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Listening to nevermind
In 1994
Trash the plaid
Lower the flag
Live through this feels bored
Dressed in black like courtney love
In 1994
River's gone with persian brown
High tops on his feet
Thought they knew him till they saw him
Passed out on the street
I love you to death
But it just wasn't enough
Everything's a mess
In 1994
Now my bleach blonde roots
Finally come undone
Paranoid and trapped indoors
In 1994
Friday night
Reality bites
Everyone's burnt out
The familiar purr of anxiety
In 1994
The world outside has got me down
Im too tired to sleep
Thought i knew the answers to you
Now you're buried deep
I love you to death
But it just wasn't enough
Everything's a mess
In 1994
Life's a drag
I feel so worn
Wish i was more like audrey horne
Over this scene
These ripped up jeans suddenly feel dead to me
My encumbered spine
The cloud of sweat
As our bodies align
I don't want to sleep
I don't want to think
I just want to feel
Your sparking touch
My long desire
The grazed bare skin
We both require
I don't want to sleep
I don't want to think
I just want to feel, you, you, you
You kiss me well, when you kiss me hard
And I want it all, every part
You kiss me well, when you kiss me hard
And I want it all, every part
Your buried face
My lust is blind
The hurried grip
That soothes the mind
You kiss me well, when you kiss me hard
And I want it all, every part
You kiss me well, when you kiss me hard
And I want it all, every part
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew my meat for you
Pass it back and forth in a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you
With eyes so dilated, I've became your pupil
You've taught me everything without a poison apple
The water is so yellow
I'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful
Vacuum out the fluids
Chew my meat for you
Pass it back and forth in a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you, you, you, you, you, you
One baby to another says, "I'm lucky to have met you"
I don't care what you think unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube and end up in your infection
Chew my meat for you
Pass it back and forth in a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins
I like you
Something so out of line, but I’ll just keep it to myself
I speak in songs, but I am trying to learn
A modern vernacular for my health
I wish I could speak and have you understand me
I wish I could be without an Angel Landing
I wish I could speak and have you understand me
I wish I could be without an Angel Landing
Some problems are never to be resolved
As neither one of us lives long enough
To see the other given in
Is love so clear
Is it not distorted
Like thе way that you look at yourself in the mirror
And the way you look in pеrson
I wish I could speak and have you understand me
I wish I could be without an Angel Landing
I wish I could speak and have you understand me
I wish I could be without an Angel Landing
We go in circles
I wish I could speak and have you understand me
I wish I could be without an Angel Landing
When you're outta beer
At 3am at some shitty house party in South Philly
I wanna be your drunk text romance
Textualize me
Bike home drunk with me on speaker
Just kidding don't do that, please
This is a song about sexting
Don't you know anything?
(Don't you know anything?)
