IT GIRL | ORIGINAL ANIMATION MEMEshister2023-10-07 | UHHh CREDIT IF YOU MAKE THIS UHHH YASSSS I GRINDED MAKING THIS FOR 2 DAYS AND EVERY BONE IN MY BODY HURTS also it’s underwhelming IM SORYYY
also look I didnt use shister for once WOW!! I used buu instead
music / song - it girl - aaliyah’s interlude(Outdated?) The Issue With Dandy’s Worldshister2024-10-05 | sorry that this video is shorter than my usual commentary videos! i wanted it to be short and concise to appeal to dandy’s world fans!!! (who are generally younger)
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!!How PTSD Ruined My Lifeshister2024-09-22 | I think it’s pretty unsurprising that a serious mental illness ruined my life
this video is more on the rambley side!!! i recommend watching it whilst doing something else because i feel like it’s a little boring, i hope i can make others struggling with the same thing feel less alone (: because i feel veeeeryyyy alone wauhhh
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!!Synnibear03: The Artist That Betrayed Their Fansshister2024-09-15 | In this video I look through the current allegations against Synnibear03, please treat this situation with respect and care
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!![16+] happyshister2024-09-11 | little lazy animatic i made because i was sad and miss my boyfriend, this is a positive vent and kind of a 2nd part to this video: youtu.be/rmDxOoh4pU0 (which was a vent about never having a consensual experience in my life)
me and my boyfriend are long distance but i stayed with him for a few weeks last month, im happy how much care and gentleness he treats me with, he’s so patient and kind about my trauma ))): snuiffff , and i can enjoy the experiences that were taken away from me with him yeayayyyyyyy(: healthyhy
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!!proshipper momentshister2024-09-07 | remembered that i have free will and made this, this is my vent account and i get to chose the vents yay
i also realised that trying to explain myself to ppl like this is impossible because they *dont* want to learn i will not engage in 1 on 1 conversations with proshippers
if you *dont* agree that children *should* be depicted s3xually in media then you should stop using the title of proshipping, the label has hurt many people and the way people speak over victims voices is horrible. proship stopped being “ship and let ship” a looong time ago and was hijacked by predators and csa apologists / romanticists a looong time ago, this label has caused way too much harm to be used in an innocent light or reclaimed
also here’s my sources for the proship video
“well if depicting cp is bad then violent games must turn ppl into murderers!!!” (Argument against my video)
my response: sexual situations are processed by different parts of the brain, death is inherently bad (your natural instincts work against dying p) whereas sex is inherently a good thing (used for procreation)
What part of the brain processes murder? -
These include parts of the prefrontal cortex — which is a region that is important for moderating social behavior, among many other things — and the amygdala, which plays a vital role in processing emotions.
The temporal lobes. The area of the limbic system most frequently implicated in the mediation of human sexual behaviour is the temporal lobes. Accumulating evidence of changes in sexual behaviour following temporal lobe dysfunction has led to the phrase the “libidinous temporal lobe”.
You’re born with a Paraphilia!!!!! proshipping / darkshipping can’t make you a paraphile!!!”
who are repeatedly exposed to unhealthy dynamics can find familiarity and comfort in this, especially if they are a victim of this stuff already, it’s familiar to the brain so it can mistake it as a “good” thing
those were the main arguments that people on proshiptwt and tumblr got mad at, pls stop going after victims and fakeclaiming their trauma because something harmful *you* like has hurt them
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!!Quartelz: Are They Past Redemption?shister2024-09-06 | thank u to my friend teq (zorudoroyaoi on desc) for helping me out with this !!
this is a very sensitive situation, please treat is with care! i hope i was able to cover it in a unbiased and justified way. i apologise if i offend anyone and im open to criticism as long as it is constructive, you may not agree with me and that’s okay! (: you and i both have valid opinions.
remember not seek out these people with negative intentions, thank you, i never warrant or support harassment
in this video i look at these 3 videos on the quartelz drama / situation and give my opinions and critiques (: all said / done in this video is for informational and entertainment purposes and is not to encourage any actions towards any party (: be mature please
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!![16+] vampire empireshister2024-09-03 | bleughhh yucky i have things to say but i can’t get tjhem out
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!!Talking About Mushroom Girl’s Proshipper Views (As a Victim of Proshipping)shister2024-09-01 | I know this isn’t usually the content I make however I’m very passionate about this topic due to it causing so much trauma towards me. Please don’t harass Mushroom Girl, I believe most people can change however right now it seems she is very unwilling to do so ): !!!
edit: here’s my sources for this video + arguments against proshippers
“well if depicting cp is bad then violent games must turn ppl into murderers!!!” (Argument against my video)
my response: sexual situations are processed by different parts of the brain, death is inherently bad (your natural instincts work against dying p) whereas sex is inherently a good thing (used for procreation)
What part of the brain processes murder? -
These include parts of the prefrontal cortex — which is a region that is important for moderating social behavior, among many other things — and the amygdala, which plays a vital role in processing emotions.
