Run For Cover Records“Dizzy On The Comedown” by Turnover from the CD/LP/Digital “Peripheral Vision" available on Run For Cover Records on May 4th, 2015.
Up and down like a red rubber ball You're always back and forth like the clock on the wall I want to know about you I'm spinning all around you
If I stay do you think that we could change your routine? I know a trick, I've always got a few up my sleeve This life is controlled confusion It's just a grand illusion
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?" And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Sing along to a song that I know It goes bah bah bada, sing it over and over Let it hypnotize you I'm still here right beside you
Hold my hand, you can follow my lead You're like a ballerina twirling round on your feet And watching is so fantastic I want to ask you
Would you come here and spin with me? I've been dying to get you dizzy Find a way up into your head So I can make you feel like new again
Now collapse, take delight in the fall and catch your breath I know you feel the ring from it all So try and collect yourself now It's just a euphoric comedown
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?" And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Cause I can still remember when you were afraid of the dark And I told you to come and you followed where I asked you to go
Would you come here and spin with me? I've been dying to get you dizzy Find a way up into your head So I can make you feel like new again
Turnover - Dizzy On The Comedown (Official Audio)Run For Cover Records2015-05-04 | “Dizzy On The Comedown” by Turnover from the CD/LP/Digital “Peripheral Vision" available on Run For Cover Records on May 4th, 2015.
Up and down like a red rubber ball You're always back and forth like the clock on the wall I want to know about you I'm spinning all around you
If I stay do you think that we could change your routine? I know a trick, I've always got a few up my sleeve This life is controlled confusion It's just a grand illusion
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?" And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Sing along to a song that I know It goes bah bah bada, sing it over and over Let it hypnotize you I'm still here right beside you
Hold my hand, you can follow my lead You're like a ballerina twirling round on your feet And watching is so fantastic I want to ask you
Would you come here and spin with me? I've been dying to get you dizzy Find a way up into your head So I can make you feel like new again
Now collapse, take delight in the fall and catch your breath I know you feel the ring from it all So try and collect yourself now It's just a euphoric comedown
And you ask me "How do you feel when you're away?" And you ask me "How do you pass the days?"
Cause I can still remember when you were afraid of the dark And I told you to come and you followed where I asked you to go
Would you come here and spin with me? I've been dying to get you dizzy Find a way up into your head So I can make you feel like new again
Lyrics: At the bottom of the hill, across the street I used to live There are some people that I used to know and though it’s been a minute, I will never go back there again Everybody is talking about the things they’ll do someday And they’re trading off their fantasies but when they sleep it goes away But I cant do that, I’ve got to keep it moving And that let’s you down
It makes me sick When I let you down
Saw someone out on the corner where I used to live We had spent a couple years together in the past but I can’t sit here dying like he has been Said it’s okay if you like the rain because sometimes it’s beautiful And it’s okay if you like the pain but you want some good times too Man, you’ve got problems You never want to solve them And that keeps you down
Lyrics: Such a handful and some sharp words Your one liners, they mean nothing My struggles are so excitable I just keep coming back for more
Cause I can’t take it slow If it’s absolute, it’s out of my control
Whether crystal or marble The fumes surround till you can see god
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of
Can’t be too careful and you don’t want to You’ve got a real good, sick sense of humor My struggles are so beneficial I just keep coming back for more
Cause I can’t take it slow When push comes to shove, I’ll be at your door
You may be clever, but you are a fool And maybe I am too
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of No, it’s never going to be like it was And if your heart was really broken Well then, you’d be dead on the floor
Cause I can’t take it slow When push comes to shove, I’ll be at your door
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of No, it’s never going to be like it was And if your heart was really broken Well then, you’d be dead on the floor
