SilverehRose
Letting me love you from the start || michael&alex
updated
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I still have a lot of Sparrabeth feels, apparently
Program: Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
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This song is really special to me. My favorite artist made this cover of a song I loved as a teenager, and it was so unexpected to hear. It's unbelievably gorgeous. I had to do something with it since it inspired me so much!
Program: Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Song: Give Until There's Nothing Left by Ethel Cain (Relient K cover)
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This has been about a year in the making, but I finally pushed myself to finish it! So glad I did and got this out of my system bc it's been haunting me lol. I'm so obsessed with their similarities in chemistry and sexual tension guh.
Program: Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Pairings: Peter & Roman / Hemlock Grove, Derek & Stiles / Teen Wolf
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hi I'm not dead! I got married (???) and life has been non-stop lately. I had time to make a little vidlet this weekend and wow I miss cute Skate so much. This song has been on my Skate playlist for years and it feels so nice to finally do something with it.
Program: Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Pairing: Sawyer & Kate / LOST
And clandestine meetings and longing stares"
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These two have me so fucked up I can't think straight. What starts as my kryptonite (bad boy/good girl chemistry so fire it's explosive) turns into a healthy relationship where they genuinely love each other. ANDDDDD still they don't end up together bc he lets her follow her dreams and doesn't try to hold her back wow they could have had it alllllllll
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Song: Illicit Affairs / Taylor Swift
Pairing: Tim & Lyla / Friday Night Lights
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The new Teen Wolf movie announcement has me in my feels okay. I don't think there's any way we'll be lucky enough to get both Hoechlin and Dylan back but CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE. Wow I feel like I'm 19 again lol what is happening
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Song: Nervous / The Neighborhood
Pairing: Derek & Stiles / Teen Wolf
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Wow hello childhood feels where did you come from? Still can't believe Disney gave us so much raw sexual tension bc it is such a gift.
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Song: Compass / Zella Day
Pairing: Jack & Elizabeth / Pirates of the Caribbean
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Am I okay after making this? Absolutely not.
Program: Sony Vegas Pro 15
Coloring: Mine
Pairing: Sawyer & Kate / LOST
Coloring: mine
Song: I'll Come Running by Paul Thomas Saunders
Coloring: Mine
Song: Wolves Without Teeth by Of Monsters and Men
Coloring: Mine
Song: In Flames by Digital Daggers
Coloring: mine
For Theresa: My bb, I know I said I'd vid you Queliot but this happened instead oops. I love you and hope this makes you smile :')
Song: Contra by Talos
Coloring: mine
I used to know how to vid these two like the back of my hand, and I'm 6 years out of practice. But ooofff I missed them. Please tell me you miss them, too.
Coloring - Evelyn Jackson
Song - Carry Me Home by sød ven
For my boo, Theresa. Love youuuuu
This vid is a littleeeeeee awkward, but let's be real, S5 and S6 Skate were awkward. Still so in love but trying to move on and failing ugh sweet babies
I've been terrified of vidding this song for as long as I can remember, to be honest. It's always been my Skate song, and it means so much to me that I wanted to do it justice. I don't know if I did, but I'm glad I finally gave it a shot. Someone cry about them with me because I still can't handle them okay
I'm never on yt anymore, so you can find me on tumblr if you wanna stalk what I'm up to!
http://thatlittleheart.tumblr.com
I mean, I disappeared from youtube for like 5 months or something, but I've been here. On tumblr. So that sorta counts.
I guess I needed a hiatus once my life kicked into gear, and vidding inspiration wasn't really around. But yesterday I found this song and then Skate happened and I'm still in shock I managed to vid something?? It's a pretty lazy vid, but I'm happy with it. I've missed my Skate feels. :)
This is for all my subscribers who've stuck around even though I...sorta stopped vidding. Love you! :3
Song: "Cherry Blossoms" by Night Bed
Monica, you know exactly what I'm talking about, so this is for youuuu. ;) Oooohhhhh, the things we've seen! (if anyone feels like rooting through a week of my tumblr, you can probably find some reference to what i'm referring to)
Song: "Future Starts Slow" by The Kills
This video is just a little goodbye to how they used to be and how I want them back, just like how Elijah misses Elena. I hope we can see them again someday.
