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Palebloom – Maybe Im Not That Alright (Official Visualizer)
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Written and performed by Palebloom
Mix & Master by Julian Molitor
Camera Operators:
Zoe Hofman: instagram.com/zoehofmann
Marcel Randazzo : instagram.com/marcelrandazzo
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Written and performed by Palebloom
Mix & Master by Julian Molitor
CREDITS:
Directed by: Lea Bell
Concept, post production: Lea Bell
DoP, Light: Bennet Waldt
Equipment: Dropout films
Location: Rollfabrik der Rollbrett Union e.V. Mönchengladbach
CAST:
Commercial lady: Laura Schulten
Skaters:
Anna-Lena Schneider
Iryna Ginkul
Christine Schmickler
Julia Huynh
Lena Leppert
Emma Müller
LYRICS:
‘Cause everytime you feel untouchable
I won’t back down
Your words dysfunctional
Each time I enter the room
It cuts through the air
You try to conceal
Brush it off like it was fine,
Watching you crossing every line
Now I won’t shed a tear
‘Cause everytime you feel untouchable
I won’t back down
Your words dysfunctional
It quires my ire
You say it's got to be my masculine energy
You’re the authority
Who determines what’s true
The control to pass through
Say I’m a classic specimen
For rage not being feminine
It’s reserved for men
To review
It quires
My ire
It quires
My ire
‘Cause everytime you feel untouchable
I won’t back down
Your words dysfunctional
They quire my ire
Add fuel to the fire
You say it's got to be my masculine energy
And every time you act uncrushable
You know you’re wrong
You fear being vulnerable
Your deepest desire
Is fueling the fire
Of what you say to to be my
Masculine energy
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Credits:
DOP, Light, Post Production: Lea Bell
Written and performed by Palebloom
Mix & Master by Julian Molitor
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Lyrics:
All I learned in therapy
I locked it up, lost the key
My sanity worries me
Can say I learned from the past
So I pushed you away
And now all I've got
Is a million piece puzzle
And don't know where to begin
I tried to fix you
So I could fix myself
Not my responsibility
Clear to see I needed some help
My head feels like a taped up hole
My heart is searching for my soul
After all I reflected
Felt the poison injected
My head is blown
Can’t do this on my own
Tell me why I’ve got to
Feel this way
My sanity worries me
All I learned in therapy
I locked it up, lost the key
Due to my vanity
All the tools I build
Things that once did help
They bury me
Still once more I chew
Breaking another tooth
Tragedy
It will bury me
They say to sit still
Is essential for my health
And that interaction is a way of ill destruction
But for me it works well
Mom and Dad
I don't feel sorry for you
‘Cause feeling sorry for not feeling sorry
Is the brand new shit
That I do
My head feels like a devil’s mass
My heart is such a mess
Tell me why I’ve got to
Feel this way
My sanity worries me
All I learned in therapy
I locked it up, lost the key
Due to my vanity
And every time I thought
It's not that bad all
I was lying to me
Now I dig in the dirt
‘Bout to go berserk
Clear to see
It will bury me
I take on an alley
Thinking it’ll take me closer
When I look into the mirror
I grasp that I know her
Credits:
Concept, Art Direction: Lea Bell
DOP, Light, Post Production: Philipp Dames
Set Design: Lea Bell & Elena Paffen
Written and performed by Palebloom
Mix & Master by Julian Molitor
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Lyrics:
Animals, animals
Sacred chapter
It was meant to be
But like a raptor
It grabbed me and flew me miles away
From what they’d say
From up above I could finally see
I need you now
I need a home
Holding on to an anchor I got to let go
Need your voice
I need your hand
Just for a while so I can reach the land
We’re like animals, animals
Chained down by manacles
Hand me a blade of grass to start again
Still remember
I got you hanging on
No surrender
I bared my soul on a silver plate
Still nothing changed
No words could show
How I really felt
I always tried to push you away
Now it’s all that’s left to say
I need you now
I need a home
Holding on to an anchor I got to let go
Need your voice
I need your hand
Just for a while so I can reach the land
We’re like animals, animals
Chained down by manacles
Hand me a blade of grass to start again
I tried to give you my heart
But you chose to reject
You got me, you got me
In your casket of shreds
You know it tore me apart
With no way to defend
You played that game
Straight to the end
Take back
The feed you’ve got for me it’s over
Bite back
We’re like animals, animals
Turning to cannibals


