Video: Directed by Kenneth C Merrill Produced by Junesong Content
Song: Written by Faith Marie Produced by Dane Holmes and Caleb Loveless Additional Production by Faith Marie, Steve Phillips and Amyn Bhai Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai
Lyrics:
I’ll be running from myself for the rest of my life If I don’t do something else with the demons in my mind We might’ve become too close Like holding onto a lightening post But what am I if I’m not them Spent a whole lot of time just pondering Are they the only thing that people find interesting
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am (x2)
I’ll be running from myself for the rest of my life If I don’t do something else with the fear that holds me tight But how do I let it go When I’m still under its control Yeah I’m embarrassed For letting it become this Anxiety holds my strings I became a puppet But I’m the one who gave them away So I can set myself free
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am (x2)
I am more than meets the eye I am the stars in the sky I am everyone dead or alive I am a never ending fire You are the universe itself You are a precious piece of earth You are more wisdom to be learned You are never ending worth You are the universe itself You are a precious piece of earth You are more wisdom to be learned You are never ending worth
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am
Video: Directed by Kenneth C Merrill Produced by Junesong Content
Song: Written by Faith Marie Produced by Dane Holmes and Caleb Loveless Additional Production by Faith Marie, Steve Phillips and Amyn Bhai Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai
Lyrics:
I’ll be running from myself for the rest of my life If I don’t do something else with the demons in my mind We might’ve become too close Like holding onto a lightening post But what am I if I’m not them Spent a whole lot of time just pondering Are they the only thing that people find interesting
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am (x2)
I’ll be running from myself for the rest of my life If I don’t do something else with the fear that holds me tight But how do I let it go When I’m still under its control Yeah I’m embarrassed For letting it become this Anxiety holds my strings I became a puppet But I’m the one who gave them away So I can set myself free
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am (x2)
I am more than meets the eye I am the stars in the sky I am everyone dead or alive I am a never ending fire You are the universe itself You are a precious piece of earth You are more wisdom to be learned You are never ending worth You are the universe itself You are a precious piece of earth You are more wisdom to be learned You are never ending worth
Am I more than the darkness am I more than the light Is there something much deeper than just wrong or right Something we don’t understand Am I more than what I am
#faithmarie #morethaniam #uuinMORE THAN I AM music video comes out April 6th!! #shorts #faithmarie #singersongwriter @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-04-02 | ...ANIMATION trailer for my new song! #shorts #lyricvideo #singersongwriter #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-03-17 | ...the video that never came out (DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER clip 3) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-03-10 | ...the video that never came out (DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER clip 2) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-03-05 | ...the video that never came out (DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER clip 1) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-03-03 | ...My Childhood (part 3) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-02-26 | ...My Childhood (part 2) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-02-19 | ...My Childhood (part 1) #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-02-16 | ...my favorite place to sing #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2023-02-05 | ...Faith Marie - Alleyways (Short Visual)Faith Marie2023-01-26 | Official Lyric Visualizer @uuin.c
Video Shot by Ryan McKinnon Edited and colored by Danny Drysdale
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Video Created by Ramsey Saleem Edited and Colored by Ramsey Saleem and R3x Wonders @Som3wh3r3 Produced by Amyn Bhai and R3x Wonders
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Dane Holmes & Caleb Loveless @slowavestudios Additional Production by Faith Marie, Steve Phillips and Amyn Bhai Mixed by Steve Phillips Mastered by Eric Boulanger
Song Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai
LYRICS:
(First Verse) I stay on an island Where my ship has wrecked Passerby's wave But I am content Don't need to be saved I'm here then I'm gone The only one who can help me Is the one singing this song I let the waves take me over Stopped fighting what was coming And somehow I didn't drown If you're not going where you have to The universe will drag you Until you hit the ground
