Patron of the Plague ft. Mai [SynthV Original] Starscape-P 2022-11-13 | INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL: internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/patron-of-the-plague-ft-maiuhhh surprise!!!!!! mai came out and while testing her out i came up with this yesterday :) i know i had another original in progress but i'm kind of burnt out making the video so i'm saving that to work on later. hope you enjoy!it's also come to my attention that some people from japan tune in to my songs now, so i'll do my best to make a japanese translation when i have time!LYRICS Mistaking sympathy for love, you add another cutWhile knowing fully well that it’ll never be enough Like poison in your bloodStrangers start to fill you upYou won’t turn away this timeI’ll just act forgivenMy sickness made you numbHoliness I couldn’t touchYou’re sent from God aboveGuess I couldn’t make you Come to the lightBut it’s alright I brought you the plague with my arms open wideA mechanical heart with no feelings insideSo spare me your pity and put down your knifeI’m alone now, like you wantedIt’s not easy to breathe with an ache in my chestAnd I’m not fucking perfect but I’m doing my best I can’t let the angels begin to infestI’m alone now, but I’m haunted このままでいいの？気持ちいいの？Alone inside an empty room, you’re licking at your wounds While knowing fully well that this will only be your tomb And since I can’t be brave I belong inside your grave A final resting place for the soul they couldn’t save Alone together in the garden A life you wanted no part inThe flowers died I brought you the plague with my arms open wideA mechanical heart with no feelings insideI brought you the plague with my arms open wideA mechanical heart with no feelings insideSo spare me your pity and put down your knifeI’m alone now, like you wantedI’m tired of ignoring the call of the grave I loved you in silence, you loved me in painYou vanished to nothing, I know I’m to blameI’m alone now, as the patron of the plague このままでいいの？気持ちいいの？これで気持ちいいの？ —tags—mai synthv synth v original vocaloid
OVERLOAD ft. GUMI Starscape-P 2025-02-21 | bandcamp: internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/overloadpresave spotify: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/starscapep/overload-feat-gumi?utm_campaign=website&utm_medium=Email+&utm_source=SendGridart and video by @charcolor everything else by yours truly
(Collaboration) Circinus ft. Mai/Lily V3 Starscape-P 2023-05-16 | lyrics/歌詞: @charcolor music/伴奏: methis is a collab we started like almost a year ago so im not sure how well the mix holds up since its . kind of loud. but i hope you enjoy. i did the instrumental and the mai tuning as well as the outfit design/art :) mai and lily are lesbiabs i think.you should also look at @charcolor ‘s music. she is my friend bandcamp: internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/circinustags: vocaloid, synthv
AUTOTOMY ft. SOLARIA [SynthV Original] Starscape-P 2023-03-20 | HQ/INSTRUMENTAL DL: internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/autotomy-ft-solariatags:----solaria synthv synthesizer v vocaloid original song
deepspace ft. stardust [synthv original] Starscape-P 2022-09-01 | SVP: ko-fi.com/s/8205fb1327 INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/deepspace-ft-stardust-infinity this is probably the first and last time i use stardust because i don’t own her :(thank you to both of the friends who helped me with this:vocal rendered by oran (fmwaves)art, character design, video by TaRa twitter.com/kotan_kamuy...bass by my dadLYRICS Chasing me through shadowsI know better than to runI’m picking up the pieces As the dreamworld comes undone My will to stay awake is getting weaker by the day But all the disbelieving won’t make darkness go away A little while til the sun goes downWon’t you be a little quiet now?A little tired of this lonely town I have to run away somehow Promise me you’ll close your eyes until the bitter end?Can you live inside a paradise if you know it’s just pretend?Unmoving and unspoken My gravity is broken The silver cord is something that I know I cannot mend The universe relies upon the strength I have within I’m tethered to my body but the line is wearing thin I’m drifting far away now It’s cold and dark and gray nowI’m falling into deepspace, the way that I have always been The day has gone away and melted into night There’s no one I can call upon to hold me tight I struck a match and let my consciousness ignite That’s right, the truth of this world will come to light…I promised I would close my eyes until the bitter end I can’t live inside a paradise cuz I know it’s just pretendUnmoving and unspoken My gravity is broken The silver cord is something that I know I cannot mend The universe relies upon the strength I have within I’m tethered to my body but the line is wearing thin I’m drifting far away now It’s cold and dark and gray nowI’m falling into deepspace, the way that I have always been special thanks to aimeetags: synthv original
