keep breathing. | fack day [2013] militaaris 2013-02-16 | Watch in HD-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Happy Fack Day 2013!Ugh, I'm sorry that it's late. I've lost my laptop because it decided to die on me and everything I had on it is gone. So it took me forever to find the parts that had been sent to me via PM. There was one file I couldn't recover which was from the editor Seirra259. Hopefully I can convince him to upload his part and post it as a response to this because pairing videos aren't his thing, yet he did his part very well. I also apologize for not having your part in here, I really couldn't find it and I tried to contact you to get it back, but you weren't online o-eSo, why the dedication?I don't think I've ever met someone who loves Fack more than Elly and she wanted to participate in this MEP, but due to personal and life commitments, she couldn't hand it in on time. I know you were really looking forward to being a part of this MEP, which is why I dedicate it to you. You're an amazing person and all this Fack is for you bub xThank you to everyone who participated in this MEP—And thank you to the back-up editors than pretty much saved this MEP. I think it wouldn't have been up if it had not been thanks to you guys, so feel amazing about yourselves! Everyone did an amazing job and thank you all! I hope you all like the end result.Happy Fack Day![In Order of Appearance]Jessie300000 -- Part One [0:07 -- 0:24]kcnyri -- Part Two [0:24 -- 0:41]xENiGMA14x - Part Three [0:41 -- 0:58]kcnyri -- Part Four [0:58 -- 1:14]AerithWingz -- Part Five [1:14 -- 1:33]XShadowXOfXAnXAngelX -- Part Six [1:33 -- 1:50]SarcasmYAY -- Part Seven [1:50 -- 2:08]TheSega64 -- Part Eight [2:08 -- 2:26]AerithWingz -- Part Nine [2:26 -- 2:44]SarcasmYAY -- Part Ten [2:44 -- 3:01]EmoLobster -- Part Eleven [3:01 -- 3:19]AerithWingz -- Part Tweleve [3:19 -- 3:37]xbutterflyqueen1x -- Part Thirteen [3:37 -- 3:53]
gold. [clerith] militaaris 2024-03-25 | It's good to be back.----REBIRTH SPOILERS!Had to come out of retirement after finishing rebirth cause honestly wtf. Been away from youtube and tumblr and everything in between for far too long and have decided to return to myself. Uploads may not be as frequent as they use to be, but I have a bunch of new projects (as well as some remakes of old projects) in the works. Nothing too crazy with this video, just wanted to get back into the swing of things again before I dive into more complex projects. Had a lot of thoughts and feelings & just needed to get them OUT.Hope you enjoy.--Dedicated to lacrymosai (thank you for your help with programs, footage and everything else. I owe you so much x)
courage of stars. militaaris 2019-12-29 | How rare and beautiful, it truly is, that we exist.--Watch in HD.Mild spoilers for FFVII remake? No new footage used, but spoilers are still probable for new comers to the fandom.Ah, I had higher hopes for this one, but it turned out not as great as I wanted it. I'm working on two other projects with the same song, but neither are GMV footage. This was the first one I finished. I was tempted to use FFXIII footage, but I felt VII fit it better. I could make a version with XIII though, should it be requested.Wanted to edit something nice and basic, with nothing too flashy, but I don't think I'm much of a fan of this type of style. Oh well.I was inspired by Bakayama's video, go check their's out. Honestly, it's stunning. I have no words. youtube.com/watch?v=mL-OSG16CdQ&t=23s---Second place in the GMV Awards 2019 Best Emotion Category
i thought of you. [clerith] militaaris 2019-12-28 | & where you'd gone.& the world spins madly on.---Watch in HD! Mild FFVII spoilers, for anyone who hasn't played the original game and doesn't know the storyline or major plot points.Remake of an old, old video of mine. Also, an entry into this years GMV awards best masker category. Might enter it into some other categories if I want, but this one was the main focus. I'm just glad I got it finished in time.I will be editing so many clerith videos once the remake comes out, my OTP, I use to make so many videos with these two, but inspiration fell away from me. I challenged myself to not use any of the new footage from the trailers for the remake of my old video, I wanted to keep it nice and simple with masking and clip manipulation. Hopefully next year, I can upload more.--Third place in The GMV Awards 2019 Best Masker
youniverse. militaaris 2019-06-30 | I've been calling your name in this whole universe,Now I need no space,I got you-niverse.--WATCH IN HD and SAVE YOURSELVES.Do you know how happy I am that I could bring myself to edit to a BTS song? ALSO I've wanted to edit with Kimi No Na Wa SO BAD and FOR SO LONG, so when bts released heartbeat it was like a slap in the face. The song fits the movie so well. The parallel's honestly kill me.I'm a sucker for editing clips related to song lyrics, so I tried my best. And editing this without New Blue transitions and FX was a tricky son of a bitch but I managed. BTS' MV for Heartbeat inspired me for this. If you haven't seen it yet, check it out. Also check out the whole song. Honestly ripped my soul out of my body when I heard it, and my version is edited and pitch shifted. Plus, the music video is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. I tried to match the parallel's that they had over Namjoon's verse in my video, but I failed.youtube.com/watch?v=aKSxbt-O6TA
sweater weather. [homudoka / kyosaka] militaaris 2019-06-24 | it's too cold for you here.--I finally get around to editing with puella after how many years since watching it? jesus. I couldn't decide which otp of mine to use, as I love them both dearly, and they're both so tragic, soooo "porque no los dos?"Inspired by the incredibly talented, Blue24601, check out her masterpiece here; youtu.be/1Or9ezSCH-8I've watched it countless of times. Her editing is superb, no matter what she creates or what fandom she edits to.
say you wont let go. | for risto. militaaris 2019-06-02 | Happy Birthday Risto.--Ah, this is so rushed and really not my best work but I really wanted to make you something and I wanted it finished in time for your birthday. I promise to make you something better in the future, but for now, I hope this will do. You're one of the most important people in my life, and a dear friend to me, and I apologise if I don't always show it. There's nothing I wouldn't do for you. I wish I could have made something, or done something, to show you that better.I hope that your birthday is as incredible as you, and I wish you miles of smiles this year and your years to come.
leave my broken body. militaaris 2019-04-13 | Every time I stand to leave my cage,In my broken body I stay.--Finally edited with anime and Legend of Korra after how many years? But seriously, I'll probably edit with anime a lot more. It's just fun, not sure why. Shout out to lacrymosai for getting me the legend of korra clips I needed ASAP. You're a life saver. Literally.--Can relate to wanting to die because of your past.Can relate to wanting to die because of your body. Love that inspiration and depression are always linked. Can I get a hell yeah.Personal, major vent. Heard this song that hit too close to home. Korra and Nishimiya's stories seemed to be the most relatable to me and what's going on, personally, and therefore the most fitting to this song. Fuck, idk man, just trying to work within the limitations of my editing abilities. I tried.
