Uploaded June 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
Original Title: ゴッホ・ディストレス
Original Links: youtube.com/watch?v=Ny0lT_x_4oo nicovideo.jp/watch/sm35872293
Music: Takekinoko (@takekinoko_one)
Translation: aquariantwin
Subs: Mage
We have a decent track record of forgetting Vocaloid birthday's, and this time is no different. Unfortunately, we didn't have a Gumi song ready, but hopefully this will suffice. I really like the direction the lyrics go in this song, I was not expecting it to be about the actual artist just by the appearance of the PV.
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*This is not child-friendly*
We received permission from Takekinoko to upload this song~
*This upload was made solely for the purpose of expanding the audience of the song and this song does not belong to us, please support the original upload.
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Lyrics:
思えばいつも右往左往
心が壊れていく
日々廃れて逃避行
移ろう日常、追いつけない
When I think about it, I’m always just wandering aimlessly
My heart is falling apart
The days fall obsolete as I try to escape them,
but my life keeps changing and I can’t catch up
悪夢の様な妄想、幻聴
誰にも理解されないまま
無情なほどに、惰性で月日を過ごしてきた
Illusions that seem like nightmares, auditory hallucinations
Understood by no one,
I dispassionately idled my time away in a rut
拙い幸せ、家族、仕事
信頼、仲間、愛すべき人
大切なものが多すぎるんだ
A clumsy bliss, family, work
Trust, close friends, beloved people
These precious things keep piling up
いくら免罪施したって
どれだけ欲望抑えたって
変わらない心の罪悪が
日々頭の中に突き刺さる
No matter how many people I forgive,
no matter how forcefully I stifle my desires,
the terrible sin of my unchanging heart
continues to pierce through every day in my head
悪夢の様な現実が
狂った自分を見せつける
妬みも、怒りも、苦しみも、涙も
溢れる想いの裏返しだ
A nightmarish reality
puts my oddness on display
Jealousy, anger, pain, and suffering
are all on the underside of these overflowing feelings
誰かがどんなに邪魔したって
僕は変わらず僕のままでいよう
彩の無い白黒の命
あるがままに伝えていきたい
苦しくても叶えたい夢がある
No matter how much someone tries to stand in my way,
I’ll continue to be myself, unchangingly
I want to try to convey this
black and white, unsaturated life just as it is
I have dreams I want to make reality, even if it’s painful
気づけば何かを描いていた
自分の全ての感情を
モノクロの想いを塗り足して
ありのままの彩りを描いた
By the time I realized it, I’d drawn something
Layering paint over
all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
I’d painted a candid work
どれだけ老いても認められない
何百枚描いても報われない
自分の心を切り刻んで
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく
No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
ただ自由になりたくて
ただ自由に生きたくて
呼吸するように筆を持った
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう
I just want to be free
I just want to live freely
I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
painting everything I see onto the canvas
I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
夢だと思った現実も
妙にリアルな夢さえも
心奥底のプライドが
都合のいいほど脚色していく
The reality I’d thought to be a dream,
and even the peculiarly realistic dreams—
the pride in the depths of my heart
conveniently dramatizes them all
己の耳を切り落しても
己の指を燃やしても
愛する人にも認められない
心の感情も満たされない
Even if I chop off my own ear,
even if I burn my own fingers,
I won’t be acknowledged by the people I love
I can’t fulfill the feelings inside my heart
けれど真っ白なキャンバスは
いつでも自分のスタートライン
燃えるような意識と情熱で
全てを描き上げていくだけだ
But a blank canvas is
always and forever my starting line
With this burning awareness and passion,
I’ll simply paint everything out
誰にも負けない、誰にも描けない
たくさんの命を生み出した
挫折も後悔も軋轢も
全てをこの手で描いてゆく
I gave rise to an overflow of life
that won’t lose to anyone, that can’t be drawn by anyone
My frustration, my regrets, my dissent—
I’ll paint them all out with this hand
自分の追い立てる現実は
容赦なく心を貪って
縋りついて、離れない
不器用な想いがから回った
The reality I’m trying to chase away
relentlessly grasps for my heart
These clingy, unshakeable,
awkward feelings aren’t accomplishing anything
彩りの無い人生ならば
自分で絵の具を描き足せばいい
机上の空論でも、関係ない
If this life won’t ever gain any color,
then it’ll be enough if I can paint by my own hand
It doesn’t matter if that’s just an empty theory
気づけばひたすら描いていた
自分の全ての感情を
モノクロの想いを塗り足して
彩りのある命を生み出した
By the time I noticed, I’d been drawing devotedly
Layering paint over
all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
I’d given rise to a life full of color
どれだけ老いても認められない
何百枚描いても報われない
自分の心を切り刻んで
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく
No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
ただ自由になりたくて
ただ自由に生きたくて
呼吸するように筆を持った
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう
I just want to be free
I just want to live freely
I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
painting everything I see onto the canvas
I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
Original Title: ゴッホ・ディストレス
Original Links: youtube.com/watch?v=Ny0lT_x_4oo nicovideo.jp/watch/sm35872293
Music: Takekinoko (@takekinoko_one)
Translation: aquariantwin
Subs: Mage
We have a decent track record of forgetting Vocaloid birthday's, and this time is no different. Unfortunately, we didn't have a Gumi song ready, but hopefully this will suffice. I really like the direction the lyrics go in this song, I was not expecting it to be about the actual artist just by the appearance of the PV.
