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i kid you not i wanted to cry when i watched this, even though i don't know/ship some of the pairings. i just LOVE this collab and i hope you'll love it too. THANK YOU to all the members, i appreciate the work you put in your parts and you were all in time which is awesome :')
say something | multi couples (collab)lodilou2014-04-06 | watch in HQ, like, comment, ENJOY (or should i say CRY)
i kid you not i wanted to cry when i watched this, even though i don't know/ship some of the pairings. i just LOVE this collab and i hope you'll love it too. THANK YOU to all the members, i appreciate the work you put in your parts and you were all in time which is awesome :')
song : say something by a great big world ft christina aguilera colouring by mejimin & jung kook | angel babylodilou2021-10-20 | indulging a little bit in fan theories and analysis... 😇
context for the voice overs :
When dynamite was #1 on the billboard 100, Jimin said during a vlive that he was the one who told Jungkook about it during the night, but he was interrupted by RM. Later, he talked about his phonecall with taehyung without mentioning JK again, who asked then if the two of them (Jm and Tae) cried together. Later that day during an interview, Jimin said he was with JK at 4am when they learned the news. Make of that what you will. 😌you and i | jimin & jungkook [jikook]lodilou2021-08-09 | because they just make me happy.
voiceover : "the hyungs might think he (jk) is just my dongsaeng" it can't be translated easily so i just left it in korean.wangxian (+yizhan) | 心动 (xin dong)lodilou2021-02-11 | i have many many many feelings.
Episode 1 to 33 only... I might make another video later. Maybe. Probably.no time to die | haku x simonlodilou2020-11-26 | Don't judge me.kaoru & kenshin | fall on melodilou2020-10-13 | i had to deal with some feelings. by some i mean A LOT.
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MUCH.sansa & sandor | a long time agolodilou2019-05-06 | game of thrones is absolute trash and i stopped watching after season 5 thank you very much. BUT. sansa and sandor interacted and i am here for it. Cringy dialogue aside, the scene was better than could be expected. And it made me nostalgic :') So there you go.no such thing as over you | anime pairingslodilou2019-04-24 | ...Kaoru & Kenshin / Find Youlodilou2019-02-11 | i really love them.Kaoru & Kenshin | Welcome home.lodilou2019-02-06 | i'm several years late to the party XD but nevermind. i love theeeem.i loved and i loved and i lost youlodilou2018-06-13 | uploading this before i hate it. :)anime pairings | ill stand by youlodilou2018-04-25 | it is i, back from the dead. bringing to you a fanvideo of fandoms i never vidded before. i've watched several animes in the last year or so, and usually there's always that one ship that gives me all the feelings. the latest being riza and roy from fma. HOW PERFECT ARE THEY SERIOUSLY. anyway. i mixed some old ships (sorry for the awful quality of the clips :/) and some more recent and tadam! see you in a year!sherlock & john | i love youlodilou2016-12-11 | hello from the otherside, i'm deaded.
i started this video with a purpose but i gave up with the voiceovers so i don't know if it makes sense but BASICALLY this is 100000% J O H N L O C K. you know i'm fine with wherever their relationship goes, i said it many times, but wouldn't it be NICE if they were an actual couple. i don't get my hopes too high though, as long as they are an item i'm good. i GUESS you can see this fanvid as platonic but... lol. forget the b in bromance, bbc sherlock is a ROMANCE. i know sherlock is likely NOT saying i love you to john because, well, it's in the trailer so it cannot be what it seems. but i'm indulging myself :) i needed to make something shippy as fuck to help me deal with my emotions. i have a lot. season 4 will kill me whatever happens. i think john is gonna lose his shit and he and sherlock will have a fight but eventually love conquers all and it will be fine and THERE WILL BE A SEASON 5 IDC IF IT'S IN FIVE YEARS IT CANNOT END.
the music is redbeard from the s3 soundtrack. the coloring is mine and these assholes are from the worst show i ever watched in my life, i wish i was never bored that night in october 2010. the three episodes of s1 were airing on french tv and i fucking never watch tv but this time i did and the show catched my attention and then i was hooked and my life changed that night. it chANGED. i'm fine. i'm good. this is just a show after all, i'm an adult and i won't let it consume me whole. just kidding i'm dying. why. wHY. anyway, can't wait to make heartwrenching videos when the season airs :))))))). what's real life. what's reality. who am i. who are they. i don't know sherlock. what is it.
i'll probably make a video about water because hOW DID I MISS THE SYMBOLISM. also i started something else more ~~artistic~~ because this show is so beautiful and easy to vid. basically be prepared for a lot of sherlock fanvids from me. unless i'm dead.john/sherlock | just my soul respondinglodilou2016-07-31 | the trailer for season 4 got me like (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*・゚✧ i can't wait to be emotionally destroyed. i was listening to this song by amber run and i thought omygosh isn't it soooo john and sherlock. so i made this! voilà!empire | matthew & caitlinlodilou2016-06-30 | SPOILERS FOR SEASON 4. my love for them is strong. music by ella hendersonisabella & galavant | all about uslodilou2016-02-09 | galavant is bliss. watch it. be happy.river & doctor | the weight of uslodilou2016-01-24 | HELLO I'M NOT DEAD. this is kinda lame but i had to do something after the christmas special. well it's been a month but i was busy having a shitty real life. so made the video shorter and more simple than i first intended but i wouldn't have finished it otherwise. i hope you enjoy it anyway!
this ship has sailed. finally the world is seeing the bamon gloriousness. i've shipped them for sooooo long now, it's almost unreal to watch their scenes this season. now they just have to kiss and i can die happy. :) i wanted to make a video about them for a while now, the koala hug made me do it at last. (also the fact that i should be working and packing because i'm leaving in 4 hours so it was definitely time to spend hours making a video...) by the way, i probably spent more time trying to render the video than actually making it -_-' i was going crazy, the quality was awful no matter which file format i would choose. eventually i found a solution but it took me A LOT of time. anyway. infos at the end of the video. i don't like the colouring, it's too dark, but i didn't have time to create a new one so it had to do.i want you to burn my bridges down (multicouples)lodilou2015-01-10 | I AM NOT DEAD. i completely lost all inspiration and desire to make videos last year. actually i was busy, like doing stuff with my life, and i think somehow making fanvids didn't fit in my new life. (but now i'm back to doing nothing)(funny how i make a video again when i should be looking for a job...). anyway, i'm back with a new video. i still can't believe i did something after all this time. i had to reinstall vegas because it wasn't on my new computer. which is new since april i think so yeah i did nothing for almost a year. i'm a bit rusty but i guess this is a decent fanvid. the editing is boring and the colouring is a mess (the difference between avi files and mp4 files is VERY DIFFICULT TO CONCEAL OK) buuuuuuuuuut well. at least that's SOMETHING. i made it quickly, with pleasure (though vegas kept crashing i was going mad) so i'm glad.