& youre not missing me. militaaris 2019-04-11 | I've been moving you in ways that you won't bend.--Major vent.Not sure why I used Zerith, it just seemed fitting and the most helpful.Playing around with some new transitions as well. -shrug-
whenever youre ready. militaaris 2019-03-15 | Can we surrender?We let the waters rise, we drifted to survive.I needed you to stay, but I left you drift away.My love, where are you?No one will win this time, I just want you back.I'm running to your side.Flying my white flag, my white flag.My love, where are you?--Needed to vent and needed to use this pairing, and this song seemed to fit what I needed to get across perfectly. Probably one of the more simpler and basic videos I've made in a while, and it was a quick little edit but already feel much better.
weightless. militaaris 2019-02-21 | We're here at last.--So I went and saw Alita: Battle Angel and managed to find some inspiration and bam, here I am. The soundtrack for the movie was incredible so although I prefer to edit flow and emotion, I really wanted to work with effects. I tried to have a story line and clip relevance but mostly I just wanted to find my groove again and have a fiddle so its a bit of a mess. But I think it's a good enough edit for a comeback, especially after a two year hiatus.Shout out to lacrymosai for helping me fix my glitches! This shit took me ages to figure out how to render without shitting itself.--
Best Masker Results 2017 militaaris 2018-05-01 | // • B E S T M A S K E R R E S U L T S • T H E G M V A W A R D S 2 0 1 7 \\• • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • • •═══T H E • 2 0 1 7 • G M V • A W A R D S ════Congratulations to these winners!• • • • •Winner, your video will be permanently featured on the GMV Awards channel in the Winner's playlist as a 1st place prize. Congratulations!• • • • •Link to the GMV Awards Video: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=u_poqm5jZjg• • • • •Information: You can ask the Head Judge of categories for feedback on your entry. PM the Head Judge for this anonymous feedback.• • • • •In Association with I'm Vidding It!http://imviddingit.withme.us
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miles from where you are. militaaris 2017-10-10 | Clo/Aer----------I was editing the Dear John trailer before I got stuck for inspiration, and then this song got stuck in my head. Just needed to edit something simple for no particular reason. And I always have inspiration for clerith.
Equivalent Exchange. | BETA | GMV Awards Best Masker 2016 militaaris 2016-12-30 | So I started this project ages ago (almost a year). My main focus was masking, as I wanted an entry for Best Masker, however I can't help myself and feel the need to add storylines and complicated plot points to my work, cause who doesn't like a challenge?However, my hard drive that contained most of my footage (both already saved masks, as well as music cuts and a few other bits and pieces, was broken due to a series of unfortunate events, and I lost most of my project.This was the only BETA that I still had saved, which is why the music does cut out abruptly and the blank spaces towards the end of the video haven't been filled. I had almost finished the video but hadn't saved it and due to a loss of footage, I would have to go back and redo another minute or so of masking in total (which was gonna be a LOT of hours).So, I've decided to leave a good (more like decent) thing alone and just upload this for now. I will get back to finishing it when I have the time and motivation to do so and I'll upload the final piece one day (hopefully).For now, I do hope you enjoy this little tester of mine. Info about the video:The storyline was going to be that there was an event that caused a ripple in time, from Valhalla, to cause a few worlds to intersect, and in turn, Kairi and Aerith to be transported to different worlds. Cloud would work from World 1 to bring Aerith back and help Kairi, as Lightning would work from World 2 and the Inbetween (shown through the forgotten city) with a Summoner who can intercept and use her ability of time manipulation to reunite with Kairi and return Aerith to her home world. There were gonna be a few effects here and there, and a few relationships born during the whole process of fixing the timelines, as well as more identifiers to Yuna's ability, but I didn't have a more further-along result to upload to show that before I lost all my work. At the start of the video, Yuna is able communicate between worlds through the in between (which is why Yuna, Cloud and Aerith can all see and hear each other.) However, this can't be connected forever, so Yuna leaps through timelines and worlds to talk to both parties in both worlds in a physical form.The one rule that must be obided by the Summoner, is that she can not take from one world and not from another, as it disturbs the balance. It requires a equivalent exchange, especially when one visitor is from a realm of death, without time (Kairi).So until both visitors can be located, and an exchange made, neither can leave.Once she leaves World 1, Kairi appears and meets Cloud.Lightning, a protector of the Goddess of Death, travels to from World 2, to the in between, to commute with Yuna about her lost friend and to establish a game plan for exchanging Aerith for Kairi.Hope that makes sense for a not-yet-finished video.I doubt I'll differ from the storyline too much if/when I do end up finishing this, but there may be a few tweaks here and there.Let me know what you guys think and if you want me to finish this or not.
everything leads back to you. militaaris 2016-11-13 | For my first love.------------------------------------------I've seen this movie a fair few times, once with you, but the power of this scene never hit me until recently. I distanced myself from you, cause I knew by the sound of your voice, or the look in your eyes, or even the way you carried yourself when you walked would cause me to fall into you again. I never stopped loving you.I was scared and hid behind my pride and my anger, and I've caused irreparable damage. I tried to hate you to run from how I really felt, and I lost you. We shared four years together; a quarter of a lifetime.I will never forget you, or the love I had for you. You were my safe haven and I feel exposed without your presence. I'm thankful for the time I had with you, and regret the time I'll never get to have.But no matter where you are, or who you're with, I hope that you're happy.So, I'll see you soon, then?Say it back.----------------After spending years apart, the two ex lovers reunite, desperate to make ends meet; only to discover that the feelings they had once shared between themselves, never quite seemed to burn out completely.However, time left irreparable destruction in their relationships wake, that the two could never overcome. It was palpable that, although the two would always be devoted to one another, their paths would never intertwine the same again.Young pride caused Tifa to remain distant, wanting only for her friend to be content with life when she believed she had caused nothing more than grief and regret. Only realising that Cloud still loved her too late, the damage had been done by the time she could muster the courage to reach out.How were they to know, what either was thinking? Both were too scared to come forth, and in turn, lost whatever could have been.Time had caused the lovers, in their own ways, to move on; accepting the time that they had shared, and not lamenting over the time that would never be again. After denying their true feelings for so long, not only to themselves but to each other, the counterparts found solace in their affirmation, recognising the sentiment that was still forever present, as well as the affliction. He would always be her first love, as she would be his. But they would never share an enamoured embrace or touch again. But she would never forget the way his eyes lit up when he looked at her. Or the way he made her feel when she'd lay in his arms--the feeling of safety and comfort. Or the first kiss they had shared beneath the night sky as fireworks had burst overhead.And he would never forget the way her hair would fall around her countenance when she laughed. Or the way way her porcelain skin--so smooth and fragile--felt against his when their hands met. Or the feel of her hair between his fingertips when they were locked in an embrace--her visage buried in his shoulder.They would always love one another, there was no denying that fact.But they would learn to love someone new. Someone better and wiser.Someone to share their lives with.But they would always be in each others thoughts whenever they glanced up: knowing the other was looking at the same sky; the same set of stars, somewhere in the world with someone happier.And it would be okay.
