Milwaukee Protocol - Day 3 (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2026-09-20 | Milwaukee Protocol - Day 3 (FULL ALBUM)
The rechorister looks upon the field PXTSERYU 2025-07-13 | from IMAGES OF BEAUTY NEVER SEEN - MODERATE DEMENTIA subs and progress will resume once the situation has been figured out and my outpatient is completeArt by Phi
All Blue and Red Imaginary Friend Conversations | ROBLOX PRESSURE - WORTH THE WAIT UPDATE PXTSERYU 2025-07-04 | Quick detour from my usual with this one. New pressure update bangs as do the new imaginary friends. Here's every interaction unique to these two that I could find.Subscribe to support the channel, yada yada you get the gist. Will make more Pressure videos in this vein if this does well.#pressure #robloxpressure
THE SYMPHONY OF DREAMS BANDCAMP LIVES PXTSERYU 2025-06-04 | SALVAGED RECORDS FROM THE OTHERWORLDLY DISCOTHEQUEWE DETERMINE OUR OWN DESTINIESIMAGES OF BEAUTY NEVER SEEN - MODERATE COGNITIVE DECLINEALL AVAILABLE ON BANDCAMP NOW WITH BONUS TRACKS AND BEHIND THE SCENES:symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/images-of-beauty-never-seen-middle-stagesymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/we-determine-our-own-destiniessymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/salvaged-records-from-the-otherworldly-discotheque
Symphony of Dreams - Images Of Beauty Never Seen - MODERATE COGNITIVE DECLINE (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2025-05-01 | Images of Beauty Never Seen - MODERATE COGNITIVE DECLINEsymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/images-of-beauty-never-seen-middle-stage0:00 G1 - A dream2:39 G2 - The answer is no6:32 G3 - Nothing you can say will ever save me14:05 G4 - To live despite17:05 G5 - Unreal reality19:30 G6 - Respite21:46 G7 - Lost brief respite25:10 G8 - There is still time29:37 H1 - Slip III34:17 H2 - Unheard prayers37:14 H3 - Ashes slipping through your fingers41:27 H4 - Increasingly meaningless sunrise44:52 H5 - Slip IV46:16 H6 - Faces flicker and fade50:04 H7 - Expansion of evade53:39 H8 - Slip V55:33 H9 - Empty reflections56:54 I1 - Into another world1:00:44 I2 - Hollow recollections1:03:31 I3 - Impossible connections1:07:19 I4 - Future thoughts of1:11:31 I5 - Beyond gone1:14:38 I6 - Gone beyond1:15:28 I7 - Forget about life for a while1:19:49 I8 - You tire of a life you've long since lived1:22:46 I9 - I'll take a quiet life1:28:04 J1 - Fugue1:30:13 J2 - Slip away1:48:16 J3 - Auf wiedersehen“MODERATE COGNITIVE DECLINE” (SIDES G+H+I+J)Moderate cognitive decline is often the longest part of the disease - the one most similar to the still active but scatterbrained senior. Lasting around two years, this is the stage where more fundamental cognitive issues begin to present themselves. Fundamental elements of recall begin to give way, the ability to recollect personal details begins to fade, calculations and sense of time start to falter. Language and communication is disrupted, and due to these factors and increasing delirium withdrawal from even moderately stressful situations is likely - all of this causes and is worsened by depressive symptoms, relatively common substance abuse, increasing confusion and the cognitive last resort of outright denial.Mastering by PXTSERYU, Jordan Keuring, SlorpanoidCredit to Leyland Kirby for the inspirationArt by Torin Shaw, PhiSigma and RasarisalThank you as always for your generous and unending support in the face of numerous delays and personal events.All sample use is transformative content and is therefore protected under Section 107 of the Copyright Act of 1986.
MODERATE COGNITIVE DECLINE RELEASES AT 8:30PM EST PXTSERYU 2025-04-30 | LISTENING PARTY IN THE CARETAKER FAN PROJECTS DISCORD SERVER:discord.gg/ZTKjz6XWThank you as always for your unending trust and support. This has been a long time coming. Temper your expectations and enjoy.
Fanproject Guy Funny Moments S10E2 (No Zoom) PXTSERYU 2025-01-20 | courtesy youtube.com/channel/UCenrM3ImENLGB-HDhOQ-U9A
this great sea of blackness (personal remake) PXTSERYU 2024-11-24 | Scrapped version of This Great Sea of Blackness from NATMOSR, originally intended for CE but swapped out in the end. Hope you enjoy!Stream CE or I steal your liver: youtu.be/Zr84Nvdu7Sworiginal track by pot8oalbum by The Caretakers"the man who I call my father" (2022) by phisigmaall samples are copyright of their respective owners
isnt life disappointing PXTSERYU 2024-11-14 | From Images of Beauty Never Seen - Moderate Cognitive Decline (2024),out before Christmas.Thank you as always for your generous patience and continuing to follow my sporadic uploading endeavors. I do my best.