Just bike home and go to sleep
'Cause that'd be cool and safe
Text me in the morning, though
Or whatever
Act like I care
Oh, I don't
Oh oh, I don't
But just text me in the morning anyway
When you're feeling better
I wanna be your drunk text romance
Next morning nonsense quick call before bed
Quick call before bed
I wanna be your drunk text romance
Next morning nonsense quick call before bed
Quick call before bed
Just text me in the morning
When you're feeling better
I guess
And I've got my head full
Of bad things
And I feel useless
All the time
And I'm a loser
I've lost my mind
I've lost my mind
I feel helpless
No control
Yeah I've been callous
Now I'm miserable
And I'll push my eyes
Inside my skull
Slice off my ears
Rip out my tongue
That sounds like fun
And that sounds like fun
And that sounds like fun
So bury me this time I'm done
That sounds like fun
So bury me
Yeah bury me
Oh bury me
Oh bury me
I'll push my eyes
Inside my skull
Slice off my ears
Rip out my tongue
That sounds like fun
That sounds like fun
And that sounds like fun
So bury me this time I'm done
That sounds like fun
So bury me
Yeah bury me
Oh bury me
Oh bury me
You would ruin the best things
You would spoil the ending
You'd dissolve cotton candy
There you are in the rearview
Faking landings on the moon
Here we are in the driveway
I'm deciding which tree to run us into
Oh no, you scratched until I bled
I hope you choke on your own spit in your own bed
Cause I know
I know how it ends
We're not gonna be friends
In dog years you're dead
If you could be anything
You would be the worst thing
A dry patch when you're sledding
And waking up with my lip bleeding
Here we are in the driveway
Deciding I have more to lose
But you should go home to Chicago
And take a long walk off the Navy Pier
Oh no, you scratched until I bled
I hope you choke on your own spit in your own bed
Cause I know
I know how it ends
We're not gonna be friends
In dog years you're dead
You're dead
You're dead
You're dead
You're dead
And I just sit here on the ground
You thought we'd never do 'cuz you were one of them
And when I think of you now, I just think of then
(Oh)
Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen
Being around you every day
It cannot know the shit you say
You thought we always knew that I was one of them
And when I think of you and you were not of them
(Oh)
Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen
All of the times I thought of you
And every time it made me blue
You thought we never knew 'cuz you were one of them
And when I think of you, I think of you back then
(Oh)
Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen, Queen
Because you come back to me
And I don't want an apology
Just stay away from me
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me
Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday
I heard your name somewhere today
And I couldn't explain my state
Of mind I tried hard to find
How I felt inside and how I tried to hide
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me
Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I don't wanna fight
I just want to stare (tear) into your eyes
I don't wanna give up
I don't wanna try
I don't wanna be here
Stuck in a new year
I don't wanna get drunk
I don't wanna get high
I just want to feel some things sometimes
I don't wanna grow old
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna be here
Stuck in a new year
I'm stuck
Who's got pennies to help feed me
Irresponsibility is dear to me
I piss away my money on this bourgeoisie coffee
I am a child who needs pleasing
Pacifier lost my mouth I'm screaming
Who's got something really dirty
I wanna prove myself as an adult
Who's got something really nasty
Yellowing my teeth but I don't stop
I am a child who has questions
Is the dark for adult interaction?
At thirteen I swore I'd stay pure and
Yeah these days I wish I broke my promise
Fendi Fendi Gucci
Hemi Hemi Chevy
Burning burning burning
Burning burning burning
Fendi Fendi Gucci
Hemi Hemi Chevy
Burning burning burning
Burning burning burning
Design all my affliction and
Blame it all on the past
Interests something in the air between us
Keeping me here
I need this
Never ending chase for freedom
From my own picture of perfect
'Cause it's not worth it
It's not worth it, no
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her
Oh oh oh oh
I'm a stranger
In a strange room
It takes quickness
But I'm retarded
But I'm retarded
But I'm retarded
But I'm
It awful don't I want her
It awful don't I want her
It awful don't I want her
It awful don't I want her
Oh oh oh oh
I'm a stranger
In a strange room
It takes quickness
But I'm retarded
But I'm retarded
But I'm retarded
But I'm
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her
It's awful don't I want her (oh oh oh)
It's awful don't I want her (oh oh oh)
It's awful don't I want her (oh oh oh)
It's awful don't I want her
Oh oh oh oh
Well, I couldn't feel my mouth
'Cause all I'll ever be is someone else
As I watched you walk away
I felt something in me change
My heart froze over, all emotion dripped away
So I drove home
At a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to fly
And I crashed my car
Into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
When you told me that you missed me
Well I couldn't close my eyes
'Cause I realized what it felt like to die
'Cause all you'll ever be
Is a nightmare and a wet dream,
A reason to smile from six feet under ground
So I drove home
At a hundred miles an hour
Just to see what it feels like to die
And I crashed my car
Into someone else's backyard
Just to see what it feels like to die
So bathe me in pale flesh
Promise that I'll never be good again
I hope you miss me when I'm gone
Because I can't hold on for too long
And I'm so scared of dying alone
That I'll kill myself right here, right now
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
And I'll die
I can't quite figure it out
Gaping hole in my soul
I don't know what about
Just looking for something to fill the void
I'm on edge, yeah
I'm a little bit annoyed
And I'm scrolling, scrolling, scrolling through my phone
If I don't put it down, maybe I won't feel alone
Should I smoke a joint or maybe pop a pill?