Lyrics: Frenzy in the rain, mania days Fold up my head, got a new keepsake Over my neck, under my ribcage
If the moment was just right, then you’d know if I could
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough
The shrapnel in your face Into your gut, keeps you fed for days Over my neck, under my ribcage Said you want more, just to turn face Maybe that’s you, never going to be me Over my neck, under my ribcage It is not enough
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on I used to be so passionate, it’s not enough
If the moment was just right, then you’d know if I could
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on I used to be so passionate, it’s not enough
Lyrics: I’ve got means and I’ve got needs, I’ve got to learn a lot of things At least you’ve got somebody to love I have a lot of means; I can’t believe you’re wasting your life with me At least you’ve got somebody to love
You’re not bothered by what you see or what you’ve read You’re not impressed by what I do or how I dress
I’ve been mean and I’ve been sweet Come out and open skies for me Melody makes you cry again Now that’s the way we roll, yeah I have got a lot of means; I can’t believe you’re wasting your life with me Baby, you have got somebody to love
You’re not bothered by what you see or what you’ve read You’re not impressed by what I do or how I dress
Take the feeling in your head, the rattle in your chest away
I’ve been dreaming, I’ve been sleeping Never waking up again Melody saves me once again Now that’s the way we roll, yeah I have got a lot of means; I can’t believe you’re wasting your life with me Baby, you have got somebody to love
Lyrics: Well I wonder what you have been thinking about now that the world has made you real You said, “I don’t want anyone talking about us because that is that and that’s the deal”
It takes one to know one
No, you can’t make the words come out of your mouth But the things you do, they are real Well, I was made to be a grown man at 13 while you’ve never missed a meal
It takes one to know one You will repay back what you owe
Yeah, I think about you and who you have become and there’s still a part of me that cares And though I’m glad I made it out alright, I’m sorry to leave you there
But you know, it takes one to know one
And in the end, the bottom line is You will repay back what you owe
Lyrics: Yelling through the wall, bad company Maybe I’ll beat down the door Looking through a stained-glass lens I live it and let die
Because I don’t want your love, your pride, your touch I’d rather spend a hundred nights alone That’s what I want
Took a bit of time, I’ve found the way Can’t live with the sickness of soul The things you say are only things I’ve heard you say before
Because I don’t want your love, your pride, your touch I’d rather spend a hundred nights alone Yeah, I’ve heard it all before and once or twice is enough to send you out the door That’s what I want
I’ll break the noose Don’t call me if you got the time
Because I don’t want your love, your pride, your touch, your fuss, the baggage you’ve become Yeah, I’ve heard it all before and once or twice is enough to send you out the door That’s what I want
Yelling through the wall, bad company Maybe I’ll beat down the door Looking through a stained-glass lens I live it and let die
Lyrics: Nice job, but there’s no result No work, no getting after And I didn’t get the memo But I’ll be around whenever
I don’t know which way to go So tell me what I need to know right now
I want to be a witness, to pay more attention to this I’m dealing with a head trip
I don’t know which way to go So tell me what I need to know And the choice is individual It is something so particular
Flowers spring through the wall They can’t be there anymore I don’t want to be a fraud
I want to be a leader Package and sell my vision Put on a brand new t shirt, teach you survival
I won’t be the one to trip you up Or shake you down and leave for fun I could buy you something nice for once Or take you out to California
Flowers spring through the wall They can’t be there anymore I don’t want to be a fraud
I want to have a big headstone, yeah Don’t want to be Post-It noted One second and the chance is stolen Oh, no I want to be a big, strong soldier Go out with a gun to the throat, yeah I want to have a big headstone, yeah
No, I wont be the one to trip you up Or leave you alone when you’re fucking up And the choice is individual It is something so particular
Flowers spring through the wall They can’t be there anymore I don’t want to be a fraud
Lyrics: We go wild, drawn to the feeling Get your ticket, come back on Wednesday I’m not trying to push you around, kid The struggle becomes your religion
What’s the matter now? What is getting you down?