Class of 09: The Flip Side Horrifically Out Of Context PXTSERYU 2024-09-24 | #classof09 #flipsideall this waiting for it to be bootleg diddy party jesus christ. at least it was moderately funnyDon't buy Class of 09: The Flip Side.(reuploaded due to low volume)all content belongs to their respective owners
Class of 09: The Flip Side | The Hat Man PXTSERYU 2024-09-23 | american blonde robotrips and meets the hatman (real)out of context compilation incomingPlay Class of '09: The Flip Side: nevermind not promoting this shit
SKINAMARINK (2022) SOUNDTRACK | can we watch something happy PXTSERYU 2024-09-07 | unofficial recreation of THAT part of Skinamarink's soundtrackSkinamarink was created by Kyle Edward Ball. I do not claim any of his work. All material belongs to their respective owners.
Symphony of Dreams - An entropic decay approaching from afar [vol. 2] (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2024-07-27 | An entropic decay approaching from afar (vol. 2)symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/an-entropic-decay-approaching-from-afar-vol-2(it sounds way better here!)The Director of Dreams returns once more to the entropic decay with a quieter, aged, and more self-absorbed collection of the synaptic bindings and patterns we call memories. Through a collection of fusty classics from the 40s and 50s, the warmly lit yet flickering aura of recall illuminates memories and the remains of their contents to a world that has long since forgotten them. They go somewhere, but ultimately nowhere. Their age alludes to the persistence of older, frequently called upon recollections, while their frayed condition, fragmentation, and tapestry of emotions emulate the unpredictable quality of recall in a number of neurological diseases, and the confused, empty, spasmodically beautiful moments they create.0:00 - All you can be sure of is that the future is gone3:40 - Flickers of lost yesterdays6:50 - Entropy from afar11:28 - Roediger's paradigm15:58 - As if one was losing all their leaves18:26 - Entropy from afar21:33 - Normalcy just out of reach23:44 - Chasms of broken dreams27:16 - Subconscious worn to nothing28:51 - Chasms of broken dreams30:33 - In entropy is peace of mind33:50 - Turning world leaving us behind38:27 - When I forget you, will you still remember me"home everywhere despite" by Torin ShawRecalled and disfigured by PXTSERYUSpecial thanks to Jordan KeuringSpecial thanks to alteredzonesStrong inspiration in production and concept from An Empty Bliss Beyond This World, created by Leyland Kirby under the Caretaker moniker in 2011. This is essentially my own personal take inspired by the concept.
PXTSERYU -【ａ ｍｅａｎｉｎｇｆｕｌ ｍｏｍｅｎｔ】 PXTSERYU 2024-07-22 | Isolated and remastered layer from Milwaukee Protocol, Day 3.don't ask for the sample because idkFrom: youtu.be/pinyVGdJRM4
PXTSERYU -【ｓｔｒｅｓｓ ｗａｖｅｓ】 PXTSERYU 2024-07-19 | Isolated and slightly remastered segment of the Stress Waves layer from Milwaukee Protocol G1. An appetizer before AEDAFA2.From: youtu.be/pinyVGdJRM4
All you can be sure of is that the future is gone PXTSERYU 2024-07-13 | Track 1 from the upcoming "An entropic decay approaching from afar," vol. 2, available for pre-order now and releasing shortly:symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/an-entropic-decay-approaching-from-afar-vol-2All distortions you hear here are completely physical and are taken from my own records."home everywhere despite" by Torin Shaw
[CONCEPT] Sierra Madre Heartaches - A Dead Money Ambient Overhaul PXTSERYU 2024-05-29 | A proof of concept for a mod that overhauls the soundtrack of Dead Money's Sierra Madre Casino to include music from The Caretaker that devolves over time, because why not? Light modifications made by myself to mimic the (poor quality) ambience filter of the base game to simulate as best as I could what it would be like.I don't have the modding expertise to make this myself, but if you're a modder with the experience to, it would be nice to see this come to life. All I ask is to link back here and explicitly credit Leyland Kirby/The Caretaker and link to his BandCamp. (and get permission if possible, though iirc non-profit stuff is ok).Fallout: New Vegas is one of my favorite games of all times, and with the influx of new fans to the series (and my own personal replaying of the games) I've been going through the game in a myriad of different ways.Being someone who makes caretaker-esque music Dead Money is one of my favorite DLCs as it deals explicitly with nostalgia, greed, and dark undertones beneath. What else could be more fitting than distorted, creepy music on top of it all?TIMESTAMPS:0:00 - Intro & Overview0:34 - Entering the Casino - That old feeling2:25 - Waking up the Ghost - All that follows is true3:52 - Put The Beast Down - On the edge of breakdown7:12 - 1 Companion Resolved - What does it matter how my heart breaks8:01 - Tampico Showdown - Robins and Roses8:46 - 2 Companions Resolved - Sublime beyond loss9:54 - Dealing with The Mute - Drifting time misplaced12:10 - All Companions Resolved - Mournful cameraderie13:08 - Opening the Vault - Synapse retrogenesisFEATURING MUSIC FROM @vvmtest 's We'll All Go Riding on a Rainbow, A Stairway to the Stars, An Empty Bliss Beyond this World, and Everywhere at the end of time. Go support him on bandcamp!thecaretaker.bandcamp.com/album/well-all-go-riding-on-a-rainbowthecaretaker.bandcamp.com/album/a-stairway-to-the-starsthecaretaker.bandcamp.com/album/an-empty-bliss-beyond-this-worldthecaretaker.bandcamp.com/album/everywhere-at-the-end-of-timeThis video is NOT MONETIZED.
