The rapture and the Mandela effectEvan Hicks2017-10-19 | Just a brief theory of what I think the Mandela effect could be.Making a hard decision.Evan Hicks2020-06-09 | I had to save myself and protect my family. It's the hardest decision I have ever faced. Only God knows how it will turn out.Bad cptsd episodeEvan Hicks2020-04-15 | Recent cpstd episode was one of the worst I have had. I am looking for people that may be experiencing the same stuff I am going threw.With holding my son and using covid 19 as the reasonEvan Hicks2020-03-29 | Narcissists using the outbreak to work for them. This is a short video about mine. I look forward to hearing what yours has done during this.Arrogance in the world,stay home!Evan Hicks2020-03-27 | Do the best thing for everyoneTalking threw a cptsd episodeEvan Hicks2019-10-17 | Having a difficult time with my cpstd and trying to talk about it to see if sharing helps. Also trying to think threw the past.TriggersEvan Hicks2019-07-26 | Thoughts about triggers how to grow with them and open up to life.Happier LifeEvan Hicks2019-04-02 | This video talks about the remaking issues I have been dealing with and how my life is much happier now and I won't be posting as often. I love you all, thank you for allowing me to share my pain,growth, and healing.Happy 2019! My New Year videoEvan Hicks2019-01-07 | my thought on the last year and starting a new one fresh.My relatioship deal breakersEvan Hicks2018-12-11 | I made this list and video after getting involved with an unhealthy person. Sadly I went back an tried to work it out. Did not work.lol Love you all and always love yourself!My PTSD emotional flashbackEvan Hicks2018-11-14 | Day 2 of a very intense episode.Morning the Narcisst an the relationships end.Evan Hicks2018-09-18 | Pretty much what the title says.Discovering my shadow self and he is pissedEvan Hicks2018-09-11 | My self exploration and dreams culminate in my beginning to understand my repressed anger and how I got this way. Love you all!One yr after leaving the NarcissistEvan Hicks2018-09-04 | A year later and temporary rough patch.When the Narcissist just wont stop being childish.Evan Hicks2018-08-22 | My experience with the Narcissist ex wife where she uses school paper work to try to get at me. What I did and what I think. Thank you to all my subscribers and I love you all.Calling my son and dealing with his narc motherEvan Hicks2018-08-21 | This video starts out with me talking about how I handle the phone calls in my situation with my son and his narcissist mother.Focusing on the new me and excepting my new life.Evan Hicks2018-08-17 | Realising certain truths about the life I'm creating. How I'm feelimg and grow g toward a more wholesome well round me.Dont be a lightning rod for narcissist.Evan Hicks2018-08-09 | My brief thoughts on avoiding getting struck by narcissist lightingWhy does the evil narcissist win?Evan Hicks2018-07-30 | My personal opinion on this subject. Love and be well!Communication with a narcissistEvan Hicks2018-07-28 | My thoughts on communication with a narcissist and the challenges that come with it.Conflicting feelings over the narcissist new life.Evan Hicks2018-07-19 | Update on my visits with my son, ex wife, and my daughter's possible narc bf.Narcisst VaccineEvan Hicks2018-07-06 | Just a thought I have.simulation theory my theoryEvan Hicks2018-06-27 | Different from my normal videos I briefly discuss what I consider a possibility that could tie alot of different beliefs and ideas together. let me know what you think.An attempt to work with the narcEvan Hicks2018-06-26 | I give a quick and brief statement about the narcist and her behavior then I talk mainly about my self in relationship to that event. I also blow threw a few quick thoughts that go threw my head. Love you all and love yourself!My narcissist and breast feeding.Evan Hicks2018-06-22 | A quick thought on how my ex acted about breast feeding and a few thoughts about forgiveness at the end of the video. I LOVE YOU ALLThe Narcisst not going by custody orderEvan Hicks2018-06-19 | The Narcisst still doing whatever she wants despite a court order. I come to the painful realization that my son has become a flying monkey for the narc.Custody trial verdict with the narcissistEvan Hicks2018-06-13 | My disbelief on the judges verdict about my custody case. I am looking to here from anyone that has any input on the subject thank you to all my Subscribers truly love youSummary of self date and my thoughtsEvan Hicks2018-05-27 | This video talks about several issues in my life at this time.My date night aloneEvan Hicks2018-05-27 | Taking myself out for a self date. I discuss the emotions around it.Another relationship endsEvan Hicks2018-05-21 | My latest relationship ends I talk about that and my thoughts around it and myself.Court custody trial today. Fighting the NarcissistEvan Hicks2018-05-15 | Our day in court against the Narcissist.Monday morning depressionEvan Hicks2018-05-14 | Woke up depressed and had to vent about it.Step childrenEvan Hicks2018-05-13 | Realizing some painful truths about the relationship I had with my stepsons.Mothers and me thinking outloud.Evan Hicks2018-05-13 | My thoughts on a mother's love and a narc. and random stuff going threw my mind as I walk and talk.When my narcist would get drunkEvan Hicks2018-05-09 | Short video about the childish behavior of my ex when she would get drunk.Time perceptionEvan Hicks2018-04-22 | A question on time.Surrendering to letting go of attachmentsEvan Hicks2018-04-22 | This is my thoughts on the current situations in my life and how I believe I must let go of attachments. And some other stuff to.lol Thank you to everyone!Emotionally Closed OffEvan Hicks2018-04-09 | Excepting that I am emotionally closed off and talking it threw out loud.Difficult decisions to make an talking aloud.Evan Hicks2018-04-02 | This is about me ignoring a calling since childhood and the issues that came from it. I would like any responses you care to share.DecisionsEvan Hicks2018-04-02 | ...Hard choice to make.Evan Hicks2018-03-26 | I have decided to stop fighting the narc for several reasons that I touch upon in this video. Only way that I see left to help my son in a corrupted legal system.Emotional abuse on a child is not illegal.Evan Hicks2018-03-07 | My child's counsler tells me she knows emotional abuse is happening to my child but nothing can be done because it's not illegalMentally freeing myself from the NarcissistEvan Hicks2018-02-17 | I believe I am getting to a new level of acceptance and understanding in my life. Starting to feel free and happy and realize I am worthy of my life.I want to hear your storiesEvan Hicks2018-01-31 | I am gathering stories and information about the horrible types of abuse and the impacts on the victims and survivors. My email is stevehic5@aol.com or I'm on fb as Evan Hicks.End of the new relationship and what I learned. No more Narcissist girlfriend!Evan Hicks2018-01-22 | Short video on my first relationship after the narc. and how it went.Starting a new relationship after the narcissistEvan Hicks2018-01-15 | I begin a new romantic relationship and talk about how I feel and touch on a few other thiughtsHappy New Year to Everyone. My message for 2018Evan Hicks2018-01-01 | I talk about my faults this year some challenges. My future goals and how things need to be better.narc ex-wife puts our son upto faking sick to make me take him home.Evan Hicks2017-12-27 | title says it all.Mixed feelings over visit with my son.Evan Hicks2017-12-24 | Having mixed feelings about my first visit back with my son. After he continues to lie against me for his mom.Dealing with another of the narcs games in courtEvan Hicks2017-12-19 | Ex using the system to get at my via our son.Narc deals me another blow to the gut.Evan Hicks2017-12-12 | More bullshit from the narc. no more visits with my son. Tryi g to figure out what is going on and what todo.