Go to fantasy land
Where there's time to kill
And I'm scrolling, scrolling, scrolling through my phone
If I don't put it down, maybe I won't feel alone
I'll be gentle and I'll take it slowly
Just as long as you say you don't need me
I'll do you right and I'll take it steady
But when I say go you better be ready
[GOTH]
If you say you gon' ride then you ride for me
If you say you gon' die then you die for me
Keep the pistol on my side, keep it tight on me
You can tell me when you feel you’re ready
Tell me where are you going my beloved
I’ve been waiting all day for you right here
They tell me you are not good for me, my dear
My heart do not care if you were to break me
[Squirrel Flower]
I'll be gentle and I'll take it slowly
Just as long as you say you don't need me
I'll do you right and I'll take it steady
But when I say go you better be ready
[GOTH]
I told you I would be waiting for you, my dear
You just hurry the fuck up cause I’m right here
I know that you can be scared but girl, fuck fear
I told you I would be ready for you right here
Don't you dare say you do not know me
Don't you dare say you do not know me
Don't you dare say you do not know me
Don't you dare say you do not know me
Don't you dare say you do not know me
It was true
But I tried
To forget you
Forget you
Forget you
Forget you
Time is all it takes
In your mind to erase
Your memories
Your memories
Your memories
Your memories
Show
Me your world
That is mine
It is time
To waste away
You're a waste of me
You're a waste of me
You're a waste of me
Get away from me
Get away from me
Run away from me
Run away from me
Get away from me
When I walk through your life
Coming close to everything I like
Your eyelids mold to mine
And I can feel it, oh I can feel it
GothBoiClique
[Verse 1: Horse Head]
I wanna kill myself, but no one believes me
I just wanna be loved, why they gotta deceive me?
Get what they want, then they leave me
GothBoiClique
I just want you to see me, believe me
Honestly I'm the one and you need me, and I need you
It's transparent, it's see through
I'm gettin' money still sad too
[Hook: Lil Peep]
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
[Bridge: Lil Peep]
Now I know, I don't love you anymore
But if you show me a sign, if you show me a sign
Maybe I could find another reason to try
Now I know, now I know, I don't love you anymore
But if you show me a sign, if you show me a sign
Maybe I could find another reason to cry
[Verse 2: Horse Head]
You're the reason I try
You make me wanna die
I think you're so cute...
It kills me every time
And I got a death wish, so I wanna make you mine
I think it's a sign that when the stars align
GothBoiClique, in the black Benz truck
I don't give a fuck
[Hook: Lil Peep]
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you
I'm gettin' money still sad too, I remember when I had you, now I don't
film screens in the back of my mind
you have what you wanted
we hold on to ourselves
long arms with awkward souls
grasp at moments as they pass
you have what you wanted
you live with yourself
soundcloud.com/leech-is-okay/film-screens
I wait it out (I've got a little time)
Heartbreak hotel (I've got a little time)
Highway to hell (I've got a little time)
At night I think about
Your lips on my neck
Hands on your waist
And I can't help but say
I'm all right, I'm okay
Heartbreak
I cast a spell (I'd rather write you a song)
Heartbreak hotel (I'd rather write you a song)
I cast a spell on you (I'd rather write you a song)
So I can keep you safe (I'd rather write you a song)
Don't run away from me (I'd rather write you a song)
No need to be afraid (I'd rather write you a song)
Oh no (I'd rather write you a song)
Thought you the one for me, I followed you so blindly
It started off so good, but I was such a fool
I fell for all your tricks, and those bullshit lies too
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
You play with my heart, feel like I'm in the dark
I stayed with you last night, but I knew it wasn't right
It started off so good, but I was such a fool
I fell for all your tricks, and those bullshit lies too
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
I've got my head up in the clouds
You always seem to let me down
I think that I am in too deep
I guess I never was enough
Yeah she kisses the way that good songs are sung
And she thinks that she's special
But she knows that I'm really only looking for some fun,
Now she's sitting on my bed half naked,
Asking if I want to go out and get some breakfast
While I'm walking to the kitchen
Wondering why the hell hasn't she left yet
I'm losing hope
Thought I was living but I'm dying in Ontario
And she should really be wearing her winter coat
Don't know why all the girls wanna be so cold
Now she's poppin' 'em like Tylenol and chasing it with alcohol
She had a great set of legs and didn't seem to mind my busted ass smile
Anyways, I bought her a couple of drinks
She had the first one then got all religious on me
Mumbled something about the twelve steps and how it's a "real disease"