I miss you, my darlings. Come back soon, ok?
Song: "From Where You Are" by Lifehouse
Helen vid: Doctor Who, BBC Sherlock, Vampire Diaries, BBC Robin Hood, Captain America, Game of Thrones, Skyfall, The Avengers, Harry Potter, Strike Back, The Hobbit
http://www.youtube.com/user/xtaintedaffections
I vid: Sucker Punch, Thor, Troy, Teen Wolf, Never Back Down, Phantom of the Opera, The Following, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, X Men: First Class, Dead Man's Chest, Step Up, Camelot, The Two Towers, The Return of the King
Song: "Bullet Train" by Stephen Swartz
Song: "Times" by Tenth Avenue North
Emily, this is for you! I've been meaning to vid The Lighting Strike for you for months, but I never got inspiration for it and I don't know if I will soooooo I thought I'd give this to you! :D I really really hope you like how this turned out!
Voiceovers:
Aragorn -- Why have you come?
Eowyn -- Do you not know?
Eowyn -- You do not command the others to stay; they fight beside you because they would not be parted from you. Because they love you.
Aragorn -- I have wished you joy since first I saw you.
Song: "Lightning Crashes (cover)" by David Hodges
I decided to make this video about as many of my otps as I could, although not all of them suited the song so I didn't add those, and I hope every one of you finds at least one couple you like! This was definitely a labor of love (vegas hated all the files I dumped into it WHYYYYY), but after a week it's done and I'm so happy I could finish it. :D
Song: "Nitesky" by Robot Koch
(edit) a tutorial for this coloring is here!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmlVVH7KeC4
Can I just talk about the kiss? Because that was one beautifully long kiss and their expressions at the end were better than the actual kiss and michael's concern and love for her the entire episode was overwhelming and I don't think I'll ever get over this. And it's weird because I thought I'd be shaking or crying with joy when I saw the episode, when really I just felt so...happy! It just felt so natural and right, like seeing them together was how they were meant to be all along.
This video is for my friends who have loved them from the start, who've held on throughout S2, who've flailed with me on tumblr and on twitter, who've asked me when this video was going to be done...I love this fandom because Malex fans are truly a family unlike any I've ever seen. I don't even need to name names because you know who you are. :D
Song: "Wanted" by Jon D
SO. This is for Hannah and Zoe, two girls who've come to mean a lot to me this year. (I'm still working on Christmas vid gifts, btw, since I stupidly had no inspiration last month whyyyyyy)
Hannah, you know, I don't think I ever told you this, but you were always one of those vidders I admired from a distance because your vids were so intimidating and inspiring and I was all AHHHH SHE'S PART OF ~THAT GROUP OF VIDDERS WHO IS SO PERFECT AND I'LL JUST BE OVER HERE. But then we had Theresa in common and you helped me with Spuffy (oh gosh feels) and now you're getting into Skate so I feel like I can return the favor and I just really, really like you. :')
Zoe, I'm so happy that I've gotten to talk to you more this year because you've been a LIFESAVER. You're such a burst of sunshine and you're so giving and considerate and ughhhh, you were there right when I needed you. You have the gift of encouragement, tbh, and just bless you for being an amazing friend. :D I know you don't watch LOST or know this couple at all, but I'm hoping you like this and maybe have some feels! :)
Song: "Take What I Can Get" by Matthew Mayfield
And hello, this song...it's basically a lullaby written for them. :') I'd highly suggest reading the lyrics since the vocals are so quiet, which makes it hard to figure out what's being said.