i wanted to tell to all my followers and non-followers who commented on my videos that i'm so sorry i don't answer anymore since months, but i always read your comments and always appreciate them so here's a big THANK YOU to you all.
about the video now : more or less a random choice of pairings? idk i felt like vidding those. my ultimate top 3 aka river/doctor (otp foreva), sansan, and john/sherlock - though i don't really ship it (well i wouldn't mind if a romance blossomed as we say but their love is all the types of love at once so they're perfect as they are). (jack and kate are actually in my top 3 or 'romantic' ships but i didn't feel like downloading the whole show...). so there's these three. then a few ships i love a lot aka bonnie and damon (fsomewhere on my channel there are videos of them, from years and years ago...), i never stopped shipping it even if i stopped watching the show and now i am VERY hopeful they are finally gonna be a thing. also susan and homer from ripper street because feeeeels (btw BEWARE the spoilers because i used footage from season 3), and some of my newest ships : marian and robin (the truest true love tbh), siggy and rollo (idk i really like them) and jane and frank from emma. (not really a new ship but my love for them was renewed and amplified recently because of the webserie emma approved)(at first i wanted to use footage from it - but editing a webserie is uh... i didn't like the result)(another time maybe)
and i think that's it?? you see i haven't changed i still write an incredible amount of useless stuff in the description. you can still find me on tumblr - with a new url : asgreenfirefilledthesky.tumblr.com but don't follow me i'm a boring blogger
the song is by onerepublic, i own nothing except the editing blah blahwill & abigail | brokenlodilou2014-05-31 | SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2 FINALE. TRIGGER WARNING : BLOOD. i tried to avoid as much as possible to show blood but well it's hannibal and there's blood everywhere and everytime. SO. the finale of this season was absolutely brilliant. it's the best episode of the show so far (i was a bit disappointed by the episodes mid season) and one of the best finales ever. Also the scene between will, hannibal and abigail is now on the top 5 of the most traumatic things i've ever seen on TV. it was absolutely GUT-WRENCHING (pun intended sorry). It was awful, it made a sobbing mess of me, but it was also so well written, so wonderfully set, so poetic... the relationship between will and abigail is so tragic. I wanted her back so badly but when she was back i was like noooooooooo this can't end weeeeeeeeell. AND IT DIDN'T. i don't want to think about it. i assume will is going to survive. as for abigail. I feel that her character has still a lot to give but do the writers feel the same way, that is the question. infos are at the end of the video. i would say 'enjoy' but...yeah.john and sherlock | caring is not an advantagelodilou2014-02-24 | tumblr : http://ican-always-seeyou.tumblr.com/post/77745860029/john-and-sherlock-caring-is-not-an-advantage-by
I THOUGHT I'D NEVER FINISH THIS VIDEO. I started it a month ago, but god that kind of video is a nightmare to make. Initially i wanted to make a sherlock character study, then a john character study, then a john/sherlock relationship study and i went HELL LET'S DO ALL OF IT IN ONE VIDEO. Which explains why it's so long. And it could have been even longer, i had like AT LEAST one minute more of voiceovers but i had to cut many because a. i couldn't find a music long enough (trivial reason) and b. honestly i would have gone nuts.
Sooooo. This is META. at least it tries to be. Inspired by a few things i've read on tumblr but also and mostly my own take on the characters and their relationship. it might be slighly johnlock oriented in the end because let's be honest here this ship is almost canon.
where to begin. well i'm not going to explain every choice i made about the voiceovers and the scenes i associated them with, i think you'll get most of it. But in the big lines, it about how john is an adrenaline junkie who doesn't deal very well with that fact, how sherlock is bursting with feelings and hide it behind the high functionning sociopath facade, and about their oh so complicated relationship. John DOESN'T SEE how much sherlock cares about him ('i don't understand' NO YOU DON'T INDEED AND SHOULD DEFINITELY HAVE THAT ON A T SHIRT) and sherlock is so closed off, how could john get that sherlock is pretending not to care WHEN SHERLOCK CAN'T ADMIT THAT SAME FACT TO HIMSELF. I mean the 'love declarations' in the sign of three were lovely but there's so much left unsaid. All the hurt, all the pain, the betrayal, the misunderstandings, it's still kept silent. Their friendship brings out the best of each other but also the worst but they don't talk about that. no. never. THEY HAVE THE BIGGEST COMMUNICATION ISSUE EVER. I SWEAR IT SEEMS TO BE SOMETHING I TREMENDUOUSLY ENJOY AS THE EMOTIONNAL MASOCHIST THAT I AM.
Also i put a bit of johnlock in the end because guys. GUYS. You might not ship it, i'm not sure i do myself (probably not)(idk) but the show has taken a step further in the eternal ambiguity stuff. what sherlock feels about john is out of control, that's called love. And john loves mary but c o m e o n. 'she wasn't supposed to be like THAT', 'THAT' MEANING LIKE SHERLOCK BECAUSE JOHN WATSON IS DONE WITH THIS SHIT but sorry john you haven't moved on at all even if you really tried hard.
i chose to use mary essentially to show that she's, to put it simply, a female version of sherlock. Careful, NOT a substitute. When sherlock says 'you chose her', i know a lot of people think he says 'you chose her over me' but imo he says 'you chose her because she's like me', not in the way 'she's a lesser me', absolutely not (he's a dick but not THAT much), but in the way 'despite the hurt you need someone like us, i was gone and she took over.' And if IS indeed john's fault ! He doesn't consciously put himself in situations where he'll be hurt because of the people he chooses to surround himself with, but inconsciously it's ultimately his decisions. That guy really needs to resolve some issues about his inner self. He's so lost...
sherlock is actually finding himself i think. At great cost. He was right, alone was protecting him. When one has spent their life repressing all kind of feelings, when it breaks out it's in a destructive explosion...for oneself and everybody too close. also that poor man thinks he's just 'useful' to john, which is true in a way, but not only obviously. He doesn't see himself as worthy of love... well it's not even about worth, it's just that he spent his life not even considering he could be loved. i mean the mind palace is the proof of it. What can be found there ? data, reason, logic, caged madness... but the small part of it that represents love is slipping away from him. if you want to read my analysis of sherlock holmes i invite you to visit my 'sherlock holmes' tag on tumblr, i write a lot of shit in the tags.