life of the party. | for azriel. militaaris 2015-11-17 | "I'll be your partner in crime.""Only if I'm your partner in time."For the love of all that is good, watch in HD.---For Az,Keep your chin up. I've got your back.No, really. I'm serious.I've literally got your back.It's mine now.Finders, keepers.In all seriousness, though; through thick and thin, this soldier will watch out for you. So don't go giving up on me yet, okay?--I'm really not happy with how this turned out. I spent so long on this, and I'm glad I got it done before my laptop goes away. But I'm beginning to hate the coloring I used as it doesn't suit these clips at all, ugh.Something better will come in the future, I swear. For now, have this mess.
MEP Collection | #1 militaaris 2015-09-26 | MEP Collection Part 1. Decided to start posting these cause I figured, why not?1 ⇢ Keep Your Secrets MEPTheme: N/AMEP Part: FourPairing: N/AGame(s): Final Fantasy XIII seriesSong: Keep Your Secrets In The Midnight City - Kill ParisHost: Reality StudiosFull MEP: youtube.com/watch?v=6PESouaROtY2 ⇢ Let Go MEPTheme: Past vs Present RelationshipsMEP Part: FivePairing: LightxKairi (past), LightxHope (present).Game(s): Final Fantasy XIII series, Kingdom Hearts series.Song: Let Go - SafetysuitHost: demurenobodyFull MEP: youtube.com/watch?v=qF_V-V2lm6s3 ⇢ Something I Need MEPTheme: CouplesMEP Part: SixPairing: Cloud/AerithGame(s): Final Fantasy VII seriesSong: Something I Need - OneRepublicHost: demurenobodyFull MEP: TBA4 ⇢ Fancy MEPTheme: N/AMEP Part: FourPairing: N/AGame(s): Final Fantasy XIII seriesSong: Fancy - Iggy Azalea ft. Charlie XCX (Dabin & Apashe Remix)Host: Reality StudiosFull MEP: youtube.com/watch?v=0klF5u3UQRw5 ⇢ Daughter Megamix MEPTheme: AngstMEP Part: Ten/SmotherPairing: Madoka/HomuraAnime(s): Puella Magi Madoka MagicaSong: Smother - DaughterHost: forgetmenotFull MEP: TBA6 ⇢ 5 More Hours MEPTheme: N/AMEP Part: NinePairing: N/AGame(s): League of LegendsSong: 5 More Hours - Derro ft. Chris BrownHost: Reality StudiosFull MEP: TBA7 ⇢ 5 More Hours MEPTheme: N/AMEP Part: ThirteenPairing: N/AGame(s): Final Fantasy XIII seriesSong: 5 More Hours - Derro ft. Chris BrownHost: Reality StudiosFull MEP: TBA8 ⇢ Losing You MEPTheme: Angst Couples.MEP Part: SixPairing: Mato/YomiAnime(s): Black Rock ShooterSong: Losing You - AquiloHost: Breathless Sentiment StudiosFull MEP: TBA
why are you my clarity? | happy birthday angel. militaaris 2015-09-22 | I wish you miles of smiles.Watch in HD!------Happy birthday to my guardian; Angel.Just wanted to say Happy Birthday to a stunning young woman, and I want to thank you for everything you've done for me recently, and over the past year. It means a lot and I hope this can be a small token of my gratitude. I'll make you something with our spirits soon. I wanted to do something with our spirits for your birthday, but I had no PE footage and the project I started with Vanille/Light fell through. I was really wishing I'd have something done for you on time, and although it's not our chara's, I hope this will suffice.I think this is my first actual AMV. I wish my FMA: Brotherhood clips were better quality and I could have used more of them, but I didn't have time to download a whole another torrent and most of the ones I had were corrupted, so this'll have to do. I apologize I couldn't use more of the anime you've seen, but I hope this will be okay and maybe persuade you into seeing some that are used here, haha. (they're amazing!)You are beautiful and strong and things will get better for you, just keep your chin up, my dear. I wish you miles of smiles and pray your day was amazing, and the days counting up to your next birthday will be full of joy and good fortune. I know this is belated, but happy birthday.-- Your soldier.
& our hearts still beat the same. militaaris 2015-08-23 | One day, I’ll say goodbye to you and not come back.-----The light; it was so brilliant and enticing...and such a distance away from where she were bound.Tormented by her past, and unable to fathom what had caused a fate to befall the two, the Goddess remained lost in her dark prison, always reaching for the figure that was she, whenever the phantoms light blessed her sight. The unlikely two; one born of light and purity, and the other delivered from darkness and destruction, met in the unlikeliest of places. Adoration became of the Goddess and she so desperately wished to be apart of the other; to feel the warmth that the phantom bore. She was her sunlight--something that had come to mean more to her than anything else existent. In a world of darkness, she brought love and happiness and all sorts of other emotions she never thought to exist.But what could she bring? She had no luminescence or radiance to give. All she had was her love and devotion, or at least the thought of it. But could it ever be enough? Perhaps that is what drew the other away. The incapability of accepting the darkness that came with loving her. Despite her efforts to return to her sunlight, the darkness would be overwhelming and drag her back into the depths of the void, where she would be destined to remain afloat in the chaos, isolated, with no other company but her own sorrow. Memories left haunting scars as she dreamed of the other happy--despite how much agony it brought--slowly forgetting her as she became one with the void. Every so often, The Godess would call to her darling, hoping her cry would be audible from the depths of Valhalla, but never hearkened a rejoinder; only her echo.Oh, how she craved the embrace of the other, unsure how someone as empty as she, could miss and hunger for something so simplistic; even just the melody of her name leaving the phantoms lips. But fate had never been kind to offer such solace; only torment.But as fate would have it, the Goddess stumbled upon her ray of sunlight once more in the realm of darkness' temple; her radiance blinding and intoxicating. But afore touch could be perceived, or an apology uttered, the darkness began to drag her sunlight away, for one as bright as she, had no place in the realm of chaos.To no avail, she had to watch her darling slip from her reach, like smoke between her fingertips, and witness her phantom return to the light, ready to obliterate the other from their thoughts.And so despair took her, forcing her to crystallize her body and turn her heart to stone, the torment too much to bare.And as the Goddess slumbered, she often wondered if her darling thought of her and knew how much she missed her iridescence, pondering if, perhaps, the phantom loved her, as much as the Goddess did she. And perchance, might gaze upon her fluorescence one more time and be welcomed into her embrace like she once had a lifetime ago.She dreamed one day, she would be blessed with salvation, and able to let the other go. But that time had not yet come to pass, and seemed to be lingering an eternity away.-----Try to take the outlook on the story as a darker meaning and tale behind yin and yang, if you will.
