my channel direction or even if I want to stay on this channel, but in the end we're all here and I'm so happy to be able to bring you along in this adventure. I hope you guys stick around, because there's so much more I have to show you.
Until Then is a song that gives foreshadowing into the future of the story Monolith is setting up, not focused on what is happening in the album but what will come. Uncertainty awaits, and Hollow can only hope to be prepared for what is to come.
The beautiful art is by uvutea, please check her out! Her prices are great and her skill is even greater! _________________________________________________________________
I might forget to remember what I should have known But I'm still trying to grow And you don't need to be afraid anymore I'll keep you safe
And all our world's are nothing If we don't stand up together So maybe now's the time to make things right And all our words are pointless So now's the time for running Chasing after all our dreams, we fly
How did we fall so far Time is wasting all our lives So now we need to take a chance and How can we recover This is it, we do or die So now we need to take a chance and See
I might return if I find a way out Of this chasm in our heads Echoes in the dark are tempting me But I won't bend
One day I will find a way (x3) Back to you
One day we will find a way (x3) Until then we'll be okay _________________________________________________________________
This is one of my highlights for 2018, it feels so nice to be back not only making music, but producing entire albums that are beyond the scope of what I've done in the past. I hope you all enjoy the album as much as I enjoyed creating it, and look forward to what comes next because believe me, this is only the first step in this journey.
R/F【UPDATE】schedules and new video ideasuhm hazy2018-12-18 | Just a quick update video keeping you in the know as I refine and perfect my uploading schedule (finally) as well as explore options to engage with you all!
Monolith releases in 4 days from now so keep your eyes peeled!
I also have a secret christmas special coming shhhhhh ______________________________________________________________
Twitter / twitter.com/rememberfalling【MUSIC】Escape | Remember Falling [EPILEPSY WARNING]uhm hazy2018-12-15 | Only one more week until Monolith is released! _________________________________________________________________
Today I bring to you to you Escape, the fourth single from Monolith, which releases next week! Escape is set near the beginning of the story, as Hollow begins to feel the need to leave the Monolith. Uncertain of what to do, she is left smothered by insecurity and fear. Perhaps she is safe here, perhaps there is more for her in a world she cannot remember. She can't help but feel driven to action, yet she is numbed by the blind safety of apathy.
This is one of my favorite tracks from the album, I absolutely love what I did with the drop and the harp and the vocals and everything! I drew the art for the song too, which I am also proud of. I wanted to do something fun for the video as well, I hope you like it! _________________________________________________________________
It's been a long time coming, but work on the album is finally nearing completion. I just need to wrap up a few final bits and pieces then package it all nicely! I'm so excited to share it and I hope you all will love it!
R/F【UPDATE】album release date and more!uhm hazy2018-12-08 | thank you for watching, just some more details concerning the album and stuff to keep in mind with future releases!【MUSIC】I Am Brave (ft. Namii) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-12-05 | Finally, the big release! _________________________________________________________________
It is with much pride and joy I present to you all, I Am Brave, the third single from the upcoming album, Monolith. As Hollow begins to awaken and come to realize what she must do to escape, she must strengthen her will to push onward, no matter what fears she may have, and no matter what tribulations she may face.
This song is, without a doubt, the height of my current musical production skills, and the vocals from Namii are, as always, a godsend. This track has been in the works for almost a month now, we've worked so hard on it, and finally me and Namii are happy to share it here with you all, and hope you enjoy it! It's only going to get better from here! _________________________________________________________________
This world is strange to me And I don't know where I will go So I will pick up my thoughts And carry them, through the cold and snow
Tempted to return to the warmth Of safety in a world I can't escape But I refuse to be held down I see the light that shines a new day
I am scared of what is to come But I am brave, this journey is far from done
I will find my home
It's hard to see the way When my vision's blinded by hope So I will lay down my thoughts I'll see what faith has to show
Attempting to reclaim what was lost Hollow in this chasm I have found Breathing life into what remains Maybe I will hear a sound _________________________________________________________________
Christmas is nearing, so I hope you all have a wonderful holiday season! This time of year always beings me great joy, and I hope it does for you too!
Something big is coming.【MUSIC】Abysm | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-11-24 | I like fancy words _________________________________________________________________
Treat yourself to this chill, somewhat foreboding song, Abysm, the second single from the upcoming album, Monolith. At this point in Hollow's journey, we find her lost and confused, unsure of where she is or if she will find an escape from her own mind. With the amnesia dominating her mental state, she finds it difficult to continue onward when she can't even remember where she's going.