We’re stuck stitching our cuts A target on one will result in a flood Enough is enough I’m calling the dogs and we’re going to get rough I’m calling my dogs and we’re going to get rough
Pull me up, give me some resolution Tell me what is getting you down
My soul is dressed wild and wicked On a roll and the hand is ticking And the feeling is so sickening We are dying, we can’t be treated
Pull me up, give me some resolution Never enough, never going to be enough for us Tell me what is getting you down
I’m stuck Put my mask up Let your mouth run and you’re going to get fucked Enough is enough I’m calling the dogs and we’re going to get rough I’m calling my dogs and we’re going to get rough
Lyrics: I don’t know where you’ve been, I don’t even know who you are I don’t know how you talk with those rocks in your mouth But when I look around, you’re no where to be found You lost your self control, that’s all on you now
You’ve been slowing down, tripping over yourself Falling to the ground, you can get a grip or get out It’s been so long since you’ve been gone Just a little is far too much of you
Why don’t you bang this into your head? Into your brain, right through your skull Lay low Never will or be again, never was before Now you’ll never know Lay low
Though the shades are drawn, the light inside remains on I feel a dagger come out the back of my throat It’s been so long since you’ve been gone Just a little is far too much of you
Why don’t you bang this into your head? Into your brain, right through your skull Lay low Never will or be again, never was before Now you’ll never know Lay low
Lyrics: I’m looking ahead in my line of sight And the curtain has been open the whole of my life It’s safe to feel like I’m a whisper in time All your smiles and all your frowns in the same light
I said I don’t want to be the second option anymore And I don’t want to leave out of your back door, that’s for sure
I’m looking outside through the door in the bitter cold And what you own, I never knew you stole But I can’t fake it now, I seem to only go down Making me turn on you every time
I said I don’t want to be the second option anymore And I don’t want to leave out of your back door, that’s for sure And I don’t want to be put in your pocket anymore And I don’t want to be the second option, that’s for sure
Take time in a place where your mind hides I used to know everything, now you don’t write We’re chasing a feeling and you know that ain’t right I used to know everything, watch it unwind
Witness past, walk in touch Free of lease, owned by lust Hide from light, wash in dusk Live by night, far from love
Lyrics: Put your camera away Sick as a dog, so we medicate Give your wheels to me, I’ll be there in a day Feels like I’ve been here before Seen some new faces, seen some old ones Don’t you fuck with me, cause I am getting old
When one heart is hurt, the other will answer Find itself in pieces but held together
I know that you will call me if you’re lonely
Don’t want to start a war It’s not who we are, but it’s what we’ve done before Lay on the bed like lovers
When one heart is hurt, the other will answer Find itself in pieces but held together Save your money till you get the trigger Pay our debts together because we are lovers
I know that you will call me if you’re lonely
When one heart is hurt, the other will answer Find itself in pieces but held together You and me, we are never going to be winners We’ll pay our debts together because we are lovers
Lyrics: Such a handful and some sharp words Your one liners, they mean nothing My struggles are so excitable I just keep coming back for more
Cause I can’t take it slow If it’s absolute, it’s out of my control
Whether crystal or marble The fumes surround till you can see god
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of
Can’t be too careful and you don’t want to You’ve got a real good, sick sense of humor My struggles are so beneficial I just keep coming back for more
Cause I can’t take it slow When push comes to shove, I’ll be at your door
You may be clever, but you are a fool And maybe I am too
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of No, it’s never going to be like it was And if your heart was really broken Well then, you’d be dead on the floor
Cause I can’t take it slow When push comes to shove, I’ll be at your door
No, it’s never going to be like it was And I can’t predict what’s going to come And you don’t know what I’m thinking of No, it’s never going to be like it was And if your heart was really broken Well then, you’d be dead on the floor
Produced, Engineered and Mixed by Brett Romnes at The Barber Shop Studios Mastered By Mike Kalajian at Rogue Planet Mastering
Lyrics What do you want? Well I can’t explain Well you’d be down, down, watch in the mean while While I’m moving All myself away You can see me down, down, lost under green light
In the end I should’ve said I wish it could be me there Or have I done what’s been asked of me? In the end i should’ve said “i wish you could see me here” but opening up was my first mistake
So should we fight? Throw it all away? Well you’d be down, down, lost and it seems wild Guess it’s alright would’ve anyway You would see me down, down, washed from the green light
Is it my fault? Or can I stop before I say “I’ll see you around”?