MEMORYFEST 2023 - BLOCK 1 PXTSERYU 2024-05-11 | MEMORYFEST 2023 is a (long-delayed) community celebration of the Caretaker Fan Project community and the things that make it great. Block 1 features the works of several prominent community members and touches on the roots of Caretaker-derived works, specifically with older samples and feel.Opening visuals by GastyerWolf
Future thoughts of PXTSERYU 2024-04-14 | From Images of Beauty Never Seen - Moderate Cognitive Decline (2024).
Cured Pixels - reCJD (Sides A-E) PXTSERYU 2024-04-02 | AVAILABLE ON BANDCAMP: vcjd.bandcamp.com/album/recjdreCJD is a minimalist, faithful reMAKE of Matthew Eder's CJD, exploring the titular disease and its wasting away of life, soul, and mind. Made using minimalist effects and techniques from older caretaker fan projects, it's a rather vintage and raw experience.Side AThe beginning of the end. Unnoticable tremors and memory loss begin as the brain starts to atrophy.0:00 A1 - A sad song to remember the days gone by3:10 A2 - Summer breeeze warms my aching heart5:49 A3 - What if I felt alive again7:08 A4 - Looking back to when things were easy9:27 A5- Grains of hopeSide BMood changes and depression seep in as proteins continue to misfold.14:00 B1 - Our whole lives17:44 B2 - Misfortunate Soul20:35 B3 - Shaky hands25:03 B4 - Helpless denial27:04 B5 - Downward spiralSide CAs atrophy grows exponential, memories start to fade from the subconscious - more effort is needed to remember.30:09 C1 - In the corner of my eye32:17 C2 - Sands of time flowing much too fast34:40 C3 - A helpless song35:53 C4 - Grains of delay37:45 C5 - Hope misfortunateSide DHallucinations and myoclonus lead to much lower overall quality of life as the brain continues to crumble.41:11 D1 - Hands flowing easy43:40 D2 - All faces gather away47:02 D3 - Hopeless spiral49:56 D4 - Grieving for one's own51:30 D5 - True rejoiceSide EThoughts reverberate back and forth repeating ad infinitum. Only minute fragments of clear ideas are left to repeat endlessly until everything falls away.52:56 E1 - Felt gather rejoice53:38 E2 - Soul time sands56:43 E3 - Summer hand ache59:44 E4 - What if it was all just a terrible nightmare1:03:01 E5 - Final coherent thoughtsTracks by PXTSERYU and Jordan KeuringArt by PhiSigmaConcept and album based on Matthew Eder's CJD (2021)
ShakyHands.wav PXTSERYU 2024-04-01 | Mood changes and depression seep in as proteins continue to misfold.from reCJD (2024), coming out later today or tomorrowft. @JordanKeuring
Symphony of Dreams - We Determine Our Own Destinies (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2024-03-23 | AVAILABLE ON BANDCAMP WITH BONUS TRACKS: symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/we-determine-our-own-destiniesMASSIVE THANK YOU TO @slorpanoid FOR ASSEMBLY AND COMPILATION!!The 1960s was a time of massive change. Social bounds shifted - civil rights expanded - apocalyptic powers churned underneath the Earth and in the sky. Where times were dark and uncertain - where the end of the world was a button press away. And yet, against malignant forces both within and without, the youth of the world - the post WW2 generation - found ways to enjoy it all despite it.The Symphony of Dreams awakens once more to bring you to a tired and lonesome place covered by rust and watched over by forces of the occult and malintent. The discotheque is dead and abandoned, and yet the new world continues regardless, determining their own destinies.00:00 - Slorpanoid, Molten, Aniball - The future one day away04:34 - Thiago - We pressed our lips against each other06:12 - 1583637, UNKNOWN - Intentions made of cellophane08:40 - 1583637 - This loop has been treaded on by others12:13 - Aniball - Entropy of the discotheque15:06 - 1583637 - My body is growing numb18:40 - Skypiez - Let's light a smoke and throw our lives away23:22 - Aniball, PXTSERYU - The misinterpretation bloomed27:19 - Slorpanoid - Everything has its consequences, even happiness30:45 - MiasmaSpasm63 - I can't just let them do this to you34:09 - 1583637 - Darker truths hidden from us36:25 - Skypiez, Slorpanoid - Looming external forces42:00 - Cinnimin, Slorpanoid - We determine our own destinies (pt.1)44:30 - Cinnimin, Slorpanoid, Racket Heater, Molten - We determine our own destinies (pt.2)47:40 - Slorpanoid, Molten - We determine our own destinies (pt.3)50:02 - Slorpanoid, Thiago - Our ashes will fall like snowflakes53:49 - Slorpanoid - The end of the worldART: "living life below" by PXTSERYU and PhisigmaSLORPANOID - 1, 9, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17MOLTEN - 1, 14, 15ANIBALL - 1, 5, 8THIAGO - 2, 161583637 - 3, 4, 6, 11UNKNOWN - 3SKYPIEZ - 7, 12MIASMASPASM63 - 10CINNIMIN - 13, 14Special thanks to all the original SOD members back from when this was a closed project. It's been a long road.Inspired by The Caretaker's We'll all go riding on a rainbow.We don’t own nor claim to own the samples used. We are not making any money from this video.