http://lyricstranslate.com/en/Foy-Vance-Be-Song-lyrics.html
So so so. Theresa, my love, I was gonna make you a huge multifandom vid with a ton of your favorite couples, but that crashed and burned after I got a minute into it. :P I had inspiration for this, and I figured you'd probably appreciate something I put my heart into rather than something I did just because I was trying to get it done hehehehe. #poker
Now it's time for cheesy Al! (that sounds like an alcoholic drink gone wrong i don't even)
bb girl, a day doesn't go by where I don't think of you and smile, flail about you to my family and friends, wish you were here with me. Everything on tumblr reminds me of you and I don't even wanna look and see how full your tag is because asdfghj there's gonna be a billion reblogs just for you. Whenever something comes up about soulmates/people who just *get* you, I realize all over again how you're THAT person for me. Tbh I just KNEW there was something special about you the very first time we talked; like, hello, I dedicated a vid to you the day we met and I wrote: "Theresa: I totally just met you today, but I know we're gonna have many hysterically amazing conversations in the future. Elijah+Sylar+Jared Leto+Delena+Malex+Mikita hatred? I THINK SO. Anyways, I love you already. :-P" BTW THAT WAS ON MAY 4, 2011 SOOOO YEAH. We actually have an "anniversary" asdfghjk wat am i saying i am literally made of cheese BUT ALL OF THAT TO SAY IS THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE. I just love that I can send you weird messages full of me saying "buttsbuttsbutts" and screaming over real life hairporn etc and you totally get it and flail over it and you somehow appreciate my vlogs like WAT and you help me with school projects even when you're swamped with schoolwork yourself and you stay up until 3 AM when I desperately need you and....i love you. I really, truly do. So much so that I'm making this cheese message completely public and you're gonna have to deal with that sooooo yeah. Merry Christmas, cat. Because you are a cat. And I am the old man nurse who takes care of you and also plays music for you and brings you coffee and...I am painting a very weird picture here. I should stop. But you are laughing right now so maybe I should continue but I'll spare the poor people who may or may not be reading this ok *holds you*
Song: "Be the Song" by Foy Vance
After all this time, I've FINALLY managed to vid these two again. Seriously, is it possible to love a couple so much you can't vid them?? Because I've tried like, 4 times and I just....never feel like I can do the song or them justice. They're so beautiful I can't even begin to capture them.
Skate is *that* couple for me. I can't even begin to describe how they changed me and made me hope and dream and love like I didn't even know was possible. When I say they scarred me, I mean it. Not even trying to be dramatic here since this is how I honestly feel, but they're stuck with me. I can't ever re-watch this show because of how devastating the finale was for them (I can't go through that again), and it honestly hurts as much as when it happened three years ago. They're that little ache inside of me.
This is for Stephie, my beautiful sis. Sooooo I know I usually vid you Caskett, but I never feel like I can make you a great vid when I vid them andddd I also I don't have enough time to make all of the wish vids I need to make. DARN YOU, SCHOOL! :P I figured the best solution would be to give you this Skate vid because of how much Skate means to me and how you always say you're so affected by how I vid them. Here, have the loves of my life. :') And also just....thanks again for dealing with me the night of the finale. I'm pretty sure I scared you with how hard I cried. :P LOVE YOU SO MUCH. LONG LIVE STALLIE! ALSO THE PANTS MIGHT POSSIBLY BE DEAD. #poker
Sorry about a few glitches here and there. Vegas HATES my DVD rips like a lot. *sighs*
Song: "Red" by Jon D.