In the end I should’ve said I wish it could be me there Or have I done what’s been asked of me? In the end i should’ve said “i wish you could see me here” but opening up was my first mistakeSubscribe to Run For Cover on YouTube to stay updated on all our releases: http://www.youtube.com/user/runforcovertube
Lyrics: There's gotta be a picture in my head Trying to remember what you said We’re staying inside with rubber bands The keys are in the van It’s gotta be made in a small batch
There's gotta be a chicken that has hatched It’s gotta be a baseball player's catch Comedians cry, computers can’t The median is “and” Another day with stencils in your hand
And you'll be back and forth forever In the mode of transportation you stand by Horns and strings, it's a rather deep appearance Driving through the countryside before the news broke
Have you got anything better to do? Your eyes are all over the ceiling Humidity's hot, and you can't just give it to the dead Warm your way to nothing in an instant
There's gotta be something about the rules There’s gotta be something you need some tools for There's gonna be everything you want and more Comedians cry
You'll be back and forth forever In the mode of transportation you stand by Horns and strings it's a rather deep appearance Driving through the countryside before the news broke
And we’re circling round the horn again Through a line of communication you stand by Pull some strings, it's another interference Walking in the city and lying in the countryside You'll be back and forth forever In the mode of transportation you stand by Horns and strings, it's a rather deep appearance Walking in the city, and lying in the countryside
Lyrics: There’s so much silence in the valley Go ahead and take it off the trees It’s gonna make my voice sound different So you can look after it But I don’t know if my improv is any good, or kinda bad I don’t know what you do to me
Guitars get acoustic sometimes Guitars get electric sometimes
It only takes a few minutes to get across the river It only takes a few minutes to get into the sky I don’t trust you, you don’t trust me We don’t trust that other guy We don’t know what to do sometimes So everybody clap your hands two times I went to Disney World in 1999 I shook hands with the characters waiting in line I feel like a character sometimes Guitars get electric sometimes
Guitars get acoustic sometimes Guitars get electric sometimes
Lyrics: Mumbling guys aren’t going to lie Watery eyes aren’t going to cry I could just stand here but I should try To look like I’m gonna go fishing Act like I’m gonna do the dishes Sounds like I’ve got a lot of wishes to fulfill
Walking ‘round town with a lot of missed calls Worried for the way that I’m living because The coffee and champagne are doing big things You look like you’re gonna go fishing Act like you’re gonna do the dishes Sounds like you’ve got a lot of wishes to fulfill
It’s so nice to feel like it doesn’t matter You can find it on my pattern It doesn’t seem to try Doesn’t seem to matter why
You look like you’re gonna go fishing Act like you’re gonna do a the dishes Sounds like you’ve got a lot of wishes Last night I saw two people kissing in a dream And I woke up I was on a mission Last night I saw two people killing in a dream And I woke up, I had a premonition Last night I saw two people killing it To fulfill
Lyrics: I’m in the clouds So I’m gonna do a bit of research I’m upside down My head is sticking out of the gate Head is sticking out of the gate I’m upside down My head is sticking out of the gate Gonna do a bit of research
(It’s so nice)(In the verdant valley heights) There’s no way to go out to space But if I wanted to in the first place I’d have it my way
I’m in the clouds So I’m gonna do a bit of research I’m upside down My head is sticking out of the gate Head is sticking out of the gate I’m upside down My head is sticking out of the gate Gonna do a bit of research
Lyrics: (Big store) Don’t wanna see you pass poor judgment (Big store) I wanna see you smile on trial Everything you thought was lost is actually running from you
They stick into the ground They ship it over the ocean They turn you inside out They make you do the locomotion
You’ve gotta have a sense of humor I’m not talking bout Know Your Memes (Memes, Memes, Memes, Memes)