THE CARETAKER - The Real Ghosts Of My Life (LIVE @lincolncenter 12-4-2023) PXTSERYU 2023-12-10 | IF YOU ARE A HOSTER/KIRBY AND HAVE AN ISSUE WITH THE UPLOAD, PLEASE EMAIL ME THROUGH MY BUSINESS CONTACT OR LEAVE A COMMENT BEFORE DECIDING TO ISSUE A TAKEDOWN! I am not sure on the specifics of uploading this as concert uploads have remained available before - I will take this video down immediately upon request.On 12-4-2023 Leyland Kirby under the "Caretaker" moniker performed in America for the first time in a while (possibly ever? not sure). Opening with Mother Moor before transitioning into his block, this video compiles as best as possible the entire 54 minute performance. Featuring a previously unreleased perspective by myself.This is not being uploaded for any form of profit. This video is not and will never be monetized. It is here purely for the purpose of archival.Credit for this set goes to James Leyland Kirby (@vvmtest). Support his creations and independent music in general on Bandcamp:haftw.bandcamp.comCredit towards the hosting of the event goes to @lincolncenter in New York City.Featuring the perspectives of:@PXTSERYU_ @slorpanoid @a77y74 @ESAisESA And a few unknowns from now-deleted instagram stories.TIMESTAMPS (These titles are fanmade and are temporary until the sample doc is ready, will change if requested to just descriptors)0:00 Notes0:31 Preshow1:47 - VVM-esque Heroes lipsync (ft. Inflatable Guitar)6:03 1 - Caretaker segment begins8:20 2 - [this is probably a really obvious sample I'm forgetting]10:04 3 - Internal delayed world (Shining segment)12:56 4 - Advanced bliss confusions15:12 INTERMISSION15:29 5 - Libet's (get it? there's no delay? i'm so silly)19:07 6 - In The Mission By The Sea (Awareness outtake[?], used in PA)21:38 7 - And heart breaks25:43 8 - All you are going to want to do is get back there29:29 9 - I Guess I'll Have To Change My Plans (Awareness outtake[?], used in PA)33:14 10 - Burning despair does ache35:17 11 - Mournful camaraderie37:19 1990 NYC Family Intermission37:42 12 - Love is all that lasts forever (Midnight Cowboy)42:14 13 - Advanced plaque entanglements47:37 14 - Back in the game.48:27 15 - The real ghosts of my life (credits)53:02 The End.MISSING SEGMENTS:Around ten seconds of audio from the Sebald-alike voices segmentThe fadeout of Midnight Cowboy into the ending static (around 30s if my memory serves
Endless entropy sets free PXTSERYU 2023-11-11 | From the upcoming "An entropic decay approaching from afar," vol. 2, available for pre-order now with an expected release date in December along the next IOBNS release:symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/an-entropic-decay-approaching-from-afar-vol-2 All distortions you hear here are completely physical and are taken from my own records.This track in particular heavily draws from the first instance of "An Empty Bliss Beyond This World (1)"."home everywhere despite" by Torin Shaw
The Inspection (MILWAUKEE PROTOCOL & PENTAQUE NOW ON CD) PXTSERYU 2023-10-05 | Two anomalous items are inspected by a familiar face.ANOMALOUS ITEMS GO LIVE 10/6 AT 3PM ESTMILWAUKEE PROTOCOL WILL BE LIMITED TO FIVE COPIEScinnimin.bandcamp.com/merch/milwaukee-protocol-tripledisccinnimin.bandcamp.com/album/petanquePX-CN Anomalous Item Inspection:-One (1) Red Ball-One (1) Mavica camera
Starfield - CAPS, the Autopiloted Ship (Random Encounter) PXTSERYU 2023-09-09 | While exploring the outer reaches of Starfield, you might stumble across a derelict Longsword with an interesting story to tell... #bethesda #starfield #gaming #teslaautopilot (lol) #nasa #bethesda #guides #gaming
Starfield - Sentient NASA Probe? (JUNOs Gambit) PXTSERYU 2023-09-09 | OR: How I learned to debate the ethics of artificial intelligence and love the manmade horrors beyond all comprehension.Juno's Gambit begins as you come across a large, mysterious ship with two operatives of a major corporation onboard. How it plays out from there is up to you.More Starfield videos soon!TIMESTAMPS:0:00 Introduction3:26 Talking with JUNO8:15 Save JUNO12:09 Shut down JUNO #starfield #gaming #juno #nasa #bethesda #guides
Dannys Dance Band - Parisenne Walkways PXTSERYU 2023-08-21 | DANNY'S DANCE BAND - Parisenne WalkwaysFrom their 1981 album "Foxtrot". Track 5 on side 1.Released in 1981 on the Swedish label known as Scranta.UPLOADER NOTE: This is archived nowhere else on the internet from what I could scour, so I may be the first to digitize this. Yes, you can make IOBNS subs with this.