Well, I guess it's time for me to leave
I'm losing hope
Thought I was living more like dying in Ontario
And she should really be wearing her winter coat,
Don't know why all the girls around here wanna be so cold
I'm losing hope
Thought I was living more like dying in Ontario
And she should really be wearing her winter coat,
Don't know why all the girls around here wanna be so cold
I'm getting tired of this feeling in my stomach
It's not this city, it's what I've done with it
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired of this feeling in my stomach
It's not this city, it's what I've done with it
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired
All my angels are etched in snow
All my angels are etched in snow
Thought I was living but I'm dying in Ontario
All my angels are etched in snow
All my angels are etched in snow
All my angels are etched in snow
Thought I was living but I'm dying in Ontario
I can't hear them but
I know what they're saying
Know what they're saying
Conversations spark up from
The war paint on their face
Paint on their face
The band's ignored as the
Kids get bored and
It's always the same
Day after day
I lose all hope as you
Stumble to the strokes
And it's always the case
Day after day
And I don't want you
I don't want you
And I don't want you
I don't want you
Everybody's walking
I can't tell what they love or hate
Love or hate
Conversations
Staying grey is the
Name of the game
Name of the game
The shirts get worn
As the monsters are born
And it's always the case
It's always the same
As they smoke they are
Trying not to choke
And it's always the case
Day after day
And I don't want you
I don't want you
And I don't want you
I don't want you
my friends say ghosts will watch me sleep
and i feel strange
this body stands on it's last legs
my eyes feel numb my chest the same
i sit by the phone and wait for you
when you said you'd call did you tell the truth
can we sit and talk by the parking lot
were we used to smoke the summer before
i'm not myself since the last may
But I can't recall how I was those days anymore
I'm learning how to be here and nowhere else
How to focus on what I can do myself
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
I feel fine, but
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
I feel fine and
Leave it all to memory of what we did when we were young and
Now you could just leave me on my own
I'm moving toward a new idea, you're not what I really needed
Now you could just leave me on my own, but
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
It's over now, there's a way I was before
But I can't recall how I was those days anymore
I'm learning how to be here and nowhere else
How to focus on what I can do myself
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
I feel fine, but
I'm not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
Not telling you all I'm going through
I feel fine and
Leave it all to memory of what we did when we were young and
Now you could just leave me on my own
I'm moving toward a new idea, you're not what I really needed
Now you could just leave me on my own, but
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
You're the thought that's haunting
You're the thought that's haunting me
You're the thought that's haunting
You're, you're the thought that's haunting me
You're the thought that's haunting me
You're the thought that's haunting me
You're the thought that's haunting me
You're, you're the thought that's haunting
You're the thought that's haunting me
You're, you're the thought that's haunting me
You're, you're the thought that's haunting me
You're the thought that's haunting
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
I'm not, I'm not you
You're a part of me, you're a part of me
Feeling sry when I say that im in love with you
I wanna make love in this club
When im drunk and i miss you
I wanna make love in this club
Cause im dumb and i miss you
I want buffalo '66 vhs with you in my bed
But instead you watch it separately and think of me
You say you never
You say you never
Wanna make love in this club
Cause im drunk
And i haven't changed a bit
Love for us is too much
I wanna make love in this club
Or just hug cause i miss you
Wanna make love in this club
Or just hug cause I miss you
I was never aware or prepared for it
Come in, go out, come in, go out
You left my side
Forget to try
A dead is better
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Everything
And then you say that "Everything's okay"
You took my mind and we take turns to smile
And then you say that "I will feel no pain"
You took a while and we take turns to smile
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Everything
Everything
Everything
Seventeen years and I wouldn't have guessed - blank paper views
I was never aware or prepared for it
Come in, go out, come in, go out
You left my side
Forget to try
A dead is better
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Why suffocate your time, when you've got me, buried under everything?
