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thanks for all the support and love this month i've been doing a lot betfer after getting out the mental hospital and i have new music on the way so much sooner than u think hehehe :3i wrote this song in the mental hospital this past weekend its called do u love me nowScruffpuppie2024-04-11 | ...affection by me :pScruffpuppie2024-04-10 | ...please dont think of me at all - demoScruffpuppie2024-01-07 | lyrics: im familiar with everything that's going on around me i remember i relied on white and everyone to tell me i look pretty i didn't see too many but now im seeing less and i confess that i am starting to forget what having somebody is like somebody to cry to but instead i want to hide inside my room and talk to nobody at all i built another wall i wanted to get better can u see me in the cellar as i curl into a ball please dont think of me at all
i thought i was grown up when i turned 17 little did i know that growing up required me to fuck up time and time again i lost so many friends im almost 22 but im still growing up my hands don't look the same as they did then wish that i could try again build up one more wall and take the fall to save us all please don't think of me at all
check out my music n shit: linktr.ee/scruffpuppieatomic bomb - an original songScruffpuppie2023-05-31 | my newest album 'if jodi could breathe is available to stream on all platforms right now !! check it out here: https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie i'm uploading tutorials for a bunch of my songs to my instagram reels so make sure to follow me there @scruffpuppie
i hope u enjoy this little demo i wrote yesterday lyrics: feels like i can't die even though i've tried so many times im getting tired of chasing lines that lead nowhere cos they dont care but im way too scared to leave it there cos im a fighter and i will tear myself apart this is just the start of the atomic bomb this stupid song will kill us all it's been so long since i have felt my little heart feel this alone cast me a stone and break my bones im used to it kill me again im begging please just set me free i wanna feel like im not weak i wanna see you look at me with so much life left in my eyes i want to not want me to die i want to just feel more alive im gonna try im gonna try might need a push you know it's high
and this is it the fuse is lit and we explode we move on home
feels like i can't die even though i've tried so many times im getting tired of chasing lines that lead nowhere cos they dont care but im way too scared to leave it there cos im a fighter and i will tear myself apart this is just the start of the atomic bomb this stupid song will kill us all it's been so long since i have felt my little heart feel this alone cast me a stone and break my bones im used to it kill me again im begging please just set me free i wanna feel like im not weak i wanna see you look at me with so much life left in my eyes i want to not want me to die i want to just feel more alive im gonna try im gonna try might need a push you know it's high
ps thank u all for almost getting if jodi could breathe to a million streams, i am beyond thankful for all of u who support me and i hope i can continue to make stuff you all enjoy listening to, sending lots of love your way xscruffpuppie- dissipate (official music video)Scruffpuppie2023-01-18 | shot by @brxdryc on ig subscribe to his youtube channel: youtube.com/@thanks.julian10 vfx by @toomuchmdma dissipate , written, produced, mixed, and mastered by me lyrics: And so begins, the bitter winds Cutting up my brittle hands And heavy heaving hearts will stop again I've made a name to call me by And see it with your own two eyes I don't think that your love was ever here And now I'm in a darker place Where light has no room to escape And hearts will glow to create something safe A dream of sorts You're on the porch and talking to the moon And he says "every little thing will be okay"
And you will wonder why it's not And while your heart begins to rot All the love you had for me will dissipate And all the branches in the yard Growing fungus, going far Things will start to finally create a face
find dissipate and my other music here: https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppiethe thought of you - scruffpuppie (official music video)Scruffpuppie2022-09-25 | 'the thought of you' by scruffpuppie writing, production, mixing & mastering by jodi shurbet shot by me & @banana_yolk_ video sequenced by me vfx by dr. filth (@toomuchmdma) find where to listen to this and more of my music here: https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie
lyrics: all the time i question everything and i feel like it's wrong to pool my thoughts together wishing the list wasn't so long and you tell me that im selfish and i know its the truth for who would sit inside her bedroom wishing that i could be with you and i tell myself im worthy but i know that i am not i will isolate myself and my skin will start to rot and my heart will bust to pieces they're too small to just pick up see our lives will flash before my eyes and my blood will fill the cup
‘cause its so scary just the thought of u and i am married to the thought of u
see it's 6am and i am half awake and i am lost i've been up all night and my heart feels like it's about to pop all the drugs i take will overwhelm me til i am but dust blowing through the wind wishing that i could find another rush but the wind will die and i will wish for peace inside my mind need to get away from hoping all the days will turn to nights and my thoughts will stray and i will be okay to just get high excuses i will tell myself until my final night