The temporal lobes. The area of the limbic system most frequently implicated in the mediation of human sexual behaviour is the temporal lobes. Accumulating evidence of changes in sexual behaviour following temporal lobe dysfunction has led to the phrase the “libidinous temporal lobe”.
You’re born with a Paraphilia!!!!! proshipping / darkshipping can’t make you a paraphile!!!”
who are repeatedly exposed to unhealthy dynamics can find familiarity and comfort in this, especially if they are a victim of this stuff already, it’s familiar to the brain so it can mistake it as a “good” thing
those were the main arguments that people on proshiptwt and tumblr got mad at, pls stop going after victims and fakeclaiming their trauma because something harmful *you* like has hurt them
https://shister.straw.page send anon art / anon messages !!!![4K] BASSHUNTER DOTA | ANIMATION MEMEshister2024-08-27 | YAAAAYAY four fousanddp subscribers thank u also srry for the loop u know i haaateeee posting loops but BELELEEH im sick rnnnnn blehhfhvhghghgp a,so i go back to my home country on friday and immmm sooo sad im gonna miss my bf so much )): plus side is that i will work on commissions fastttaaarrrr and be more chronically online but brahahhh )):
thank u smh. For ur support it makes me soooo happeyyyyy that ppl like my stuff i be like yaaayeyyy yaayayyyyyyy :3 whenevar i get a subscriber
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here / send annonnnn artepicshister2024-08-23 | sillypost animation i animated whenever i was sad or freaking out, started this during a freakout and finished it just now because i was a little ittle sad
im going back to my home country next friday and im noawwttt happy about it ): i wanna stay here forever with my boyfriendddde
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here / send annonnnn artagain and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again andshister2024-08-16 | lazy
i got diagnosed with epilepsy today and it made me highly aware of my health which made me rlllllylylylylylyy sad and dissociated so i made this to calm down, some of the frames are from a few months ago which is why it looks weiiririirdsd sorry
but i have a funny animation idea to “celebrate” being diagnosed with epilepsy yaeaeaeaaayyyyy so that’s one win wwwwwwww
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here + send me anon art / messages yayayayayavent animation from may that i never postedshister2024-08-14 | FILLER BECAUSE I HAVE NOTHING TO POST GRAHHHH IM OKAY RIGHT NOW DONT WORRRYYY YAAAYY
im in america visiting my boyfriend so im very busy being in love and cuddling with boyfiieeieieiiee soooooo yeaaaauuhhh ummm awwakarrrddd but i prommie illl get on the grind soon
also I mostly animate to help me cope with my ptsd episodes, but my boyfriend is here to calm me down so i don’t find it necessary to animate as much (((: yyeaauauuuhhhh im hapy and i love him
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here + send me anon art / messages yayayayaya[16+] teenage girlshister2024-08-01 | going to put 16+ on videos like this from now on, but i understand younger people go through this (because i was obviously younger when i went through this) so i don’t mind younger people relating to this, i just feel uncomfortable not putting a warning on certain videos, especially ones that portray paraphilias (very vaguely here)
also, am okay for the most part, just certain actions of other people remind me of this and so i made this rlllly quick animation
im okay with people getting inspired by my vents, you can credit if you want, but you don’t have to , it’s just nice to know when i inspire people yayayayay
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me here + send me anon art / messages yayayayaya[16+ / tw] my deleted animations from 2020-2022shister2024-07-31 | THANK YOU SM FOR 2.7k am died wtftftftftff
some of these animations have sensitive themes and honestly if i made them now i would rate them a HUGE SIIIIXTEEEN PLUS!!!! but i didn’t back then because i wus a little tiny pea (under 16) and thought i was soooo mature (i was nawt) so just a warning that some of these animations get a little 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 and will show sensitive themes
OK most of these aren’t deleted but were on previous channels bleh
i didn’t include some because they were either fandom stuff or stuff that made me too uncomfortable ALSO !! this doesn’t include my sketchy vent animations, if you want to see a video with all of my vents you can see here: youtu.be/J-kY7C2DiTI
explanation for non long term shister fans:
in the past i have changed youtube channels around 4 times (this is my 5th channel), because i get stressed after getting so many subscribers, so i just quit, im trying not to do that anymore, and ive kept this channel for 2 years because of how supportive and encouraging people have been !!!! yay new record !!