be together at the start of time. militaaris 2015-08-19 | Maybe we could be the start of something.----I could have masked, but I just wanted to get the video over and done with because it's been so long since I last edited and I don't think I've edited hopurai--ever--despite it being my otp.I was inspired by the poem, 25 lives, as well as a video made by demurenobody: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EwWSS...The colouring isn't best for bright clips, but I liked how it looked on everything else. I'll probably use it more often.----For Hope-mun.----Re-uploaded from back-up account.
until the last falling star [clokai] | im back. militaaris 2015-08-16 | Will I be wishing, until the last falling star?----So, although I only uploaded my "moved accounts" video almost 6 months ago, I have been away from this channel for over a year. Some personal things kept me from wanting to be around here, but I've put so much time and effort into my work here, and the progress from when I first started to now is staggering, that when I felt ready, I decided to come back. Although, due to being attached to my username (and url on other social medias), I changed AerithWingz to militaaris; bringing about new changes to something old, but still being able to keep it's originality. The channel that I was on for the past year will still be around as my back-up, so you can still find me there as well as other videos that won't be re-uploaded here.It's good to be back.Also, excuse the bad quality. I no longer have this video (as well as some others) on my computer, so I had to strip it from YouTube which fucked with some of the quality.----***re-uploaded from my back-up.***Update: This was put on private, on my back up, for some issues I had with another editor, but after close review, I've decided to put it back to public.----I wanted to get back into masking, as well as more ship videos, and then one thing turned into another and this was born.I've seen some Cloud/Kairi posts on tumblr, as well as some videos here, so it piqued my feels and I decided to give it a shot and throw in some masking, to see if I still had it, and I'm quite proud of the turn out.Watch in HD if you can.----I'll be re-uploading some of my videos from my back-up to here over the next few hours/day, so apologies for the overloading of your subscriptions.
how long will i love you? [back-up channel] militaaris 2015-03-10 | Turn on annotations. ----Just an older edit of mine I decided to finish as an announcement video.Feel free to re-sub.youtube.com/user/xmilitarisThis will be the last video uploaded to this account.
dont give me up. militaaris 2015-03-10 | I am not an easy person to love. Some days I will whisper how beautiful you are while planting gentle kisses all over your body. You will giggle and try to fight me off and in that moment my heart will have never felt so light.But other days when my mind is a storm cloud threatening to explode, I will be a bundle of emotions that I cannot quite keep contained. I will be cold, distant, and you will look at me like I am not the same person you fell in love with.I am a broken light switch. My moods flicker without anyone flipping me on and off. I wake up each morning and wonder which me you will encounter that day. I always hope it is the one who makes you want to stick around.I am not easy to love. But what I need you to understand is that whether there is a war waging inside of my mind or I am the kind person that you adore, I will always love you.I will love you in the morning. I will love you when you cry. I will love you when I am angry. I will love you when you’re being stubborn. I will love you when I don’t even love myself. I will love you.I know that there will be days when you want to give up on me but I am asking you, please don’t. You see, you are the only one who has been able to settle the storm inside of me before I even realize it is surfacing.I am not easy to love but I promise that I will always put up a fight. And I will love you no matter which me my light switch flips on that day.
& theres nothing you could do about it now. militaaris 2014-06-10 | I was your cure, and you were my disease.I was saving you, but you were killing me.-------------------------------------------------------------LR!SpoilersNot my usual pairing, but I could only find myself to edit to these three, for the sake of clips and small significance; also because the point still comes across.It can be open to interpretation, but the main moral is Lightning watching, and unable to change the outcome of Serah; killed by her darker and sinister character, Lumina, who destroyed her from the inside out. Lightning tries to hang onto her sister, but ends up accepting the maleficent person she has become and lets her go.It honestly has many different viewpoints on the same outcome, so you can interpret it as you will.Vegas crashes every time I try an edit motion blur, so parts of the video are really blurry but I can't change it, but to be honest I'm not in a state to overly care. I might delete this later, but I'm not sure yet.
devotion. militaaris 2013-08-20 | Watch in HD-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------For James.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------A shout-out to silversup2 for the music! Go and subscribe to her!youtube.com/user/silversup2And make sure you check out her SoundCloud where you can hear more of her brilliant music: soundcloud.com/lingerings--Blaize
rock & roll vs. xunforgottenmemories [ic/lost] militaaris 2013-08-05 | Watch in HD---------------------------------------------------------OKAY. WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH MY IMAGE AT THE END OF THE VIDEO. KILL IT. KILL IT WITH FIRE.Ugh, this is the worst thing I have ever made.My coloring is so blarg. AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE TIMING.SV8 kept crashing when I rendered it in 720p, so I had to render it in low quality in parts and then put it all together in SV10 and render in in 1080p, which didn't end up helping at all. So, I apologize that it's so dark and the quality is just--ew.Anyhow, this is another IC with my bby, Chelsey. I'm currently sitting beside her in her room, in the UK, enjoying my holiday overseas. IWAITEDANDSAVEDFORFUCKINGYEARSFORTHISANDIMFINALLYABLETOSEEHERINPERSON. THISISAMAZING.She ate my fucking cookie ;/All the information of the video is at the end, with a fail of an outro.Go sub my soulmate, her videos are fab--hence why she kicks my ass in all our IC's:http://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemoriesBetter videos will be coming soon, haha. As for now; enjoy this piece of shit -rolls-IC Editor:// vs. xUnforgottenMemories (Chelsey)Time Limit:// 2 hoursJudge:// ryanroxas123 and TearastarTime allowed:// 2 hours--Light x