I WANTED TO MAKE THIS SHORT I'M SORRY. and i didn't talk about the stairs. oh the stairs. i could write pages about these fucking stairs.
Music : olafur arnalds - loftiа verаur skyndilega kaltjohn & sherlock | somebody to die forlodilou2014-01-18 | overused song i know. here you go german fellows : vimeo.com/84477630 tumblr : http://ican-always-seeyou.tumblr.com/post/73740899575 I hadn't vidded these idiots since TWO YEARS. MY BROTP. Best. Relationship. Ever. I will never change my mind on this, nothing will ever compare, it's not possible to create a better relation than theirs. It just can't exist.
LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT JOHN WATSON AND SHERLOCK HOLMES. God i love them so much. So so soooo much. I don't know where to begin i have a thousand things to say about them. Let's begin with sherlock's feelings for john. Sherlock Holmes is not a psychopath or a sociopath, he can FEEL things but has decided long ago (since redbeard's death ; ____ ;) that emotions were too hurtful and useless, he's convinced himself that 'sentiment' is a restraint -- and rightfully so. He values intelligence and reason above all things, he relies on his brilliant brain more than his feelings. For years, decades even, he's not given a single fuck about what people think of him, he never wanted to be loved or even cared for. Until john watson. Because of him, Sherlock learned despite himself to care again. I think that a great brain cannot exist without a great heart. Sherlock is a genius and also capable of very intense feelings. it's always been there, hidden. John was a trigger. Sherlock didn't become 'human' because of him, he's always been, but with John the feelings are too strong to not take the first place. What he feels for John, no matter what it is, is bigger than the rest. Work, decuction, science, whatever, it can't compete with his love for John. THAT'S SHERLOCK HOLMES WE'RE TALKING ABOUT. That's how much he cares about john. He sacrificed his career, his LIFE, to ensure John's happiness. It reminds me of House who also sacrificed everything for Wilson. For 5 little months with Wilson, because all the rest is worth nothing without Wilson. NO I CAN'T HAVE HILSON FEELS RN THIS IS TOO MUCH FOR MY HEART. Ahem. Anyway, season 3 was about Sherlock's'conscious' realisation that John is his everything. We saw less of John's feelings for Sherlock this season. BUT THEY'RE STILL HERE. They were more obvious in season 2 because well, the season was going to end with Sherlock's death, we had to see how much he mattered to John so our hearts could be ripped off our chests. I know that some people are frustrated by the lack of 'reciprocity' this season. Sherlock used to be John's everthing, because he was alone before. Now he's met Mary and he loves her of a true romantic love (and they're adorable and i love them a lot ok), he's not lonely anymore. He doesn't depend on Sherlock only. He's more mature. Sherlock is still a child, as we were reminded a lot this season, but John is an adult. His character's growth is pretty huge. Losing Sherlock and two years of depression (because that's what happened) have changed him. John is a normal person you know, i'm not saying that his feelings are less intense than Sherlock's, but he deals with them in a much more rationnal and...normal way. He rebuilt himself when Sherlock was away, and learned to live a more balanced life. He loves Sherlock just as much as Sherlock loves him. But he's learned the hard way that being addicted to one person can destroy you. I have my own interpretation as to why Sherlock isn't in John's 'pressure points'. Well first storytelling-wise it was not necessary to put sherlock in the list. Also remember when Sherlock said that he was 'known to be indestructible'. To John, Sherlock came back from the dead. Look how he reacted to sherlock being shot, he was obviously worried but i bet a part of his mind was saying ' that's ok, he can't die, Sherlock Holmes doesn't die'. I believe that if Moffat and Gatiss are good at their job -- which they are -- John's behaviour towards sherlock is going to change again. It won't stay that... peaceful, that 'relaxed'.
Anyway. I think that's all. Well no it's not because i could probably write a novel about Holmes and Watson but for now that will be all. Now i'm off to watch episode 3 again (i LOVED IT, brilliant writing from Moffat, now i know why DW was not so good this year, he put everything he had in Sherlock) and cry because this season has barely began that it's already over. T___T i'd like to make a video about sherlock alone (my bb) and maybe the whole 'pressure point' thing. but i don't know where i'll find the time. It's weird to be back at school after two years doing nothing.eleventh doctor | goodnight, travel well (for ItsTheWonderfulAmy)lodilou2013-12-27 | HD + EARPHONES for the voiceovers :)
MY DOCTOR. T______T i already love 12 but damn it's really hard to let 11 go. it was his time to leave, before the character was ruined (like others i know...*cough*ten*cough*) but still, it huuuuuurts. it's so weird to think that it's over. eleven was my doctor (and he's one half of my otp... don't talk to me about them i refuse to think about it), i will always remember him as such and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM. the episode was ok but the last minutes were SPLENDID. so beautiful and powerful and meaningful. THAT is what i call a regeneration scene. No drama, no OOC lines, just pure emotion. (how emotionnal was amy's cameo omfg) thank you matt, thank you steven, bye, i'm off to cry a bit more.
also : i'm sorry i don't answer to comments anymore but i don't understand a thing about the google+ thing, just know that i always enjoy nice comments and they mean a lot :)
music : goodnight travel well - the killers editing & coloring : minehomer & susan / certain thingslodilou2013-11-28 | watch in HQ, like, comment, thank youuuu :)
hello, i'm back from the dead. i'm so sorry i vid like every three months, i have inspiration only when i have a lot of feelings and i don't have a lot of feelings long enough to actually finish a video. Plus there's always that problem of the MUSIC, i spend more time searching a song than actually making the video (issue number 1 since i started vidding) and it pisses me so you know, i'm not really in the mood for editing when i'm pissed. anyway. why am i complaining, that wasn't the point of this description. SO. Ripper street is back, and with it my homer/susan feels. WHY ARE THEY SO GOOD. AND WHY SO MUCH ANGST. well i love angst. angst fuels my shipping heart. but i'm so stressed rn. i want them happy together by the end of the season. such an epic love. they love each other so much BUT THEY DON'T KNOW HOW TO COMMUNICATE I'M SO HURT. sigh. and what homers says to her omfg let me die. this is so beautiful, but never, you know, silly. i'd like someone to tell me this. I'd also like it better if that someone didn't waste all our money. UGH THEY NEED TO FIX THIS SOON. btw, am i still the only vidder on youtube to make videos about these two?