also another explanation for people who don’t know the different shister “eras” (only the ones that appear in this video)
pre 2020 - before i developed any mental illnesses, i was happy but also struggling with impulsive behaviour, you can’t find much/any of my 2017-2019 art or socials because i impulsively deleted everything
early 2020 - my piggy era, i made a lot of animations and got a lot of views in this era, i was relatively mentally stable here because i hadn’t processed anything I’d been through, i was a little depressed because i couldn’t see my irl friends though ALSO SHISTER MALKIV FIXATION STARTS TO APPEAR SLOOOOWLY
sept 2020 - things start to go wrong because i meet my abuser , but it’s fine because i don’t realise that he’s the reason why im feeling worse, my animatojs kinda show this decline but nawt enouf…..f
2021 - THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL THE FALL (i remembered my trauma and got taken advantage of) a lot of my animations are vents under the disguise of normal animations (major shisterau fixation starts cooking up though yayayayayayaya)
early / mid 2022 - cut off my abuser but i developed cptsd from a combination of stuff that happened in 2021 and my childhood. the reason for my sashley era is because back in 2019/2020 i found comfort in their art and so i kind of regressed back into that because i lost my sense of self after a rly intense interaction between me and my abuser. a laaawwwt of people mock me for that era because they don’t know the reason behind it, so let this be a lesson to nawt assume things about ppl!!! yes it was weird but the things i had to endure back then were a lot more heinous than me fixating on an artists character’s to avoid processing my own issues!!!!!
understanding what happened to me is important if you want to know the context and meaning behind my art, but pls don’t dig into my personal life ill only share what im comfortable with people knowing
this is also probably very confusing for people who are stumbling across my channel for the first time, this was the best time to do so because im a LAWWT less unstable and my art isn’t as ugly as it was YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me hereDEATH GRIPS IS ONLINEshister2024-07-26 | AUAGAHAHAHA I ANIMATED THIS FOR LIKW 12 hours straight because i have insanity this is a vent !!!! but im ok in this current second ):!!!
this isn’t an animation meme, but there is an original meme for this song:
https://shister.straw.page find out more about me hereENDLESS PARTYshister2024-07-15 | i made this impulsively time taken: 3 hr
socials :
insta: shister.r discord server im verrry active in: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P[16+] DISSOLVEshister2024-07-14 | omge sorry some of this looks weird this is another unfinished animation from February so my lineart is inconsistent
this is 16+ cos it’s about shisters hypersexuality and trauma blablaaa but it’s not in detail just dumbe symbolism stuff booooooo
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeim still cheeringshister2024-07-10 | ive been very out of it lately and jt makes me feel like im losing everyone and everything in my life, i hate it
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeMiRRORGiRL | AMV / original memeshister2024-07-06 | I WAS SUPPOSED TO FINISH THIS SINCE APRIL BUT I JUST WASNT MOTIVATED ENOUGH amm sorryyy it’s underwhelming i just wanted it to be done ayayaya alsoslsoos this is a very long animation omgawww almost 2 minutes OH YEAH this is alwso an original meme AAND amv (where coloured part starts is where the meme starts) YAY!!!!yay yay
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly active[1 DAY LATE] 18TH BDAY | ANIMATION MEMEshister2024-06-26 | I HAD TO EMOTIONALLY PREPARE MYSELF TO BECOME AN ADULT FOR OVER A YEAR SO NOW IM OKAY WITH THIS (i think) this is lazy but JTS OK
i animated, yayayaayayayaya im proud of myself for finishing an animation for once!!!!!!!im almost finished with school so i can animate more yayz i hope u gueys like idk what else to write also SHISTER MALKY SUPREMACY
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly active[60fps] RABBIT HOLE | UNFINISHEDshister2024-05-28 | im not finishing this because I ran out of motivatjooooonnn )))): but it was a tweening test yaaauuuuhhhh hope you like it :3
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeWATERshister2024-05-24 | i want to dieBIMBO DOLLshister2024-05-22 | you make me feel so disgusting and dirty, idk how you think youre a good person when you can see how much you’ve hurt me
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeWHEEL OF FORTUNE | ORIGINAL ANIMATION MEME (tw)shister2024-04-20 | okey i know this is a little underwhelming but UHH HAI original animation meme drop (: yayayayay i hope u guys like this one, i didn’t think i was gonna finish this one but i actually did and im proud of myself YUHHHH!!!! winwinwin
OH IF YOU MAKE THIS MEME TAG ME I WANNA SEEEE I LOVE SEEING PPL TAKING INSPO FROM ME yayayaya
i animated most of this yesterday and finished it off today (it took around 12ish hours i think all together)
VIDEO EXPLANATION:
this animation meme actually is about shister’s sexual trauma and trying to cope using escapism ): cos he rly can’t come to terms with the things he’s been through,, btw the bunny character is called axel and he is someone who contributes to his sexual trauma ): he pressures him into a lawt of things he does not want to do!!! ew!!! (also the bunny at the start is axel too, i just didn’t draw him as axel cos i wasn’t originally gonna have axel in this animation, just the bunnies to symbolise axel cos he’s a bunny)
the black / non coloured parts are supposed to represent the moments of the trauma and then the coloured parts are of him trying to deny everything (at the end thisss doesn’t apply cos axel comes and breaks his little denial moment yuck !!)
