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Uploaded August 2015 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago
To better understand the story, watch I'm Not Him first:
youtube.com/watch?v=WW628DWKl98
This video is a project that's been spread out over 2 years. I'm very very glad it's finished. I hope you all enjoy this long awaited sequel.
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Won 4th place in the GMV Awards Best Storyteller category.
The Story: (spoilers for the video)
I made the first video I'm Not Him based on the question "What if Sora was the nobody and Roxas was the real one?"
Roxas went to sleep so that Sora would retake their body. Roxas did it for Kairi because he loved her, and because Kairi wanted Sora, not him.
In this video, Kairi has Sora back, but she realizes this gift was at the cost of Roxas's life. She knows it was because of her that Roxas went away and she can't forgive herself for the way she treated him. She goes through her life, trying to be happy that Sora is back, but inside she struggles with questions of guilt and forgiveness. Roxas must hate her, wherever he is. She wonders, if she died, would it make up for everything?
Sora tries to talk to her, but she continues to pull away from him. Kairi can't tell Sora that every time she looks at him, she sees Roxas.
Roxas can see Kairi struggling from where he is. He asks Sora to let him go to Kairi. Roxas's spirit will end up leaving their body, which is the only way he'll be able to speak to Kairi one last time. But in doing this, Roxas will permanently disappear and even Sora won't be able to speak to him again. Still, Roxas goes.
Kairi stands at the edge of the sea, contemplating taking her own life. That's when she hears a voice. His voice, saying words she never expected to hear. He tells her he forgives her. And in hearing that, Kairi finds a way to forgive herself.
This video was so long in coming! I've had plans for it since the first one came out! At the time, everyone was curious about what happened next. Unfortunately I took so long that I doubt anyone cares now. xD But at least I did it.
I can't remember another video where I masked so much. I seriously tried to mask in this one. It's funny, I've wanted to do a video with a lot of masking for a long time, and it only took me four years to get around to it. And even then, I didn't mask THAT much. I tried to be creative with my masks to give myself less work, because honestly I hate masking. I can't believe there are people who enjoy it. That's great for you. For me, it's torturous.
But I'm proud of this one. Too bad I didn't enjoy making it like I did the first one, because I took so long to do it. But I'm still happy about it and I hope my few KH subbers enjoy it!
Because this will probably be the last Kingdom Hearts video I ever make. (I know. What's wrong with me?) I'll get to that.
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Important Announcements:
Fortunately I rendered this complete version when I did. Because soon afterwards, my computer broke! And now I have a new one, but AVIs won't work on it AT ALL no matter what I do. Which means I can't go back and make the few fixes I wanted to make to this video. So there are a few things that will bug me, but I doubt anyone else will notice.
That also means that most of my KH clips are now useless. It's not cool.
The good thing was I didn't have any plans to make a KH video any time soon, but it sucks that I don't really have a choice now. Unless I come up with some amazing idea that inspires me enough to spend hours finding footage, which I don't see happening, there won't be another KH video from me. At least, not for a long time. (I might start up again when KH3 comes out - who knows?)
So truly, if you are here for my KH videos, feel free to unsub and thank you for sticking with me all this time! You are awesome!
In other news:
- I will still edit anime and mmv from time to time. But these videos will be coming less and less.
- My primary editing will be Agents of SHIELD as well as a few other liveaction things and/or Tangled (which is animated, but whatevs.) This is going to continue for the unforseeable future.
- I'm so so grateful for the subs who have stuck with me all this time! But if you don't like my liveaction videos, feel free to unsub because that's what I'll be making. Thank you!!
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________
AKA "I made Kairi look so bad in the last one I had to make up for it here"
Video Info: At the end of the video
Piano version of Missing You:
youtube.com/watch?v=B2XK9Dia38o
To better understand the story, watch I'm Not Him first:
youtube.com/watch?v=WW628DWKl98
This video is a project that's been spread out over 2 years. I'm very very glad it's finished. I hope you all enjoy this long awaited sequel.
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________
Won 4th place in the GMV Awards Best Storyteller category.
The Story: (spoilers for the video)
I made the first video I'm Not Him based on the question "What if Sora was the nobody and Roxas was the real one?"
Roxas went to sleep so that Sora would retake their body. Roxas did it for Kairi because he loved her, and because Kairi wanted Sora, not him.
In this video, Kairi has Sora back, but she realizes this gift was at the cost of Roxas's life. She knows it was because of her that Roxas went away and she can't forgive herself for the way she treated him. She goes through her life, trying to be happy that Sora is back, but inside she struggles with questions of guilt and forgiveness. Roxas must hate her, wherever he is. She wonders, if she died, would it make up for everything?