pairing : homer jackson and susan hart music : certain things by james arthur editing : meriver & the doctor / holding on and letting golodilou2013-09-06 | because otp. :)) always.
all infos at the end of the videoi know you care | multi couples (collab)lodilou2013-07-15 | watch in hq, rate, comment, thank youu :) yay it's here! i'm very pleased because a) it's beautiful b) i didn't wait 3 months for the parts. :) thank you to all the members! i'm really happy with this collab :)
song : mp? idk if it really changes something but for damned copyright reasons, i won't take the risk to write it. coloring by me10 facts about melodilou2013-07-11 | i've been tagged by catminolte! it was hard to find 10 (idek if it had do be 10 facts actually???) interesting (and not depressing) things to say about me but i did it, yeaaaah. :)) i must tag 5 other people now, right? well, so i tag :
- matikaHan - queen cersei - toufinus - lilitifrock - MoonCalledAriver & the doctor / you feel hopelesslodilou2013-06-16 | i know that basically almost every vidder has used this song at some point but IT IS SO THEM. i couldn't resist. i wanted to make a 'happy' video...lololol. the next one maybe. i did this vidlet instead of collab parts, it is very bad... but the feelings won't go away, it's been a month and i haven't recover. i probably never will tbh, this scene will haunt me forever. (that was a short description!!)
PERFECT TIME TO UPLOAD THIS ISN'T IT. MATT IS LEAVING. I'M NOT OK. i'm sure i'll love the next doctor, it's just that I'M NOT READY TO LET HIM GO. AND THAT MEANS NO OTP ANYMORE. T_____________T I CAN'T DO THIS. everyone was worried about river's departure when the real problem was eleven's. i wasn't expecting this AT ALL. it's so WEIRD because it's in more than six months so we should have time to deal with the news but...but... TWO EPISODES. IF RIVER IS NOT IN AT LEAST ONE OF THEM I'M GONNA MAKE MYSELF A COAT OF MOFFAT'S SKIN. i reaaaaaaally want her to meet at least once 12 on screen. BUT I NEED ONE LAST SCENE WITH ELEVEN. I DIDN'T WATCH THEIR SCENE IN THE FINALE AS IF IT WAS THE LAST. IT CAN'T BE. I'M NOT READY TO SAY FAREWELL. I'M GOING TO CRY. i can't lose my otp and my doctor in the space of three episodes, that's not alright. EVERYTHING HURTS. ; ____________ ;
about the video...i tried. i spent so much time on it i'm sick of it so idk. the point was to show how tragic their story was and to use parallels (i was inspired by this brilliant video : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uhSy28IeEGk). like sometimes something one of them says can apply for the other as well you know. parallels. i suppose it's sad but really when i watch it the only thing i can think of is how long it took me to find the right clips for the right voiceovers. and the organisation of the voiceovers my god, it must be logical and sound smoooooooth, you have no idea of how much of a headlock it is. well except if you're a vidder obviously.
it takes a whole new meaning now that we know that it's soon eleven's end. maybe it was really their last moment with him being HER doctor. FUCK EVERYTHING I QUIT. my time is divided in two. sometimes i can't help hoping river will be back either in the anniversary or the christmas special. and sometimes i think i've seen the very last scene of my otp and i'm very very VERY HURT. 12 will be the doctor too, but river/eleven is my otp. not river/doctor. well maybe river/twelve will be nice too. probably. but never as good as with eleven. T ________ T I HATE ENDINGS.
OH AND TONIGHT GOT. AS IF I NEEDED THIS. I'M GOING TO DIE THIS IS TOO MUCH.
infos at the end of the video.river & the doctor // youre always here to melodilou2013-05-26 | watch in hq, like, comment, thank you :) (btw if you can't hear the voiceovers : HEADPHONES. i make all my videos with headphones so that's why the sound can seem unbalanced sometimes)
i'm very near to be disgusted by that song. i spent HOURS trying to find scenes for the lyrics. it was a nightmare. this song is about a city and a river, but they're personified, ok so i basically wanted to use the metaphore as...not a metaphore. except that even in the metaphore, there are things too litteral so i had to make a metaphore within the metaphore. -_-' WHY IS IT SO COMPLICATED TO MAKE A VIDEO.
soooooooo uh well i don't have a lot to say, i think i screamed everything i needed to scream in the description of my previous video. i'm still not over it. never will be. he initiated the kiss and told her he loved her. i can write it but i can't realize it. that's the thing. i don't realize it happenned. i think my brain is trying to self preserve before i go insane. i have waves of feelings, it's not a permanent state. suddenly i want to cry and scream and roll on the floor and dig a hole in my room and bury myself there to die. BECAUSE OTP. but it's not all the time like it was a few days ago. i can actually think about something else.
infos are at the end of the video, i hope you'll like it...i don't. idk. your opinion will be mine. i have an idea for another video but...well. we'll see. two videos in a week is already a miracle.