ughhhh this boy can he just stop singing and bringing pain into my life k thanks
Am I the only one who noticed how similar Sparrabeth and Captain Swan are???? It was hard to show that since Hook and Emma only have two episodes so far compared to Sparrabeth's three full movies, but the ENTIRE dynamic is so, so similar and I love it and I can't stop flailing about it! I'm so happy I started watching OUaT for Hook since I wouldn't have discovered these two otherwise. I mean, I haven't bothered to watch anything before 2x04, so I can't call myself an OUaT fan since these two are all that have caught my eye. ;) I feel like I didn't know where all the Captain Swan scenes were, tho, so I missed the best ones. I'll have to vid them again since this was basically a practice run. haha
So sorry about the weird glitch towards the middle! I'm just lucky that Vegas didn't crash in the middle of rendering this and....I can't really render this again tonight. *sighs*
And I'm using a new coloring and I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I'M SO SICK OF THE THREE COLORINGS I'VE BEEN USING FOR MONTHS AND THIS ONE WORKED BY SHEER LUCK (with a few adjustments since I don't even know what I originally made this for??) AND THESE TWO FANDOMS ARE SIMILARLY LIT AND BLESS YOU LIGHTING/COLORING PEOPLE BLESS.
This is for Geena and Lizzie because they both ship these darlings, too. Love you, my girls! :')
Song: "Toxic" by Melanie Martinez
if there is another time
maybe in that time
i could learn to love you"
Seriously, I am SO thankfully that I've gotten to know Cat! She's the SWEETEST girl and she adores A/E and Eowyn just as much as I do, which is seriously hard to do. :D And she vids A/E, which is huge since, you know, hardly anybody ships them and vids them these days. So happy she said yes to this collab when I started shoving songs at her! :P Cat, you're a wonderful collab partner. *huggles*
Me: The Two Towers
Cat: The Return of the King
SUB HER! I have no idea how she has under 100 subs like what is wrong with this world. O.o
http://www.youtube.com/user/IdiosyncraticCat
Song: "Pressure (LuQus Remix)" by U.T.R.B
Coloring: Mine
For some reason, I don't enjoy the strong, triumphant side of Eowyn NEARLY as much as I love her brokenness. Sooooo don't expect any redemption or happy ending for her in this video because you'll be completely disappointed if you do. ;) This vid is about her deepest, darkest places, and I find her so breathtakingly beautiful when she's fragile. And can we just talk about this song? CAN WE? ....I'd better not or I'd be here all day and I have a lot of hw to do dkjfhskdjghdf
This is for:
Theresa -- because you're kind of my always just like Eowyn is tbh. Love you, my heart.
Cat -- because I've known you for like, 5 days and we're already planning an A/E collab asdfghj. Seriously, you love this girl as much as I do, and that's saying a LOT. :D Thank you so much for commenting on my A/E vid so we could begin some pretty darn epic flailing. Ugh, our bbs forever.
Song: "Smother" by Daughter
This is for Theresa (obvs) because she absolutely needs more feels in her life (hatuuuu 5ever), and basically for any other die-hard A/E fan out there who's watching this. I love you all SO much, and any aragorn and eowyn fan is automatically family to me. Just.....let me love you if you still love them after all this time. :'D
Song: "Alien" by Cary Brothers
Here you are, bb girl! I REALLY hope you like this. So sorry for the wait!! I knew that if I tried to force-vid Malex it would just flop. :P So happy I got some hardcore inspiration so I could vid them for you. Thank you so much for bidding on me. :'D
Song: "Ho Hey (cover)" by Jon D
(is it weird that i've listened to this song 33 times since i found it at 6:00 last night? good, i didn't think so. :P)
Song in first vid: "Astronaut" by Bright Matter
Song in second vid: "Hollow Home Rd" by Brolly
I'm so proud of all my friends (and my sis) for making this a truly beautiful collab. Love you, ladies!
Zoe: http://www.youtube.com/user/hotgurl333xx
Maisie: http://www.youtube.com/user/xxmaisiebum
Hannah: http://www.youtube.com/user/Hanneybean7
Theresa: http://www.youtube.com/user/LivelyHayley
Taylor: http://www.youtube.com/user/TaylorLynn127
Stephanie: http://www.youtube.com/user/BeautifulxBeginnings
Allison: Me
Edit: Seriously? 2 dislikes ALREADY?! What is wrong with you people? Way to insult me and my friends. Way to be awesome.
