Uploaded March 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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-- HD please :3 --
Hi guys, I hope you're ok ^^. I can't believe I'm finally uploading this after a few weeks xD. I really love making animations memes too apart from editing, and I really wanted to share this one with you ^^.

About the video, this is an idea I had two years ago when I heard this song but I didn't know which character I was going to use; on December, I was working on making space objects with human form listening to this song and I thought that it would be a great idea to use TON618 (my favorite black hole so far :3) and draw him with human form too. I really wanted to give him an ironic personality, instead of being serious or fierce, he is introvert, kind, sensitive and wants to make friends but he's so powerful that he cannot control himself; in the video, he really struggles with himself because others call him monster or beast without even getting to know him, and as an introvert, he feels that not talking to anyone about his feelings and closing himself inside his thoughts, won't cause him or others more pain; basically that's why he says that he must follow the path of loneliness. The parts that appear with white lines are the representation of TON's deepest feelings and memories; it shows that behind a smile there's pain reflected on it. The eyes behind him represent his fears about becoming evil (which is something he doesn't want) and his insecurities.

About the character's design, I really wanted to make him look friendly but also with class; I also wanted to add bright eyes inspired on the accretion disk. I drew the accretion disk in the colored parts, but in the memories' parts I didn't drew it mostly because OMG I use a laptop touch-pad to draw and believe me it's hell xD (but I still love drawing ^^). I feel really satisfied with the final result; I really love the way this came out and I hope you love it as much as I do ^^

About the text, sorry if it's too fast, the idea was that you can figure out what it says because it contains part of the video's context and story, but I didn't notice that it past too fast xD. Anyway, I'll leave the text here below with the name of the one who says each phrase so you can read it ^^:

- TON618: "Just like others like me, I'm destined to follow..." (0:28)
- TON618: "...The path of loneliness" (0:29)
- TON618: "And it's all my fault" (0:30)
- Star #1: "Never talk to that beast" (0:31)
- Star #2: "He'll never be our friend" (0:31)
- TON618: "I'm not evil... If only they could see who I really am" (0:41)

-- SOME Q & A --

Q: Do you do commissions?
A: Yes, I do commissions. You can send me a PM through my Twitter which is at the end of the video.

Q: Why did you decide to draw a black hole character for this animation?
A: Well, I really love black holes; they are my favorite in the whole universe apart from Pulsars and of course my favorite planet, Saturn. I don't see black holes as monsters, of course, they can be powerful and frightening but also beautiful and mysterious and we still cannot understand them at 100%, their beauty and mystery really caught me. Yes! Black holes rule! :3

Q: Do you do art trades?
A: Not now because I want to work with commissions first, but I will soon ^^.

Q: What's TON618's real personality and why did you give him that personality?
A: Well, I wanted to give his character an ironic personality for a Black Hole, not the typical one. As I mentioned, he is very introvert and shy, but also kind and loyal once you get to know him. It's hard for him to make friends because he feels that nobody wants him and everyone will judge him (which is true); the majority of time he closes himself inside his mental bubble and thoughts because he thinks that it's the best way to protect others from himself and to protect himself from being hurt. He's very sensitive and altruistic once you get to know him at the point of putting everyone else's needs and feelings first without paying attention to himself. He doesn't want to hurt anyone but his gravitational pull is so strong that he can't control himself and ends up hurting those who get to close to him, which makes him feel really bad with himself; he often blames himself for being like that. He can also be a good confident because you can talk to him and he will keep your secrets safe; he's really open hearted and would do anything for the ones he loves the most.

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-- MORE INFO --
- Song: Nym (c) Phlux
- Original meme: Ufohouse (the video was deleted)
- Character design, animation & drawings (c) me.
- Programs: Vegas Pro 14, Krita, and Paintool Sai.
- Drawing tool: Laptop touch-pad