Big store You don’t need to leave your lights on I don’t need to get my drink on But I’m gonna do it anyway But you’re gonna do it anyway Big storm You don’t need to make it rain and pour I don’t need to even up the score But I’m gonna do it anyway You just watch me
They stick into the ground They ship it over the ocean They turn you inside out They make you do the locomotion
Big store You don’t need to leave your lights on I don’t need to get my drink on But I’m gonna do it anyway But you’re gonna do it anyway Big storm You don’t need to make it rain and pour I don’t need to even up the score But I’m gonna do it anyway You just watch me
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Credits Editor: Bear Hanrahan Footage: Andrew Trice, Ian Hurdle, Derek Rathburn, Kaylinn Clotfelter, Mason Mercer, Ben Russin Post House: Locke And Stache Post Producer: Austin Elliott
Lyrics: At the bottom of the hill, across the street I used to live There are some people that I used to know and though it’s been a minute, I will never go back there again Everybody is talking about the things they’ll do someday And they’re trading off their fantasies but when they sleep it goes away But I cant do that, I’ve got to keep it moving And that let’s you down
It makes me sick When I let you down
Saw someone out on the corner where I used to live We had spent a couple years together in the past but I can’t sit here dying like he has been Said it’s okay if you like the rain because sometimes it’s beautiful And it’s okay if you like the pain but you want some good times too Man, you’ve got problems You never want to solve them And that keeps you down
Lyrics: I’m so available, I’m so on the nose I’m so adaptable on sandy open roads I check for counterfeits I leave those fools behind There’s no debating it, we’re losing our minds I’m so consistent, you can sit on top of the pile It doesn’t have to be kilometers and miles If everything goes according to plan Then I guess I can be the accordion man
Common ground If it takes all night Common ground Just steaming in the pipes Break easy for me Yeah I guess I can see common ground
What’s up America, I’m on a TV show I’m hip to criticism anywhere I go Eating at the dinner table feeling sort of lost And it brings me way back to when my friends played lacrosse I’ll be seeing myself wrapped up in tie-dye I’ll be a taxi driver honking at the sky Grief sets in at the department store while trying on some shoes as if I look like I know what to do
Common ground If it takes all night Common ground Just steaming in the pipes Break easy for me Yeah I guess I can see common ground
Common ground If it takes all night Common ground I’m freezing in the pipes Make it easy for me Yeah I guess I can see common ground
Lyrics: it never gets better wasted six months getting clean my mind's full of terrors my chest shakes with every heart beat i wake in the black veil of dawn all day long i grieve moments that have all slipped away i clutch every broken piece
i said i'd die with a song on my lips with empty arms give my final breath away it's all i can to carry on even when the light is gone all the world in shades of gray
life's a trap infinite flashback love never felt the same since my first taste of happiness sorrow only remains
mass market paperback i wish i was like the rest think i'm never coming back can't change what happened what a drag
try to kill the empty feeling staring holes into the ceiling watercolors changing colors i took too much now the color's bleeding i don't wanna live like this anymore wake up with a pounding in my head like a door but i can't forget what i lost to the war so i find relief where i can
Lyrics: deja vu somehow like a past life in her eyes the look on her face like a reoccurring dream
she operates in absurdity like me she's laughing & she's crying simultaneously the words that shape her outlook sometimes seem bleak but she's weeping & she's gracious like the old willow tree
when she walks it's a black box theatre scene cuz she's dancing with each movement like choreography the look on her face like a reoccurring dream she's a stranger but i know her somehow subconsciously she's a stranger but i know her at least that's how it seems
Lyrics: without you i'd have nothing & i might even be dead you put the ground beneath my feet when i fall into my head we celebrate every little thing we're each-other's champions you're the den mama you're the fucking lioness if you didn't love me i'd be lonely all the time you're a deep breath sigh of relief yeah you tranquilize my mind i've stood before you broken like 100 million times i know that cuz we're lovers all across different time lines