Song: "Insomniacs" by Bright Matter
Just wanna give a shout-out to Bright Matter since I'm gonna be sending this vid to him! Check him out on twitter and purevolume (pretty much all his music is free). :D
twitter.com/bright_matter
http://www.purevolume.com/new/BrightMatter
http://soleysoley.com/lyrics
This vid was kind of a struggle for me to make. I knew that I desperately wanted to make it and that I could, but decrypting the lyrics and finding a way to show Derek's life through them DEFINITELY took a lot of thought. For the first time EVER, I wrote down scene ideas next to the lyrics to help me see everything more clearly. I could go into detail on why I chose the clips I did, but some clips don't make as much sense as I'd like, others were pretty inspired, and some just follow the lyrics. I'll leave it up to you to decipher as you will. ;)
This is for all of my Sterek girls; basically anyone I've talked Derek/Stiles/Hoechlin/Dylan with. Love you so much. :'D And especially for Theresa, since I found out this song is incredibly powerful for her. WAY TO BE MY BRAIN, BRAIN. com bak sun. #huggles
And seriously, I feel like the worst vidder EVER for not uploading anything in practically a month. :( I was just too lazy to sit down and finish this since it definitely wasn't an easy project. I rushed to finish it last night since school's starting Monday and this weekend will be SO busy, which is why the ending is less than perfect. I'm so sorry for making you wait for a new vid!
This is for my Katie because she is insanely too perfect for this world. Seriously, check out her tumblr tags. IT IS MY GOAL TO MARRY THEM. AND ALSO HER FICS BECAUSE GAHHHHHHH. Love you, my tag queen! Hope you like this! :'D (also enjoy hoechlin!butt in the beginning because yes. it was necessary. :P)
http://clandestinegardenias.tumblr.com
(Disclaimer: I feel horrible for making Kate the "b*tch" in this vid, but I had to follow the lyrics and YEAH. Always loving her and Derek together in spite of the haters.)
Song: "Requiem For Blue Jeans" by Bastille
Stephie: Castle&Beckett, Sawyer&Kate, Phantom&Christine
http://www.youtube.com/user/BeautifulxBeginnings
Me: Sandor&Sansa, Dany&Jorah, Michael&Alex, Charles&Erik, Sherlock&Watson
ALSO HAVE SOME MATTHEW FEELS. i hope we don't break your feels with this but actually I do because it's my job to deliver feels and things to you. #poler HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY FOR THE THIRD TIME, BB GIRL. Loving you always. Just remember that soon you can open Boxy and have nice (no) American things! ;)
(sorry for spamming everyone with videosssss. but not really since I like uploading lots of things. :P)
Song: "Safe and Sound" by Matthew Mayfield
Me: Castle Season 3+4
Lizzie: Castle Season 1+2
Soooooo hai, Steph Aie (what), this is what I was ranting and "awwwwww-ing" about yesterday. #poker VEGAS WAS BEING HORRIBLE, OK. But this video was also being cute while vegas was being horrible. :P Yeah, I can explain more details about this in person, BUT I JUST REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE THIS BECAUSE I'M SO HAPPY WITH HOW IT TURNED OUT AND THE FUZZ OF CASKETT IS SO FLUFFY AND ADORABLE AND FEELS. And I srsly hope you have an AMAZING birthday even tho it hasn't felt like a normal birthday. #huggles Let's go eat things and watch things to celebrate how old you are and oh gosh that sounds like something a person in a nursing home would say only not ok I need to go wake you up since it's 10:16 and you told me to wake you up at 10:15 and UGH I JUST NEED TO FINISH THIS DESCRIPTION.........what is even happening. :P
ANYWAYS. Go send the birthday girl lots of loveeeeee!