Milwaukee Protocol - Day 3 [SAMPLE GUIDE] PXTSERYU 2023-07-03 | A sample guide for Milwaukee Protocol - Day 3. Maybe Day 4 and 2 will exist someday.E1 - Shorewater Voices Surrounding 0:00E2 - Atwater anxieties crashing 3:53E3 - Intervention 6:42E4 - What is god 11:08F1 - HYPERSALIVATIAGOLERIUM 14:14F2 - LYSSACEDROPHOBIATHRASH 23:33G1 - COLLAPRESTRALLUCINASWALLOWSPASM 31:58Thanks to ContextSwitch for productionCredit to me, Cinni, Zrofone for helpCredit to BradyAUS for several ideas implemented in this album.
Entropy from afar PXTSERYU 2023-07-03 | Single from An entropic decay approaching from afar (vol. 2), delving into the older, more intact, and more peaceful moments left untouched.All distortions you hear here are completely physical and are taken from my own records."home everywhere despite" by Torin Shaw
Symphony of Dreams - Images Of Beauty Never Seen - MILD ALZHEIMERS (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2023-06-28 | Images of Beauty Never Seen - MILD ALZHEIMER'Ssymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/images-of-beauty-never-seen0:00 E1 - Aletheia (PXTSERYU, Slorpanoid, Ben's Fractals, The Placeholder)3:15 E2 - Future gone (TheDoctor)6:12 E3 - A stranger in the mirror (Slorpanoid)10:43 E4 - Stay calm struggle on (Fading)13:34 E5 - Trials under a dying light (Aniball)17:12 E6 - Days past now distant (PXTSERYU)21:27 F1 - See the end (Small man)24:30 F2 - Face the music (PXTSERYU, 1583637)28:47 F3 - Slip [II] (Ben's Fractals, Slorpanoid, Small Man)32:31 F4 - If I could stay me and not the shadow I'll be (Slorpanoid)36:36 F5 - Twilight days withering away (PXTSERYU, Darb)40:47 F6 - Everything for nothing (Darb, LemonadeShark)44:10 F7 - Into das lange dark (PXTSERYU)“MILD ALZHEIMER’S” (SIDES E+F)In the course of Alzheimer's, episodes of forgetfulness and confusion can result in an earlier, preemptive diagnosis. Many try to live with the truth and actively fight the decline, with some eventually finding refuge from reality in harmful coping mechanisms. As time goes on, communication skills and vocabulary begin to suffer. Memory loss becomes ever more sudden and intrusive as the disease continues to impact every aspect of life, day by day.Credit to Leyland Kirby for the inspirationArt by PhiSigmaWe do not own or claim to own the samples used. This is a non-profit project.
CARETAKER FAN PROJECT SLANDER PXTSERYU 2023-06-05 | silly opinions are presented. all meant jokingly and in a lighthearted manner. Enjoy! Remember that at the end of the day I wouldn't actually be here if I didn't like the community - this is meant to poke fun at something we all enjoy.THUMBNAIL by @artoflemons , thank you for doing it quickly on a whim!