BANGARANG [collab with xunforgottenmemories] militaaris 2013-07-15 | WATCH IN HD AND SAVE YOURSELVES.Intro//AerithWingz - 00:00 - 00:08Part 1//xUnforgottenMemories - 00:08 - 00:56Part 2//AerithWingz - 00:56 - 01:55--Oh my Etro, I finished a collab.And edited dubstep.And I'm proud of it. OMEWUT.So, this is a collab with the most amazing girl in the world. Go sub her--this woman hits beats like no other, like, seriously. She never disapoints -promotes-http://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemoriesI know my part looks really random, but I couldn't help but edit to more than one anime ;-; I love all the animes I use. AND DON'T BE PUT OFF THIS VIDEO BECAUSE IT AINT GAMING! -glares- Tbh, I think I edit anime better than most gaming and live action videos I make -.-;Anyhoo, don't know what else to put here, so I'm done.UGGHHH--17 days! My body is ready -mush-
blood red vs. xunforgottenmemories [ic/lost] militaaris 2013-05-27 | Watch in HD----------------------------------------------------------------------------------IC vs xUnforgottenMemories.OHMYETRO. OHMYETRO. IKR. ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE FEELIN' IT TOO. SHE'S BACK. NOT COMPLETELY. BUT SHE'S BACK, NONETHELESS. MY BABY GIRL HAS RETURNED TO EDITING. AND TO KICK IT OFF, WE DECIDED TO IC! Haven't done one of these in a while!I'm both proud and disgusted by this video. I only had two hours, so I threw together a last minute colouring, and in some clips it's too bright, and in others it's too dark *sigh*. I think that's the main thing of my video that's making me cringe at the sight of it. I didn't do my coloring so well this time. But at the same time, I kinda like it. Urgh, I just can't win. However, I think I did a good job on the effects. I've been practicing editing to anime recently, and this song and effects seemed, somehow, fitting, haha. AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE QUALITY. Sony Vegas 8 gives me New Blue, but it does fuck all for my 1080p quality. AND I HAD TO RENDER THIS 6 TIMES, AND THEN TWICE IN FUCKING PARTS, BECAUSE VEGAS KEPT CRASHING.SO yes, there are mistakes and glitches, but I'm too tired to care. YAY FOR ALL-NIGHTERS! -fist pump-She never disappoints with her videos, so go sub her! AND I MEAN RIGHT NOW. AKSFNLJKJG.http://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemorieshttp://www.youtube.com/user/xUnforgottenMemoriesIC Editor:// vs. xUnforgottenMemories (Chelsey)Time Limit:// 2 hoursJudge:// Rai Time allowed ://2 hours--Blaize/Light
find me in the shallows. militaaris 2013-05-25 | When the time comes, on the last day.Watch in HD-------------------------------------------------------------------------------For Zack-mun (eternity--hero)I know this isn't much and the quality is crappy, but I do hope you like it. I promised I'd make you something for your anniversary and our OTP seemed fitting--same with this song. There are a few things wrong with this, but I've rendered it 4 times already and couldn't be bothered to fix it anymore, so I hope you don't notice the glitches and timing -.---Blaize/Light
we might not make it home. | elena & jeremy [4x15] militaaris 2013-05-13 | Watch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------------So, as I've mentioned before, I've decided to branch out with my editing. I will continue to make Final Fantasy GMV's, but I'm going to start editing to live actions films and tv shows; maybe even some anime as well.This isn't the first TVD video I've made, but I am really proud of it. When I saw this episode; my heart was torn into pieces.I don't really know what I can say about the video or the episode. I'm really proud of how this turned out. The colouring is a bit off and I didn't cut one scene right; but other than that, I think I did a good job seeing as I usually edit to gaming and animation.If you haven't seen the series, I highly suggest you watch it—especially this episode. Episode: 4x15Pairing: Jermey&Elena (Brother and Sister)Song: Ask
crosslight overture. | happy birthday elly. militaaris 2013-04-25 | Watch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to Elly; Happy Birthday.I am so sorry if this is late. I tried to get it done and uploaded by the actual 24th for you, not for me. But I think I missed it by a few hours, so I apologize.I really wish I could have made you something more, but my inspiration was short and I was running low on time, cause I /needed/ this to be done on time for your birthday--it was a promise I made myself. I did masking, yes, but I lost my muse for it about halfway through, so I hope what little I did was good.You're an amazing person; honestly, it's like talking to Tifa herself at times. Sometimes I feel like calling you Tifa, haha. I'm glad I got to met you; you're the Tifa in my life. Keep smiling, sweetie. And I hope you enjoy this little thing that I made.Sub the birthday girl!http://www.youtube.com/user/Resistance41http://www.youtube.com/user/Resistance41http://www.youtube.com/user/Resistance41http://www.youtube.com/user/Resistance41Happy Birthday, my dear.
whats a soulmate? militaaris 2013-04-18 | They inspire you.Watch in HD-------------------------------------------------------------------------------For Chelsey"It's okay to admit it..." Her voice was all too familiar. Without needing to let her azure gaze travel to the owner, she could already see blue eyes, reddish brown hair and a smile that could light up a room. The soldier could not speak, not wanting to admit the girl was right. But was she? How could she ever admit to something she believed it weren't possible to feel ever again? Silence passed and her heart sank as she felt the weight of disappointment fall on her shoulders. Kairi's voice was quiet, understanding. "When you're ready, okay?"Time passed and the soldier felt herself growing closer to the young girl—finding herself becoming jealous of anyone who spoke to her. She became more protective, less concealed from emotions she would feel and more wanting of the time they shared together—brief, yet appreciated.It was a moment of weakness and emptiness that the pinkette looked upon Kairi for silent comfort. The girl spoke, laughed and went about her time like it was endless—seeing the free spirit of someone so young and wonderful made the soldier smile for once in a long time. It was something she wished she could have and hoped it could be brought to her by Kairi. As the time went on, Lightning felt the pain of losing the one she had grown so close to start to dwell inside her heart. Apart of her screamed at her to run, giving pain no chance to surface. Another part of her whispered to take a chance.It was a mere whisper that seemed to scream so loud it caused Lightning's head to ache—and it was in a whisper that the words slipped freely from her lips. "Don't leave me."Kairi's smile was small, but one the pinkette would never forget. "I promise."The pinkette swallowed, letting her fears dissipate into the air before speaking the next three words that changed her life.[story and video are only partly connected]--Thank you to ConquerGravityInspired by:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zz-HEt...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lzqUYc...--Audition for Project Icarus Studio:Skype: (both of you already have it xD)Characters: Lightning Farron, Tifa Lockhart, Oerba Yun Fang.