‘cause its so scary just the thought of u and i am married to the thought of u
‘cause its so scary just the thought of u and i am married to the thought of u
trust in chapter222clay wings - original demoScruffpuppie2022-08-09 | lyrics: i contradict myself too much for my own good i'm made of lust for love and loss and when i lose myself i'll set the grass ablaze i'll burn my face july came through and i grew up in just a day my wings are stuck inside the clay and i could break out but i stay why must i stay
elevation with a friend i keep losing all of them august only just began i already miss my hands rigor mortis fix my brain so i can level out my shoddy aim i have a feeling you don't feel the same so do i trust my gut or do i walk away
i move an inch the cracks will spread hope they can't hear or else im dead stepped out of line a final time my ego grows but now i'm right turn out the light i run away but im not scared i run to change what i will share and now im shamelessly myself im fucking drained am i unwell
serotonin in the shell i will dig myself through hell may is oh so far away but tomorrow won’t delay dashing through the cloudless sky until i’m out of breath and my wings are lacking rest i know i didn’t give much hope but when we’re tying the rope i wanna hold ur hand and say i had fun we aren’t done lookin thru the trash so we can find one for memory my lovely i won’t let it go until my job’s done
archived super 8 footage shot by @brxdryc from 2020 lyrics: i can't listen to you again it makes me miss all of my friends the ones who wish that i were dead these memories won't leave my head and the cotton candy cigarettes the smoke detected killer threat the knots too tight to break a sweat around my neck or better yet
tied around a willow tree the blossoms cover everything can you hear the song i sing the ground gets closer to my feet i crave a bittersweet release something warmer something free and then i hear the crackling and so the earth my body meets
below the tree where i will rest im turning blue my eyes are red the little ones are tucked in bed and you still yell as if they're deaf they're crying for you father dear you said you'd always be right here the heroin inside the drawer the days go on you crave it more
one more shot and you'll be fine wish that you could read my mind stars above they hear my cry please don't let them die (die die) mothers gone i watched her fly away from us she lied lied lied rub my head say it's alright ill try my best to make things right
father sister brother cry as they look in your lifeless eyes without your love what will i do The heaven song will play for you
music - https://linktr.ee/scruffpuppie instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiepost wondering how live stream :DScruffpuppie2021-11-18 | post-wondering how music video livestream :)Scruffpuppie - wondering how (Official Video)Scruffpuppie2021-11-18 | Lyrics: apple cores unholy chores i have to raise my voice to speak my thoughts got bad i dropped the bag with eggshells cracked i know i lack all that u need i cannot breathe my lungs r filled with smoke from trees so u tell me i need to leave and i did and now im wondrin how
how i even got this far got sympathy for all ur scars running circles bowing down but im still fucking wondering how
broken bones and heart shaped stones they block my road the way to home the hedges trimmed the blades just skimmed above my head i lay in bed the ceiling stares into my soul i didn't wanna have to go u forced my hand and we've found land but now im scared and still wondering how
how i even got this far got sympathy for all ur scars I'm running circles bowing down but im still fucking wondering how
and im still fucking wondering how and im still fucking wondering how
how i even got this far got sympathy for all ur scars I'm running circles bowing down but im still fucking wondering how
the snow will stick upon the ground the sky got dark from all the clouds it's getting cold i say out loud that im still fucking wonderin how
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Credits: DP: Anton Melekh Editor: Mowgly Lee
Scruffpuppiejj plays musicScruffpuppie2021-09-18 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiei learned- original demoScruffpuppie2021-06-12 | njoy dis lots of love to all of ua lesson from the moon (live for kwvs)Scruffpuppie2021-05-09 | song from a set i did todayeverlong- foo fighters coverScruffpuppie2021-04-30 | hilost and found- an originalScruffpuppie2021-04-22 | straight up swagging rn co-written by marshall vore (bridge)feel better- an originalScruffpuppie2021-04-17 | a recording of a song me n my buddy @stagehoax wrote a couple months ago i hope u enjoino good at lying- charlie hickey cover {visualizer}Scruffpuppie2021-03-06 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiescruffpuppie LIVE at the cabin (@kwvsradio)Scruffpuppie2021-02-26 | my set from November last year with kwvs radio setlist (let me know if I missed anything): 1. glass museum 2. gone 3. ego 4. white rooms 5. never coming home 6. I haven't gotten around to telling you 7. thin mints and popcorn 8. loud (I fucked up so bad on this one please skip it for the love of god) 9. a lesson from the moon 10. affection 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppieall apologies- nirvana coverScruffpuppie2021-02-07 | enjoi!! i know i haven't been uploading as much but it's bcos im wrking on something rly rly special. i can't wait to show u all the new music that's coming eeeee :))pebbles- an original songScruffpuppie2021-01-05 | first acoustic song I've written in a while, I hope u enjoy
💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiea sad song about a girl I no longer know (last dungeon cover:( )Scruffpuppie2020-12-28 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppieheather- conan gray coverScruffpuppie2020-11-30 | pardon the slip ups and my feet!! welcome back to your regularly scheduled programmingnever coming home- live ep performance (plus more)Scruffpuppie2020-10-31 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppienever coming home- live ep performance (plus more)Scruffpuppie2020-10-31 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppieNever Coming Home – (Official Music Video)Scruffpuppie2020-10-27 | Director: @mowgly_lee - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! my.community.com/scruffpuppiejj sing song 2 electric boogalooScruffpuppie2020-10-23 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiejj sings songs again whoopeeScruffpuppie2020-10-16 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiedaydreamer- adele coverScruffpuppie2020-10-07 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - hope u enjoy :)))assignment song- an originalScruffpuppie2020-09-23 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - hope u guys enjoy this song i wrote in treatment :) 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiecool enuff - jank coverScruffpuppie2020-09-18 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! 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my.community.com/scruffpuppieneuronz - music video (shot by @broderic.julian)Scruffpuppie2020-08-28 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! my.community.com/scruffpuppienose bleeder - horse jumper of love coverScruffpuppie2020-08-26 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! 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painting white rooms white while the blue pill dissolves inside tonight, it's 6am i haven't been this worried sick since my last binge, you take the m it makes you thin forget the things you always did, i want to stop i never will, i can't slow down it's hard to build myself from where i was 3 months before you came and left me sore, you promised so much to my face then spit right back i can't erase and i'm psychotic, brain's a mess, i took too long to not regret, i need a break from all these things, but what's the point if you aren't here with me? and it's tearing everyone to pieces, the soaring wailing how to fix this, we've been strung out broken like twigs, we aren't lonely, but we're hopeless - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! my.community.com/scruffpuppiewhite rooms pre-premier liveScruffpuppie2020-08-20 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiein my head- bedroom cover (visualizer)Scruffpuppie2020-08-19 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - this is my favorite recording of a cover i've ever made, and the video turned out to look so sick, so i hope you enjoy :)secrets- onerepublic cover on pianoScruffpuppie2020-08-18 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - an oldie but a goodie. before i say this, i wanted to thank every one of you who sees this for your support for my music. i am so unbelievably grateful to b in the position im in, believe me when i say i currently have my dream job. next monday (aug. 24th) i am going to a 28 day rehabilitation program, so my posts on all my social media won't be as frequent as usual, but there will still be some amazing music and videos released soon that i know you all will love. once again, thank you, and wish me luck :)girl- the beatles cover (across the universe versionScruffpuppie2020-08-17 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -heartless- kanye west coverScruffpuppie2020-08-12 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -scruffpup live in her houseScruffpuppie2020-08-11 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiepins and needles- original songScruffpuppie2020-08-11 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -white rooms- official audio snipScruffpuppie2020-08-04 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - go stream on all platforms right now!!!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsIDwhite rooms single tmrw!!Scruffpuppie2020-08-03 | 💞 music - instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppiegoing thru- christian alexander coverScruffpuppie2020-07-23 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsIDego- bts super 8 footage (shot by @mowgly_lee)Scruffpuppie2020-07-16 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - super 8 footage that we got during the shooting for ego
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follow my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4sfEJ... listen to my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2nv... follow my instagram: instagram.com/scruffpuppie follow my soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie text me!!! my.community.com/scruffpuppieafraid of everyone- scruffpuppie (the national cover)Scruffpuppie2020-07-12 | Watch the video for my song 'never coming home' :)) - youtu.be/mn7lYed5Ru8 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Click the link to stream my single "white rooms" !!!- resources.lnk.to/WhiteRoomsID - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - this is easily my favorite recording i've ever made, i hope you enjoyscruffpuppie plays sum tunesScruffpuppie2020-07-09 | 💞 thank u N E R D S for your $700 donation :))) instagram - instagram.com/scruffpuppie soundcloud: soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie twitter: twitter.com/scruffpuppie