HE KISSED HER. HE TOLD HER HE LOVED HER. (in his own way because he couldn't say it and she gave him a chance to say it differently...'if you ever loved me...' AND HE SAID IT. ugh i'm DYYYYIIIINNNNNG.) I'M PROBABLY GOING TO TYPE EVERYTHING IN CAPS I'M SORRY. no i need to be calm. LOLOLOL WHO AM I KIDDING I CAN'T BE CALM. i was SO scared by this finale. so so scared for my otp. i was imagining the worst, time rewritten, clara/eleven, ONLY BAD THINGS. AND WHAT DID WE HAVE. A FUCKING LOVE DECLARATION AND A KISS AND I BELIEVE RIVER WILL BE BACK, THERE ARE STILL MANY THINGS LEFT THAT WE DON'T KNOW AND AS LONG AS MOFFAT DOESN'T SAY THAT IT WAS RIVER'S END THEN IT'S NOT, OK? but if it is...i will be able to deal with it. because their scene was perfect. if the doctor was able to say goodbye, so will i. omg guys i'm so...so...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I FEEL I'M HAPPY AND SAD AND HURT AND IDK ANYMORE. let's speak about *THE* scene shall we. he hears her when she tells him to not...jump in his own timeline, weird stuff whatever. she says 'hear me' and he says 'no' BECAUSE IT HURTS HIM TOO MUCH. BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT IF HE ADMITS HE SEES HER HE WILL HAVE TO LET HER GO AND HE DOESN'T HAVE THE STRENGHT TO DO IT. and then, AND THEN. HE FINDS THAT STRENGHT IN HIM. HE TAKES HER HAND AND HE SAYS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING TO HER. 'you're always here to me and i always listen. and i can always see you.' TELL ME HE DOESN'T LOVE HER. THE HATERS CAN GO CRYING BECAUSE HIS LOVE FOR HER COULDN'T BE MORE CANON THAN THAT. god i'm shaking writing all this. THE KISS. GUYS THE KISS. it has become my favorite kiss of them. HE INITIATED IT. BECAUSE HE WANTED TO, BECAUSE HE LOVES HER AQSJKGH. AND WHAT A KISS. SO MUCH TENDERNESS AND PASSION AND DESPAIR AND LOVE LOVE LOOOOOOVE. HE BREATHES HER. HE CAN'T HAVE ENOUGH. HE LETS HER LIPS GO AND THEN HE GOES FOR IT AGAIN BECAUSE HE NEEDS IT. and how they look at each other after... IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL. oh i forgot HIS HANDS ON HER FACE. WHEN HE KISSES HER HE TOUCHES HER HAIR AND WHEN HE TALKS TO HER HE STROKES HER CHEEKS JUST LET ME DIE HERE I CAN'T GO ON. then he says he's ready to let her go, that she MUST go, for her, for him, because they both deserve peace. BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SAY GOODBYE SO HE ASKS HER. 'HOW?' and she tells me how to say goodbye, and how to say i love you, and you see the struggle on his face, because he's so afraid of his own feelings and then he decides to do it. because that is what he wants to give to her. his love he never knew how to express, and peace. AND THE DOCTOR'S FACE WHEN SHE SAYS SPOILERS BECAUSE HE KNOWS IT'S THE LAST TIME SHE'LL SAY IT TO HIM. HE KNOWS THE END IS SO VERY NEAR, A FEW SECONDS AWAY. ugh. UGH UGH UGH. then she disappears and he looks so sad but he knows it was the right thing to do. he's accepted it. her death, what she's been through, he has come to terms with his guilt. EVERYTHING IN THIS SCENE WAS PERFECT I'M SO SORRY I EVER DOUBTED MOFFAT. BUT THIS IS MY OTP I'M ALWAYS FREAKING OUT FOR THEM. but moffat is their number one shipper, i should know that by now. this troll. ok, now that i vomited my feelings, about the video : it could have been way WAY better but that's something. i'll make others. BECAUSE I REALLY NEED TO. it is my song for the finale. well for my otp in the finale. i listenned to it in loop days before, just as i listenned to the end by...uh i lost his name, before the wedding. this song will forever be about them for me. i started the video friday because i had to do something to deal with my feels. i finished it quite quickly, that's a miracle. anyway, i hope you'll enjoy it and cry. :) JUST LIKE I DID. that's funny because i didn't cry when i saw the scene the first time, and sooner this evening i watched it again and i started sobbing like a infant. they are beautiful, they are epic, they are...my otp. forever. i'll never have another one like them. never.
infos at the end of the video. sorry germany -_-river & the doctor / all i needlodilou2013-05-12 | please watch in hq, like and comment, thank you :)
BECAUSE I NEED IT. BECAUSE WE NEED IT. MY FELLOW RIVER/DOCTOR SHIPPERS, WE MUST BE STRONG. ok. i can't even explain how i feel right now. i'm slowly dying of feelings, this is unbearable. i've read *a few* spoilers and oooooh it doesn't smell nice. i needed to get my feelings OUT so i made this vidlet. it didn't work btw, I'M STILL SUFFOCATING UNDER MY OTP EMOTIONS, THIS IS A CRISIS. but i thought i might as well share it because i know how you feel, fellow shippers. I KNOW. and maybe that will make you feel better. or worse idk. i remember listenning to this song after the wedding, and now i listen to it again and all the feelings from this time are back PLUS the legit TERROR and ANXIETY because of the finale. i wanted to make a vidlet with this song back then, i finally made it, almost two years later :') anyway. ugh i can't with these two. THEY ARE MY OTP FOREVER. I LOVE MANY PAIRINGS AND I SHIP MANY SHIPS BUT RIVER/DOCTOR OWNS MY SOUL. look, i like clara (well not especially but i'm sure she'll eventually grow on me) BUT IF ELEVEN/CLARA BECOMES A THING, I WILL HUNT MOFFAT DOWN. oh, the finale has leaked so if anyone writes a spoiler in the comments : I WILL FIND YOU AND I WILL SKIN YOU. just so we're clear. AAAAAAAAAAAH I'M SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS OTP. I HATE THEM AND THEIR PERFECTION I WANT THE PAIN TO STOP T__________T
infos are at the end of the video.cesare & lucrezia / may ilodilou2013-04-28 | SPOILERS UP TO 3X03.
YES THAT'S ME I'M BACK. with a new fandom. again. actually i've wanted to vid cesare and lucrezia since a long time and now that THIS IS BECOMING SERIOUS, i couldn't wait any longer. and when inspiration comes to me, i obey. soooooo. i know i know this is a incestuous relationship and I DON'T CARE. i just can't feel guilty about it. their relation is...pure. it would be perfectly healthy if they weren't SIBLINGS. they understand each other, they love each other, they're always here for the other. this is love. i know 3x04 has leaked but i haven't watched it yet. i wanted to finish this video before, because i know that ANGST IS COMING and i wanted to make something fluffy. i wanted to focus on their long deserved happinnes of being together. even if it is for one night. will probably make another video later, full of angst and pain and sadness and tragedy.