Everything
Everything
Everything
Watch the sun, forever is a long time
I suppose that I just need to feel
You wake, you watch, you fall, you sleep
Its hard to keep life it seems
A moment elapsed
When i'm gone, i'm in the past
The more I see
Everything's so real
Anything I ever want, I can never know
You live, you learn, you love, you burn
It drips away
[Chorus]
She says I can't live forever
I feel like i'm in heaven
Time slips right through my fingers
I leave my body lingers
[Verse]
It moves so fast, like broken glass
I fade away, a waste of space
A lucid dream that we believe
Its peels apart, a piece of art
Everything I do
I sit and watch the moon pass by again
It always ends
Anything I ever want, I can never know
You live, you learn, you love, you burn
Its drips away
[Chorus]
She says I can't live forever
I feel like i'm in heaven
Time slips right through my fingers
I leave my body lingers
[Bridge]
And it feels just like forever
Forever seems so blue
I just wanna let you feel
I just wanna let you feel
I just want to let you feel
I just want to make you feel
Forever don't seem so real
'Cus i just want to let you feel
I just want to make you feel
I just want to make you feel
Forever don't seem so real
'Cus i just want to make you feel
[Chorus]
She says I can't live forever
I feel like i'm in heaven
Time slips right through my fingers
I leave my body lingers
I lay down on the concrete 'cause i used to know you
Know you, know you
Push down on my chest so i can't breathe
I ask for your hands and you gave me everything
Everything everything
You were kind and i was cruel
Now i'm lost
Feel stupid too
I'm asking are you fucked? 'Cause i'm feeling fucked
Are you feeling fucked, are you feeling fucked yeah?
I built a machine and it turned on me
I asked you to be what you shouldn't be
Be, be
You were kind and i was cruel
Now i'm lost
Feel stupid too
I'm asking are you fucked? 'Cause i'm feeling fucked
Are you feeling fucked, are you feeling fucked yeah?
You were kind and i was cruel
Now i'm lost
Feel stupid too
I'm asking are you fucked? 'Cause i'm feeling fucked
Are you feeling fucked, are you feeling fucked yeah?
You were kind and i was cruel
Now i'm lost
Feel stupid too
I'm asking are you fucked? 'Cause i'm feeling fucked
Are you feeling fucked, are you feeling fucked yeah?
I think I'm getting depressed again
I think I'm gonna lose all my friends
I'm trying to switch up my medicine
So I can be more of a gentleman
It's just the more I sleep, the less I eat
And everything would matter just a little bit less
If I saved a couple pounds and I just lost the rest
I guess I got too caught up in confidence to feel confident
I think I'm having a panic attack
I think I'm disappointing my dad
Just stuff me into a duffle bag
So I can feel all alone again
Whenever I fall asleep
I keep on having the same damn dreams
I know you heard this already
But I don't ever want you to leave
I thought you didn't even like to leave
And I know you can surf this too
Tried to pretend, but it just don't feel right
To be your number one
Should have known better, I tried to stay cool
You were telling me I'm such a fool to say no
Number one
Make me behave like an animal
Make me behave like an animal
I'm asking nicely, give me what I want
I'll ask politely, give me what I want
I tried to love you, but you're not my type
Tried to pretend, but it just don't feel right
To be your number one
Make me behave like an animal
Make me behave like an animal
I'm asking nicely, give me what I want
I'll ask politely, give me what I want
Make me behave like an animal
Make me behave like an animal
Make me behave like an animal
Make me behave like an animal
the warmth in your bold stare
haunts me
the time that we're wasting
the words bitter tasting
to you
mountains seem lonely
without holding closely
to you
days full of promise
time creeps up on us
slowly
Back, back and forth
Why am I always so back and forth?
