~September 11th~ Fully released September 17th 2022
When the sun sets, the night falls, and all is dark, all may seem empty, except, we still have the beautiful moon and stars that give a perfect shimmer, while giving not too much so we may rest, but just enough so we can see. Now, imagine if your life starts off without the sun or moon and stars, all there is, is darkness and rubble and you have to find your own way, without even hope by your side.....
The story of one of the most beautiful things such as a flower doesn't even start off as something pretty and perfect, it begins beneath the surface, away from the sunshine and all of the things necessary for life; flowers grow within what has died, and they use what is dead to bloom into life.
Sometimes life isn't so pretty, there are times where there is no hope, where you feel completely alone in the dark, empty, and that every time that happens to you, you still keep trying, I find that amazing, I call that strength, I call that bravery, and you've been there before, and like a flower, you came through, and like a flower, you are strong and beautiful.
~September 11th~ Fully released September 17th 2022
When the sun sets, the night falls, and all is dark, all may seem empty, except, we still have the beautiful moon and stars that give a perfect shimmer, while giving not too much so we may rest, but just enough so we can see. Now, imagine if your life starts off without the sun or moon and stars, all there is, is darkness and rubble and you have to find your own way, without even hope by your side.....
The story of one of the most beautiful things such as a flower doesn't even start off as something pretty and perfect, it begins beneath the surface, away from the sunshine and all of the things necessary for life; flowers grow within what has died, and they use what is dead to bloom into life.
Sometimes life isn't so pretty, there are times where there is no hope, where you feel completely alone in the dark, empty, and that every time that happens to you, you still keep trying, I find that amazing, I call that strength, I call that bravery, and you've been there before, and like a flower, you came through, and like a flower, you are strong and beautiful.Im just a sad meowMini Meowriel2024-08-05 | Sad song has the prettiest piano instrumental ever.
a sad lullaby about how "without you I'm just a sad song..."
Hope you enjoy, and if you don't that is okay too :3 Just hope it maybe made your day a little happier.
You deserve to be happy and be loved :)River Flows In You at random pianoMini Meowriel2024-02-29 | @BlueFishPieIsAwesome thanks for recording me lolSleepy comfy cat meowMini Meowriel2024-02-22 | ...Where Can I Go To Feel Me?Mini Meowriel2024-02-20 | I feel lost a lot, from myself, and I often realise a majority of people feel that way. Sometimes you need to stop, and think, "what do I want?" and not consider how other people will react or respond. This is your life....It is you and your desicions. You only have one of these, so make the best of it and don't throw away who you are for anyone.
You're a pretty flower waiting to bloom, and once you do, the whole world will gasp in awe at your beauty. Never give up on you, even if you think you're gone for good, there is still that special person inside that is you :)
You're so loved!!! I hope you enjoyed the songWords Cant Always Say How You Feel.Mini Meowriel2024-02-19 | Music is like saying what you wish you could say, but never got the chance to, it's a way you can explain your pain when words don't make sense for it, it's a friend when you feel sad, and alone, it's how you ket everything out. It doesn't judge you, and you make it what it is. You can listen to it again and again, it will always be the same, always be beautiful. You can go back and change it, play it again, record it again, and make it something better, make it something worse, it's all up to you to deicde, but remember, even if you make it worse, you can make it better again. Messing up, making mistakes and getting hurt doesn't mean your life is over, you can rewrite a new story when the old one doesn't make sense anymore, you can become a new song whenever you want to, you can be many different melodies within one song; it's all okay, really it is...just be you and don't get lost in what isn't you...don't lose yourself.
Oh also :) We don't hate sad songs, we often find them beautiful, so when you are sad, just remember you are quite loved and special still, it's okay to be a sad song sometimes, it's okay to be in a place where you feel you can't go on, it's okay to be depressed, it's okay to be angry, it's okay to let go and give up for a little bit, but you never let go and give up forever...you have a life you need to live, and you are in charge, and you are definitely needed and loved.