i hope you enjoy the vid! sorry about the quality but DAMN THE LIGHTNING OF THIS SHOW. plus, i converted my mp4 files in .avi so this isn't hq. but i think it's decent anyway :) see you in gods knows how many weeks before i vid again!! (i have so many projects on vegas, you have no idea...i can't finish anything!)(thanks the borgiacest sex scene for making me inspired)
infos at the end of the video.doctor who / hold on to what you believe (collab)lodilou2013-03-23 | watch in HQ, likes and comments are always appreciated, thank you :)
finally here it is. i've known worst for the delay :) it's ready for the beginning of the second part of season 7 so it's all fine! thank you to each of the members, you've all done an amazing job and i think this collab is pretty cool :D
the song is hold on to what you believe by mumford & sons. i own nothing etc etc.homer & susan / maybe we dont want to be foundlodilou2013-03-04 | watch in hp, like, comment, thank youuuuu :)
yes, again. well i promised i would and these two are soooooo inspiring. and now that we know their story it's even better. EPIC LOVE STORY. everything about it is perfect, it's using all the romantic tropes that i love. two characters that have nothing in common at first sight. then lust. then love. and then THEY RAN AWAY TO LIVE THEIR LOVE FREELY EVEN IF IT MEANT LOSING EVERYTHING THEY HAD BEFORE AND NEVER BE TRULY SAFE ANYWHERE BECAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS THEIR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER. i'm a pudding of feelings. it could have been cliché you know. but it's not. they have something unique. i was desperate there was no scenes with them together in the last episode :( now we have to wait a whole year. my heart aches. anyway, i hope you'll enjoy the vid, it's not much but i like it :)
pairing : homer&susan (ripper street) music : rangers - a fine frenzy editing : lodilousansa & sandor // i met youlodilou2013-02-22 | watch in hq, thank you :) like and comment, i always enjoy feedback!
EDIT : i'm confused because this video has ~a lot~ of views (well over 1000), but a very few likes... so my question is : why? really, seriously, why? i don't mean it like 'Y DONT U LUV ME', i mean what makes that this video disappointed you as a viewer? it would help me to improve myself if i knew :) don't be shy!
wow i'm in a vidding mood lately, that's a m i r a c l e. the deleted scene inspired me, and i always thought that was a sansan song so i made this. it's not very good but it's not bad either i suppose. well, you tell me ;) yes i cut tyrion from the deleted scene (with a very bad manip. that's not even a manip. that's a...sort of big black hole on the clip) because DA FUK?? what even is he doing here? I have mixed feelings about that scene. the beginning is perfect, the end with tyrion made me cringe a bit i have to say. AND WHY DIDN'T SANSA SAY THAT SHE WOULD SING FLORIAN AND JONQUIL. oh wait, is it because they gave sandor's line to littlefinger? yeah it is. whatever.
music : real love by beach house coloring : mesusan & homer / million dollar man (ripper street)lodilou2013-02-14 | watch in hq, like and comment if you want, thank youuu :)
i don't know if anyone among my followers actually watch ripper street but i'm SLIGHTLY obsessed by these two even if they had 3 scenes and we don't know anything about their past (yet)(sundayyyy come to me please). when he said 'she's mine' ahjzkerflt let me die that was so romantic in a twisted way but twisted relationships are the best. erm. i thought that a song of lana del rey would be fitting and when i want to make a video i don't resist because god knows it doesn't happen often. SO i made this. it's nothing extraordinary but i needed to get these two out of my system. initially i wanted to wait for the next episode but...well i didn't as you can see. i'll make another one later probably. with the same song maybe, so that might be a preview. i don't know.
oh if you don't watch ripper street, you truly are missing something. At first i watched because of jerome flynn (JUDGE ME I DON'T CARE). well i wasn't sure but then i saw that there was iain glenn also so i went for it. But it is actually very good and i'm completely into it. great characters, good stories, amazing actors, etc.
i don't know if anyone is actually reading this so i'll just stop there.
informations at the end of the video.merlin & morgana / no light, no lightlodilou2013-01-08 | Watch in HQ, like, comment, thank you :)
sooooooooooo. the merlin finale brung back many mergana feelings. i didn't ship them in the end because they basically hated each other and they wouldn't have get along very well. as long a morgana wasn't completely lost to her hatred, there was still a possibility but the season 4 and especially the season 5 definitely killed it. but i always remembered their relationship in the first seasons, even the season 3 and gosh they were so beautiful. SO close (to reaching that faaaamous happy eeeeend almoooost belieeeeving this one's not preteeeeeend. erm. sorry) and yet SO FAR to have it all. they were so fucking doomed from the beginning. so alike and so different and meant to DESTROY EACH OTHER AND EVERYTHING THEY LOVED. W H Y would i even ship this. i love tragic relationships, that's just my thing. and you can't do more tragic than merlin & mergana. plus, EYE SEX ALL THE TIME IN ALL THE PLACES. i will always see the moment when he killed her as sex. i'm not sorry. he put a magic sword in her belly, i mean could it be more transparent? katie and colin's chemistry is extraordinary. maybe i wouldn't have shipped mergana so much if there hadn't been so much sexual tension. damn them. there's one thing that always bothers me. we see a lot that it's merlin's fault if morgana turned evil. erm. sorry? merlin wanted to tell her. IF YOU WANT TO BLAME SOMEONE BLAME GAIUS. and the dragon. at least the dragon was completely indifferent to this stuff, like 'yeah idk man, whatever you say, do what you want i'll be right eventually the prophety says so'. BUT GAIUS was just wrong when he told merlin to not talk about his magic to morgana. WHY NOT GAIUS YOU SILLY OLD MAN. so yeah, MAYBE if merlin has told morgana that he was like her, MAYBE she wouldn't have turn evil, though there was still the slight problem of uther and the intervention of morgause. But anyway, Merlin was very YOUNG, he tried his best to help her and he couldn't. he was told many things and not one of them was : tell morgana and things will get better. he thought that the dragon and gaius were wisest than him on this and that's normal. THIS IS SO FUCKING TRAGIC. T________T i'll just go roll myself in a corner and cry over how this wonderful doomed ship is the most tragic love story that could have been but never was.merlin / hymn for the missinglodilou2012-12-28 | Watch in HQ, headphones recommended for the voiceovers ;)