Lyrics: i had to wear long pants all summer cuz i got a tattoo that looked like something it wasn't i was in an OCD daze drawing shit on my leg felt like a fight for my life solving that puzzle
but that shit is over now yeah i got it figured out fuck me for not thinking it through but it could happen to you i hope that never ever goes down but that shit is over now
i used to drink white claws at sun up the guy at 711 knew i was a fuck up man i was so down in the dregs i was all red in the face i was so low i thought it would last forever
Lyrics: i can't feel my heart it's been robbed & held hostage i'm drunk on loneliness out back weeping shirtless cuz life has lost its spark it's a black & white film strip every night delirious searching for the purpose
cuz no one seems to be around me all alone or when i'm surrounded these fucked up thoughts make my head feel crowded my eagerness renders me invalid i tried my best but they're laughing at me wish it had come easier they all seem so happy
in the wasteland of my thoughts i search through the ruins for anything that's left to turn into profit
TRACKLIST: 1. they all seem so happy (0:00) 2. TSION (3:56) 3. you deserve attention (5:58) 4. everything's been going so well (8:26) 5. without you i'd have nothing (& i might even be dead) (11:20) 6. the look on her face like a reoccurring dream (13:28) 7. mass market paperback (16:41) 8. iwantthis2last! (18:09) 9. empty arms (21:24)
Lyrics: there's nothing left when we kiss my lips are telling lies i said i loved you i know i did but my lips are telling lies
so go out dancing with him & when he leans to kiss you don't think of me then cuz i won't love you like he can & you deserve attention
i'm in my room alone drinking sutter home the bottle's my lover once again & this is what i wanted i said you couldn't come i wanna spend my saturday night like this
Lyrics Nervous wreck, I play with the thread in my pocket Avoiding the dread If we’re honest, everyone’s nervous these days
Who will be left when we get to the end Terrified I pretend it’s some doomsday myth
Cough in your sleeve Assure us it’s fine but it’s hard to believe We’ve lost our patience for sympathy How’d we ever get this far?
Close the curtains, hide in the darkness It’s better than being out in nothing It turns my insides white just thinking Best forget all that you’re missing
Director: Mason Mercer DP: Ian Hurdle Producer: Bara Kim 1st AC: Aric Abraham 2nd AC: Jack Duffy Gaffer: Daniel Martins Grip: Vasiliki Constantinou PA/BTS: Sophia Juliette Wardrobe Stylist: Kaylinn Clotfelter Editor: Mason Mercer Colorist: Connor Bailey Post Producer: Christo Arsenio Special Thanks To: Panavision Hollywood, Scott Lewis, Rob Woods, Dieter Szurowski, Luke DeMuro
Lyrics: Frenzy in the rain, mania days Fold up my head, got a new keepsake Over my neck, under my ribcage
If the moment was just right, then you’d know if I could
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough
The shrapnel in your face Into your gut, keeps you fed for days Over my neck, under my ribcage Said you want more, just to turn face Maybe that’s you, never going to be me Over my neck, under my ribcage It is not enough
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on I used to be so passionate, it’s not enough
If the moment was just right, then you’d know if I could
You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on And though you followed me into the mud, it’s not enough You’re bright and bold, I can’t go on I used to be so passionate, it’s not enough
Lyrics: I got that attitude The one that pulls you through The death and doom and gloom So I won’t see you soon
Peace and love to my father I miss you everyday, But I’ve learned to hear you in the sound of the trees. All the love to my friends who have died too young, I hope you are free wherever you have gone. Cheers and tears to my heroes who have died by suicide, oh Jean Amery oh how you make me cry. Hell & death to my demons who wanna see me die: I just can’t trade all the richness of life.
So see me on the up & up. I’ll see you on the flip. See me on the up & up And I’ll see you on the other side cause I don’t wanna die.
See you on the other side. I know I will But I don’t wanna die.