To the people who read my descriptions: I love you! I see you made it this far! I am so freakingly happily proud of you!! YOU ARE ALIVE TODAY :) AND THAT IN ITSELF IS AMAZING!!! I love you, and you're beautiful and amazing. Never give up, there is always someone who would miss you, there is always something you were made to do. You have to stay alive for that. Things will get better. They might get worse again too, but that doesn't mean you should ever give up, remember you're the pretty ounce of hope and without you there is less hope.do you see what I hear do you hear what I know christmas song disastaMini Meowriel2023-11-27 | christmas song disaster at churchhThe Story of The Dragon Rat// Improvised song with @CantersoftMini Meowriel2023-11-24 | ...The inside of my brain lolMini Meowriel2023-10-26 | When I try to say how I feel It takes way too many words so usually when people ask me questions I don't say much because when I do it's overwehelming, soooo I just play how I feel lol I hope you like it and if you are reading this, know that I am so proud of you, you woke up today, you did today...even though maybe that was a hard thing to do, you still did it, and you being alive, you being here makes me so happy, and I know that also makes so many other people who love you happy. It's easy to feel like you don't matter...like no one cares...like everything you do is a waste...I promise you, you do matter and there are people who will appreciate you just as your are because even if it's hard to believe sometimes, you are so amazing....
I hopes you likes this song, and if you don't well...that's fine too :) Have a lovely evening, morning, lunchtime or whatever your day looks like and just know you are so special and awesomely, amazingly, wonderfully epicly meowmazingly meowvelous and you matter sooooo much! love you human being :)Messing around on the piano lol (someday Ill give it a title hehehee) original song thingyMini Meowriel2023-10-19 | Hey wonderful human beings :)
I.....know I haven't posted music for a while...so I figured id share with you what the inside of my heart feels like....and this describes it best id say....so I hope you can enjoy and if you don't that's fine too hehe :D Just know you are meowmazing regardless....
Life has the times you smile...the times you have fun and laugh...the good times you spend with the people you love....but...deep down, we all are struggling in some way...we all have our fears, we all have been hurt, we all make mistakes...and I just wanted you to know...whoever reads this, you aren't a mistake just because you've made a mistake. You aren't unlovable because you've hurt someone. You aren't too far gone. You deserve love. You deserve to feel happy....All those fears, all those times you've hated yourself, all the things you hold against yourself, all the people who have made you feel sad, everytime you've felt alone and worthless, the people you loved thay you lost...everything horrible that hurt you...nothing can ever fix that pain, nothing can ever stop it from hurting completely....but don't give up on you, don't doubt your worth, don't hate yourself....be gentle to yourself, be kind and know that each day you are just a human trying your best, and it doesn't have to be perfect, it just has to be you...You're loved so much. Your life matters. Never ever give up because you are super duper amazingly awesome :3
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This is a beautiful song that my dearest mother wrote, many many years ago, so i've heard it through my whole entire childhood, and finally it has become time to post the piano melody I played for her beautiful singing. Go check it out on her channel too! Much love :)
"I forgot why I didn't care much for the love, I forgot why I closed my heart and lowered my expectations, and now that I remember, I wish I could just forget it all again, there was nothing pretty, just me giving my heart until it became empty inside, just hoping you'd know how much I love you, but silly me, how could you ever love me? Why would you waste your heart on one so bland as mine...."