yeah i'm back at vidding. i HAD to do something after the merlin finale. i'm still not over it tbh. THEY'RE ALL DEAD. WHY. i'd lie if i said i didn't want arthur to die. well i didn't REALLY want him to die because i love him so much it was actually VERY painful to see him die. But i didn't want a happy end for him after camlann. once i saw that the writers were going there i knew that arthur HAD to die in the end, because that's how it goes in the legends. i thought i would be ok. LOL WHO WAS I KIDDING. IT BROKE ME. he died in merlin's arms, that's just the most painful thing that could have happen and IT HAPPENNED. it's frustrating arthur didn't know about merlin's magic for more episodes but well. at least there has been a revelation. gahzueiktglh. it was very well done imo. arthur's reaction was exactly how i imagined it and the evolution of his feelings about it was perfect. I WISH THEY HAD HAD MORE TIME T_________T. i'll never be over it. i can't. it's still surreal actually. i remember the first seasons and HOW THE HELL DID WE GET HERE IT WAS ALL FUN AND BROMANCE AND NOW EVERYBODY DIES WHY. damned series. mordred's death was also expected but i reeeeeaaally loved him and it was so sad. he was so young. they were all so young! and they went through so much pain. I THOUGHT IT WAS A SERIES FOR CHILDREN I NEVER SIGNED FOR SO MUCH PAIN. GWAINE. WHY. he died thinking he failed arthur and camelot, that's absolutely awful. morgana. well, i hoped for a redemption (sort of) for a long time but i gave up halfway this season. she had gone too far. i actually liked how her character evolved. she was going completely crazy, blinded by her hate...it was interesting to see. heartbreaking also ; ____ ; remember the sweet frail morgana from season 1... of course it had to be merlin who killed her and i'm glad (well, as much 'glad' one can be when a half of one's ship kills the other half) he did. my only complaint is that it was rushed. their final confrontation deserved much more time. their whole relationship deserved much more time through the last seasons actually...they're supposed to be deadly enemies and they barely share 3 scenes per season ?!? anyway. also i SHIPPED them. as i said, merlin was the one who had to kill her but it doesn't mean it wasn't absolutely cruel and sorrowful for my shipper's heart. i have a lot of mergana feelings, i think i'll do a video eventually. GWEN MY BB. SHE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO SAY GOODBYE TO ARTHUR. her face in the end - so full of determination and hurt - ended me. she'll honor everything arthur has started. but she will be so alone and arthur will never see what he began to build. that's NOT OK. arthur and gwen was supposed to be a HAPPY ship of mine. I CAN'T EVEN TRUST MY HAPPY SHIPS. PAIN IS EVERYWHERE. and finally my poor merlin. He finally fulfilled his destiny, only to see his best friend die in his arms, the man he protected all these years, that he thought he could save but that wasn't meant to happen. he was never supposed to save arthur. OUCH.
I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AS YOU CAN SEE.catelyn stark // below my feetlodilou2012-11-04 | ( please write no spoilers for a storm of swords in the comments, thank you. I've wrote it in the description below but since some people are probably not gonna read it, i prefer to write it here as well.)
second attempt to upload this video... I pitch shifted the song but really just a little bit so i'm not sure this is gonna work this time either. :S fucking copyright.
let's try with this :
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I live a Catelyn Stark appreciation life. She's awesome. i love her in the show, i worship her in the books. She's the westeros HBIC - no wait, she SHOULD be and would be if she weren't surrounded by fools who don't listen to her. YES ROBB. YES EDMURE. YES I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU. And she's been through so much, it breaks my heart. I wish there had been more of her in the season 2, well just see her at Riverrun might have been nice you know... i'm happy they kept her interactions with Jaime though. Because they're really great.I just wished it was longer but well... they could have cut it so i consider myself lucky.
I'm currently reading a storm of swords so please NO SPOILERS. Don't spoil my pleasure or the pleasure of the people who might read your comment! thank you :) even if i more or less know what's gonna happen, i'm not sure, i don't know how and when exactly so shhh please.
just, something needs an explanation : in the books she knows about rickon's and bran's 'deaths' and i think that explains her decision to release Jaime better than the fact that they're just captives...i mean the fact that they're captives is a good reason enough but the fact that they're DEAD (or so she thinks) seems even better. i don't know why they wrote that she didn't know in the show. so in my video she does know.
the coloring is mine, the title of the song is in the video but since yt is being a bitch about the copyright, here it is : mumford and sons - bellow my feet, my favorite of the new album, the last refrain is perfect. and i realized i never vidded a song of mumford and sons and that's bad. so my love for catelyn + my love for this song = this video. i like it btw. i know, that's unusual coming from me, but i actually like my video. but i seldom agree with my suscribers/viewers about the quality of my videos so idk if someone else than me will thing it's good ;)
this description is so long i'm pretty sure i've lost everyone along the way. sorry for the people who read everything, sometimes i can't shut up.melody pond / watermarklodilou2012-10-18 | watch in HQ please.
oooooh my god this is so bad. i knew it was bad but then i rendered it and i watched it and oh my god i'm so sorry. but i has started this weeks ago and idk i just decided to finish it today, so basically half of it has been made this afternoon in like two hours or less. that explains why it's so lame. anyway. i've always wanted to make a video about river alone. I ended up making a video about melody more than river. the song fits with her story so yeah. speaking of the song... the cut is awful but i had to cut so there. and omg it's so fluffy. the whole vid is fluffy. the colouring is fluffy, the texts are fluffy, everything is fluff. anyway, if you like fluff you should have your content.
colouring by me music : watermark by sleeping at last i don't own anything blah blahriver & the doctor / never say never (for jenfirelight)lodilou2012-10-11 | watch in HQ, enjoy, like, comment! thank you :)
ok this took way more time than it should have... i swear, the more i love something the harder it is for me to make a video about it :S. anyway, after days of pain, i finally finished it. i'm so sorry if you expected something great...
so my OTP is wonderful, i love them so much i can't explain it. their scenes in tatm were so perfect, it killed me. so i made this... thing... it is dedicated to jenfirelight because she won a video from me on vidding4acause. I hope you'll like it even though it could have been better, sorry :)
all informations are at the end of the video.the doctor & the ponds // time of our liveslodilou2012-10-02 | watch in hq, like, comment thank you =)
a little tribute to the wonderful Ponds T____T The episode was heartbreaking but perfect on every points. It's all about love... aasdfgh. (expect a river/doctor video soon!)
music : tyrone well - time of your lives colouring : mewhat happened, to the other people who traveled with you?lodilou2012-09-24 | watch in HQ please, rate and comment, thank you :)
First THANK YOU for all the nice comments, i didn't expect this video to be seen by so many people and that means a lot to me. I usually answer to all comments separately but there are too many ;) then : I KNOW there are more than 3 doctors, i started to watch the classic who but there's a lot of episodes and i'm still on the season 2 so you see, there's still a lot to watch. SO i made a video only about new who and i'm not sorry. if you think this video is pointless (btw hello i'm a human being, i have feelings), if you want a video with all the companions since 1963, make it yourself.
it's not much, i didn't even plan to upload it on my channel but well, i wanted to let you know that i still vid DW ;) there will probably be a REAL video after the next episode. i don't promise it will be better but i'll try my best. Unless i die because of the episode.
