EnglishRosie | Stab You In The Back [SoYouThinkYouCanVid] @EnglishRosie | Uploaded 15 years ago | Updated 7 hours ago
'If an intelligent person is betrayed repeatedly, and humiliated publicly, yet chooses to remain in that situation, one must ask: what are the rewards?' Gail Sheehy- "Vanity Fair"
...GAH.
That's all I can say.
Well, you guys caught me, that's for sure. xD AND you succeeded in picking THE most irritating and uninspirational song on the planet, so congrats for that! ^-^
I guess I did ask for a challenge, so I'm gonna stop complaining now.
BUT- my evil computer struck again, I'm sorry. So if there are glitches, weird pancrops, etc, it was all fine before I rendered it. Since my computer likes to break everything, it's not my fault if something happens. I now know that either Youtube or rendering has caused all the circles about midway (after the first dismal cut at the song xD) to completely spazz out, with some not appearing at all and others coming too late or too early... gah again. DD:
Most of the masking is in the second beat hitting part of the song, which is annoying as unless you're obsessed with the Zack/Cloud inn scene, it's (hopefully) not very obvious there's masking there. ): But there is- I shoved them closer together in EVERY little scene change. xDD
I decided to, since I didn't get the song too easily (I'm dumb, okay?! D:) not use any of thw wordy bits, for starters, and also to attempt to follow a story despite the circumstances. I'M AN AUTHOR AT HEART. xDDDD
So, here we go. (I'm sleepy, so there will be plenty of mistakes)

I'm not an imbecile. Zack is fully aware of that, I'm sure.
But, still, how can he not realise I know exactly what he does behind my back?! I never liked Aerith, that's always been clear between us, but I still can't understand how he could do this to me.
"Just friends"? You've got to be kidding me. I'm certain normal friends, even of the opposite sex, spend all day sneaking around sticking their tounges down each others' throats.
I had known something was wrong with Zack for quite a while, a few months, before I actually caught them at it, hidden away in the rubble inside the old church. Every one of us realised exactly what was going on.
I got more and more desperate, trying to fool myself into thinking everything was fine, nothing had happened. After all, Zack would never betray me, would he...? All three of us kept up the act, but, slowly, all the desperation, my feelings for Zack, my depression over his secret relationship with Aerith... all my emotions turned into hate, the deepest lothing for a single person you could ever imagine.
I'm surprised, ever so slightly, by what I'm about to do. But it's the only way to stop all this from hurting me. I know I won't regret any of it.
I'll stab them in the back, just like they stabbed me.
Oh, and Aerith? Killing her wouldn't be an option. I'm not kind enough for that. She should suffer, knowing everything that has happened will always be mostly HER fault.
If I can't have Zack anymore, then no one can.
No one.

Haha, please -throws arms in air- don't shoot me for making Cloud gay and Zack bi. That's all I ask. xDDD It just fit the idea. And I didn't want Cloud liked Aerith, that seemed too cliched.