Lyrics: Ode to family watching me glow: AKA a fire’s in me and I can’t let it show.
Lost & alone - everything is fine. Short on rent - everything is fine. Unemployed - everything is fine. In need of a bed - everything is fine.
Smile.
Psych ward again - everything is fine. Back in the pen - everything is fine. 12 steps again - everything is fine. Old man’s still dead and ev,….everything is just just fine.
Lyrics: To the strange, stuck-in-bed, death-obsessed, Fiddleheads –
“In death there is no pain, then in death we can escape.” My friend I see your logic and I understand your way, but don’t you see it’s a circle like your cycle of pain.
I can see you and me suffering silently. We’re visible and we’re seen when life is everything.
In a world of platitudes there’s one that I can trust and its a Lucretius truth that death is nothing to us.
The pain of the world we are blind “when death closes our eyes.” So, “Abandon the deathlife, and reignite the light.”
The woe is me, the woe is you here in our rooms. So walk with me and I’ll walk with you out of our doom.
Lyrics: “just get by, get by, get by, get by, get by, get by and die.”
If I could just get around to do what I want I’d make my finest art, grown men cry and young kids rise, melt my mother’s heart. See the world and show it my soul, fearless as I glow. But the earth’s not spinning right for me so stay here in my hole.
So hit the alarm. Make that drive. Show up to work. “Blink. Blink. Blink. And then we die.”
But I don’t wanna just get by. Good thing I got my Ride or Die’s.
Lyrics: Pause, put the tv remote down and let’s talk – about the heaven where I’m sitting, in love – with the nothingness of our night and all the sounds of this sullen old man saying he loves his life.
I thought you should know what’s on my mind.
Well if I’m gonna die then I wanna die with you right by my side, Layin there dead in a big ol’ bed after a long and well lived life. And if I’m gonna live then I wanna live with you right by my side, hand in hand sitting on a park bench in every stage of life.
Hand in hand since fifteen. Hand in hand to infinity.
Lyrics: Sun comes up on another day of staring right at the floor. hiding my eyes and sad man sighs ‘I can’t take anymore. and ‘I’m so tired. I’m so fried from the failure inside my mind. I think I’ll hide, I think I’ll die, and quit this life-bit for a while.”
I feel the fear, I feel the fear, I feel the fear I can’t repair broken records of family trees. I feel the fear I will repeat.
Depressive Irish genes may have me breathing dismal poems, Sad Shepard recipes for generations of laying low. But I got fire, I got light – she’s in the mire by my side, hand in hand in the ice, cold night and mothering our brand new life. Yeah I got fire, I got light – they’re three feet tall and smile bright. Their day is young and their future’s wide, and I’ll die before I don’t help them rise.
So face it, face it, face it all: Replace it, replace, replace with love So face it, face it, face it all: and watch it, see it, feel it grow.
I feel the fear, I feel the fear, I feel the fear I can’t repair broken records of family trees. I feel the fear I will repeat.
So face it, face it, face it all: Replace it, replace, replace with love So face it, face it, face it all: and watch it grow.
Lyrics: 21 days, and I’ll be good. 12 steps again, let’s give it time. Just a few more years, and we’re outta the woods. 21 days, a few more years, another12 steps and I’ll be fine.
21 days, just a few more years, 12 more steps and I’ll be fine.
Lyrics: Loser of love, Loser of life, Loser of hope, Loser of mind, Loser of heart, Loser of sight of a wider world suffering outside.
Light me up in effigy. Light me up in flames. Light me up in effigy. Light me up in effigy. Light me up in flames cause the only woe is me.
I met a girl whose brother passed out of nowhere in a car crash, And a baby boy whose daddy died five weeks before he came to life.
Light me up in effigy. Light me up in flames. Light me up in effigy. Light me up in flames cause the only woe is me.