SPOILERS (kind of) AHEAD
MY BB RIVER IS BACK AND THE PONDS ARE LEAVING HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE
music : love hurts - yiruma colouring : minewhere we belong // multifandom (collab)lodilou2012-09-19 | watch in hq please, enjoy, like, comment and suscribe everybody, thank yoooou!! ;)
colouring : me music : where we belong - thriving ivorysansa & sandor / you were a kindnesslodilou2012-09-11 | WATCH IN HQ, enjoy, like and comment please :D thanks!
just a short vid because SANSAN FEELINGS. this ship will be my death. that's all.
music : you were a kindness - the national coloring : me and for once i'm pretty happy with it!sandor & older!sansa [back to winterfell] (AU)lodilou2012-08-20 | watch in hq and pardon me for my incapacity at making great manips. thank you.
i began this weeks ago and at first i was happy with it but when i tried to finish it and it was getting worse and worse. i needed to get it out of my mind and of vegas so here it is. i guess some parts are not bad... the rest sucks. especially the manip when they meet in a cave or forest or whatever idek. and gosh the light and the colors of got and the borgias are SO different, i spent a loooooot of time trying to make the colors fit. and i absolutely wanted to make all the cloaks grey because winterfell. that was a pain in the ass. i almost decided to make everything in b&w but after all my efforts, i thought it would be frustrating. anyway. i hope it's not too bad and that some people will like this little video :')
plot : NO SPOILERS. since i'm still reading clash of kings (does this book have an end?), i don't know what's gonna happen next, well not exactly, so it's really AU. soooo, it's quite simple, sansa comes back to winterfell after ten years. arya is already here, princess of winterfell, and greets her sister home. sandor is here too, he came to winterfell with arya and he's from the gard of winterfell. still no ser ;). then i think it's pretty clear, sansa recognize him, they meet, but it's not easy since she's gonna be queen in the north and he's not a decent match for her. sandor rejects her because he knows they can't be together but on the day she's crowned he comes to see her... and i stopped there. because. maybe i'll make a sequel. i doubt it but who knows, i could be inspired... haha. whatever.
older!sansa : lotte verbeek (the borgias) older!arya : sarah bolger (the tudors) i used a clip of merlin as well (gwen's coronation in 3x10) music : xibalba - clint mansell (the fountain soundtrack)remember me (multifandom)lodilou2012-08-11 | WATCH IN HQ PLEASE. thank you!
So this is a video with ALL the ships I shipped at a moment in my life. there's 56 of them. I don't know if it's normal. maybe not. I may have forgot some but those are the most important. Don't ask me why i did this. i was listening to this beautiful music and i thought 'gosh it would be epic to have a video with all my ships on this music'. and i made the video, which is the most suprising part. I uploaded footage from youtube sometimes so the quality sucks at some parts. I tried to make it look not too bad. I spent more time working on a colouring than for the anything else. It's just impossible to find a colouring that fits with all the clips, because the quality is different, the lightning too... so it took me quite a while to make something decent. anyway. here's the list of the 56 ships. I think you'll be surprised by some of them! btw i put my favorite bromances in here as well, i couldn't help it. they're my non-romantic ships ;) but there's not a lot of them. i ship at least 50 of the pairings in a romantic way. no regrets.
arwen/aragon (lotr) - amy/rory (dw) - arya/gendry (got) - abed/troy (bros!)(community) - holmes/watson (not bros...) - satine/christian (moulin rouge) - vanessa/nate (gg) - phoebe/cole (charmed) - elena/alejandro (the mask of zorro) - rapunzel/flynn (tangled) - snow white/the huntsman (swath) - lisa/david (verliebt in berlin) - miss parker/jarod (the pretender) - gisel/robert (enchanted) - gwen/arthur (merlin) - ariel/eric (the little mermaid) - river/the doctor (dw) - ginger rogers/fred astaire (...real life but the movie is roberta) - karoi/ryo (city hunter) - lois/clark (smallville) - juliet/james (lost) - rachel/ludwig (black book) - belle/beast (beauty and the beast) - selina/bruce (the dark knight rises) - john/sherlock (bros)(sherlock) - pam/eric (true blood) - arthur/merlin (bros)(merlin) -eve/wall-e!! (wall-e) - sun/jin (lost) - paige/kyle (charmed) - amanda/percy (nikita) - brennan/booth (bones) - dany/jorah (got) - britta/jeff (community) - zyva/tony (ncis) - blair/dan (gg) - piper/leo (charmed) -pocahontas/john smith (the new world) - chloe/oliver (smallville) - leia/han (star wars) - wolfgang/constanze (amadeus) - bonnie/damon (tvd) - shannon/sayid (lost) - rose/the doctor (dw) - kate/jack (lost) - alice/uncas (last of the mohicans) - olivia/peter (fringe) - morgana/merlin (merlin) - penny/desmond (lost) - house/wilson (house md) - pocahontas/john (pocahontas) - hermione/ron (hp) - sansa/sandor (got) - sookie/bill (tb) - eowyn/faramir (lotr) - vivian/edward (pretty woman)
infos at the end of the video. editing and colouring : mine.rose & the doctor / so coldlodilou2012-07-25 | Watch in HQ please, and like and comments are always very appreciated :)
I was in vacation last week when suddenly i was very inspired to make a video with this song - i listenned to it a thousand times i think - but i hadn't my laptop with me so i had to wait daaaays to make it. i was hoping i wouldn't lose my inspiration once i'll open vegas and luckily i didn't. I had time to think about how i was going to edit it so it went quite fast, i'm glad i finally made a video in less than a week... i'm quite happy with it. since i didn't spend an eternity working on it, i didn't get bored with it, so i guess that's why i don't dislike it as much as some other videos of mine.
Even if river/doctor is my fucking intergalactic otp, i truly love rose/doctor. I ship everything in the tardis. though i don't like the fact that rose came back, that's why i only used the season 1 and 2. i think that the end of their story was perfect as it was and that the come back of rose kinda ruined the beauty of their tragedy.
so the video is mostly focused on doomsday obviously, with a lot of parting of ways too because i loooooove the parralels. it's tragic because after doomsday, parting of ways seems like a prediction of how the story of rose ends. they escaped the separation once, but not the second time. ; ___ ; well, until the season 4 but let's just pretend it didn't happen ok.
anyway, my blah blah is boring sorry. enjoy the video :) i hope!
informations at the end of the video, coloring by me.