axel isn’t the only person who takes advantage of shister ): for some reason i just focused on him for this animation.
also fun fact the main way shister copes is through age regression, which is a form of escapism for him ):
(also if you’ve been reading shister’s name as shi - ster you’ve been reading it wrong, it’s pronounced shi- ester hehe)
feeling loooooooow but im going to reward myself with some brownies i made yesterday for finishing something yaaeyyyy promise im working on a bigger animation, this is just a vent filler thinghyyyy ):
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeTHE SHISTERAU EXPLANATION VIDEO (READ DESC)shister2024-03-26 | OK! so i just want to warn anyone wanting to get into shisterau that this has very dark themes , i know i present it in a silly way but it is actually NAWT soooo silly all the time ): so pls be warned !!!
cos this video is unfinished you don’t get introduced to many of the other main characters so u can find oute more about sau on my other socials (will be at the bottom of the desc) for example there’s like a whole anti government organisation who attempts to assassinate members of the cheznavian government LIKE there’s so much more and I go into detail about it in other places this video is just unfinishedddd ):
i prefer ppl who get rly into sau to be 16+ because there’s a lot of dark themes ): but i understand younger ppl might relate to these themes too so like im not gatekeeping !!!!! just pls be mindful
this video is sillylly and i animated it from aug 2023 - nov 2023 and never finished cos i wanted to change some events in the lore
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activemiss worldshister2024-03-20 | im so tired of having to make decisions why cant everything just work out
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeWANNA GET DRUNK AND NASTY?shister2024-03-08 | i am unwjell at least i finally animajted yes this is a vent but imoka I just needed to ! think!!!!!!!!!!!!yeah
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activemy problems with the animation meme community (and how to fix them)shister2024-03-03 | pls don’t subscribe for commentary i do animations only ))): i just want to say something cos its been bothering me for a while
an almost 3 minute video of me telling you to be kind and open minded , pls can we stop with this gossip culture in this community, let’s all just be kind instead and not make poorly made callouts on people. these videos always come across as an invitation to insult anything about that person, pls normalise confronting that person yourself and talking it out (but if they’re an abuser or something actually awful you should spread awareness in an appropriate way, not like this!!!)
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeMOONLIGHT | ANIMATION MEME [BDAY GIFT FOR @xawiori ]shister2024-02-26 | yes animating all of the markings was rly time consuming but it was worth it yay
im rly upset i didn’t finsihh this on the 24th of feb (ksaws birthday) but i got sick and couldn’t start it sooner ))): but its done now weve been friends since 2019 ommgaqwwwww
this is also a remake of the bday gift i made for him when he was 14 yayayayaya old version: youtu.be/dSDvv4cdDZw (ewwwwhhhh one of my old channel)
yayayaya i hope you like, im too exhausted to write much in the desc ))))))))): waawaaaa
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeBRUNO IS ORANGE | vent animation memeshister2024-02-20 | this is lazyyy I’m soooosryry also im sorry for not uploading in 2 weeks i was busyzyyyy last week and the week before i had a seizure that made me rly weak and exhausted for the rest of the week (annnnd i had to go to lots of docofors appointmentgrrrrrhhh) anwyays now that i can finally think the first thing my brain wants to think about is my trauma andso ive been crying a lot these last 2 days cos i haven’t been busy at alllll to distract myself so yeayyyyy graahhh
win ning
this is also a remake of this meme cos ive made it before but i m too lazy to get the old version yeayyyy
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeHEAVY METAL LOVER | ANIMATION MEME (lazy)shister2024-02-05 | this is lazy cos i did it in a few hours with a headache (my body wants sugar so bad but i don’t want to eat lots of sugar so im rly nauseousWAUHH)
i finally stopped being scared and used the camera movement option on toonsquid, i regret not doing it sooner cos it was so easy to animate and sooomuch quicker tooooo yaayayayaya aweosme
oc used: buuuuuuu yayayaayay she is eviel and hates cheznavia grrrr hate shister malkiv and all of his coworkers
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeHEY HEY RICH BOY @Abberddle_ (animation meme?)shister2024-01-30 | animation meme? this gives me motion sickness also i animated this all in one sitting (i really need to stop doing that bc i feel so sick now omg WUHH)
gift for mootie patootie @Abberddle_ hai cos this song doesn’t fit my oc but it does fit MR SEAN DWELTER
yayayayaaaaayy this was fun to animate but now i need to bury myself in sand cos im exhausted WIN!!!!!!