Symphony of Dreams - Who are you (in memory of and for a loved one) PXTSERYU 2023-05-31 | Symphony of Dreams - Who are yousymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/who-are-you-2TRACKLIST:0:00 part one11:08 interval16:55 part twoCompiled, mastered, released, and remembered on the anniversary of my grandfather's death from Alzheimer's and cancer in 2022. He always joked about senility and his age, and would often ask this question whenever he saw me. I never found out when it stopped being a joke.You are free to pay for this release on Bandcamp if you wish. Any and all money put towards this release will go directly to the Alzheimer's Association. However, what I encourage you to do instead is to visit those in your life who are older - especially those in homes or dealing with circumstances similar to the conditions that the Symphony (and I) make projects about. They will enjoy your company, even if it's over the phone. And that company is more valuable than you can possibly imagine. -PXTSERYU"sodovexistry klinge (2023)" by PhiSigma with edits by PXTSERYURemembered by PXTSERYUVaguely inspired by The Caretaker's "Take care, it's a desert out there..."license
Nowhere At The Millennium Of Space - That Special Melody (PERSONAL REMAKE) PXTSERYU 2023-05-19 | That special melody...With NATMOSR releasing this weekend I decided it was time to remake my favorite track out of any release in the entirety of the discography.I discovered NATMOS around the time the original Stage 3 had come out and went through the entire thing. This track stuck with me and still does to this day. It gives off a really intoxicating sense of nostalgia and maintains that somewhat on a meta level due to how long it's been (two and a half years) since I joined the Caretaker community in full. As much as this community has changed I'm still happy to be here for the long run. Thanks for the good memories, the connections, the skills learned, and everything else. Here's to so much more.DIFFERENCES:-Primary loop made more jarring with a self-recorded record skip-Last loop is split in two to simulate memory issues or something idk it sounded cool-Static is different, limiter is used to simulate the wavy "coming back in feeling" after every loop-Taken from my direct vinyl rip of Love ZoneCredit to Jordan Keuring for the original track (B5 - That special melody)"shadlbulb" (2020) by Barnum Effekt with edits by Jordan Keuring, then Frix, then me
Nowhere At The Millennium Of Space: Redux - Obscured by the Rain (PERSONAL REMAKE) PXTSERYU 2023-04-18 | NATMOSR's "Obscured By The Rain" (i.e E4) reimagined by me. Always loved this track and wanted to give my own shot at it before the series ends.0:00 Loop 12:28 Loop 2DIFFERENCES:-Track now only loops twice and is 27 seconds shorter-Loop is made longer to compensate and to include a new section that seamlessly loops the track-7.12 semitone slowdown vs 7.14 of the original-Vinyl crackle is taken from a 1945 single record, the panning is 100% organic in natureCredit to ArtOfLemons (youtube won't let me @) for the original Obscured By The RainCredit to @JordanKeuring and the Caretakers team for NATMOSR"impaled like common street trash i am trash i am trash holy **** i am so sick of this spotlight" (2022) by @twinkertonandtheholist8065 [yes that's the real title lol]
Symphony of Dreams - Images Of Beauty Never Seen - MILD COGNITIVE IMPAIRMENT (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2023-04-07 | Images of Beauty Never Seen - MILD COGNITIVE IMPAIRMENTsymphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/images-of-beauty-never-seen0:00 C1 - Shrinking independence (Slorpanoid)4:18 C2 - Retreat to yesterday (Slorpanoid)8:38 C3 - Age taints the past (PXTSERYU)11:44 C4 - The ordinary now necessary (Thiago)15:14 C5 - Good times gone away (Average)19:16 C6 - Yet life stays the same (Miner)22:23 C7 - Subliminal shifts and dysthymic mentality (Aniball)26:14 D1 - Moment gone (Salsa, 1583637)30:41 D2 - This feeling won't end (Starduster)34:48 D3 - Forcing normalcy against lethargy (Infernal)39:13 D4 - Can't you feel it the way I do (Small Man)43:30 D5 - Introspective contemplation (PXTSERYU)47:35 D6 - Slip (PXTSERYU, OntoTheOceanside)"MILD COGNITIVE IMPAIRMENT" - SIDES C+DThis range of the disease is characterized by increased changes in thinking and behavior. Victims begin to notice their own failings, leading to anxiety and doubt. Daily tasks that require concentration and commitment become increasingly difficult and symptoms of mental illness soon present themselves due to and because of their phantom condition.Credit to Leyland Kirby for the inspirationArt by Holist and PhisigmaWe do not own or claim to own the samples used. This is a non-profit project.
Symphony of Dreams - Images Of Beauty Never Seen - COMMON FORGETFULNESS PXTSERYU 2023-03-14 | “Images of Beauty Never Seen” is a project based off of Leyland Kirby’s work under The Caretaker, seeking to portray the decline of dementia with as much attention to realism as possible. Stages are ditched for clusters of symptoms and mental states as the course of the disease is different for everyone who suffers from it.Images of Beauty Never Seen - COMMON FORGETFULNESS https://symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.c...0:00 A1 - While the lights shine below (PXTSERYU)2:26 A2 - Years spent inside the past (PXTSERYU)6:42 A3 - Routines of a life lived well (Slorpanoid)10:02 A4 - Cool breeze through the windowsill (Aniball)13:02 A5 - Dreams that last forever (Starduster)15:52 A6 - Fumbling for words (Caremaker)18:26 A7 - I will not slip away (PXTSERYU)22:04 B1 - Twilight days full of life and color (Aniball)24:19 B2 - Living inside an illusion (Kansel)28:26 B3 - Moments slipping by (PXTSERYU)30:46 B4 - Something's changed (Slorpanoid & Caremaker)32:43 B5 - Suddenly unfamiliar (Small Man & Jenosis)34:47 B6 - Don't you know what's really happening (123p123p)37:23 B7 - Something that breaks the heart to entertain (PXTSERYU)"COMMON FORGETFULNESS" - SIDES A+BWhile it's hard to pinpoint exactly where noticeable memory less begins, common forgetfulness is where the first symptoms begin to affect the victim beyond the average mistakes of old age. Most are consciously unaware, and the disease is often undiscoverable clinically. However, as time slips by, the disease begins to become more and more noticeable as subconscious shifts in thinking and cognition begin to affect the daily routine.Credit to Leyland Kirby for the inspirationArt by Anonymous and PhiSigmaWe do not own or claim to own the samples used. This is a non-profit project.