This song is a favorite of mine simply because of the vocalizing, it feels so relaxing in a sad way, and I'm very happy with what I did for them! This particular song has gone through four iterations, starting all the way back with the project Awakening was announced for. I loved the idea and didn't want to scrap it, so here we are two and a half years later, the product finally complete and I couldn't be happier with it's turnout! _________________________________________________________________
-Art by Remember Falling- _________________________________________________________________
LYRICS!!
Chasms, empty rifts of light Darkness in my eyes Spasms, empty movements I Can't return tonight
Falling into something lost No one hears my cry Crawling through the fear, alone Will I find a light _________________________________________________________________
I hope you all are hooked on what's been released so far, this project is huge, I can't wait until I can release more details and bring everything into light!
I am proud to present to you all, Fall Away, the first single from the upcoming album, Monolith! The story in this album will be revealed soon, but for this song all you must know is that at this part of the tale, Hollow is wondering when she will reach her destination and achieve her goal. She sings of chasing after "it", whatever that might be, hoping one day she can finally let all her concerns fall away.
I hope you all enjoy this song! This is one of my favorites from the album and it's a pleasure for me to finally present such a large scale project after spending so much time trying to work on it. You will not be disappointed! _________________________________________________________________
I don't know where I'm going now But there's a voice inside me Telling me to travel on and on
On and on, away from fear On and on, away from here
So maybe I can let this fall away Something deep inside me wants to I'll find a way to reach the end No longer chasing after you _________________________________________________________________
More details and music are soon to be revealed, keep and eye out! I hope you have a wonderful day
R/Fimportant announcmentuhm hazy2018-11-17 | good afternoon my companions, i have some good news for you all
i am proud to announce my first album in over a year, please watch the video for a little more information!
tl;dr new album soon, no name or release date but stuff is coming along quickly!
i forgot to mention that i will be releasing singles from the album soon as well, so keep your eyes peeled for that!
OC Icon by Dogkohai (nsfw account) twitter.com/dogkohai【MUSIC】Hourglass (ft. Namii) | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-11-09 | ah ha yes music _________________________________________________________________
(from RF)
Finally more music! I promise the wait hasn't been in vain, i've been spending my time trying to hone my craft and become a better musician, and I believe it's paying off! Me and Namii are proud to present to you Hourglass, a tale about Luna and her contempt for her sister, slowly turning to hatred as she is repeatedly put aside and treated as if she doesn't matter, finally coming to a conclusion as she decides that she doesn't need to stay in this abusive relationship, even if they are sisters.
I believe this song to be my best work yet in terms of production, and I'm excited to continue growing and increasing my ability to create the best I can for you all! Also, Namii's vocals are absolutely killer in this, please go show her channel some love! _________________________________________________________________
You have no place in here Finally I've dried my tears, You cannot bring me down, I'll show you who wears the crown
You don't know who you are You'll never see yourself like I do Too late to make amends There's no room in my heart left for you
You put this on yourself And I want nothing to do with you You chained me for so long I'm taking back my life, now I am strong
I've wasted so much time I wasted so much time of my life on you You're so fucking vain I always hoped you'd never stay the same
I wish you could see what you've become Helping to undo what's been undone You played into my fears and fantasies How the hell to undo what you did to me?
Can't you see what you did to me? You played with my life, and you used me But that's just fine
What do you want from me? What do you need to see?
You have no place in here Finally I've dried my tears, You cannot bring me down, I'll show you who wears the crown _________________________________________________________________
We hope you all enjoy, and there will be plenty more music to come soon!
R/Fanother update sue meuhm hazy2018-11-07 | sorry i sound so exasperated or annoyed in the video, it was late and i'm already anticipating the comments i'll get for this so i wasn't eager to make the video but i don't want to leave you all in the dark about a change this big
maybe i'll make another video in the future explaining stuff in more detail, idk
tl;dr this channel has a new name, Remember Falling, and i'm making whatever music i see fit to make, and i cleaned up and removed a lot of older stuff, that's all
thank you
background music: youtube.com/watch?v=XSdNHWnFDTA&t=44s【MUSIC】Going Down | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-05-31 | whoops my hand slipped _______________________________________________________
This is by far one of my favorite songs I've ever released. It just turned out so amazingly and I'm so glad I was able to pull it off! I've always wanted to try to do more rap because when I have done so in the past it went well and many have told me I should rap more. So, here we go, I hope y'all like it!