(Chorus) I'm right where I'm supposed be With darkness rolling over me Sometimes where you’re supposed to be Is rock bottom Rock bottom There's only going up from here There's only going up from here There's only going up from here From rock bottom Rock bottom
(Second Verse) I soak up the sun Wondering if I should run Or bask in the failure And learn from what I've done Responsibility is a heavy thing to bare So we play the blame game And try to validate our errors When did it become so wrong To just say I was wrong Afraid to let our egos down Stop running from the storm And just let the rain pour I swear you'll live to tell the town
(Chorus) I'm right where I'm supposed be With darkness rolling over me Sometimes where you’re supposed to be Is rock bottom Rock bottom There's only going up from here There's only going up from here There's only going up from here From rock bottom Rock bottom
(Bridge) Sometimes you gotta come in last To figure out how to be best Gotta respect where you're at To know where you should go next Sometimes you gotta come in last To figure out how to be best Gotta respect where you're at
(Chorus) I'm right where I'm supposed be With darkness rolling over me Sometimes where you're supposed to be Is rock bottom Bottom
I'm right where I'm supposed be With darkness rolling over me Sometimes where you're supposed to be Is rock bottom Rock Bottom There's only going up from here There's only going up from here There's only going up from here From rock bottom Rock bottom
#faithmarie #rockbottom #uuinHard week, lol #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-11-12 | ...trust the process #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-11-07 | ...Faith Marie - NVM Remix (Audio)Faith Marie2022-10-29 | Official Lyric Video @uuin.c
Song remixed by ELL Lyrics written by Faith Marie Mixed by Steve Phillips Mastered by Eric Boulanger Music Produced in London, Vocals Recorded in Los Angeles
Song Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai and Catherine Cunning
LYRICS:
(First Verse) Will they understand It’s the question of a lifetime Tryna find the right words But what if they don’t care Never mind Dealt with it myself Hiding in the bathroom Wearing long sleeve shirts Scared of what I might do Never mind
(Chorus) No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind
(Second Verse) Do they understand I’m begging for an ally Think I’m just confused Blow it off it’s nothing new Never mind Little do they know The murder of my right brain It still has me grieving Take these pills for sleeping My world is turning black and white
(CHORUS) No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind
(BRIDGE) If life is but a dream flowing gently down the stream Then I’m caught in the rapids leaking boats and broken things Merrily merrily swimming towards the shore A voice they said was harmless only threw me overboard If life is but a dream Nothing but a dream Then I just wanna smile wanna smile in my sleep Merrily merrily nightmares all the time No one hears the screams Just wave as I float by
(OUTRO) Row row row your boat gently down the stream Merrily merrily merrily merrily life is but a dream Row row row your boat gently down the stream Merrily merrily merrily merrily
#faithmarie #nvmremix #uuinthere’s a universe inside of me, it stays awake while i sleep #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-10-16 | ...the symptoms of an artists mind #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-10-03 | ...more than i am #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-09-21 | ...hi, my name is Faith Marie #shorts #faithmarie @uuin.cFaith Marie2022-09-16 | ...Beauty in Pain (www.faithmariej.com)Faith Marie2020-06-18 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX"!! @uuin.c
Cover art picture by Sage Bennett Colored by Ryan Mckinnon
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Faith Marie Additional String Composition by Steve Philips Mixed by Steve Philips Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai
LYRICS
FIRST VERSE god forbid i forget you I'll hold to whatever comes thru the darkness swallowing me whole could never strip me of your soul these chains so complicated these memories so faded they say i can feel nothing but in the ocean i heard a heartbeat
CHORUS i don't know you i don't know me but somehow i know you mean everything you can set me free you don't know you you don't know me but i feel a warmth inside me i just wanna stay like this until the sun sets on nobody
SECOND VERSE ill run until i find you aimless direction bound through the deepest crevice of my heart or whatever lies beyond this lock and yet there's something you don't say it seems you're somewhere else these days you say that this is all wrong but I'm scared of what's beyond
#faithmarie #nobody #kingdomhearts #uuinFaith Marie - trapped in the thought of freeFaith Marie2019-07-20 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX" @uuin.c
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Faith Marie and Michael James Mixed by Steve Philips Executive Produced by Amyn Bhai
LYRICS
FIRST VERSE i’m so sick of thinking too many minutes fleeting don’t want nothing to do with me as far as i know i’m stuck in between time space dimensions beyond reach so what’s the point of negativity some days i want a break from myself but today don’t wanna f*** with no one else