Sora tries to talk to her, but she continues to pull away from him. Kairi can't tell Sora that every time she looks at him, she sees Roxas.
Roxas can see Kairi struggling from where he is. He asks Sora to let him go to Kairi. Roxas's spirit will end up leaving their body, which is the only way he'll be able to speak to Kairi one last time. But in doing this, Roxas will permanently disappear and even Sora won't be able to speak to him again. Still, Roxas goes.
Kairi stands at the edge of the sea, contemplating taking her own life. That's when she hears a voice. His voice, saying words she never expected to hear. He tells her he forgives her. And in hearing that, Kairi finds a way to forgive herself.
This video was so long in coming! I've had plans for it since the first one came out! At the time, everyone was curious about what happened next. Unfortunately I took so long that I doubt anyone cares now. xD But at least I did it.
I can't remember another video where I masked so much. I seriously tried to mask in this one. It's funny, I've wanted to do a video with a lot of masking for a long time, and it only took me four years to get around to it. And even then, I didn't mask THAT much. I tried to be creative with my masks to give myself less work, because honestly I hate masking. I can't believe there are people who enjoy it. That's great for you. For me, it's torturous.
But I'm proud of this one. Too bad I didn't enjoy making it like I did the first one, because I took so long to do it. But I'm still happy about it and I hope my few KH subbers enjoy it!
Because this will probably be the last Kingdom Hearts video I ever make. (I know. What's wrong with me?) I'll get to that.
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________
Important Announcements:
Fortunately I rendered this complete version when I did. Because soon afterwards, my computer broke! And now I have a new one, but AVIs won't work on it AT ALL no matter what I do. Which means I can't go back and make the few fixes I wanted to make to this video. So there are a few things that will bug me, but I doubt anyone else will notice.
That also means that most of my KH clips are now useless. It's not cool.
The good thing was I didn't have any plans to make a KH video any time soon, but it sucks that I don't really have a choice now. Unless I come up with some amazing idea that inspires me enough to spend hours finding footage, which I don't see happening, there won't be another KH video from me. At least, not for a long time. (I might start up again when KH3 comes out - who knows?)
So truly, if you are here for my KH videos, feel free to unsub and thank you for sticking with me all this time! You are awesome!
In other news:
- I will still edit anime and mmv from time to time. But these videos will be coming less and less.
- My primary editing will be Agents of SHIELD as well as a few other liveaction things and/or Tangled (which is animated, but whatevs.) This is going to continue for the unforseeable future.
- I'm so so grateful for the subs who have stuck with me all this time! But if you don't like my liveaction videos, feel free to unsub because that's what I'll be making. Thank you!!
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________
AKA "I made Kairi look so bad in the last one I had to make up for it here"
Video Info: At the end of the video
Piano version of Missing You:
youtube.com/watch?v=B2XK9Dia38o
![Something Found, Something Lost. [Sequel]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/JIy3-aTCBoQ/mqdefault.jpg "Something Found, Something Lost. [Sequel]
To better understand the story, watch Im Not Him first:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WW628DWKl98
This video is a project thats been spread out over 2 years. Im very very glad its finished. I hope you all enjoy this long awaited sequel.
Won 4th place in the GMV Awards Best Storyteller category.
The Story: (spoilers for the video)
I made the first video Im Not Him based on the question What if Sora was the nobody and Roxas was the real one?
Roxas went to sleep so that Sora would retake their body. Roxas did it for Kairi because he loved her, and because Kairi wanted Sora, not him.
In this video, Kairi has Sora back, but she realizes this gift was at the cost of Roxass life. She knows it was because of her that Roxas went away and she cant forgive herself for the way she treated him. She goes through her life, trying to be happy that Sora is back, but inside she struggles with questions of guilt and forgiveness. Roxas must hate her, wherever he is. She wonders, if she died, would it make up for everything?
Sora tries to talk to her, but she continues to pull away from him. Kairi cant tell Sora that every time she looks at him, she sees Roxas.
Roxas can see Kairi struggling from where he is. He asks Sora to let him go to Kairi. Roxass spirit will end up leaving their body, which is the only way hell be able to speak to Kairi one last time. But in doing this, Roxas will permanently disappear and even Sora wont be able to speak to him again. Still, Roxas goes.
Kairi stands at the edge of the sea, contemplating taking her own life. Thats when she hears a voice. His voice, saying words she never expected to hear. He tells her he forgives her. And in hearing that, Kairi finds a way to forgive herself.