You're not loved based on what you've done, what you look like, how you act, nor even how much love you give; you're loved because, well you're loved; you don't have to earn it, you don't have to beg for it or even deserve it, it's a gift to you my dear and we don't just take gifts back, do we? Love is eternal and doesn't hold anything against you, not even a grudge; if you are truly loved, you wont feel the brokenness overcoming you and your deep wounds and scars from the past will heal. There is no fear in love. there is no hate in love; love isn't petty or selfish, love cares deeply and will suffer with you through all the pain....This "love" we all believe we've found, where we always feel insignificant and like we're never good enough isn't true love, it's not true love when there is hate, when there is even a slight "If you mess this up everything is over and I'll despise you" or when you feel scared or alone through it all....Love is what holds you close and build you up stronger so you can stand by yourself. In this world, I do not believe any human can comprehend what real love is, for we all have doubts and we all feel like if we make a mistake we aren't worthy, but the truth is, nothing takes your worth away and you're always beautiful, no matter what happens....The Rainy Cold Days Are The Ones I Miss You - Mariel HansenMini Meowriel2023-06-03 | The Rainy Cold Days Are The Ones I Miss You - Mariel Hansen
The rain falls...and it looks quite pretty and beautiful as it does...the wind blows your hair onto your face and with the combination of the water droplets hitting you like you did something to them and that biting wind brushing swiftly across you, you feel a chill run across your body; that familiar feeling when you would sob silently under your covers late at night trying to muffle out the sound of pain that you couldn't keep within yourself anymore, that feeling you felt when you heard the so terrible news of the loss of a loved one, or when someone you held so dearly to your heart, left you behind...alone. Distant memories, those you almost thought you were to never re-experience: you never thought to think of again; but here you are, on a bench, your feet drenched in your silky, cloth shoes that couldn't even withstand a tiny spill of water, are now resting in a deep puddle of the skies tears and possibly even some of your own, but that is to none of your concern, your heart is tingling like butterflies were fighting over precious flowers that were growing within it and your face feels numb, your eyes are puffy; usually the embrace of a loved one would be a cure for this deep feeling, but you only experience the terrible feeling because you know their warm hugs will never greet you again and that beautiful smile is forever faded....
I must search for my peace of mind in something beautiful, and I find that beauty in what you left me behind, what you told me to remember you by....Those pretty yellow flowers, they shine with the brightness, just as you once did...The miniature suns that grow from the ground give me happiness, for they remind me of what love truly is, even when the flower dies, you still remember the happiness it once gave you, and you never feel as if it did you wrong, you never loose the love for the flower, and that flower is forever so beautiful to you....
Love is unending, even when the thing you love seems forever gone, the love you hold for it always remains, and the joy it once gave you is forever beautiful; nothing was ever a waste, and neither was a waste what you ever were or could be, you are never permanently gone and love is never empty for you, for you were made to shine with love, and that's what forever makes you so perfect and beautiful....
Whatever has happened, doesn't change that you're special, what was made of you always remains, even if you feel you don't matter, nothing matters, your efforts are a waste, you messed everything up, no one could ever love what you are, that you failed, that you're lost; whatever it may be....you're never lost hope of, because what is special lies deep within, all you have to do is give that part of you a valid chance....
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I really hope you enjoy! :) and if you don't, that's okie dokie too, I still love you ;) I hope you're feeling blessed and quite well, however, if you're not, just know you aren't alone, you're very loved and don't let the world get you down~
I know it's not Christmas ;) but.....Christmas is the time of love, where something so beautiful came to take the pain, to show you that you're always loved, and at that, very very much. This song to me shows quite a bit how beauty eventually comes out of pain, good times eventually come, the light eventually fills up the darkness. Every time you felt hopeless, lost, alone and afraid; each time you felt as if it were the end, or you felt your life was completely meaningless: maybe everyone you knew hated you, maybe you felt as if you were too annoying to be loved or the person you are was just unacceptable, life became so hard everything became seemingly impossible and every part of you was broken and defeated....It could be that the anger and pain took you over, and you became what was seen as a monster.....but....in all those times, my friend, you were still very loved and that love will always be there for you and follow you. Don't let the problems in life make you feel like you were ever a problem or hated, don't let the awful things make you become awful, however, if you do get to a point you feel so down, know your uniqueness is needed here, some days will be dark and scary, sometimes you're going to feel very sad, and it's okay to feel, let yourself feel, though no you're never alone and nothing can take away how beautiful you are.
To all watching, listening or possibly reading, I hope you have an excellent day or night. Thanks for taking your time to listen! Blessings!The Star Spangled Banner - CoverMini Meowriel2022-07-04 | The Star Spangled Banner - Cover
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