CHORUS i spent so long tryna free myself tryna find the hope they speak about i spent so long tryna find myself that i found myself trapped in the thought of free
SECOND VERSE i wish i believed in all the things i’m reading follow like i’m wearing sheep’s skin but darling nobodies innocent question everything like it’s a test sometimes i wish that my mind would rest let me bathe in ignorance close my eyes i just wanna breathe again
BRIDGE i look for places i can’t go i want to feel things i can’t hold i want to know things i don’t know just let me let go now 2x
#faithmarie #trappedinthethoughtoffree #uuinFaith Marie - figure it outFaith Marie2018-11-25 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX"!! @uuin.c
Video Animated by Adam Eastburn Additional Animation and editing by Ian Johnston
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Col3man Mixed by Steve Philips
LYRICS
FIRST VERSE i pretend that i'm not afraid and for a moment i believe myself got lost in the day again time won’t stop to let me figure it out
the pictures on my eyelids would put me in asylums i’m not even mad though i’ve just gone a little mad so don’t blame me for what i say it’s just the trauma talking am i allowed to love the way
i don’t care anymore
SECOND VERSE every nerve underneath my skin every thought banging on my skull used to spend my time filtering but maybe i should listen to what they know
the pictures on my eyelids would put me in asylums i’m not even mad though i’ve just gone a little mad so don’t blame me for what i say it’s just the trauma talking am i allowed to love the way
i don’t care anymore
BRIDGE imma dance on the crooked edges i’ll take what i’m given the darkness won’t scare me my eyes are adjusting i’m sick of the war i don’t care anymore
#faithmarie #figureitout #uuinFaith Marie - Addict of the GalleryFaith Marie2018-07-15 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX"!! @uuin.c
Video Directed and Edited by Caitlyn Cutler Concept by Caitlyn Cutler and Hayden Davis
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Michael James Additional Production by Faith Marie Additional String Composition by Steve Phillips DJ Scratches by Dj Zo
Mixed by Steve Philips
LYRICS
FIRST VERSE
I play russian rullet with my sleep every night Collecting more wrinkles underneath my eyes If only I could tell you how much I love The pain and the struggle I’m addicted to the sorrow Guess I turned something bad into something worse I’d rather be alone and maybe that’s how this works I’ve gotten so used to the feeling of rejection Set myself up with these expectations
PRE CHORUS
God really likes to test me But the way I like to see it is More material Feeling low Taking scraps from destruction Building me up again Sculpted with melodies carved in the crevices But I stand alone Only to admire Never to touch Reach out with my hands But it never connects I’m a complicated mess that i’ve come to accept So go ahead and disappoint me I’ll always feel isolated and lonely It’s part of being a show piece I’m addicted to the artistry
CHORUS
I’m hanging up in a room full of silence Bleeding colors from the pain and the violence Don’t i look so beautiful..ly tragic I’m hanging up like a dying bouquet Drying out like a half eaten pastry Don’t I look so beautiful..ly tragic I’m addicted to the gallery I’m an addict i’m an addict of the gallery
SECOND VERSE
Friends and family wonder what happened to me Constantly asking me do you think your happy? No I’m not But i’m happy to know the worse that I feel the more that I grow Migraines and bad days Madness and caffeine I welcome you with open arms and a handful of advil It’s hard to win it all But i’ll never settle for less They say to live in the present but it’s too hard to digest So I live for the future And for who i’ll become But i’d be lying if I said i’m not afraid of her now I think she wants to destroy me Piece by piece But man I can’t wait to meet her She sounds just like poetry
BRIDGE
Every inch of me is aching Knowing there’s a space awaiting For me to fill In a gallery for bigger things I’m getting slightly claustrophobic Too big for the frame that’s holding All I can be I want to roam Free
#faithmarie #addictofthegallery #uuinFaith Marie - Dig the Crazy (Dance Video)Faith Marie2018-05-05 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX"!! @uuin.c
Video Shot by Riley Jackson and Josh Kump Edited by Josh Kump Colored by Russ Lasson @ Cosmic Pictures
Dancers: Kylie Bronk (Choreographer) Alexus Oladi Ell Horan Tino Smith Kaison Cotton Tia Thompson Sage Swenson Hemi Haraki Buddy Hills Jace Chadwick Bryan Reyes Greycie Kensmoe Alexandra Rain
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Sean Thatcher
Mixed by Steve Philips
Lyrics: (First Verse) Why do I bother Trapped in desire Feel so close But I can't touch the fire Sun goes up then the sun goes Only pray for winter when summer comes around
(Pre-Chorus) Don't look away I’m afraid of Who I am Today The winds howl on and on Please Hold onto me I’m slipping away
(Chorus) My dreams are getting freaky But I’ll dance to the sink that's leaking Drip drop drip drop I’m starting to dig the crazy