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activeDINNERshister2024-01-27 | this is a stress relief / light vent but am okay i made some of this during class
you can get inspired i don’t mind yu can even credit me if you wanteeeeeeee
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P rly activestop calling me a foxi boxi copyshister2024-01-23 | THIS ISNT A HATE VIDEO TOWARDS FOXI BOXI !!!
pls don’t compare me to foxi bxoi or anyone if ur doing it to bring them / me down it makes me uncomfortable ): (yes this does happen quite a lot, mainly in private when ppl are talking abt me)
silly post because this audio is funnyDIZZY DIZZY | ANIMATION MEME [COLLAB WITH @xawiori]shister2024-01-22 | we making it out of poland with this one!!! @xawiori
SORRY FOR TAKING MONTHS TO DO MY PART (i actually spedran this all today, someone pls tell me to stop animating entire animations in less than 24 hours cos this is nawt good for my health)
srryyyy for the blank part with the transistions between black and white i didn’t know what to put this is also underedited cos i my app kept on flashing whilst using it and it was rly hard to finish towards the end
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P im also rlllyy active here cos i like drawing and vcing here a lottt (i streamed animating this there)S33K H3LP | ORIGINAL ANIMATION MEMEshister2024-01-15 | this is a huge stress reliever but i *don’t* mind people taking heavy inspo (cos it’s an animation meme + im not venting about anything rly personal!!) IM SOOOO RELIEVED THAT THIS IS FINALLY DONE COS I WAS ANNOYED THAT I HADNT FINISHED IT BUT ITS DONE YAYAYAUAYAH!!! woooahooppo yayay (its very lazy in some parts sorry)
! also i kn ow a few people have uploaded animations before mine (not labelled as an animation meme), but i was working on this for a few months before posting it now cos i kept on losing motivation for this so pls keep that in mind
i rly don’t wanna see people saying “this isn’t the original” cos it bothers meeeeee ): and makes me feel like you didn’t look at my art at all wuhhhh
my discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P im also rlllyy active here cos i like drawing and vcing here a lotttOYASUMIshister2024-01-08 | i want to be pure again i want it to be 2019 again before i was ruined by bad peopleeeleeeeee ughdjjdj
i know ill never get back the past pls don’t tell me that cos i know and it makes me wanna cry thinking about how ill forever be the person i am now after everything that happenedWhen I’m with you | animation meme [OC X SANS]shister2024-01-05 | yes im shipping my oc with sans in 2024 because this is how i cope with my trauma HELL YAAAYEH!!!! we beating the mental illness allegations with dis one yayayayayaya
i finished the animation last week but i had no motivation to edit this ))): until NOWE!! yayyyy im glad it’s doneeeeee
also this is buu’s 2017/18 design that i animate sometimes to cope yayayyaa she’s called bumpu cos that’s my old username from back then
discord server: discord.gg/4bWkdgtm8P im really active here too cos im sillyDINOSAURS GO RAWR | ANIMATION MEME (collab)shister2024-01-04 | @comansu.tequila is the person i collabed with and they are a huuuuggeeeballs ever wotdeeehellll !!! WUH!! we did an awesome collab it’s so awesome
also i would’ve finished this yesterday if i didn’t get HOSPITALISED WAAAUHH but im OK!!! now i jus have to eat strong painkillers ewwh ))):
i don’t like da editing in some places but oh well we’reeeee so back yayayyyaa
(im most active on my server and instagram)feel good | animation meme [GIFT]shister2023-12-26 | HAIIAHIAIII HI GLUBBYYY HIII YOUREEESOOOO GOOBY WOOBYYY wubbba wubbba hugemongous balls thankkuuuu for being here for me i wubbbb uuu yaaayyyyyyyy balls ballsss sorry this is badeeeee i animated this alll todaaayy
i didn’t redesign shister this is just his comfort design yayayaayyaya (this version represents me more mentally) yayayaaya you can still draw himmmm