Rick Albright & One Of A Kind - A New Flame (1978) PXTSERYU 2023-03-06 | RICK ALBRIGHT AND ONE OF A KIND - A New Flame"To describe the true warmth, the feeling and sincerity in this album is to describe the man. He is exactly as he sings, his voice fillsd with realism and honesty. Some one once said "He makes you believe what he is singing", and that he does! Whatever he chooses to sing becomes his song - whether a Glen Campbell classic or a Barbara Streisand million seller. When Rick sings a song, you get the full meaning of the lyrics and what they are supposed to say.These are some of the reasons I recommend this very well-produced album to every type of music listener. In this world of "lookalikes" and "sound-alike", it certainly is...one of a kind!"-Nick NixonReleased in 1978 on Harvest RecordsUPLOADER NOTE: I believe I am the first in the world to digitize this album, which is fun - hope you all enjoy! Thanks to a certain record store in the middle of America for having this one buried in its bins...TRACKLIST:SIDE ONE0:00 I Say A Little Prayer3:12 By The Time I Get To Phoenix6:07 I'm A DrifterN/A A Love Song (missing from my record?8:59 Southern Fried Singin' Sunday Morning12:50 Summer The First TimeSIDE TWO17:48 Been To Canaan21:30 The Way We Were24:15 Poems, Prayers, and Promises28:24 I Don't Wanna Talk It Over31:22 Welcome to My World
caretaker fan titles.mp4 PXTSERYU 2023-02-14 | pro tip: read a dictionarymade by Slorpanoid, uploaded here with his permission., check out his channel here:youtube.com/channel/UCMFnQfEtUH4EfPMIk9AdmMg
Symphony of Dreams - Salvaged Records From The Otherworldly Discotheque (FULL ALBUM) PXTSERYU 2023-02-10 | BANDCAMP: symphonyofdreamsfp.bandcamp.com/album/salvaged-records-from-the-otherworldly-discothequeThe souls of a generation reunite and gather one last time, entering warped perceptions and lost memories of times past - a place of romance and love, fear and malice, grandeur and loneliness. The Symphony returns with a look behind the foreclosure signs, past the boarded up doors, in a empty room covered in cobwebs where music faintly plays and purple silhouettes illuminate a ghostly scene that no mortal man can comprehend. Welcome to the Otherworldy Discotheque.TRACKLIST:0:00 The otherworldly discotheque (VARIOUS)5:53 Under the stars (Telkar)9:24 A billion lives lost (Racket)12:53 Pleasantries past peril (Aniball)16:01 Impulsive actions (Telkar)18:04 Behind the curtains (Telkar)19:25 The cosmos in my hand (Racket)22:43 Rejections and revelations (Racket)27:22 Congested with demons (Aniball)29:19 It’s still raining (Molten)32:40 Pits of snakes (Thiago)35:09 But the stage is empty (Skypiez, PXTSERYU)35:59 Winds of change (1583637)39:06 October 1962 (Aniball, 1583637)44:56 Enter nihilism (Aniball, Spirit)48:42 Out in the alleyway (Spirit, 1583637)51:08 The nights always end (Caremaker)53:42 A kiss goodbye (PXTSERYU)57:07 Spirits now at rest (Racket)1:00:20 Into tomorrow (PXTSERYU)Credit to Leyland Kirby as The Caretaker for the original concept.Credit to PhiSigma for the art.Special thanks to everyone who submitted.