(Second Verse) No heed to their warnings Cuz careful gets boring How could they know what’s good for me? Sun goes up and the sun goes down Day after day oh my conscience she drowns
(Pre-Chorus) Don't look away I’m afraid of Who i am Today The winds howl on and on Please Hold onto me I’m slipping away
(Chorus) My dreams are getting freaky But I’ll dance to the sink that's leaking Drip drop drip drop I’m starting to dig the crazy
(Bridge) Please spare me from myself It's hard enough with everybody else I think my souls rebelling Can someone tell me what i'm thinking
#faithmarie #digthecrazy #uuinFaith Marie - Toxic ThoughtsFaith Marie2017-11-16 | new VIDEO for "MORE THAN I AM"!! @uuin.c
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Michael James Additional production by Faith Marie and Al Dente Viola composition by Ammon Chung Cello/Bass string composition by Chris Morgan Mixed by Jon Rezin
LYRICS:
(First Verse) I start this off staring at a blank page An open office document A blinking cursor Passing days Without a single word Some say it's absurd Like I float along a stream of words unsaid Choosing not to cast my net But I spend so long questioning myself If this isn't right Then does that mean I failed? Will my melodies ever live up Will my metaphors be profound enough Will I ever outdo myself The ceiling gets higher and higher It's harder and harder to shatter And when I fall I fall worse than I ever did before Evaluating the damage no I just don't understand it Conflicted my the very air I breathe A love with hatred laced between
(Pre-Chorus) You can see it in my eyes A child's spark light up the night Constant search for approval Suffocated by refusal Devouring my skull But never feeling full
(Chorus) Oh dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
(Second Verse) I start this off a little confused Writers block doesn't exist It's not a word I'm supposed to use Because it's all in my mind A parasite I'm supposed to find But sometimes Well most times It's so hard to define So I pour a couple drinks Getting drunk on gasoline Fire pulses in my veins I'm sick of waiting for the day That courage overtakes my brain For someone to say it's ok I've lived my whole life afraid It's time for me to be brave To embrace a forest That's so dark and unknown Because no great adventurer has a paved path to roam They pave as they go Disappointed faces leaving poisoned bread crumb traces I'm not taking the bait Let them rot in their place
(Pre-Chorus) I deserve to be alright I deserve to sleep at night I'm my closest friend I remind myself again Better treat her well Cuz she's with me till the end
(Chorus) Oh dear I don't wanna be a burden But could you please be a little more concerned with The overactive mind of a believer The toxic thoughts of an overachiever Oh dear if only you could feel it The crippling fear of being deserted You can't touch the heat of this fever The toxic thoughts of an overachiever
(Outro) Sometimes I forget the feeling Of every single nerve tingling Better than any lovers’ touch I've created tears of pain and burns of lust I've created a forest a safe place for myself that others have found Some attempt to destroy and others feed the ground Fertilize my mind with melodies and rhymes A sorcerer of time take you back to the night When you pondered your death when somebody left when you lie away broken cause your head is unkept and let me remind you That everything is temporary You and I are temporary And this feeling that's so scary Someday you'll realize that thoughts so heavy Don't mean you're unsteady But that you're only getting ready to say nice to meet you to somebody you never knew You
#faithmarie #toxicthoughts #uuinFaith Marie - NVMFaith Marie2017-10-26 | new VIDEO for "NVM REMIX"!! @uuin.c
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Bleu, co-produced by Ryan Perez-Daple
LYRICS:
(First Verse) Will they understand? It’s the question of a lifetime Tryna find the right words But what if they don’t care? Never mind Dealt with it myself Hiding in the bathroom Wearing long sleeve shirts Scared of what I might do Never mind
(Chorus) No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind
(Second Verse) Do they understand? I’m begging for an ally Think I’m just confused Blow it off it’s nothing new Never mind Little do they know The murder of my right brain It still has me grieving Take these pills for sleeping My world is turning black and white
(CHORUS) No one seems to hear you till you’re loud Then they call you crazy Then they call you crazy Quietly I battle with myself Days are getting hazy Days are getting hazy No one seems notice when you’re down Unless you are bleeding Unless you are bleeding But sometimes the worst wounds are the ones Are the ones you can’t see Are the ones you can’t see Never mind
(BRIDGE) If life is but a dream flowing gently down the stream Then I’m caught in the rapids leaking boats and broken things Merrily merrily swimming towards the shore A voice they said was harmless only threw me overboard If life is but a dream Nothing but a dream Then I just wanna smile wanna smile in my sleep Merrily merrily nightmares all the time No one hears the screams Just wave as I float by