Our Tumblr: magenetratranslations.tumblr.com
Our Twitter: twitter.com/the_magenetra
Request songs here: tricider.com/brainstorming/364tSgQTF47
*This is not child-friendly*
We received permission from Takekinoko to upload this song~
*This upload was made solely for the purpose of expanding the audience of the song and this song does not belong to us, please support the original upload.
茸きのこ様からの許可を得て投稿しています。
動画についてご質問等がある場合はツイッターまでお願いします。
Lyrics:
思えばいつも右往左往
心が壊れていく
日々廃れて逃避行
移ろう日常、追いつけない
When I think about it, I’m always just wandering aimlessly
My heart is falling apart
The days fall obsolete as I try to escape them,
but my life keeps changing and I can’t catch up
悪夢の様な妄想、幻聴
誰にも理解されないまま
無情なほどに、惰性で月日を過ごしてきた
Illusions that seem like nightmares, auditory hallucinations
Understood by no one,
I dispassionately idled my time away in a rut
拙い幸せ、家族、仕事
信頼、仲間、愛すべき人
大切なものが多すぎるんだ
A clumsy bliss, family, work
Trust, close friends, beloved people
These precious things keep piling up
いくら免罪施したって
どれだけ欲望抑えたって
変わらない心の罪悪が
日々頭の中に突き刺さる
No matter how many people I forgive,
no matter how forcefully I stifle my desires,
the terrible sin of my unchanging heart
continues to pierce through every day in my head
悪夢の様な現実が
狂った自分を見せつける
妬みも、怒りも、苦しみも、涙も
溢れる想いの裏返しだ
A nightmarish reality
puts my oddness on display
Jealousy, anger, pain, and suffering
are all on the underside of these overflowing feelings
誰かがどんなに邪魔したって
僕は変わらず僕のままでいよう
彩の無い白黒の命
あるがままに伝えていきたい
苦しくても叶えたい夢がある
No matter how much someone tries to stand in my way,
I’ll continue to be myself, unchangingly
I want to try to convey this
black and white, unsaturated life just as it is
I have dreams I want to make reality, even if it’s painful
気づけば何かを描いていた
自分の全ての感情を
モノクロの想いを塗り足して
ありのままの彩りを描いた
By the time I realized it, I’d drawn something
Layering paint over
all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
I’d painted a candid work
どれだけ老いても認められない
何百枚描いても報われない
自分の心を切り刻んで
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく
No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
ただ自由になりたくて
ただ自由に生きたくて
呼吸するように筆を持った
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう
I just want to be free
I just want to live freely
I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
painting everything I see onto the canvas
I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
夢だと思った現実も
妙にリアルな夢さえも
心奥底のプライドが
都合のいいほど脚色していく
The reality I’d thought to be a dream,
and even the peculiarly realistic dreams—
the pride in the depths of my heart
conveniently dramatizes them all
己の耳を切り落しても
己の指を燃やしても
愛する人にも認められない
心の感情も満たされない
Even if I chop off my own ear,
even if I burn my own fingers,
I won’t be acknowledged by the people I love
I can’t fulfill the feelings inside my heart
けれど真っ白なキャンバスは
いつでも自分のスタートライン
燃えるような意識と情熱で
全てを描き上げていくだけだ
But a blank canvas is
always and forever my starting line
With this burning awareness and passion,
I’ll simply paint everything out
誰にも負けない、誰にも描けない
たくさんの命を生み出した
挫折も後悔も軋轢も
全てをこの手で描いてゆく
I gave rise to an overflow of life
that won’t lose to anyone, that can’t be drawn by anyone
My frustration, my regrets, my dissent—
I’ll paint them all out with this hand
自分の追い立てる現実は
容赦なく心を貪って
縋りついて、離れない
不器用な想いがから回った
The reality I’m trying to chase away
relentlessly grasps for my heart
These clingy, unshakeable,
awkward feelings aren’t accomplishing anything
彩りの無い人生ならば
自分で絵の具を描き足せばいい
机上の空論でも、関係ない
If this life won’t ever gain any color,
then it’ll be enough if I can paint by my own hand
It doesn’t matter if that’s just an empty theory
気づけばひたすら描いていた
自分の全ての感情を
モノクロの想いを塗り足して
彩りのある命を生み出した
By the time I noticed, I’d been drawing devotedly
Layering paint over
all of my own feelings and monochrome thoughts,
I’d given rise to a life full of color
どれだけ老いても認められない
何百枚描いても報われない
自分の心を切り刻んで
血反吐吐きながらでも描いていく
No matter how old I get, I won’t be acknowledged
There won’t be a reward even if I draw hundreds of works
Slicing my own heart to ribbons,
I’ll keep drawing even if I cough up blood
ただ自由になりたくて
ただ自由に生きたくて
呼吸するように筆を持った
見えるもの全てをキャンバスに
この命尽きるまで、描き続けよう
I just want to be free
I just want to live freely
I lifted a brush as easily as breathing,
painting everything I see onto the canvas
I’ll continue drawing until this life wears out