This song is basically just the mane six each singing their own little bit about defending Equestria, fighting bad guys, etc. Get hyped and pumped up to go kick some ass, save the world, all that good stuff.
I did my best to write each bit to sound like whoever is supposed to be rapping, and I even messed around a lot with vocal effects and processing to try and further that. On that note, yes everything you hear in this song is my voice, and while this is definitely a serious song I also wanted to just have fun with it and see what I could do, and I gotta say I'm pleased with the results.
(the more I listen the more it sounds like one of those rap battle vids but I swear it's not supposed to be that) _______________________________________________________
[CHORUS] Take me away from home Away from everything I've ever known (It's going down!) I'm ready to defend Never knowing rest Nothing stands between me and my friends (It's going down!) I'll save the world again
[RAINBOW DASH] It's going down like I broke the sky around us Falling into pieces yet I'll carry if I must Nothing ever coming close enough to break me I'm unstoppable man, and my wings are never shaking Look at me, carrying the world on my back Like a rainbow attack, six beatings, no slack Get back, I'm relaxed, I'll leave you in the dust 'Cause when I get to working there's no stopping this colossus
[PINKIE PIE] Bouncing up and down and pouncing at you now You can't see where I am and yet I'm all around How about you stop right there, I promise it's not fair Confetti flying everywhere, but there's still more to share I'm the kinda crazy, freaky, clingy, sneaky, laughing, screaming Come to save the world again, you'll never even hear me breathing 'Till I yell "SURPRISE!", now you're lying in the dirt alone So try to rise again, but you'll have nowhere to go
[RARITY] This party's getting wild but the diva's showing up To keep you filthy beasts in check, I'm breaking all of the fun Generous in my beatings and keeping you all from leaving Until I'm through with my teaching and still have time for my tea Oh please, who do you think you are to stand against me I've already found a hundred flaws in your dreadful seams And I'll cut right through your plans with precision oh so fine So tuck your tail between your legs and run away while you still have time
[FLUTTERSHY] I'm showing up late, but I'll more than make up for it Your dirty little plans are pathetic, and we all know it I'll bring you down without ever raising my voice Without a choice, you'll be lovingly forced to rejoice At my mastery of harmony with everything I ever see Nature is my ally and one day you'll be joining me I promise that's not a threat, it's just a simple fact Because when you face me, ha, there's no coming back
[APPLEJACK] Hey, comin' strong, knock you down, movin' on It's a systematic method of redemption from your flaws I got the force inside of me, a monster you don't wanna see I'll kick the stone from underneath and topple all your majesty One kick, one hit, one shot, won't miss You swing, don't trip, too late, I win Honestly I'm kinda surprised you even tried If you wanna dare to try again, get in line
[TWILIGHT SPARKLE] Alright, I've arrived, so you better close your eyes 'Cause I'm just so bright, if you look you might go blind I'm the protege of the sun, a battle that can't be won If you want to threaten them, you'll have to face the wrath of one God amongst you all, I've already seen your fall I've seen a hundred ways to beat you, so I might as well stall And revel in this victory, I know you won't go easy But there's no more hope for you, so I guess this battle's through
Wait, I'm not done, did you think it'd be that fast I'm a force of magic might, and the doom for you at last You made a mistake by even thinking to hate And now at last your crimes will be erased along with you today So bow down, take a seat, pray I show you mercy 'Cause this titan's never stopping, never dropping 'till you're hurting And the songs they'll sing about us as we battle in this last stand Will sing the tale of how you fell at harmony's hand _______________________________________________________
I hope y'all are having a great day! School's finally out for most everyone iirc so I hope summer's treating you well!
S/U【MUSIC】Ardent Light | Remember Fallinguhm hazy2018-05-24 | Surprisingly enough, Twilight is actually not my favorite pony _______________________________________________________
Here we go y'all, my first original pony song in a loooooong time, and I gotta say it turned out better than I had hoped it would. After that Destiny EP remake, I've really taken notice of just how far I've come as a musician, and it's so exciting to think of how much farther I'll go.