your love carries me. | happy birthday kelsey. militaaris 2013-03-28 | So I'm letting goWatch in HD----------------------------------------------------------------------------------Happy Birthday Lobbie!!I hope you have an amazing birthday. I know we don't talk much, but I consider you an amazing friend because when we do talk, it's long and meaningful and I cherish every word that's exchanged between us. You are an inspiration to me; as an editor and as a person. There need to be more people like you in the world.I have to thank you for your recent support with things that I have passed recently; you reminded me of who I am and even if you don't think you did much; you really did. And I can't thank you enough for that. I hope to continue our conversations in the future and spend more time together, because you truly are amazing and wonderful and askf;sdjvndf. ----Light and Kadaj are friends--Lightning falls into a crystal slumber and leaves Kadaj alone--Years pass when she wakes up and learns of Kadaj's passing from the world--Light asks Etro to grant her one wish; a moment more with her silver haired friend--Etro grants her wish and she is sent to a common place--Lightning meets Kadaj there and they spend a few moments in each others company--Kadaj's time is up and he must leave.--Lightning, reluctantly and sadly accepts his departure, but knows she'll see him again one day.Once again; Happy Birthday you beautiful lobster, you ;DSub the birthday lobster!http://www.youtube.com/user/EmoLobsterhttp://www.youtube.com/user/EmoLobsterhttp://www.youtube.com/user/EmoLobsterhttp://www.youtube.com/user/EmoLobster--Soldier x
well make it through. | for sifra. militaaris 2013-03-08 | Watch in HD-------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to Sifra!Oh my Etro—it's finally up! These amazing editors and myself have been working on this for so long, but due to so many crazy things happening, I'm uploading this WAY late. I was going to enter this into the GMV awards, but oh well x3Anyhoo, as you might have noticed this MEP is for Sifra—yes, you my gorgous girl. I wanted to make you something to lift your spirits and to let you know that if you leave youtube, you'll be greatly missed :\-- You're an amazing person and deserve this masterpiece, hence why we made it for you. Stay true, stay beautiful and continue to be amazing. You inspire so many people. I know we don't talk much, but I do see you as a good and true friend and I enjoy the conversations we have when we do talk. Love you lots and don't forget that, okay? --Soldier xSifra - I wish I knew what to say. Um, we talk enough that you should know how I feel. You're one of my closest friend, irl and online, and I adore talking to you. I hope this makes you smile and grin and flail from happiness and choke on fluff, because we all put so much love and work into this. So, you know, no pressure. :DLots of love, KatieSifra! I know I haven't known you very long but I've always enjoyed your viddies. You've been so nice to me and I really love getting to know you. I hope you come around more! I feel like you left just as we were becoming friends C: Anyway, best of luck to you in everything you do!-RaiThere are so many reasons why you are my favourite editor on YouTube. It's not just your videos that inspire, but your genuine, friendly personality and your respect towards all those you come into contact with that makes you so likeable. We will really miss you Sifra!-sunheart123Hi, Sifra, eheheh ~ You must know that a lot of people admire you and respects you, as you have well noticed ? Even if one day you did not have to do more video, you're sure that we will remember you. A kiss and hug from Marin ~--Sifra (xsmatthijsse) -- VanilleMinasPassion -- CloudYunieSummoner -- YunaQuidnamInferorum -- SerahRaikoElric -- TidusAerithWingz -- Lightningsunheart123 -- StellaI hope you like this, it's all for you x
i believed. | for rhys. militaaris 2013-02-24 | I would find you.Watch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to Rhys; Happy anniversary.--Love from, your soldier.
slipping through hidden doors. [TWBBTR2] militaaris 2013-01-10 | Watch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------------We made it into Round 2! Go Team K&A For Round 2 of the Teamwork's BBT tournament, our theme was Greek Mythology. We had to create a video based on the God that was given to our category. Category 2 was given the god, Poseidon, king of the seas. From that one name, we had to create something to do with that God.So, my and kcnyri put our amazing minds together and came up with this; --Story;(Not everything that is written here is shown in the video, due to limited time to edit more of the song. So see this as more of a deeper understand of the video (:Like all gods, the king of the seas grew lonely as his immortal life continued on. He grew envious of those who came and went; lived and died, loved and lost. He craved to feel those emotions; to have something that he could love for eternity. But he was a God, and it was forbidden, even though all God's craved those emotions. Years past and as Poseidon grew lonely, he watched a pink-haired woman and grew a liking to her. Desire overcame him and he left to world of the God's to be with her and enjoy his attraction to the mortal. Before long, she was all he thought about. Even though she knew what he was, Lightning conceded to Poseidon and they became intimate. When their intimacy was over, Poseidon knew what he had done and realized his consequences. In a panic, he left Lightning and returned to the Heavens, ready to take on the wrath from his brothers and sisters. He kept distant, but when nine months passed and Poseidon felt pain coming from his mortal lover, he left with no hesitation to help her; yet what he found was unexpected.A tiny, little girl wrapped in a bundle of sheets lay in Lightning's arms. As he watched the baby, he grew happy and felt that this was what he wanted. But deep down, he knew he couldn't be with her forever. The Heaven's above made an agreement that Poseidon could see his newborn child every so often until she became the age of 18. So whenever he could, Poseidon left the Heavens and joined his mortal lover and his little girl, Yuna. He taught his half immortal child his tricks with magic and as time went on, she became skilled in the uses of water like her father. They grew close, and spent much time together. Practicing and having fun. Which is why when Yuna became of the age that was warned, it broke both their hearts. Poseidon wanted to stay, but was forced to leave.Watching from above, Poseidon watched as his daughter fell in love and still practiced the magic he had taught her that came from their shared blood. He watched in envy and sadness as he had to experience and witness her joy from afar.Yuna was in the cave where she practiced her magic one day, but she was not alone. Gunmen turned up and cornered her, deciding it was best to not have a demi-god living among them when they found out her true lineage. Yuna's fear shone through her eyes; just like any emotion she felt did. She was born with the same trait of her father. "Dad..." she begged.Up in the Heavens, Poseidon heard the quiet plea from his daughter and with no hesitation and a betrayal of the rules given to him, he left like he once had the day she was born.Shots were fired and Yuna waited for her death.An arm was raised and Greek symbols appeared around the cave. Water was created into a weapon and defended the young half mortal. When she opened her eyes to look at her savoir, she witness her farther standing in between her and the gunmen. Terrified of the power the God possessed, the gunmen fled. Turning to his daughter, Poseidon made sure she was okay. Filled with joy at her father's presence, she nodded, but his next words made her heart sink again. "I have to go back, Yuna." She stood there, not wanting to let him go again, but knowing she had no choice. Her place was here with her mother, and his was up in the sky.Letting her father return, she danced on the water, summoning the water like she witnessed her father do so many times and reached it to perfect. Time passed and Yuna still felt the emptiness in her heart that her mother must also feel, but a part of her felt joy and safety. She knew her father, the great God of the Sea's was watching her and she smiled at the thought.Up in the sky, Poseidon stood on Heaven's shore, creating waves for her pleasure.And down on mortal ground, Yuna stood on Earth's shoreline, watching the waves her father made to bring her joy.----Cloud; PoseidonLightning; Mortal // Lover of PoseidonYuna; Demi-God // Daughter of PoseidonKairi and Marlene; Younger versions of YunaI think we did okay. We tried to make the focus stay on "Poseidon" (Cloud), but we needed to have scenes with other characters so the story made sense. I hope you guys enjoyed xD--AerithWingz & kcnyri