Stephie: http://www.youtube.com/user/BeautifulxBeginnings
And be sure to stalk out Lizzie, as well!
http://www.youtube.com/user/JohhnyandLulu45
Song: "Shine" by Benjamin Francis Leftwich
ALSO CAN ANYONE SAY PACK DADDY AND PACK MOMMA FEELS?? 2x08 was FULL of protective! Derek and Stiles and UGH I LOVE THEM.
This is for Gabi, Lizzie, Katie, Jacqueline, and Theresa. You ladies make being a Sterek fan a billion times more fun. LOVE YOU! And special thanks to my bb sis Stephie, who's *kinda* fallen for Sterek right along with me and supports me in my rabid shipping.
;)
ALSO GABI IS THE MOST WONDERFUL PERSON EVER FOR SENDING ME S1 IN WEB-DL (which i still need to convert kjfhdfkjhg). UGH THANK YOU SO MUCH. :'D
also plz ignore the weirdly not-so-good quality on some of the clips. i was too lazy to wait to convert every single epi into web-dl SOOOOOO i zoomed in on them to get rid of the watermark, hence the......not-so-shiny quality. ;)
Song: "Beautiful Darkside" by The Classic Crime
I seem to have a thing for making BAMF multi-fandom female vids. Hmmmmm. I BLAME THIS SONG UGH SO HOT MAKE IT STOP. I kinda had a day where I went crazy and listened to it on repeat for hours and then I had to vid it. Also I got Theresa addicted to it as well, which is why I'm making this another one of her birthday presents. ;)
hai bb I know you've wanted to see the finished vid for ages so blame vegas for CRASHING ALL THE TIME. BUT I hope this satisfies your "allie vids hot things" kink since I know you have one. ;) ALSO HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY AGAIN I HATE YOU ALWAYS AND HOPE YOU CAN WATCH TW SOON BECAUSE STEREK.
(did anyone notice how I insulted jack in this? because I totally did and was giggling about it. :P)
This is a rly sorry excuse for my first vid for you, bb, but the first verse of this stupid song made me do it and immediately made me think of you. :P HATUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. SO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. Very early happy birthday. :'D
Song: "C'est la Mort" by The Civil Wars
This is for Maisie, Erin, Taylor, and Theresa.
Maisie: because we loved them first. :D
Erin: look at you, getting your Teen Wolf on and liking these two! #soproud
Taylor: because we got each other through the (horrible) Date end in the S1 finale. #hugs
Theresa: BB. GO WATCH TEEN WOLF AND SHIP EVERYTHING. Also thanks for making me vid this. You got me my inspiration back without even meaning too kbhdfgkjhdfg. :P
(btw I feel so bad for not vidding for like a month. my inspiration was being wacky and my obsessions have been all over the place. :/)
Song: "Bloody Shirt (Bastille remix)" by To Kill A King
I don't really know what this is, but I was trying to show the significance of how they turn towards and away from each other. I love how subtle their journey was: she began by being terrified of him, and in the end he became her savior and someone she realized would never harm her. She's his little bird with broken wings. I miss them already. :'D
for theresa, hannah, and geena, my SanSan girls. ♥
Song: "The Ash Is In Our Clothes" by Sleeping At Last
This is for Theresa, Hannah, and Tania.
Brain: because you went to tallieland with me at 2 in the morning and helped me pick a song. #awwww i think i ship us. :'D Too Beautiful shall be coming soon, my bb. #ithurtsme AND ALSO BECAUSE YOU SHOWED ME HOW TO DO THAT COOL WHITE FLASH THINGY. me gusta.
Hannah: because our SanSan feels on twitter are awesome. :D
Tania: because you are so ridiculously helpful and i'd NEVER have been able to pull this off without you telling me where the SanSan scenes were. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Song: "Birdcage Religion" by Sleeping At Last