Microplastic Girl Starscape-P 2022-06-23 | SVP ko-fi.com/s/5e89aaa287 INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/microplastic-girl-ft-solaria-2 Here's to my personal record of fastest produced song - it took only 5 hours in one sitting from the first chords to the lyrics to the final mix. MeowSpecial thanks to Aimee for always being supportive------TagsSolaria, synthv, synth v, vocaloid, original
ARISEN ft. SOLARIA [SynthV Original] Starscape-P 2022-06-11 | INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL: internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/arisen-ft-solaria hi againsolaria surprisingly works well for um, rock? or whatever this genre is. not sure. im entering the solaria contest and even if i don’t place this was super fun to make anyway + i wanted more practice with original stories that aren’t just me ventingthank you so much to my good friend aimee (charcolor) for making this PV for me, it was a new thing for me to collaborate with someone else, but i’m glad i had the chance to work with you (the part before the first chorus is in a conlang of mine and says “kae ma ume te adiganba/ hamati ma aohaba” which translates to “you aren’t protecting your heart / ichor runs colorless”)———tagssolaria, vocaloid, synth v, original
3 feat. 重音テト[UTAU Original] Starscape-P 2022-05-03 | INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/3-ft影と友達になったあの子から沢山学んだ死にそうだと思いながら冷たいジュースを飲んだ優しく触れてて私を溢れて善意の嘘をついて全てを壊してさあ希望も痛みも愛もなしで生きよう弱いけど、あんまり死にたくないよ君が愛おしい私が要らなくなったそれでも出会えてよかった泣かないようにしてみた体が冷たくなった一緒にいた時涙出てなかった苦しい日々さえも名前さえも忘れないまま「ありがとう」と「またね」言えなくなっちゃってさあ希望も痛みも愛もなしで生きよう弱いけど、あんまり死にたくないよ君が愛おしい君が愛おしいi made friends with a shadow i learned a lot from her while thinking i was about to die i drank cold juice gently touching and overflowing me telling a white lie and destroying everythingnow, without hope, without hurt without love, let's live i'm weak, but i don't wanna die too badyou are just so dear to me you don't need me anymore but i'm still glad we met i tried not to cry my body went cold the times we were together tears didn't fall even on the painful dayswithout forgetting even your name i wasn't able to say "thank you" and "see you later" now, without hope, without hurtwithout love, let's livei’m weak, but i don't wanna die too bad you are just so dear to me you are just so dear to me—tags: utau utauloid kasane teto vocaloid オリジナル ボカロイド
I Am Burning ft. SOLARIA [SynthV Original] Starscape-P 2022-04-19 | tw for brief s//h mentions and not great parental stuff hi im back!INSTRUMENTAL/HQ DL internetaltar.bandcamp.com/album/i-am-burning-ft-solariatagssolaria vocaloid original utau synthv synth v
in starlight Starscape-P 2021-08-14 | (すみません、日本語がちょうど下手ですが) this song is dripping with bitterness but it's not aimed just at a specific person, more toward a bunch of people really..... also, the english bits (same melody and everything) have been rolling around in my head without a use for about a year now so im glad i got to use them! off vocal and bandcamp release pending (i don't think anyone has any use for the off vocal though) keyword time booyeah utau vocaloid original song
【UTAU cover / PV】Ghost City Tokyo【青空ほしか Aozora Hoshika】 Starscape-P 2020-11-22 | ust:zoeutauloid, art, video by me
【UTAU Newcomer】Demo Reel【aozora hoshika 青空ほしか】 Starscape-P 2020-10-10 | download page: utaucastalia.carrd.co/#hoshikaedirect download: drive.google.com/file/d/1g1vVq_Zj_OGAsb4pIwOUlVaJEDfjruMF/viewhere's my little catboy.please use: fresamp!!!
【波音リツ Namine Ritsu】Deep Sea Girl 【UTAUカバー】 Starscape-P 2020-01-27 | ust: youtu.be/FqDQ329j2iAart: me!tuning: also me.okay real talk....... i had to reset my computer due to me doing some really stupid things. the program i use for mixing (mixcraft) isn't letting me reuse my registration code, so i have 24 days to use it before it's gone, unless some miracle happens. so that gives me a time bomb for me to get covers out while i still can, at least...also, the tablet i use to draw (its an ipad, i draw everything using my finger fhvhgj) is starting to not respond when i use it, it's so old and im just waiting for it to give out on me... i hope i still have at least a year's life left in it.changes.. are scary.
(utau cover) Miss Wanna-Die / Shinitai-chan (kasane teto) Starscape-P 2019-02-26 | kasane teto CV is kind of a pain to work with but i like her anywayust:halfaheadthis took me longer than it should have like comment and scrubscribe
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