i just lost my mind. | happy birthday wylee. militaaris 2013-01-06 | But I still got you.Watch in HD-------------------------------------------------------------------------------Happy (Belated) Birthday to a beautiful young lady; Wylee.Oh my, how long have I known you for? I honestly can't remember; it's gotta be maybe 2 years now? But it feels a lot longer. I know we don't really talk much, and I'm always bugging you with editing types and colourings and everything because you're so dfgjknsnlmlms; but in all honestly, you are incredible. I stalk you on tumblr, I always re-watch your videos when I'm like: "blarg" for inspiration.I just--I honestly think that you are an amazing person; and probably the first person I've ever met who can remind me of Serah, haha. I remember being afraid to talk to you at first, because ever since the editing community went to shit and top editors became bitches to the new ones, I was all like: This amazing girl won't speak to me. But I am so glad you did! As I said, I haven't spoken to you much recently; but I am always here to cheer you up when you need it and to bug you with things to do when you get bored--don't forget that, okay?You're probably not gonna believe me when I tell you that you are an amazing and wonderful person to be around; always helping others and putting on a brave face. Your videos are just masterpieces and I could never see anything in you that isn't likeable. Don't let anyone bring you down, okay? You're a great person; believe it. I'm sure Happy & MANY others can back me up!Happy belated birthday, my dear! Hope you had a great day and enjoyed this failed video.Sub the birthday girl!http://www.youtube.com/user/Blehish97http://www.youtube.com/user/Blehish97http://www.youtube.com/user/Blehish97http://www.youtube.com/user/Blehish97--Blaize x-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Note://I will no longer be putting "FFXIII-2 Spoilers" in my description.--AerithWingz x
she saved me. militaaris 2012-12-31 | Time is just a concept Edit:\\FFXIII-2 SpoilersWatch in HD---------------------------------------------------------------------------------So I've been sleeping with this silence in my mindAnd all I see scares meAnd no one knows it but she;She saved me.----The song cuts out a bit on at the end, so forgive me for that. I wanted to vent about a few things, nothing in particular. And this happened. I also found that masking helped me relax and got my nerves down a bit and I think I did quite well.I am officially in love with this pairing and this colouring, for reasons you all probably know. It's grown very close to my heart.When I finished the video, I decided I was gonna try it into Best Short in the 2012 GMV's to see if it's good enough, so wish me luck!For my soul mate}--AerithWingz x//Nickname: LightCharacters: Lightning Farron (Final Fantasy) or Damon Salvatore (Vampire Diaries)
dont you leave me. militaaris 2012-12-16 | Edit:\\FFXIII-2 SpoilersWatch in HD-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Don't you leave me.I'm not sick of you yet, is that as good as it gets?I'll just say it or I could slip into youIt's so easy to come back into you.It hurts me to say; that it hurts me to stayAnd it might be alright, if you go.It hurts me to say; that I want you to stayAnd it might be alright, if you go.----'Any emotion, if sincere, is involuntary.'
team k&a // toxic escape // teamwork BBT [round one] militaaris 2012-12-13 | Edit:\\FFXIII-2 SpoilersWatch in HD-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------I honestly had no idea what I could've done for my part for Round one. I feel like I'm okay when editing to dub-step, but this song was just so hard to edit to, because I had no inspiration—still don't have inspiration—for anything and I had no idea what effects I should/could use. So, my part was a result of trying to squeeze out any form of inspiration I had left.I think Kcnyri's part kick's mine in the ass xDSo, this is our video for Round 1 of the Team Work Beta Battle Tournament. I wish to say thank you for understanding our teams' extension request and being very patient with us. I had a lot of fun working with Kcnyri, too!Unfortunately, Rikku was unable to continue participation -hugs Rikku- and we thank you for understanding those reasons.I wanted to use more of my New Blue effects, but they wouldn't work and they kept screwing up the render in vegas, so I had to stick with the basic transitions and effects o-eI also wanted to use text, but the song didn't have any lyrics, so I was like: ...okay then, boring transitions it is.Erm, I'm not sure what else to put here xD So I guess I'll just leave that all here.--AerithWingz & KcnyriPart 1 -- Kcnyri [FFXIII, FFX, FFX-2, FFVII ACC]Part 2 -- AerithWingz [FFXIII-2]
this is just a part i portray. [pt. one] militaaris 2012-10-27 | You're beautiful. Can I hide in you and stay there?Watch in HD------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to ChelseyHonestly? I have no fucking idea where to start this.There are just so many things I wanna say and I have no idea how to say it.Chelsey; I am your soldier. And I always will be. And I will rip anyone who hurts you to pieces. You really are the sister I never had. Water runs thicker than blood (no holes in my logic, please XD), and you are the other half of me that makes me hole.You're beautiful.Can I hide in you and stay there? I love you, Chelsey. My protector; Kairi.I hope this can at least cheer you up a little. Keep smiling, okay? --Your Soldier; Lightning(This was the video I origonally made for your birthday, but with a few changes--one being a pitch shift, -sobs- and a few scenes. But nevertheless, I hope you like it.)----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------(The Rising Sun Studio)Character: LightningI wish to be Lightning in the studio because she is my ulter ego. I find her to be a character that was created in my image, seeing as how many trails (physical and persona wise) we share. She is also a character I perfer to reflect myself in videos and studios--even RL."We Are Rising."----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------3rd in GMV Awards 2012 Best Crossover
how you survived the war. [clerith day 2012] militaaris 2012-10-20 | Happy Clerith Day 2012Edit:\\CloAer ahead!Watch in HD-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------I wanna dedicate this to Sifra, Rai, Jessie and RikkuYou guys are amazing friends and I love your editing so much *-* For those who don't know what Clerith day is, it's the day everyone celebrates CloAer, which is the 18th of October! It was founded by Danzaaii, now known as Skysorujaa in 2010Happy Clerith Day 2012 everyone!--AerithWingz
the time travelers wife. militaaris 2012-10-11 | I wouldn't change one second of our life together.Edit:\\ Clerith Ahead! :DWatch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------------I'm really starting to get pissed at vegas because it's too fucking stupid to let me fix my masks. I was hoping my masking would be awesome, but then vegas went "Oh no, screw you. -troll mode activated- Fuck you too, vegas. -.- So, in advance, I apologize for the shit masks of Aerith here and there. I tried to fix them, but when I did, they either glitched or vegas was like: "No, you can't render" 8\This was a project I spent a few weeks on. I really wanna see this movie but haven't gotten around to it yet. I also thought that working with a trailer would be a good change. I hope to edit more like this in the future because of how fun they are! I use to make so many trailers when I started editing, and then I became a sad excuse as an editor .__.I'm working on other trailers at the moment, but I'm considering entering this into GMV Awards "Best Trailer" category. I don't know yet, maybe ;D I'll see how my other projects go e.eErm--what else? MEP parts should all be done by now e.e If you didn't receive my parts, please PM me. I'm working on my collab parts now too! (-glances at Marc and Rai-) and I'm also finishing my tutorials! (-looks to Steven and Ellie-)School is about to get very hectic, so I might not be as active on youtube, but I will get MEP/Collab/WORM and BBT rounds done, you all just might not see the occasional video uploaded every once or twice a week like I use to. The joy of going into college -.-Anyway; enjoy this video! Forgive the masking, and I shall upload more videos when I get the chance.Next video? Hopefully one for Clerith Day e.e--AerithWingz----------------------------------------------------------------------------------GMV Awards Best Trailer Entry"You haven't seen anything yet."