PROWLER MAKES A DISCOVERY PXTSERYU 2023-02-03 | LINK (SOLD OUT IN SIX SECONDS): cinnimin.bandcamp.com/merch/super-vcjdcdProwler discovers that vCJD(CD) was coming back! Only two special copies! All proceeds went to the CJD Foundation as per usual!Special thanks to Cinnimin/PCB for help producing the CD! Check their channel out here:youtube.com/@Cinnimin/videos
Milwaukee Protocol - Days 1-4 (COMPLETE) PXTSERYU 2023-01-21 | AVAILABLE ON BANDCAMP! vcjd.bandcamp.com/album/milwaukee-protocolMilwaukee Protocol was a plunderphonic hauntology album showcasing the progression of human rabies, aiming to depict the emotions and thoughts of someone throughout every part of the disease over the course of four "days."When progress began, this album was initially a special release for halloween. It has since morphed and shifted into a work that bears little resemblance to its original concept, and to a normal Caretaker fan project. Throughout development this has always been a group effort - to everyone involved, I thank you for your help and contribution. Stay safe. Credits for tracks marked VARIOUS are in a comment on this video.DAY 1 - PRODROMALYou should've gone to sleep earlier last night. Feels like you're moving through molasses waking up. Your head is pulsing - you're sweating a little. Maybe it's the heat wave.Later in the day, you feel a bit uneasy. Could be your anxiety - been like that for a while, and your body is on fumes after only four hours of sleep. The subway feels louder today - though you haven't left work during rush hour in a while. You swear someone tried whispering in your ear on the way home.It is already too late.0:00 A1 - Atwater (Thiago Silveria, PXTSERYU)3:59 A2 - Everyday things (SkyPiez, Zrofone)8:17 A3 - Shorewood drive (Departure, Zrofone)10:39 A4 - Quiet days (Polrum, 1583637)14:23 A5 - Aleve serenity (Aniball)18:06 A6 - Minor discomfort (PXTSERYU, Zrofone, Cinnmin)21:29 B1 - Quiet twilight whispers (Departure, Zrofone, Eccojams)23:29 B2 - Movement under shadows (Fishy, Eccojams)25:31 B3 - The concourse's irritating voices (DemRise)29:19 B4 - Beady eyes on Shorewood (Departure, Zrofone, PXTSERYU)32:55 B5 - Twitching eyelids (Blazepug, 1583637)36:37 B6 - Pins and needles (Datravel)DAY 2 - SYMPTOMATICYou wake up on day two feeling different than before. A blistering headache becomes a rising fever. You feel exhausted and dehydrated, but the thirst goes away as soon as you see your sink. You’re on edge for a reason you can’t put your finger on. In fact, you’re starting to have trouble putting your mind to anything. Your fingers slip and you have trouble holding things. Nothing you do eases your anxiety.The sun goes down. Your head starts racing. Someone’s looking at you through the windows. Something’s peering through the blinds. You’re hearing voices. You’re seeing eyes in trees. You don’t sleep. You can’t sleep. 40:08 C1 - Mental claustrophobia (VARIOUS)44:42 C2 - Keep it together (Small Man, Tetrododoxin)47:48 C3 - Jitters (SkyPiez, Zrofone)51:06 C4 - Pushing through the irritants (Kansel)53:43 C5 - Can you hear the sea (Departure, Zrofone)56:01 C6 - Pharyngitis panic (PXTSERYU, Paintball)58:32 D1 - Disturbances (Polrum, AverageEnjoyer1337, DemRise)1:02:28 D2 - Storms share whispers (Slorpanoid)1:04:31 D3 - Whispers erupting phobia (Thiago Silveira, Small Man)1:08:44 D4 - Eyes in shadows (PXTSERYU, The Messenger)1:13:32 D5 - Mental precipice (Thiago Silveira, t_vk, Small Man)1:17:55 D6 - Sunrise (PXTSERYU, Paintball, Polrum)DAY 3 - ACUTE NEUROLOGICAL PERIODSomething sends you over the edge. Your speech slips and slurs. You ramble. You feel thirstier than you ever have in your entire life and go for water - and feel horrified looking at it. You try drinking it, and your throat spasms as a pain like needles wracks your mouth. You haven’t drank water in days - your lips bleed from dehydration.You feel sound. Your thalamus is on fire - neurons hijacked by a ravenous force send the entire body into a frenzy. You’re in agonizing pain. You spasm and writhe and scream and cry as restraints are tightened and sedation is applied, with said sedation becoming increasingly less useful. Unreal anger and absolute horror blend and become one as time stops meaning anything to you.Your hippocampus starts to go as you stop remembering things. Reality melts apart at the seams. Everything is infinite and nothing is anywhere. You are alone, restrained, hallucinating, confused, frothing uncontrollably, and absolutely terrified.1:22:58 E1 - Shorewater voices surrounding (VARIOUS)1:26:49 E2 - Atwater anxieties crashing (Cetiblue, HydroOxide2, SVR, AverageEnjoyer1337)1:29:37 E3 - Intervention (22poptartz, PXTSERYU, Cetiblue, 1583637, The Messenger)1:33:48 E4 - What is god (PXTSERYU, Cinnimin, DemRise)1:37:08 F1 - HYPERSALIVATIAGOLERIUM (VARIOUS)1:46:28 F2 - LYSSACEDROPHOBIATHRASH (VARIOUS)1:54:54 G1 - COLLAPRESTRALLUCINASWALLOWSPASM (VARIOUS)DAY 4 - MEDICALLY INDUCED COMAEverything has its wonders,even darkness and silenceTRACKLIST:2:05:41 H1 - To the world between life and death (VARIOUS)2:23:56 I1 - Is darkness the absence of light, silence the absence of sound (VARIOUS)2:37:26 J1 - Beyond these quiet days lies the universe you called home (VARIOUS)2:50:25 K1 - The soul that screamed 'I' at the end of the world (VARIOUS)
