Hive mind is scary I feel vulnerable and stupid Waiting for a new embaressment to go and tear right through me A dependent fruitless animal, watch me brimming with shame.
And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse. I am not a stallion, I am just perverse. Hopeless, and docile, and tamed.
Another day I won't remember, another day I wished away. Tedious days punctuated by dismay, everyday feels the same.
It's the routine, It's the regret. That makes me worse yet.
Did I forget your name or make a joke and no-one laughed? Did I come across as stupid or did I cum too fast? This isn't a brave face, this is a mask.
Now I remember it doesn't take much to make me feel small.
crywank - only everyone can judge me lyrics (DONATE TO CRYWANK IN DESC)jenna2016-07-11 | DONATE TO CRYWANK VIA THEIR BANDCAMP, THEY (and i) MAKE NO REVENUE FROM THIS VIDEO SO IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOU HELP CONTRIBUTE IF YOU CAN: crywank.bandcamp.com/music i am also awaiting a response from them to determine if they would like this video removed/taken down due to this exact fact. crywank.bandcamp.com/album/tomorrow-is-nearly-yesterday-and-everyday-is-stupid
Hive mind is scary I feel vulnerable and stupid Waiting for a new embaressment to go and tear right through me A dependent fruitless animal, watch me brimming with shame.
And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse. I am not a stallion, I am just perverse. Hopeless, and docile, and tamed.
Another day I won't remember, another day I wished away. Tedious days punctuated by dismay, everyday feels the same.
It's the routine, It's the regret. That makes me worse yet.
Did I forget your name or make a joke and no-one laughed? Did I come across as stupid or did I cum too fast? This isn't a brave face, this is a mask.
Now I remember it doesn't take much to make me feel small.Los Campesinos! - Too Many Flesh Suppersjenna2017-06-03 | https://soundcloud.com/los-campesinos...
They found two dogs hung from electrical pylons, by their hind legs just down from my road You slit their bellies open left the knife inside, they'd ripped off our collars, we had nowhere to hide
Do you feel the sweat drip? Wake up when your hearts skips four am you're screaming, "Mother, swear I am a good kid" I lean across to take the wheel, whilst so far blisters form and heal, compose a mental list of subtle ways to broach the point again
Take my callous hand, sink these bloody fingers, Too many flesh suppers, Too many scents linger Take my callous hand, sink these bloody fingers, Too many flesh suppers, Too many scents linger
You take the bed and I'll take the floor, I'll block the draft that comes under the door You take the sheets and I'll wrap in clothes, I overpack to keep out the cold
Take my callous hand, sink these bloody fingers, Too many flesh suppers, Too many scents linger Take my callous hand, sink these bloody fingers, Too many flesh suppers, Too many scents linger
I plunge my hand deep like child scraping around jam jar, Unwieldy as teenagers reach below his lover's belt line The power that I felt, when you looked me in the eye, And said "I promise boy, I'll never let you see me cry"
You don't pay back the debt you owe your parents for birth, by giving Grandkids in return You watch them die Through your declining eyes My clandestine, broken cage, we'll keep them secret, 'cause there's no other way
You ripped off my flesh and my heart gripped the ribs like a prisonerSeahaven - Its Over lyricsjenna2014-01-27 | I couldn't find a lyric video to this song, so I made one. This is my first lyric video, so sorry if there are errors. Disclaimer, I don't own this song, all rights to Seahaven.