no one can hurt you now. | happy birthday chelsey. militaaris 2012-09-23 | For the most beautiful girl in my life;Edit:\\FFXIII-2 SpoilersWatch in HD------------------------------------------------------------------------------Happy Birthday, Chelsey.I wanted so badly to use Kairi and Light seeing as it is OUR pairing. But I couldn't use this song without using our second pairing, SerahxLight. You are so much like Kairi, but our connection is that of Serah and Light. You will always be my little sister. I don't give a damn if you're a few months older. The other reason why I used LightxSerah for this song is because it's more sibling related and there were SO many scenes from XIII and XIII-2 that went so well with the lyrics.I love you, forever. I always will. And no matter what, I will always be your soldier.I did have another video with KairixLight prepared, but it wouldn't render. So when it does, I'll upload it.Happy birthday, beautiful girl.--Your Soldier x
this house is on fire. [DSS audition & for 300+ subs] militaaris 2012-06-28 | Each betrayal begins with trust.Watch in HD-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Audition: Dark Sinners Studio [DDS // D-Sinners Studio]Given Theme: BetrayalStudio Character: SephirothDedication: xsmatthijsse, WickedKiss & 300+ SubsI have to give a big thank you to HJAZisRikku, leader of DDS, for being so patient with me. I know my video is horrible and I know it doesn't portray betrayal as much as I had hoped, but I still hope you like it.Thank you to my 300+ subscribers! I also want to thank WickedKiss and xsmatthijsse for having such wonderful videos. WickedKiss, your videos about betrayal and love have been such a favourite and inspiration of mine. And Sifra, all of your videos just touch my heart because of the emotion. I hope I can bring emotion like that to my videos one day.--Aerith x
dont stop the ride. | for yuki. militaaris 2012-06-25 | Edit:\\Contains Yuri! (GirlxGirl!) Don't like? GTFO.Watch in HD--------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to OnlyReitasGirlDamn, your Yaoi and Yuri videos are always so inspiring and sexy, that I end up pressing the replay button and needing a bucket for my drool.So, because you are one of my inspirational editors, and I crave to edit Yuri as good as you do, I've been practicing. I was watching a few of your old and new videos when I had a spazz attack of inspiration to edit to YunaxTifa, my favourite Yuri couple, (thanks to you), and yours.I wanted to dedicate this to you because I know how much you love this pairing and Yuri in general (:I hope you like it!For those of you who don't know this editor: YOU HAVE NO LIFE AND GO SUB HER!http:\\www.youtube.com/user/OnlyReitasGirlhttp:\\www.youtube.com/user/OnlyReitasGirlhttp:\\www.youtube.com/user/OnlyReitasGirlhttp:\\www.youtube.com/user/OnlyReitasGirlAnd, here are the videos that inspired me to make this:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=udEr2SoB9R0http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVikSQv0IM8&feature=channel&list=ULhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFv_hJXXl-Ihttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jhKHxqc27s&feature=channel&list=UL--Aerith x
the angel in your voice. | for noemie. militaaris 2012-06-04 | Break the chains that hold you down & fall into my open arms.Edit:\\No FFXIII-2 SpoilersWatch in HD---------------------------------------------------------------------------------Dedicated to my precious girl; NoemieKeep your head up. You are one true and amazing person.Stay strong.--Blaize x--Aka; Lightning x
our december sunset. | for rhys. militaaris 2012-05-09 | A best friend can tell you the things you won't and can't tell yourself.Watch in HD----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dedicated to Rhys.God, where would I be without you?My portable heater, my walking four-leaf clover. My best friend.Consider this video, not only a dedication because I love you, you deserve one & a pick me up for what's been going on, but as a gift in return for the crystal that you gave me. Really, I love it.I love you, Rhys.My very own Cloud.Never forget your place in my heart x--Blaize x
a summoners promise. [teaser trailer] militaaris 2012-05-06 | If you were given a second chance at life--what would you do?Watch in HD----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A small teaser trailer for an upcoming project of mine; A Summoner's Promise.This project that I have been working on for 5-6 months now has been the reason to why requests and tutorials, MEP's and studio auditions have been late. And, the final product will be brought to you within just a few weeks.So, this project was made for a school assignment to be honest. In my school, we are given an assessment called a "personal project" (PP). A PP is only given to the students half way through year 9, and must be completed by half way through year 10. Our time period for our assessment is from September to May, and all the time in between is what we have to do our assignment.Now, you must all be thinking. "An assignment that goes for 6-7 months? I feel so sorry for you."Well, believe me, there are some parts that suck, but other's that are epic!The best thing about our PP, is that WE (the students) are the ones who get to pick what we want to do. It's an individual assignment given to us to create and research on a topic we want. It could be making a cosplay, to choreographing a dance, to learning to wake up at 7am every morning. Me? I decided to create a video that went for around 12-13 minutes.The worst part about our PP? It's the essay! D'xWe must write a minimum amount of 1500 words, and a maximum of 4000 to explain who/what/when/where/how/why about our project.NOW. THAT. SUCKS.Okay, so now that I've explained what a PP--onto the video!So last year, around September/October, I uploaded a trailer, but a few months ago I decided to change a few things. So, don't base the full video off ALL the last trailer, but parts of it and this trailer. The full project will be uploaded in a few weeks so until then; I am not spoiling anything.I hope you all are looking forward to the final product. It'll be here soon!I wish to thank my YouTube mentors, for all their help!:DantexClaireGeminixSyndromeInnachanxUnforogttenMemoriesnybigblue44I wish to thank my school mentor: Mr. WilliamsYou are an awesome teacher and I thank you for putting up with all my crap in class!And the last thank you, goes to all the support and feedback I got from my last video.I shall leave it here.Thank you!--Aerith xxEdit:\\ I'm sorry if what I just wrote made no sense, I'm slightly hypo on sugar and caffeine and I am also sleep deprived! -victory fanfare-Edit:\\ On my laptop, the audio is fairly low, but I'm not sure if that's because of my speakers. So, can someone please tell me if the audio is alright? Thank you!
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