(OUTRO) Row row row your boat gently down the stream Merrily merrily merrily merrily life is but a dream x2
#faithmarie #nvm #uuinFaith Marie - Devil On My Shoulder (Audio)Faith Marie2017-05-03 | new VIDEO for "MORE THAN I AM"!! @uuin.c
Song written by Faith Marie Produced by Marlon Travis Barrow Mixed by Jon Rezin
LYRICS:
(First Verse) Beautiful silence Beautiful pain We're only human We're meant to dream Lost in a life full of mistakes We do what feels right Then fall with no grace Chased by the sun Escaping flatlines Dreams are a curse Wake up you're alive
(Chorus) Oh slowly fading from the misery I've accepted who I'm supposed to be I've accepted who I'm supposed to see Lady in the mirror Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older And every time I break I get stronger Everyday it's getting a bit colder When I grow closer To the devil on my shoulder To the devil on my shoulder
(Second Verse) Beautiful silence Beautiful pain Beautiful People But we're all stained Lost in a life Full of mistakes We do what feels right Then we fall with no grace Imma sinner Imma tainted saint Imma savior Its all the same Chased by the sun Escaping flatlines Dreams are a curse Wake up you're alive
(Chorus)
(Bridge) We're all broken it's fate It's the way that we're made All the pieces are there They just aren't in there place So I struggle to stand But don't ask for a hand My pride tells me no You're better alone I'm uncomfortably numb As I stuff what I've found And I start to shut down Freeze in front of a crowd It's what I don't say I don't love I don't hate Closing my mouth and turning my face But it's no way to live to have nothing to give Consuming the doubt Not letting them in But I'm not here to win To survive but I'm already dead So I picked up my head
#faithmarie #devilonmyshoulder #uuinFaith Marie - Little GirlFaith Marie2016-07-28 | new VIDEO for "MORE THAN I AM"!! @uuin.c
Song written by Faith Marie Piano composition by Faith Marie String composition by Brian Hargrove Conductor/ Additional arrangement by Ryan Perez-Daple
LYRICS:
My friends always tell me I get carried away Sometimes I spit when I talk cuz I have so much to say They don't seem to hear me but I guess it's ok It's not their fault my minds working overtime with no pay They always say the same things and it's starting to get old That my head can't get sick It can't catch a cold I scratch and I pick My insecurities poke My fears, my anxiety, a voice that provokes Take a walk, clear your head, breathe in count to ten Cuz on first page of life written in red You'll never make it here if you don't learn how to bend
Don't speak unless you're spoken to little girl Someday you will find your place in the world But ladies don't get dirty Someday you'll learn to fill the empty space With empty faith
Everyday feels like a battle and I always get hurt I was frequently told violence was never the answer But life doesn't abide by the rules of a child I don't know how to fight only taught how to surrender There's a certain kind of darkness that does a reaping It usually takes you right before you are sleeping Is it the crack in the door that it finds a way to creep in? Or the crack in your brain that wants you to drop dead I don't remember what it's like to see with clear vision I awake every morning like the dead has arisen I don't have to think this body of mine is a prison You don't control me I just gotta find the light switch But the more that I look the further I get You're the only thing about me that needs to be fixed Cuz on the first page of life written in fine print Stop looking for light live it instead
My mind is a mess but I love it none the less They tell me to hush but my words are all that's left So on the last page of life written in gold Don't waste it always doing what you're told
#faithmarie #littlegirl #uuinFaith Marie - AntidoteFaith Marie2015-11-19 | new VIDEO for "MORE THAN I AM"!! @uuin.c
Finding refuge in my own lies How are you I'm doing alright Small talk is a great disguise Just let me be just let me be Empty thoughts start to crowd my mind Am I only living to survive? Shake it off but I've lost the drive Just let me be just let me Just let me be okay
(Chorus)
No one knows what goes on up inside my head There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread No one knows what goes on up inside my head They don't think I need help But I'm scaring myself I just want to be ok (x2)
(2nd Verse)
All the voices in my head come to life They're getting louder and I'm terrified How do you run from your own mind? Is this what I've become? Take it back what have I done
(Bridge)
No one knows what goes on up inside my head There is a new kind of poison and starting to spread But I didn’t think the antidote was in my hands I can change my plans I can change my plans I tried to find my reflection on the glass But all I ever saw were the things I lacked All the smudges on the mirror make you go insane All I ever thought I was Was a mistake
#faithmarie #antidote #uuinBring Me The Horizon - Drown (Cover) by Faith MarieFaith Marie2015-06-01 | new VIDEO for "MORE THAN I AM"!! @uuin.c