I don't know, I'm confused
Don't you know, you conflict me?
Black, black and grey
Why am I always so black and grey?
I still can't hold your gaze
Why am I always still looking away?
[Pre-Chorus]
When I look at the world around me, I feel wrong
There's too many people surrounding me
I'm still spinning
[Chorus]
And all those teenage feelings, they're overwhelming
And all those teenage feelings
[Verse 2]
You, you don't know, how could you?
How could you possibly know what's in my head?
I meant to tell you
Black, black and grey
I couldn't tell anyone except Kate
And it's not getting easier
It’s not getting easier yet
[Pre-Chorus]
When I look at the world around me, I feel wrong
There's too many people surrounding me
I'm still spinning
[Chorus]
And all those teenage feelings, they're overwhelming
And all those teenage feelings
[Bridge]
And all I ever wanted was to get high with you
Do you want to get high with me too?
And all I ever wanted was to decay with you
Do you wanna rot with me too?
[Outro]
And all those teenage feelings, they're overwhelming
And all those teenage feelings
Nothing is real
Nobody's home
Some things remain like stone
And never picking up the phone
These walls are sick of me
Got nothing left to offer oh but
Don't you want to think you're free
I'd rather dream, oh can't you see?
Always
Always
Always
I live a life alone
Where nothing ever seems to go
This bed this floor await my head
How does it feel?
Nothing is real
I guess we'll never know
I guess you'll never know
I guess we'll never know
I guess you'll never know
Thinking about you
And you know I always do
I don't want to go to sleep tonight when I can stay up
Thinking about you
And you know I always do
Marlboro Nights
Marlboro Nights
I don't want to go to school tomorrow I'm too tired
I don't want to go to sleep tonight I'll see the fire
We had too many
Marlboro Nights
Marlboro Nights
Superboy, Supergirl:
Oh, I've got a question for Superworld
What gets you through?
Who gets you past?
And how do you, fly so fast?
Oh, is it the fame?
Cause everybody knows, who you are?
Well, it can't be the same
Cause I hear you're from outer space, pretty far
Superboy's got his problems,
And Girl's got her hang-ups
And I know that it can't be easy to be
Superboy in a messed up world, these days
Or a Supergirl in a thankless world, these days
Bu-bu-bup, bu-bu-bup (etc)
I said, Please don't let them get you down,
Because you're the only superheroes in our town.
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Born stupid useless
Needs to be
Taken care of
I need some
Assisstance
Self assurance
From years of
Persistance
Pour out of me
I give all theres to give
You say, said it'd never be this way
You aint my friend
You aint my friend
You say, said it'd never be this way
You aint my friend
You aint my friend
Born wasted fated
Could never
make my voice heard
Theres no word
That has truth
Self assurance
Come from years of
Persistence
Pour out of me
I give all
Theres to give
You say, said it'd never be this way
You aint my friend
You aint my friend
You say, said it'd never be this way
You aint my friend
You aint my friend
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Are you always gonna be hanging around
Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man?
These sensations barely interest me for another day,
I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away.
It's getting faster, moving faster now, it's getting out of hand,
On the tenth floor, down the back stairs, it's a no man's land,
Lights are flashing, cars are crashing, getting frequent now,
I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it out somehow.
