Uploaded April 2026 | Updated September 2026, 3 weeks ago

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lyrics:
i punished my body
for what it cant control
I picked off the scabs from
the wounds of my soul
left broken wide open
I could not let it heal
I glanced at the mirror
and hoped to disappear

so now as the night falls
I'm reaching for the knife
you knew me
but you could never know this life

stand aside and let me die
emptiness to purify
ashamed
ashamed

the skin and the muscle
all edges start to fray
is this now or never
how long can that be?

stand aside and let me die
emptiness to purify
step aside and watch me die
emptiness to purify

ashamed
ashamed
ashamed
ashamed

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