This video was so long in coming! Ive had plans for it since the first one came out! At the time, everyone was curious about what happened next. Unfortunately I took so long that I doubt anyone cares now. xD But at least I did it.
I cant remember another video where I masked so much. I seriously tried to mask in this one. Its funny, Ive wanted to do a video with a lot of masking for a long time, and it only took me four years to get around to it. And even then, I didnt mask THAT much. I tried to be creative with my masks to give myself less work, because honestly I hate masking. I cant believe there are people who enjoy it. Thats great for you. For me, its torturous.
But Im proud of this one. Too bad I didnt enjoy making it like I did the first one, because I took so long to do it. But Im still happy about it and I hope my few KH subbers enjoy it!
Because this will probably be the last Kingdom Hearts video I ever make. (I know. Whats wrong with me?) Ill get to that.
Important Announcements:
Fortunately I rendered this complete version when I did. Because soon afterwards, my computer broke! And now I have a new one, but AVIs wont work on it AT ALL no matter what I do. Which means I cant go back and make the few fixes I wanted to make to this video. So there are a few things that will bug me, but I doubt anyone else will notice.
That also means that most of my KH clips are now useless. Its not cool.
The good thing was I didnt have any plans to make a KH video any time soon, but it sucks that I dont really have a choice now. Unless I come up with some amazing idea that inspires me enough to spend hours finding footage, which I dont see happening, there wont be another KH video from me. At least, not for a long time. (I might start up again when KH3 comes out - who knows?)
So truly, if you are here for my KH videos, feel free to unsub and thank you for sticking with me all this time! You are awesome!
In other news:
- I will still edit anime and mmv from time to time. But these videos will be coming less and less.
- My primary editing will be Agents of SHIELD as well as a few other liveaction things and/or Tangled (which is animated, but whatevs.) This is going to continue for the unforseeable future.
- Im so so grateful for the subs who have stuck with me all this time! But if you dont like my liveaction videos, feel free to unsub because thats what Ill be making. Thank you!!
AKA I made Kairi look so bad in the last one I had to make up for it here
Video Info: At the end of the video
Piano version of Missing You:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2XK9Dia38o")
![FitzSimmons: The Movie 2 [Official Trailer]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/JlrJ_VjCrdQ/mqdefault.jpg "FitzSimmons: The Movie 2 [Official Trailer]
FitzSimmons: The Movie 2 - Leo & Jemma
Find the first FitzSimmons Movie Trailer here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-CfJSbfHAw
And the Teaser Trailer, meant to come before this video here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2rWVj1EWOfo
Like last time, I made a movie poster to go with the video! Check it out:
http://blacklolitarose.tumblr.com/post/129671084419/fitzsimmons-the-movie-2-leo-jemma-my-sequel-to
Please keep the comments free of season 3 spoilers so that new viewers can still watch this! : )
(This description contains spoilers for season 2.)
I will not be making a third movie trailer. Im sorry and the encouraging comments have meant so much to me! But these movie trailers are an extreme undertaking and Ive barely been video editing lately. Right now I dont feel inspired to edit which has been hard for me. I know if I made a 3rd movie trailer I would run out of steam fast and it would become a chore. If I dont enjoy making it, it wont turn out well. Im so proud of the first two and I dont want to mess them up by making one thats mediocre. Again, Im so sorry everyone. I hope youll still enjoy these movie trailers! (And Im sorry FitzSimmons, I still love you.)
Summary:
Once, Fitz and Simmons were inseparable best friends. Psychically linked. But after they were dropped into the ocean, they were permanently changed.
This is the story of what happened to them after they survived.
Fitz suffered brain damage. Simmons left on a mission. As a result of her absence, Fitz began to hallucinate her. But why did she really leave? And will Fitz ever recover?
Even after the two are reunited, the distance between them and their underlying scars are so great, it looks as if their relationship will never be repaired.
But maybe, just maybe...
They can still fix this, together.
Unlike the first movie trailer, I wanted to follow the storyline of this past season as closely as I could. I made some minor shifts to shake things up, but hopefully without changing any actual details.
I tried to show their storyline so that even someone who had never seen the show could follow it.
For that reason, and because there just wasn’t room, I couldn’t include Skye’s transformation or Trip. (I really wanted to include Trip but there just wasn’t room! T T) But I included Skye, May and Coulson as much as I could.
Also, I was going to include the takeover of Fake Shield, but it just wasn’t working, so that became the main area where I changed some things. For example, the stuff with Fury’s Toolbox is different.