What means to you, what means to me, and we will meet again,
I'm watching you, I'm watching her, I'll take no pity from you friends,
Who is right, who can tell, and who gives a damn right now,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know,
I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling,
I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling,
Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling, feeling.
That I'd ever seen
I used to come just to make it okay
Then when the back-biting babies try to tell me your plans
I always knew just how much to erase
I've got the kind I've been thinking it would get me home
I promise things just before I'm awake
She make me add that stupid shit I never do
I used to come just to make it okay
We were a memory
We were a meant to be
Look in love
And stay loose!
You took a corner
Always been so good to me
You're wasting time
That's really got me thinking of
That you're the other unfortunate one
You got me coming cause you beat me on the side of the road
Checking cabs cause I'm cool and get paid
You put your cruel naughty body always do what I'm told
You pullin' out just to make me obey
We were a memory
We were a meant to be
Look in love
And stay loose!
Your f-f-figures look so good to me
You got me thinking, what you got me thinking of
That you're the other unfortunate one
Oh, oh, oh
Your f-f-figures look so good to me
That you're the other the unfortunate one
Oh, oh, oh
She was the first penitentiary
That I'd ever seen
She was the first penitentiary
That I'd ever seen
She was the first penitentiary
That I'd ever seen
That I'd ever seen
I don't wanna take my time
I don't wanna take my time, girl, give me it now
If you wanna take this line let me know right now
Baby, cause I'm breaking it down
Girl, give me it now
Let me know right now, let me know right now
Girl, give me it now
Giving girls cocaine...
[Lil Tracy:]
Didn't know her first name, fucked her on the first date
Breaking down that cocaine, vampire stay awake
She said I'm insane, yeah, I know you like that
Give it to me right now, I'ma give it right back
GothBoi, blood dripping in the club light
Switchblade cut coke, give a bitch lines
GothBoiClique, I don't give a fuck, bitch
Young punk bitch, fucking on a drunk bitch
[Lil Peep:]
I don't wanna take my time, girl, give me it now
If you wanna take this line let me know right now
Baby, cause I'm breaking it down
Girl, give me it now
Let me know right now, let me know right now
Girl, give me it now
Giving girls cocaine...
I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once
Lately I can't find the beat
I used to feel the rush
Started with a little bit
Now I don't know how to quit
Always feel inadequate
Same way that my daddy did
Mama told me not to try
And I should have taken her advice
And now I'm all twisted
When it's all gone, I miss it
I'll try just to do somethin'
I'll try 'cause I got nothin'
Else that gets me through the day
'Til I find another way
I'll try just to do somethin'
I'll try 'cause I got nothin'
Even if I lose again
I won't quit
I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once, uh
Lately I can't find a beat
I used to feel the rush
And now I need you to feel the vibe
I need you to see the point
I need you to feel alive
I need you to fill the void
My insecurities are
My own worst enemy, yeah
Something's not lettin' me
Move the way I used to
Thought you could better me but
Then you stopped lettin' me walk
Now you're just settin' me off
So I'm tryna lose you
I'll fight just to do somethin'
I'll fight 'cause I got nothin'
Else that gets me through the day
'Til I find another way
I'll fight just to do somethin'
I'll fight 'cause I got nothin'
Even if I lose again
I can't quit, mmm
I wonder how I got by this week
I only touched you once
Lately I can't find a beat
I used to feel the rush
And now I need you to feel the vibe
I need you to see the point
I need you to feel alive
I need you to fill the void
I need you to fill the void
I need you to fill the void
You paralyze me every time
I try to find some paradise
I've got to fill the void
And now I'm paranoid
You paralyze me every time
I try to find some paradise
I've got to fill the void
And now I'm paranoid
i wanna go home and think about you
smoking thc im tripping on lsd
smoking thc im tripping on lsd
i wanna go home and sit in my room
i wanna go home and think about you
smoking thc im tripping on lsd
smoking thc im tripping on lsd