Just get by and die, get by and die. Let your depression pour the pity onto you. Just get by and die, get by and die. See the world in a melancholic blue. Just get by and die, get by and die. Ignore the richness and privilege you have known. Just get by and die, get by and die. sink in your sea all on your own, but you’re not alone.
Yeah you’re on your own, but you’re not alone. No, you’re not alone.
more than a gathering of friends, happy little clones. striking a pose, Something, you could never feel, freeing.
Like I expected you to. Too true for you.
Pseudo and false to the core keeping the gates closed:
Won’t you get over yourself. We don’t want through. Leave us alone. You’re killing purest joy in life: the Feeling.
Like I expected you to. It’s too true for you.
1-2-O-U Nothing. Not a damn thing, to the “evil-fake,” We, the “evergreen” owe you nothing. Not a damn thing, to the “evil-fake,” We’re the “evergreen.”
Lyrics: Can’t be too certain Can’t be too serious Scratching along the surface Feeling like I lied
Can’t be too certain Feeling like a downpour Can’t be too serious Walking with my life Scratching along the surface Behind my back and sides Feeling like I lied
Why Feeling bad
Don’t know if I can handle it Holding onto the candle
Seeing it all again I remember what happened back then When we were going through it Seeing it all go down Singing it all mysteriously Why am I so much, and now know When I can’t take control
Directors/Editors - Laura Colwell & Stephen Salisbury Director of Photography - E.J. Enríquez Assistant Camera/Grip - Tricia Torley
Lyrics: I wish the Beatles would get back together. I’m in Texas now. And it’s easy for me to get lonely when I love someone. It’ll all come down in an instant. I can feel it. I can almost taste it. Drag me down with the weight. It’s a drug. Do you get enough? Yeah the Beatles getting back together. Got to give the people what they want! And I swear I can’t take it like I used to. Come on, tell the truth. If it all comes down to forgiveness, can I feel it? Can I hear you say it? Drag me down with the weight. It’s a drug. I never get enough. Even the sky looks menacing. I stayed awake for 48 hours. And it’s all I can do to be lonely. Me and you. When it all comes down to an ending, I can feel it. I can almost save it. Drag me down with the weight. It’s a drug. I never get enough. I think I’m losing my mind. It’s a study for a painting.
Director - Alex Henery Editor - Mason Mercer & Alex Henery BTS - Trevor Roberts Car Rental - REMY VEHICLES
Cast P - Jack Duffy M - Kaylinn Clotfelter
Lyrics: Pause, put the tv remote down and let’s talk – about the heaven where I’m sitting, in love – with the nothingness of our night and all the sounds of this sullen old man saying he loves his life.
I thought you should know what’s on my mind.
Well if I’m gonna die then I wanna die with you right by my side, Layin there dead in a big ol’ bed after a long and well lived life. And if I’m gonna live then I wanna live with you right by my side, hand in hand sitting on a park bench in every stage of life.
Hand in hand since fifteen. Hand in hand to infinity.
Lyrics: What’s gonna keep me going I’m an angel in the outfield No one is hitting it hard enough for me I am overflowing Gotta get a little high to sleep Gotta bother friends every week
Can’t focus enough Rollin’ ‘round town like a big dog But I wanna cry so much Rollin’ round town like I did so in love I’m rollin round town like I’ve been so in love It only makes sense to go out Can’t focus enough on me
Last night I saw the morning Slept late into the sunshine That doesn’t happen every time I missed a day of your patrolling Newspaper in the trash can Threw out my master plan
I don’t know what’s up But I’m rollin’ ‘round town like a big dog and I wanna cry so much I’m rollin’ round town like I did so in love I’m rollin’ round town like I’ve been so in love It only makes sense to go out Say “hey what’s up” for me
When you go out there, where you don’t feel so alone And you know you can’t force it on your own Look for angels on your way back home
Can’t force it enough I’m rollin’ ‘round town like a big dog But I wanna cry so much I’m rollin’ round town like I did so in love I’m rollin’ round town like I’ve been so in love It only makes sense to go out Can’t force it enough on me