And I used a few parallels in this video, if you can spot them. Fun stuff, parallels.
This video is obviously very different from the first movie trailer, because the tone of season 2 was so different. If season 1 was full of colors, season 2 was nothing but grey. And the FitzSimmons arc was difficult and painful to watch, but I also think it was a very beautiful arc. For the most part, I think they handled their storyline very well (although some more screen time would have been nice, but what’s done is done eh?)
Ever since the first trailer came out, I wanted to make another. I started out thinking “I don’t know HOW this can top the last one.” But I have become SO PROUD of this sequel and how it’s turned out. I enjoyed making it as much or more than the first video, and I am so excited for the final result. This might be my best FitzSimmons project yet. I love it, I’m so happy with it, and I hope those who watch it will share that feeling.
I’m so excited for people to see this! And I’m so so grateful for the CRAZY AMOUNT OF LOVE that the first movie trailer got. And for all the comments that urged me to make another! This is for all of you, the awesome FitzSimmons fandom! Especially those of you on tumblr. I’m glad I’m not the only crazy fitzsimmons girl.
Editing Comments:
Is the footage pretty? I hope so. Because this is my first video using new high quality Shield episodes!! This video took way longer to come out than I’d intended. That’s because, right in the middle of making it, my computer broke! Sorry its late but at least its in time for season 3!
I hope you all are ready for the new season. I cant wait to see Shield take on the world! (And as always, I’m waiting impatiently for FitzSimmons.)
Let’s make this a great season!
Video Info:
Overall Artist: Sleeping At Last
Song 1: Atlantic
Song 2: Indian
Song 3: Saturn
Footage: Marvels Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D., season 2 (+ season 1)")
![Find me. [Fitz & Simmons]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/KeeMm0glvLo/mqdefault.jpg "Find me. [Fitz & Simmons]
This video and its description contain spoilers for AoS Season 3 (3x01-3x02).
This video is made entirely in response to two of the most iconic fitzsimmons episodes yet, a pair of episodes that I will forever be calling “FZZT Part 2”.
3x01 – 3x02. Laws of Nature & Purpose in the Machine.
The episodes speak for themselves. I have nothing more to say.
[Ha. AS IF I would have nothing to say.]
So I started this video after the premier of season 3 because the fitzsimmons was too much and I felt like I was drowning in feels. I’m still reeling from this most amazing of premieres and how it was pretty much a two parter and how it was pretty much completely. fitzsimmons.
The fitzsimmons arc of season 3 hasn’t started with a bang, it’s started with a nuclear explosion. Except it’s an explosions that brings happiness and tears and flailing. I have a strong feeling this is going to be the season of fitzsimmons and I hope I’m right and I plan to enjoy every second of it.
And here at the same time people are asking me “are you making a movie trailer for season 3?”
And I’m just looking at the first two episodes like. “I could literally make a movie trailer from the first TWO episodes, how can I possibly make one for the entire season and manage to fit everything??” So that question is up in the air, and will be up in the air until this season closes.
Originally this video was going to end with a focus on Fitz’s scene from 3x01. And then The Reunion Scene happened. And so things changed a bit, I had to adapt the video to fix it, but it only became better because of it.
Right now all I want to do is make Shield videos that end with that scene so I can display how awesome it is. But I have no time.
And now for a moment of fangirling. JEMMA SIMMONS IS BACK. THIS IS NOT A DRILL. SCIENCE BABIES ARE TOGETHER AGAIN. (andthey’reholdinghanndssssssssssfdjkafjaklfj;alfj;alfja;lfj;alkfj;a)
Editing Comments:
The Reunion scene is so pixelated and it’s giving me trouble now and I expect it will continue to give me trouble from here on out. Why can’t all fitzsimmons scenes be as clean looking as FZZT? But it was so so amazing and I don’t care, I will take all the pixels.
The Fitz scene from 3x01 was everything, so of course I had to use it everywhere.
With this video my main goal was just to show what happened in these episodes and how epic it all was. No more nice little songs for these two, I needed a song that had CRESCENDO. So I chose this one and I enjoyed this video so much. Really, this video was such a fun time, and I really like how it’s turned out, and the fitzsimmons tone for this season is so beautiful and exciting and epic and I just –
Science babies have grown up so fast.
Video Info:
Song: Tomorrow
Artist: Daughter
Footage: Marvel’s Agents of SHIELD (mainly 3x01 – 3x02)
Time Taken: 2 weeks
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 13
(more abc logos. can’t get away from them.)")