But anyways, this song is a look at how Twilight feels being thrust into the role of Princess of Friendship. There's no instruction manual she can read, no amount of studying could prepare her for the burden she never asked for. She struggles with the concept of having to learn without the aid of those before her, and wishes she could be the beacon of hope everyone makes her out to be.
This is also the first song in a "series" of songs I'm doing, each one focusing on a different pony and including, but not limited to, Luna, Celestia, and Moondancer. It's gonna be fun!
(please don't ask me the genre here, it's a weird mix of metal, orchestral, and alternative electronic afaik) _______________________________________________________
Where is my home I'm lost and I don't know where I should go I'm falling from this world What do I know Taken from all that I understood Watching my plans unfurl
If only I could be an ardent light for them
I'll go away to the castle that I call my Home, empty walls that I can't seem to Mend, filling my heart with thoughts of Torment, will I ever find my purpose once again
If only I could be an ardent light for them (x2)
Destined to fall Losing the light when I thought I had it all Broken like a dream Given a life With wings to soar but I don't know how to fly Nothing's as it seems _______________________________________________________
Is everyone ready for summer? I've been out of school for a while but iirc school ends in a couple weeks for most of you! Time to wither in the heat and wish for the sweet release of an A/C (at least here in OK it is).
S/Uupdootuhm hazy2018-05-21 | just keeping y'all in the know pls don't hate me【MUSIC】Destiny Reborn | Full EPuhm hazy2018-05-15 | It feel so good to be making pony music againnnnnn _______________________________________________________
At long last, I'm back and making music and not just any music, but music for the fandom that I've always loved and that's shown me some of the best and worst times.
I decided, after so long away from not only music but the MLP music scene, that a proper reintroduction would be a remaking of my very first EP, Destiny. It was such a huge milestone for me to release, and now over 3 years later, I present it to you all once more with a new life breathed into it.
I should note that this EP has nothing to do with the teaser's I posted several days ago, those are for a different big project I'm working on, and trust me, it's gonna be amazing!
All that said and done, I really am super excited to get back into MLP music, this is where I thrive and I'm really sad I ever tried to stop. I might make a video explaining what happened exactly if enough people are interested in the whole story behind that, but just know that I'm back for good.
This video is all 6 songs on the EP compiled for your listening pleasure, or if you only want an individual song you can check out the EP on bandcamp! _______________________________________________________
TRACK LIST
1. Bend To The Madness - 0:00 2. Stand By - 5:59 3. This Is Who I Am - 10:57 4. Remember Me - 16:50 5. Redemption - 22:29 6. Destiny - 28:26 _______________________________________________________
Thank you all for still being here as I give this channel new life once again. Expect many more big things in the future!
S/URemember Falling - Heart of Glass (EP Release)uhm hazy2017-09-06 | Hello friends I bring a new EP _________________________________________________________________
After December of 2016 when I uploaded "Together", I took a break from making music, had a crisis about my music, almost switched to a new alias, and then ended up back here with a renewed purpose in music making. Of course, all that craziness completely shattered my upload schedules and ability to time releases so I apologize for the infrequent music. Hopefully y'all can forgive me :c
That being said, I present to you the second single from Somewhere (the first was I Miss You), a sort of vent ep in which I basically just say what's on my mind. Not a lot of hidden meaning or anything, just me, my emotions, and I. I hope you all enjoy and you can pick up the EP down below! _________________________________________________________________
Some days I cry For the the curtain call Some times I try To make the towers fall Bring them down The pillars in my mind Cracking now No more hope to find
I try to shut them out I try to turn around And face them like I should But I am scared to die So I will hide in fear As my end draws near This heart of glass will break I think I'm out of time
Tonight I'll walk To the park outside I'll sit on a bench And I'll wonder why I'm covered in dust And the ashes float From the pile of dreams Lost to flame and smoke
I try to shut them out I try to turn around And face them like I should But I am scared to die So I will hide in fear As my end draws near This heart of glass will break I think I'm out of time
Don't think the smile says How I am feeling inside It's just the mask I hide behind I'm not okay anymore I guess I never was There's no light inside
Don't let me slip away There's nothing left to say Except perhaps hello Could you please give me hope Into the wind I cast This heart of broken glass They whisper as I cry That it's okay to die
That it's okay to die (x4) _________________________________________________________________
How's school treating those of you who had to go back? Good I hope, I know school is really rough. You'll make it through though, and then you'll look back when you're an adult and think "damn I wish I could go back". Sounds crazy, but trust me, it's true~